#i think i’m crying wtf

[oreolesbian]

y’all…we are seeing EWAN MCGREGOR and HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN playing fucking obi wan kenobi and darth vader in 10. fucking. days. roles they haven’t played in almost two decades.

like…are we comprehending this? are we okay? i’m not okay, but i just gotta know cause holy fuck.

#currently my reason to thrive rn i just…ahhh???? #i think i’m crying wtf #kenobi series #star wars #sw #hayden christensen #ewan mcgregor #obi wan kenobi #anakin skywalker

[gulski2]

Me, a grown ass, woman crying over an animated show like

#wtf #I was not ready for this #echo? #don’t leave me #please? #I mean it does warm my heart to think of echo and rexy being together again #but I’m literally crying? #at least that means we’ll probably see rex again this season #we’re going to get echo back right? #right????!!!! #the bad batch #tbb spoilers #tbb #Star Wars #tbb echo #captain rex

[allofuswantgwinam]

it terrifies me the way so many people keep living without even batting an eye about the genocide that’s happening right in front of our eyes. i will never shut the fuck up about this.

#from the river to the sea #free Palestine #im so fucking pissed rn #was just havin a conversation with my mom and it did not go well #and i want throw up and cry #she makes me so mad #she knows this is wrong #idgaf if she’s scared of trump. idgaf if this is stressful and scary to her it is to me fucking too #which is why I will not ever stfu about this #or ignore this or forget what is going on #and live in comfort #I think the fuck not #I wanna fucking lose my shit rn but I’m not bc that won’t help anything #she’s already said before ‘I don’t have to know anything to know that it’s wrong’ so fucking accept what I have to say then #i pay attention #I know wtf is going on. let me be your fucking tool to help with this instead of getting upset with me!!!!! #she is being a coward #she knows this isn’t right. she’s being selfish #i understand it’s hard but like that’s why we fight #that’s what drives you. the outrage and pain you feel watching innocent people get murdered #I can’t understand her rn. im so done with people her age

[val-made-a-mistake]

so do all demon professors just happen to be named todd or

#i have the most insane beef with this man #i have to write a paper due in a week. that’s fine. #EXCEPT THERE’S THIS WHOLE ASS BOOK THAT ISN’T ON THE TEXTBOOK LIST THAT WE HAVE TO READ #in ADDITION to the book we’re already supposed to have read!!! #and then write an 1000+ word paper about it #except every sensible thesis you can think of isn’t allowed because he’s a dick #i thought i was going crazy so i asked around and this dude is just generally a jerk #fuck you todd! #spent most of today crying because idk wtf i’m gonna do #oh yeah he never specified which version of anne of green gables he wanted #there wasn’t any at the campus bookstore so i bought it from a regular bookstore #GUESS WHAT OF COURSE IT’S NOT THE EDITION HE WANTS #i bought my textbooks all the way back in september and THIS is when you decide to say something? #fuck this! fuck you! val out

[bo0zey]

when gerard way said “when i grow up i want to be nothing at all” i felt those words in my gdamn soul bro

#cried alone in my car parked in my driveway for like 17 minutes #i feel so hopeless and useless and stupid so so so stupid i’ll never be smart enough like the other nurses #i can’t fucking think im too slow i don’t know anything #it’s the emergency room and god for fucking bid i have an emergent patient i don’t know wtf to do ever #i don’t know how to initiate protocols or contact interdisciplinary or put in complex orders i don’t know anything i’m so useless #everyone thinks i’m stupid i’ve been on orientation for like 2 months know and i’m still the same useless stupid novice airhead new grad #i just get so frazzled i feel like everyone expects so much out of me and i have to be perfect to meet their standards #but im stupid im subpar im not good enough like them like #ever if they’ve been nurses for years and i’ve only been working as one for legit 2 months it’s just i still don’t know how to do anything #it’s like i can’t think i don’t do things how they want me to do them and then i look stupid im the attending doctor thinks i’m so dumb but #she wouldn’t even hear me out like i know you want both fluids running i know it’s important but he only has.1 IV and they aren’t compatible #we’re trying to start a second IV and he had difficult veins like why are you trying to tell me i’m stupid i know why you ordered it thatway #it’s like nobody gets my dumbass brain but that’s not their fault bc they can think clearly and convey their thoughts to people without #sounding like a fucking dumbass i have no critical thinking skills im just useless i hate this so much i don’t want to be here it sucks #i never wanted to be a nurse i never wanted to be anything i was 12 years old hoping i’d be dead by 18 #and now i’m 23 and i’m still fucking here but it’s clear i shouldn’t be i don’t fit in im not fit for society #i should be euthanized like an unwanted dog that’s been at the shelter for too long that’s exactly what i am #20min later still crying can’t stop being a fucking crybaby pitypartying myself i’m the worst oh my god grow the fuck up already #why is everything so difficult for me why can’t i just fit in literally everyone knows i don’t belong #i’m the dumbest most useless new grad orientee and EVERYONE knows it even management it’s so embarrassing #i’m so embarrassed to be alive and take up space that could be filled by someone so much better smarter prepared someone meant to be there #i don’t want this i don’t want any of this i never wanted to grow up im just a kid in my head i’m so pathetic #i wish i was smart and good at something i wish people looked at me and thought o wow i respect her bc she’s also a good nurse #nobody likes me i’m such a burden to everyone the doctors my preceptors other nurses who deserve to be there #i’m leaking snot everywhere today wasn’t even that bad but i think it’s all just hitting me now how helpless i am #i’m so tired of myself and waking up and making a fool of myself every shift fucking stupid loser i hate myself i try so hard and it’s not #it’s not enough it’s never enough im not enough im an imposter i’ll never be as good as the other nurses even tho i’m really really trying #i seriously don’t want to do this anymore i don’t want to be here i can’t do it everyone knows i’m not cut out for this they all talk shit #ramblings

[freckledgeto]

rewatched all of hidden inventory in one sitting i cant stop thinking about how fucking sad gojo satorus life is

#why the fuck is hi so sad wtf is gojos life so sad why did gege do that to my getoot wtf is wrong with him wtf is wrong with this manga wtf #wtf is tl wrong with this arc why is it so sad my boy my getoot my poor boy my poor boys they were jus fucking kids guys oh my god man man #they were so young geto shouldn’t be running a cult they should have to do that gojo should have to realize he can’t save everyone at 16 y/o #listening to not strong enough by boygenius and thinking about gojo and crying on my living room couch i cant take this shit anymore #wtf my poor getoot he was so fucking young wtf #gojos face and reaction in the conversation with yaga oh my god what the fuck the hand clench the blood #the reaction when he said geto killed his own parents oh my god fuuuuck u nakamura #i cant do this anymore fuck jay jay gay FUUUCK U IM DOOOONNNNNEEEE. NO MORE. #i’m serious this time i’m putting my foot down (is not serious) #and another thing FUCK the opening FUCK the outro FUCK the fish and the vending machines and geto not turning around #AND FUCK THE STUPID FISH!!!!!!! ALL OF THEM #AND FUCK THE BABY RIKO SCENE AND THE WHALE SHARK COMPARISON AND THE DROWNING IN THE TANK AND FUUCKKK UUUUUUUUUUUUUUU GEGE #AND MAPPA #🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 #💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 #💔💔🥹🥹🥹💔💔🥹💔💔🥹💔🥹🥹💔🥹🥹💔🥹💔🥹🥹💔💔🥹🥹💔💔🥹💔💔🥹💔💔🥹🥹💔💔💔🥹🥹💔🥹🥹💔💔🥹💔💔🥹💔💔🥹💔🥹💔💔🥹💔🥹💔🥹 #i’m so deeply immensely heartbroken #gonna go listen to a geto playlist maybe even a gojo one too a satosugu one if i’m feeling suicidal #jjk #🌙.txt

[thunderheadfred]

Finally saw Oppenheimer and… 🫤

Meh?

#idk Nolan has not impressed me lately #I think he needs to admit to himself that what he really wants is to direct a miniseries #this was like several movies mashed together #and of course zero focus on those impacted by the testing OR bomb drops #good performances tho!!! no shade there #but Nolan cannot write human relationships wtf Stop #meanwhile #Barbie made me cry so I guess I know what side of Barbenheimer I’m on now

[diari0deglierrori]

Embrace the cringe. Fais du zapping jusqu’à ce que tu tombes sur un film que tu aurais pu regarder avec ta famille il y a quelques années, ça aurait été gênant par moments mais le peu de moments drôles et le temps passé ensemble auraient suffit à rendre la soirée suffisamment bien pour retenter un film similaire le lendemain

#most of the times it was cringe af but that was the price to pay #for having a family #just the thought of it put tears in my eyes I’m okay why do you ask #i (kind of) still have a family but it’s not the same anymore #imagine crying in front of THIS movie wtf #I think french movies do that to me now when I’m by myself how embarrassing

[cherrysnax]

the one thing abt being hyper aware of ur flaws is that u can kinda make it a lil bingo game

#I had to ask my gf how I should like. act to my mom who was dealing w my older bro being arrested and my gma not doing too good #I had to ask lol #like. bro I think I’m the Devil and it scares me #and it’s not like I don’t care #I do. just differently I guess #I try and make sure to remind my ma to eat shower etc the things she struggles with #I usually try and … diffuse her negative sed talk even if I agree with it #I may not feel. what I’m supposed to fee but I act on it #I can’t love her but by god i never want to see her cry #both cause it makes me feel awkward and weirdly angry and also because. don’t be sad wtf :( #but like genuinely. if my mom wants a hug. I may not like it but fuck it #if it helps somehow I’ll be the hugger #I can be very useful and service full at times #idk my emotions are weird. I just don’t know how to interact with Her #none of us do in here

[merevide]

being forced to think about my future WHEN I DON’T WANT TO

#i have a 3 hour zoom meeting later about writing a good college essay and ik i gotta just push through it #but i don’t want to. MY PLAN TODAY WAS TO CHILL AFTER BEING ON MY FEET FOR 4 DAYS STRAIGHT #i can’t take this shit one day at a time. i can’t #like ask me a year ago and my plan for the future was to unironically be in a ditch somewhere. depressed as hell and wasn’t thinking about #anything else. now i actually gotta thgink about wtf i’m gonna do and what i gotta spend my life doing #good god i feel like crying WHAT DO YOU MEAN I CSN’T DO FUCK ALL FOREVER AND I’M GETTING OLDER AND AM ACTUALLY GONNA HAVE TO LIVE MY LIFE #also i do not wanna go on a three hour zoom meeting let’s get serious #my text

[skhardwarevers1]

there’s a fucking LEAK IN MY CIELING SND IT GOT ON LIKE A BUNCH OF MY CASSETTES UHAHEJDHDHWJX :(((

#Brb actually crying wtf man #I checked and a lot of them are pretty okay hit like still #It freaked me out so BADDDD I HAYE EVEYRITKGN #too much shit is happening for me to be happy abt anything anymore IGEJFIDJEB #okay that was an exaggeration I’m just EXTREMELY distressed and distraught #S.K thinks

[so2uv]

full honesty i had no idea what was going on in that math test

#💭. mutters ! #// none of the review stuff covered any of that #// or maybe it did and i just had to think harder #// but wtf i’m going to go. cry on my bed now. bye

[i-am-church-the-cat]

Wtf did i just watch

#there’s a person i follow on tiktok #who’s a fan of a driver i like #and some of the stuff they say is a little extra but mostly harmless #but they legit just made a joke about raping an f1 driver????? #um excuse me???? #i think i’m actually gonna cry wtf #if you think rape ‘jokes’ are funny or okay #please unfollow and block me #there were people in the comments AGREEING with them #i need to lie down #but i have to go back to work #seriously wtf

[vampireic]

hello medical professionals why do i make up arguments in my head between me and my bf that always end up in us breaking up. why do i do that and why are they kind of realistic and why do they make sense and why won’t they stop????? i cant even think of us being cutesy and nice and lovey because it will spiral into an argument WHY DO I DO THAT PLEASE. how do i make them stop

#i literally get so angry i have to calm myself down and remind myself that it’s literally all in my head and it never happened like HELLO #like is this a sign????????? do i hate him????? i don’t. but like girl who is in my head hating him???? #watch me come to the realization i’m a lesbian /j screams #i’ve been so scared of that too like what if i meet the woman of my dreams while my bf is gone……….. what if she makes me realize #like i don’t think i want that to happen but also i kind of do ???????????? i just want to know wtf is up with me and why i have so much-> #animosity towards my bf……. am i not over what he did to me last year???? i really need to talk to him face to face #it’s not even about last year all that much but all the times he made me cry the first few months of dating. mf used to make me cry like -> #every other day…………. like damn wtf. i’m actually kind of processing that he really made me cry a lot #seeing him in december will help i think. give me clarity #i’ll ask my himbo friend for advice on monday or smth

[yioh]

the fact that i’ve cried through every single page after the halfway mark of little mushroom book 2 is…. something

#i pick it up i read one page i CRY #LIKE #WTF #I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY #IT MAKES ME …. FEEL SO MUCH #Like this isn’t like . ur usual tragedy angst #there’s something otherworldly and beautiful in this story #every word sounds so profound #it’s so sad yet so loving yet so cruel and yet gentle #i’m starting to think that this author might not be human they must be like some mystical creature #how could someone write something as heart wrenching as this #i love this story so much #i usually don’t like sad stories but #can this story even be described as just ‘sad’ ? #it’s so much #everyone needs to read this at least once in their lives #little mushroom is my bible now

[buggerthis]

:’)) someone just emailed my buffy website saying how much they loved it and i’m in shambles

#roni if ur out there.. i appreciate u.. #i’m actyally crying like wtf. never did i think the email feature would be used but here we are #i feel bad i haven’t worked on scene packing in so long but ;( one day #giles talks