#i think im just overwhelmed

[hiro-doodlez]

Huh! Its fun learning new things about myself i never knew. Turns out if i get upset and mad at myself enough, i have a terrible feeling of.. butterflies in stomach! Interesting, didnt know bodies could just. Do that.

MUAHAHAHA DRAWING INK WHILE… feeling sick? Ow STOP IT BODY RAGHHH

Kikuo you get me TENGOKU HE. IKOU! /j or something

#i think im just overwhelmed #but i dont wanna sleep #but im so tired

[blissfali]

i keep going back and forth between wallowing in my misery and i need to take over mars

#brain DECIDE!!!!!!! #I think im just overwhelmed

[puppyeared]

digital painting practice with my favorite pkmn

#im really happy with how this turned out....!!!! #idk if ill do this more often but its really good for rendering simple shapes #i dont really render because adding too many details feels overwhelming to my eyes + its time consuming #although i think i like what i did with the airbrushing and small highlights that are subtle enough to help it stand out #my art #myart #pokemon #shinx #painting #illustration #bright colors #eyestrain #i put a luminosity layer over it but just in case

[citrlet]

because i was asked for what mods i use, i decided i'll just make a whole post!

most of everything here is pretty cottagecore/naturey~

under the cut because my game is heavily modded this list is long!!

visual

medieval buildings

way back pelican town

seasonal cute characters base / expanded / east scarp

all cuter animal replacements

vibrant pastoral 1.6 (temporary fix)

overgrown flowery ui

medieval craftables

dynamic night time

cottagecore fences

lamps

gwens paths

animated gemstones

foliage redone foliage only

rosedryads fairies

elle's town animals

sve facelift

more grass

medieval dnt

flowergrass and snowfields

expansion fish redesign

clothing / hairs

more accessories and stuff

cozy scarves

hoods and hoodies

vanilla pants and skirts

the coquette collection

seasonal hats

ani's colour collection

improved and new hairstyles

kyuyas hairstyles pack

furniture

idalda furniture recolor

h&w outdoor furniture

h&w fairy garden furniture

west elm furniture

nano's retro style furniture

asters big furniture pack

gameplay / mechanics

cjb cheats menu (just to walk a little faster)

cjb show item sell price

greenhouse gatherers

craftable mushroom boxes

advanced casks

lumisteria serene meadow

growable forage and crop bushes

cornucopia more flowers / more crops

atelier wildflour crops and forage pack

wear more rings

tree transplant

passable crops

no fence decay redux

multi yield crops

crop fairy

challenging community center bundles

better chests

automate

spawn supply crates on beach

expanded storage

bigger backpack

blue eggs and golden mayo

better ranching

npc map locations

data layers

expansions

stardew valley expanded

east scarp / lurking in the dark / never ending adventure / always raining in the valley

lumisteria visit mount vapius

misc

jen's cozy cellar

cozy farmhouse kitchen

asters walls and floors megapack

wrens expanded greenhouse

cuter coops and better barns

nicer sewer

also recommended

hudson valley buildings

elle's seasonal buildings

seasonal fences

ridgeside village

immerisve farm map 2

#stardew valley #sdv #stardew valley mods #stardew valley mod list #stardew valley mods list #i just know some players are probably like apalled i've modded it so much haha #i just downloaded a load of these today #i wanted to dive headfirst into a fairycore style playthrough #i also used to have ridgeside installed but i think im going to take a break from it #with the other expansions things get a little too overwhelming for me real quick

[heynhay]

will you break and take all the words from my mouth?

#klance #voltron #vld #keith kogane #lance mcclain #IM BITING RIPPING AND TEARING #THIS IS IT. THIS IS THE SONG I PROMISED. #THE LANCE SONG. #i will literally guarantee satisfaction if you just go listen #not to mention its a fucking banger in general #it gets a fucking 99% klance match score. it has tension. some resentment. lots of love. overwhelming everything. god #this comic would be like right around the beat drop at 2 min btw. #me finally putting lance thru it for once instead of keith LOL #tumblr user heynhay be like STORYTELLING THROUGH COLOR CAN WE USE THE PALETTE TO BUILD THE NARRATIVE PLEASE!!! #BUT BACK TO THE SONG #IT HAS EVERYTHING. EVEN REFERENCES TO BOOTS. LONG HAIR. OUTDATTED 80s FASHION. #REFERENCES TO BEING RUDE TO THEM IN ORDER TO GET THEIR ATTENTION. #REFERENCES TO BEING ANGRY BC YOU CANT STOP THINKING ABT THEM #i unironicallyt must have listened to this one hundreds of times on loop while drawing this. enjoy. #art #my art #btw keith is explaining some deranged shit hes like: (with big sparkly anime eyes) do you wanna go build a pipe bomb and blow up that bldng

[motheyes]

i’m having a bad time mentally rn and i literally don’t even know why

#i think im just overwhelmed #sometimes everything hits you all at once #i felt like i should have done more today #but ugh #i need to clean the cat box and check on my bugs #aaannnndddd #the other stuff #and i forgot something earlier too #i hate forgetting i hate it i hate it #it’s literally too much there’s too much going on in the noggin #i feel like im having a little epsiode #baby one #but i feel like im slipping into that state #it’s been a long time but it’s like. im a kid again #this kinda weird headspace my brain created to cope #it’s not rlly regressing i don’t like calling it thaf #it’s like a space to keep me safe #maybe it is regressing in a way #anyways i just feel kinda crazy and scared and rlly rlly worn out #i rlly want someone to just take care of me #like just hug me and tell me it’s ok #bring me headache meds #and water #i’m too out of it to do anythibg #and it’s sucks i’m just feeling this #and i’m so tired and i’ve been in bed for hours now #and maybe i’ll fall asleep now #maybe

[unexpectedbrickattack]

short king and his shorter kings

#pizza tower #pepstavo #peppinoise #i sketched it out WEEKS ago #but w me almost finishing this godawful comm i felt compelled to do something for Me #i cannot wait to finish; i have a couple of forms sitting there collecting dust but im too overwhelmed w this shitty comm- #-to even attempt to tackle those. i need to scrub my brain and start fresh. but after i finish it lmao #anyway hey. hope everyones okay and vibin #dont take this seriously but also. heehee. #in hindsight i feel like i need to bump gustavos head up a lil bit but weh #not too compelled to fix it. #additional context that i think is fun; gus is just a touchy dude and he finds all kinds of reasons to pick peppino up #and every time peppino is like SO flustered and shocked bc itll be in the view of customers #like some sports team wins and its on their tvs and ppl are hootin n hollerin #and like people will notice and keep cheering and its alot hes like oh my GOD u cannot keep doing that im going to explode and then die #noise will do it to prove he can do it and then his back snaps in two bc he weighs like 80 lbs (36kg) #but for like a brief moment of time he is facefirst in tummy and hes ecstatic #theo it is not funny to be rushed to the er bc u broke ur back #also suggestive (but funny i prommy) #but he absolutely would be that like girl who needed a neckbrace from having her gf accidentally sit on her face too hard #hes like ouuuuhhghh....that was worth it. how long will it take to recover doc bc i wanna do it again :) #meanwhile. i think if that happened peppino would literally go into hiding. ur not finding him. #it would literally haunt him that he nearly killed this rat w his fat ass #as if this is not the way both gus and noise would like to go out. it would be peaceful for them i think #anyway #runs away cutely; see u in two weeks maybe

[swamp-cryptids]

to me this line is like, where harry reaches the closest thing to self actualization within the text of the game. he doesn't desire to be a different kind of animal anymore. its such a kind thing to say to himself about a quality that in his line of work could very much be perceived as a flaw. idk i just like it

#im probably gonna put something close to this in my video but i just. yeah #disco elysium spoilers #ANNIE AND FEARGHUS DON'T READ #but like the way the phasmid goes on to say that it empathizes with harry/humanity itself due to its sensitivity #to have that experience which is so accepted and brushed off in day to day life be heard and sympathized with #something something the way disco elysium presents humanity's unique consciousness as something that is often overwhelmig and horrifying #and forgives harry for being overwhelmed by that sensitivity and consciousness and congratulating him for even reaching this point #IDFKKKKK #the noid line thats like consciousness is new to the universe we all have our ways to ease the shock #literally been thinking about it for WEEKS #the way we interface with the world is unique and beautiful but it can also be terrifying and devastating so its ok to be scared #even if it feels like everyone else is fine #getting personal in the tumblr tags ummm #disco elysium #disco elysium meta #harry du bois #insulindian phasmid

[betweenblackberrybranches]

Okay first Automaton au thing in a loooong long while but i want to slowly slooooowly come back a little

Anyways Automaton au Moon is a menace. But so are all my Moons

#automaton au #fnaf moon #moondrop #dca #daycare attendant #dcamv #my art #this is a fastish doodle for me to get a little back into drawing #and i really missed the automaton au #i think y/n just gets eyes from here on out #like we knowww they are y/n they dont need to be labled #anyways im trying to have my tmblr notivs on right now but if it gets too overwhelming again i might dip #sorry i am trying but the amount of peopke interacting with me is slightly overwhelming #i love all of you so much though #especally my lovely moots

[iknowicanbutwhy]

Oh, so she's kind of trendy? Cool cool

#art #fanart #hi-fi rush #roxanne vandelay #chai hi fi rush #*attempts simple background* it's not working why isn't it WORKING #hi fi rush #hi fi rush spoilers #spoilers #im marking spoilers because well. you dont get to see her colored-in and not made of stone/metal until the end so #I couldn't find any Roxanne pictures on google so i had to scour some cutscenes and make myself a ref #i love her ok? her family makes me think of mine and i just want everything to be okay #I also feel like Chai would be kind of nervous around her to start with. Who wouldn't be a little overwhelmed by a big business lady who #solved a global energy crisis and is also Pep's mom and who is also currently housing Chai more or less for free? #i would. i would be #i left out the thing on her collarbone. looked a little sus. like mind-control sus. i could be wrong #anyways reason 15 why i love peppermint: i love her mom too and i want everything to work out ;-;

[dearabsolutelynoone]

“From the moment I saw you trying to go over the wall…I have loved you desperately. I cannot breathe when you are not near. I love you, Charlotte. My heart calls your name.”

#bridgerton stop making me have delusional expectations of love challenge failed #i can’t be normal about them #i just can’t #‘my heart calls your name’ has been echoing in my mind non stop #i think i’m on the brink of insanity #charlotte and george are making me feel far too much #like im overwhelmed #their love has me overwhelmed #bridgerton #queen charlotte #king george #bridgerton queen charlotte #queen charlotte bridgerton #george x charlotte #charlotte x george #charlotte and george #george and charlotte #india amarteifio #corey mylchreest #golda rosheuvel #james fleet #julia quinn

[lonesomelad]

Aikaaaa where are you?!

well, you see-

okay, in all srsness tho

first and foremost, i am sincerely SO sorry for disappearing so suddenly like that 🙏

honestly, i genuinely wasn't expecting to go abruptly go poof outta nowhere either but

life had many other plans for me. and needless to say, i went through hell and back during this past month so to save you all from a sob story I'm gonna simply declare that i won 🗣️🗣️

as I am typing this, my heart is accelerating the limit it should have because well, im kinda anxious when it comes to going goners then reappearing after a month or so 😭

again, i do apologize

it's not to say that I am COMPLETELY returning ( you have school to curse for that.. IM IN MY LAST SEM THO SO WERE NEARING FREEXOM AYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY ) however, I will do my best to catch up w yalls since its the least i believe I can do atm to express my inexplicable gratitude to yalls 😭💕

i am in the midst of beating up burnt out for doing this to me causing me to neglect important beings in my life so dw now yall 🥰

good news is that I've spent the majority of my leftover sanity to improve to the best of my capabilities in art tho;) and I'm quite proud of how I'm doing now;D

I greatly appreciate everyone, especially those who expressed concern for me. sorry for making you guys worry. I want to let y'all know that I am so thankful for y'all ( expect me to bug you even more now )

there are so much things i planned to yap about to y'all but hey, my fingers typing aren't necessarily in the mood to play along with me 😔 ( i could've handled this explanation wayyy betteebbut I am panicking bcs I accidentally pressed what I shouldn't have approx 30 mins ago the second I opened a certain of one of the few social medias I've havent ever since forever )

#UHUHUHHHH #im a bit awkward #sorry 😭😭😭 #there are a ton of asks that i see #i might not answer all atm tho #i apologize 😭🙏 #just feeling a bit overwhelmed with the suppirt #i am thinking of how i should approaxh yalls UHHHH #busy w problems #<<ignoring them = peak happiness 🗣️🗣️🗣️ #just kidddddinggg;) #i am doing wonderful now #missed yall tbh. love yall 💕 #reflection saves lives‼️‼️

[alexgalaxyboo]

Ghost who never really had an extended family, only the few people immediately connected to him and even then they have more painful memories than good.

vs

Soap who grew up swarmed with siblings and aunts and uncles and cousins and nieces and nephews later on and although he has his own issues there as well, they've mostly managed to work things out.

#blah blalex #you agree. i am right. soap has so much immediate and extended family the mactavish family gatherings every holiday and stuff sure are An #Experience (<- im projecting tbh and i dont even have that much like extended family the ones i got are p tight knit but anyway). he'd #definitely kinda have to ease Ghost into it lmao i think itd be insanely overwhelming to just like drop him in there. #john soap mactavish #simon ghost riley #ghoap #ghostsoap #soapghost #ghost x soap #soap x ghost #codmw2 #call of dudy

[ccircusclwn]

I havent read nightbringers lore past chapter 13 but im still going to make silly things bc im insane

#obey me #obey me satan #om! luke #obey me luke #om! satan #obey me nightbringer #my art #i love the sillies #reference: a picture of a my little pony dont swear pamphlet that i found on pinterest #it was funny ok and i need to draw so bad i cannot finish ANYTHING!! #if i posted wips would you accept them with your heart and soul :( #ALSO IF YOU DONT KNOW THESE ARE MY NIGHTBRINGER HEADCANONS FOR SATAN AND LUKE (theyre 10 and 6 respectively) #also i cant bring myself to read nightbringers lore #its not bc i think its boring its just i think i get overwhelmed and just immediately switch apps??? #im kinda insane so that checks out

[plaguedpriest]

loving ur comfort/fav character to the point of emotional overwhelmingess and actual physical reactions is so so embarassing cuz like yea. i cant look at cool art of these pixels or listen to their voice clips on the internet for too long without feeling like exploding into a million pieces and dying because i have a crush. on the pixels. whatever

#it spreads #is this post even relatable to anyone idk #sometimes ill just have a guy that makes me sooo so happy but just a little too happy yk #to the point where i straight up cant think of them for too long without feeling overwhelmed #idk if its out of embarassment or guilt or just bc im insane but yeag

[wikiangela]

fuck it friday

tagged by @daffi-990 @giddyupbuck @spotsandsocks

hi!! i'm back lol - well, the craziness at work is done and I'm slowly getting back to writing bc I haven't written in like a week and it's killing me lol (this is gonna sound dramatic but I literally don't feel like myself if I don't write for too long haha) I don't have anything new to share rn, but I figured since it's already december and since some of y'all are sharing Christmas fics, and knowing I likely won't write one this year, I'm gonna shamelessly plug my holiday fake dating fic with 4 Christmases and 6 Christmas chapters actually 😂 (Christmas was a very important time for Buck and Eddie's relationship in this lol) - there's obvi more holidays in this but anyway, here's a snippet of their first Christmas together also, it's been a year since I posted the first chapter and I'm feeling nostalgic lol, this fic is my baby and I love it so much (tho there's so many things I'd change now lol)

[read on Ao3]

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Turns out, Buck is very much serious about the whole thing, and Christopher finds it hilarious and is eager to play along. Eddie doesn’t have valid arguments not to do it, and it’s not like he doesn’t want to. After another snide comment when talking to his parents, he made his decision. And he already felt this exciting feeling of satisfaction when he told them he’d be bringing someone for Christmas this year – miraculously, Buck and Eddie don’t work on Christmas, and they took an additional day off, so their schedules allow for a three-day trip to Texas. 

So now, it’s Christmas Eve and they’re on their way from the airport to Eddie’s childhood home, and he’s nervous, doubts just starting to seep in. What on earth possessed him to do this? He can’t lie to his family. He can’t pretend to be in love with Buck. What if he really does fall in love with him? What if everything goes to shit? He’s watched enough movies to know it’s a bad idea, but he couldn’t and still can’t bring himself to stop it.

“So.” Eddie says, his voice shaking slightly, as they sit in a cab. “We’re doing this.”

“Yep.” he can hear Buck grin next to him. “Unless you still wanna back out?” he adds quickly. They could still say Buck’s just a friend. No big deal. But Eddie does have this petty desire to stir something up, and this seems perfect. 

“No. It’ll be fine.” he smiles at Buck, and then feels hot when Buck grabs his hand and interlaces their fingers, winking at him. Christopher laughs.

“You’d make a great couple.” he comments. He’s been unusually happy about all of this. He also asked Eddie a few days ago if Eddie loves Buck, which prompted a conversation, but he thinks Chris knows what’s going on now. Eddie doesn’t really know what to think about that.

“Thanks, buddy.” Buck responds excitedly, squeezing Eddie’s hand, and he can’t contain a smile. If not anything else, at least all three of them are going to have a lot of fun.

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#fuck it friday #the holiday fic #wikiangela writes #for a holiday (and forevermore) #some shameless self promo #it's done and 95k and it's fake dating and it's fluffy and cute and I love it haha #also there's quite a bit of eddie and his sisters and it was my fave thing to write (abc give us some big brother eddie pls im begging lol) #and just recently this fic got my first ever 1k kudos which is just mindblowing and i get overwhelmed if i think about it too long lol #so perfect time to share it again haha #buddie fic #buddie #my writing #fic snippet #this post got long and rambling lmao sorry and if you read it all ily <3 hahaha