#i think today was included tho

[pepperpixel]

“And it’s! Clean out the bank and, bump off your daddy,

You can come live with us amidst the has-beens and the addicts!

These are crazy times down at Costello music!

You can answer the phone and talk any way you choose it, come on!”

More Betty and Magic Man! And… I maybe should wait to post these as part of a photoset cuz… I do still have more wip stuff of them but… I spent all of today coloring these chibis I wanna upload them ghgh-

#adventure time #betty grof #magic man #at magic man #doodles #the song in this one is ‘Henrietta’ by the fratellis! #because… god. the fucking vibes and energy of this song. it feels rlly fitting. just for these two doing crazy shit together #ghghg I’m sorry I can’t stop drawing Betty w magic man I just!!! gOD. my brain has so many fucking thoughts on them…. #one of these days I will upload art for them when my brain isn’t mush and then I’ll actually articulate my points gGHG #legit… I spent like half of yesterday sketching and lining like 6 diff pics. these chibis included #and then I spent even MORE time today coloring and actually finishing these 2! #which like.. finishing 2 pics in 2 days.. is nice…. but it’s also… like. me pummeling my brain w a bat #I couldn’t help it tho.. I couldn’t fuckin stop drawing ghgh #my brain is like. in overdrive adventure time mode…. #eXCEPT ITS ONLY BETTY MAGIC MAN AND SIMON #I can’t even promise I will draw anyone else… I WILL TRY. I can promise u. more Betty magic man and Simon tho gGH #that I can fucking guarantee you… #I like other characters in this show too!! just! just! I am only obsessed w these 3 ghgh- #unrelated but the actual topic of this song I don’t think is super fitting for them ghghg #but the VIBES are immaculate!!!!! like the energy… u understand

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

even in a different life you still would’ve been mine, we would’ve been timeless

so essentially what this is is a sort of love letter to my favorite guys ever, kit herondale and ty blackthorn of cassandra clare’s shadowhunter chronicles fame. and how basically a) they’re sort of tied together by fate and destiny and would always find their way back to each other, and b) i specifically just like them so much that i see them in nearly everything… this is what happens to you when you happen to be 15 and get really obsessed with some characters who are also 15 btw.

#i’m gonna put the full list of everything i included in the replies <3 #and of course the narration moment is livvy’s sobh. couldn’t have made a video about the boys without her there also that’d be like. immora #and if you think anything i included shows bad taste i’d like to remind you that this video is about guys from cassandra clare’s #shadowhunter chronicles. so perhaps bad taste is not relevant rn. but we don’t need to dissect all of cassie’s flaws today #won’t be fandom tagging but if you’re here and you want to reblog you can i guess. i’ll likely turn them off tonight tho #stuff i made #kit #ty #timeless video

[endofbeginings]

In Here Life Is Beautiful.

more f1 movie posters

Original:

#coming back with the ferrari cabaret thoughts #i wanted to do a whole analysis but i just cant write today #my brain aint working #so i just hope everyone gets the vibes im trying to send out here..... #narratively it just really reads ferrari to me and also there are nazis in both! lmao #anyway #think i fucked up with the helmets tho but i wanted to include thewmmmm #f1 #own post #f1 movie posters #ferrari #f1edit #f1blr #scuderia ferrari #formula 1 #my edits #dailyf1 #michael schumacher

[risingsunresistance]

damn they werent kidding that reading comprehension CAN piss on the poor

#i dont even think it's a reading comprehension issue i think people just love to assume the most bad-faith intentions on tumblr #last reblog was clearly talking about a post made as if it was some unspoken rule of social media #all the replies are ''umm they stated a personal boundary and you're making fun of them for it? :/'' #i can see how you got there but no. if you looked at the post for two seconds it's obvious we aren't doing targeted harassment 😭 #they're just saying it's a weird thing to post as if it was obvious people should have been behaving like that all along... #it's not like that's some common social media etiquette..... it's a strange thing to Expect #state your boundaries sure that's always fine. that's not what the post was about guys kfjhkg #i love finding a popular opinionated post and grabbing the bag of popcorn lmao #anyways im gonna go get food wahoo #hiiiiiii i wanted to post a bit today but. forgot :V #kept getting distracted by various things including skyblock itself #*wants to post about skyblock* *too busy playing skyblock to post* #most of my day was actually spent outside yay :] work again tomorrow tho #and saturday.. #chat

[youronlybean]

I know it’s bare minimum for people to support the LGBTQ+ community but like seeing that ‘Ally’ tag on Larry’s stream always makes me very very happy :)

#also very bare minimum but: so glad there’s more women in gaming nowadays and we need to appreciate them more #I remember watching yters/streamers when I was younger (and still thought I was a cis girl lol) and just thinking how i didn’t see many girl #YouTubers outside of kid friendly stuff like LDShadowLady or shubble or ihascupquake or whatever I was watching back then #now we have pasta. court. em. elaina. knovis. fooya. kara. shubble again. apple. pjonk. side (jkjk). jojo. all the mcyt girls. #so happy. AND THE AMOUNT OF LGBT STREAMERS. still can’t believe I didn’t include cheesy in my last post about them. #Dumbdog. Rawbuhbuh. Shubble for a third time. Kara again. Elaina again. Gem. Lizzie again. Scott. Cleo. idk…. uh. Tubbo? right? #also just ppl on qsmp (and Empires) being unapologetically gay even tho they are (mostly) straight as far as I know? #just. yeah. that’s my thoughts for today. #youronlychat

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

writing poetry sometimes feels like you gotta cut yourself open to express it idk smear all your organs all over the page and hope somebody else reads something beautiful. is that like divination the way it's expressed in various places and things? I dunno. poetry never slides off your skin like water off a duck's back. it's from within I think. sometimes you have to tear yourself apart to get at the words and sometimes it just wells up from within and gushes out. always from somewhere deep inside. sometimes it's difficult and horrible and painful but the alternative would be worse. sometimes it's from sheer joy that must overflow into words. I think that's beautiful personally. skin splitting from joy. it happens, I think, to us all at some point. or maybe I'm just a creature of extremes. maybe that online test I did because a friend recommended it is true. it said my symptoms were high. I don't know. maybe it is true, maybe it's not. I read a book once where there was a character named Nathan Hill-and-Dale, and while I'm not nearly as extreme as he was portrayed, in my extremes, I know I'm a fairly volatile person. funny, for most people who see me IRL seem to think that I'm fairly calm. nope, I'm a volcano. watch out, even when I'm apparently calm I might blow up one way or the other. one of my residents' family members said today that I was young and bubbly and she was glad to see it because happiness is the prerogative of the young. a part of me wished I told her. I have actively tried to kill myself once; I have come extremely close to the same actions countless times including yesterday; I would sooner hurt myself than others; if I had my own choice I would simply starve. of course I didn't tell her. sometimes I think I'll never get better. at this point I would consider it a very high chance that I will either die by suicide or end up in hospital following an attempt. not now, of course. but despite my fierce love for my course it has stress associated with it and I think that it's very likely that no psych help on earth would fix my mental health enough for that not to be an option mentally in this short time. I think it's possible to recover from all of the things I struggle with. God help me, I hope it is. the real question is whether I will survive long enough to recover from them. and the answer? I know not. I was reminded of a past interaction with the boy today, where he called my name - I turned - his grandfather, a photographer, was waiting to see if he could get a decent photo, for we were at a church conference and he was trying to get photos everywhere. they were laughing. I could not help but laugh. that memory is tainted now, for he would not look at me now, let alone try to pull such a stunt again. I don't blame him. I don't blame anyone for it. I wonder what would happen if I blocked all my friends on discord; who would seek me out? part of me hopes people would, another part hopes they would not. sometimes I just want to be left alone to curl up and die. it would be easier. so much easier than living, and living, and living. I tried writing poetry just now. it felt like trying to cut myself open, I couldn't get the words out. it only made me feel rather wild. I'm desperate for change, for something. something. what is that something? I don't know. did you know I'm a sadist? I would not in a public place express the thoughts that led me to that conclusion. but I am. I wish I wasn't. there's an obvious solution to that. quick, and easy. so easy. too easy. I tried writing poetry, and then instead of writing anything coherent, I wrote this.

#tw suicide #tw suicidal ideation #tw sh #personal #puddleglum hours #tried writing poetry and the very act of trying made me desperately want to harm. i think i'll break my streak today. all the things have #been so bad today. not so much the individual things as they all stack up together. almost the worst most constant dysphoria ive ever #experienced. coincided with eating new stuff which was scary. weighed myself yesterday on dad's recommendation and found out i *believed* #id gained like more than double what i *did*. feel so disgustingly fat and heavy tho why can't i just stop eating. why is everyone #prolonging my existence. serious question. this includes myself. whats the good. im tired but not. and oh so disgusted with myself. #weak. stupid. failing. only a fool talks like this. oh but don't worry im safe. safe enough anyhow. oh look nothing's real that explains #something. but i am safe. aint me as gonna commit suicide today. don't worry about me. im ignorin my friend who's worried about me bc she #has her own struggles. im not gonna ad to them at this point. selfish enough i am already. ive been choking on disgust all day even through #my jubilation over reaching a fourteen day streak. funny i literally don't care now. gonna break it. unless i'm too coward to do otherwise. #i ought. i ought to do other things too. i don't know how long i can keep on going like this. pray for me.

[essektheylyss]

pov: you're a bored vollstrucker trying to pull a power play over on your ex's new boyfriend and get reverse uno'ed

#I think I'm just gonna stop posting the whole fic description and just write shitpost summaries instead #anyway this is v short and not at all sweet lmfao #canon typical threatening wizard vibes #eadwulf might get his head on fully straight eventually idk but he ain't doing it in this fic #critical role #cr fic #essek thelyss #eadwulf grieve #yes I am posting a tiefic chapter tomorrow. yes I'm also posting this today. sue me. #yes tomorrow's chapter is the single longest update I have made to anything ever including one-shots and luminous worlds chapters to date #sue! me! #it's FINE everything is FINE #me posting fic is just [ben wyatt voice] 'COULD A DEPRESSED PERSON DO THIS???' #but like. executive dysfunction and deeply overwhelmed rather than depression. #I NEVER TOOK MY MEDS TODAY JFC #no goddamn wonder. did take a lot of sumatripton tho. ouch. #ANYWAY. LIKE I SAID. IT'S ALL FINE

[campirebites]

yea sure ok everything sucks but I just made myself a little lunch for tomorrow in my little bento box sooo… checkmate

#it doesn’t fit in my Pokémon lunchbox tho so that’s kind of my 13th reason #I’m joshing you #my sodie wouldn’t have also fit so I would’ve been exceeding lunchbox capabilities anyway #I included lil chocolates and some cookies because I am a good boy who deserves treats #brain worms have been so bad today I am rlly proud of myself for packing my lunch #Now let’s hope I remember it tombow #tomorrow #even if I don’t I have an hour lunch so I have time to come back and get it :) #brain still go bleh but I think I’m gonna put a deposit down on my next tattoo #I need something to look forward to and it’s a lil ‘congrats on ur new job’ @ myself #any my aunt sent me money for new work clothes but my mom ordered me new work shirts that’ll be here tomorrow sooo…… #thanks for covering the deposit u ableist bitch <3 #anyway I am ranbling it’s the brain worms #BUT I had an idea for a space au fic for two of my favorite existing ocs <3 #my little gay babies I love them #if u read this far I am giving a big hug #camsmusings

[the-yearning-astronaut]

Human bodies are so unfortunate and illogical. Please tell me again why I need to use kinesio tape to retrain my thumb joints how not to move? Oh, you mean if I don't provide the contact reinforcement from the tape they'll regularly hyperextend and collapse every time I do anything from holding my pencil to driving to opening a jam jar? Causing weakness in my hands, arthritic nodes on my joints, tremors, and severe cramping in my palms and forearms? Cool. Cool cool cool. Love it. -10/10.

#chronic pain #hypermobility #hyperextension #dislocation #in case anyone was wondering #my hands hurt like fuck tonight #the tape is very helpful #except for how my eczema flares up something awful from the adhesive and leaves me with irritated skin and a rash #worth it if i can get my thumbs stable again tho #super excited for my thumb splints to ship this week #hoping that by stabilizing my mcp joints that my cmc joints will figure themselves out too #cause they've been particularly painful too recently #and i don't think the splints i bought include the cmc support #i think the right one has ip support tho? #anyway #i hurt tonight and i hardly did anything at pt today and yet it totally wiped me out #im nearly back to square fuckin one AGAIN and i hate it #i hate it so much #fox thoughts #fox is in pain

[todayisafridaynight]

one of my fave things bout minedai is that daigo could do Literally Anything- even the most benign, innocuous thing yet it could unintentionally cause mine to short circuit for the next five hours

#snap chats #ive been having minedai brainrot all day but i dont have the energy or ideas to execute any ideas #so i will simply just ramble bout it until something comes to me #prob wont draw anythin for a bit tho- ive drawn a lot lately and im busy with stuff. Of Which Include Drawing LMAO #listen thats comm stuff its different but anyways let me continue my ramble #i think of a lot of silly lil comics and drawings but the punchline is inevitably Mine Has A Heart Attack Over Daigo Existing #i wouldnt mind drawing that all day but man i cant imagine it'd be fun to see over and over- i guess it depends on execution #but no fr i just keep thinkin of simple shit like. like idk maybe they're walkin in the street together #and just the way they have to shuffle around other people daigo has to press against him for a hot minute #And It Is A Hot Minute mine's screaming internally because daigo's so close and even if theyre in the middle of the city #he's all he can focus on somehow- the way his suit feels and the subtle ways the muscles /under/ his suit shift and move #meanwhile daigo's just I'm So Sorry Mine :( I Didn't Think It'd Be This Crowded Today :( #brb gotta reread some of my fave fics cause they capture this aspect i love so well #god i gotta start writing my own shit though i just love talking about and explorin this idea If Not Just Them In General #but im Not Good at writing <:) or at least it's hard for me to think of an idea idk #once i have an idea then i can pump something out but alas nothing's come to mind #ok i'ma wrap up this ramble because i went all over the place by accident oops </3 #i'll be back in one way or another

[guinevereslancelot]

turns out everything wrong with me might be caused by gluten intolerance. bread and pasta why have you forsaken me 😭

#lowkey relieved bc it might resolve almost everything wrong with me physically including my constant migraines #but at the same time i just tried my comically small and expensive gluten free sandwich bread and it was so awful #the gluten free pizza and crackers i had yesterday were good tho #and i think i have had decent gluten free pasta once but alas #i wanted to get some muffins and bagels so bad at the grocery store today but there was nothing gluten free #also i have a headache. i have been gluten free for two days i should be cured what gives 😤 #this has been a shitpost

[definitelyjunehomestuck]

still foaming at the mouth with excitement over pikmin 4 finally bein announced

#pikmin #pikmin 4 #they only included the three basic pikmin in the lil screenshot they provided so it makes me wonder what new pikmin there will be #cuz i personally don't think they'd avoid showin off any nonstandard types unless they wanted to keep what kinds we'll get a surprise #we should get at least two new types i imagine but that begs the question as to if the main game will omit the previous ones in story mode #cuz that's what they did between 2 n 3. they included the previous extra types in the game but didn't let u have em in the main game #i also wonder if they'll change the onion again #i kinda hope they do cuz the one they made for 3 was like. ''hey that looks neat! sure as fuck doesn't look like an onion tho'' #beyond the convenience of havin all ur pikmin in one spot i didn't rly like the change #lowkey i wouldn't mind goin back to the old onions entirely #also i wonder what the objective is gonna be for the new player characters #pikmin 1 was ship parts pikmin 2 was treasure n pikmin 3 was fruit #they included a lotta old human structures n objects in the reveal clip so i wonder if we'll be playin like. a xenoarcheologist or somethin #cuz at this point pnf-404 has to be pretty well known but it's also still poorly documented #beyond the xenobiology excerpts written by a man who's job is basically a space trucker #n the catalogueing of specifically only fruit by people who were in a rush to just get the fruit at all #nothing is actually *known* about pnf-404 #hocotate freight sold off a fuckload of human artefacts but didn't properly analyze like. any of em #the only real documentation on em is the highly exaggerated n largely untrue marketing done by the hocotate freight ship's ai #anyways that's my pikmin rant for today lol

[maschotch]

hi again!

i am naturally ever so soft for emily prentiss but oh my GOODNESS that beautiful character study?

“there was always a sickening layer of sin over her skin” — my God. How painfully true. And she knows it too, the look on her face at the end of Demonology as she gazes up at the church with that little bit of blood trickling out her nose says it all. 😭

and is there anything more heartbreakingly accurate to described Hotch than “A calculated tenderness.” 🥺💛

i loved it 💛

- 🦢

ahhh this is so nice!!

i really don’t write emily as much as i should but it’s hard to convey her energy… soo much of her character is dependent on pg’s mouth movements delivery, and it’s hard to hit that sweet spot between free-spirited and caring

akhdksh i really didnt intend that sin part to be a reference.. i was actually a little reluctant bc im rarely willing to casually slip in some religious-type word, but “she felt icky” didnt seem to cover itskdjskhx but i like the parallel! i probably have more to say on emily and religion but i couldnt think of any other way to describe just how ingrained her regret is and how everythings shes done feels like a permanent stain that she can never wash off

“calculated tenderness” WAS intentional bc i feel like it really does encapsulate his behavior. hotch being reserved yet unabashed in his kindness is such a weird contradiction (which again id like to give credit to the actor for) but it suits him so well. he’s either afraid to feel or express his love, but he can’t help it. and i think each member of the team comes to realize the depth of his affection in their own time.. emily just happens to be incredibly observant, so i think she notices it the fastest (especially bc she witnessed it before she experienced it for herself). i could really talk ab this all day skdhskd

#ok see the reason i dont write character studies that often is because i can talk for sooooo long ab them #and i love talking about it so i love that you sent this ask—i just have to stop myself from writing an essay in response #it fucking sucks bc it seems like sometimes the team just… forgets that hotch cares and they have to relearn that all over again #which is some fucking bullshit #garcia does it the most—which is kinda odd tbh bc she tends to look on the bright side #she’s so brave and open about who she is but for some reason she’s insecure when it comes to hotch #even tho he’s never reprimanded her.. she thinks she’s constsntly disappointing him #reid forgets ab how much hotch cares pretty often but tbh its somethin he unintentionally does w everyone #he can get stuck in his own little bubble sometimes and i think he just? forgets that other people experience emotion? #(when i talk ab reid being emotionally immature this is always what im talking about) #derek forgets in his own way… like… he always knows that hotch cares for the team #he just forgets that that includes HIM #akdhskhd idk how it happens but its like he doesnt realize that he’s loved as an individual #emily does something similar… she recognizes that hotch cares ab the team (including her) #but she feels guilty about it #she subconsciously distances herself from the rest but its too late: hotch cares about her too #and i dont think hotch can stop caring once he starts #asks #n e ways. skipping the update today akdhsk i’ll either post two tomorrow or three on friday #ive got two exams tmrw so obviously instead of studying or writing i had to obsess over mob psycho #priorities

[creamecream]

Dancing Des~

#based off the overall vibe of the latest episode of helluva boss as well as just some dance music #I have an appointment today in less than half hour so probably just gonna leave this here and crash after that #if anyone is curious what I'm doing with des after the newest episode? nothing #desirae is vortex's girlfriend was still is tex and bee are great buds tho #I can ship what I want doesn't have to include canon ships if I don't want it to #I like bee! I do! I think her and tex are fine! I just already have desirae #and my friends really like bee so they can have her~ hope they have fun with her! #I couldn't find a clear fennec fox paw pad reference so just any points missing are the same color as her fur #helluva boss #fan character #desirae

[naggingatlas]

you dont think its possible to feel like youre having a heart attack from a deltarune animation set to living fucking tombstone wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong

#^ read wrong the way wayne says years inside the ring years inside the ring in the sweepstakes #the hyperlink one. its the hyperlink one the other one sucks gallons of ass in comparison im so sorry to the creator im typing w my nerve #endings #like i saw it and was like oh cute its that song i liked a couple years ago yea it fits him ^u^ cool outro BUT #THEY DIDNT INCLUDE THE PART THAT JUST. COMPLETELY RIPS YOU TO SHREDS DUDE LIKE IM SWEATING THINKING ABOUT #IF I FALL I THINK ILL FLY. TOUCH ME. MIDAS. MAKE ME PART OF YOUR DESIGN. NONE TO. GUIDE US. I FEEL FEAR FOR THE VERY LAST TIME *AND* #ITS THE FUCKING SNEO BATTLE. LIKE THATS ONE OF THE MOST IMPACTFUL PIECES OF DELTARUNE FANART THATRE POSSIBLE TO CONCEIVE. #AND THE SOUND DESIGN AND INTERPRETATION OF SNEO'S ATTACKS INTO A MORE PHYSICAL PALPABLE SETTING ITS total schizo mode activation #i saw it when i woke up today (4hoursago) and having gotten to the sneo fight just before bed yesterday it made my whole body tense up and #i just had to go try beat him again. and i did w sound off listening to ordinary life. and i added 3 more stages to my average score #did not fucking beat him obv both the secret bosses are insanely difficult for a mediocre bullethell player but. #really boosted my confidence. i gave jevil off to danny for him to beat. i want to beat spam myself. i need to #honestly dont get people who dislike spam unless theyre only familiar w like. the fanon interpretation or whatever its absolute garbage #a lot of the time but in game. hes just the funniest most peculiar fucking character as everyone in deltarune is. yea hes overhyped but #for a reason baby. hes well written in the parts that we dont see and well executed in the parts we encounter. everything surrounding him #is just so beautifully purposefully out of place and uneasy and psychotic its beautiful. how the fuck can u say he's boring. how. #i adore toby's decision to make this chapter's secret boss much more prominent than jevil i hope they get some interaction as effed up #roomies of kris's pocket lint. not in a shippy way tho thatd be hilarious but just. oh ure kinda like me huh. mb we could be friends #and then they turn into a cartoon fight cloud and u randomly hear their screams when checkin the inventory #but seriously making them at least amicable towards each other would carry a lot of meaning & strengthen the #'if freedom is being completely cut off from society and more importantly your friends for the rest of ur life is it really worth it #for just a glimpse of heaven of ultimate knowledge or maybe peace' narrative of jevil and spam #honestly i think the fact that u probably have to seek out the secret bosses to get the best true ending and that theyre so so #much harder than anything else in their chapters and that theyre all connected to gaster and it makes me think #they carry much of the burden of deltarune's subtext's meaning i mean the subtext carries onto the text onto the main gang's #realtionships uhmmmmmm idk i have to work ill prolly. make a post about this when im finished w everything. and a comic about the sbs.

[moodr1ng]

when i put the straight pride flag in my first picrew it was to make jokes and to use on characters for fun i didnt think straight people was gonna actually use it 😔😔

#today i am wiser i would never #unfortunately i thought at the time that it was funny #thats also why i put like the leather pride and bear pride flags in there it was just kinda funny to put them in #bc they were not included in any picrews w flags at the time and were kinda incongruous #(have seen the bear flag elsewhere since tho i believe) #(tho also a number of people like. straight up lifted accessory designs from my picrew lol? #so maybe people added the bear flag thinking i did so for a legit reason)