#i thought i could handle it but im literally in the 10th crying sesh since we got here at 4pm

[crowrelli]

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#so in order to get hormones i had to go to the big city an hour n a half away from our house n it also happened to be where i used to #live with my mother. she heard i was coming into town she offered to let us stay there a few nights #i thought i could handle it but im literally in the 10th crying sesh since we got here at 4pm #my dog who theyve taken care of for 4 months is absokuteky filthy you touch him and dirt comes off on your hands actual fuckin layers of it #hes matted so bad it hurts to open his mouth. n yet theyve overfed him hes so fucking obese. #i played with him for 2 minutes and he both looked like hed never played in his life AND got winded after a second #not to mention my mom has instantly put 4 different chores on my shoulders since before i could walk in the door #she talks to me like im not a fucking human being #id do anything to not have to stay here #i wanna scream and claw my skin off #a fucking greyhound home is like 85 dollars but we just cant afford it #so were stranded in a filthy house with my baby whos being treated like absolute shit on a rat poop covered pull out couch and i literally #feel like im going to go insane and rip all my hair out from hopelessness #i dont know what to do #theres nothing i can do #fuck #vent tw