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devilsaids · 5 years

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( ROME FLYNN + HE/HIM + CISMALE. ) — welcome to your new home, EUGENE MARS your data shows that you are currently a TWENTY FIVE year old AQUARIUS. we’ve had a peek into your personal history and it seems you are PATIENT + SELFLESS and also PASSIVE + SENSITIVE, but you won’t be too much trouble for us, will you? you have been assigned to be a SECURITY OFFICER in camp and will be living in CABIN FOUR.

hello hello pals ! i’m shannae a.ka NAE, 19, she/her, acst & ur resident aussie grandma. i’m excited beyond repair to get writing with ya’ll ! i’ll be playing adrian lucano & eugene mars ---- my Dumb son who just? wants to be ur friend?? look at that smile. how can u resist. anywho ! find out more abt him below the cut !

tw. ptsd.

born & raised in columbus, ohio, to parents that were ----- well, safe to say they were the STRICT kind. a father that spent almost twenty years serving in the army, expected his children to be the very best ! the smartest in class, the fastest on the sports team, children he could parade around like TROPHIES. their mother? well, she agreed with whatever the man of the household said, and pushed her children just as much as their opposing parent.

eugene spent a good chunk of his childhood either trying to please his father or competing against his older brother for their father's affection. the mars family are a naturally competitive species, but eugene struggled to keep up to the exceptions that hovered over his head. he tried, he swears he did, he got straight A’s, he was the most talented on his highschool basketball team, was worthy of a scholarship to ivy league, but nothing seemed to SATISFY ---- you see, in his father’s eyes? eugene was too soft, too eager, carried too much WEAKNESS for a mars man.

eugene was always the target of his father’s frustration, but despite that, eugene always had a crowd of friends surrounding him --- benevolent, generous, charismatic, eugene is the type of person that draws people close to him naturally ; he carries his heart on his sleeve & warmth in his soul. which, much to his family’s disapproval, was always his downfall.

for eugene’s 18th birthday, his father gives him an application for the army as his present and tells him if he doesn’t do what he’s told, he’s disowned. eugene, not liking the fact he’s let someone down or caused someone to detest himself, agrees without protest ----- despite the FEAR over the thought of being trained to hurt, maim, kill.

he hates the army, hates being a soldier, he hates carrying a weapon, or the thought of hurting another living being -- he spends the first few months with his stomach in knots & a serious case of homesickness, but maybe he’ll harden up, maybe he’ll earn his father’s respect, maybe he’ll come home a HERO.

he just doesn’t realise the path to heroism, is paved with more than just using a gentle touch to persuade his enemies. it’s stained with blood, and when he takes his first life? he chokes, gets hit on the battlefield, and takes damage to his left ear -- causing permanent hearing loss.

he’s discharged, and now he returns home broken, a failure. his father can barely look at him, his mother does what she can to tend to her son but not at the risk of angering her husband, eugene hits a new low -- the boy full of smiles & warmth, grows cold.

EUGENE MARS ---- his name gets drawn in the lottery & there’s a spark of life that reappears. a chance to start anew ! despite the years of hardship that his father has given him, eugene offers his plus-one position to his parents first out of respect --- but his father figures it’s a HOAX ; there’s nothing out there for anyone, he says, we might as well die here. eugene is optimistic, nurses HOPE like it’s oxygen & he’s a drowning man. he has no one else: he hasn’t married - he has no children, because he’s been too busy fighting wars & defending his country, but he DOES have his siblings. and despite the fact him and his older brother haven’t talked in years, let alone mended their estranged relationship, he can’t leave him behind, nor his sister.

now? eugene is the happiest he’s ever been. he grieved for his parents, sure, but the air is fresher, the days seem brighter, and he feels #BLESSED to be here, folks !

extras !

doesn't really like being a security officer tbh?? and he's a pretty shitty one lmao. u could be sneaking out the walls right in front of him and he’d say ‘ok ! ya’ll have a nice night ! ’

avoids confrontation like the plAGUE.

don’t yell at him, , , it hurts his feelings and he’ll SULK for the next 32 days.

can’t hear out of his left ear, but doesn’t really bother him?? he can still hear fairly well out of his right !

loves the aranins. is currently trying to figure out how to domesticate one & take it home as a pet :/

wanted connections !

friends?? he loves friends?? ppl he helps out or hands out with ! eugene loves talking & listening, so need someone to rant to?? a shoulder to cry on?? eugene’s ur man !

carrying on from that, people from cabin four that he’s close with?? bunk buddies - maybe they go get meals together too?? sdfkjf love my boy.

someone that calls him out on how much of a PU$$Y he truly is.

colleagues ! eugene works on the security squad, and you’ll often see him patrolling areas and talking to citizens. so security officers that he spends a lot of time with?? maybe they know he doesn’t like the job?? or maybe they’re trying to help him overcome his fear of hurting someone/killing something??

also medics . . .this boy hurts himself aLOT. he trips over invisible rocks & manages to dislocate his arm just by leaning on s/t. so maybe someone that he goes to in this circumstances because he’s too embarrassed to go to the infirmary after the first 100 times it happens??

romantic plots. . . he can’t help falling in love with u, stop judging ! >:/ male or female, he just wants a cuddle, , , a smooch, , , to give u his heart.

and anything else ! i’m planning on making a proper wc page once i get the time to do so but ! feel free to hmu for anything and i’m sure we can figure something out !

#ahq.intro #are the tag working. i hope so sadkjfdjk #but hi!! hello!! it is i!!! this is sO RUSHED but ! i tried #my other intro will probably be up later today because i have the attention span of a Snail tbh

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lvl9thecafetorium · 5 years

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middle school squip squad hcs

(mainly the Popular Kids bc i’m writing a fic that includes them in middle school (aka jenna, brooke, chloe, rich, etc)

chloe and rich had matching red hair streaks

none of them were popular in middle school

they weren’t “losers” and they weren’t bullied, they were just kinda average middle schoolers

chloe has heelys and she wears them every day and all of her friends think they’re fuckin Rad

brooke wore uggs and had braces

rich had a lisp

the main Friend Group was jenna, brooke, chloe, rich, and madeline (jake joined later)

brooke thought every girl liked other girls (i hc her as pan)

chloe had a lot of internalized homophobia

rich thought all guys liked other dudes

madeline was a part of the friend group and after she started dating jake A Lot of drama happened and by like 8th grade chloe fuckin hated her and trash talked her all the time even though the rest of the group still wanted to be friends with her

rich wanted to be a skater kid so bad but he was Absolute Shit at it

jenna wrote harry potter fanfiction

surprisingly only jake and chloe actually read in the group so they are the only ones that understand whats happening in them

the rest of them are really confused but they read it anyways and pretend like they know whats happening and theyre like “ur doing great sweetie!! i love it!! keep up the good work!!! also whos tracy mofo”

“rich do you mean draco malfoy you absolute dingus”

“whatever!! they’re both stupid names!! anwyays i love it accept my compliment u bully”

madeline is actually french

they all used to have group hangouts at pinkberry and it became really special to them as a group but they don’t go there anymore and thats why they all love frozen yogurt and brooke always wants to go to pinkberry because she wants to go back to when times were simpler and they were happy

rich and chloe were Besties since like 2nd grade but by highschool she was like “no hes lame we’re Cool Kids now and he’s not allowed in the group” and she got rid of her red streak

rich was basically left out of everything after that, adding another reason to why he took the squp and why he was let back into the group after freshman year

chloe still has a soft spot for everyone in the group even at times when they “werent friends” (:/) which is why when brooke said “yeah jake is gross” she yelled “NO HES NOT” bc they were good pals and she liked jake

brooke said “yeah jake is gross” mostly bc chloe always trash talks him (and madeline) and she just assumed she would agree so she was confused when chloe defended jake bc chloe never told her she still liked him (platonically)

chloe is a disney nerd

chloe took one year of orchestra on the violin and it was torture

rich took band and played the fucking tuba and by 7th grade he was like “i cant do this anymore. i think im going insane. if i hear another saxophone play careless whispers im going to shove my tuba down their throat.”

he doesnt even really like jazz or band music he just thinks woodwind/brass instuments are really fuckin weird

“no, dude, listen, you put this giant metal thing and breathe in it super aggressively, and BAM.... *starts singing careless whispers really badly*”

“rich, shut the fuck up” jake responds, because its 3am, but he laughs anyways becuase... its true

jake was in chorus w brooke all thru middle school

when they went to disneyland as a chorus brooke broke the bank at the gift shop for chloe

*brooke goes into chloe’s room with 2 bags of gifts from disneyland*

chloe: “*screaming and practically tacking brooke* BROOKE!!! DID U KNOW UR MY BEST FRIEND!!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU,,, YOU’RE THE BEST,, YOU’RE TOO GOOD FOR THIS WORLD

brooke: *dying buy trying to talk normally* i know

rich owns alot of kazoos

they once made a video of all of them playing “i can show you the world” on kazoo together and it got like 3000 views and they were too proud of themselves

brooke: this is a stupid idea

rich: EXACTLY,

rich was the class clown

fav subjects

rich: science!!

brooke: english ;) (not for learning, for chloe lmaoo)

chloe: science

jake: math (hah fuckin NERD)

madeline: history (she likes making fun of the stupid pictures of historic figures in textbooks and the dumbass teacher)

jenna: history (not for learning, the teacher is fucking stupid and it’s basically a free period)

rich and jake were Best Bros in mschool and that’s why they were still really close after rich is squipless

in highschool jake is worried once rich starts changing (after rich took the squip, but jake doesnt know that) but he tries to not say anything because he’s just glad they all hang out together again

christine was friends with literally EVERYONE

she wasnt fully a part of The Friend Group but sometimes she would sit at their lunch table or hang out with them in general and they were pretty close

after the “rich is lame” incident freshman year they all drifted apart and they talked and hung out but nothing ever seemed right

to be continued!!!!

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vaporwavegirl · 6 years

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2017 has been the craziest most emotionally damaging and most exhausting and weirdest year of my life. But through all have that I've met some amazing people and learned so much and grown up so much as a person I'm really started to learn about who really am and I've opened up and really matured alot this year. Started college and really starting to save up money and buying my own car and turning 18 and being given so much more freedom becoming so much more open and with my mother and forming such a close unbreakable bond with the women who adopted me and saved my life really was I was a baby. SHe and my father (who recently divorced) gave up alot to adopt me and my brother and raise us the best they could. We're not perfect and we definitely are difficult and mean and make stupid decisions sometimes but our parents despite going through alot them selves and our family struggling with alot of deaths and being broke and not having jobs for awhile have still done what they could to give us a good life. My mom is still there for me and is trying her hardest to take care of me and this year has been shitty but it has transformed me into an entirely new and happier and better person honestly. I've become much more spiritual and I'm so much I more in touch with myself .I'v been through alot but I wouldn't have it any other way it has been for the best. I have met so many of the most amazing people this year some of which were only in my life for a short time unfortunately. But I hope to keep in touch with these people and grow and thrive with them and I'm so happy I'm entering 2018 with some of the most amazing talented creative beautiful people I have ever have the pleasure of knowing in this life. This year is going to be about becoming an adult and making my way out of my mom's house and being on my own and figuring my future and my life out. I plan on moving across the country to the Washington /Oregon Seattle or forks or Portland or something because that's where i really feel like I belong and will thrive the most. I currently live in Alabama and there is nothing for me here except all the friends I've made. But I really feel like I want a fresh start somewhere completely new and amazing and meet many more new Amazing beautiful and live my life to the fullest. After Tonight I'm quitting all of my partying and drugs atleast until I get financially stable enough and atleast am moved out of my mom's house or am living on my own somewhere and I can afford to party and live my life a little so that will probably be when move to Seattle and weed and stuff is legal and it's more acceptable to be who I am up there. I'm quitting smoking weed for atleast like 2-3 months after today. Only reason I am not longer is because I smoke marijuana to medicate myself for my depression and anxiety and shit as opposed to prescription stuff because the stuff doctors give me just make me feel numb and not myself and I'm still low-key depressed. I'm only taking a break from weed to start saving up money and really try to focus and finding a place to move out to when I graduate around may and saving up to do so. Don't judge me but while I'm taking my few months off from smoking and I'm going to be selling a bit of bud to my close friends to make some extra money on the side because weed isn't quite legal here yet and it's a little difficult for my friends to get sometimes and it's going to help me out as a student who finds it hard to find a part time job that doesn't pay minimum wage (7.25 fuK THAT) and gives me decent hours it's always not enough hours for decent pay or they work me to FUCKING dEATH for shit pay and it stresses me out. I quit my recent job about a week and ago I'm started 2018 fresh with a new job starting pay a little above minimum wage at 8.50 an hour and after a few weeks I'll get a raise. They say I'll hopefully get decent hours like 25-35 a week and it's a small Japanese/ Asian/ pop culture shop owned by a Chinese lady that coincidentally has the same name as me and there's only like 3 other people that work there and they are all really cool good friends of mine that's I've met through cosplaying the past few years. So starting with a new hopefully better job. Starting off sober with my mind focussed on graduating cosmetology school and saving up money and working hard and getting my life together. The last thing I'll probably really spend money on and do for myself this year is Kami con at the end of this month. My family has helped get me different parts of my lapis lazuli (gem from Steven universe) cosplay for me as Christmas gifts and it is tradition that if at all possible I will do everything I can to attend each year and I have for the past 5 years and this year I will have my first legitimate good cosplay and I'm excited. But after that every bit of my money is to school tuition, helping my mom with the phone bill and our car insurance and groceries when she needs it and saving the rest for moving out and starting my future. When I move to Seattle and hopefully become successful enough? at cosmetology that I open my own salon that I'm hoping my unique edgy choice in hairstyles with be accepted and eventually apprentice as a tattoo artist and open a piercing/tattoo/body shop open up like with my salon that like a super weird dream of mine I had for awhile and honestly I'm probably not going to be good enough but I'm going work my ass off and be sober and focus on my future so I can reach my fullest potential I have been put through too much and made it way too far to not try and live my life to the best of my ability and do everything I can to really be happy and stable and eventually fall in love and maybe have a kid and honestly I truly believe I'm going to marry this boy that I've been on and off with since freshman year of highschool. We both lost out Virginity to each other after dating for the first like 6 months and that was the first time we dated which was almost 11 months after we broke up and went a little crazy and just kinda started dating random people not really for love just because I was so scared of being alone and I hated idea of it. So I just fucked around alot and never really had anything as serious as my dude (I don't wanna say his name but if u know me and ur reading this u probably already know who I'm talking anyways. We were distant and not even on speaking terms for maybe two years. After i grew up a bit and started actually making goals and becoming a young adult I contacted him and asked if he wanted to meet up and catch up on our lives and try to give being friends a shot. Its been maybe a little over a year since I had reached out and started talking to him again. We've tried dating again and we have been on an off since then and we both are young adults trying to figure out our lives and we are both struggling alot as far mental health because of the stress of having to grow up kinda and it just kept fucking up out relationship and my emotions were so all over the place and I was really struggling with trying to figure out what I need in life and how to be happy without have to rely on a relationship or drugs or material things. I had to learn how to enjoy the actual important things in my life like all the beautiful amazing people I've had the pleasure of knowing in this life and how to cut toxic people and thinks and places out of my life if it's affecting my mental health and over learned that it's ok to be sensitive and to want to take care of yourself and have a good mental health. I've learned how to just live in the moment and to surround myself with positive vibes and only be around good honest genuine people that actually care about me and want me to succeed. I want the people in my life now to be people that I know forever and people that are going to be there for me in future. Anyways Over those two years me and the boy didn't talk i never got over him matter how hard a tried and thought I was and that i could potentially be falling love with some one. I just cant. I am in love with him and always will be no matter what. If i still feel so happy and deeply in love with him after.he broke my heart and didn't talk to be for 2 years I know this man is meant to be apart my life forever weather it is as my lover or as one of my closest friends. We are soul mates and I know that I will absolutely love him completely and unconditonally for the rest of my life. Those two years when I wasn't with him kept failing my classes in high school freshman and sophomore and was extremely suicidal and didn't give and fuck about school and even went to the mental hospital for awhile towards the end of my sophomore year and at that point i literally thought I was so stupid and worthless and not even worth the effort of living and being such and disappointment to my family and my friends because I could pass one class in high school and I had given up. Until my counselor transferred me to a kind of alternative school that I could do everything at my own pace and only do the essentials and stuff I absolutely need to learn instead of busy work and stupid shit like public school. This place had no semesters or exams or grades. It has 4 different very well educated and super cool and awesome genuine teachers that actually care about helping you get the best education and they really do care about their students and they are so passionate about helping these kids actually learn and have an opportunity to have a future. Theres one teacher for each subject and 5 councilors that the 70-80 kids are divided between them and it was such an amazing really healing place and i met some really amazing people that year and learned alot about myself and started doing art therapy and I got my work done and realized I wasnt actually stupid like I had been so sure I was but I'm actually very intelligent I just have manic depression and severe social anxiety and I just needed to start working on myself and start making the effort to keep myself happy and actually work on my life and be the person I want to be. After that year during summer I made the decision not to go back to public school for what would have been my senior year so as soon as I was 17 I dropped out of high school and got my GED and I started cosmetology school at 17 years old before my graduating class even finished there senior year. My GED teacher was also a councilor and i became very close to her and she's honestly helped me make a future for myself and she supported me and saw how smart I was and she would help me no matter what and still to this day if in need to talk or need help with something i can call her and she will 100% help me because she is such a good and selfless and kind woman that genuinely cares about me and my future. It's rare that you meet teachers that actually help their kids . I honestly made the decision to do whats best for me and my mental health and i got my career and life started as early as I could because I'm determined to live my life to the best before I'm too old or die super young I'm some crazy way because honestly life is so short and way too short not to do everything u can to just really be the best you can be and enjoy life and do what makes u fuckin happy. So starting this year I am being sober so I can graduate school and work and save money and start my life as a young independent adult. My teenage years have been so wild and I've been through so much but it's I wouldn't trade these last few years. I've met so many kind beautiful amazing souls and I've learned so much about life and other people and relationships and I've learned about happiness within myself and I've learned alot about who I am and what it really want in life. I've learned alot about my mental illnesses and how to cope with them the best way possible for myself. I've had some of the best and most amazing adventures and i made so many amazing memories so despite the bullshit I've been through in my teenage years and all the stress of becoming a young adult in this super fucked up world we live in today I know that I have made it this far and I become stronger and better everyday and I'm thriving and finally getting where I want to be. I'm becoming more content with who I am and I'm learning to love myself and be who I am and I'm so happy with the person I becoming and I know I'm going to continue growing and thriving and becoming a beautiful and amazing person living the best life I can. This started out as a new years resolution post but im on alot of stuff right now and I felt like I needed to just write about stuff. Anyways. Happy new years yall here's to a fresh start and then beginning of my life as I figure out how to be my own person. 2018 is going to be so fucking good

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