#i used to get such weird stares

[icewindandboringhorror]

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!! To this elderly bapy boye!!! he...!!!

#cats #ghhbbb this is the first time I've genuinely considered tumblr blazing a post lol but no.. i shant.. I feel too weird putting financial #information into tumblr or whatever unless I made like a seperate bank account or something not associated with anyhting else lol #but I gave it serious contemplation which is really sayng something (the evil magical spell that all cats cast over u by their perfection) #ANYWAY.................... old man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #it's technically like march 8th but I did his party a little early. I have other pictures to post later maybe too..hrmm #The '1' candle is actually a '4' candle with the side part cut off because they didn't have any 1s #I went all out (like under $15 still lol) and got new birthday decorations for him instead of using the same old #ones from the past like 5 birthdays that I've done for the cats lol.. #His theme was rainbows mostly in as light of colors as I could find #The legal age to drive a car in the US is 16 so.... honk honk beep beep.. I shall go out and buy him the most expensive car on the market #as soon as March 8th comes. then he can run little errands (probably mostly getting kibbles or chicken somewhere) #stealing the rotisserie chickens from walmart or something lol #AND they would let him have them. He would drive up and walk inside and they'd call the manager to come over #and they would be so moved by his presence and his big goofy stare that they would just be like..... okey.. have all the chicken in the #entire store. Actually. have the store. it's yours now. And This would continue all the way up the chain until he was handed #the entire walmart company. And every other company. a boy who owns everything. probably wouldnt use it for evil. he'd just abolish #everything and then focus on eating chickens.. ........ chibken son...

[front-facing-pokemon]

#something is very obviously different about these two compared to my normal images on this blog. i acknowledge this #also the sv model is Really good. and since they always stare straight at the camera anyway… and no one pays attention to the background… #and the only high-quality phantump model i could find was so horribly shiny that its eyes were just white voids #in my defense‚ phantump always just stare straight at you in game #the lighting is different‚ yeah. that's probably the dead giveaway. beyond the background. but like. i'm the only being on the planet who #really likes phantump anyway. i feel like it's a generally forgettable pokémon to most folks #phantump #HELLO this one is a weird one. i have some explaining to do. so when i did this one i didn't know how to edit models really at all #and when i got the models for these‚ the xy models were super shiny. shiny to the point that it made their eyes fuckin invisible #and i decided that since you could barely tell it was phantump‚ i needed a different way to get these images #i remembered that in the SV dlc‚ every time you find a wild phantump‚ it just fucking. stares. at you. and i was like. aha #i kinda remembered because of the test stream that i did. tumblr user alligayytorr (am i getting the right amount of Ys) said #“haha i am getting a sneak peek” when i zoomed the camera in on a phantump. and i remembered that. and i was like. i can utilize this #and ended up using just an in-game screenshot of SV in replacement of the regular content. later on‚ after that #once we got into gen 7 and it became less and less reliable to find models‚ i had to learn how to edit them manually to remove the shine #i am a software dev. not a 3d modeler. this ended up coming down to editing the code of the models directly (which i ended up writing a #script to automate). now‚ today‚ january 22nd (the day of me writing these tags and updating this post)‚ i remembered this post was in the #queue and was not normal. so i went back‚ ran the script on the phantump and trevenant models‚ and unshinified them #then edited these two posts to be normal. i have left the original pictures i took under the cut for reference and as bonuses #because i really enjoy phantump. so that's why those images are there‚ and that's why these tags are here #just for posterity's sake‚ the folks who come here mostly for my commentary‚ i've left the ORIGINAL tags of the post when i initially #made it with the SV pictures up at the top (i wanted to rearrange them‚ but tumblr makes that Very difficult‚ so i left them as-is) #so if these tags are confusing to read i Apologize. but i hope now that you're at the bottom you understand what happened #i'm gonna go edit the trevenant post now

[socksandbuttons]

OMG PULEASSEEEEE GIVE SUN BLOODMOON

#please i wanna SEE the attempt and if it works #i want it bad but also i dont want bloodmoon completely redeemed #BUT ALSO.... WEVE ASKING SO LONG #give that character some development or soemthing #touch upon the fact THAT HIS WEIRD DAD FIGURE HE KILLED MIGHTVE AFFECTED HIM #also that like... no everyones out to get ya #also i just wanna see bloodmoon stare sun down. and then go 'aklright but like. no else is brother but me and u' '......thats fair' #theyre gonna kill him on us eventually #sun and moon show spoilers

[cuntwrap--supreme]

I've been doing a lot of grocery delivery in the country lately, so I ordered myself a nice bumper sticker so I fit in with everyone else's stuff :)

I've seen a lot of these lately, but they were all of a pride flag I don't recognize. Not sure which gender/sexuality has the red and white stripes with the blue with white stars in the corner, but I guess it's an ok design. The rainbow is the traditional LGBT flag, though, so I feel it symbolizes the collective queer community a little better and will be a little more noticeable/recognizable than niche flags, like this stars and stripes guy.

#queer #pride #rainbow #flag #gay #lgbt #fr tho I've seen so many q-anon and trump stickers that i feel like this'll either be really funny or I'll get my windows smashed in #for some reason the country here isn't just chill people eeking out a living doing what they can #it's all super well off people who immigrated from elsewhere in the us and are incredibly aggressive #I'm from the middle of nowhere. country folk are typically very kind even if they're a little ignorant to shit like being gay or trans. #but this is the kind of people where i got called a dyke twice just walking through kroger #i had the person behind me at mcdonalds yelling about my sticker that says i don't break for kids #anyone i know who has lived in that area for a long time hates all these new people #they've driven up housing prices to be just as much as in the city. they're all republicans who fled California or Illinois... #...and they brought with them their more radical views and hateful big-city attitudes #like yeah. this wasn't a place to be comfortably out as gay beforehand. now it's actively hostile instead of you get weird stares kinda shit

[chiscribbs]

Tfw you've drawn Donnie so many times with a stupid name tag on his forehead that drawing him without it looks wrong to your brain somehow...

#A feeling that literally only I can relate to LOL. Fr tho it's very weird - I'm too used to including that silly thing. #Legit stared at a sketch I just did for a few minutes thinking ''why does his forehead look so bare? What's missing?'' #This is what I get for trying to be funny I guess (lol). I gotta get rid of that thing at some point. Lucky Leo ditched his. #chi's babbling again #(note: for context - this is in ref to the tmnt au comp. I just don't want to tag it because it's not really relevant to it.)

[akkivee]

i feel a special kind of unhinged whenever kuukou leans low to look up at someone lol

#this is vee speaking #that bat short has been on the brain since they updated kuukou’s bio lol #it perfectly captures what they’re trying to say in the last statement of it lol #but since i’m equal parts ‘i want to study him under a microscope’ stan and general kuukou simp #i roll a die and whatever it lands on is the vibe my brain settles on lmao #i am more parts kuukou simp today LOL #lmao it’s just before hirono-san (and hayama-san to a degree) defined the way kuukou moves #i used to imagine that on my own lol and i favoured stuff that made kuukou be kinda unsettling lol #like he stares unblinkingly and his eyes track your every movement #a ​low center of gravity gait just weird draconic traits lol AND THEN HIRONO-SAN GAVE ME JUST THAT #THE WAY HE GOES LOW AND ALMOST SLITHERS UP HE GETS IT HES ALWAYS GOTTEN IT #AND ITS NOW INCORPORATED INTO KUUKOUS CHARACTER ENTIRELY THE WAY HE WILL BEND LOW AND STRETCH THAT NECK UP EVEN THO HE ALREADY NEEDS TO LOL #HES CREATURE CODED!!!!!!!!!!!! KUUKOU!!!!!!!!!! KUUKOU!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!! KUUKOU!!!!!!!!!!! #💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[kris-mage-fics]

So we have a mouse in our apartment, which scared the living daylights out of me! Not because I'm scared of mice, but I just assumed we'd never see one in here. (We are on the third floor, and we've lived here for close to 13 years and have never seen one.) The landlord is going to bring over some poison but I'd really rather not use it. I don't know, maybe that's dumb, but it's just a little guy trying to live it's life and not be cold. I really don't like killing critters. Of course if we want to catch it that means we have to get something ourselves. Which is a pain when you live quite a few km from any stores that sell live traps and don't have a car. I'll have to talk to my partner and see what if he's up for a trip to the store or not, but he's at work right now.

#at least now I know what the weird noise we've been hearing the last few days in the kitchen by the radiators is #and why Jade keeps staring at the radiator with great intensity #which is funny because she's a terrible hunter -- good thing she isn't a farm cat #she's caught all of two bugs in 12 years I really don't think she's going to get the mouse #I've literally never had to deal with a mouse where I lived so I'm at a bit of a loss here #like I know if I see a scorpion to just catch it in a jar and put it outside #but there aren't scorpions here #I know if we end up using the poison I'm going to cry because my heart is a stupid fucking marshmallow #I wish there was like a little mouse sign you could make that said “don't come in here or you will die” so it would just leave #or I could talk to it and tell it that #but alas I can't actually talk to animals

[kakusu-shipping]

Thinking about Koro-Sensei's hands.... like holding two freshly boiled slugs <3

#Emile's Arts #Koro-Sensei #Self Ship #Proship Selfship #Proselfship #Koro-Sensei upon holding hands pythoning himself around your ENTIRE arm #He's SO clingy and ADORES using his slithery tentacles to his advantage to get as MUCH physical contact out of every interaction possible #Kissu kissu kissu him <3 #He kissie <3 #I dunno why I'm so caught up on his ball hands and weird fingers this rewatch but I just #Stare stare stare him <3 #It's already 3am I'm not getting any episodes in tonight huh fkgjkfdjg #Man.... #I love <3 The he <3

[pocketgalaxies]

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#ladies what do you call it after you break up with your gf on friday and then get the flu and covid shots on saturday #brain fog sunday?? mind mashed potato casserole??? physical emotional bach fugue????? #i can't lift either of my arms over my head and my stress-induced TMJ dysfunction haunts me with a fresh vigor you could not even imagine #things feel better but things feel weird and things feel empty but things feel quieter #head feels heavy. feel like i could just sit here staring at my own hands while listening to music for three hours #anyway this isn't a pity post it's just one of the rare occasions where i use this blog as an actual blog #i'm gonna bury this post with some drafts and go take a nap #text #nova shh #personal

[mooremars]

Generally I think the 2023 Camelot cast recording does a very good job of conveying the onstage vibe of pretty much all the songs with the dialouge snippets. However in my heart of hearts I truly believe the Simple Joys of Maidenhood feels incomplete without the moment of Arthur realizing Guenevere has run away and right to him after she sings her intro. I'm sure I could choose many hills to die on for cast recording opinions but apparently the one I feel the most is a particularly good delivery of the word shit.

#It just is the exact tone of the scene and it's the one bit of song dialouge that feels missing #and also in my head I say it every time because I forget it isn't there #My other thought was the end of What Do The Simple Folk Do because it's weird they have a part of the song that doesn't exist in the show #But I'm not sure you can adequately convey the energy they have at the end there so maybe it's just as well that it's a little deceptive #Today is apparently national bird day that's why I decided I was gonna listen to Camelot today gotta honor my fave bird nerd #it's been a while #And I may now be doing a slight backslide into having too many Camelot thoughts #Camelot Musical #I had a moment of does this belong in the tag and then I figured no one else is using it so why not #The show has been closed for like six months so I'm gonna assume standards are low to nonexistent #The other thing I forget every time it's been a while since I listened to the album straight through is how I'll listen to the act 1 finale #and it'll scratch some part of my brain and I'll have so many thoughts throughout the entr'acte #And then If Ever I Would Leave You comes on and my brain gets completely wiped and I have to stare at a white wall for an extended time #to recover #I just love this album so much #glad I bought the cd #This Barbie can't shut up about Camelot

[hella1975]

drinking the worst tea ive ever had 💔

#life sucks forever then you die #bought a specifically british blend bc one thing about me i like a little cuppa in the evening and the only thing that looked remotely like #normal tea in the entire tea aisle was of course the british blend #fucking tetley no less #then none of the motels have kettles bc why would you want to live deliciously #so I used the definitely-just-a-weird-kettle-no-fr-why-not-just-get-a-kettle thing and that was questionable at best #AND we have no milk so it was black tea and all in all a horrific experience #BUT we had ramen and saw the grand canyon today sooooo 😎 #we did a lil hike it was so fun did youse know the grand canyon is fucking HUGE??? literally insane i could’ve stared at it all day #rwbt 2.0

[ectonurites]

SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR. KEVIN PHILLIPS

#super dark times #zach taylor #allison bannister #sam edits #if you listen closely you can hear the sound of both mine and Allison's hearts breaking! <3 #ok but fr: i know this is gifs. so no sound. but the WAY he DELIVERS the 'you've got a bump on your head' line makes me NUTS #it's so soft. it's so fond. it's... it's a punch in the fucking gut. he likes her *so much* but he *can't let himself have this nice #thing with her* because he's *being eaten alive by guilt he can't accept & won't let himself be happy because of it* and SHE DOESN'T KNOW! #like the thing. the thing is. when you watch SDT you're along the ride with Zach and his POV of everything. despite the obvious paranoia #& guilt warping his perspective/influencing his behavior—we can see where that's all coming from. we understand the motivations #behind the actions he takes. but ALLISON? Allison has no fucking clue what's going on! from Allison's perspective... Zach is this guy she's #known for a while (like they make a point of *telling us* in one of the earliest scenes that Zach feels weird talking about her in the #detached way they may talk abt other people in their grade they barely know—because it's *different* since he and Josh *actually know her* #plus in the script [and it STILL COUNTS TO ME because she *starts* saying the line but just gets cut off by Dennis] Allison brings #up Zach & Josh having had a silly handshake since 7th grade ['oh god that used to make me pee!' <- girl why would u say that to him] #so it's like... these are kids who've known each other for years!) and he's got this obvious fucking crush on her (the hallway scene where #he is. blatantly staring and she catches him for a second) and the moment she decides to actually start pursuing him because SHE'S #got a crush on HIM too... he starts pulling away and acting erratic and sending her the most mixed signals in the fucking world. #and sheee THINKSSS ITS HERRR FAULT!!!!!!!! like. listen. this scene i giffed above? this is what she's fucking talking about later #when she jokes about not wanting to 'scare him off again'. like sure she says it like a joke but... uhm. i simply think there's #a certain amount of truth to it too—because he DID leave the party visibly freaked out! and i think it'd be perfectly believable for her #to think that it was at least partially HER pushing too hard that was causing him to withdraw/pull away from her. plus she blatantly says #she thinks she's the reason Josh & Zach are fighting. like. this poor girl is on the outskirts of a tragedy she'll probably NEVER know the #details of but she's seeing firsthand the impact it's having on Zach and... blaming herself... that's so fucking heartbreaking

[frosnpls]

staring autistically at Frank from Welcome Home because he reminds me so so so so much of Rudyard and it's sending me literally insane

(art by partycoffin obviously!!)

#words.jpg #wo #rudyard funn #i wont use the main tag bc its not my art and id feel weird about it but. i need to know im not alone in seeing this #its driving me NUTS i understand fully that i have intense rudyard brainrot BUT??? DOES HE NOT #glancing at him. worrying about getting more into welcome home #because APPARENTLY me kinning rudyard is more about character type than character because im looking at frank and im. thinking hard #rudyard is my little scrunkly my beloved my special little guy but......... im staring at frank here

[icewindandboringhorror]

.. mysterious visitor... polite door to door salesmane of acorns 

#i think squirrels are cute kind of but also they just come and knock over all of my plants lol #George also never does anything he just sits and stares at them and the squirrels are never scared of him at all lol #cats #I DO have tons of pictures and other things like that to post and costumes and etc. etc. I've just been so busy #with weird stuff and appointments and etc. #THEN STILLWORKING on the evil extemely long worldbuilding sildeshow #between that and trying to keep vaguely consistent uploads on my games youtube it seems like all I do is edit various video recetnyl lol #hopefuly I can finish the wolrdhilding videos pretty soon and then 95% of my already meager free time will not be spent in windows movie mak #er (yes i still edit videos in windows movie maker lol.. i tried a few alternatives and i don't like the layouts of the #m... -_-). Mixcraft is a decent alternative to GarageBand with a very similar layout and the way it works and etc. #but I got used to iMovie in my high school computer classes and then had windows movie maker at home and now #I can't ever find anotther one thats a similar layout/style/similar features but isn't expensive lol #ANYWAY... #I am...... working on things......... just very absent form internet as usual #which in turn makes working on things futile because by the time i get anything done nobody cares since I've been inactive for #6 months or whatever and maintaining digital profiles is the number one like pivotal thing to being a sucessful artist or whatveer #in the modern day but hhhhhhhhhhh

[angeloftrumpets]

i think about this picture a LOT

EDIT: WARNING I JUST INFODUMP IN THE TAGS IM SORRY ???

#when i used to work at burgerking the parking lot literally looked like that and it would be dark and I NEVER STOPPED THINKING ABOUT THIS #the two weeks i worked at burgerking is hwen i made like. my weird au related to genesis apocryphon #duudeeee #when i first found out about it i lost my mind because i came up with my whole concept of be.ginner bible tapes traumatizing someone to a #point where they have a horrible fear of angels and gab. is like Hm... this is gonna be Really Funny and teaches some 20 year old about the #universe #but ends up being a good thing ? ? #< i havent gotten far to the au i still am processing how they would interact with eachother upon first meeting #i have to say my absolute favorite scene in man.dela is gab and dave like ? ??!!?!? I SAW IT LIVE LIKE WHEN IT WAS PREMERING AND I LOVEEE #VOL 4 ITS SOO GOOOD #i never really talk about this anymore but for a bit of last year i hardcore kinned si/x and like oh my god #dadtruder being CANON made me so happy because i was fighting for my LIFE to other mand/ela fans i know and NONE OF THEM AGREED WITH ME #i rewatched vo/l 4 with like 5 different people the day it came out i am not kidding #my initial getting into the series was really strange #it all started by seeing someone in an avatar of him in vr chat ?? but like a long time before that i saw someone who did this AMAZING #FANART OF HIM and when i staw it i just Stared at it for an Hour. #but there was someone in a del/taru/ne world on v/rchat and i just stared with autistic eyes i wanted to ask for the avi so bad but i was #way to anxious BC IT WAS LIKE. REALLY TALL. OKAY. #i used to run around in a backroo/ms world as si/x and gab it was truly a time #whenever soemone makes a toonie avi in vrchat its OVER I HAVE THE NAME ON THERE im so proud #im so sad i couldnt get it on discord it puts me in anguish when i think about it #but YEA i have been typing for like idk how long and im so sorry for the tag spam if you read through this i hope you have a wonderful day #or night ^ u ^ !!

[satoruly]

wearing a mini skirt to uni help

#🍒 — miri's version #dont get me wrong i LOVE mini skirts #the size of a belt and what not #but people stared and im like 😃 #a group of guys looked me up and down at the door of my uni and jesus fucking christ that sucked ass #:D #and then some other people looked at me weird #but its a good practice ig?? 😭 #to beat fear of judgement or smth idk #get out of my comfy zone #experiment #be happy #smth along those lines SOB #i dont even know how i feel abt this out fit #outfit* #i do wanna wear more mini skirts or skirt or dresses n stuff but its hard here and im used to jeans n pants #plus its winter BUT #we layered today