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buckys-estrella · 2 years

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I Wanna Be With You

Eddie Munson x DustinSister!Reader

song inspo: I wanna be with you by pretty boy floyd

masterlist // part two (smut, 18+)

word count: 1.6k

summary: Dustin needs you to pick him up from the last game of the Vecna campaign. And you take this as an excuse to see Eddie one more time.

warnings: shitty d&d writing, language, mutual pining, fluff, and some innuendos/sexual thoughts

A/N: I haven’t written in over a year so I’m a bit rusty and I’ve also never written for Eddie before so hopefully I did him justice with this. Also, I know Dustin is white so for my fellow poc: step sibling, half sibling, adopted, etc.??? Idk, I honestly feel really bad about it.

Cocking your head to the side, you narrow your eyes onto the man at the head of the table. Eddie Munson.

Eddie had caught your eye during your senior year of high school. You two had English together, and you had the terrible habit of distractedly watching him when you should've been paying attention to the teacher at the front of the classroom.

You knew what people said about him, that he was a weirdo, that you shouldn't associate with him, that he was dangerous. You thought that was all bullshit.

He had the habit of drumming his fingers on his desk to a beat only he could hear. You thought it was endearing and wondered what else those hands were capable of. His eyes had the tendency to wander around the room, caught up in his own world; you always tried to look away in time before he turned your direction and caught on to your staring.

You always wanted to say something to him, anything! But he was intimidating, and you ran in different social circles, so it was hard to find an excuse to approach him. The only regret you had after graduation was never getting the nerve to speak a word to your year-long crush.

Yet, here he was, once again drumming his fingers on the table, a smirk on his face as he watched the surrounding Hellfire members. He looked past you for a moment before doing a double-take, holding eye contact and furrowing his brow as if he couldn't believe what he was seeing. Then, before he could fully process your presence, one of the members called time out.

Your brother and the rest of the players started to huddle up near you. Dustin sent you a quick, giddy smile, happy that his older sister is here to support him for the last game. They started bickering over strategy, but your attention was solely on Eddie. His gaze never left you, and you realized that this was the first time that you actually maintained eye contact with him. You must admit that you took this opportunity to shamelessly study his face; his brown eyes, the shape of his nose, his plump lips, trying your best to commit it all to memory in case you never got to see him again. You didn't realize it, but Eddie was taking you in too, thinking you must've gotten even more beautiful since the last time he saw you.

However, as much as Eddie wanted to come running up to you and leave everyone else behind, he was also dedicated to his campaign and was going to see it through to the end. The groups' debating had ceased, and it was Dustin who spoke up.

"Give me the D20." You sent an encouraging nod to your brother as Eddie tossed him the die from across the table. He rattled it between his hands before finally rolling it onto the table.

"That's a miss!" Eddie proclaimed upon the die landing with the number 11 facing up. The rest of the team yelled out various profanities, and Dustin knocked a can off the table in frustration.

All eyes were now on Erica as she shook the die before finally letting go. You could hear the team begging to no one in particular for luck to be on their side. Their pleading worked; the die landed with 20 shown clear and present at the top. Their cheers in celebration rang clear in your ears, and you couldn't help joining them in their joy. Your first instinct was to hug your little brother, who had the biggest smile on his face. Next, you turn to look at Eddie; he notices and simply extends his arms to show off the game with a smile on his face.

Whenever you looked at him, the rest of the world faded around you, and you hadn't noticed that the rest of the group had started gathering their stuff and leaving in celebration. Dustin asked if you would head out with them, but you shook your head and said you'd leave in a moment. They filed out soon after, and now all you could think of was the fact that it was just you and Eddie in the room. Alone.

There's a beat of silence before he finally says, "Fancy seeing you here."

"Dustin wanted me to come." This was true, of course. Well, half-true. He had asked if you could pick him up after the game, but you wanted to stop by a little earlier since you knew Eddie would be there, and your heart still skipped a beat whenever you thought of him.

"I noticed. I guess I underestimated how many older friends he has." He kept his eyes on you as he cleaned and gathered his stuff.

You laughed at this because it was true; it seems that Dustin had a multitude of older kids who had taken him under their wing. But you just shook your head and clarified, "Actually, I'm his sister."

He had started making his way toward you when he gave you a jaw-dropped look of shock, "You're kidding!"

The look on his face warranted another laugh out of you, "Not at all!"

"Ha!" Eddie certainly seemed to get a kick out of this, clapping his hands together in amusement, "Well, no offense to the little bro, but you definitely got all the attractive genes." Upon his words, you could feel the heat building up inside, but there was no way you could let him know his offhand comment had any effect on you, so you played it off as casually as you could.

"Eddie!" You gave a slight shove with a nervous laugh bubbling out of you. He laughed along with you but gave you a brief look of skepticism.

"You remember my name?" A part of you is taken aback by this.

"Of course I remember your name. Why wouldn't I?"

"Well, we only ever had one class together, honestly didn't know you had even noticed me" You wanted to admit that he's all you had noticed. That you spent the entire school year noticing him. Instead, you went the safer route.

"How could I not notice you? You're Eddie Munson; everyone knows who you are."

He scoffs at this before adding, "You forgot my middle name, 'the freak.'"

You frown at this before adding, "I never thought you were a freak, still don't. I actually think you're pretty cool and cute, and I'm glad you created Hellfire. Dustin really feels like he belongs because of you." Eddie had stopped dead in his tracks mid-sentence. You took notice and turned to face him.

He had a bewildered look gracing his face as he asked, "Wait, hold on, backtrack, you think I'm cute?" Shit.

"That's the only thing you picked up on?" You tilted your head as you looked up at him, half hoping that he'd drop it.

"It's the only important thing you said. So, please elaborate." Now you were cornered, but you could use this to your advantage, so why not be honest?

"Well yeah, I mean, look at you, your hair, your smile, everything about you is attractive." You didn't want to add that he had caught your eye since you first saw him. That even after you left Hawkins to go to college, you always compared all the other guys to him, and none of them held up a candle to the way he made you feel. And feelings he did elicit, ranging from lovestruck to frustration to lust; the whole spectrum, truly.

"You're joking, right? This is like a year late senior prank?" You wish you could've laughed at that, but there was a look in his eyes that told you he really was unsure whether you were joking or not. It was disheartening.

Resisting the urge to reach out and place a comforting touch on his arm, you said, "No, why would you think that?"

"Because there's no way that quiet miss goody two shoes thought about me that way." You couldn't help the loud laugh that forced its way out this time. If only he knew some of the ways you thought about him.

"Please, I may have been quiet, but I'm no saint."

His eyes did a once over while he shook his head, "I call bull." You rolled your eyes at this.

"You don't believe me?" You raised an eyebrow at him, almost daring him to challenge you on this.

Eddie was shaking his head again, a chuckle making its way past his lips, "Never in a million years." Now, an idea came to mind, a risky one, but what's life if not full of risks?

"Why don't you invite me over to your place then, and we'll see if I can change your mind?" There it was, out in the open. Finally voicing the intentions you've had for well over a year now. You don't miss the way Eddie's eyes widen, his mouth slightly gaped open before closing and nervously swallowing. The silence is almost unbearable.

"Well, are you gonna say something or just leave me hanging?" You notice he's drumming his fingers again, this time against the denim fabric covering his thigh. He finally takes a moment to look you in the eye, a smile growing on his face. Then, extending his arm towards the door, he finally says:

"Lead the way, darling. Prove me wrong."

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A/N pt 2: thinking about making a part two smut…👀

Update: part two smut is posted and linked!

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letskillsociety · 2 years

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Don’t you know that I am right here?

#spotify #music recommendation #music suggestions #music #bittersweet songs #2020s music #harry styles #harry’s house #harold styles #harry edward styles #satellite #i’m right here #waiting for you #i wanna be with you #on repeat

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maehemthemisfit · 2 years

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i wish I could hug you :’)

u make me feel better so thanks

this the next big thing :')

#baby #you know that i miss you #i wanna be with you #but i cant rn so baby kiss me thru the phoneee #or whatever the lyrics are #<3 #clover!#moots 💖#my beloved

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prismatoxic · 2 months

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dadchuck is everything to me

#laios: i wanna be a troll :(#chilchuck: have i got great news for you #dungeon meshi #chilchuck tims

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sangled · 3 months

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shipping win! they have different but equally terrible coping mechanisms

#sangspeaks #sketches #shipping meme #ship dynamic #tumblr exclusive folks. do you wanna know a secret #whenever i haven't posted or drawn in a bit #i make a quick art meme like this and scamper away #and it's usually a hit #this shit's easy all i gotta draw is bald people

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transannabeth · 21 days

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if you opened discord’s april fools day loot boxes how long did it take you to get all the items? it took my friend 18 boxes but me 65 and i want to see how bad my luck is

#not pjo #chitter chatter #sixty five is too many but I wanna know how much a clown I am vs everyone else #polls #discord #for anyone looking at the tags: yes that first one is wrong #you have to open 9 boxes at least #but you cannot edit polls and here we are #100 #1000 #🧍

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mzcain27 · 9 months

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I think game studios should just release their character creators online. For the times when I don’t wanna play the whole game, just the lil dress up part

#yes this is about baldurs gate 3 #no I don’t have a decent computer if any description or a PlayStation #I do wanna play the game but I mostly wanna make my dnd characters for hours #you could literally do it for everything tho #totk outfits and dyes #Skyrim could have it’s 17th release #outfits in shit like assassins creed games #dragon age #fromsoft games #the sims maybe??#the options are endless pls game devs #video games #nintendo #Xbox #Sony #PlayStation

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shkspr · 11 months

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[guy who doesnt do literally anything voice] there just aint enough hours in the day to get everything done that needs to be done am i right

#i wanna be very clear im the guy #im not making fun of anyone but myself and if youre also like this then i support you in that #hof

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endusviolence · 1 month

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Rowling isn't denying holocaust. She just pointed out that burning of transgender health books is a lie as that form of cosmetic surgery didn't exist. But of course you knew that already, didn't you?

I was thinking I'd probably see one of you! You're wrong :) Let's review the history a bit, shall we?

In this case, what we're talking about is the Institut für Sexualwissenschaft, or in English, The Institute of Sexology. This Institute was founded and headed by a gay Jewish sexologist named Magnus Hirschfeld. It was founded in July of 1919 as the first sexology research clinic in the world, and was run as a private, non-profit clinic. Hirschfeld and the researchers who worked there would give out consultations, medical advice, and even treatments for free to their poorer clientele, as well as give thousands of lectures and build a unique library full of books on gender, sexuality, and eroticism. Of course, being a gay man, Hirschfeld focused a lot on the gay community and proving that homosexuality was natural and could not be "cured".

Hirschfeld was unique in his time because he believed that nobody's gender was either one or the other. Rather, he contended that everyone is a mixture of both male and female, with every individual having their own unique mix of traits.

This leads into the Institute's work with transgender patients. Hirschfeld was actually the one to coin the term "transsexual" in 1923, though this word didn't become popular phrasing until 30 years later when Harry Benjamin began expanding his research (I'll just be shortening it to trans for this brief overview.) For the Institute, their revolutionary work with gay men eventually began to attract other members of the LGBTA+, including of course trans people.

Contrary to what Anon says, sex reassignment surgery was first tested in 1912. It'd already being used on humans throughout Europe during the 1920's by the time a doctor at the Institute named Ludwig Levy-Lenz began performing it on patients in 1931. Hirschfeld was at first opposed, but he came around quickly because it lowered the rate of suicide among their trans patients. Not only was reassignment performed at the Institute, but both facial feminization and facial masculization surgery were also done.

The Institute employed some of these patients, gave them therapy to help with other issues, even gave some of the mentioned surgeries for free to this who could not afford it! They spoke out on their behalf to the public, even getting Berlin police to help them create "transvestite passes" to allow people to dress however they wanted without the threat of being arrested. They worked together to fight the law, including trying to strike down Paragraph 175, which made it illegal to be homosexual. The picture below is from their holiday party, Magnus Hirschfeld being the gentleman on the right with the fabulous mustache. Many of the other people in this photo are transgender.

[Image ID: A black and white photo of a group of people. Some are smiling at the camera, others have serious expressions. Either way, they all seem to be happy. On the right side, an older gentleman in glasses- Magnus Hirschfeld- is sitting. He has short hair and a bushy mustache. He is resting one hand on the shoulder of the person in front of him. His other hand is being held by a person to his left. Another person to his right is holding his shoulder.]

There was always push back against the Institute, especially from conservatives who saw all of this as a bad thing. But conservatism can't stop progress without destroying it. They weren't willing to go that far for a good while. It all ended in March of 1933, when a new Chancellor was elected. The Nazis did not like homosexuals for several reasons. Chief among them, we break the boundaries of "normal" society. Shortly after the election, on May 6th, the book burnings began. The Jewish, gay, and obviously liberal Magnus Hirschfeld and his library of boundary-breaking literature was one of the very first targets. Thankfully, Hirschfeld was spared by virtue of being in Paris at the time (he would die in 1935, before the Nazis were able to invade France). His library wasn't so lucky.

This famous picture of the book burnings was taken after the Institute of Sexology had been raided. That's their books. Literature on so much about sexuality, eroticism, and gender, yes including their new work on trans people. This is the trans community's Alexandria. We're incredibly lucky that enough of it survived for Harry Benjamin and everyone who came after him was able to build on the Institute's work.

[Image ID: A black and white photo of the May Nazi book burning of the Institute of Sexology's library. A soldier, back facing the camera, is throwing a stack of books into the fire. In the background of the right side, a crowd is watching.]

As the Holocaust went on, the homosexuals of Germany became a targeted group. This did include transgender people, no matter what you say. To deny this reality is Holocaust denial. JK Rowling and everyone else who tries to pretend like this isn't reality is participating in that evil. You're agreeing with the Nazis.

But of course, you knew that already, didn't you?

Edit: Added image IDs. I apologize to those using screen readers for forgetting them. Please reblog this version instead.

#transgender #trans history #transsexual #transphobia #Magnus Hirschfeld #holocaust #holocaust denial #book burning #j.k. rowling #jk rowling #just in case you missed what i mean by all this: go fuck yourself anon :)#trans people have always existed #and we will always exist #if you really wanna pick a fight with me over well-documented history then you better bring in some sources to back your shit #queer history #queer #lgbt+#lgbta+#lgbt #lgbt history #edit: i finally got around to those damn image IDs. i am so very sorry for totally forgetting that's my bimbo moment of the month #also real quick i thought about adding an image of the actual building but the only one i can find has a Nazi parade in front of it #it was taken the day of the book burning raid and honestly if i were to include it then i'd add it to the first few paragraphs #and i think the story's better told when you uphold the hope Magnus Hirschfeld and all the researchers he worked with had #also keeps being brought up: yes Hirschfeld was a eugenicist. it was a popular belief set that was only discredited after WW2 #Hirschfeld died in 1935. he literally didn't live long enough to see science turn against those beliefs and practices #considering how he changed his mind on transitions i like to think he would've changed his mind on eugenics too if he'd lived

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iero · 5 months

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Full offense, but I think milk substitution charges should not exist at coffee shops. It is NOT my or anyone's fault that they cannot have dairy and that's that.

#personal #Especially since like oatmilk is on the rise too. I wanna say it's just as popular as the whole milk they usually use.#So you know people are paying for it and it IS whatever but it sucks LMAO.

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yourangle-yuordevil · 4 months

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That time in ancient Greece when Aziraphale needed a speedy horse and accidentally invented the pegasus

VS.

Whatever Crowley had going on in medieval times

#Crowley just really misses the unicorns ok???#Also Crowley didn't start from a horse to make a new unicorn #he looked at a horse and was like.... nah #then looked at a goat and was like YEAAAAH LET'S GOO LET'S MAKE YOU BIG AF AND YOU CAN ALSO SPIT FIRE WHAT A GREAT IDEA!!#While Aziraphale is fretting over the fact that he accidentally gave WINGS to a HORSE and every time that the angels asks about it he's lik #whaaat?? PegaSUS naaaah never heard about it. Must be a made up thing. humans...right?? silly little things ahahah *sweat nervously*#good omens #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #pegasus #unicorn #Do I wanna draw the precious good omens beans? yes.#is this an excuse to draw more horses? also yes.#medieval crowley #ancient greek aziraphale #CAVALLIIIIIII 🐎🐴🐎🐴🐎🐴🐎🐴#good omens comic #historical husbands

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mydadlistenstothis · 18 days

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New podcast episode is up! This week, we pay tribute to Eric Carmen and go back to where it all started with the Raspberries

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stil-lindigo · 3 months

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Bisan is calling for another global strike!

I saw some posts just outlining Jan 21st, and wanted to clarify that Bisan has called for a full seven days of action.

What a global strike would look like is:

calling in sick to work

purchasing bare essentials ahead of the week so you can observe the general boycott of goods / buying as little as you genuinely can

putting in a concerted effort to elevate Palestinian voices and make it clear that this strike is in support of a permanent ceasefire!

For those who will have to purchase necessary goods during this time, please observe the brands that the BDS movement is asking us to boycott!

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Right now is also a good time to mention some better uses for your money during this week.

Available e-sims in Gaza are running low!!

Mirna El Helbawi and her team are working round the clock to continue to connect Palestinians as Israel does its best to cut them off from the rest of the world.

You can learn how to purchase and send e-sims here, and below you’ll find a list of what is currently needed (the areas in brackets indicate what region you should select to buy e-sims in).

CareforGaza is an organisation that does verifiably good work, distributing supplies directly to Palestinian families.

They have a Gofundme set up at the moment, but because of Gofundme’s poor track record regarding refusing to transfer funds to Palestinians, I’d recommend continuing to donate directly to their PayPal here.

Good luck to all of you. Don't turn away from Palestine!

#i know that for some people their first instinct will be to scoff. how can anyone just not buy things for a full week?#what about groceries? rent?#and personally. i wanna say yes. there are some things that we have to spend money on to survive.#but it is possible still to make a concerted effort in your life #to carve out seven days where you can minimise that amount of money #i know its a lot.#for some people who are living on a tight budget. i know its not possible and i dont fault you for that #but i know for a fact that so many of us would be able to take out a few daily purchases in observance of this strike #do your best #dont turn away from palestine #free palestine #palestine #from the river to the sea #call to action

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