#i wanna cry again

[arcaneprism]

Mourning all the songs we could have gotten over the four seasons that were taken away from us

#julie and the phantoms #jatp #all the JATP songs and sunset curve and dirty candi we could have had #i wanna cry again

[venuscruel]

I'm rewatching aot, getting ready for the end of the anime, and this is pure torture, I'm enjoying it through tears, I lost count of how many times I've had to pause the video and wait until I regain strength to keep watching it because knowing all, knowing how all this ends is painful, just in season 1, the amount of times Eren is told not to die is insane, and watch his transition from humanity's hope to humanity's enemy is agonizing. Oh, and these overwhelming emotions aren't just for Eren, I'm here suffering again, watching all these characters I love go through all the trauma and loss.

I would like to erase aot from my memory so I could enjoy the series for the first time again, but watching and reading it, already knowing all about it (or so) is a completely different experience, as good as the first time, or even better. Heck, I love Attack on Titan so much, it's an amazing story full of great characters that have made me laugh and cry for them.

And I don't know how long it will take until I am able to watch the whole series again, because the end is going to kill me again and I'll just think about that bittersweet end for a while.

#oh i don't want it to end #i've been here for years and now the end is near i am devastated #it is an important part of my life i am serious #i wanna cry again #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #aot #snk

[decolonize-the-left]

Y'all I'm like genuinely terrified I might not get to have a life with my gf.

I'm genuinely terrified that being trans in this country is going to kill her. And I'm pissed that if the country doesn't do it, that they'd hand her a gun to do it herself. And I want to be mad that she'd use it but I can't be. I know it's fucking hard, I know. I do. I know. And I'd never ask her to torture herself for me. But I love her. And I know that won't always be enough. I know that it's barely enough now. Love doesn't make transphobia or racism go away, it doesn't manifest new cars or laser hair removal or ffs or any other gender affirming care. But I want it to be enough. I wish it was.

I've never ever lost anyone this close to me and losing the person I love has been my greatest fear since I learned to understand mortality. Y'all don't understand, I live Everyday like its the last one I'm gonna have with someone. I hate leaving someone feeling upset, I always make sure the last words they hear from me are good ones, I live my whole life making sure that I won't regret my last interaction with anyone.

But those are just supposed to be overly cautious and cute quirks of mine. Now they feel like a sacred duty. Everything I do needs to be perfect and supportive. If she has no reason to stay then I'll give her one, I'll give her as many as she needs. I'll make it worth it. It's my job now to not make things worse. I don't care what it means or what it costs.

Id give her Anything and everything to make it worth it, to make her want to stay.

Until we can take care of her needs tho, I just hope that this too shall pass. That this is like the other times she felt suicidal and depressed and she was able to bounce back. I hope she bounces back. It gets harder every time. Every time nothing for trans ppl changes but new anti-trans bills are put forward it gets worse.

What if she doesn't? What do I do the day she decides she's too tired? That she has taken enough?

What do I do?

#idk what I'll do #personal #decolstw #when i say shes doing awful #i mean shes deeply triggering my own suicidal thoughts and abandonment issues #its not her fault obviously and i dont blame her...im just saying that its Awful like AWFUL ™™ Mental Illness Hours at my place rn #idk #i wanna cry again #shes everything to me

[with-the-same-tattoos]

Some earlier sketcges from the book illustration project i was working on! I feel like these r far enough removed that i can post them.

#Kaniart #I wanna cry again

[imchronicallydepressed]

Update: I'm losing the lights in my car and I'm fucken freezing.

$85 to get towed to a parking lot less then a mile away. I'm gonna scream

#im so fucken cold #i miss my chevy #ford can kiss my ass #my boyfriends car can suck a fat one #tow trucks are expensive #i wanna cry again

[jlsadphoenix]

The level of respect I have for VP Leni is indescribable

#i couldn’t go to the thanksgiving speech #i Just watched her speech but shit #i wanna cry again #its such a difference #she’s admitting she lost but won’t ever stop her service to the people oh my god #its volunteer time in angat buhay foundation on July 1 my dudes #i Never thought i would find w politician I would truly respect #a* #now ive got leni kiko ka leody and diokno #halalan2022

[sleepysnk]

almost had a full on breakdown this morning because i’m already almost halfway through naruto shippuden

my god i want to go back to a year ago when i first watched og naruto 💔🥲

#summer speaks #god #i hate my life #i wanna cry again #BYE

[i-cannot-think-of-anything16]

I've been Crying For the last 5 Hours For No Reason!!😃

#i wanna cry again #why am i Crying anyways-? #i just stopped To #✨COMFORT SHOW TIME!!!✨ #it's 4:56AM in the morning Too! #thank God I don't need to go to school

[riveramorylunar]

Not me being stressed out again while at work this time...

#river talks🌊 #i wanna cry again

[bilestat]

Consider this an amuse-bouche.

#interview with the vampire #iwtv #armand #louis de pointe du lac #claudia #santiago #the vampire armand #season 2 #video #SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP LOSING MY FUCKING MIND #my stuff #not really but i wanna be able to find this again

[hwxnghyynjin]

they need to close the gym right away 😭😭 i cannot do this anymore

also have this meme 💀💀

That meme is a mood

#answered #clelevanters #tala 🧁 #i wanna cry again #im so exhausted and I hate myself

[xxlelaxx]

I still feel like shit. Everytime I think for two seconds I wanna cry

#ignore me #next time I'll be there my aunt will have her baby #i still havent seen their house #I'm so empty inside #i havent seen them in two years why cant i have nice things #i wanna cry again #theres still so mich i have to undo #i miss our little village and our little city and the sun and my language #i just wanna hear snd speak Portuguese so bad again but everything here is German #my brother tried to speak a little bit after years of not speaking just to cheer me up but its not the same #i wanted to cut my hair #i really dont wanna do it here #they are always so mean

[ecoamerica]

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[tomwambsgays]

it's never too late to confess to your crush that you're crazy for him (unless he's about to die in like 5 minutes, you should hurry the fuck up)

#hoffstrahm #coffinshipping #saw #mark hoffman #peter strahm #saw fanart #my art #my animation #this is my (late) valentines saw contribution lmaooo #this took a while bc i spent most of my time crying and trying to figure out procreate dreams bc i forgor #until i finally gave up and did the rest in my pc #i really wanna animate better lmao but lemme just get this out of my system #wow this is my first hoffstrahm art!! it will happen again!!!!!!

[vngful]

#more like scouring the internet for the nearest pizza place #i wanna draw again #comment down below if i should make dmc doodles again #i probably will LMFAOOOO #devil may cry #dmc #vergil sparda #devil may cry 5 #dmc 5 #dante sparda #dmc memes #vergil dmc #incorrect dmc quotes #dante dmc

[dangoulains-devotion]

you mustn't blame yourself

#FF7 #FFVII #final fantasy 7 #final fantasy vii #advent children #aerith gainsborough #tifa lockhart #aerti #my art #<- i am moonlight elegy on twt #driving myself insane walking in circles thinking about how much guilt tifa must feel #i've already rambled about the weight of grief and other things that threatened to crush tifa so i wont do it again but man. MAN #girls who carry the world on their shoulders #also if anything in this looks fucky just close your eyes. take ur issues up with god. i dont wanna hear it LMAO #i had to cling to the phrase “trust the process” the entire time and buddy my trust was constantly wavering #but this is the best i can do with the idea #i went with tifa's AC fit specifically so that aerith would be holding the ribbon heehehehehe (crying sobbing throwing up)

[midnightkolrath]

Not a day goes by where I don't think about the little 'blink and you'll miss it' smile Vergil does before doing the Jackpot combo attack with Dante in DMC3

I CAUGHT YOU BETWEEN THE FRAMES, YOU CAN'T HIDE IT FROM ME, DOOFUS

#devil may cry #dmc3 #Its so fast that I literally have to watch the frames again to catch it #this man smiles slightly then QUICKLY wipes it off #he's just as sentimental as his brother he just doesn't wanna admit it #god I hate (love) him so much #AAAAAAAAAA #leo's dmc analysis