#i wanna disappear to a hole

[skeletoninthemelonland]

i don’t know why but every time i hear the song “moon river” i immediately think of the springdad au

I'll be honest with you that I haven't heard that song before, and now that I did I'm so happy you mentioned it, thank you so much i'm crying /vpos

#something just clicked /pos #LIKE YALL KNOW THE GHIBLI MOVIE 'WHISPERS OF THE HEART' AND THE FIRST SONG THAT PLAYS IS COUNTRY ROADS???????? #THIS HAS THE SAME VIBE #I JSUT HAD A VISION #I wish I had three brains and 6 arms to better communicate my ideas and be able to work on four different movies #I'M ON THE VERGE I LITERALLY WANNA DIG A HOLE AND START DRAWING UNTIL I STARVE #I WANNA DISAPPEAR FOR TWO WEEKS. THE VERY NEXT POST WILL BE 'PREPARE FOR EMOTIONAL DAMAGE' AND A 2 HOUR-LONG ANIMATED MOVIE

[fellshish]

WAIT. Does ao3 send out emails when you remove an older fic from one of those unrevealed collections azdjdjdjjdjdjdjd help

#like i had hidden an older fic for a longer time bc i wanted to rewrite etc #but yesterday i removed it from the collection #did you guys get an email???? #i wanna just. disappear into a hole #ao3 #like i wasn’t happy w that fic for so long i didn’t think you guys would get emails

[chrollohearttags]

imma prolly be off of here for a day or two. I really don’t care to see the ending or care about it all for that matter. Don’t even care to discuss it and I doubt I’ll be able to filter it. Most importantly, I don’t want to be pessimistic and rain on anybody’s parade so I’ll be mute lmaosjdj. I’ll still be writing away. Hope y’all enjoy. 🫶🏾🤍

#cherry’s asks 🍒 #imma be in my lil hole #I don’t wanna be rambling on while y’all are watching so imma disappear in the cut #it’s nothing personal #eye just am not interested in the canon verse right now #cherry chats 🍒 #I’m depressed enough #ion need need no help

[kassipy]

another day of being openly disliked by my family ☺️

#truly dont know what ive done to be so obviously unlikeable to these ppl #and then they get annoyed when i dont wanna spend time with them #like hullo why would i choose to be around ppl who barely acknowledge my existence to begin with? #cant wait for the day i inevitably disappear from their lives #sigh #time to go back in my hermit hole

[luvmequmi]

losing the idgaf war so bad

#i wanna kms #legit wanna dig a hole and disappear #its painful being alive and conscious of my every breath #hahahahahhhhahaha #im losing it 😹😹🔥🔥 #damn near formless id break if anyone touched me rn 🗣️🔥 #cant even look at myself in fhe mirror 🤣🤣‼️ #the fuck am i living for 😹

[starlit-roses-ships]

don’t you love it when you just burst into tears in front of someone and basically have an anxiety attack over something that is not even a big deal in the slightest 🙃🙃🙃

#vent tag #I want to crawl into a hole and disappear for a while #with my f/os. obviously. #god. I just. ugh. #…you know… that I’ve started to realize about myself #is that I really dislike it when ppl just. spring on me spontaneous offers for plans to do stuff #without first asking if I had anything going on that I needed to do #or without first asking enough time in advance on days where I was already doing stuff #and I’m not a stickler for having to have strict schedules and plans and shit or anything like that #but I do need *some* time in advance to prepare things. both literally (like getting stuff out and ready) and mentally. #like. I only have so much mental and social energy I can give before I just need to be alone and fucking r e s t. #so someone asking me if I wanna join them for something on the same day we’re already doing stuff without enough time in between activities #for me to recuperate is insanely overwhelming and extremely anxiety inducing #I know it’s not a big deal and I can just say no but. ugh #none of this is probably coherent but fuck it I just need somewhere to vent for the time being

[thedeviousdevilxx]

Hate that awkward feeling when your only two friends talk about things they do with their other friends and you just nod along but have nothing to contribute because you’re a huge loner who doesn’t do shit.

#sometimes I wanna crawl into a hole and disappear #working full time and trying to be social when you just don’t wanna be around ppl 90% of the time #only to realize when you do want to socialize it never ever works out because being an adult fucking sucks

[florencewellch]

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#i just wanna crawl into a hole and disappear #my sister has been straight up verbally abusing me these last days just bc of the ticket thing and she refuses to acknowledge she's doing #anything wrong #and my parents are going easy on her #i literally burst into tears at the theater today bc i hit breaking point and couldn't take her shouting all the types of insults at me #anymore #i feel so anxious at home. I'm looking for excuses to not be home during the day #because she has quit her job so shes gonna be home 24/7 #this week. #also shes like 23....

[ghost-proofbaby]

asking about so mordor it is during 24/7 hype is like asking the teacher if there’s hw at the end of class HAHA

nooooo never!!! mordor is my baby

i will be honest — i’ve been avoiding asks about it due to a few unkind ones i’ve gotten recently where people haven’t been the… nicest in the way they expressed wanting an update (but most of you are lovely who ask!! even simple “hey how’s mordor going” is welcome <3). i just haven’t known how to respond i guess.

the short answer is: it’s going! i wish i could give a more definitive answer regarding the next update because i love writing that fic very dearly, but i’ve just worked the last few days and haven’t gotten the chance to sit down and finish the final scene for the next chapter. 😭

the longer answer, which it’s not specifically you that has mentioned this nonnie, but others, is that my process with mordor just takes longer than 24. it’s more involved. when i say i’m working on mordor, it means i am rewatching the show, i am meticulously researching, i am rereading shire and going over my plot specifically for mordor. it’s just a lot more brain power required, which i fully brought upon myself and don’t mind because like i said, i love this fic and getting to write it and share it with you all!! it just means there’s a lot more happening behind the scenes with it on my end. i know it may not seem that way to all of you (as some people have expressed), and i know that maybe some don’t find the writing reflecting all that effort/being up to par, but at the end of the day… i’m trying my best and i’m most worried with my enjoyment. if i’m not enjoying it anymore, then it’ll show in the writing, and that just… isn’t what i want for my fic, y’know?

i really am sorry that updates on mordor take longer, and i am so endlessly appreciative to those of you who are patient enough to wait it out and still show so much support <3 i love y’all. thank you for taking a story that has turned into a very vulnerable part of my heart, and for treating it with care. 🖤

also i’m so sorry for picking on you specifically nonnie you’re just one of the nicer asks i’ve received recently regarding it and i’d rather extend an answer to you then someone being rude!!! <3 thank you for reading and thank you for being excited about it haha ily <3

#basically this is me gently asking to certain anons to not tell me my writing sucks #or that it’s overhyped #or other unkind things i’d rather not ruminate on rn #things like that don’t motivate me as a writer at all #it makes me wanna delete all my work and disappear into a hole lol #which is a tad bit dramatic but oh well #just pls be kind #because i was actually planning to update it very soon now that i have tomorrow off #thank u ily #mordor #AGAIN IM SORRY FOR PICKING ON YOU SPECIFICALLY NONNIE YOU DID NOTHING WRONG IN THIS ASK!!! #it made me laugh!!! #sorry that answer was a lot and really long #it’s possible i’ll delete this later #i sound like a whiny crybaby hahaaaaaaaaaa #also i have gotten a several asks that ARENT rude on anon!! #if you sent in questions about mordor this isn’t about you unless you’ve sent me a whole essay 😅 #the rude asks were significantly longer so please know this isn’t about the short and simple and sweet ones!!!!

[mellowluka]

Currently stuck in a graduation- It doesn’t start until 11 and it’s still only 10:22

Don’t get me wrong, I love my cousin, but there is way too much humanity here TvT

#ramblings #help i wanna disappear #someone dig me a hole

[sweet-child-of-night]

not being able to express myself to other just- uhhhhhhh

#kill me goddamn it #i just wanna hide and die #like uh #i didn't mean it that way like #uhhhh #just wanna dig a hole and die in it #just wanna disappear already

[a-little-bit-poss]

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#i hate when i just wanna disappear #i probed my therapist if my drinking should be a concern at all #cuz like im off weed again for a bit and this is the most consistent ive drank. ie more than once a week and maybe every other day #and she was like if you need to ask its a problem but like i dunno #i feel sensitive and like a bother #i kinda just wanna crawl in a hole and disappear #can i just disappear please #i cant i cant i cant #fuck

[sapphic-woes]

Great.

#i think there was some miscommunication with my roomie and i thought we were gonna hand out today #but i think she went home to see her ma which i swear she said was gonna happen next weekend but like #i dunno like she kinda disappeared and like she could come back but its been hrs and like all classes were cancelled for a footbal game #and she said shed be free yk and i talked abt what i thought we could do and everything like an idiot #and like i dont wanna ask cuz shes been gone for hours and itll seem like i was just waiting for her #which like i kinda was;;; like i wrote and watched youtube but rlly i was like oh we gonna hang out :) #and now I feel dumb...like god ofc she doesnt wanna hang with me im terribly boring #and ik this rant is like. not wat yalk signed up for ik i sound rlly pathetic here but shes my only friend like physically at campus cuz #i had a rlly bad freshman yr and i spiralled and when i finally managed to interact eith ppl it was just her for basically then till senior #and im trying to like not be so isolated these days but im very very very socially anxious and frankly despite my rbf ppl just scare me #i would much rather be a hermit. i think it is a v safe and satisfying life except for the gaping holes of loneliness i feel occasionally #like rn sibsidndisn #i wish i had friends but like friends means talking abd i cannot;;; i just like...like i can hold a convo i can smile i can fake #but god the whole time im melting into a puddle of noooooooooo #anyways i was rlly like ...proud i suggested we hang and proud i thought of a movie night with!!! a drinking game and everything!!! #only to be like 'oh its been three hrs i think shes not in town anymore??' #idbskdheidn im so stupid;;;;;;

[chanel65forlive]

All alone in my thoughts, Alone in my head, all Alone in our bed, feeling like I can never do anything right, feeling like , is it even worth the fight..

#my uplaod #personal #update #unwanted #unloved #doyouevenwantme #dopegirlchanel #traphousebarbie #travis scott #barbie girl #blonde babe #blonde bombshell #girly girl #down the rabbit hole #dallastx #hello kitty #sanrio #i wanna disappear

[doctorwhoisadhd]

im getting sick an tired of the shape im in do you think itll fail do you think its a sin

#as i disappear in the hole in the sky. was it worth all the pain was it all just a lie #my bodys getting sore #and i dont wanna be myself anymore #bones to fucking ohio man #ari opinion hour #blaseball #the garages #bones to ohio (anyone else) #bones to ohio #music

[sugume]

EAT IT !! — JUJUTSU KAISEN

( TW ) f!reader. cunnilings. panty sniffing. tongue fucking. overstimulation.  

FEATURING. Geto Suguru. Gojo Satoru. Toji Fushiguro.

authors note. short n sweet because I’m fighting the worst cold of my life rn

☾ GETO SUGURU 

“Gotta get ready for work, Sugu.” You whisper between the heated kiss. “Ten minutes baby, all I need.” He grins into your mouth before moving to trail kisses down your naked body. He stares up at you with mischievous eyes as he kisses down your stomach before disappearing under the duvet cover. You bite your lip in anticipation as Suguru slowly spreads your legs open. You arch in surprise when he spits on your pussy and before you have time to comprehend what he’s doing he lowers his head and covers the entirety of your pussy with his mouth. You gasp, back arching higher off the bed when he slurps at your juices. “Pussy tastes s’good baby.” Suguru praises, trying suck at everything he can get in his mouth. “Mm—you eat me so good Sugu.” “Oh yeah? Why don’t you thank me then?” He bites down one of your swollen lips between his teeth. “Suguru!” “Say thank you, baby.” He laughs, letting go to give the other the same treatment. “Thank you, Thank you Sugu!” 

☾ GOJO SATORU 

“Look how fucking perfect you look, angel.” Satoru groans into your panty-clad pussy, grip tightening on your thighs. “S-Satoru!” You cry, your hands gripping the counter behind you as your boyfriend lifts one of your legs onto his shoulders. “Fuck angel, you smell so fucking good. Wanna stay down here forever.” Satoru mumbles into your pussy before taking another big sniff. He exhales and places another kiss over your panties before moving them to the side. “Pretty, s’pretty.” Satoru runs his tongue over your opening a few times before dragging his soaked tongue higher to your clit. You moan when he brings his soft lips to your clit and sucks. “Satoru, ohmygod!” You scream, throwing your head back when he chuckles into your swelling clit and starts to suck even harder. “Don’t s-stop! Don’t stop—hmm—oh!” You cry out, bringing your hands down to push his face impossibly closer to your clit. “m’gonna cum Satoru!” 

☾ TOJI FUSHIGURO 

“No more Toji!” You cry, trying to pull him from the spot between your legs. “No.” He lifts his soaked face to grumble and move your hands. “One more.” You throw your head back and cry when he says that. You shouldn’t have told him you couldn’t come from head. “Color?” “G-green.” You could take one more, you weren’t gonna tap out now. “Good girl, now m’gonna make you come with just my tongue.” He explains, dragging his tongue up your overstimulated pussy. You hiss at the feeling, hands going back to his hair. Toji drags his tongue up and down your pussy a few more times before bringing it to your hole. He pushes it in. You moan thighs clenching around his head. “Too much—‘s too much!” You scream when he picks up the pace, tongue fucking you faster—better—than most of the men you’ve fucked. “gonna cum again!” You scream, eyes rolling to the back of your head as your pussy contracts on Toji’s tongue.  

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