#i wanna fall in love and cry about it to mitski again

[ch1-kasako]

NO PLEASE I LOVE READING CUPHEAD HCS PLEASE PLEASE I HAVE SOME BRO SHARING IS CARING NEOW BROO PLEASEEEE😭

OH GOD I'M SCARED OKAT I'LL JUST LIST OFF THE ONES AT HBE TOP OF MY HEAD

•his conscience is based kinda like a boat tower thing where there's this big ass building that has a light that changes colour based on his emotions and when he goes into a black out it shines red really bright and there's like black and yellow accents

•most of the beings in his conscience/conscious idk are different vers of him and there's one of him that's a whole ass wendigo

•really likes cats, cats r his fave animal omg

• will wood, MSI and maybe mitski coded idk

•cuddle bug, if he falls asleep in yo arms you r NOT moving🙏

•lowkey bi, screw the wiki he's def kissed some men

•can cook, but can only cook what kettle has taught him, couldn't make a simple fried egg but could cook a while 5* steak and mash no problem and could make the best cakes ever (credits to baroness von bon bon she def taught him💪)

•has probably been fed human before by blackhat and flug

•used to be besties w dementia

•mamas boy🙏

•is the one out of him and mugs that can actually save money somehow even though he's the one who has a gambling addiction

•remember the fight w him and bendy where bends bit his arm? Yeah, that arm is completely numb, occasionally nibbles on it like a stress toy

•would cry if someone gave him a cat on his birthday, especially if it was old asf or disabled in some way, would care for it like his own child

•no idea what happened between him and meg but would also cry if he had to face her again (she would humiliate his ass like the queen she is🎀)

•has had the most questionable convos w Jeremy Fairfax ever

•lowkey would be a small spoon when he's sad

•has really nice nails and actually natural eyeliner, like he looks like he's wearing eyeliner but he isn't he just built that way

•man boobs, had a breast reduction during his heart surgery non-consentually😭

•walks like a model (natural catwalk or whatever but not as dramatic)

•i honestly feel like demitasse wouldn't accept him as her son because of his demon blood :(

•one of his eyes has a yellow spot near his pupil and the other has a pink spot near the edge of his iris (I'm not sure if it's heterochromia or central heterochromia)

•cried so hard he had a panic attack when he woke up after nearly dying during the experiment when he was like 13 and mugs was scared for him :((((

•his pupils expand like a cat when he sees someone he loves or when he eats sugary stuff (cat coded💪💪)

•his nails r claw like, meow ig

•goes limp when ppl touch his hair, like that shit hits different he will melt that's why he hates it when ppl touch his hair

•knows like one dance meg taught him, and just so happens he only knows the woman's role so it's basically useless to him

•Quadratus once told him to look at the stars to guide him (when he had just lost to the devil and was about to leave inkwell isles) and if the stars failed him to turn to the oceans waters and call to quadratus for help (I like to think quadratus can just spawn in any water source but only if u use a certain rune that cup knows)

•lowkey really likes learning about cannibalism and crazy shit like that

•along with wood lillies, some of his fave flowers r black dahlias, roses, lily of the valley, spider lilies, and others🙏🙏

Let me know is there is anymore type of headacmons u wanna know about I have angst, NSFW and probably a lot more idk🙏🙏 holy shit I need to learn how to spell and type slowly😭

#bendy and boris in the inky mystery #quest cuphead #inky mystery #babtqftim

[twsthc]

twst character playlists 🎧☆

⚠️ warnings: i have bad music taste. also a lot of nightcore. sorry.

last updated: october 10, 2023

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Riddle: Bôa - Twilight , Laufey - Let You Break My Heart Again , Nakaniwano Shoujyotachi - SHISHAMO

i was thinking about putting in regal classical music or something, but its like, the whole point of riddle is hes a KID and that was taken from him

this is what he sounds like on the inside; a sad teenager lmao

Ace: Estelle - American Boy , Pharrell williams - Hug me , Bruno Mars & Cardi B - Finesse

teenage boy pilled

HUG ME! BRING IT IN! WOOO!!

Deuce: Beastie Boys - Fight for Your Right , Childish Gambino - Girls Look Better , ROAR - Christmas Kids , Wheatus - Teenage Dirtbag

2 people simultaneously agreed hed listen to the Beastie Boys in my discord so here we are!!

Cater: Azelia Banks - ANNA WINTOUR , Magdalena Bay - How to Get Physical , Katy Perry - California Gurls , Mitski - Washing Machine Heart

Azelia and Beyonce are in there cuz pop culture and cater and blah blah blah

i personally think hes a nightcore avril lavigne kid

Trey: BTS - 134340 , Sion - lies , Hyeln Joo - Hair Cut (미장원)

i would give you some super deep and understandable reason for these but.

idk!!! it just sounds like trey. this is what he sounds like.

🥩🎶

Leona: A Tribe Called Quest - Electric Relaxation , MF DOOM - Hoe Cakes , Sade - Smooth Operator , Kendrick Lamar - We Cry Together

i had to consult the african council (my dad) for this one

ATCQ of course, and Sade because my dad asked politely

Ruggie: GROOVY - Jersey Luv , Tay-K I <3 My Choppa , Lil Gnar - Sticky Rice , Odetari x 9lives - I LOVE YOU HOE

i dont have to explain myself to you

(hes african american boy coded)

Jack: Ice Cube - It Was A Good Day , Micheal Jackson - Rock With You , Bell Biv Devoe - Poison , De La Soul - Me Myself and I

i think he would be into oldies and ruggie would tease him for it

micheal jackson stan

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Azul: ABBA - Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! , Dalida - Love In Portofino , Caravan Palace - Lone Digger , Caro Emerald - Tangled Up (Lokee Remix)

old sounding music for the "nostalgia" (he wasn't even born during these eras)

the songs that play at the lounge and it kinda got stuck in his head

he fantasizes about preforming these songs in drag btw

Jade: Antonia Carlos Jobim - Girl From Ipanema , Laufey - From the Start , CAPSULE - TICTAC

songs he listens to on long hikes while thinking about violence

Floyd: 41 minutes of Roblox music , Megurine Luka - Tako Luka Maguro Fever , Euday L. Bowman - Twelfth Street Rag , ₳С₴łĐ₳ - PRIVET PRIVET 2009 ST

haha get it spongebob music because hes a fish

(gets booed off stage)

🌞🎼

Kalim: Serani Poji -Pipo Pipo , 레드벨벳 - Day 1 , takeshi abo - LEASE , MAXIMUM THE HORMONE - ChuChu Lovely...

cutie patootie happy-go-lucky songs

i feel like Takeshi Abo - LEASE is what goes through his head on loop 24/7

Jamil: Paramore - Renegade , Bôa - Duvet , beabadoobee - the perfect pair , LeTigreWorld - Deceptacon , Mitski - Washing Machine Heart

Paramore - Renegade was actually a recommendation! thank you yorick :3

otherwise i think rock/soft heartbroken songs go well with him

👑🎶

Vil: Lana Del Rey - Doin' Time , Magdalena Bay - Killshot , Kitty Kallen - It's Been a Long, Long Time , Mitski - Liquid Smooth

queen. flawless. stilettos. category: bad bitch.

too classy for this world, forever that girl

Epel: KYLE - Don't Wanna Fall In Love , Ram Jam - Black Betty , WHAM! - Everything She Wants , Hot Freaks - I Wanna Be Your Boyfriend

a mix of older and newer songs i guess

i hc he works on a family farm (for fun and allowance). hed be blasting Black Betty in his left airpod while wrestling a sheep in the mud

music taste slightly influenced by deuce and jack methinks

Rook: Vendredi sur Mer - Écoute chérie , Camille - Le Festin , ラムのラブソング , Shelly Duvall - He Needs Me

you know i had to do it to em

okay but these songs unironically fit rook to me idk

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Idia: 【らき☆すた】スーパーアハアハデラックス , 初音PV新作くるみ☆ぽんちお.flv , Caramella Girls - Caramelldansen , 6arelyhuman - Hands up!

the first one represents how i hc he listens to those 16 year old anime tohou remixes on a daily. he injects them into his veins.

nico nico douga war veteran. u u uma uma...

Ortho: Nanoray - DesktopBuddy , METAROOM - S.N.U.F.F.Y

cute and electronic sounding songs!!

🐉🎼

Malleus: Malice Mizer - Ma Chérie , this entire playlist , Yoko Kanno - Green Bird , NASTYONA - My September ,

being honest idk much about malleus

all i know is he would listen to malice mizer and he is gay

Silver: The Smiths - Heaven Knows I'm Miserable now , Burn The Ballroom - Kiss Me You Animal , Wienners - GOD SAVE THE MUSIC

lilia influenced his music taste a lot

Sebek: deaf, doesn't listen to music

Lilia: Mothy - ヴェノマニア公の狂気 , MASA WORKS DESIGN - 狐の嫁入り , Kenshi Yonezu - KICK BACK

trying to stay true to his war general roots while also remembering hes a gamer otaku thing now...

also hes in the "light" music club so

#twst #twisted wonderland #twst headcanons #music #playlist #riddle rosehearts #leona kingscholar #kalim al asim #vil schoenheit #idia shroud #malleus draconia #making this hurt me physically #for some reason the octatrio were the hardest to assign??? #despite them being my favorite dorm #hmmm #character playlist #twsthc

[afreakingdork]

Crush Too Much - Master Playlist

Here is the current master-list of all the songs you all have recommended to go along with Crush Too Much! This page will update as more songs come in:

Mirror Mirror (White Trailer) by Jeff Williams

Ocean Away by Barlow & Bear

El Clavo by Prince Royce

If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn by Sleeping With Sirens

Figure You Out by Djo

Go for It by Djo

Connect the Dots by Greer

Rocky and Window by Still Woozy

First Time by Lucy Dacus

Kissing Lessons by Lucy Dacus

Baby by Hippo Campus

Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

El Tango De Roxanne by Ewan McGregor, Jacek Koman, and José Feliciano

Tongues & Teeth by The Crane Wives

Never Love an Anchor by The Crane Wives

I'm Not Crazy by Kevin Walkman

Shit by Bo Burnham

Your Stupid Face by Kaden MacKay

Coffee by Jack Stauber

Let You Break My Heart Again by Laufey and Philharmonia Orchestra

Two Time by Jack Stauber

Nobody Gets Me by SZA

Meteor Shower by Cavetown

I Like You by dandelion hands

Ocean Waves by Alaina Castillo

Smitten by Leanna Firestone

Olive Branch by Sophie Holohan

O Sol e a Lua by Pequeno Cidadão

Sally’s Song by Catherine O'Hara

To Exist With You by Madilyn Mei

Roses by Phoneboy

Boy's a Liar by PinkPantheress

Dsco by Sweet Trip

Genesis by Grimes

Remember When by Wallows

i love you by Billie Eilish

Just a Friend to You by Meghan Trainor

The Winner Takes It All by ABBA

I Love You So by The Walters

Line Without a Hook by Ricky Montgomery

Mr. Brightside by The Killers

The Night We Met by Lord Huron

An Idiot by Phemiec

Where Do the Lonely Souls Go? by George Salazar

Less and Less by Matt Maltese

Irrational by Cavetown

Without You Around by Rare Americans

Loverboy by A-Wall

What About Me (Television / So Far So Good) by Rex Orange County

Out of My League by Fitz and The Tantrums

Fear & Delight by The Correspondents

Bullet by Saint Motel

i think you're really cool by Guardin

Obsession by OK Go

Feel Better by Penelope Scott

Teenage Runaways by Hot Milk

Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy

Again by Crusher-P

despair by leo.

Where Did the Party Go by Fall Out Boy

Almost Is Never Enough by Ariana Grande

Invisible by Anna Clendening

Starry Night by Jordan Critz

Dark Beach by PASTEL GHOST

All I Wanted by Paramore

Astronomy by Conan Gray

Nervous by The Neighbourhood

Afraid by The Neighbourhood

I Want You by Mitski

Francis Forever by Mitski

First Love / Late Spring by Mitski

Humpty by Mitski

The Only Heartbreaker by Mitski

Come Into the Water by Mitski

Escapism. by 070 Shake and Raye

Kawaki wo Ameku by Minami (カワキヲアメク by 美波)

I Really Want to Stay at Your House by Hallie Coggins and Rosa Walton

save your breath by JVKE

Tonight I Wanna Cry by Keith Urban

Painkiller by Beach Bunny

Sunsetz by Cigarettes After Sex

Snow by Ricky Montgomery

Let Her Go - Acoustic by Passenger

Why Do I by Set it off, Hatsune Miku

Bite Me by Avril Lavigne

Bad Habit

Song by Steve Lacy

In an Emergency Such as the End of the World by Chase Petra

Wait On by Hayley Williams

Asystole by Hayley Williams

firearm by Lizzy McAlpine

I Know the End by Phoebe Bridgers

Yours by Conan Gray

Lover, You Should've Come Over by Jeff Buckley

i want, doesn't get by DellaXOZ

Hope by Blood Orange and Dev Hynes

Never Wanna Fall in Love With U by nelward

The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives

Can't Help Falling in Love by Elvis Presley

Heartache Tonight by Eagles

Waves By Dean Lewis

I'm Not in Love by 10cc

Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri

Ready To Love by Emarosa

Cautious by Emarosa

Wait, Stay by Emarosa

Fireworks by Mitski

Eternity With You by Adventure Time feat. Michaela Dietz & Zuzu

Monsters by All Time Low feat. Demi Lovato and blackbear

Out Like a Light by Ricky Montgomery & The Honeysticks

j's lullaby (darlin' i'd wait for you) by Delaney Bailey

I Don't Wanna Be Okay Without You by Charlie Burg

Don’t Wanna Fall in Love by Jane Child

Grow As We Go by Ben Platt

Creep by Radiohead

Happy by Mitski

Someone You Like by The Girl and the Dreamcatcher

An Awkward Duet by Dodie and Jon Cozart

Ma Belle Evangeline by Jim Cummings

Mamma Mia by ABBA

Um, it's Kind of a Lot by Will Wood

Hollywood by Jukebox the Ghost

Would You Be So Kind? by Dodie

Kill the Director by The Wombats

Conversations with the Moon By grentperez

The Color Violet by Tory Lanez

Heart Attack by Demi Lovato

Maybe So by Kid Cudi

Can’t Shake Her by Kid Cudi featuring Ty Dolla $ign

Willing to Trust by Kid Cudi featuring Ty Dolla $ign

Want It Bad by Cowboy Malfoy

My Heart Is Buried In Venice by Ricky Montgomery

Violet by Wild Party

A Shitty Love Song by Jye

You Are in Love by Taylor Swift

Accidentally In Love by Counting Crows

I Hear a Symphony by Cody Fry

FFF by Zara Larsson

Heartbeat by Childish Gambino

Head Over Heels by Tears for Fears

Here With Me by d4vd

One More Shot by CIL

Hopelessly Devoted To You by Olivia Newton-John

I Ain't Perfect by IV of Spades

If It All Goes South by Sammy Rae & The Friends

I Dare You by The Regrettes

Sarcasm by Get Scared

Die for You by Joji

golden hour by JVKE

moon and back by JVKE

this is what falling in love feels like by JVKE

how deep? by Tai Verdes

Nonsense by Sabrina Carpenter

Glimpse of Us by Joji

Try Again by JAEHYUN and d.ear

Pluto Projector by Rex Orange County

Wag Kang Mag-expect, Tanga by Fishy Bishie

All I Ask by Adele

Against the Kitchen Floor by Will Wood

Absence by Rio Romeo

Inarticulation by Rio Romeo

Never There Enough by PROM

Ever After by Marianas Trench

Science & Faith by The Script

Patchwork Staccato by Rachie

Hopeless by Khalid

It Ain’t Over ’til It’s Over by Lenny Kravitz

Snow On The Beach by Taylor Swift and Lana Del Rey

Your Hands Are Cold by Dario Marianli and Jean-Yves Thibaudet

A Postcard to Henry Purcell by Dario Marianli and Jean-Yves Thibaudet

Salut d'Amour by Edward Elgar

What's Wrong by half•alive

Dandelions by Ruth B

Move Me by half•alive

Arrow by half•alive

selfdestruct by torr

Lovers Rock by TV Girl

I Didn't Know That I Could Feel This Way by Roger Bart and Susan Egan

Pink in the Night by Mitski

A New Hour by Mr.Kitty

@cryptkillo was kind enough to put together a Spotify Version!

#crushtoomuchfic #playlist #music

[foggybear42]

the songs i have on my elody playlist and the lyrics in said songs that remind me of her

this ended up being a very long post so press read more to see the full thing

Alone And Sublime - Mother Mother

Aren't I supposed to wanna fight for love? / And life? / Everything that people say is right? / Am I so wrong to cry only when there's something in my eye? / Am I to die alone and sublime?

I threw a pebble in a stream / And let it go about as easily as love that might prosper / All the things they sing about in gospels. / Am I so awful, to stumble only when I'm walking with another? / Is it a blunder to die alone and sublime?

[aroace elody for the win]

Coming Back to Me - Leith Ross

Last week, I wondered if dying would feel like the stories the Catholic Church told / But I used to talk to my mother about how I just couldn't wait to get old

[also just the general feeling of realising that instead of viewing the world with the child-like wonder that you had as a kid, you now view the world with a sour cynicism]

doomsday - Lizzy Mcalpine

Pull the plug, make it painless / I don't want a violent end / Don't say that you'll always love me / 'Cause you know I'd bleed myself dry for you over and over again

I don't get a choice in the matter / Why would I? It's only the death of me

Eight - Sleeping at Last

I was just a kid who grew up strong enough / To pick this armor up / And suddenly it fit

I was little, I was weak and perfectly naive / And I grew up too quick

When I see fragile things, helpless things, broken things / I see the familiar / I was little, I was weak, I was perfect, too / Now I'm a broken mirror

I'm standing guard, I'm falling apart / And all I want is to trust you / Show me how to lay my sword down / For long enough to let you through

I'm just a kid who grew up scared enough / To hold the door shut / And bury my innocence

I'ma shake the ground with all my might / And I will pull my whole heart up to the surface / For the innocent, for the vulnerable / And I'll show up on the front lines with a purpose / And I'll give all I have, I'll give my blood, give my sweat / An ocean of tears will spill for what is broken / I'm shattered porcelain, glued back together again / Invincible like I've never been

Hate Yourself - TV Girl

I'd think you'd fall in love with anyone / Who fell in love with you

So take comfort / Cruel comfort / Before you start to wonder / How you got locked inside your room

Do you let them down, gently? / Does it only make it harder? / To let the feeling linger / To drag it out a little longer / Does it put your mind at ease? / But you're the one who brought 'em here / You're the one who has to take them when you leave / And how long will it… / Take? / Before you start to hate yourself

I Guess - Mitski

It's been you and me / Since before I was me / Without you, I don't yet know / Quite how to live

It's still as a pond / I am staring into / From here, I can say / Thank you / From here, I can tell you / Thank you

Inkpot Gods - The Amazing Devil

And what you see is not the dark / It's just the gods upturning ink pots 'cause they know what you'll become

And to those gods, I will speak bluntly / "We've an accord, if you ever touch or harm him / Please, rest assured that you might not fear a man / But to a woman, by the end, you'll kneel and plea / 'Cause I'm more than what my mum told me to be"

And I can hear him break / And he doesn't understand / And I wish that I could take his hand / But where I'm going is for me and me alone

If I don't make it back from where I've gone / Just know I loved you all along

Me and My Husband - Mitski

But me and my husband / We're doing better / It's always been just him and me / Together / So I bet all I have on that / Furrowed brow / And at least in this lifetime / We're sticking together / Me and my husband / We're sticking together

Savior Complex - Phoebe Bridgers

I drag you to the shore / Sweating through the heat / You're gonna drown in your sleep / For sure / Wake up and start a big fire / In our one room apartment / But I'm too tired / To have a pissing contest

I'm a bad liar / With a savior complex

[i really just hc that elody has a big saviour complex]

Screams and Dreams - Faye

And I guess this is the way it ends / And there's no point in staying friends / And I remember when you told me that you loved me / Little did I know and little did I say / You were over your head and I hadn't yet said / What's true in our heart

So I wish upon a star / And I promise I'll go far / And I close my eyes at once / And I hear a thousand songs

[mostly just added the "wish upon a star" part because it makes me think of fairy tales, and elody is, in fact, a fairy tale herself]

Show You a Body - Haley Heynderickx

I am letting you go / I am letting you go / I am letting you go awry

It was more a mirage / In sickness and health

[all the other lyrics fit elody in a more vibe-y way than a literal way]

Slow Down - Laufey

I wish it would slow down / Even for a second / I'm so old now / Left my adolescence

Think I found somebody / But don't think that it's love

The Night We Met - Lord Huron

I had all and then most of you / Some and now none of you / Take me back to the night we met / I don't know what I'm supposed to do / Haunted by the ghost of you / Oh, take me back to the night we met

Two Slow Dancers - Mitski

It's funny how they're all the same / It's funny how you always remember / And we've both done it all a hundred times before / It's funny how I still forgot / It would be a hundred times easier / If we were young again

When - Dodie

I think I've been telling lies / 'Cause I've never been in love

Sure, I'll live in the moment / But I'm never happy here

Memories painted with much brighter ink / They tell me I loved, teach me how to think

I'm waiting to live, and waiting to love / Oh, it'll be over, and I'll still be asking when

[aroace elody for the win pt2]

and here's the playlist itself!! (art by polarsirens)

#princess elody #princess elody of greenleigh #neverafter elody #elody of greenleigh #d20 elody #neverafter #neverafter d20 #d20 neverafter #d20 #dimension 20 #fan playlist #fandom playlist #thats probably enough tags lmao

[jxbsbokuto]

HELLO congratulations on 300! your blog is really easy and pleasant to the eyes and i’m looking forward to see more of your writing!! For the event can i request ‘susie save your love’ by mitski & allie x as the song? The character would be chuuya nakahara bc i live for that short mf, i don’t have a particular verse or trope bc the entire song is so good i cant pick asgjfjgdfj anyways thank you!

a/n: first of all I'm rlly rlly sorry for the delay on this but I hope you'll like it!!

cw: alcohol

Chuuya was startled when you texted him at 2 a.m, drunk.

>> hace you seegn him?

>> im wsiting for hum

>> its so colld

Almost instantly, he got up from bed and went to your rescue once again. When he gets to the front of the bar you are leaning against the street pole with a bottle of whiskey in hand.

Your cheeks are red due to the alcohol, eyes half-lidded, and lips puckered in a pout. In his eyes, you were looking adorable, pretty even, but this isn't the right time to admire your beauty.

He knows the reason why you're like his, and it pisses him off. It hurts him to see you giving your all to someone who doesn't deserve half of it. You were trying to fix a shattered glass with bare hands and tape, only piling up scratches and wounds in your skin.

"Chuuuuuuya!" You open your arms, surprised to see him.

"Hey, Y/n." The ginger envelops you in a hug, his breath hitches when you reciprocate the action with a tight and warm embrace. "Let's get you home."

"Nooo!" You protest, untangling yourself from your friend.

"Yes." he insists.

"You're no fun, Chuu. I don't wanna go, I wanna see him."

"He's not coming, Y/n. And I'm not taking you to see that bastard."

You frown, bottom lip quivering as your eyes begin to glisten.

"I need to see him, Chuuya."

Just how many times would you cry because of him? Nakahara can't even count in his fingers the number of times you did in front of him and he prefers not to think about the ones when he wasn't around.

He grabs your elbow, firmly but gently, and tugs you closer to his body.

"Save your love to someone who deserves it, Y/n."

"He does deser-"

"No, he doesn't. Do you have any idea how it feels to see you hurting because of him? It's frustrating to just stand here while you tear yourself apart for someone who's gonna leave at the first opportunity. He doesn't deserve your love and he doesn't deserve you, but I do."

Your breath gets caught in your throat. There's no response for him in your head, you can only stare in surprise.

Now he walks you to his car without resistance, you sit on the passenger's seat silently, still trying to process his words.

If he had said this weeks ago he would've regretted confessing in such a way, but it is way past the time you opened your eyes to what is right in front of you.

You aren't dumb, you knew you had put yourself in a hard position. You had hoped you could fix him, only to fall into a spiral of deceptions and heartbreaks. And Chuuya was there the whole time, to try to comfort you, to give you your favorite chocolate so you'd stop crying, to take you out for a walk so you'd clear your head, but you were too blind by the idea of being a hero and saving someone to notice that you were slowly being saved by the ginger.

The whole ride is silent. You think he's mad at you, so you slide yourself in the seat, praying it could swallow you as a whole and break you free from the tension in the air.

Chuuya gets you to your apartment complex safely, walks you to your door, and waits for you to unlock it so he can go home.

"Wait." You grab the hem of his jacket. "...Can you stay the night?" You keep your eyes on the ground, afraid of his answer.

He stays quiet for a moment and sighs.

"Yeah, I can."

Chuuya knows he won't be able to save your love in a single night, but he is more than willing to fight for it.

likes and reblogs are more than appreciated!<3

masterlist

#♪ - junkbox! #chuuya bsd #chuuya x reader #chuuya fluff #bsd fluff #bsd x reader #bsd x you #bsd x y/n #bsd x gender neutral reader #chuuya x you #chuuya x y/n #chuuya x gender neutral reader #jxbsbsd #jxbschuuya

[ashthedrawer]

DIOLES PLAYLIST

EVERYONE

My Time - Bo En

The Phoenix - Fall Out Boy

The Last of the Real Ones - Fall Out Boy

I’m Still Standing - Elton John

My Alcoholic Friends - The Dresden Dolls

Burning Pile - Mother Mother

A Pearl - Mitski

Wrecking Ball - Mother Mother

Problems - Mother Mother

Hayloft II - Mother Mother

Istanbul (Not Constantinople) - They Might Be Giants

Seven Nation Army - The White Stripes

Fourth of July - Sufjan Stevens

Young - Vacations

Mind Over Matter - Young the Giant

Karma Police - Radiohead

Non-stop - Lin Manuel Miranda

4:00 A.M. - Taeko Onuki

I Hear a Symphony - Cody Fry

Just Take My Wallet - Jack Stauber

Christmas Kids - Roar

Black Sheep - Metric

Love, Me Normally - Will Wood

Young and Menace - Fall Out Boy

Just - Radiohead

Exit Music (For a Film) - Radiohead

Backdrifts - Radiohead

Safe & Sound - Taylor Swift

KICK BACK - Kenshi Yonezu

Centuries - Fall Out Boy

Duvet - Slowed Down Version - Bôa

My Body’s Made of Crushed Little Stars - Mitski

Malmo - Mook

THE BOARD GAME CLUB

Counting Stars - OneRepublic

One Normal Night - Company

Freaks - Surf Curse

Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana

First Rate Town - Good Kid

Blame It On The Kids - AViVA

The Adults Are Talking - The Strokes

Undercover Martyn - Two Door Cinema Club

FELIX

Boys Don’t Cry - The Cure

The Main Character - Will Wood

Brave as a Noun - AJJ

First Rate Town - Good Kid

Action Movie Hero Boy - Lemon Demon

Punk Tactics - Joey Valence & Brad

Shame - Mitski

Motion Picture Soundtrack - Radiohead

Look Away - The Dear Hunter

WINOLA

Bugbear - Chloe Moriondo

No Surprises - Radiohead

Monet Issues - Chase Petra

The Deal - Mitski

JANUARY

Everybody Loves Me - OneRepublic

Can I Get a Witness - SonReal

Say It Ain’t So - Weezer

Family Line - Conan Gray

Kiss Me, Son of a God - They Might Be Giants

Seventeen - Marina

Remember My Name - Mitski

When Will My Life Begin? - Mandy Moore

When Memories Snow - Mitski

My Shot - Lin Manuel Miranda

This Is The Life - Son Lux, Mitski, David Byrne

The Ultracheese - Arctic Monkeys

MADDOX

Afraid - The Neighbourhood

Boys Don’t Cry - The Cure

First Love/Late Spring - Mitski

Blue Hair - TV Girl

AKALI

First Love/Late Spring - Mitski

First Rate Town - Good Kid

Blue Hair - TV Girl

Rises the Moon - Liana Flores

BLISS

First Rate Town - Good Kid

The Soccer Journals - Everybody’s Worried About Owen

Daughter of a Cop - TV Girl

AVIL

Other Friends - Steven Universe

Oh Klahoma - Jack Stauber

Aimed to Kill - Jade LeMac

Blue Hair - TV Girl

My Love Mine All Mine - Mitski

ALZENA

I Bet On Losing Dogs - Mitski

Woman - Doja Cat

Poison - Bell Biv DeVoe

Toxic - Britney Spears

Back to the Old House - The Smiths

NYSSA

Better Than Me - The Brobecks

ASTLEY

People I Don’t Like - UPSAHL

Neutral Spirit Hotel - Local News Legend

Honey Whiskey - Nothing But Thieves

A Song Dedicated to the Memory of Stormy the Rabbit - AJJ

Mama’s Boy - Dominic Fike

Bug Like an Angel - Mitski

Crab - Alex G

RORY

Princess - TOPHAMHAT-KYO

2econd 2ight 2eer (That Was Fun, Goodbye.) - Will Wood

Nunemaker’s Parable - Everybody’s Worried About Owen

Sandy - Alex G

WILDER

Creep - Radiohead

Time/Space - Alex G

KUALI’I

Fog (Again) [Live] - Radiohead

Time/Space - Alex G

GUNTHER

Sharks - Imagine Dragons

Sky Like Dreams (SU) - CNML

Step On Me - The Cardigans

Are We Still Friends? - Tyler, The Creator

Back In School - Mother Mother

Rhinestone Eyes - Gorillaz

GOSSIP - Måneskin

I Don’t Smoke - Mitski

Sportstar - Alex G

MR PRADER

History Has Its Eyes On You - Christopher Jackson

I’ll Make a Man Out of You - Donny Osmond

PARADISE

Mad Hatter - Melanie Martinez

I WANNA BE YOUR SLAVE - Måneskin

Just a Man - Jorge Rivera-Herrans

The Man Who Sold the World (Live) - Nirvana

Stick Up - Grandson

Crossfire - Stephen

INDUSTRY BABY - Lil Nas X, Jack Harlow

Outliars and Hyppocrates: A Fun Fact About Apples - Will wood

Suburbia Overture / Greetings from Mary Bell Township! / (Vampire) Culture / Love Me, Normally - Will Wood

Memento Mori: The Most Important Thing In The World - Will Wood

Marsha, Thankk You for the Dialectics, but I Need You to Leave - Will Wood

Blackbox Warrior - OKULTRA - Will Wood

I/Me/Myself - Will Wood

6up 5oh Cop Out (Pro / Con) - Will Wood and the Tapeworms

Starman - David Bowie

FightSong - Eve

Belly Up - Return to Dust

GOSSIP - Måneskin

2+2=5 - Radiohead

Little Dark Age - MGMT

Backlight - ADO

Hate Me - DED

The Principal - Melanie Martinez

Stained Glass Eyes and Colourful Tears - Pierce the Veil

Digital Silence - Peter McPoland

Gangsta’s Paradise - Coolio, L.V.

What’s Up Danger - Blackway, Black Caviar

Filth and Squalor - The Dear Hunter

We’ve Got a Score to Settle - The Dear Hunter

Stranger Than Paradise - Mook

VINCENT

Feeling Good - Michael Bublé

My Ordinary Life - The Living Tombstone

Ruler of Everything - Tally Hall

Belly Up - Return to Dust

Mr. Malum - The Dear Hunter

Stained Glass Eyes and Colourful Tears - Pierce the Veil

HAVEN

Belly Up - Return to Dust

Ribs - The Crane Wives

Stained Glass Eyes and Colourful Tears - Pierce the Veil

MANON

Mama’s Boy - Dominic Fike

& - Tally Hall

Jerry Was a Race Car Driver - Primus

BORISLAVA

Mama’s Boy - Dominic Fike

Duvet - Bôa

EINAR

Just a Man - Jorge Rivera-Herrans

Stick Up - Grandson

SHEHANI

Oh No! - Marina

Class Fight - Melanie Martinez

ATIAH

INDUSTRY BABY - Lil Nas X, Jack Harlow

Oh No! - Marina

Murder on the Dancefloor - Sophie Eliss-Bextor

UNA

Oh No! - Marina

PRESSURE BOMB 3?!?! - Jhariah

HIRAYA

Six Shooter - Coyote Kisses

Show & Tell - Melanie Martinez

Brutal - Olivia Rodrigo

Dollhouse - Melanie Martinez

Oh No! - Marina

Teen Idle - Marina

PAISLEY

Full Disclosure - Steven Universe

Brand New City - Mitski

There is a Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths

Well, Better Than The Alternative - Will Wood

Vampire Empire - Big Thief

I’m Your Man - Mitski

REAGAN

I Want You - Mitski

Full Disclosure - Steven Universe

I Don’t Smoke - Mitski

I Will - Mitski

Drunk Walk Home - Mitski

VENUS

Peace and Love on the Planet Earth - Steven Universe

TINDRA

Escapism - Steven Universe

HARU

Love Like You - Steven Universe

Cop Car - Mitski

REESE

Sugar Pills - I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

Mary - Alex G

OLIVIA

Never Love an Anchor - The Crane Wives

#Spotify #dioles tag #my ocs #ocs #character playlist

[grandmofftarkinsuggestions]

x. natasi daala

chronic. i love women <3. i keep thinking about her feeling lonely and betrayed on the maw after years and years of waiting for a (unbeknownst to her) dead man to return and it's driving me insane. the guilt and anger she felt when she finally found out he didn't mean to leave her.... dear g-d. someone take me out and shoot me dead in the middle of the street.

lyrics under the cut.

real men - mitski

- real men keep cool in the face of a fire / go down with the ship / and real men don't eat / 'cause they're above that, damn it / oh, i'm gonna be a real man / though honestly, sir / all i wanna do is get naked in front of you / so you can look me up and down / and give me your love for being so good

oh no! - marina

- one track mind, one track heart / if i fail, i'll fall apart / maybe it is all a test / 'cause i feel like i'm the worst / so i always act like i'm the best

do it for her - zach callison, grace rolek, deedee magno hall

- yes, but put your whole body into it / everything you have, everything you are / you've got to give / on the battlefield / when everything is chaos / and you have nothing but the way you feel, your strategy, and a sword / you just think about the life you'll have together after the war

fear the future - st vincent

- when the war start anew / in our bed, in our room / i'll come for you / come for me too

lady grinning soul - david bowie

- and when the clothes are strewn / don't be afraid of the room / touch the fullness of her breast / feel the love of her caress / she will be your living end

he needs me - shelley duvall

- and all at once i knew / i knew at once / i knew he needed me / until the day i die / i won't know why / i knew he needed me

my favorite mistake - sheryl crow

- did you know when you go it's the perfect ending / to the bad day i was just beginning / when you go, all i know is you're my favorite mistake

o' sailor - fiona apple

- and after waiting, fighting patiently on my knees / all the other stuff tired itself out first, and not me / and in its wake, appeared the touch and call / of a different breed / one who set to get me wise, and got me there / and then, got me

over again - aziya

- defending, relenting / to the pain you brought / the villain that got away / what a typical story to preach on / how'd you sleep at night without the guilty lies / tapping into your mind? / do we have to take the load for what you can’t expose / so you can say that you tried?

all i wanted - paramore

- think of me when you're out, when you're out there / i'll beg you nice from my knees / and when the world treats you way too fairly / well, it's a shame I'm a dream

bang bang (my baby shot me down) - nancy sinatra

- now he's gone, i don't know why / and 'til this day, sometimes i cry / he didn't even say goodbye / he didn't take the time to lie

this is why - paramore

- this is why i don't leave the house / you say the coast is clear / but you won't catch me out / oh, why? this is why / better have conviction / 'cause we want crimes of passion / survival of the fittest / you're either with us or you can keep it

the news - paramore

- war / a war / a war / on the far side / on the other side of the planet / and i've got / war / a war / a war / right behind my eyes / right behind 'em just like a headache / [...] / far / i'm far / so far / from a front line / quite the opposite, I'm safe inside

the man with the child in his eyes - kate bush

- nobody knows about my man / they think he's lost on some horizon / and suddenly i find myself / listening to a man I've never known before / telling me about the sea / all his love is 'til eternity

i guess - mitski

- it's been you and me / since before i was me / without you, i don't yet know / quite how to live / if i could keep / anything of you / i would keep / just this quiet after you / it's still as a pond / i am staring into / from here, i can say / thank you / from here, i can tell you / thank you

#sw #natasi daala #tarkin x daala #'my favorite mistake' marks their last meeting in this playlist btw!! i am going insane. #going stupid crazy over 'over again' atm.

[cheste7]

Day 5 (21/11/23)🌟

i really don't have words for this man he's just so dreamy so boyfriend material i wanna cry

hi again! today I was a bit more calm and relaxed than yesterday and even if I didn't do much stuff im still satisfied. I did my skincare routine🧚‍♀️ cleaned the bathroom🛁 and maybe solved the bill issues from the other days yayy. today I got my period and I was really craving for something sweet but I only had cookies and some expired almonds🥲. I couldn't go out to buy something because there was a big storm outside and even a waterspout so i closed all the windows and balconies 🌪. i chatted with my roommates and we were really getting along tonight im so happy about this.

i'm also a bit excited because tomorrow one of my childhood friend graduates, he really deserves the best🎓 .... and tomorrow i'll also see his brother who was my crush for abt 6 years. i don't like him in that way anymore but everytime i meet him idk something happens to me (i know im pathethic im 24 years old stop behaving like a teen😅)

uni things

i almost finished the nervous system part of my infectious diseases study, it's a very challenging chapter and the professor usually focuses on this during the exam. actually i'm quite worried about this because it's an oral examination and even if most of my exams are both written and oral this time i'm not feeling confident. also, this subject is preparatory to the traineeship in other hospital units and I feel like im falling behind. i know that everyone has their own times but sometimes comparisons are inevitable. i'd like to change this mentality and focus just on my journey

i've set a sort of plan with my two friends and uni colleagues to revise and study some topics together for the clinical microbiology part of the infectious diseases program. let's hope for the best🤞🦠

Language things

for JAPANESE i revised some vocab and some old grammar points because I didn't feel like studying something new🇯🇵

for KOREAN i studied the other grammar to talk about experiences ie (으)ㄴ 적이 있다 and then I compared it with -아/어 보다, through the explanations of ggomi's school on yt she's great. basically you use -아/어 보다 for experiences that you wanted to try, so you basically use this only for special positive experiences and only people can be used as subject, contrarily to 적이 있다 which can be also used with adjectives (-았/었던 적이 있다). then I practised with my own sentences🇰🇷

no CHINESE for today🥲🇨🇳

also my top song (again), it's simply beautiful i'd listen to it in loop and it really matches the season vibes

and for today, it's a wrap

#uni life #studyblr #langbr #japanese langblr #korean langblr #bts #seventeen #wonwoo #chinese langblr #study motivation #Spotify

[conniespringerblkwife]

AOT boys reactions to you saying "I love you." (Part 1??)

(Aot Boys x Female Reader | SFW)

A/N: Trying to write more fluff to cleanse our souls

Warnings: Cursing

Summary: Basically the title Lmaooo

*836 words*

Songs I listened to while writing:

Washing Machine Heart by Mitski

Good Days by SZA

Friends by Chase Atlantic

Swim by Chase Atlantic

Eren Jaeger:

It was you two first year anniversary and you were planning on telling him before, but you thought it would be perfect to do it during your anniversary so you waited.

You two were laying on the grass, staring at the stars while holding hands.

You turned your head towards him and were going to say the three words but you started overthinking the moment he made eye contact with you. "What if he doesn't feel the same way?" You thought while turning your head back towards the stars, avoiding him.

You saw him sit up a bit in your peripheral but you kept your eyes fixated on above.

When he saw you avoiding his gaze he placed his hand on your cheek and turned your face towards his. "What's wrong?" He said sternly and you shook your head. "Don't lie, I can tell your thinking about something."

You turned your body towards his, staring into his deep emerald green eyes. "Just say it." He whispered softly.

"I love you." You whispered. He didn't say anything and you went to turn your head before he grabbed your face and kissed you gently.

"What took you so long? I love you too." Eren said.

Jean Kirstein:

-Angry confession

"What are you angry about again y/n!" He slammed the breaks on the car, and you almost hit your head on the dashboard. You got out the car and started walking quickly to get away from him. "You can't just walk away!" You heard him run behind you. "Y/n!" You ignored him. You were mad. You hated how he made you feel.

Everyone warned you about falling for him, but you were optimistic. You thought you could change him, but you were wrong. Stupid.

"What the hell!" He harshly grabbed your arm. "What is your fucking problem Y/n?" You pulled your arm away from him and continued walking away from him. He then got in front of you and grabbed both of your arms. "Can you talk to me please." He stared into his handsome face and as he slowly loosened his grip on you, you pulled away.

"You know what's my problem!...You're my problem Jean!!" You were now yelling.

"What did I-"

"No shut up!" You interrupted him. "I cant fucking help it okay! I knew I should've listened to them but I couldn't! I can't control it Jean!"

"Listen to who!..Control what!"

"My fucking feelings for you, Horse face!!" You were now crying, "I fucking love you!"

"What!" He wanted to repeat what you said to make sure he heard you correctly.

"I LOVE YOU!"

He then pulled you towards his hard chest. "I fucking love you too, dumb ass." He said before kissing you roughly.

WHy is that gif so funnyyyy ^^

Connie Springer:

Connie already told you he loved you and that you didn't have to say it right away.

You two been together for almost two years and you were planning on telling him, but you wanted to make it special.

You sat in his lap while watching a movie, and you held a bowl of popcorn that you two shared. What Connie didn't know was that at the bottom of the bowl there was note that said "I Love you baby." You regret putting so much popcorn in the bowl because your stomach was starting to hurt from the amount you ate.

"Slow down baby, you don't wanna get a stomach ache" Connie whispered you in your ear and then kissed your cheek.

"No I'm fine, see?" You put more popcorn in your mouth and tried not to gag. He laughed and went back to watching the movie. There was still more to go. "Eat some more" You tried to make him eat more, but he moved his head back.

"Naw I'm good, I'm gonna explode if I eat anymore." You mentally cursed. You watched this man eat two large pizzas to himself, and he couldn't finish a bowl of popcorn?!

The movie was now almost over and the popcorn still wasn't finished. You were frustrated and paused the movie. "Baby what's wrong?" Connie asked as he rubbed circles on the side of your hips.

"There's something at the bottom of the bowl Connie." You held out the popcorn and he raised his eyebrow.

"This better not be a prank." He went through the bowl and grabbed the note, then read it. You waited for his reaction, but there was none. "I can barely see what it says, I think the butter smeared it."

Your jaw dropped in disbelief, this was so embarrassing. You grabbed the note and looked at it. "Connie are you blind, it literally says I love you." You showed him the note again and used your finger to underline the words. "I love you, baby." You looked at him. "See?'

He smirked, "I know, I just wanted you to say it." You hit him and he winced in pain then started laughing. He wrapped his arms around your body and placed a kiss to your head. "I love you too."

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It’s been awhile since I updated because of *gulps* college..yeah I’m a college student which means I’m gonna be very busy and probably won’t update as often.

#aot spoilers #aot x reader #attack on titan #female #isayamahajime #levi aot #shingeki no kyoujin x reader #titan shifters #eldians #anime #eren jaeger #eren jaeger x y/n #jean kirschtein #jean kirchstein x reader #connie smut #connie springer #connie x reader #eren smut #jean smut #marleyans #founding titan #aot manga #armin arlet #mikasa ackerman #levi ackerman #ymir fritz #marco aot #erwin smith #beast titan

[shredsfists]

my favorite lyrics from every song in the mitski mix on spotify

1. nobody by mitski: did its people want too much too?

2. skate witches by teen suicide: and i can’t be someone else

3. class of 2013 by mitski: and then we can forget

4. looking out for you by joy again: when we should be talking about ourselves

5. washing machine heart by mitski: why not me?

6. dylan thomas by better oblivion community center: the truth is anybody’s guess

7. last words of a shooting star by mitski: they’ll think of me kindly when they get my things

8. new flash by current joys: gonna stay right here until i die

9. strawberry blond by mitski: i love it when you look my way

10. hayloft by mother mother: young lovers with their legs tied up in knots

11. shame by mitski: and they don’t know how it feels so good

12. doing all the things i used to do with people, part 2 by teen suicide: this is not a song about sleep or death

13. francis forever by mitski: i don’t know where to put my hands

14. couldn’t by joy again: stretch my arms so wide that i can’t hardly breathe

15. me and my husband by mitski: in the corner taking up space

16. sleepwalkin’ by better oblivion community center: but fight until the death keeps us alive

17. pink in the night by mitski: can i try again?

18. blondie by current joys: you’re not a person, you’re my friend

19. liquid smooth by mitski: come touch me too

20. arms tonite by mother mother: i cry hard because i have died

21. eric by mitski: it cries a soft weep like mine

22. falling in love by teen suicide: i could have fallen down in the yard

23. brand new city by mitski: i think my blood is passing me by

24. kim by joy again: you will find me all the time i’m lonely

25. i want you by mitski: ‘cause i just need a quiet place

26. didn’t know what i was in for by better oblivion community center: we get burned for being honest

27. your best american girl by mitski: your mother wouldn’t approve of how my mother raised me

28. kids by curent joys: i only use my heart

29. townie by mitski: i am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be

30. burning pile by mother mother: if i, catch fire then i’ll take my turn

31. a pearl by mitski: nobody told me it ended

32. im so fucking bored by teen suicide: i won’t matter now

33. real men by mitski: and oh, i’m gonna be a real man

34. sorry you didn’t get to kiss that boy you wanted to kiss by joy again: i’m not expensive, i’m worthless

35. goodbye, my danish sweetheart by mitski: i’m not the girl i ought to be

36. service road by better oblivion community center: don’t state your name, that doesn’t count

37. first love / late spring by mitski: please don’t say you love me

38. american honey by current joys: but it burns in your stomach

39. a burning hill by mitski: and you are not there at all

40: wrecking ball by mother mother: it takes a dedicated hand to put it through the wall

41. two slow dancers by mitski: we get a few years and then it wants us back

42. worthless by teen suicide: i wanna be happy, i want you to be happy too

43. humpty by mitski: and i’m sorry for taking but i keep wanting

44. necromancer by joy again: you can call me and tell me if you’re ok

45. once more to see you by mitski: if you would let me give you pinky promise kisses

46. little trouble by better oblivion community center: your heartbreak’s not your own anymore

47. cop car by mitski: i don’t think about the past, it’s always there anyway

48. become the warm jets by current joys: or just enough so i can go to sleep

49. crack baby by mitski: went to your room thinking maybe you’ll feel something

50. sick of the silence by mother mother: it says look at your life, sucker, you’re just floating

#mitski #joy again #better oblivion community center #current joys #mother mother #phoebe bridgers #lyrics #playlists

[st0nesnglitter]

Pretty girl

Based on the songs:

“The girl” by City and colour

“Romeo and Juliet” by Peter McPoland

“Strawberry blond” by Mitski

Short but cute :)

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”But you don’t want rings or necklaces or anything! Wanna spoil youuuu” James whined and you just giggled.

”Just want you, idiot” you murmured and pushed his hair back so you could see his eyes.

”You do so much for me, so much for us, just wanna give you something you deserved” he mumbled ”I��d be lost without you y’know”

”No, you’d be lost without your glasses” you taunted and he rolled his eyes ”you know I love you, don’t need anything else” you pressed a kiss to his cheek and then one on his lips.

You were wrapped up in each other in your bedroom, light slipping in through the curtains and illuminating the room. James’ eyes glowed and his hair was, for once, not styled to perfection but instead messy and the curls were ruly.

”Lemme at least take you to dinner, maybe that muggle restaurant you like” he suggested and you nodded.

He groaned at your words and rolled away from you to prove a point.

”’sposed to be for you” he said grumpily and you turned him around.

”I’d love to go on a date with you Jamesie”.

-

You walked out to show him your outfit and his jaw dropped to the floor.

“Fuck.. wow darling you look amazing” he walked up to you and spinned you around “I love this dress.. well I love the rest too, but this dress”.

James bit his lip and smeared a kiss to your forehead before he took your hand. He was wearing a white dress shirt and black, pinstriped trousers. To say that he looked delicious was an understatement.

As you walked down the streets of muggle London James suddenly stopped to look in a storewindow. His eyes wandered over the various dresses he could see from the street and smiled for himself, imagining you in one of them.

”Come oooon, we’ll miss our reservation” you whined and pulled at him again, snapping him out of his little trance.

”

”You’re so beautiful” James mumbled as you took a sip of your, way too expensive, champagne. You look up at him as your cheeks heated up. No matter how many compliments or how long you and James had been together he always managed to make you blush.

”And you look dashing Jamie” you said and looked up at him through your eyelashes.

”I, uuh, have something to tell you” he said, his usual confident tone was gone and he was stuttering with pink cheeks.

”Go ahead”.

”Well, I love you... so, so much” he started and you smiled at him, ”and I’ve realized that since I’ve started loving you I’ve started loving myself, started loving things around me. It’s almost like I love everyone, just because I love you”.

Tears started creeping up in your eyes and you looked down at your plate of dessert. James reached over and took your hand, thumb smoothing over the expanse of your knuckles.

”And it feels like I’ve bern chasing my own dreams, trying to find my way through life, and I just realized that I already captured my dreams. I have you. And I don’t want to let you go. Anytime I see you laugh I hope it’s because of me, anytime I see you cry a piece of my hearts dies cause it could be my fault.”

You were full on crying now, tears probably ruining to sophisticated look you were going for but you couldn’t care less. You were sat in front of the love of your life and hes was pouring his heart out.

”And if you only knew, darling, I live for you, I am for you, I’d kill for you! And I hope you mean it when you say that I am yours, cause I want you to be mine. And I want you to be mine forever” James slipped out of his chair and was on the floor, on one knee.

His hands brought a small box into your view and he opened it to reveal a beautiful ring. Your breath hitched as you realized what was happening, and with the tears that was falling at a rapid pace and your small gasps for air your head started to spin slightly.

”Would you do me the incredible honour to make me your husband? And I promise you I will use every waking hour to try and show you the love I feel for you” James said with tears of his own going down his cheeks.

It almost felt like you weren’t moving at all and way too fast at the same time as you nodded and reached out for his hands. You couldn’t care less about the ring, you just wanted to be close to him, make sure that he still was real. He took your hand, both of you shaking, and slipped the ring on.

”’S a little big” he mumbled as he wiped away a few tears ”guess all that was for nothing, huh?”

You laughed as you shook your head at your now fiancé and pressed a kiss against his lips.

”You are insufferable Potter”.

And the smile you shared as you both realized that you soon would be a Potter too was the brightest a living person had ever seen.

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Sorry if this sux, i’m just really soft rn

#james potter fluff #james potter fic #james potter one shot #james potter blurb #james potter x you #james potter x y/n #james potter x reader #james potter #marauders one shot

[juno-of-the-sky]

pink in the night / tetsurou kuroo

eleven times you and tetsurou kissed throughout your lives.  [based off of mitski’s pink in the night, i strongly recommend you listen to that while reading]

tags: lots of kisses (no duh), traditional couple things, gender-neutral reader word count: 3,092k my hand slipped a/n: wow look my first work! obviously i made it about kuroo because he’s one of the easiest ones for me to write LOL— anyway i hope you enjoy! requests will be open soon as well in case there’s anything specific you’d like to see <3

Kuroo’s lips were chapped.

There were a lot of things you could’ve been focusing on at that moment, but his lips were chapped against yours, and that was the main thing. Or, it was the main thing until the weight of what you were doing — kissing Tetsurou Kuroo — really sunk in, and then it was everything. It was his chapped lips; his palms, resting so gently on your cheeks, his thumb rubbing circles into the apples of them; the pitter patter of the rain hitting the puddles on the concrete and the umbrella above the both of you that you were holding.

In only a moment, you’d managed to notice so much and so little at the same time.

Kuroo was the one to break the kiss — you had to hold back from dropping the umbrella and pressing your hands against his neck and pushing him into your lips because you just had to have him again.

“Ah, sorry,” The messy-haired boy muttered. When you opened your eyes with a confused, incoherent murmur, he was staring down at the ground, his cheeks dusted with pink. “That was… impulsive, my bad—” “Kuroo,” You breathed. “That was amazing.” He was silent for a second, before a slightly shocked, “Really?” “Do it again.”

He chuckled, putting his loving gaze on you again for only a second before stealing another kiss. This time, you took note of every detail.

And I know I’ve kissed you before, but I didn’t do it right

“Oh, come on, that was a lame kiss,” Kuroo rolled his eyes, slipping his arm around your shoulders and pulling you closer to him. The sudden force knocked you off of your feet slightly, but you were happy to be close. 

“It was not,” You insisted, squinting your eyes in the sun to see him accurately. Upon your declaration that the kiss of the night before — your first kiss with him, no less — had been the best in the world, Kuroo was annoyingly set on proving you wrong. “It was a great kiss.” “My lips weren’t even moisturized,” He said, shaking his head. “You have meager standards, (Y/N).” “If it was so bad, then kiss me again to make up for it.”

Kuroo was silent, unmoving for a second before slipping his arms around your waist and lifting you ‘till you were level with his lips and kissing you.

If last night, someone had told you that the next day you would have a kiss that was even more amazing than the one you shared with Kuroo in the rain, you wouldn’t have believed them.

Now, kissing him in the sun with your arms around his neck and his arms around your waist, you definitely would’ve.

Can I try again

“Do you wanna be my partner?” The bouquet of pink roses in your hand seemed to glow a million times brighter as Kuroo stared at you with that smile on his face — confident, mostly, but with undertones of a sort of innocent shyness.

“Y—You mean to ask me?” You squeaked.

“Obviously. Who else would I ask?” He responded with a light chuckle, shaking his head. “You’re the one who… y’know.”

It all seemed so impossible — how in the world did Tetsurou Kuroo fall for this next-door-neighbor-type person? Yet, you felt like you were glowing pink, pink with adoration and affection and…

“Yeah,” was your final, whispered response. “I’ll be your partner.”

Kuroo smiled even wider, reaching out his arms — but before he could do anything, you went in for the kiss you knew he was planning. He hummed, surprised, which made you pull away momentarily.

“What are you doing?” He said, eyes closed and forehead pressed against yours. His hand was tracing up the back of your neck. “C’mon. Stop being a tease.” And his hand pushed against your neck, and then you were in your favorite place in the world — with your lips pressed to Kuroo’s. The serene hill the two of you had been sitting on, watching the clouds go by, was a lovely backdrop for this romance, this early love that was starting to form between the two of you.

You weren’t just glowing pink — the whole world was.

Try again

Kuroo had his head pressed against the wall when you found him, tears pouring down his cheeks in unrelenting streams. You didn’t know what was wrong, but there was something — Kuroo didn’t just cry like this. He’d never cried. It was such a strange sight to behold, but it wasn’t a bad one.

You sank down on the brick wall beside him, placing your hand on his knee. Through all of the tears, he gave you a side-glare that could’ve been full of a lot of different emotions.

“Hey, Kuroo, it’s okay,” You said, squeezing his knee. “It’s gonna be okay, alright? You’re not alone.”

He spat out something incoherent, his voice sounding nasally and hoarse like he had to force the words off of the tip of his tongue. 

Gently, you slipped your hand under his chin and lifted his head slightly to face you. He stared impassively at you, despite the tears still rolling down his cheeks before the tiniest glimmer of a smile appeared on his chapped, broken lips.

Your hand ran through his uncombed hair like clockwork; your other hand fit in the spaces between his fingers perfectly. You kissed him, but this kiss was different than your previous ones. It was gentle, full of affection and attention and warmth and love; that was the strange, fluttering feeling you felt in your chest every time you kissed Kuroo. It was love.

And as you pulled away from each other, you couldn’t help noticing that against this wall was where you had your first kiss.

You figured it was a good enough wall to say something else noteworthy.

“I love you,” You whispered, the three beautiful words rolling off your tongue like marbles from the depths of your heart.

Kuroo was silent, and for a second, you thought you’d messed up. You were assembling an apology in your head before, so quietly you almost missed it, a chuckle.

“I love you, too.”

Try again

“Well, babe, we did it.”

The air had a chill to it, despite the June evening — you nodded, teeth clattering together, and pulled your jacket tighter around you. Kuroo noticed this and turned to you, chuckling. “Are you that cold?” “It’s freezing out here,” You said, nodding frantically. “The memories here are good, but I’m starting to think it wasn’t worth it.”

“Here,” He said, pulling off his jacket and handing it to you. “‘m not cold.”

“Aw, Kuroo, you’re too nice.” “What can I say,” The boy grinned, already looking older despite high school graduation having been only a few hours ago. “Only the best for my babe.” “Maybe we should come up with a better pet name. That’s kind of basic, isn’t it?” He shrugged. “I guess it is. What are your ideas?”

To this, you didn’t have an answer. Kuroo had been calling you Babe for… a while — there wasn’t anything else you wanted to hear from him. Just not Babe.

And before you could convey any of this, Kuroo’s face was only inches away from yours, his hand on the back of your neck. “Maybe if I kiss you,” He suggested with a mischievous smile on his face, “You’ll come up with an idea.” “Bring it on—” Your proposition was interrupted by lips on yours, and for the millionth time, you were in your favorite place in the world. This was the beginning of the rest of your lives, wasn’t it?

And as you kissed Tetsurou Kuroo, you wondered how many more times you would kiss him. 

No matter how many times those lips connected, you were confident that you would never, ever get tired of it.

Try again

“Ew! Don’t kiss me!” You laughed, faking more disgust than you held for him. Kuroo sighed dramatically, holding his hand to his head like a Shakespeare character. “What do you mean you don’t want kisses from your boyfriend?” He asked broken-heartedly, shutting his eyes tightly. “How rude, Sugar.”

“It’s because you’re all sweaty and gross,” You said, still laughing and taking a seat against an empty box to drink some water. Moving into your new house had been a task, to say the least, but Kuroo’s presence made it a lot more tolerable. You couldn’t wait to have that comforting presence with you every day in this new beautiful home. “I’ll be happy to kiss you once you take a shower.”

“That’s too long,” Kuroo pouted like a five-year-old, drawing out his vowels and sitting next to you, leaning against the same old cardboard box. “I wanna kiss you now.”

He was too cute when he was all whiny like this — despite the sweat covering every inch of exposed skin on his tall frame, you leaned in and pecked his lips. They were more moisturized than they’d been in high school, you noticed.

“Thank ya’, Sugar,” He said, beaming at you. “Love you.”

“Yeah, I love you too. Now, let’s finish this up so we can go take a shower.”

And again

Kuroo was crying, you were crying — but instead of waves of sadness and grief that you would usually feel in this situation, it was only warmth and happiness and love.

His sliding of the ring onto your left hand was sloppy because he was too excited to look at your face and kiss you. And as you kissed, his arm slipping around your waist to pull you closer to him, he couldn’t help his face breaking into a smile even though your lips were still firmly connected.

You were his.

He was yours.

And there, holding you in his arms kissing you — his fiance — like there was no tomorrow, he had never been prouder of the fact. You broke away the messy kiss — not because of the kiss itself, but more of the fact your tears had somewhat merged to create a weird flow of engaged couple tears that were now streaming down both of your faces. You looked at Kuroo — your fiance — and beamed.

“Tetsurou, I love you.”

“I love you, too, (Y/N).” Even though you had heard those words a million times, hearing Kuroo say them at that moment was the most beautiful sound ever to grace your ears. You couldn’t wait to have him say it to you a million more times, now that you had an engagement ring around your fingers.

And again

“You may now kiss the—” “C’mere!” Kuroo, the eager boy, was apparently too good to hear the officiant declare you officially his spouse and launched into you in a passionate, loving kiss. You squealed his name a few times, caught off-guard, but that died out into soft hums of satisfaction as you melted into the kiss. Kisses had always been something so unique, so sacred to your relationship — and now you were married. How was one to believe it?

“I love you,” He declared as soon as he pulled away, taking your wrist and holding it up like you were a wrestling champion. And to the whole room, he declared like it was a judge’s ruling, “(Y/N) and I are officially married, and I’m proud to call myself (Y/N)’s husband! I love (Y/N)!” “Tetsurou, you’re embarrassing me,” You laughed, feeling your cheeks heat up slightly. “Oh, grow up,” He rolled his eyes, collecting you into his arms and kissing you again. Then, before you could say anything at all, he took your hand and nearly yanked you down the aisle with him in a sort of dance.

“Tetsurou!” You started to scold, but he cut you off with another kiss on the lips, easily a few seconds.

“Can’t complain if I’m kissing you,” He said with a smirk. “Congratulations on having the best husband in the world.”

“You’re the worst,” You laughed as you caught up with his pace to sprint outside. “I love you!” “Happy wedding day, Sugar!”

And again

“(Y/N),” Kuroo said groggily, tugging on the leg of your sweatpants as you tried to slip out of bed without him noticing. The morning was new, sunlight casting an ethereal glow through the thin curtains of your bedroom you’d shared for years. Today was the fourth week you got to call Kuroo your husband, and you adored every single second of it.

“Good morning, sweetheart,” You said tiredly, rubbing your eyes. “Can you let go of my pants?” “No. Stay a little longer.” “I have to go to work, Tetsurou.”

It was a fact you didn’t like, but a fact that was true nonetheless — work was taking you away from your poor husband. But work was pretty significant, you’d say.

“Please?” Kuroo pleaded, using his puppy dog eyes that he wasn’t that good at, but you always melted for regardless. It was like an A for effort sort of thing. “Just a few more minutes, Sugar.” “Sorry,” You shook your head. “Gotta go to work.”

“Give me a goodbye kiss, then.” With no hesitation, you pinned his arms to the headboard and planted a kiss on his cracked, dry lips. 

“Happy?” You asked, already pulling away before his strong arms broke your grip and wrapped around your back, pulling you onto his chest and making you collapse on it.

“Another one,” He demanded in a whisper. Rolling your eyes, you complied. “One more?” He asked. “Just for good measure.” “Tetsurou,” You whined irritably but kissed him again — a long kiss to keep him satisfied. This seemed to satisfy his need, and he leaned back as he watched you leave the room.

About an hour later, you were about to leave the house when you heard his tired voice from your bedroom, “Love you, Sugar. Have a good day at work.”

“Love you too, sweetheart!” 

This was an excellent start to your day; you thought as you closed the front door behind you, the cold air embracing the skin that wasn’t covered by your work clothes. A perfect start.

And again

Kuroo was up in front of you like a puppy called to attention as soon as you entered the house, and he was quick to notice the muffle on your mood as you said a tired hello to him and collapsed on the couch, kicking off your work shoes.

“How was your day?” He inquired, sitting next to you and slipping an arm around your shoulders. His hand smelled like disinfectant wipes, you noticed. You sighed, shaking your head slowly. “Long.” “I can tell.” Affectionately, he lifted your arm to slip into your embrace and nuzzled into your shoulder. It had been years since you’d gotten to call Kuroo your husband for the first time, but you had never, ever gotten tired of the little things in your marriage — doting cuddles and tender kisses being high on the list of little things.

You were proud of your marriage and your relationship — not a day was boring with Kuroo, even after the initial stages of newlywed wore off. Every time you looked at his smile, or even just his face that was beginning to differ with age, you were reminded of how much you’d stuck on the line for this man. Honestly, you wouldn’t have it any other way.

“Sorry you had a rough day, Sugar,” He murmured, planting kisses on your collarbone. “Wanna talk about it?”

“There wasn’t anything in particular. It was just… long, you know?” “Yeah. You’re probably tired, aren’t you?” “Super.” “Well, I made dinner for you,” He smiled. “I got hungry early, but you know I like to eat with you. So, when you want to eat, it’s ready.”

Silently you closed your eyes and thanked whatever deity had blessed you with this angel of a husband, of a person named Tetsurou Kuroo. And while your eyes were closed, he took the opportunity to kiss you.

Kuroo’s kisses tended to be hungry, full of need and want — this one was gentle, giving you the comfort you so desperately wanted. And, as he kissed you, you melted into his embrace.

You loved Tetsurou Kuroo so, so much. And, there, on that couch, you got a feeling that you hadn’t gotten since high school.

The world felt as if it was glowing pink.

And again…

Kuroo was still asleep next to you. As he breathed softly, you took note of his bedhead — all these years of marriage, and you’d never even seen him touch a comb.

You couldn’t fall asleep — insomnia had become a sad commonality for you, and tonight was another one of those sleepless nights. However, you were more than content just to watch your beautiful husband sleep the night away.

He was so perfect, and you loved him so much. You’d always loved him from the second you laid your eyes on him. Even if he hadn’t kissed you that one rainy evening, you’d still love him; even if he hadn’t given you that bouquet of pink roses and asked you to be his partner, you’d still love him; even if he hadn’t let you comfort him that night, you’d still love him; even if you hadn’t graduated high school together, you’d still love him; even if you hadn’t moved in together, you’d still love him; even if he hadn’t proposed to you, you’d still love him; even if he wasn’t as much as a devoted husband as he was, you’d still love him.

You loved Tetsurou Kuroo with your entire heart, and there was nothing in the universe that could change that. 

“Tetsurou, I love you,” You whispered, running your hand along the cheek that wasn’t pressed against the pillow. “You’re perfect.”

His aged face twitched a little, which made you smile. And then, whispered, an almost inaudible, “I love you, (Y/N).”

That ever familiar warm glow filled your heart — pink. You were glowing pink; he was glowing pink; the whole world was glowing pink.

Like it was a prayer, you whispered, “I love you, I love you, I love you,” over and over again — you counted in your head. Nine times over.

And there, holding Tetsurou Kuroo, your husband, your soulmate, the love of your life, in your arms — the pink world felt perfect.

#actual writing.💫 #tetsurou kuroo x reader #kuroo tetsurou x reader #kuroo tetsurou #tetsurou kuroo #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu!! #haikyuu #haikyuu fanfiction #kuroo fanfic #pink in the night #fkajsdhsaj this was so fun to write #even though it took me way too long pls

[dorindameddler]

a braving light in a world so dark: a georgie/melanie playlist (spotify)

1. first love/late spring - mitski // 2. unforgiving girl (she's not an) - car seat headrest // 3. strange girl - laura marling // 4. reach out - sleater-kinney // 5. safe tonight - bat for lashes // 6. crying in public - chairlift // 7. don't delete the kisses - wolf alice // 8. it's not just me - let's eat grandma // 9. sick of spiraling - bachelor // 10. shut up kiss me - angel olsen // 11. marauders - thao & the get down stay down // 12. half colored hair - black belt eagle scout // 13. stay with me - margaret glaspy // 14. don't go puttin wishes in my head - torres // 15. walk with you - oceanator

selection of lyrics under the cut

first love/late spring

Wild women don't get the blues/But I find that lately, I've been crying like a tall child/So please, hurry, leave me, I can't breathe/Please don't say you love me/Mune ga hachikire-sōde/One word from you and I would/Jump off of this ledge I'm on, baby/Tell me, "Don't," so I can crawl back in

unforgiving girl (she's not an)

Well, everyone learns to live with themselves/And you're not the only one who's been through hell/So give me a sign that I'm not making love to myself/It's an unforgiving world/But she's not an unforgiving girl

strange girl

Woke up in a country who refused to hold your hand/Kept falling for narcissists who insist you call them 'man'/You work late for a job you hate that's never fit the plan/Stay low, keep brave/I love you, my strange girl/My lonely girl/My angry girl/My brave

reach out

Reach out, touch me, I'm stuck on the edge/Reach out, darkness is winning again/Reach out and see me, I'm losing my head/Reach out, I can't fight without you, my friend

safe tonight

Lying in the dark and I am out of time/There's a demon in my heart that I'm not sure we’ll survive/The shadows come around one too many times/Baby, I need you to tell me I'm safe tonight

crying in public

Take all my defenses in two words/And throw them away/ Tell me, what kind of monster/Have I been today?/But you smile and call me “tough guy”/To the opposite effect/It's a flower in the gun/And your tough guy's a wreck/Sorry I'm crying in public this way/I'm falling for you, I'm falling for you/I'm sorry I'm causing a scene on the train/I'm falling for you, I'm falling for you

don't delete the kisses

What if it's not meant for me?/Love/What if it's not meant for me?/Love/A few days pass since I last saw you/And you've taken over my mind/I'm retelling jokes you made that made me laugh/Pretending that they're mine/I wanna tell the whole world about you/I think that that's a sign/I'm losing self-control and it's you

it's not just me

Because the point is that I see it's not just me/The point is that you feel my company/You know I'll never be too far if you're looking for somebody/I'm here/It's not just me/I know you're feeling the same way/And I can't fail to believe/When you're feeling the same way/It's not just me

sick of spiraling

Walking alone at night/Clutching a cheap gas station knife/Love, the danger is in the car/Who couldn't see me it was too dark/As the brakes slam to the floor/Missing me just inches short/I thought, "If I can't have my own back/How the fuck can I have yours?"/You are a braving light in a world so dark/And I'm sick of spiraling out and I need your touch to stop/You are a braving light in a world so dark/And I'm scared out of my mind and I need your love

shut up kiss me

I could make it all go away/Tell me what you’re thinking, don't delay/We could still be having some sweet memories/This heart still beats for you, why can't you see?/Shut up, kiss me, hold me tight/Shut up, kiss me, hold me tight/Stop your crying, it's alright/Shut up, kiss me, hold me tight

marauders

My darlin', your patience, rain it on me/I know daughters of marauders are just so hard to please/I got that poison, carve it on out/Barely served me then/Only hurts me now/But you look like I could stay/Let all my intentions fall away/Kill all my defenses where they lay/Say all that's left to say

half colored hair

How you look at me/In the brightness of your room/Imagine the lightness of my fingers on your face/Run through your hair/Across your neck/Light breaks across your room/I never knew I'd like half colored hair so much/But in the light

stay with me

I've had nothing but trouble/And bad news on the line for such a long time/The only break I get is laughing 'tiI my eyes are wet/With you, you/Won't you stay with me?/I'll be on my best behavior/When it all shakes down—/Who's the clown, and who's the savior?

don't go puttin wishes in my head

I know promising forever's not your thing/But now if you don't want me to go dreaming/Don't spend your mornings and your evenings in my bed/If you don't want me believing that/You're never gonna leave me, darling/Don't go putting wishes in my head/So if we're calling off the funeral/Then I'm calling for a hitching/For a while, I was sinking/But from here on out, I swear I'm swimming

walk with you

When you were depressed and/You put your head on my chest and you told me/That you were tired of being tough/I took you by the hand and/Told you I understand and you told me/That could never be enough/But I will walk with you down the avenue though the streets are made of glass/And we will tread lightly on our heavy feet and avoid all of the cracks/It's a fragile place that we've ended in and one wrong move could shatter/But in the end will it matter?

#georgie barker #melanie king #wtgfs #tma playlist #the magnus archives

[pennylanewrites]

＊why not me?＊

shizusumi x hiiragi one shot bc they’re criminally underrated

I saw some screenshots of the new chapters and with my scarce knowledge of Japanese I figured out a few things so I felt VERY inspired to write a tiiiny oneshot for my faves<3 also not really following the events of the manga, just random:)

loosely inspired by the lyrics in Mitski’s ‘Washing Machine Heart’ bc I was listening to it while writing this :(

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description: just shizuragi! being cute and admitting their feelings

genre: angst bc I said so, some fluff at the end

pairings : shizusumi x hiiragi

words: 0.9k

cw: none! some cursing but that’s expected. if you think anything needs a warning let me know!

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“Bitch.”

“Huh?! What did I do this time?”

“Why did you ignore Mafuyu’s text? Are you cheating on him?” Hiiragi exclaimed, hands waving around.

“We were in the middle of practicing!” Ritsuka retorted. “And what’s your problem? Are you in love with my boyfriend or something?”

The arguing teens turned around when a pair of drumsticks fell, rolling on the hardwood floor. With wide eyes, Shizusumi gathered them and pretended to look at the sheet music.

“Of course not!” Hiiragi scoffed.

“Asshole.”

Uenoyama left with Mafuyu when the practice session was over, but not before hitting Hiiragi’s shoulder hard enough for him to wince. Shizusumi dragged his feet out of the studio, secretly hoping Hiiragi would have left without him.

“Shizu-chan! Hurry up, I wanna eat.”

“I’ll go home.”

“You okay?” Hiiragi asked as they started walking towards the direction of his house.

“I’m just feeling dizzy.” He shrugged. “The station is the other way.”

“I’ll take you back to your place first, c’mon.” Shizusumi mustered up all of his ego to not scoff, thinking he didn’t really have a reason to get angry at his friend.

“It’s fine.” He mumbled. Hiiragi thought it was weird how he got dizzy from one second to the other, but said nothing and they walked in silence to his place.

“Do you have those assignments I missed? Can I come in to grab them?”

“Yeah...sure.” Shizusumi cursed the day Hiiragi missed school, making him take home all of the assignments and notes for him. With a key on the lock and a heavy weight on his heart, Shizusumi turned around to look at Hiiragi.

“Need help opening that?” Hiiragi grinned ironically. The brunette decided against what he was going to say and walked into the empty house. The teens headed for his clean and polished bedroom. Shizusumi mumbled something about the folder being on the desk and watched Hiiragi fall on his bed like he owned it. With a frown, he threw the heavy folder on the other’s face, earning a groan.

“What was that for?”

“Didn’t you want the folder? I just gave it to you.” He shrugged.

“What’s up with you? Is Uenoyama pissing you off?” Hiiragi held his weight on his elbows and tried looking into Shizu’s eyes, but the boy was staring at a stain on his rug instead.

“You’re pissing me off.” He said through gritted teeth.

“Huh?! Why?”

“Nevermind.” Shizusumi stood up and took his jacket off, throwing it on a chair. Hiiragi pulled on his arm, making him lose his balance and fall -very conveniently- on top of his friend. The two had a staring contest, angry eyes meeting confused ones before Shizu rolled to the other side of the bed, sitting with his back to Hiiragi.

“You shouldn’t bug Uenoyama about Mafuyu. It’s their relationship.”

“Mafuyu’s my friend!”

“Really?” Shizu turned his head to meet Hiiragi’s gaze, sitting a little closer to him than expected.

“What are you talking about?”

“Is that why you talk our ears off about him? Or because you think of Uenoyama as someone else?”

“Huh?!”

“I’m really tired, Hiiragi. You should go home.” Shizu held his head up in his hands, but realized the light in the room was suddenly blocked, so he looked up to meet Hiiragi again.

“What are you even saying, Shizu?”

“I’m saying,” he started and got up, backing Hiiragi to the wall behind him, “I know who you pretend he is.”

“Shizu–”

“You never really stopped loving Yuki. And you think everything in Mafuyu’s life is a replacement for him. That’s why you hate Ritsuka.”

“N-no. You’re wrong.” Hiiragi exclaimed, mouth agape at Shizu’s claims. He looked up only to be shattered in pieces at the tears escaping Shizu’s eyes. He loved him. So, so much, more than he knew he could love anyone. “Shi-Shizu...” a hand found its way to his cheek, thumb wiping a tear away, only for more of them to roll down.

“Why not me?”

“Shizu-”

“Why not me? Why is it always Yuki or Mafuyu or Uenoya–”

“You fucking dumb bitch, it’s always been you!” The words came out of Hiiragi’s mouth without him realising it until Shizu stepped back wide-eyed. “Yeah, you heard me! Why are you so fucking surprised?”

“Wait-”

“I’m done waiting. Yes, I admired Yuki and yes, I care for Mafuyu, I don’t want him to get hurt any more! But don’t you realise it’s you?”

“Me what?” Shizu whispered. Hiiragi chuckled and grabbed his shirt to pull him closer to his face.

“It’s you I’m in love with.”

“Don’t come closer or I’ll slap you.” Shizusumi said with flushed cheeks and blurry sight.

“I’d like to see you try.” Hiiragi replied cheekily, lips finally meeting the ones of the person he loved.

“Hiiragi.”

“Shut the fuck up.” Their lips met again, but this time Hiiragi had Shizu under him on the bed, hands interlocked over his head. Shizu finally let his guard down, realising that oh my God, I’m finally kissing Hiiragi.

Out of breath, cheeks flushed and chest heaving, Hiiragi dropped on the pillow next to Shizu, who was equally flustered about the sudden make-out session. And as Hiiragi’s calloused hand came in contact with his cheek, he was brought to sweet reality.

“It’s always you, okay?”

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go listen to washing machine heart and cry bc I did it and it’s therapeutic

#shizuragii #kashima hiiragi #shizusumi given #yagi shizusumi #hiiragi x shizusumi #given #given anime #given manga #given fluff #anime fluff #mafuyama #given fandom

[cicada3]

#2

2/9/22

VENT!!! Please swipe if you don’t want to be vented to💗TW: I talk about self harm and not eating. Today I just wanna talk about how happy I’ve been..I’ll try to make it short. I’m gonna start talking about my 2021. My 2021 was horrible. My mental health wasn’t where it needed to be and I just wasn’t feeling right. Starting off 2021 I was talking to a girl, we’ve been friends for 4 years I think and she told me she had a crush on me and she wanted to date. I said yes of course because I think I liked her back but as our relationship went on I started to fall in love with her. After 4 months we broke up because she felt all my attention wasn’t on her and I felt like it was but idk. After the break up I didn’t feel to well..I was self harming a lot, crying everyday, and barely eating. It went on for like two weeks I think and I started to get better. Although I still thought about her, it wasn’t as bad as before. We came back from summer break and of course we had classes together..um after like 2 weeks she texted me asking to date again..I said yes because I felt like my love for her was still there. We broke the beginning of September, and honestly i was so depressed after that..I was depressed for 3 months..but starting the new year I’ve been so happy and confident in myself. School is stressful but I’m not letting that get in the way of me enjoying myself..I think it’s time for me to treat myself way better and I think this is the year for it. I’ve been reading more, getting more knowledge, and just enjoying myself even if I’m not going out in public. I feel like it couldn’t get any better than this honestly. I haven’t had that much excitement yet but I know it’s gonna happen soon and you guys have a good year also. Btw sorry for the vent!!

Thanks for reading all the way through* if you did* sorry if I made some mistakes while typing.

#Spotify

[reinventboy]

(love)sick at home

connections, no. 5

when matt maltese said cause i want you and that’s the way it is.

and when the 1975 said i adore you and that’s all i have to say.

and when matt maltese said how about i run you a bath? will you regret kissin’ my head when we wake up in the morning? how about i run you a bath? i don’t take baths often. how about you stay here always?

and when hozier said i love you; by extension, i hate all other things.

and when mitski said i will wash your hair at night and dry it off with care. i will see your body bare and still i will live here. so stay with me, hold my hand… all i ever wanted, all i want, is always you. it’s always you.

and when aaron paul playing jesse pinkman said “it was me. i loved her. i loved her more than anything.”

and when the girl talk said “i’m getting so bored of the word ‘friend’ so if there’s another please remind me again.”

and when inhaler said “she’s my girl. is she my girl? i’d wanna be. why don’t you love me? why don’t you want me? why don’t you cover me?”

and when richard siken said “you don’t love me in a way i understand.”

and when milk. said “i’m so scared of you, you make me feel because you’re just such a big deal. and i’m so worried about you, you make me smilе. my heart just told my head about how it’s been a whilе.

and when the girl talk said “at least when you talk about love i don’t hear you talk about me.”

and when the girl talk said “you can lay on my heart if you want to. i know you won’t get to sleep any other way.”

and when anne carson said “i’ll take care of you. it’s rotten work. not to me. not if it’s you.”

and when the kooks said “although you said i’m bad company, we stayed in touch. you made it hard work for me, working for your love.”

and when the girl talk said “it doesn’t really matter what you said in the end. i go and i know, i can’t deal with anyone or anything, it’s too real. because i’ve had enough running in circles again, looking for a corner where boys become men and i don’t want to be the one you heard about from your friend, but when you talk like that you can have me again.”

and when mitski said “tell your baby that i’m your baby.”

and when wallows said “i see you loving on the sidelines i think about it at the wrong times... i know i drew the line. can we erase it? we’re living in denial, but we can change this, and i drove all night until i started to cry. all because i saw a world without you and i.”

and when arctic monkeys said “there might be buildings and pretty things to see like that but architecture won’t do. although it might say a lot about the city or town, i don’t care what they’ve got, keep on turning ‘em down. it don’t say the funny things she does. don’t even try and cheer him up because it just won’t happen. laugh when he falls through the bar but you’re feeling the same cause she isn’t there to hold your hand.”

and when current joys said “the cities pretty bleak, on the filthy streets i don’t want to be here anymore. i wanna go back home but I don’t know where to go. i’ve got no home anymore.”

and when inhaler said “oh, cheer up baby. you’re not on your own, sinking like a stone. i lie in my bed, under the covers, never ever to be discovered and you walk into my room to offer me a better view like i had no clue. did you meet someone else? are they more than a friend? i don’t know what you meant. are we close to the end?”

and when hozier said “i’m so full of love i could barely eat. there’s nothin’ sweeter than my baby… she give me toothaches just from kissin’ me. no grave can hold my body down. i’ll crawl home to her.”

and when current joys said “come and dance with me on the filthy streets. you’re the only one i adore anymore.”

and when arctic monkeys said “maybe i’m too busy being yours to fall for somebody new. now, i’ve thought it through, crawlin’ back to you.”

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#i love love #this one might be my favorite i really like it #this one is extensive tho holy shit #connections. #mine