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#i wanna fucking drop out
lego-man-speer · 6 months
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More of a personal post. Feel free to skip this one, guys.
Kennedy try not to drop out of university challenge *nightmare mode*
I genuinely don’t know if I can stay here much longer. It’s not even just the homesickness. I am fully aware that I am eating significantly less.
I tried to eat leftover pasta tonight but I really just couldn’t. My sensory issues wouldn’t allow it. I wanted to gag. I’m currently sitting in my bathroom waiting until I know for sure that no one is in the kitchen so I can clear my plate and cook something else. Literally all I’ve had today is two slices of toast and half a tube of Pringles. (I have a history with eating disorders for context)
I’m significantly limited in the amount of food I can even hold in my kitchen at one time. I share a kitchen with 7 other people. I share a fridge with 2 other people. All I have is one overhead cupboard and a box of cereal doesn’t even fit in there properly. Any snacks I buy have to stay in my room, meaning they just sit on my desk.
Speaking of things sitting on my desk. Fucking laundry. Doing the washing itself isn’t the problem. It’s the fact that I am forbidden from hanging my wet laundry in my room (most of it isn’t dryer-safe). I can’t have a clothes airer in my room. I am forced to hang it on my radiator and my shower. My window won’t open either for some reason and I’m too nervous to go to the front desk and ask for help because I technically should have said something when I first got here because “fire safety” and all that crap. I also haven’t tidied my room properly because I just either forget or I try to avoid it. I’m perfectly capable of doing it, but things aren’t like the way they are at home and it’s just harder to live?? Idk if that makes sense.
I feel significant anxiety just heading into town for things. I have put things off for about an hour because I’m not comfortable walking around a new city just yet. At one point I was scared of going into town to buy toilet paper. FUCKING TOILET PAPER.
Also my fucking course timetable hasn’t been given to me. I only have 2/4 classes given to me, and I haven’t been assigned a reading group. They promised it would definitely be fixed by Friday but that hasn’t happened. So now I have to go there first thing tomorrow.
I really don’t know what to do. I don’t want to drop out because I really want to do my degree in history, but I also just can’t keep living like this. My mum is trying to move down here but I don’t think that’ll be possible before Christmas.
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jo-dracona · 8 days
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bixels · 3 months
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While I do think anon was rude, I do think it's pretty shitty to set up all this stuff you were going to add the au and then just drop it. It's disappointing. Definitely unfollowing.
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Bye.
#ask me#anon#once AGAIN.#I am not dropping anything#the au is not getting cancelled. more than likely i'm gonna take a break from it until i find motivation again#But I've been drawing the AU for half a fucking year#In that time I've only drawn 5 things that aren't mlp related#I'm getting tired and my last few posts didn't do as well as I'd hoped#And I'm not about to burn myself out on mlp au art even if I really do love making it#I'm still gonna make comics. I have a bunch of ideas.#Tulli and I still wanna do the limited run merch shop#Discord is still coming. Sunset is still coming. Sombra is still coming. I have so many ideas#But I need to do something else for my own sake. Did you know I was supposed to get the background 6 designs done by now#But I didn't because I'm TIRED#I've been keeping myself on a schedule to keep content pumping despite travel and school and family and I'm tired#what i'm getting isn't matching what i'm giving and that's nobody's fault. i'm not frustrated at anyone. a slump was bound to happen#drawing the au was fun until it become my Thing. Because when your Thing––your identity––starts to faulter#it can really make you freak out#And that's not healthy for the project or for myself. I need to find the fun again and I'm sure I will#I'm really appreciative of everyone's support in my inbox and replies it really does mean a lot especially given that about 2/3 of my#followers followed for mlp. But if you're gonna react to me saying “i'm gonna cool down on mlp art and draw my own stuff” with “i'm#disappointed in you." then Leave! I think it's good you're unfollowing#you are not obligated to stick by my side! But don't act like I'm doing you a disservice by turning my attention elsewhere#I didn't promise anyone anything and I definitely didn't say I'm breaking any promises.
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oneoksiyeon · 11 months
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KÄÄRIJÄ  CHA CHA CHA
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puppyeared · 9 months
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blinkpen · 24 days
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smiling serenely as i plan the design and UI elements of a personal interactive website while only thinking of how it operates and looks when navigated and presented on a PC/laptop browsers, and if how i like it on PC/laptop browsers manifests as a total mess on mobile, then it's a total mess on mobile and i do not care, for so many reasons,
the spectrum of which ranges from "4D chess moves in my mind, don't ask, we'll get there, in the meantime, i'm an enigma" to "abstract principles about the nature of medium, and navigation both mechanical and psychological in mediums, especially in this hyperconsumptive Content™ *gag noise* Era" to
" s p i t e "
with oh so many secret spicy skittles in between
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carnivalcarrion · 4 months
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You ever think about what's gonna happen when the Welcome Home website updates in December? Hopefully, at least for what I think, we'll get to see the fabled Julierella! Or any visual parts of the show in general. Probably something fit for the holiday spirit.
Maybe wondering about their relatives and loved ones living outside the neighborhood, and the fact that the residents haven't left to see them in some time.
Stuff like that! Maybe even some new recipes!
i try not to think about it or i'll become so nervoucited that i'll get nauseous
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grave-st0ned · 7 months
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Y’ALL
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THEY JUST KEEP COMING I’M SO EXCITED
tell the me pair you’re most excited for (so far) in the tags, or if you’ve gotten any so far yourself !
*UPDATE 8/24 THESE ARE DROPPING FRIDAY 8/25 (TOMORROW) 9a PST!!!!!*
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send-me-a-puffalope · 24 days
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guys wtf i just had the most detailed dream last night about a girlfriend that doesn’t exist,,, like idk how to explain it 😭😭😭 and i don’t even remember her name, it’s at the edge of my memory but i can’t recover it. but i remember like all the events and her face.
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seawing-vibes · 6 months
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Hiii welcome to The Thing I’ve Been Working On For Far Too Long !!!! This is an edited map of my WoF Headworld!! This map fallows my personal lore / story for what happens post-books! There are far more ideas I have regarding new structures, how the land changes, etc. , but this was just generally for labeling major locations within each territory! My hope was to wrap this up before the Felid Guide drops so I can compare my map to the canon reveal of locations but I didn’t quite get there and there are still a lot of loose ends. Unfortunately I don’t have much time to work on this anymore and will probably chip away at it privately in pieces , but for now I wanted to share this bit publicly!
The info for the labels on the map are all written out below, but I have primarily complied information in a Google Doc for easier viewing and navigation!
Link to the Google Doc !
Under construction !! Im so sorry I’m stuck on mobile and Tumblrs post editor on mobile is actual shit. the formatting is terrible I’m going bonkers in here. Also it’s stuck sideways for some reason like girl pleaseee turn the other way!!! I will rb this again once I’m able to format it properly.
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solpadeinedelusions · 1 month
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chemistry once again🥲🥲 (i swear if i fail i'm gonna drop out)
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joyflameball · 12 days
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Why was Meatly surprised that Sammy so popular he's literally skinny canonically blonde shirtless has suspenders ties you up tries to kill you and is tragic what did you expect people to NOT wanna fuck him
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sirenserendipity · 2 months
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yearning this, yearning that. i still haven’t fucked the girl i’ve had a crush on since middle school and every time i see her like my sporadic two year instagram posts rather than ask me on a date, i die a little bit more inside. i’m tired of yearning, throw me into the endless pit of darkness so i can contemplate my existence for a while
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c-kiddo · 9 months
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what cool decor do yous think ashton would put on crutches ? (asking for a art wip . its him and cad being like . cool mobility aid. at eachother lol)
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loafbud · 5 months
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Just took my first biology exam and got a pretty decent score of an F! 🎉🎉🎉
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puddleshorts · 1 year
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Bro... wtf did I just watch?
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