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a-cowboy-needs-a-hat26 days ago
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its october 1960 and todd anderson goes to henley hall. the minute he steps into the theater he looks around and goes (what am i doing here this was a bad idea i shouldn't be here i shouldn't be here) but then a woman approaches him and says you look a bit lost, are you here to audition? snapping him out of it and he manages um no im not an actor, that was more my friend. i was just wondering if there's any way i could help out backstage or something. stumbling over his words a bit. she smiles and says of course! introduces herself and asks him his name. todd - todd anderson. im uh. a senior at welton academy. she nods politely and he can see the moment something clicks in her brain. oh. todd. your friend was neil? her voice is softer. y. yeah. / he mentioned you. said you were quiet, sweet. and now his brain is spiraling again (he mentioned me he mentioned me he m) oh, im sorry. i don't mean to overstep or -- / it's fine! it's fine. he says a bit to quickly. he's most certainly not fine and he's most certainly tucking that away forever, but he really doesn't blame her. she knew him, too. still - (he said i was sweet.) the woman smiles at him again and says, you said you wanted to help. he nods, grateful, and she talks.
#i could . absolutely add angst to this. some of the kids were friends with neil and they tell todd similar stuff abt how they knew him and#he mentioned todd. but it quickly becomes clear none of them rly wanna talk about him too much or else they'll just be miserable#same thing that happened w/ neil happens with todd tho where he forms a community outside of school making friends w/ other queer kids!!#Here's the small angst idea ive been getting to. by the spring show its been a year and a half since he lost neil and maybe he starts to#have feelings for another one of the guys in the cast or crew and he's just. mostly fucking miserable over it#torn between wanting to let himself move on from neil and feeling like its too early and he doesnt want to a) see/try to find parts of neil#in this new boy and b) fall in love with someone else at the same theater he came to because neil went there first. it just doesnt feel#right. maybe he talks to the guy or one of their mutual friends or one of his friends at welton idk SOMEONE about it and maybe they tell#him to either give it a shot or give himself a few more years but stay friends with the guy. and maybe he does and a few years later they#do have a healthy good relationship. thee end#i did not. mean for that to be so long. maybe i'll put it in a rb but more cleaned up idk#todd anderson#neil perry#anderperry#dead poets society#dps headcanons#uhhhh#character death#idk ask 2 tag#cowboy posts#jbs words#no this isnt a lot of words but like. im proud of it :)
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tenshindon6 months ago
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love yamcha dragon ball cause he鈥檚 simultaneously a renowned baseball player and undoubtedly loaded as fuck but he鈥檚 also so lowkey about that and it鈥檚 very easy to imagine running into him at 7-11 at two in the morning on a snack run and you just see him huddled by the fridge thinking of whether he wants to get two arizona teas or three while he鈥檚 bundled up in a puffy winter jacket because he can鈥檛 handle anything below eighty degrees
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gagmebucky9 days ago
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Ok but please tell me you have something written that is how you say more fleshed out of MC being railed by Steve in the stealth suit?!?! And if not just know that I鈥檇 you do write something like that鈥e will love it with all our hearts馃挏馃挏馃挏because fuck man STEVE IN THE STEALTH SUIT馃尪馃尪馃尪馃尪馃尪
PLEASE I HAVE THE WHOLE SCENE IN MY HEAD 馃槶馃槶馃槶 IM WORKING LIKE 24/7 NOW GOD THINKS ITS FUNNY TO GIVE ME THE RENEWED MUSE AND EXCITEMENT TO WEITE THEN REFUTE ME THE TIME 馃槶馃敨
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unbalancedloveportfolio13 days ago
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So those plans of mine I was going nuts over are more or less finalized but I鈥檓 dreading the inevitable shyness and tight lipped ness that will ensue the second we have to decide on the one thing we haven鈥檛 set in stone yet and that鈥檚 our choice of movie . 馃槓
#it will probably be up to me鈥. bc I talked abt movies a lot a few months ago and no one else is willing to suggest anything which feels like#a massive fuck u. basically pick the movie but we won鈥檛 pretend to enjoy it fi we don鈥檛 like it. but we also won鈥檛 interrupt and say#actually I have a suggestion we could consider#I hate feeling like a tyrant or like I鈥檓 strong arming ppl into doing stuff but no one speaks !! I can not stress how much of an#unintimidating person I am and how flexible I am in terms of genre!!! if I say candyman no one will go umm horror scares me or I wanna see#the og first until it鈥檚 too late. if I mention an artsy likely fairytale esque fave of mine by the end someone will open their stupid mouth#to go I didn鈥檛 get it. if I say in the mood for love no one will shut up enlighten to appreciate how artfully it uses silence.#*enough to appreciate#i assume if anyone does suggest anything it鈥檒l be fucking. p&p2005 which I鈥檓 sick of. it鈥檚 not a movie that is rewarding to rewatch imo. but#the most wishy washy and frustrating flake of our party has been reading the book for over a year now and wants to watch it bc of the hypeig#mine#I鈥檓 well aware of how evil and bitter I sound but I鈥檝e had too many headaches lately#it鈥檚 such a simple plan but ik it won鈥檛 go smoothly unless I herd everyone like a sheepdog !! I don鈥檛 expect a lot omg I thought we were all#grown up here#edit: just texted everyone to brainstorm to themselves abt what they might wanna watch#politely worded. like ik u guys aren鈥檛 always forthright abt what u r and r鈥檔t onboard w out of politeness but let鈥檚 make the process smooth#and think rlly hard so Hiba doesn鈥檛 have to choose smth and be told ok w/o being able to tell if it鈥檚 rlly ok or not (:
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dupliciaa14 days ago
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鈥渞wby is disappointing and here鈥檚 why鈥 - 2.5 hr long video
dude it鈥檚 okay to dislike something normally. it鈥檚 okay to not like something. stop shitting on things that people enjoy. normalize disliking things without going on a 2 and a half hr long rant abt it.
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deadpanwalking4 months ago
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You probably get this one a lot, but you (of all people) getting annoyed with your dad for being (of all things) a smartass is so fucking funny. Not judging, my mom and I are also spidermanpoint jpg
Oh, I am well aware. Listen, when I was younger, I underwent an ancient rite of initiation that marked my passage into Jewish life鈥擨 am of course talking about being seven and picking up Art Spiegleman's Maus because it had drawings of mice on the cover, like Stuart Little.
Yeah.
And in a sick way, it kind of was like Stuart Little, in that Vladek Spiegleman survived Auschwitz by being resourceful as well as lucky鈥攈e knew who to bribe, when to conserve his energy, where to hide, how to secure an extra crust of bread, etc.
Anyway, I'm telling you all this because, even back then, I understood that if it had been my old man in the camps, he wouldn't last a day鈥攈e鈥檇 literally get iced on the train platform because as soon as they unloaded the cattle car, my dad would find his footing, look at the uniformed ubermensch barking orders, and be like, 鈥淒as F眉hrer won't fuck you, bro鈥.
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witchytombstonesmilea month ago
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Today I just remembered that Depressive Suicidal Black Metal exists and I can already feel it becoming my Special Weird Interest for the next few weeks
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tenshindon16 days ago
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What do you say to those weirdos who insist on Yamcha being in the same category as Chaozu strength wise, rather than being the third strongest amongst 鈥渢he earthlings still strong enough to show up鈥 alongside Krillin and Tenshinhan? Especially those who genuinely believe they鈥檝e analysed the series in some sort of in-depth sense? Like, I can鈥檛 remember another series where people missed the point to such an extent
i simply say to them mickey mouse can beat goku and move on with my life
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pepprsa month ago
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omg it鈥檚 Freaking almost 2am and i didn鈥檛 do any homework all day. =_=
#working on a slideshow ihave to do for work on tuesday thst i wont have time to do during my scheduled hrs (yes i will be paid for working#rn even if it鈥檚 on a satursunday) but like i have a scholarship app due Monday that ive done NOTHING on yet besides ask redacted to tweak my#reccomendation letter and also i have like a midterm paper due Tuesday on top of my Presentation or whatever 馃槏 not to mention 2 major#assignment extensions etc whatever both due Friday. none of this is gonna happen except the work stuff honestly like i am passing away#anyways it鈥檚 1:30 and i need to put away dinner and do my dishes and get ready for bed my roommates must fucking hate me im like whisper s#signing along rn to music rn and the girl under me must hate me too bc im like moving around and thumping鈥 tess pepprs no. 1 most hated girl#on campus 馃槏馃槏馃槏馃槏馃槏馃槏also sorta unrelated but i was trying to find pics of me in the van for the slideshow and i was going thru my snap memories#(i don鈥檛 post on snap I just use it for myself as like a diary or whatever) and i am so fuckkng funny lkke i made myself laugh w my captions#and stickers and insane faces and like the whiplash of like one video where im talking excitedly smiling etc whatever and another#immediately following it where im having a breakdown JDGAKHDSKHDKSHDODJF LIKE. ITS SO FUNNY TO ME i wish i fe tcomfortably screenshotting th#the thumbnails and showing u and laughing together abt it bc it鈥檚 really so funny. im so tired i don鈥檛 wanna do food stuff or anything ughhh#and im scare dim gonna cry again like i probably am. after i posted that i had a full blown breakdown and hid a little longer cuz i didn鈥檛 w#want my roommates to see i was crying but like i realy need a hug and my mom was like 鈥榡ust hug yourself鈥 HELLO???????! 馃拃馃拃馃拃馃拃馃拃馃拃馃拃馃拃馃拃馃拃馃拃馃拃馃拃#anyways think im gonna take ppl up on their offers now when they offer but maybe have to talk to ppl abt it first cuz they know ive been say#saying no and like ik i should say no bc of covid but also i鈥 get a lot of hugs at home from my sister and it really is a physiological need#and now im like. kinda going a little insane like it鈥檚 so dumb and embarrassing but i realy umm鈥︹ need hugs so bad. actually.#omg these tags are so long ewwwww ew ew ewww sorry send post putting away food now bye#food#purrs
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cryptidmax10 months ago
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I鈥檓 bringing up Brady again because imagine how much more affective it would have been if they had actually given us flashbacks of Stanford in season 1 and Brady had been included. Not only would it give us more Jess, but to then have Brady be revealed later on, after like seeing him fall asleep on Jess and Sams couch. Seeing Sam take care of him when he was teetering on the edge, cleaning up his messes. Saying cryptic things that would have made sense at the time but upon the reveal would give it a whole new meaning. Like he鈥檚 there just enough to establish him as an important friend to both of them, but not enough to make it obvious that there鈥檚 something out of place that might reveal itself later. Imagine if they had actually planned this show out.
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