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rozenn-blog · 1 year

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#bull #pathologic #that's the only kind of fanart I can DO #and this is frustrating #frustration is good #i want to be better

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endlessmidnights · 30 days

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I want someone to notice so badly but I know what would probably happen if they did so I just stay in constant conflict with myself

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thedevilandhisbride · 10 months

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it hurts going online and trying to find ways to help yourself with your pd and just seeing a bunch of articles talking about how to help other people deal with YOU how to starve YOU of your needs how to ignore YOU

i just want to find ways to help myself and voice my needs properly with my npd and hpd, but all i am getting is page after page of how to deal with people like me. how to make people like me have a narc drop. how to ignore people like me. how to change people like me. how to get rid of people like me.

what about me helping me? why do people think we are incapable of change? we can be self aware. we can want to change. we can want to help ourselves. we arent bad people for having a disorder.

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pja-party · 5 months

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HEY

Your art GOOD as HELL

Ok?

You have high self-worth of your art or I EAT YOU

:)

Bon appétit 🍽️

But Thank you, I will try.

#ask #toonspartyroom #I want to be better

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moonbounds · 9 months

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I suck st Smash Bros and I feel bad because I know this would be shameful in the eyes of the wolf bois 😔

#my main move is playing kirby and eating everyone #I want to be better #I’m just so bad at it lmao #redacted audio #redacted david #redacted shaw pack #redacted milo #redacted asher #redacted asmr #redacted angel #redacted headcanons #redacted wolf boys #redactedverse

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bashingskullsxd · 2 months

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i dont want to be this way anymore. im tired of having to hide my legs. I'm tired of not being able to wear shorts. im tired of sitting in my room all the fucking time. im tired of having scars all over my fucking body. im tired of having no energy. i am TIRED. i want to be able to just be like other people my age. i want to go to concerts and hang out with friends. i want to be normal again. but i dont really think i can be. i am trying to be hopeful and im hoping that when it warms up outside ill feel better, but im just tired. tired of all of it.

#tw self destructive thoughts #sh twt #tw sui ideation #cvt #cvtt!ng #shblur #tw sharp objects #styr0blr #self mutalition #sh things #i want to be better #fuck im so tired of this #im going insane #im going to kms #i wanna kms #ready to kms #i want to kms #kms

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i-eat-small-children · 6 months

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YOU HAVE TAKEN MY HEART AND EATEN IT WHOLE

THERE IS NOTHING LEFT BUT A GAPING WOUND

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beargyufairy · 3 months

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They told me all of my cages were mental

So I got wasted like all my potential

And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

I have a lot of regrets about that

#mirrorball #ultear milkovich #fairy tail #regret #try try try #mirrorball taylor swift #mental awareness #i wish i could go back #i want to be better #i’m sorry #writerscommunity #writers on tumblr #artists on tumblr #i just wanted you to know #this is me trying #nalu #angst

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arsenicflame · 6 months

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ok really struggling to find balance i think i might log off again till thursday, you know the drill, queue keeps ticking you probably wont even notice im gone

#if you notice anything its probably just oh thank god theyve shut up lmao #nyxtalks #im sorry to keep vagueing about my mental health all the time #i cant let myself talk about it properly because i become a monster when i start #theres a reason i have no proper friends #theres a reason i have exactly one person who talks to me from before i started this account (and its someone i didn't talk to at the time)#i cant talk about it but at the same time i cant keep it entirely in #or i can but only under complete isolation #i cant explain that but i feel out of control. i need to let it out somewhere or it festers #i don't know why it matters i struggle to perceive people as real #do you really exist?#jesus. i should really go harass the nhs for mental health support #i want to be better #i dont want to put in the work. i dont think im worth it #if you read this #i am so sorry. why am i like this

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luigixfanxayjay · 4 months

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Everyone is so much cooler than me

#why do i think this way #self loathing #why #i want to be better #vent #vent post

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klutzykelzy · 10 months

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he just called and said he could do better, and he will.

now i’m crying again. i’m glad he can admit that… because i do need more love & reassurance right now.

i am not well.

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what-water-slides-off · 2 months

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One thing about healing from child abuse that I never expected is that I see my abuser in the things I do everyday. I see them in myself. My manurisms and the way I talk and the faces I make in the mirror each morning.

I am no longer in that space with them, but I worry that even so...

I worry they will be with me forever.

#mental health #mental illness #trauma #complex ptsd #healing #child abuse #i want to be better

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naes-dairy · 2 months

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Baby steps. One at a time. I can do it, I can try.

#i cant #i need to try #too many things to do #expresso the depresso #what #what?#i want to be better

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roseofcards90 · 2 months

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Okay I’m normal I started journaling again

#but doing some self reflection and hoping to be better #I hope tomorrow is better #I want to be better #my posts

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bcyoureallthatmakessense · 8 months

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I had like a pretty okay day so why the fuck and I laying here in bed feeling like I'm being suffocated why is this my life rn

#melis musings #tw anxiety #i just want to FEEL better like god.#its bad enough my body wants to rebel against me all the damn time but my brain too #like #i hate this so much #im having more bad days than good #im just trying to stay afloat #i want to be better

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endlessmidnights · 1 year

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People just don’t understand that I won’t actually kill myself, it’s not like I’m gonna actually do it, I don’t necessarily want to die I want to be better but I don’t know if that is possible for me so I cope any way I can, it’s the idea of death that is appealing but I won’t actually kill myself

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