#i want to cry but i can't

[irritablepoe]

why am i not allowed to be angry

#johnny's silly rambles #i want to cry but i can't

[nevaehdavis5675]

( Vent)

i am stressed the fuck out I just want to cry I don't know what to do anymore I can't do this shit anymore I'm ready to give up I'm just shaking and trying so hard not to cry

#tw vent post #stressed #i want to cry but i can't #i'm not okay #I'm scared #tw anxiety #anxiety attack tw #💔😭

[theglamorousferal]

Been listening to "It's Alright" on repeat since therapy today ahahahahaha

#I am not okay #actually mentally ill #screaming into the void #I want to cry but I can't

[boilingheart]

i beat bg3 today but the ending i got for gale soured the entire fucking experience now i have to go back over a hundred hours to go redo this shit so i can get the "good" ending because what i just got simply was NOT IT

#bheart talks #i can't express how devastated i feel #my whole month ruined #don't even want to write anymore #i can't believe the point of no return for him was so fucking long ago i KNEW i should've redone it when i had the chance #that was COLD. CRUEL. #literally feel so empty now. i'm going to spend the next week redoing fuckin everything man #at least lae'zel had such a lovely ending. 12/10 character holy fuck i love lae'zel #but ugh. gale. the one guy i cared about the fucking most. #i got everyone their 'good endings' but he LEAVES ME?? #bg3 spoilers #// #ish #being vague but still #man. maaan. whatever. ugh. i hope at least changing that Specific romance scene in act 3 will get me a different ending #but good god fuckin hell that's so much to redo and it already took me 300+ hours to finish this ONE RUN #i want to cry but i can't

[callistos-posts]

Resident Evil’s save room themes and Silent Hill’s OST is the type of video game music that makes me want to cry like a newborn baby.

#resident evil #resident evil save room music #silent hill #silent hill music #video games #video game music #video game ost #re4 and re7’s save themes are what do it for me #my mom played and loves these games too #re:verse’s theme slaps #crying over video game music #I’m listening to the save themes and I want to cry but I can’t #i want to cry but i can't

[catastrxblues]

fucking hate tuesdays

#i’m feeling the effects right now #i went home and just collapsed on the floor i hate it i hate it i hate it #the back of my eyes are hurting #my head is throbbing #i want to throw up but i can’t which is worse #my head got worse the second time i woke up this afternoon #there’s no way i can attend the class now i won’t be able to understand anything he’d say #i could barely think straight now much less studying another language #i say this a lot #but i really am so tired and exhausted and drained #are you sure the end of the week isn’t upon us right now it feels like we’ve been here for ages #i want to cry but i can't #i want to sleep but i know i will just wake up feeling worse than now if i do what the fuck am i supposed to do #i can’t wait until this week is over i’m so fed up of having to be well and functional enough to get shit done #sorry for the vent #i need to get it out of my chest #tw vent #nadirants

[bitchofdarkness]

I hate how fandom has become "if you haven't created anything in this very specific time frame after the release of the show/movie, everyone will have moved on"

And call me old fashioned, but that's just not me. I sometimes take ages to create and publish. And I will love a show or movie for such a long time (years, babes, years) that I just can't relate to the fast consumerism that's going on.

Because, let's be real, it can get really lonely in a fandom if most have simply moved on to the next shiny thing. Is what's created less worth, just because it was created outside the hype? Why is it such a taboo for this new fandom generation to love an old or "late" fic or art?

It's so tiring and I'm too old for the 30-seconds-hype-tiktok-shit. Just tired. So, so tired.

#semi rant #cry into the void #and no i'm not shaming young ppl in general #it's this new wave of people entering fandom which can happen at any age lbr #and I don't understand them nor do I want to atp #if you're wondering why you can't rb anymore: I switched it off bcuz people can't fucking read and piss me off with their dumb additions

[miss-million]

the first thing my mom says to me after a 3 day weekend at my dad’s aside from a hello isn’t “i love you” “i missed you” or, my favorite, “i’m so happy you still value me enough as your caregiver to not run away to an infinitely better life even though i act like i don’t value you as a person half the time and instead constantly harass you if you make the tiniest slip in school because your grades are the only thing about you that matters to me so i can brag to my friends on facebook while you are too scared to tell me about anything you value about yourself like your hobbies, personal life, or the fact that you no longer identify as a male OR the fact that you experience severe emotional suppression and barely even cry at anything because you had to live your formative years thinking crying is weak and

…i really need to go to therapy again

#vent post #tw vent #hhhhhh #i want to cry but i can't #i literally forgot how to cry #i hate living like this #every day running away to somewhere i can be who i want to is more and more appealing #i need to go to therapy #so badly

[brujademente]

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#i feeling down again #what if this depression never leave me? #what if this is the way I'm going to live for the rest of my life #people tell me that nothing last forever but i feel like this since i was 10!!! #and now I'm 33 and i don't know what is it like to feel good #i want to cry but i can't #like i want to share this weight but nobody's here for me #they have never been #i just want to fall asleep and never wake up

[cametotheshowinsd]

I love you, it's ruining my life.

THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT || April 19th, 2024

#taylor swift #tswiftedit #tswiftgif #the tortured poets department #ttpd #also tag #clara bow #wings 1927 #userelena #userleah #*merely based on the track titles* #okay I confess I just wanted to make a ttpd set and included Clara #my angel <3 #can't wait to cry to the song

[ralefaelle]

POV you and your bff did something dumb

#They be out here committing crimes #the trailer made me want to cry #I love everything about it #the babies are so cute #megs is the voice of reason nobody listens to lol #OP is a sarcastic little gremlin #the visuals and the art style are amazing #I can't wait aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhahhhhh #transformers #orion pax #optimus prime #megatron #d-16 #tf one #transformers one #maccadam

[petricorah]

scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]

#zukka #zukka fanart #sokka #sokka fanart #zuko #zuko fanart #atla #atla fanart #avatar the last airbender #zukka fic rec #myart #yall. yall. dani. this FIC #first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec #it is SO GOOD #your prose? amazing #your insights on grief? life changing #THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust #'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis' #ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT #i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were #the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so #cute with their relationship?!!?! #'oh so you think i'm beautiful too' #GOD #i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy #also #'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone' #fuck. had me crying AGAIN #seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer #the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece

[moonsnightowl]

Two sad news about two friends (one of them is my best friend) in the span of 24 hours and another bad news on how our government fucked up economically.. AGAIN

#i want to cry but i can't #not to mention how my mother is my own bully now #she's so creative and witty when it comes to being mean to me

[demigod-of-the-agni]

The pishacha are manifestations of evil itself, locked within a cursed amulet. The wearer of the amulet is at the mercy of the demon, known for possessing humans and feeding off their host's chakra energy. However, if symbiosis is achieved, the pishacha can grant its host a myriad of powerful abilities.

I just needed to draw something cool okay. I needed to draw some cool goop and some cool looks okay. okay. if I didn't post this I would have exploded okay

#IT'S VENOM BAYBEE #i can't confirm nor deny if pavitr ever ends up wearing the symbiote- sorry. the demon #i honestly just wanted to get something out lmao #it's eating me up from the inside (the au and the symbiote) #honestly there's a lot of white but fuck it. my boy needs to look good. #the dhoti reminds me of gwenom tbh. you know what i'm talking about. that pink bit in her 'fit #anyway i TOLD YOU the mythology was coming in like a boss >:) #sure i'm tweaking stuff here and there. but mwahaha.... boy does it feel good when mythology actually gets what i'm trying to go for #and spits something out for me to use :D #(crying for hours on end trying to figure out how the black goop does its thing) #anyway nearly 12am. this time i will tag my shit correctly 😤 we will not have a thompson/travasso incident again #pavitr prabhakar #spider man india #spiderman india #venom symbiote #venom #spider man fanart #mythic mumbattan au #myart #artoftheagni

[ameliashepherd3]

I'm sad. I was happy before but now I am sad. The things that make me happy can't make my mother happy. I try for her. I try to be close to God so hard but i don't feel it. I haven't found my god yet and every time she pushes me toward hers it just feels like i am in a too small closet. I watched a movie today and it made me happy and she is sick so she has a right to be sad but it is my joy. I had joy. For just 5 minutes i was happy. It's exam season. Won't end till March. I don't know.

#i want to cry but i can't #i have been blessed #but rn #is just rn #i'll feel better in a minute #more so in an hour #but right now #i am sad

[ryllen]

Apologize my humor is like this but i really had tear in my eyes because of how funny it sounds to me [x]

#spoiler #twisted wonderland #twst #malleus draconia #lilia vanrouge #fanart #twst yuu #twst mc #as someone who plays pokemon i can't let it go #i spent all those time cycling to try getting a shiny pokemon #and that exact cry brings such nostalgic feeling #i gave up bcs i found no shiny from hatching fsh #i still kinda want a black wooloo