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beanghostprincess · 6 months

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luffy falling asleep right away the moment he's in sanji's arms despite everyone around him wanting to murder him because he trusts his cook wholeheartedly and knows that he'll be safe with him makes me want to dig a hole in the floor and bury my head there like a fucking ostrich

#i want to curl up and cry #they're so romantic #one piece #black leg sanji #monkey d luffy #lusan #sanlu #whole cake island

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sadsixtynine · 6 months

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i am standing under the full moon crying with clown make up on because i am aware i am breaking my own heart. i beg to forget him. ask mother moon to take away the painful need deep inside me. the need to be deep inside his chest. wanna sit behind his ribs sometimes. feel the stability and the steady thumps of his heart. i cry and i beg to forget him and how he makes me feel everything all at once in the most gentle yet exhilarating way possible. i don’t think that’s how this story ends. but these 22 months of heartache are finally breaking me down and i am not sure i can hold out any longer.

i am crying and begging the moon. look up and squint. to see her wholly. i put on a song to hurt my own feelings. sabrina sings “i wonder how many things you think about before you get to me”.

for the first time the moon says “it’s not very many, sweetheart. it’s ok.” instead of feigning silence.

clown make up slides down my face with the tears as i contemplate continuing this suffering. seemingly at my own hands.

#love #poetry #fall in love #fucking ouch #heartbreak #lovecore #in love #sad thoughts #desperate #i want to curl up and cry #unrequited love #unrequited romance #unrequited quotes #unrequited feelings #unrequited infatuations #unrequited crush #unrequited affection #unrequited poem

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kisasan · 1 year

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#bkdk #bakudeku #maitake #takemikey #mha #bnha #tokyo revengers #i want a refund #i love them so much #i want to curl up and cry #Hori and Wakui better pay for my therapy

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fella-lovin-fella · 22 days

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therapy isnt enough i need to chew through an electrical cable

#i hate getting upset bc now i have a headache :(#and god im exhausted #i hate being exhausted #i want to curl up and cry #slay #not mlm #dantes talking again

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fantasma-de-la-cueva · 2 years

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I was watching Alan Becker AvM and I have the need to talk about the fact/detail that Purple compensates his lack of raw force with brains and cunning. Hell, I think this cunning is a trait underrated by the fandom; we know and talk of his backstabber tendencies, his treacherous side, his ambitions and now his daddy issues, but I don’t see too much people talking about how smart he is

I mean:

—Slips his way to a computer and becomes the ruler of a village, a ruler loved enough that his subjects made a statue of him. Also the fact that he knew about the ender dragon egg and how to avoid an enderman attack, which would allow him to fight without risking to suffer an attack from them. This means that collecting the ender eyes was more likely stealling them since if they didn’t sensed him they never knew what killed them.

—Manipulated Green and Blue by making them co-dragons once he found out their potential as rivals and stairs to his goal. He drags them into fighting the ender dragon, limiting to observe and wait until he could steal the egg. And even if the plan had a little turn he still obtained the egg. I have to say that when he obtained his elytra he was searching for any trap until he was secure it wasn’t any (it kinda backfires, but also noted he ignored the chest to go for the elytra)

—In AvLoL he hacked the game programing, that required some brains. When he got caught and his clones destroyed; did he engaged on a fight knowing he is physically weak? Yes, but first he obtained all the champion’s powers by eating their data. Second was shocked when he did it. And why to battle a fight with a moral code if it means a clear lose? He just went onto the most pragmatic and smart decission there (also, it’s seems that the baron responded to its own code)

—He manipulates the gang into falling into a trap. Maybe planned by King Orange and citating tv tropes “It seems thanks to the videos that they knew about their competitive tendencies, always getting more intense when some competition happens”. So the fact is that they still didn’t trusted him if AvLoL is cannon, yet they fell in the trap is impressive and shows his charisma and ability to easy win others’ trust while exploting their flaws.

—How do you fight the Second Comming, the succesor of The Choosen One and one of his friends that is the one that throws himself to battle with no fear? How can you steal one of their most valuable treasures in the PC while they are watching you? Only pretend that you aren’t up to nothing and try to approach the minecraft cube. If you have to battle against them don’t engage into a battle; just use the environment and a few punches at your favor. This sequence for me is fascinating, Purple, after trying to fight SC and Red unsuccessfully just goes into a more aggresive strategy for someone like him: he just threw a few punches to confuse and keep them away from him, used the start menu to make the strongest back off and while they got up and lunged he only sliped towards the cube from the menu while jumping off into the portal. The cube was his target, engaging in a fight would had made him fail since he isn’t strong enough, so he just used his brains to slip out while accomplishing his mission. And it worked at least until the scene where Red was following him with the Piglin kid and his hoglin.

Purple is very smart and cunning and it makes sense since he had to be on his own, he was the one caring for his mother in a hostile world, his father made clear he is physically weak and when “Orchid” died he had to travel, maybe from PC to PC and maybe the internet (and if it’s true this means he had to escape from foes stronger and more dangerous than him, also the chaos of TCO and TDL going on. It would be worst if he comes from the internet since he would had lived it as a child, hardly a teen); all alone, being a weak fighter and only his brains to protect him and helping him to survive.

But let’s remember that he has ambition and determination, so this three traits combined let him slip and escape from dangerous situations and, in consequence survive. He probably learned skills not only from his father, but also from observing his surroundings and elements in it, analyzing the best ways to use them in practical means rather than just throw himself into some “epic stickman fight”. Jokes on “Indigo”, his son became stronger in his own way.

Sadly Purple doesn’t seems to see this due to his dad influence and his flaw of trusting and willness to impress authority figures by proving himself to be strong and useful, with addition of his own poor self-steem he didn’t had time or will to improve this side of himself until reaching a peek point in any positive way; maybe he sees his cunning as a fiendish flaw product of his past, abandonment, loneliness and need to survive in a world that would had teared him alive if he didn’t used it in the way he did. If the series continue after this season I hope to see him getting closer to the stick gang, as they are willing to accept him as how he is and maybe help him realize that his brains aren’t a flaw, but something wonderful and then teaching and letting him improve and become stronger in his own unique, fascinating way.

#alan becker #animation vs minecraft #avm purple #AvM analysis #analyzing #my man needs a break #i want to hug him #i want to curl up and cry

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ughgoaway · 7 months

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okay I am so so sorry but I'm not gonna be able to get chapter 6 out tomorrow like I wanted to :(

I am still pretty ill and just had the shittest doctors appointment ever so have no mental or physical energy left to write, as much as I want to :((

#genuinely very sorry but i feel fucking awful #i want to curl up and cry #not the vibe

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tsnbrainrot · 7 months

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#im having such an off day i feel HORRID #just #frazzled and sad and lonely and like im making a huge mistake being here in nz which is riduclou #which is ridiculous *#cos ive loved it so far #but today?#oh its bad #i want to curl up and cry #i feel really fucking away and alone #unrelated im on my period 😵‍💫💀#about moi

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the-ugly-ly · 14 days

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being physically close to another person without fear that they’re going to try and cop a feel is the truest and purest form of human intimacy. and i am LACKING.

#bpd #borderline pd #borderline personality disorder #living with borderline #bpd fp #crush #favorite person #cluster b safe #cluster b friendly #touch starved #i crave human interaction #i want to curl up and cry

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macaroniasmr · 1 month

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Just having an awful day.

I didn’t make any money this weekend, that’s a first.

Work is going horribly at my vanilla job.

I lost two subs last week.

I feel like every part of life is telling me to fuck off. I know that’s dramatic af. I’m just really fucking sad.

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dragoon811 · 6 months

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How do you know when you are done with a relationship

#my heart hurts #I feel like a failure #i want to curl up and cry #i want to scream #I want to throw things #I don’t know what to do #what possible the future do I have anymore #I need a hug #shut up dragoon811

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opheliauniverse · 3 months

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can they create pain pills that actually help?

#personal #i want to curl up and cry #already took two pain pills and it doesn’t help #and istg don’t come near me if you’re someone that’s like uwu period cramps or i’ll punch you lol #my stomach and back and entire legs hurt #thank you and goodbye

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sadsixtynine · 3 months

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just because he is in my bed, doesn’t mean he is mine. yes, lines have been crossed and stomachs have been filled. yes, appetites are growing. but nothing has changed.

#love #poetry #fall in love #fucking ouch #heartbreak #lovecore #in love #sad thoughts #desperate #i want to curl up and cry #unrequited infatuations #unrequited thoughts #unrequited pining #unrequited quotes #unrequited poem #unrequited feelings #unrequited affection #unrequited crush #unrequited romance

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sanityshorror · 11 months

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I'm so sorry if MWTSN winds up delayed. There's been so much happening lately, and I've really been broken to my core. I'm so tired, so fucking tired. I can't even draw these days.

#i want to curl up and cry #and keep considering deleting social media more and more often

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ladydarkey · 1 year

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The week is emotionally draining...

#i want to curl up and cry #do nothing #feel nothing #darkey and her thoughts

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losergirlfriendsblog · 4 months

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