#i want to out-do myself in 2022

[sensazioneultra]

Sorry. It’s fine, it’s fine.

SILENT (2022)

#silent 2022 #silent #サイレント #jdramaedit #jdramasource #asiandramasource #dailyasiandramas #jdrama #meguro ren #sakura sou #disability #<- for my own tagging purposes i hope this isn't a bother to anyone #nico.gif #really important conversation #i love you sou. so so so much #these didn't turn out how i wanted but i'm too tired to do more and i'm sick so i need sleep #oh wait before i go #i tried my best to leave all the signing in the gifs as much as possible considering that tumblr hates big files #but yeah that was important to me because it wouldn't make sense to gif such a scene and not focus on the signing #can't explain myself properly i got up to charge my dying laptop and my stomach went :S :S ugh

[asshuka]

I ACCIDENTALLY DELOETED THE OG POST heres m-my take on neru append (trying to not cry)

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#vocaloid #vocasynth #fanloid #akita neru #neru akita #fanart #colored #artwork #2022 #im so mad at myself i was cleaning out the bump reblogs but ig i'm not used to have new art posts in the same month :''''''')) #og post had 43 notes which is a lot for me cries #ANYWAY... gonna try my best to retain the details i shared on da tags of that post #design is part based on existing append designs and inspired by y2k tech!! that reminds me the append concept only existed for miku and #kagamines omf apparently a lot of people don't feel the same as me and there was backlash so append didn't continue #you can't see much of it in half body size but i sprinkled in internet modem elements also #i wanted to do transparent electronics for her hands but idk how to draw circuits and stuff so they're just translucent plastic #and her tie is a digital display based on the LG lollipop! #incidentally i went on a dumbphone research spree for different reasons after this and now i really want to design a whole phone for her #anywae i dont expect this post to get the same number of notes but it's important to keep stuff archived on my blog o(-----<

[frecklystars]

im a little bit tempted to watch the Elvis movies but there are. so many. and ive heard they are so. terrible. and he didn't fully enjoy making them, he just... had to do it... bc he felt like there wasn't much of an option... and worst of all they are all so painfully heterosexual and i'm sure none of the couples ever communicate with each other properly. so you just sit there ripping your hair out and shouting at the screen "WHAT ARE YOU DOINGGGG"

#but i want to get some inspiration... for my Driver/Officer K Greaser AUs... #the Elvis 2022 movie was so good even tho some things were incorrect #like. him breaking up with his first girlfriend Dixie when he became famous? that did NOT happen #Dixie broke up with HIM before he became famous because she wanted a husband who could work 9-5 and come home. #she didn't want to date somebody famous who was out doing gigs 24/7. #then when Elvis' mother passed away years later he called Dixie and she came to the funeral to support him #he wanted someone from his old life to comfort him. someone who knew him before he became a celeb. #FUNNER FACT the first time Elvis and Dixie were crushing on each other in school #Elvis was too shy to approach Dixie to ask her out so Dixie took matters into her own hands #standing in church and shouting to her friends loudly 'IM GOING TO THE SKATING RINK LATER!!!! BY MYSELF!!! CANT WAIT!!!' #'THE SKATING RINK!!! YOU KNOW THE ONE BY THE ICE CREAM SHOP DOWN THE ROAD!!! THAT SKATING RINK!!!' #'ILL BE THERE AT 4PM!!!!!!!!!' and elvis overheard and he was like oh shit #so sure enough Dixie shows up to the skating rink and Elvis already has his skates on #AND HE'S HUGGING THE WALL FOR DEAR LIFE. FIGHTING TO SURVIVE #and then she approached him and said uh hey do u wanna get outta here. and he was like GOD YES PLEASE #i think that story is so fucking cute #woof #oh here's another fun fact. when Dixie and Elvis were dating and Elvis was out on tours/gigs whatever #Elvis was the jealous one. Dixie did not care if women were gonna be all over him #Elvis was always asking her 'what boys are talking to you??? WHO'S LOOKING AT YOU. HM???' #and she's like 'bitch I am just going to school and church. you're the one surrounded by models' LMFAO

[bubbleteapenguin]

Draculaura G3 Redraw

(July 2022)

#monster high #monster high fanart #monster high g3 #draculaura #redraw #fan art #2022 art #bubble penguin art #i will say this again this was made before the series came out i really do enjoy g3 #just wanted to do my version if i was to do g3 myself #monster high the series

[ssjumi]

my old Sailor Earth/Sailor Moon OC 🌈🌍🌌✨

pretty happy with how close I got to Naoko's style hehe

#i originally wanted to use actual watercolors (and i still do have the outlines ready to go on watercolor paper) #but i liked how the digital version turned out #10yo me would be so STOKED to see this so this is for her #Sailor Moon OC #OC #OCs #Sailor Earth #fanart #original art #picture post #own art #Sailor Moon #2022 #finished piece #i could not bring myself to go Takeuchi style for her cat as well #so I did him a little closer to the 90s anime

[puppyeared]

Third times the charm

#What can I say 2022 sure is her year lmao #I changed her Colors a bit but nothing big so they look almost the same #Ughhh I need to book an appointment with a bank advisor to see if I can get an acc set up for comms #Like I have everything like prices and slots prepared and got my other stuff out of the way so now I just need to do That hnnngh #I really am excited to try comms and I keep getting questions if I have them open and I’m always sad when I say no #if I do get it set up im probably gonna start with a few slots just to dip my toes in cause I’ve never done this before so bear with me lol #But that’s me getting ahead of myself!! I just really hope I can finally FINALLY get this thing set up after years of wanting to do it #Wish me luck!!! #My art #my oc #oc reference sheet #reference sheet #oc ref sheet #oc #augusta #ref sheet #myart #Kemonomimi

[pepprs]

like at some point i have ti admit it to myself. it’s a 2am delirious ramble after a hard sad day. but i don’t think i like my job very much actually. i mean i do i love it and it was made for me and i made it for me too. but how come something that i love and was made for me and that i made hurts so bad and so primally? how can i like something that brings me so much stress and grief and despair so regularly?

#purrs #i think it’s just been a hard year and a long pandemic. but transience and institutional politics and hierarchy and ambiguity are things you #just have to deal with i. an education job / setting and yet theyre fucking killing me. they killed me as a student and they’re killing me #even more as a staff member. i don’t think it’s that much to ask. i just want to have all the people i love in one #place. and to be on the same page all the time. shoulder to shoulder. ts all ive wanted and it’s been 5 years of wanting it so badly im #mentally and in some ways physically sick from the lengths ive gone to get it. like it’s come at a high price and i have it except for when #i don’t which is a lot of the time. idk what im saying. i just… im doing it backwards. im not in higher Ed because i want to be a student #affairs professional or ride up the ranks or whatever. im in it because i love this specific organization and helped to make it from the #start and the only reason i want to rise up the ranks is so i have fewer and fewer reasons to (doubt i’ll) get shaken off. but it can’t ever #be the same as it was. i miss my friends. i miss life before covid and i miss life before july 5 2022. i miss futures i didn’t get to live. #and i need to get over it and just be where i am and be brave and strong and pull myself backup again and make new friends and grow. but its #fucking hard. and im tired. everything has sucked the life out of me #delete later

[flamestar126]

Happy (Late) Valentine’s Day!

#for the dexdark discord event! #I chose the balloons and kidnapping because I think it would suit them real well #Mandark wanted to ask out Dexter but I think he'd be too chicken to ask him out the traditional way #that being a normal human being and communicating with words #he just commands his robot buddy and scoopes him up because he's unable to with his noodle arms #I want him to do it himself but alas his muscles are non existent #(me contradicting myself in 2022(?) that he can carry him) #this was my literal last minute submission #i got more but i wanna seperate and spam that dexdark tag #i was gonna fucking explode if I didn't share this soon #Dexter looks upset but really he's been waiting for this all day #I feel like kidnapping each other is a regular occurrence for them #ahgfuigaqbgwq i loved making these poses #squinting at photos of Mandark's robo buddies eariler #discord asked me where he's taking him and connected it with another drawing of mine I'm hiding and thought it was brilliant #that's exactly where he's being abducted to #dexdark #dexter #mandark #Dexter's Laboratory #dexter's lab #unapologetically word vomitting #dexdark v-day event 2023

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

oh my god i think i just had an epiphany

#bear with me i have been awake for 26 straight hours now. but. #ideal gender presentation: i want to be a drag king who looks like a vampire from the lost boys. but like. permanently #do you understnad me. can anyone hear me #not even ljke one of the specific characters or anything . just. 80s vampire. #who if you put nect to the cast of the lost boys youd be like “yeah he belongs there” #i have also. VERY recently started using he/him pronouns to refer to myself #and this is a very new thing so i havent asked anyone else to do it yet but. smile emoji. idk. feeling more masc than usual lately . #they/them is still default but if u ever wanted to sprinkle in a little hes and hims for flavor... i would not complain. #trying it out. like a new flavor of tea i dont know if i like yet #i NEED to meet someone who does drag i need someone to put me in drag makeup bc i dont know how to do it myself #and im afraid if i do it bad itll scare me away from ever trying again . #i fumbled a little bit with my cwilbur costume for halloween 2022 and it felt good but also i didnt do Much. i need someone talented

[frazzledazzlin]

hope u guys don't mind me being a little queer sometimes and talking to myself in the tags, it helps clear my head since people can filter out rant posts easily

#bc i had not used this place in a while until late 2022 ive absolutely forgotten if i used to talk to myself in tags here before or not #i say this bc i now have people who actively see my art here n just throwing random rants here would be very rude so i prefer tags help #feels safer here too LOL #also feels a little scary but im sure that's normal for many that there are ppl who read all tags mein gott #NOT A BAD THING THAT PPL READ TAGS i wouldn't be writing anything if i wanted to kill people for reading tags lol #just stating observations aheem aheem #its like writing on a public bathroom's walls and people passing by to be like “damn bitch ok” /funny #also do not worry at all about how i express myself i do apologize if my words sometimes sound like im on the brink but like #violence is the only way i love to be expressive HELP #watch me be on the government watchlist for the shit ive said gootbyeeeeeeee #but do not feel worried i will be ok eventually every time. sometimes i just gotta explode oh so violently to deflate and feel normal again #WISH I COULD USE EMOJIS ON THIS DAMN PC #anyway the person im trying my damned to avoid is Sure Making It Difficult #at least the people i wanted to know why i was autotune crying baby for a while heard me out n im alive in that regard finally smile emoji #how long can you keep gently hinting you want to distance yourself from somebody until you lose your goddam mind and feel sweet relief when #they actually leave said group themselves after getting my blunt hints help help #oh i sound so fucking rude with just my side but mein gott i don't care bc it was never a serious thing to begin with #just shot my anger thru the roof for good reason and finalliegh im getting mutual distance from that person lol #never get close with ur fave artists worst mistake of my life /hj for real #u start off loving seeing them every time and then boom youre sad how things turned out every time you see them my god #also make sure ur minor friends dont feel like they need to mend things for the adults i feel so fucking sad for someone bc of this rn but #i talked to them n hopefully they understand aouhg. #anyway back to queer posting thats enough soup for today good god #ranting

[eclipticass]

snowfall.

#ive seen a few people doing this 100 day challenge on twt and bc i hate myself i wanted to at least try too LMAO #pray for me besties #i just wanna be more efficient #and draw more gb characters #ofc these arent gonna be as polished as my full pieces since im spending a lot less time on them #but hopefully i can learn a lot if i keep going #im just gonna try to not burn out so im gonna have a more casual attitude about this hopefully? #it might be a little dicey when im away for class bc then i dont have access to clip </3 only procreate </3 </3 </3 #i cant for the life of me get used to procreate #anyways i love eustace #ive been having many thoughts and feelings about him lately #trying super hard to not draw 87438 belials for this challenge actually #i have a bunch of ideas for belial but i wanna take my time to polish them #granblue #granblue fantasy #eustace granblue #gbf #teedraws #tee 100 day challenge 2022

[sango-obligato]

fucking hell

#ooookay tw for suicide in the tags. just putting that out there #ive been desperately trying to fix things and relationships in the chip fandom #especially with the influx of people breaking off contact with gremlin. theres been a lot of people who've cut her off #i even got in contact with one of her victims through the chip discord. i helped him with his ''experiences with gremlin/apology'' tweet #<- which is up btw. i quote retweeted it on priv but i might repost it here #but i just feel like my efforts are just completely useless #this mindset was what pushed me to defend my friends throughout 2022. but at the same time its how i got into the shit with ''yuzu'' #(quotes cuz yuzu was a sockpuppet. gremlin really thought she could chase me out of the fandom after that shit) #im just too fucking hopeful and too fucking nice #i held hope that there'd be a day where the fandom would be nice again - despite me wanting to kill myself **partially** thanks to gremlin #and in february i **had** to leave if i didnt wanna be dead. im (kinda. emphasis on kinda) back in the fandom now but still #im terrified of talking to people directly about this shit. its taken me a lot for me to open up about this shit to other people privately #especially to the folks in the chip discord. it felt so relieving when i knew i was safe to rant about her and what she did to everyone #ughhhh im yapping about nothing. sorry i sound really annoying about this shit LOL #but i just wanted to chuck my feelings out into the void. its what i do #val being a pissbaby

[alexjcrowley]

Are we really going to pretend Takin Over The Asylum doesn't have a pitch that smokes 80% of Netflix original series

#this show is fucking good #and it doesn't always happen that you see something from the 90s in 2022 and don't find parts that cringe you out because nowadays #they are considered intolerant in some way or another #I don't know if I made myself clear but I think this show was ahead of his time #I'd say mainly with the fact that the characters are neurodivergent and sure they know it but there isn't some sort pity towards them #like their life can suck but it's not inherently because of their mental illness that is not demonized #fergus did the do because they wanted to keep him like a fucking guinea pig not because he was schizofrenic #and Eddie is not your middle aged man that because is the main character is for no reason charismatic and women fall at his feet #you know what I'm talking about #he is a normal person and he also has a problem with alcoholism which is not glamourised he is not a 'cool' alcoholic #and the cult like salesmen world they show is still very relevant today I loved that #1994 didn't deserve this show it was too ahead of its time #also I liked Eddie lithuanian heritage #it's unusual but refreshing to see this main character who's an average white man but also hey second or third generation immigrant #taking over this asylum #you can learn things from these show on how to write storylines and characters

[the-100th-witch]

hm

rant below

I run into this problem with my family a lot.

Before I was laid off, I was on a schedule (with either school or work or both) and all the other free time i had was open for helping my family (when i wasnt out with friends or working on school etc)

It was a little more balanced and i mean i was living at home rent free so of course i'd help my family here and there when i wasn't working on my school work or whatever.

I'm unemployed and trying to get things back rolling with this stupid cbest test and to substitute teach by next year yet every fucking day im asked to baby/house/pet sit and sure when im house/pet sitting i can literally just work on my shit there. But sometimes i kinda just want to be in my room or on my own schedule to work on my studying or 5 year plan without that stress on me. Given that I've been baby/house/pet sitting for every month of this year i just wanted November to be the month i just focus on myself.

I didn't tell anyone but i don't have too, i just decline and say I cant do it.

Then i get guilt tripped or told to go to starbucks/don't come out of my room if I dont want to be bothers like ok im trying not to spend money and now i gotta be locked up in my room? How about just take no for an answer???

I just wanted 1 month to decompress and focus on me. No obligations and no expectations.

I babysat this weekend after being sick the whole last week and now im being told "oh the kids are off school next week" well? I'm gonna be busy. Fucking go hire a babysitter.

#personal #it's like fuck i know im being helped out but im not literally sitting here waiting to baby/house/pet sit for all my family #im not hurting for money so i can afford to take a month off to you know TRY NOT TO UNEMPLOYED #i hate being unemployed and i want to really get this test over with so i can start the process to sub teach #and im gonna be looking at temp work if that gets derailed again but im really hoping to just sub teach since every school is needing them #this is why i hate living back at home and im tempted to move out again even without a job i did it 2020-2022 i can do it again #but i dont want any job just to pay the bills and derail my plans again i been helping my family this whole year #i think i paid my dues for just one month to focus on nothing by myself but i guess not #this is why i need to move a state away lmao #moving an hour and 40 mins wasnt enough i gave up every other weekend to help my family i mean it was a pandemic im not too mad #but i paid my dues in full i just want to pass this test before 2023 ends so i can get started fresh and back on track to my career #ok rant over i just hold this shit in and it explodes like damn dude you can't stretch me too thin like this

[leonardcohenofficial]

seeing someone who enjoys going to clubs and parties has been legitimately cool in that i’ve gotten to experience lots of new music and different social/cultural spaces (especially those around afro/house music and dance which i’ve found i really like) but i am also thus in the period of reckoning with my deep double earth sign homebody-ness and normal refusal to leave the house past 8PM 

#not to quote john mulaney in this year of our lord 2022 but even though i enjoy myself every time the build up is; you want me to do /what/ #:) has been a generally positive influence overall which i very much appreciate but the taurus and capricorn sun and rising respectively are #always like consider. what if. i didn't have to go outside. and then i go out and have a good time regardless!!!!!! but it's the same #cycle every time sjdklfsdjkfl