Anyone else at the point they want to lose their period and don't care if they become infertile? I mean I can just adopt since there r so many unwanted children out there ┐( ˘_˘)┌
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I wish I could just stick to what I planed to eat and not binge like a fucking pig
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how to puk3 easier and get everything out someone pls help. i puke but a lot of the times i don’t know if i’ve gotten everything out and it scares the shit out of me PLS DM OR COMMENT
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istg i just reached the back of my throat and i still can’t p^rge it’s impossible 🤦♀️
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Something I need to get off my chest...
Im not suicidal per say, but if I was given the opportunity I would walk into ongoing traffic. I absolutely refuse to admit my issue with dieting and weight in general but if I'm honest I don't even know why I don't like my body. Most of my childhood is a clump of fogged up memories, leaving me to ponder all the fucked up shit that might have occured during that time period but other than that idk. I've never been body shamed or bullied, my parents never really dieted, and I don't remember anything significant regarding my weight.
Though when I was younger I remember having very strong signs of hypersexuality, I have no idea how that can morph into me wanting to look unhealthy. Even though I've never really been considered obese I've always felt that I could be thinner, lose more, weight less... My weight has always been a sore topic for me, often making me feel as if I was the odd one out.
In conclusion I have no fucking idea why I am this way and I have the need to dissect my entire existence.
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Being bul1m1c and having a passion for baking is a recipe for dental destruction. At least I get to taste it all twice! (I am not doing well)
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