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#i want to tell my bestfriend who i haven't spoken to in months that cutting ties with me is better than being stuck with me
rhodey-rhudert-rhodes
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5 years
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#I'm just so fucking tired of everything
#I'm scared and lonely and i just want to talk to my friends but i can't fucking do it
#it didn't used to affect me that much that i couldn't talk to people except for the guilt
#but now it means talking to my dad for 10 minutes every other day isn't enough after years of being my biggest amount of human contact but
#it's all i can bring myself to do
#i want to tell my brother that i miss spending the weekend just watching tv with him and i miss his hugs
#i want to tell my sister that i haven't slept properly since she moved out of our room
#but my brother and sister both got married and i can't TALK to them
#i want to scream at my mom that i can't bear her sometimes
#i want to tell my other brother that i know he likes spending time alone he's all i have left
#but i can't because i can't spend more than twenty minutes dealing with anyone even my family without going out of my mind
#and the forced connection i had back when everyone was home was all i had
#i want to tell my bestfriend who i haven't spoken to in months that cutting ties with me is better than being stuck with me
#i just want to breathe but I'm the one stopping myself
#I'm sorry
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