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#i was about to make something taemin related but key’s bad love content was just TOO good not to use
angellesword · 3 years
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MAGIC SHOP | JJK (01)
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Description: You and Jungkook were best friends who were in love with each other. What would happen when Soojin, your half sister who you’re trying to impress, told you she’s in love with Jungkook too?
Alternatively:
“Would you believe me if I said that I was scared of everything too?”
Genre: childhood best friends to lovers, family drama, angst, fluff, slow burn, pining, slice of life au.
Pairing: Architect!Jungkook x Architect!Reader
Word Count: 3k
Warnings/Note: This fic doesn’t include incest okay? Taemin only treats Jungkook like his own son but he is not related to OC and Soojin by blood. But if you’re uncomfortable, please don’t read. Soojin’s mom HATES OC for being an illegitimate child.
SERIES: CHAPTER 2
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"Oh shit, shit, shit—"
You clamped your eyes shut upon hearing the unending profanities leaving Soojin's mouth from the other line.
This same thing had happened more than you could ever count that was why it didn't come as a surprise to you when Soojin, your sister, asked you this: "Fuck. Can you please pick me up? Dad is going to kill me!"
When she said 'dad,' what she really meant was the head of the architects as well the people involved in the project you two were currently working on.
"Soojin, Both of us will be late if I come and pick you up. Can't you just hail a cab or something?" You sighed, stopping the car when the traffic light turned red.
You were just two minutes away from the office.
"But I hate the smell of cabs!" She whined. You could imagine her pouting her lips since she didn't get what she wanted in the first try.
"Please?" She tried again.
You remained quiet.
"You're my sister. You should always be on my side!"
You could no longer keep your mouth shut after that.
You exhaled loudly, finally relenting. She won. You could never say no when she started pulling the 'you're my sister card.'
Admittedly, it was the key to your soft spot, the only thing that could melt your cold heart—the only thing that made you feel like you were a true Kim.
Kim Soojin. This was your half sister's complete name. Her surname was something you had wanted to use ever since you were a little girl. Your father promised you that he would let you carry his last name when you reached the age of majority.
You were twenty six now. Eight years had passed since you turned eighteen and yet, the last name of your mother was still attached to your first name.
Huh. You should have known that nothing would change. You didn't even know why you were still expecting when it was clear from the very beginning that Kim Taemin, your father, never kept his promises to you.
He always let you down, always made you feel that you didn't matter. You didn't want to be like him. This was one of the reasons why you chose to pick up Soojin from a hotel even though it would cause you to be late at work.
You didn't want to disappoint Soojin. This, however, didn't mean that the latter felt the same way.
"You reek alcohol..." You winced as soon as your sister entered your car.
She was wearing the same dress she wore at the party last night. Soojin liked bar-hopping with her friends. She actually invited you but you couldn't join them because you were busy preparing for today's presentation at work.
You and Soojin were both architects at Castle, the architectural firm owned by your father. As mentioned, you two would be presenting today—both as leaders. There were two teams in your department and Jungkook, the head of the architects, chose you and Soojin to lead each team.
In short, your sister was your rival. You knew you should be rejoicing now that it looked like she was an intoxicated mess, a clear indication that she wasn't ready to face your colleagues.
However, instead of delight, the only emotion you felt was disappointment. You were disappointed that she was acting so reckless when she was supposed to be leading people towards success.
"Yeah I know. My head is killing me." She sighed dramatically as she eyed you from head to toe. "Let me borrow your coat. I'm wearing a tube dress. I can't go to the office looking like this."
You took off your coat and handed it to her without a word. She needed it more than you do. Your dress was already appropriate for work. You only paired it with a coat because it's cold in the building, but you'd live.
"Ugh. I need coffee. Can we get one? And what's that thing you made me drink when my head's spinning? I need that too." She locked in her safety belt, a sign that she didn't want to get what she needed to make herself feel better.
She wanted you to be the one to buy her a coffee and probably some ibuprofen to help with her hangover, and since you were the best sister in the whole world, you did exactly what she wanted you to do, leaving her in your car—but not after asking her to open your laptop to send your presentation to one of your teammates via email.
You had the revised copy of your team's output. You knew you would be late so you wanted them to start without you.
You trusted your group. You were certain that they could manage even if you were out here buying vanilla bean frappuccino with three pumps of raspberry syrup for your sister.
Unfortunately, you overestimated your team.
They were a hot mess without you. They couldn't start the presentation since they believed that you had what they didn't have.
"Oh, so now the VIP decided to show up, huh?" You were welcomed by Sin-ae's sarcastic remark the second you entered the conference hall.
Kim Sin-ae was your father's legal wife so you understood why she hated you.
"I'm sorry. Traffic's terrible..." You lied, bowing your head as you continued to apologize to everyone.
"And yet you still have time to buy yourself a coffee..." Sin-ae raised her brow.
You automatically hid the plastic cup on your back. This was Soojin's coffee. She asked you to hold it for a while since she needed to go to the washroom to freshen up a little.
"I'm really sorry..." This was the only thing you could say before making your way towards your panicking teammates.
"What happened? Why haven't you guys started yet?" You whispered, eyes darting to the black screen of their laptop.
"We can't start without you, team leader. You have the revised copy of our project." Mina groaned, tears pricking at her eyes.
She was frustrated as she explained that they tried to sidetrack the important people in this room through motivation and corny jokes.
It didn't work. The panel was pissed off, especially Soojin's mom.
"Did you check your email? I asked Soojin to send it to you," your heartbeat doubled when Mina nodded, feeling dejected.
"I did. But you sent a blank document."
"Shit." You tongued the inside of your cheek, striving to calm down as you opened your laptop.
You still had ten minutes before Soojin's team took over.
You could do this.
But for the second time around, you were incorrect.
You couldn't do this—not when your file seemed to be corrupted. You couldn't even find its contents anywhere.
"Shit, shit, shit..." It was your turn to cuss nonstop. What happened to your damn file?
You felt like you were about to faint when someone suddenly tapped your shoulder.
You looked back only to see Jungkook's soft brown eyes. He had this look that instantly calmed you down.
"Are you having problems?" Even his voice was soft. "Do you want help? Tell me what I can do for you..."
Jungkook knew you were stubborn. You rarely admitted your weakness so he already expected you to shake your head, refusing to accept any form of help.
"There's nothing you can do. Our file is corrupted..."
Jungkook's eyes dilated.
"No." He shook his head too.
How could this happen? It was impossible. You were many things but being reckless wasn't one of them.
He knew how much effort and time you had exerted for this project. You would never allow bad things to happen to it.
Fuck.
Did someone sabotage you?
But who?
"Good morning, everyone!"
The door of the conference room abruptly opened, revealing Soojin who didn't look intoxicated anymore.
She looked fresh, like she woke up on the right side of bed.
She looked like she had already succeeded.
"I'm right on time, aren't I?" Soojin smiled when she spotted your team packing up.
You were too stunned to know what was happening around you—too stunned to know that Soojin planned all of this.
She only pretended like she was drunk so she could sabotage your whole presentation.
She was a good architect, but she knew she'd lose this project. She saw glimpses of your plan and it was clearly better than their team's output.
Soojin couldn't accept defeat, not when this project would serve as a way to be closer to Jeon Jungkook, the love of her life.
The winning team would have the privilege to work with the head of the architects. Jungkook would lead the project together with Soojin.
Mrs. Lee, their client, was a business person who was also an advocate of mental health. She said she wanted Castle to think of a plan that would ease the mind of people.
Soojin's plan was to build a luxury spa that would help people who were in distress to feel relaxed.
Since you blew your chance to show off what you've got, the architects working at Castle didn't have a choice but to just agree with Soojin's plan.
It was approved immediately, especially because Kim Sin-ae coaxed everyone to choose Soojin's idea.
Sin-ae wasn't an architect but she was allowed to be in this conference room since she was not only the wife of the chairman, but also a great friend of Mrs. Lee.
"Thank you so much for choosing our team." Soojin's smile was big as she shook the hand of Mrs. Lee.
"It's my pleasure..."
It broke your heart to see Mrs. Lee smiled. It wasn't because you were jealous of Soojin's achievement. It was more like you hated yourself for being an idiot.
You overworked yourself. Maybe because of exhaustion, you deleted the contents instead of saving the changes you made.
Damn. You should have checked it again this morning.
You continued to beat yourself up as you watched Mrs. Lee conversed with Jungkook and Soojin.
Your stomach dropped at the sight. Soojin was wrapping her hands around Jungkook's biceps.
Luckily, someone blocked your eyesight. You didn't think you could bear another second looking at them.
But you know what they said, it wasn't always luck.
You knew luck wouldn't be on your side now that your father was in front of you, demanding you to look at him.
"Father..." You bowed, greeting him.
Taemin didn't smile, keeping a stoic expression.
"You disappointed me," was the first thing he told you today. You knew he was here, watching you fucked up.
He didn't say anything when his wife threw sarcastic remarks at you. He also didn't ask if you were okay or if he could help you when it was apparent that you were struggling a short while ago.
Your father paid you no mind as he conversed with Seokjin, your half brother who was five years older than you and Namjoon, your other half brother.
Your two older brothers were engineers but Jungkook invited them to ask for their opinions, hoping he could learn a thing or two.
Out of the six members of your family who were here today, only Jungkook showed you kindness.
Jeon Jungkook who wasn't even related to you by blood.
He was just a dear childhood friend who happened to be loved by the Kims, someone who was adopted by your father when he became an orphan.
Taemin couldn't just abandon little Jeon, which was very in contrast to how your father treated you.
"I'll do better, father." You said, voice sounding like a robot.
Taemin clenched his jaw.
"You better. The next time you fucked up, you won't be allowed to set foot inside my building. Do you understand?"
"Yes, father..."
With that, Taemin left. He was immediately followed by your brothers who didn't even spare you a glance.
"A bastard without a brain. I'm glad you're not carrying our last name—" Sin-ae sneered at you right before following her sons out. "—because it would be such a shame."
You didn't have the chance to respond because as soon as Sin-ae left you alone, Jungkook and Soojin came near you.
"We're having lunch with Mrs. Lee and our family today. Wanna join?" Soojin smiled sweetly at you.
You couldn't answer because of the lump in your throat, and also because you didn't really hear what she said. Your whole attention was focused on Soojin's hand that was still wrapped around Jungkook's biceps.
"Yeah, didn't you say you like steak?" Jungkook also smiled at you. His doe eyes were sparkling.
"Ah," you swallowed thickly, finally realizing that they were inviting you to have lunch with them.
"You go ahead. I still have things to do."
"But you haven't eaten breakfast yet." Jungkook's lips protruded into a pout, his forehead creasing.
He knew you for more than two decades now, meaning he could tell if you had eaten already or not.
Judging your expressions—constantly touching your stomach while hiding your other shaky hand behind your back, he could tell that you were hungry.
He also knew that you had a habit of skipping breakfast because you had no appetite from five to nine in the morning. You usually ate at around 9:15am, but you didn't have the chance to do that since you were caught up with today's meeting.
"Uh..." You bit your lower lip, trailing off. You didn't know what excuse to give him since your mind was still not working.
What was the polite way to say leave me alone. I don't want to be with anyone right now?
"Don't force her, Jungkook. Maybe she's not in the mood to eat yet..." Soojin. She was the one who found an excuse for you. She was looking at you as if to say that she got it, that she would not let Jungkook bother you any longer.
Soojin pulled Jungkook towards the exit, leaving him with no choice but to just look at you until he couldn't anymore.
No one could see you anymore.
You were alone in this cold empty room.
You knew you would break down if you stayed here any longer.
And so you left too.
You left the building because the whole place was suffocating you—reminding you that you messed up.
The only place that could calm your heart was the playground. It was located near the elementary school where you and Jungkook studied before.
No children were allowed to go to this playground during class hours. Most of them flocked here at around four pm so right now, it was only you who was sitting on the swing, sighing.
It was such a gloomy day. You were glad that the sun refused to shine while you were having a bad day.
At least one thing felt right.
"I know you'd be here..."
Or maybe two things felt right.
"Are you stalking me?" Your head snapped up, meeting Jungkook's gaze.
He was standing in front of you. You saw him shrugged his shoulders upon hearing your question.
"Whatever you wanna call it. I'm just here because I know you're hungry..." He flashed a toothy grin as he handed you some food.
You accepted it without hesitation. He brought your favorite sweet probiotic drink, some chocolate bars, and a corn dog.
"I can't believe you only bought one corn dog," you shook your head, feigning disappointment.
"Ah, I bought two..." Jungkook was blushing. "But I was hungry so..."
His response elicited a hearty laugh from you. Of course he bought two corn dogs, of course he ate the other one even though he swore to himself that he would never give into temptation.
He loved corn dogs, just like you did.
"Don't laugh at me! You're not the only one with a growling stomach, you know?" He pushed the swing forward.
"Jungkook!" You gasped, heart skipping a beat because of the sudden movement.
He only stuck his tongue out at you.
God. He was such a child.
"What? I didn't get to eat steak so you can't judge me for eating your food!" He snatched the beverage he gave you.
He wasn't planning on drinking it. He was only opening it for you.
You were holding the corn dog on your left hand while your right hand was gripping the chocolate bars.
Jungkook brought the small bottle of beverage closer to your mouth, urging you to drink from the straw.
You did.
You moaned too. It was delicious.
"Stop moaning, you wench!" He glared, causing you to smirk.
"Why? Are you turned on?"
"Shut up." He was flustered again. He even pouted his lips after drinking from the same straw you used. Just like with the corn dog, he also couldn't resist drinking this tasty beverage.
You didn't comment on it. Jungkook was your best friend. He could have whatever you have. Apart from this, you didn't have the energy to nag him.
You appreciated the silence. You simply wanted to enjoy your lunch and Jungkook's presence.
He was lightly pushing the swing back and forth. It made you feel relaxed and for a moment, you stopped the negative emotions from clouding your mind and heart.
You decided to only let the good stuff embrace you. After all, you had a lot of things to be thankful for.
You made a mistake but you were alive, breathing and able to correct it.
You made a mistake but you were healthy, having the energy to create a plan in order not to let the bad things be repeated again.
You made a mistake but you still had a job.
You also had enough money to get by.
But most importantly, despite your mistakes, you still had Jeon Jungkook—someone the world couldn't take away from you, even if they tried to.
And that was enough for you.
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completed series: YOUR EYES TELL
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feedmeramyun · 5 years
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Fifty Questions Tag Game!
I was tagged by @sweet-teeth-mfs
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Hi, it me, Bee. 
1. What takes up too much of your time?
Realistically, work? I work an office job to pay my while I finish my PhD:  it’s a good job and luckily I don’t hate it (not to mention I wouldn’t even be able to do my PhD without it) but it’d be great to have that time to work on my academic projects.
2. What makes your day better?
Food.
3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today?
I didn’t do a lot today, but it was announced Lee Min Ho has been discharged from the military so that made me happy! 
4. What fictional place would you like to go to?
So. Many. Places. But forced to choose right now? Rabanastre from Final Fantasy XII.
5. Are you good at giving advice?
Lots of people ask me for it, but I think that’s because I have a very logical and rational understanding of the world. I’m not great at understanding feelings (or remembering they exist...).
6. Do you have any mental illness?
I do! My family is particularly blessed with mental health issues and I inherited my fair share of them. I’ve learned to accept them as part of me though, and I’m mostly at peace with that now: but always happy to talk honestly and frankly with others about them.  
7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?
Yes, ain’t that a blast. 
8. What musician inspired you the most?
As a teen, Kurt Cobain (so predictable!) was extremely important to me. I’m also a huge fan of Shakira: her work ethic and creativity has been a massive inspiration for me. Kpop wise, I’m in awe of female idols breaking down boundaries and forging their identities (in particular Sunmi, Hyuna and Hwasa), and of course Taemin in his explorations of gender, identity and style. 
9. Have you ever fallen in love?
Mmm, in my way. My spectrum of emotion is quite different from most peoples, so for a while I wondered if maybe I couldn’t love. Now I’m older and have a better perspective of myself I realise I can and do love, its just different. 
10. What’s your dream date?
This gets asked all the time, and I generally don’t know? Probably something low key that mostly revolved around food.
11. What do others notice about you?
I asked Edie and she said my eyes.  I quote: ‘You have very bright, round eyes. Very expressive.’ 
(What she actually said was my cuteness but I’m a grown woman dammit.)
12. What is an annoying habit you have?
I didn’t ask Edie this but I’m PRETTY sure she would agree it’s my inability to let something drop if it’s wrong or illogical, even if I know it’s supposed to be a joke. I just can’t help it. 
13. Do you still talk to your first love?
No.
14. How many exes do you have?
SOME. 
15. How many songs are in your playlist?
Spotify helpfully won’t tell me how many songs, but apparently its 12hrs 42 mins. 
16. What instruments can you play?
Guitar. I was in a band as a teenager, but I haven’t played in years. 
17. What do you have the most pictures of?
It’s a close tie between food and Do Kyungsoo. 
18. Where would you like to go before you die?
I’m lucky to have ticked a few places off my list (South Africa, Central Mexico, Moscow) but I’d really like to do a food tour of China, Japan and Korea soon. I’d also love to see St Petersburg, Machu Pichu and Teotihuacan.
19. What is your zodiac?
Libra.
20. Do you relate to it?
I know literally nothing about astrology. 
21. What is happiness to you?
Being content, being able to enjoy the people and things I love. 
22. Are you going through anything right now?
Some stuff, a few things. 
23. What’s the worst decision you ever made?
Oh boy I make terrible decisions on a daily basis.   
24. What’s your favorite store?
Sostrene Grene.
25. What’s your opinion on abortion?
It’s a human right. 
26. Do you keep a bucket list?
No. I have goals and things I value, but it’s not really my style.
27. Do you have a favorite album?
Singular? No. Favourites however would be:
Donde Estan Las Ladrones Shakira
Nevermind Nirvana
The Devil and God Are Raging Inside of Me Brand New
Warning Sunmi
Love Shot Exo
Want Taemin
28. What do you want for your birthday?
The manga boxset of Nausicaa
29. What are most people’s first impression of you?
As previously mentioned, Edie would say that I’m cute. 
In honesty, I’m not sure. I think it depends on the setting: I seem to either come across sweet or intimidating, with no real in between. But I wouldn’t say I’m especially either. 
30. What age do you seem according to most people?
Probably early twenties.��
31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?
On my bedside table. 
32. What word do you say the most?
Probably fuck? I have a bad habit of starting sentences with I either ‘Well...’ ‘I mean...’ and ‘I feel like...’ 
33. What’s the oldest age you would date?
Mid 30′s maybe? I like to be mostly on the same page as someone. 
34. What’s the youngest age you would date?
As with above, so probably 25?
35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?
Teacher. 
36. What’s your favorite music genre?
I tend to cycle through genres depending on my mood, but I unashamedly love some good Pop. 
37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?
I like the UK, even if we’re in a state of complete political turmoil right now. I’d probably leave England for Wales or Scotland if it weren’t so far from family. I toyed with moving to Spain for a while, too.
38. What is your current favorite song?
Prism by SHINee! (I’ve been having mad feels since Minho left)
39. How long have you had this blog for?
Uhhhh since Edie made me? 
40. What are you excited for?
The farmers market on Saturday (with my friend and her adorable kids).
41. Are you a better talker or listener?
Talker. 
42. What is the last productive thing you did?
I made the posters, promotional materials and edited the photos for our conference next month. 
43. What do you want for Christmas?
I realllllly want to go the new Star Wars experience at Disney. 
44. What class do you did you get the best grades in?
History, English and Media Studies. 
45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now?
A 5? I got my period and there was a huge thunderstorm earlier, though. 
46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years?
Hopefully in a full time lecturing position at a University. 
47. When did you get your first heartbreak?
I’m not sure, it depends what you would class as heartbreak: I remember crying my eyes out when the Sailor Scouts sacrificed themselves for Sailor Moon in the Dark Kingdom. 
48. What age do you want to get married?
Whenever, really. 
49. What career did you want to have as a child?
Power Ranger, Jedi, Princess of Power, Digidestined. And then a journalist or writer. (Which, I kind of am?!)
50. What do you crave right now?
Diet coke
I tag @ouuchyie, and any one else who wants to do it! I never really have any one to tag in these, since Edie tags me. Come say hey. I’m nice, mostly. 
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