#i was called a wanker and ill never recover from it tbh

[braindeadskeletons]

bruh at least you arwn't trapped in a discord group chat with 3 (i think) brittish people

okay but to be fair the few times i’ve been on discord the few british people there are HILARIOUS to hear when they’re angry if you’re all playing something together

#ask #seriously try it #i was called a wanker and ill never recover from it tbh #hearing BLOODY HELL in minecraft is also weird #its the most stereotypical stuff but also ig it holds accurate from what ive experienced

[come-survey-with-me-blog]

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1 - Who was the last person you texted? my dad

2 - When is your birthday? 14th november

3 - Who do you want to be with right now? probably tia - one of my best friends and colleagues from work

4 - What sports do you play? horse riding, that’s about it

5 - Who is the first person in your contacts? my old friend lucy anson, i know her from high school

6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment? mess is mine by vance joy

7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with? probably one of my best friends imogen cos she knows what to do in every situation

8 - What do you feel right now? very sleepy, also dreading work tomorrow

9 - What chocolate is your favorite? hmmm, probably milka

10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have? never been in a proper relationship

11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account? my first tumblr account was in 2012 and it was cos all of my other online friends made one

12 - Who is your favorite blogger? i don’t have one

13 - Where do you want to be right now? back in leeds with all my uni friends

14 - What do you want to be in the future? i would love to teach psychology in a high school

15 - When was the last time you cried? Why? on friday (2 days ago) out of anger because of my work colleague

16 - Are you happy? yes. very much so because for the first time in a while i feel like i have people who i love and who love me

17 - Who do you miss? i probably miss owain (my best friend) the most, because out of all my uni friends over these holidays we’ve talked the least cos he’s an awkward sod

18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life? i’d like to have a life without mental illness, just with all the same people

19 - What was the best thing you were given? as deep as this is, probably a second chance at life. i nearly died once when i tried to kill myself. but i didn’t and i’ve never been more grateful

20 - Who was the last person who called you? my friend from uni tori

21 - What is your favorite dish? mac and cheese no competition

22 - Who is your bestfriend? my best friend is probably owain, i met him at uni and currently live with him. he’s a wanker, but i love him.

23 - What is your biggest regret? probably letting my anxiety overtake me and not doing things that i’ve wanted to do in the moment

24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner? never had a proper relationship

25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with? hahaha all of my uni friends and my work colleagues a lot of the time because of the amount of wankers we have to deal with

26 - Name someone pretty. every one of my friends

27 - Who was the last person you hugged? tia, someone who i class as a mother figure

28 - What kind of music do you listen to? a lot of indie/alternative shit, but i also listen to a lot of old classics haha

29 - Are you over your past? no. i’m recovering from it, but it will always be a part of me and i’m glad that it is.

30 - Who is the last person in your contacts? my friend lucy from uni

31 - What kind of person do you want to date? someone caring and kind, who will look after me but i can also laugh with. someone who does the little things like forehead kisses. someone who can love me despite everything that goes on in my life. i guess i am a romantic, as much as i say i am not.

32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night? yes, sometimes. i have a lot of nightmares.

33 - From whom was the last text message you received? my dad

34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt? jeans definitely

35 - How’s your heart? fine?

36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”? never been in a proper relationship

37 - Do you like someone as of the moment? yes. no more details though, just in case someone i know happens to find this.

38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend? never been in a proper relationship

39 - Do you have any phobias? i have diagnosed emetophobia, which is an extreme fear of vomit. i can vomit myself but other peoples’ gives me panic attacks

40 - Did you try to change for a person? no, never.

41 - What’s the nicest thing you have given to someone? just little things really, that show my appreciation for the person. i can’t really name one specific thing.

42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship? never been in a proper relationship.

43 - Are you in a good or bad mood? neutral right now. i’m pretty tired.

44 - Name someone you can’t live without. at the moment, all of my friends from uni.

45 - Describe your dream date. ugh, i hate stuff like this. probably a really nice picnic on a warm quiet evening, with lots of comfy blankets.

46 - Describe your dream wedding. ffs. in a nice rustic building probably, with mess is mine by vance joy playing in the background.

47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s? none.

48 - Have you ever been kissed? of course.

49 - How long is your longest relationship? never been in a proper relationship

50 - Do you regret your past? not at all.

51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else? yes. it’s something i’ve always done haha

52 - Have you ever cried over someone? of course, many times.

53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone? hahaha my boss and my old best friend, hafsah. also probably a couple of the girls who i live with currently

54 - Are you a crybaby? yes hahahaha

55 - Do people praise you for your looks? sometimes

56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t? yeah, twice. again, no more details

57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret? hahah of course, main one is smoking

58 - Do you like getting hurt? why would anyone?? of course not??

59 - Does anyone hate you? wouldn’t surprise me, so probably

60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”? no.

61 - What hair color do you prefer? dark brown

62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it? probably the amount i focus on my insecurities

63 - Do you love someone as of the moment? i actually don’t know if i would class it as love. i just don’t know. i’m confused,,

64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself? yes.

65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school? nah, i don’t even go to school anymore

66 - Can you live without internet? you know what, probably not

67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone? i don’t have a special someone

68 - Are you good at holding back your tears? no i’m the worst at it

69 - Are you a crybaby? yes.

70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical? hahah yes, if i haven’t had enough sleep.

71 - Are you a KPOP fan? no

72 - Do you study hard? no LOL

73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love? mainly my own self-care, tbh

74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight? yes.

75 - Have you ever ridden a boat? yes, but i hated it because i get sea sick

76 - Did you have an accident last year? i had many accidents considering my knee is an absolute mess and can go at any moment

77 - What kind of person are you? determined, yet insecure. i’m also very loyal, as long as i care about you. however, if you’re awful to me or anyone i care about i can be the most cold-hearted and blunt bitch you will ever meet

78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone? no

79 - Have you ever been jealous? all the time

80 - How can you prove your love to someone? doing little things for them without them asking you

81 - What are you thinking right now? i want to go to sleep, i have work tomorrow

82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts? my old friend courtney from high school. she lives in the us now.

83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase? probably a few bad ones from when i was in hospital.

84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel? yeah.

85 - Did you ever badmouth someone? hahaha YES, at least im honest.

86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone? i’ve had many.

87 - Do you have trust issues? yeah. i tend to either overshare or not trust people at all.

88 - Are you broken-hearted? nah

89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”? -

90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it? yes, because it makes you into a stronger person

91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”? not in all situations. i think you have to work for things at times.

92 - Who do you want to marry? seriously???? im 19 all i am thinking about right now is what food i am gonna eat in the morning

93 - Do you believe in destiny? no.

94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”? nah

95 - How do you look right now? like death with bags under my eyes

96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies? no

97 - Have you found your true love? who knows

98 - What should you be doing right now? probably sleeping, considering im working tomorrow and is 3:30am

99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends. i haven’t been in a proper relationship

100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough? all the time