#i was going to add in all the angst but this fandom deserves some happiness

[girltigerclaw]

breaking into ur house rn

top ten characters and bottom ten. reasons are optional

I just finished this chart thing i think i actually stole from your blog a few months ago <3 Slightly edited to my own prefs.

If anyone wants the template check the reblogs, and feel free to add you own. I'd love to see. I'm just rambling under here:

Leafpool: She is more special and sacred than the virgin mary. She has everything. Daughter of the first protagonist, ex boyfriend for me to hate, TONS of wlw situationships<3, a lifetime of tragedy, and some of the most gorgeous canon art to exist.

Crookedstar: Crookedstar is a trans woman to me. Her life is genuinely just so tragic and fucked, I love it. The erins asked: “How much truama, death and misfortune can you fit into a single cat?” and then they wrote Crookedstar’s promise.

Tawnypelt: GIRLS WHO HATE THEIR FATHERS. The erins dont love her like I do.

Tallstar: I love old men… I fucking love seeing older characters and how much they’ve changed from their younger selves. Tallstar is considered one of, if not the most peaceful leader in the clans. But also when he was like 19 he went on a quest to fucking murder a guy :3

Cloudstar: I rlly do not care abt anyone in Skyclan(I like Leafstar but she's not a fav yknow?) Cloudstar... he was based as fuck. Why did Starclan get away with this shit for real??

Scourge: It’s fucking Scourge. He’s awesome

Briarlight: I’m disabled and I love her. She has such a consistent fun, sweet personality and she makes me happy!!<3

RavenBarley: It deserves all the attention and hype it gets. Though I wish mlm ships didn’t overshadow wlw ones in this fandom, RavenBarley is genuinely well written and makes me very emotional even if the publisher didnt allow it to be explicitly canon.

CrookedBlue: TRANS WOMEN CROOKEDSTAR YURI. Two leaders having a forbidden relationship and kits is way more interesting than Oakheart. The angst of Crooked and Blue sitting next to eachother every gathering while the entire forest has their eyes on them. Don’t look for too long, don’t let the mourning slip into your voice. You have to pretend your lover is a stranger. You… have become strangers. You can never be together again. You're enemies now. This is what we wanted, isn’t it? …We’ll never be happy again.

Mothwing: Her novella delving into her relationship with Hawkfrost was so good and heartbreaking.

Heathertail: Daughter of leader, sister of a major villian, and former love interest of a protagonist! Why did she fall off the second po3 ended. She’s shown to be very compassionate and willing to put her own feelings aside for the sake of others. Would’ve honestly prefered her as a mate to Lionblaze or get a pov herself over the nothing we got.

Blackstar: *Murders an elderly woman trying to stop me from kidnapping children. Supports a dictator openly abusing/neglecting children and the elderly. Murders a man for refusing to kill mixed raced children- then tells said man’s sister that she will never be safe.* Man…. i sure do feel bad for abusing and killing all of those people…. Good thing I will face no consequences and proceed to be made leader, where I will have even more power over the wellbeing of others.

I hate. This guy.

The New Prophecy: A classic. My first series was actually tnp! i feel more attached to first arc cats tho, if you couldn't already tell by my list lmao

Johanna Map- Best Tawnypelt content out there

BlueQuince: My personal handcrafted, homemade Yuri. Bluefur feels terrible about Tiny going missing and promises Quince she’ll help her find him. They never did, but they had a very… fleeting but intimate relationship. Quince is grieving and Bluefur feels so overwhelmed by the duties in her clan. They’ve always thought of eachother since but never met again.

Tigerclaw: My name sake<3 The angst of his earlier life is so, so facinating to me. Starclan being straight fucked up and decided killing him is their only option? He was a kid and they saw him as a lost cause from the start. They never tried any other methods, never tried to steer him in the right direction or… even just take it into their own hands and kill him themself, which they have SHOWN they’re capable of.

They watched all the the horrific crimes he commited, entirely aware they were going to happen. Thats. Fucking. Horrifying. Starclan is scary as shit… and his death? FANTASTIC. I only wish he’d gotten lives from cats he killed so that him coming back to life to suffer over and over was an actual curse from Starclan and not blessings. They knew how he would die and they gave him the lives to torture him for his sins…

Flywhisker: Adhd girlies. Painfully relate to that feeling of the constant scolding for never being “good enough” because I prefer to do things a certain way or struggle to focus. So, SO happy for her when she left the clans! You don’t have to prove yourself to anyone! Hope she’s happy and warm indoors with her brother💕

(P.S. I was very suprised to find she actually had an official art piece!)

Bluestar: Get behind me women with mental disorders. I will defend you. Beautifully complex and tragic character, my favorite written in the series. Literally can't think of a single other female character in handled as seriously and with the complexity of Bluestar. (Although her super edition was a bit of an L with how others treated her, it ultimately makes her breakdown even more painful.)

Exile from Shaodwclan: Nightstar my beloved! He's such a great guy. The rightful leader of Shadowclan, always and forever.

Ravenpaw's Farewell: HE DIED IN BARLEY'S ARMS, TELLING HIM HE WILL FIND HIM, NO MATTER WHERE HE IS. FUCK.

Crookedstar art: So beautiful. I genuinely think she's one of the prettiest cats in the series. This along with her official art by Wayne Mcloughlin.

Leopardstar: As a kid I hated her and loved Blackfoot, now I hate Blackfoot and love her. #feminism. But seriously I think she has way more going for her than he ever has. Her father is a medicine cat who hates violence, the DRASTIC change in Riverclan's view of outsiders upon Crookedstar's death and her leadership. Her already having a position of power before proving she's unworthy of it. (Unlike Blackstar who gets rewarded for his racism and violence by being made leader afterwards) and the fact she has to interact with her victims on a daily basis after what she did.

The writings attempts to redeem her are really lame and dismissive of the actually damage she did, but at the very least they TRIED to do something else with her. Personally, I would have loved to see her assassinated by Mistyfoot. Just like her mother Bluestar was almost killed all those moons ago by Tigerclaw... The parallels of violence for power and violence for peace. A victim repeating the actions of the very man who killed her brother to put an end to what he started in Riverclan.... A shadow in Riverclan, if you will. (<-Pretending erin hunter has hired me to rewrite their series)

Windclan: Tunneling as a concept and inviting outsiders into their clan so friendly and casual makes the clan seems so much more diverse than the others. It always stuck out to me!

Andddd there are my current warrior cat options as of 2023! If someone actually read this whole ramble ily<3

#THANKS FOR THE ASK. sorry i wrote you a novel❤ #I already wanted an excuse to just throw all my favs and thoughts into one place so i used ur ask as that lol #asks #mypost

[bobfloydsbabe]

illicit affairs | bob floyd x oc | mob boss au

in the afterglow

SUMMARY: Bob longs for something real.

WARNINGS: mob boss au, angst (if you really squint), otherwise none

WORD COUNT: 375

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A/N: This just came to me two nights ago, and I wanted to share Soft MBB with you all. You deserve him. I've also decided that black and white banners indicate shorter drabbles and blurbs. I'll add this to the masterlist soon. Also. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PLATONIC SOULMATE @joaquinwhorres!!

She brushes a hand over his flushed and sweaty chest, watching it travel across the expanse of his pecs. Somehow, her fingertips are cold.

He brings his own hand up to cradle hers. Pressing it closer to where his heart is so she can feel it beating rapidly, not just from the strain of their activities, but because she’s near. He doesn’t have the words to articulate what they are yet, but it’s on the tip of his tongue.

“What’s going on in that head of yours?”

Abby looks up into his eyes, and for who knows what time, he can’t read her. Whatever she’s thinking is a closely guarded secret he’s not yet privy to, but he’ll get there. He knows he will.

“It’s not important,” she whispers, and cranes her neck down to place a kiss on the back of his hand.

Placing a finger under her chin, he brings her lips to his. Gentle. Soft. Not desperate like all the other times he’s kissed her, no, this is a kiss just because. Because kissing her feels like belonging for the first time, and he doesn’t know what to make of that ache in his chest.

He pecks her lips again and again, hoping it’ll make her stay. He knows it won’t. She always leaves after he drifts off to sleep, so tonight he’s trying to stay awake to keep her here. To keep the illusion that they could be something more than whatever they are alive.

She pulls back, a tired smile on her beautiful face, and she shudders under his touch as he runs his thumb over the beauty mark next to her nose. “Go to sleep, Bobby,” she whispers into the darkness, pecking his lips once more.

He takes a deep breath, feeling the exhaustion overtake his body. “I like when you call me that,” he whispers back as his eyelids grow heavy and slip closed.

Leaning forward, she kisses the tip of his nose. “Sweet dreams, Bobby.”

His vision darkens and the outlines of her face blur. “They always are when you’re here.” It’s a raw and vulnerable confession, but he’s too tired to fight sleep as it pulls him under.

When he wakes the next morning, she’s gone.

likes a nice, but reblogs and comments are golden

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#robert bob floyd #bob floyd #robert floyd #robert bob floyd x oc #bob floyd x oc #robert floyd x oc #bob floyd x reader #robert bob floyd x reader #<- forgive me for using these tags i just want to reach more people #fic: illicit affairs #fic: mob boss au #otp: mbb x abby #oc: abby lennox #top gun maverick #mob boss au #mafia au #writtenbyme #madebyme #mywriting #helena writes #this is so soft #this is well into their situation

[omgcheez]

Autistic Bruno headcanons/fic ideas go!

-gvr ����

I dunno how fresh these are, but here I go:

Rubbing fabrics is one of his most common stims, but there are some others not seen in the movie. I don't remember who it was, but months ago someone said that they wanted to HC him flapping but felt bad because the way the fandom was... it's in the ol book of HC's now. you deserve flappy Bruno homie.

Sand is very texture™.

When he was a kid, Bruno spent long periods of time looking at the sand in hourglasses fall.

Being the gifted kid of the family allowed a lot of his quirks to get overlooked for a while. By the time he hit burnout, he was seen as a burden. this could probably be a general HC, but it was very much a double edged sword for him.

He advocated for Dolores at loud parties, and postcanon, the two will go to her room to enjoy a quiet activity.

His "Special rat" he mentions in OBB is his support rat that acts as not only a companion, but a comfort. He pets it and also trained it to lick his face and calm him down.

I've mentioned the HC of involuntary visions sometimes vetting tied to meltdowns. The swirlimg sand has unintentionally hurt people before, and out of context, a random villager probably would see it as scary.

This one is common I think, but Mirabel making Bruno textured a scarf,plush, etc? yes, she does that.

She is also one of the first people that really sat and listened to him to that extent. Second most would be Julieta, who was in general the nurturing big sister, though she took care of everyone. That line about holding him in the book until it relaxed and being ok with him not talkong until he felt comfortable is canon in my heart. She knew a lot what to do because of how gentle she is with Antonio and when it comes to emotional care, post canon especially she goes out of her way to make sure everyone, including him is okay.

Luisa gives some awesome pressure hugs, though she has to watch her strength, of course. Bruno can just give her a look and she knows.

If you let him talk about his rats or shows, he will be your best friend. It's not something that everyone necessarily understood, but post canon everyone, especially his family enjoy his shows and his enthusiasm. Something he loves just as much though is the actual process of making things. He can get into a full on trance making his art and sets.

Bruno being afraid of fireworks for the angst. :( It's another reason for him to get Dolores in her soundproof room though.

Julieta knows how his body reacts when he is happy, and is the most thrilled to see that as he is getting better emotionally.

The first time that they all ate together as a family again was chaotic and it was a learning experience. It took some tweaking and sometimes he will eat alone, but generally family meals are good now. :)

The silver lining to his gift is being able to have predictability in his life. He still isn't fond of when the future sneaks up on him or things don't go to plan like in the game where he freaks out and mirabel has to calm him down

He hides in tight corners and small spaces, and his new room has a little hiding spot. The family knows about it and the other spaces he has in the house but respect that

He hits himself and hair pulls when he's in a bad space mentally.

As he got older, a lot of his quirks were misumderstood by the villager and even his mother as him being moody or Noncompliant. Post-canon, she starts to listen to him more and gets to have a caring motherly role more often. She tries to check up on him and make sure that his limits aren't being puahed and that she isn't subconvipusly trying to make him someone else.

He asked Julieta to "fix" him at least once when he was older and frustrated with how sour everything had gone. He's a lot happier with himself, though.

These probably aren't the freshest ideas, but I might add more to the future. Anon, I would love to hear any of your ideas if you have them, as well as other people. Feel free to add in reblogs, comments, asks, or whatever you can think of

#encanto #bruno madrigal #autistic bruno madrigal #encanto headcannons #nd bruno #neurodivergemt bruno madrigal #I wanted to post this sun night but um... busy

[magmythedevil]

Do you have worries about either Envy or Nuzi being rushed and forced in the end to the audience to please certain fans? Would you be saddened if N and Uzi didn't get together in the end, despite all the development and growth the two have gotten over the season so far, especially with their friendship? I've honestly noticed lately that some Envy fans have said Nuzi is being shoved in our faces, but the same could be said for EP 5 "Envy" when they showed the past versions of N and V, and even EP 2 as well..it seems like kinda hypocritical, to me. Heck someone even went out and made an Nuzi hate account over on Twitter and it's laughable and dumb. But anyways, I wanted to ask are you worried about either ship being rushed and not given the amount of development?? I honestly feel bad that I can't like Envy as other fans do..I honestly DO wanna like it and I do kinda ship it, but I only ship and like their past versions, but it's just hard for me to really like N and V as a couple (especially present) In general when the show hasn't really given it the amount of development it deserves and the show also hasn't given me a reason to really root and make them seem believable, at least to me..maybe I'm missing something, idk. 🤷‍♀️🤔 It's sometimes scary and hard to be a Nuzi fan at times though when Envy fans and especially other fans in this fandom (at least when it comes to Tik Tok and Twitter, and even Reddit and Amino too) keep on calling Nuzi problematic and uncomfortable because of so much misinformation being spread and people thinking it's p*oship, EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT!! PLEASE STOP SAYING THIS, BTW!

But some fans are theorizing and assuming that maybe Liam is just playing around with the audience and saying that N and V might end up being the endgame couple which I cannot say, none of us knows until Liam confirms and says anything! I honestly do think there needs to be proper closure with N and V no matter if they get together or not, especially with V's treatment of N. I honestly think that V's sacrifice will affect the characters, especially N..since he and V were close and had a bond with one another!

And one more thing I wanna add real quick is this, now I don't know if this is 100% true or not and I'm just going by from what I've heard, but apparently I've heard that during a live event screening that happened back for EP 2 of the show, Liam Vickers was talking and discussing about how much he loved and enjoyed N and Uzi's dynamic (they are also his favorite characters) and he doesn't like one over the other and was also apparently asked on what his favorite ship was which he didn't say and said we'd eventually find out...I wouldn't be surprised if he's referring to both N and Uzi, since not only do they have the most developed and strongest bond and friendship out of any of the other characters, but the show has hinted at them being a item so many times, it seems sooo obvious. (I know this trope is cliche of main characters being a thing and I'm not the biggest fan of this myself at times, but N and Uzi are an exception for me! ^-^) now I MIGHT be wrong and things may change and go differently we'll just have to wait and see afterall, but even if N and Uzi don't get together..I'll still ship them because they just have more chemistry to me. 💛💜✨ But in the end, shipping isn't everything to me and I'm just here for the story, world-building + angst and the characters as well, but I'm curious to see what Liam ends up doing with the relationships and dynamics, especially since with this show..since anything can happen, especially with how crazy and insane it can be, especially with all it's twists and turns, haha!

Yep, nuzi may be semi-canon right now but everything is possible. We cant be sure what will happen to them exactly. But if nuzi really ins't end-game i hope liam gives a satisfied conclusion to them and their relantioship at least, no matter If Its happy, Sad or bitter-sweet.

Now about envy, i agre with you, i cant really ship their present selfs because of their development and their fans (they are so weird about nuzi and uzi herself ughhh) .

And if envy is going to be the end game in the full series Liam has to like- FOCUS a lot on them since they have a some things to pack up before coming back to each other. But, he has to put Uzi a litte aside for that....and i think thats something quite controversial to do since shes such a beloved protagonist and her relantioship with N is extremely special for the show (and fans)

But now that V has got some development and doesn't really hate uzi that much, envy may still have a chance of end-game.

But If they arent going to be end-game, Liam surely will give a nice conclusion for their relantioship, most probally a bitter-sweet one. (I also still have some Hope for vizzy-)

Also V's death is OBVIOUSLY going to be a part of N's breakdown Togheter with Uzi Almost losing her control and having to save the whole universe thing, Thats the entire point. No matter If he has focused on Uzi more, and getting feelings for her. V still was someone special for him (even If she treated him poorly) not even in a romantic way, if a friend of my died i would go crazy too.

And i agree with you with the whole rest 👍 lets see what will happen

#murder drones #ask

[incorrect-codegeass]

HI so you’re a bit of an authority on code geass

As such, you would have read say some fics?

And if the above is true, would you, perhaps, be willing to rec said fics?

I’m honestly cool with any pairing, or no pairings at all, I’m just in dire need of cg stuff to read

And if you don’t do fic recs, that’s totally cool as well!!

Oh my goodness, it's taken me ages to get back to this, I'm so sorry. I do have fic recs, and I have read a lot of fics, but it's also been a good while since so mine would be older ones. I also still like some of my own, so. Most of these are also SuzaLulu as I am forever a slave to SuzaLulu and that's what I've got in my bookmarks and so on. Hope you (or anyone else) finds something new or interesting from these!

Until I Find You by spirithorse (125k) (SuzaLulu)

Based on the movie Anastasia, but is its own story. I love the author, it's just beautiful work, I've read it at least four times by now. 10/10.

Live by sunshine-heroes (2k) (SuzaLulu)

Slight angst, post Zero Requiem. Makes me sad every time I read it, still great.

Final Command by bard_linn (7k) (gen)

A canon divergence, really interesting take on what would happen if they did find Lelouch and if Charles (derogatory) died.

Turning Points (a series) by elarielf

Really tiny changes in canon, how different would things have ended? I always say that a single tiny change in canon would've changed the entire story, and this is what I mean.

In This Field of Flowers by carzla (11k) (SuzaLulu)

Post Zero Requiem, angst, one of the few fics to get me to tear up. Also one of the few fics I've gone out of my way to find again later on, it's just that good.

Sleeping Habits by aerynevenstar (17k) (SuzaLulu)

I'm genuinely pretty sure this was what inspired me to start writing more CG fanfics in the first place. It's just wonderful and everyone should read it.

Her Song of Love and Empathy by EthelPhantom (2k) (gen)

Euphie-centric, because Euphie deserves more love in this fandom, she was such a clever person and one of the only ones I'd consider to be genuinely 'good' people.

A Bouquet of Anemones, Purple Hyacinths, Pink Carnations and Yarrows by EthelPhantom (19k) (SuzaLulu)

What if Lelouch lived but things did not go right at all? Nunnally and Lelouch centric, angst. A literal tragedy. I will read this over and over. No, I don't care it's my own fic.

Tides Brought to You by EthelPhantom (36k) (SuzaLulu) (unfinished)

Merfolk AU, with a side of Gino&Anya&Suzaku friendship. Why are there not more mermaid fics in this fandom? I know of like, two or three.

coincidences are strange and happen without a warning by EthelPhantom (4k) (SuzaLulu & EuphieKallen)

Internet Friends AU, really cute and just fluff. Also sort of a texting fic.

Never Lose Your Hold of Me Again by EthelPhantom (10k) (SuzaLulu)

Afterlife AU, the closure we needed but never got in canon. Angst but like, with a happy ending. Lots of friendships, too.

Worth the Suffering (series) by EthelPhantom (79k) (SuzaLulu)

A what-if, canon divergence series, basically, main story Never Too Far From You. Other ones are add-ons to that. Good ending.

My Mirror, Sword and Shield by spirithorse (326k) (SuzaLulu)

Each chapter approximately 10k long, gotta love the world-building in this one. Time travel, no Geass AU. I just love this author's works, I'm really sad they don't have more CG than they do. Genuinely the fic I've read over and over the most, even if I nowadays tend to skip some parts because I wanna read my favourites quicker. I love it. 20/10.

Medium Drip, Lemon Ripple by orphan_account (4k) (SuzaLulu)

Coffeeshop AU, need I say more? It's beautiful.

Worrying for Suzaku by NeoDiji (2k) (SuzaLulu)

Cecile is a mom and worries about Suzaku because she's convinced he's being bullied at school. The fic is just really cute and fun.

A String Tightly Knotted by spirithorse (136k) (SuzaLulu / JuliusSuzaku)

Reincarnation AU, ghosts, Suzaku and Kaguya can see and thus deal with ghosts. It's really interesting and I really enjoyed it.

Select All That Apply by crescenttwins (1k) (SuzaLulu)

Nunnally centric. Probably one of the most clever fics in this entire fandom, I love it so so much. Kind of like a questionnaire for her that you can follow, honestly just read it. Please.

#code geass #not a qoute #ask me things #asks #fic rec #fic recs

[not-poignant]

🤯, 🤭 & 💔 for the kinkmeme

🤯 What's a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?

The ones I'm not writing, lmao.

Okay but in all seriousness, I would say I struggle with mysteries, because I don't enjoy them in general. (I'm that person who always looks up the answer so I don't have to deal with the 'mystery' part which I generally find incredibly boring, so no, I can't really write the genre either). Ditto westerns.

I actually don't think I really struggle with romance, contemporary, action, fantasy, adventure, science fiction, erotica etc. I don't even struggle with hard science fiction. I don't think I'd struggle that much with horror or psychological or even supernatural thriller. Every time I've written elements of horror or thriller genres into my works, it's been pretty well-received actually. I'm just not really drawn to it. Genres are pretty easy to 'get' frankly (I did a media degree, I have done tertiary study of genre, so...formulas I understand). I struggle less with genre and more with base conceptuals that can be found in any genre - for example, I struggle with plot-based over character-based storylines. And that's true in any genre.

Oh! Actually I think maybe I struggle with procedurals and 'case of the week' style writing. That's what Eversion was supposed to be, and I profoundly did not like doing it, so basically removed Connor from the case and told a different story, lol, so I think that's one too!

🤭 Do you have a favorite tag to use when posting your works?

It's two and they go hand in hand: Angst and hurt/comfort. I think they're on just about every single one of my works. And they're usually among the first two I add.

💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?

Hmmm.

Strange Sights because it represents a time in my life that was extremely damaging for me, to the point where I nearly have deleted it several times (I won't though, it doesn't hurt in the same way anymore - time heals some wounds and all that).

All of The Ice Plague because it just did so badly re: engagement (Underline the Black is about to eclipse TIP 3 for kudos in almost a quarter of the time and far less words, lol, sigh), and it became the death knell of the Fae Tales canon, which was supposed to continue. I grieved that for years, on and off, until I finally accepted reality. In TIP 1, we could say it was just...teething issues. In TIP 2 (which did worse than TIP 1) we could be like 'oh well, these things happen.' In TIP 3, which has done the worst of any long fic I've ever written, across two separate accounts, I just put my head in my hands and never felt further away from trying to draw in readers and keeping my career going. I can't tell you how many times I nearly quit.

(I had some great times writing it, but I also had a lot of 'why am I even still doing this to myself' times while writing it too, and then I'd remember the readers that were engaging with it and commenting on it, and I'd remember like... I need to make a living, and I'd also remember that the characters deserved their happy ending, and I'd keep going).

Honestly, nothing else really comes close to TIP, especially TIP 3. I actually felt relieved when it ended. Everything I've written since has been more popular and drawn in more people. It speaks for itself. It just makes me sad as well, that proportionately, less than 1/7 of the readers of Game Theory ever got to read Augus and Gwyn's true happy ending and epilogue, in All that We Were, All That We Will Ever Be. It's just a massive drop off overall, and makes me feel like I let folks down.

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From the fandom meme

#asks and answers #memey goodness #pia on fanfiction #pia on writing #this one hurted #lol with more distance between me and the ice plague #and realising recently that a fringe omegaverse story #which is a genre people typically hate on even in romance #even that will quickly overtake the ice plague #or at least the ice plague 3 #for popularity #and popularity isn't everything #but you know i need money to live #so it is something #falling falling stars held me up through the ice plague #otherwise you may never have seen it end at all #administrator gwyn wants this in the queue

[armybratz123]

Requests and Rules

Hello! I am new to tumblr but thought it be fun to try out and use to get out some one shots, extras from my in-progress stories, etc;

I write on Wattpad, Ao3, Quotev, and fan fiction.net under the usernames Nerd101, NeedAlert101, and ArmyBratz101 for those of you who may have heard or read my stories before. This is my first post! And I’ve decided to start off with requests. To me get started, afterwards, some time in the future, we’ll see whether or not I’ll continue doing requests once I get the ball rolling.

Fandoms:

Doctor Who

Danny Phantom

DC

Marvel

Twisted Wonderland

Katekyo Hitman Reborn

One Piece

Percy Jackson

Miraculous Ladybug

Transformers (specifically Bayverse, but I’m open to the other versions as well. Just be specific)

Twilight (limited, I'm very picky with this one)

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

Persona 5

How to Train Your Dragon

Avatar the Last Airbender

Hobbit

Lord of the Rings

Fate (Be specific which one)

My Hero Acadamia

Supernatural

Lucifer

Good Omens

(More will most likely be added on in the future.)

What I Can and Am Willing to Do:

Crossovers; I’ve always find it fun twisting the stories and universe in ways so two worlds can exist as one, or just how one person from a different world is like in another.

Reader inserts; I’m meh at them (haven’t done too many) but depending on the request I might do some. But don’t get your hopes up.

OCs; it’s fun making up characters from a different world, but I will only do my own. You want to request an OC from a certain world, great! Just if you want a specific detail (ability, world they’re from, personality trait, people to interact with, good/bad/antihero, love interest, etc;) just tell me and I’ll add that in! These OC’s can also be used for requests in the future once finished (I’ll even draw them).

AUs; I love them and and always enjoy writing them. Such as soulmates, fantasy, mafia, monsters, etc; been original made up ones you guys have in mind, I’m willing to try them out! There are just only two Aus that I won’t do, and they will be specified in my ‘Don’ts’ list.

Fluff; give me the fluff!

Hurt/comfort; some of these babies have been through a lot. And I will gladly write stories that give them the love and strength that they deserve.

Angst; I’m suprise at myself at how GOOD I actually am at writing angst. It almost scares me 😅. But just to let you know, the angst I wrote will always turn out alright and happy, even a little fluffy, at the end bc I can’t write sad endings to save my life.

happy endings; not much to say. Summed it up pretty much in the Angst rule. I hate unhappy endings, ‘nough said.

Extras; if you’re a reader of my content and stories from the fan fiction sites and want something that are not shown in the books, like an au or scene between episodes/chapters then go on and request some. Even aus or different way things could have happened in my stories go ahead and ask!

Music Videos; I like doing them, they’re fun. I’ve been making some from over the years with my hoards of photos and fan art I’ve found and saved over the years lol. But yeah, I’ll most likely post some I’ve already have, but if you have a certain song or fandom, go ahead and request!

(More will most likely be added on in the future.)

What I Won’t Do:

Smut or any kind of NSFW; I will write kisses, cuddles, and other romance couple things, but it’s going to be very safe and PG.

Alpha/Beta/Omegas; it ties in with smut and NSFW for me, I know that’s not the thing all the time, and there are a couple of stories in this au that I like, but I don’t feel confident enough to write this while making it comfortable for me and sticking to the au. So, just to save me the pain, no, I will not do this au. Sorry if that disappoints you guys.

Yandere; I like this content on occasion, but I will not be able to write this for the life of me. I put myself in the characters’ I write shoes, as if I was living the adventure with them. So I can’t write this in that case. Angst is one thing, this is something else entirely. Again, sorry for those of you that are disappointed, but I gotta put my foot down on things that make me uncomfortable.

Sad/Unhappy endings; I kinda mentioned/glossed over this already. But I’m putting down anyway, just in case. I can write sad and angst things but I always gotta end light or happy. If I don’t, then it most likely means I’ll be doing a continuation of that particular story/one shot.

(More will most likely be added on in the future.)

This is just the beginning. Direct message me, or go to the ask box. I will be waiting, in the mean time, I will most likely be writing some stuff on my own in between requests. I hope you enjoy my work!

Be Your Best You! Bye~!

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[echoing-oursong]

hi hello for the otp meme thing i would like to give you something more creative than stranger things but. tbh. i have no idea what else you’re into. so. stranger things!!

Lol I totally get that you don’t know what I’m into. Legit have been mainly posting stranger things rn and every once in a while I’ll reblog about other things. Fun fact: I mainly made this blog so that I could see a lot of supernatural (the show) content which suddenly turned into so many different things. I once reblogged a lot of avatar: the last airbender and a few things of bbc merlin and some other things here and there. Anyway sorry for explaining that lol

Low key otp: controversial lol but I’m gonna say mileven. I totally get why they should breakup but a lot of their problems that they go through with the ship is just valid. Like El questioning if she’s a superhero and how Mike perceives her since she has been only useful to other people (mainly men) because of her powers for a good chunk of her life. The duffer bros just don’t take care to solve their problems and always writes angst for them and pushes the ship as el is a major main character. Honestly I think that they get way too much hate from other people. The duffer bros just don’t know how to write their romantic relationship.

High key notp= anything with billy and anything with Steve/kids. I’m so sorry that you have to see that last one but yes it does exist and it makes me want to clean my eyes out. I just realized that this was created by fanon/fandom so sorry if you strictly wanted canon

(Softly) don’t notp= jancy and stancy. Look Nancy just needs to stay single for a lil bit cuz like I love her but she does/says very questionable things to them. And she just hurts them and doesn’t apologize despite knowing that she hurt her romantic partner. I was gonna add fanon for this but I’ll just go with this answer lol

High key otp but I’m scared of saying it because it’s not a popular choice= going with fanon so I once had this big brain thought of a poly between Joyce and hopper and Bob. And I high key ship them but since bob’s dead and the main poly is between the teens I just don’t say it. Their power and potential is so there and it’s amazing!!! Literally I think I just started thinking about it once and ever since them I’ve been hooked sooo. Bob just sassing hopper in the lab when they had to figure everything out with the power was so funny. Also all of them deserve love and they all love each other so much! Even tho bob was helping before, he was also so concerned when he found out that hopper was in danger. And can you just imagine Jonathan and Will’s reactions to this like lenlxkxkxbx. They would be so confused but also be happy that their mom has so much love in her life.

High key otp and anyone on my tumblr knows it= the thing is that idk if everyone knows it but lumax. I feel like I post and reblog content about them the most so hopefully I’m right with that lol. Maybe a side of jopper like I forget how much of them I actually reblog/post about sooo

#answered asks #thanks so much for this #also I wanted to reply fast but I’m also tired so hopefully my responses weren’t just me completely rambling

[bi-disaster-yn]

Glad to hear I can message you to talk about Bucky. I always want to talk about him, but I feel like I'm alone on thinking he deserves better even after TFATWS. So I just keep to myself in regards to my thoughts on it. I think I just need to find the right writers I guess. I know I won't like EVERYTHING that someone writes and that's okay. But finding that perfect balance I guess would be cool. I think I've found a few writers I just need to sit down and binge their masterlists, yours included. I think one problem is the things I like to read. It's easy to find fluff for certain things and not for others.

I feel like we did get some bits and pieces of Bucky in TFATWS with his whole humor and not being able to lie to save his life. Steve Rogers can't lie either so that was a nice touch to add in there. But you really had to look past the whole brooding and staring narrative to really see who he is at times. I was so tired of everyone talking about him "staring" all the time and being grumpy. And don't get me started on the therapy sessions and the whole "doing the work" to make amends for something the Winter Soldier did, not him. If it was something he wanted to do to deal with what the WS did then okay, but to me the show really enforced that he was the one who did it as if he was in control as the WS the whole time. And that it was part of his parole/therapy to prove to the world that he was in control. I do think the episode on the boat brought more of Bucky's personality out. That was probably my favorite episode. But I do feel like Bucky's whole ending with Yori was rushed. They built it up nicely, but the payoff was eh. It was like they either just ran out of time or that was how they wanted to do it. And it left me with more questions then answers.

I love when I can feel that a writer loves the person they are writing about. It's something I'm not used to seeing, but I do when it comes to Bucky. And it warms my heart to see it. I love it. My old fandom would write fanfics for my favorite character, but he was always screwed over at any chance they could by people claiming to love him. And even by those that just didn't like him but still wrote about him. And he was a good guy who had a lot of bad things happen to him. They just didn't want him to have a happy ending I guess. And when he did it was always just smut so there was that. I was so scared to read anything Bucky because I figured if it was like that in the other fandom then it would be for him as well. I just chalked it up as just my luck for choosing to like that character, and just stayed away from fanfics of him. But I'm so glad it's not like that with Bucky. I'm so glad people love Bucky the way they do. I still worry about finding those type of fanfics here, but not so much as my old fandom. I'm looking forward to what you write, and I'm going to read what you've already written as well. And if you ever want to recommend some writers that write Bucky fluff or angst with a happy ending feel free to. I'll be happy to check them out. I'm sure I'm missing on a lot of good fanfics. That's not to say the rest are bad. Just not for me. And that's okay. And I feel so bad for the long reply. I blame it on my inability to make my messages short.

Hi sorry! I wanted to give this the proper response it deserves but have been so busy with work/other things that I haven’t had time.

Honestly, I have NEVER thought about the fact they made him make amends for WS actions until now. When he literally had to go to Wakanda to have all that stuff removed from his brain and then they just turned round and said: say sorry. I’m actually angry thinking about it now!! I think he was short changed a little in FATWS. Don’t get me wrong, I love the show. I’ve rewatched it countless times and I love love love Sam being our new cap and I am so excited to see what they do with him. I think this meant that there is more room for Bucky to grow (and Sebastian deffo thinks this too based on interviews). I hope Marvel do keep bringing him back and doing more with him and letting him evolve.

We are all majorly soft for Bucky here! Bucky, Kate, Wade Wilson and Peter 1 are my ultimate comfort characters. But there’s something about Bucky that is so special and I relate to so much that my emotions for him genuinely feel real? Idk, I can’t describe it. I try to pour that out when I write for him so hope that comes across.

#elle answers

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I'm going to join in here with some praise, because I have to even if I'm late to the NYE party! I already said this to you in our DMs, but coming across your Heidegger by total chance as I did has been nothing short of a delight, Han. I will never not praise people who have passion, who go the extra mile, for their characters— and I think it's especially beautiful to see that happen in a fandom like FFVII which I think deserves way more attention than it gets. The headspaces of antagonists and villains are so interesting to delve into; to find out how they got to where they are, and what makes them tick. You know, how they're able to disassociate from their actions or sometimes, commit to these decisions that they don't disassociate from at all. I think that's an incredibly interesting psyche to analyze, and having read your backstory, and more actively reading your threads and ask responses from Heid, have me thrilled to the core. I'm so happy to see that you've not just picked him up ages ago, but have an investment in him that I think many could learn from. I'm sure I'm not the only one who thinks it's admirable. All in all, I wanted to add to what I said over in that way too tiny DM box over there— because you deserve quite the praise. Thank you for following me back when you did, and for your own kind words. We're going to write soon hopefully, okay? <3 Hope you feel better soon, have lots of chocolate!

2022 IS COMING HAS CAME TO AN END!

Is there anything you want to tell the mun before the year ends?

(( i've had this in my inbox looking at me like 'go on bby, read this while ur feeling sick. it'll draw the sickness from ur BONES go on bby do it' and im like 'oWo behave'.

but, thank you so much for this, friend - you've been so kind to me ! & i am overwhelmed by the support of your words. like, i get so weird about my portrayal ( sometimes, i know i can hyperfocus on things & i know that heid is like...NOT the character anybody obsesses over. i mean where's his fanclub in cc? lmao ) so, at times - i feel a little embarrassed by all the writing i do surrounding him. like, it's weird because he's so disliked but then, i've always been drawn to the villainous characters. as you say, there's a headspace there that is so alien - it's interesting to pry inside?

i am so thankful for the remake for giving me this look at a character that i'd not bothered with before - BUT, i am MORE THANKFUL for people like yourself. who encourage me, who read the dumb little headcanons i put out and the silly stories i plug. i really appreciate it so much, the big messages like this & the little shreds of support in notes and stuff like that. it really makes me love writing heid even more, because without people to write him with - what then? fanfic is lonely & writing with peeps is so much more fun!

i really can't wait to explore some plots with you, whether they be silly little snippets of crack or full blown long-winded, tifa & heid fighting or joining up or meeting after meteor-fall and all the ANGST that could come with that. OR even your yuna, because lord knows i got big googly eyes over there, too !

i'm absolutely loving reading your thoughts on your muses & even just seeing you analysing scenes & body language / speech is just - urgh - i love it. i love the passion, i love the insight and i am /SO EXCITED/ to see more. as well as that, i love the memes & the jokes - i will send you SO MANY dancing pugs

thank you for dropping in my askbox but more-so, thank you for interacting with me & chatting with me because i am so excited to write with you. you're so kind. c: ))

oh - one last thing ;

( i was gonna link a meme video but ended up watching THIS INSTEAD and laughing so now i share with u oh giver of funnies )

#(answered) #(ooc) #(foreversave) #me hoard this inmy happy place c: #thank you so much friendo <3

[regenderate-fic]

All the Quiet Nights You Bear: Chapter 16

Fandom: Doctor Who Rating: General Ship: Thirteenth Doctor/Rose Tyler, Thirteenth Doctor/Yasmin Khan, Yasmin Khan/Rose Tyler, Thirteenth Doctor/Rose Tyler/Yasmin Khan, Past Metacrisis Tenth Doctor/Rose Tyler Characters: Thirteenth Doctor, Yasmin Khan, Rose Tyler, Najia Khan, Hakim Khan, Sonya Khan, Dan Lewis, Jack Harkness, Ryan Sinclair Series: And We’re Not Out of the Tunnel Word Count (Chapter): 2,397 Other Tags: Fluff and Angst, Angst, Emotional, Disabled Character, Chronic Illness, Bad Wolf Rose, COVID-19, Self-Quarantine, Domestic, Autistic Characters, Polyamory, OT3, Slow Burn, Disability Read on AO3 / Read in order

Summary: Rose Tyler-Noble jumps out of her parallel universe, leaving her husband and family behind in the hopes that being back in the right universe will improve her well-being.

Yasmin Khan is out for lunch with the Doctor when she sees a blonde woman sitting on the sidewalk, crying.

The Doctor, Yaz, and Rose travel back to Sheffield to see Yaz’s family, but they have to leave the TARDIS so it can reset, and when they come back, it’s gone. The police have confiscated it, and they want to see proof of ownership before they give it back. And the Doctor left her psychic paper on board. And they’ve landed in March of 2020, just before everything shuts down.

Stranded in Sheffield, they have no choice but to get a flat and quarantine together. Which, when you have three emotionally volatile people who care for each other more than they’re willing to admit, can be complicated.

(Sequel to And Still I Will Live Here, but hopefully readable out of context. Updating on Saturdays and Wednesdays.)

NOTES: neighbor jamie in this chapter is named after jamie teegarden spacebass aka @giovanni-bottesini. thanks for the name jamie

Rose goes back into the bedroom, leaving Yaz alone with the Doctor. Yaz fidgets. She's always felt so natural with the Doctor— sure, she's been nervous around the Doctor, she’s worried about being good enough for the Doctor, and of course they’ve had their conflicts, but Yaz has never felt full-on awkward around her. But recognizing her feelings and having their intensity fully hit her has left Yaz feeling like a gawky twelve-year-old again, desperate to both hide how she feels and find out whether the Doctor feels the same.

“You've got to start talking to us eventually,” she blurts, barely aware of what she's saying. “Rose deserves to know what's going on in her own body.”

The Doctor shrugs helplessly. “I just don't know what stuff's important. I really did think she'd know.”

“Yeah, you need a reality check,” Yaz says. She shakes her head. “Doesn't matter now, I suppose. Anyway. D'you want to come with me to check the mail? I think some of our stuff is supposed to come today.”

The Doctor's demeanor shifts in an instant, and she's back to the happy-go-lucky version of herself. Yaz feels a rush of affection she doesn't know what to do with.

“Mail! Yes. Love mail. Love getting packages! Brilliant. Mail and Yaz! What could be better?” Without waiting for an answer, the Doctor runs out of the room, and Yaz follows. They pass Rose and Ruby in the living room, and then they're out the door. The mailboxes are down a flight of stairs. When they get there, there's a neighbor already there: a tall woman with broad shoulders and close-cropped black hair. Yaz stays a good distance away. The Doctor tries to step forward, but Yaz pulls her back by the fabric of her coat.

“Doctor! Pandemic!”

“Sorry!” the Doctor exclaims. “Forgot.”

The neighbor closes her mailbox and turns, smiling, to the Doctor and Yaz. “Don't worry about it. We're all still getting used to the new state of things, yeah?”

“I'd say that's an understatement,” the Doctor says cheerily. “Are you our new neighbor? We only just moved in.”

“Suppose I must be, then.” The woman nods. “Name's Jamie. I'd shake your hand, but—“

“Better not to,” Yaz agrees. “I'm Yaz, and this is the Doctor.”

“And we've got Rose!” the Doctor adds. “Upstairs. Might see her around. She's been having a rough time lately, sort of had the entire time vortex in her head a few years back—”

Yaz interrupts, raising her voice over the Doctor's. “It's nice meeting you.”

“You too,” Jamie replies, curious eyes still turned on the Doctor. “Let me know if you need any help settling in. I'm just upstairs.”

“We will!” Yaz says, before the Doctor can speak. “Thanks for the offer.”

Jamie nods. “Well, it was good meeting you!” She waves the hand that's holding her mail. “Hope to run into you again soon.”

“You too.”

Jamie goes back up the stairs, and Yaz realizes her hand is still grabbing the Doctor's coat. She yanks it away, suddenly flustered.

“Right. Mail.” Her voice is much louder than it needs to be.

“Mail!” The Doctor bounds forward, opening their mailbox. There are a couple of letters: mostly junk mail. And then there are multiple slips of paper, all directing them to pick up their packages elsewhere. Yaz looks around and sees a door next to the wall of mailboxes.

“That it?” she asks.

One of the keys on their key ring opens the room, and on a table in the middle is a large pile of packages.

“Please tell me these aren't all ours,” Yaz says, but thinking back to what all they had to order, she realizes it's entirely possible that they've accumulated that kind of pile. The clothes alone might've justified it, and Yaz is sure the Doctor's ordered a million other things they don't need.

As she sorts through the pile, she notes with relief that not all the packages are theirs. Just most of them. She loads herself up, struggling to carry two cardboard boxes and three soft plastic-covered bundles, and walks up the stairs, the Doctor close behind.

It takes a few trips to get everything up. Yaz doesn't mind: it's good exercise, if nothing else. And then she and the Doctor and Rose are sitting in the living room, staring at a pile of boxes as Ruby warily investigates.

“I don't think this is even everything,” the Doctor says. “Might've gone a bit overboard.”

“Hopefully the clothes I ordered you are somewhere in here,” Yaz says. “I'm serious when I say you've got to change.” She rifles through the packages until she finds the biggest box. She tosses it to the Doctor. The Doctor, looking incredibly disgruntled, pries it open and pulls out a lump of blue fabric.

“What is it?” she asks.

Yaz takes the fabric from her and unfolds it, shaking it out to reveal a pair of dark blue sweats with a white drawstring, cropped above the ankles. “Found this on Amazon.”

“My trousers!” the Doctor exclaims. And then she gives them a second look. “Except— not my trousers.”

“They're comfortable,” Yaz says. “You'll like them. And I got ten pairs, 'cause I know you won't wear anything else.”

The Doctor looks at her. “Gold star for Yaz, then.”

Yaz tries not to blush.

“I've got you some shirts, too,” she says. “They're not all identical, but most of them have some stripes. And hoodies, 'cause I think you'll like those.”

The Doctor starts opening the other boxes, and Rose, sitting on the other side of Yaz, laughs.

“Didn't think you could do it,” she says. “Get the Doctor in new clothes, I mean.”

Yaz glances at the Doctor, who's now holding up a brightly striped hoodie.

“Trust me,” she says to Rose. “Someone had to make it happen.” She nods at the boxes. “Anyway, some of these are yours.”

“Oh, thank goodness.” Rose leans forward. “Don't get me wrong, your clothes are nice, but I need short sleeves.”

Together, the three of them open the packages, tossing things back and forth. In addition to clothes and toiletries, the Doctor's bought a number of brightly colored fidget toys, a Nintendo Switch, and a laptop for herself and another one for Rose.

“We don't need all this,” Rose says, staring at the box that holds the laptop.

“Trust me,” the Doctor says. “You're not going to want to get through this without your own laptop. Might've gotten you a new phone, too, somewhere in here.”

“I don't need a new phone.” Rose is still frowning. “My old one works fine. Plus, you upgraded it a ton when we traveled, remember?”

“But the phones in this decade can do video call!” the Doctor exclaims. “Plus, they've got games.”

“Mine has games.” Rose pulls out her flip phone and taps at the buttons before showing the screen to the Doctor and Yaz. A miniature Tetris shows up. Snapping the phone shut, Rose adds, “I'll take the laptop. I don't need a new phone.”

“If you really want to try new games or anything,” Yaz adds, “you can always use mine.”

Rose bumps her shoulder against Yaz's. “I'll take you up on that.”

“If you say so,” the Doctor says with a shrug. “We can always return it. I'm pretty sure we can return it. Yaz, can you return things in this decade?”

Yaz frowns. “Are there decades where you can't?”

“I've said too much.” The Doctor goes back to gleefully opening boxes, and Yaz and Rose exchange a look.

“I'll help you set up that laptop, if you like,” Yaz says to Rose.  

“Yeah, all right.” Rose starts trying to pry open the box.

The rest of the day passes more quickly than any of the others so far: Yaz and Rose set up the laptop while the Doctor tries on a progression of strange hats, and then it transpires that she's actually gotten three Switches, one for each of them (“So we can play together!” she says). Yaz isn't entirely sure she'll play, but she sets it up anyway, adding the Doctor and Rose as friends.

“D'you think Jack has one of these?” Rose asks offhandedly. “Bet he'd play with us.”

“Oh, and Ryan,” Yaz says. “Ryan will totally play with us.”

“Brilliant!” the Doctor exclaims. “I knew getting into video games would be a good idea.” She glances at Rose. “Have you talked to Jack?”

“Called him this morning,” Rose says.

“Oh, why didn't you tell me?” the Doctor asks. “I would've said hello.”

“Pretty sure you were sleeping,” Yaz says. “I wouldn't want to be the one to wake you up when you're conked out like that.”

“You could always call him yourself,” Rose points out.

The Doctor doesn't answer that. Instead, she says, “Look! I caught a fish!” and shows them the screen of her Switch, where a rotund 3D model wearing a shirt identical to the one the Doctor still hasn't changed out of is raising a fish to the sky.

“Good job, Doctor,” Yaz says, rolling her eyes.

They go back to their respective devices. Eventually, Rose goes off and takes a shower, coming back in a tank top and shorts, pulling her wet hair back.

“I should've gotten a shower chair,” she gripes, sitting heavily on the sofa. “Always makes me dizzy, showering.”

“We can order you one,” the Doctor says, and Yaz sees her pulling up Amazon on her new laptop. “Yaz, you don't mind a chair in the shower, do you?”

“Why would I mind?” Yaz peers over the Doctor's shoulder at the Amazon listings. “Sounds proper convenient, really.”

“I was hoping I'd get better fast enough I wouldn't need one,” Rose says. “But I suppose I've got a lot to heal from.”

“Would be faster if we hadn't lost the TARDIS,” the Doctor says offhandedly. “You can blame Hallamshire Police for this one.”

“Suppose I will, then,” Rose says with half a smile.

“And... ordered!” The Doctor closes the laptop. “Be here in a couple days.”

“Thanks.” Rose sits back. Ruby jumps up onto the sofa, curling up between her and Yaz. Yaz reaches out to pet Ruby at the same time as Rose, and their hands brush against each other. They exchange a smile.

“Doctor,” Yaz says, “now you've got your new clothes, maybe you ought to take a shower.” She nods at the Doctor's hair. “You're getting a bit greasy there.”

The Doctor combs her hands through her hair, then jumps up, suddenly distraught. “Oh no! My hair! Hasn't gotten this greasy in—“ She falters. Ruby jumps off the sofa, hiding behind the pile of boxes. “All right, you've got me, Yaz. I'll try some new clothes. What's the worst that can happen?” And then, a millisecond later, she holds up a hand. “Don't answer that. Bye!” She scoops up some clothes and runs into the bathroom. A few seconds later, Yaz hears the water running, and she realizes she's still smiling in the vague direction of where the Doctor was.

“So how's that crush going for you?” Rose teases, nudging Yaz.

“Shut up.” Yaz falls back against the sofa. “Hasn't showered in four days, and I'm still acting like this. I really have got a heavy hand.”

“A what?”

Yaz shakes her head. “Sorry. I've forgotten what slang survived the last century. I just mean I'm royally screwed.”

“You'll come out okay,” Rose says, pressing her shoulder against Yaz's. “Seriously.”

“If you say so.” Yaz pulls her focus back to her Switch, where she's been trying to pick a name for her Animal Crossing town. “Was silly of me, moving in with you two like this. Could've stayed with my parents.”

“No one wants to stay with their parents after being on their own for years,” Rose says. “Second I started working for Torchwood in that parallel universe, I got my own flat.” She lets her head fall on Yaz's shoulder: Yaz stiffens, terrified of scaring her off. “Anyway, I'm glad you're here. Think if I was all alone with this Doctor, we'd bite each other's heads off.”

“You’d work it out,” Yaz says. “You’re both going through a lot, but you’ve still got a history.”

“We’ve just changed so much,” Rose murmurs. She turns her face in towards Yaz’s shoulder slightly, and then she lifts her head. “Either way, though. Glad you’re here.”

“Yeah, me too,” Yaz decides. “I never really considered staying with my family, anyway. Would’ve missed being around the Doctor. Even when she’s being ridiculous.”

“Yeah.” Rose fiddles with the hem of her shorts. “I wasn’t going to look for her, you know. I was going to find Jack. I think the dimension cannon was still locked onto her after last time.”

“When you were looking for him?” Yaz asks. She doesn’t think she needs to specify who “him” refers to.

“Yeah. We were sort of in a rush, fixing it.” Rose is playing with her wedding ring now, spinning it around her finger. “But I wasn’t ready to see the Doctor yet. Wasn’t sure I’d ever be ready. ‘Course, I think John wanted me to find her. Or, him, more likely.”

“Why’s that?”

“I think he wanted to know I wouldn’t be alone,” Rose says. “He wanted me to have someone. And he loves me so much. He wanted me to be loved.” She’s crying now, staring out into space. “But I still love him. I wasn’t ready to find someone new. Even if someone new was really someone old.”

“Yeah.”

The water stops running, and moments later the Doctor jumps into the room, wearing the cropped sweats and a  black T-shirt with a cat superimposed over a galaxy. Yaz got that one just for fun: she didn’t really think the Doctor would wear it. But the Doctor pulls it off. It’s just the right kind of cheesy for her. The Doctor sits down next to Yaz again, shaking her wet hair. Droplets fly onto Yaz’s cheek and shoulder.

“Oi, I already took my shower,” Yaz says, pushing the Doctor away.

“Tough luck,” the Doctor replies, cheerfully putting her feet up on the cardboard-ridden coffee table.

Yaz shakes her head, but she’s smiling. “Yeah, all right.” She sits back, watching as Ruby jumps down from the sofa to play in the piles of packaging.

#all the quiet nights you bear #rose tyler #yasmin khan #the doctor #thirteenth doctor #thasmin #thirteen x rose #thirteen x rose x yaz #thirteenrose #thirteen x yaz #fanfiction #my fic #chaptered #and we're not out of the tunnel #i lost all my tag bundles i hope this is right

[sharaabi]

little glimpses of wolfstar through the years

#i was going to add in all the angst but this fandom deserves some happiness #all i wanted to do was learn how to draw hands but i got carried away #oh well #wolfstar #wolfstar art #marauders #marauders art #sirius black #remus lupin #sirius x remus #idiots in love #hp

[mimzy-writing-online]

You probably know this by now, I don't know if you keep up with Whumptober, but one of the prompts this year includes "blindness". I'm not blind but based on your posts about writing blind characters, and based on how I would feel if one of my disabilities were used as a whump prompt, I'm not super comfortable with it. I was wondering what your thoughts are on blindness being a Whumptober prompt.

(unironically and with feeling) thanks, I hate it.

Yes, I’m familiar with Whumptober, but I’ve never participated myself and I haven’t seen this year’s prompts.

Edit: I later did see the prompts and check out the blog. I think it's a good set of prompts and I look forward to all the promising content, especially since some of my favorite tropes are there. To be clear before you read this, I have no problem with Whumptober2021 or whump in general. This is not the first time blindness has been included for a list of whump prompts, and it won't be the last.

This post directed at the concept of "blindness" as a whump prompt and why I think it's a bad idea. The intended audience is individual writers thinking about future projects.

The timing of this is almost too perfect because I read a fanfic earlier this week that would meet that prompt exactly. Tags included whump, blindness, and angst with a happy ending. Now whump, hurt/comfort, and angst with a happy ending are tags I enjoy reading, but blindness as whump has a specific message to it.

To explain that message, I want to discuss what whump is. Many readers are already familiar with the genre, but I think taking the specific definitions and picking apart what it means and what expectations we carry when reading whump fanfiction

Urban Dictionary defines it as: taking a character and putting them through physical and/or mental torment and is typically followed by the same character being treated for their traumas. To indicate the characters place in the situation they’d typically be called a whumpee (the character being hurt/comforted), the whumper (the character that causes harm and trauma), and the caretaker (the character designated the helping/healing/comforting the whumpee).

Fanlore has a page for whump that explains it in depth, including where it started in fanfiction, examples of whump, and even a list of “popular targets” in different fandoms. (Warning: you might find yourself called out on the popular targets list)

“The term whump (or whumping) generally refers to a form of Hurt/Comfort that is heavy on the hurt and is often found in gen stories. The exact definition varies and has evolved over time. Essentially, whump involves taking a canon character, and placing them in physically painful or psychologically-damaging scenarios. Often this character is a fan favorite…”

To add to that, I think an important detail is the distinction Fanlore makes between hurt/comfort and whump:

“While some communities and fandoms may use whump as a synonym for hurt/comfort, there is still a recognition that whump refers to darker and more extreme scenarios. And there are still whump fics been written that have very little, or no comfort at the end of the story.”

The big appeal of hurt/comfort is getting to both explore the darker sides of pain and then experience the catharsis of being taken care of, of being supported by your loved ones as you recover from the trauma. The character is the proxy for experiencing those highs and lows while you yourself are safe at home.

I personally don’t read much/any whump without some h/c involved, but I’m happy there are stories out there for people who do enjoy it. I’m not here to judge what you like reading or what you do to your characters.

What I want is to express how blindness, my disability, used as a whump prompt personally makes me feel and what message it sends to me, to others, and how that message affects my daily life.

Whump undeniably involves watching a character suffer through something painful and traumatic.

My use of the word “suffer” is what I want you to focus on.

Vision loss can be painful and traumatic. I personally developed an anxiety disorder in response to vision loss. Others experience depression. For some it might result in relapsing into old, maladaptive coping mechanisms like drug use, self harm, or eating disorders.

A big part of my anxiety was how people reacted to my vision loss. It was a cause of their stress. They were worried because they genuinely believed I would never live a happy life without normal vision, and that my life would only be struggle and pain.

I recently saw an old friend who hadn’t heard about my vision loss. The conversation was awkward, but the worst part was how they reacted as though I had experienced an insurmountable tragedy. And even when I assured them I’m happy with my life, they clearly didn’t believe me. They acted like I was just lying or in denial.

I love that people want to empathize with my situation and ask themselves what they would do in my situation, but I hate when the conclusion they come to is something along the lines of “I could never do that, I’d be too miserable thinking about everything I lost, I’d never be able to do anything I enjoyed ever again.” But I did go blind. And I’m not miserable, I’m actually happy with the direction my life is going, and I still enjoy my hobbies, even if I engage with them differently.

I’m not suffering. My life didn’t end with vision loss. It’s not ruined, broken, or worthless.

I read a fanfic that was tagged with whump, blindness, and angst with a happy ending. A general synopsis of the plot: the whumpee had gone blind due to a curse. It was true love’s kiss that broke the curse. Even from the summary I knew it was going to end with whumpee being cured somehow and that I’d leave that fanfic vaguely dissatisfied no matter how good the rest of the fanfic was.

I can say this for the fanfic: the whumpee had already accepted that they would likely be blind for the rest of their life, but everyone around them was treating it as a tragedy that needed to be fixed, working tirelessly for a cure despite the whumpee’s protests that they didn’t have to.

It actually hit home to my personal experience.

I still left it dissatisfied with the ending. I might love curse fics in that fandom, and I love the “true love’s kiss” trope, but it wasn’t enough to distract me from the fact that: an actual person out in the world thought the best happy ending, maybe the only happy ending, would be if the character got their sight back.

(note: I clicked kudos and exited out of the story's page because no fanfic writer deserves unsolicited critique or hate, especially for content I consumed for free and at my own volition.)

Why read a story I knew would disappoint me?

Because blindness representation is so damn rare that I feel like I’m wandering in a desert, dying from thirst and desperate for that oasis. But sometimes that oasis is a mirage and the author is unintentionally telling you that your life is actually awful and you’ll never be fully happy like this. And that is a shit mentality to walk through life with.

I don’t appreciate blindness being a whump plot. I hate it. Hundreds (thousands?) of fanfictions featuring blind characters are about to enter the internet and the overall message is going to be “You poor thing! You must be in so much pain, you must be miserable! Who’s going to save you? Who’s going to comfort you? Wouldn’t it be terrible if there was no one in your life to take care of you? You poor helpless thing!”

And I feel objectified. I feel trivialized. The mirage in the desert is going to become a starch, empty room filled with dozens of water bottles, almost all of them poisoned. My representation is going to hurt me personally, and it’s going to reinforce that idea strangers have about how awful my life must be.

(I returned to school this past month, and every day I’m hesitant to tell someone I’m visually impaired because I don’t want to be treated differently. If I’ve managed to pass as sighted this whole time and then suddenly reveal “oh yeah, I’m visually impaired” I feel this instant silence, this pause of awkwardness as people suddenly question how they’re supposed to treat me. They treated me like a person, and now I’m something strange and unfamiliar.)

I’ve worked so hard to improve representation for blind people, to give internet strangers the exposure to a blind person they need to normalize blindness because I hope that if they’re ever so lucky as to meet a blind person, they’ll treat that person with respect. That hope that another person in the blind community will find a friend they feel comfortable and accepted with. I hope that I’ll meet people who accept my blindness as just another aspect of me (like being bisexual or gender fluid or a writer or a cat lover).

Please don’t turn me and my community into a caricature. Don’t erase everything I’ve worked for with this blog.

To be clear, this is not just me saying "I hate the cure trope" again. This is me saying "the purpose of whump is to painfully hurt your favorite character, and I hate that your idea of pain and suffering is my daily (wonderful) life."

#blindness #whumptober #fanfiction #whump #whumptober 2021 #blind character #disability #ableism #anon

[lossie92]

So. Some of you may have noticed that I’m a bit less active here of late. It’s true. I’ve been keeping my distance recently and the reason for it is simple: 

I have kind of lost the steam to create content for this fandom and don’t feel like sharing my mdtb stuff with a wider audience at this point.

It feels counterproductive to do it too, if I’m being honest. 

For one - and I’ve shared a lot of posts about it in the past - it is undeniable that low engagement is the thing that kills creators’ motivation. We create stuff for you, the fans and the fandom, as much as we create it for ourselves, and spending so much time on stuff and putting so much effort into it only for it to be ignored over and over, and over, and over again is very demotivating. I understand not everyone likes the same shit, I do, but still, it is not a nice feeling to spend hours or days on something and then seeing it disappear into the chasm of internet with barely any echo.

Another thing is that I like creating content that focuses on healthy relationships with lots of romance and fluff thrown into the mix. Even if the storylines are predominantly angst-focused, I do love my happy endings and stick to them most of the time with a few dishonourable exceptions. That being said, I don’t think this is particularly appealing to the mdtb fandom as it is right now. Maybe it never really was to begin with, but I was too into the ship to see it? No idea, really. All I know is that the current approach to this ship makes me want to keep my content to myself for now.

You know, the funny thing is that I keep seeing people post about how they got into mdtb for violence and hate, and that it’s for sure how everyone else got into this ship too. In hindsight, it should have made me realize this fandom maybe isn’t for me a while ago. 

You wanna know how I got here? It was fluff, angst and hurt/comfort. The good stuff that ended happily and made me smile like an idiot. Specifically, it was the wonderful fics written by authors like reandown, blackkat, Kalira, keanblade, and many, many others that got me into this ship and made me want to create my own content for it. This is what got me hooked. Not violence. Not hate. Not whatever other bullshit dynamic you all want to shove down my throat to the point I’m beginning to choke on it. It was fluff and the amazing potential for these two broken men to find some happiness with each other. 

Does it sound cliche? Maybe. Do I give a flying fuck? No. Will I continue shipping them this way? Absolutely.

The thing is I go to fandom overall to find good stuff and positive vibes. In short, I want it to make me feel better, not worse. I don’t mind a bit of pain, because it can provide a nice cleanse when you end up in tears over one moment or another, and I like my fluff with a side of angst besides. What I don’t want is violence and pain and hate all the way through in almost every single piece of content, and that’s what I have been getting. 

My disclaimer here is that you can all create and enjoy whatever you want, guys. It’s your right to do so. But at the same time I would like to say that I’m sick and tired of some things, and I just need a break from it. Maybe some time off will help me push it all away and I will be able to forget about all the shitty, needlessly provocative, mean-spirited shit I’ve been seeing. Who knows. Time will tell, I guess.

On a side note and as a conclusion of sorts, I would also like to add that I get why people hate on this fandom so damn much. I will not elaborate further, but I do get where the hate is coming from and, in some cases, it is actually pretty fucking well-deserved too.

All in all, this is my partial hiatus announcement, I guess. I’ll continue posting chapters for my ongoing stories and I will also share the art requests I got, but I don’t think you should expect to see more new stuff from me for now.

I will come back at some point. I just need a break.

#mdtb #madatobi #personal #was it your intention to chase people out? #no clue #but that's what's happening regardless #i'm tired of this bs #maybe a break will help #who knows #for now it's lossie out

[akaashisupremacy]

Brimming with Hope

Summary: Having broken off your engagement for an arranged marriage with Gojo, your relationship is in shreds. As you two give your relationship a second chance, what does hope look like to two disillusioned lovers?  

Gojo Satoru  x reader

Multi-fandom Masterlist || HQ Masterlist || Ao3 version

Genre: fluff, angst, exes to friends to lovers (wc: 1.5k)

“I don’t think they’ve fully made up their mind about me.” Gojo Satoru confesses to Nanami Kento.

In between assignments and his students, Gojo finds Nanami at Tokyo Jujutsu Tech’s grounds. They’re strolling along one of the many wooden hallways when Gojo opens up about you, his ex-fiancee and his current lover.

“What makes you say that?” Nanami rarely involved himself in other people’s romantic entanglements. Too much work really.

Gojo shrugs and sighs, “It’s like their affection is platonic. They care about me as a person, but I’m not sure if they have romantic feelings for me.”

The latest development of his relationship with you has been nothing short of daunting. Your relationship, albeit not exclusive was running past the six month mark. The longer he stayed around you the more pressure he felt. Commitment is not his thing. Dating his ex is also not his thing. But you certainly are.

“Can you blame them?�� Nanami snorts, “How does it feel to be at the other end of the uncertainty?”

Gojo scowls in silence, hands pressed deep into his pocket.

“Well if they’re going out with you and stuff, then that’s not platonic.” Nanami offers. “Just make sure you’re not just fucking around again. Some people deserve better, Gojo. Leave them alone if you can’t get your shit together.”

Gojo stops walking. Nanami’s words are harsh and cold, voicing Gojo’s ultimate fear about himself.

Gojo opens his mouth and closes it shut. Nanami raises a brow. He senses some hesitation.

“Everything we do feels more intimate. I’ve been with other people, but this feels so…so….deep.” he murmurs.

Nanami turns around and snorts, “It’s the feelings. You’ve caught feelings.”

“This relationship feels so temporary...just when I feel like I’ve settled in, I’m to be up on my toes knowing this isn’t going to last. I realized they eventually want a family, but not with me. Because that’s just not me. It feels like there’s a time bomb waiting to go off.” Gojo continues, his tone silent and mournful.

More than anyone, Gojo knows you deep desire to be married and have a quiet family life. It's something he doesn't want and it pains him to know that you'll eventually go your separate ways.

Nanami breathes out, waiting for Gojo to catch up with a few long strides, “You can’t have everything.”

“I don’t need everything. Just the things that count.” Gojo replies, walking by Nanami’s side.

“Then you have to look for a happy middle, for you and for them.” Nanami shrugs.

Gojo scratches his head. What can he do?

————————————————————————————— You walk out of the morgue to leave Ieri to her work. As you step out, you come face to face with Nanami, who looks surprised that you’re here.

“Didn’t expect you to be around Ieri’s lair.” he comments.

“I didn’t expect to have a casualty either.” you shrug, waving around a file.

You hardly ever see Nanami after graduating. The school grounds were big. Your schedules never line up. Neither of you were particularly close.

He silently looks around if Ieri is behind you.

“So you and Gojo…” he trails.

You roll your eyes and cross your arms, “Not you too! You know what, instead of asking me, you should ask Gojo and his commitment issues, for updates.”

Your voice rings louder on the empty walls than you intended.

“I did.” he replies.

“And?”

“Commitment issues with a capital “C” indeed.” Nanami states, as if the fact was self-evident. What’s new? You sniff.

“It’s unusual to see him so conflicted about you. You used to be his rock.” he adds.

Your eyes narrow, as if asking for more information. You were never really sure how Gojo felt about you when you two were younger. He seemed attracted during your brief arranged engagement, but his attention obviously flitted elsewhere after that.

Nanami relents, “When we were freshmen, you reminded him of home. He pretends not to be homesick all the time. He’s not very good at hiding it when he talks about you.”

“Well, that feeling didn’t last, did it?” you murmur just loud enough for Nanami to hear.

The outside of the morgue has always been a little dark. You wished the lights were dimmer because you know Nanami is observing you.

“Not to defend him, but he was so wrapped in you and your engagement that he needed to find who he was outside of that. He likes attention, too. Can’t deny that. But his affections were sincere for a time.” he says, “I don’t know where his feelings stand right now. This isn’t to give you false hope, but he can be in love, even though it’s against his greater instincts and experience.”

He bows briefly to excuse himself. He needs to head in.

“But you already know that deep down. Out of all of us, you know him the longest, and I would argue, the best.” he adds.

You're left outside stunned by his words. Out of all his surviving friends, you assumed it was Nanami who knew him better than everyone else. It was you. You knew him best, even when Gojo wasn't by your side.

You smile a bit. There are some bonds broken romances can't break.

———————————————————— On a train home from your assignment, you find the bullet train crowded as usual. Rush hour is the bane of your existence in Tokyo.

As you try to find an empty seat, you’re surprised to find Gojo opening some sort of regional snack (again).

“How is it that you have so much time for souvenir shopping?” you groan in comment.

“It’s nice to see you, too.” he offers the seat next to his.

You plop down beside him, distracted. You think back to what Nanami said earlier. What was it that Nanami said? That you were Gojo’s rock? What did that mean really?

He tries to offer you some food. You wave him off dismissively. After gathering your thoughts, you decisively turn to him.

“I just want to know,” you swallow, “How did you feel about me when we were kids.”

With his mouth ajar, he blinks. Where was this coming from?

“Why?” he instinctively asks.

You purse your lips, “I’ve been meaning to ask for the longest while. I want to know your answer.”

He leans back into his seat and puts his food down in concentration.

“I thought I knew what love was and it came in the form of you. It’s kind of dumb. What would a teenager know about that kind of stuff?” he shrugs, “I liked the idea that you liked me. You were someone who supported me. You were there for me. You were generous with your time and affection.

“Looking back it’s just infatuation, isn’t it?" he asks rhetorically.

“You sounded naive.” you say, neither agreeing nor disagreeing.

He chuckles, “Who wouldn’t be at that age?”

“And sincere.” you followed up with a smile.

Gojo turns away from you. He sees glimpses of your early teenage years when he sees that smile. It was the smile you wore when he visited you at your clan’s home and helped out with your chores. You liked it when he would carry the firewood you gathered from the forest.

“...you made me feel so grown up, like I had my life together. Not everyone liked who they were engaged to, but I really liked you and you had believed in me so much.” he murmurs, “I felt so lucky to be able to marry you one day. I was literally brimming with hope. But that was 13 years ago.”

You both get off the train. The crowded station greets you both. Although you walk side by side, it is too easy for the crowd to sweep you away. You hold onto his sleeve. He doesn't notice.  

You try to say goodbye when you make it out, but he seems distracted. You begin to walk away.

“You’re not saying goodbye?” he asks, startled.

“I did, but you didn’t mind me.” you smirk with your arms crossed.

“Sorry. There’s a lot going on in my mind.” he nods, walking up beside you.

He leans in to plant a kiss on your cheek. You pull away.

“We’re in public,” you remind him. Gojo isn’t public with you on anything.

He kisses you anyway, pressing his lips on your cheek. You’re surprised but not unpleasantly so. His kiss is long and lingering. You embrace him with your arms around his waist. You briefly close your eyes to drown out the noise of the station.

Gojo can feel his heart racing a thousand kilometers per second. His shoulders relax. It's strangely freeing to be able to kiss you in public.

He knows he’s not into commitment, but whenever he sees you, he questions myself.

“I have to go now.” you bid softly.

I love you. He holds back. He waves carefully to not let his words escape his mouth. He’s not fifteen anymore. He should know better.

Gojo begins walking back to Jujutsu Tech. Being able to kiss you goodbye made him feel so grown up, like he has his life together more than he actually does. It makes him feel, once again, that he is brimming with hope.

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I wrote this as a follow up for another Gojo x reader fic who used to be engaged. Check out the other parts!

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[equizona]

Shielding Embrace

Fandom: Obey Me!

Characters: Mammon

Format: Drabble

Warning(s): Mentions of abuse(?) Angst(with a happy ending), crying, swearing, calling Lucifer a stuck up little bitch, OOC.

Summary: MC is tired of hearing Mammon get picked on so often, by his own brothers no less. As the second-born demon has always protected them, they think it's their turn to protect him.

Note: I wrote this a while ago, since I'm tIRED of Mammon getting bullied all the time. He deserves better-

"Diavolo, stop being such a scumbag Mammon-"

It wasn't uncommon that the brothers would call the second-born mean words. Scumbag was their favorite, along with dumb or stupid. You agreed that he didn't always make the best choices, but they were always so cruel about it. It never gave off the vibes that they were only joking either. It was like they meant every word.

You hated it with your whole being. Mammon had been the nicest to you, and he had been the one who had been there with you since the start, ever since Lucifer made him your 'guardian' in a way. He wasn't the best at showing his emotions, but you could tell he cared. Sometimes, it felt like he was the only one who cared.

You wanted to shout, or scream at them, for all the cruel things they would say to him. He deserved better than that. He was their brother, so why were they always so mean to him?

"MC? Are you okay?" You were forced out of your mind by Satan's annoyingly Loud question that brought the attention of everyone at the table to the two of you.

You remember when he tried to kill you. You remember when all of them tried to kill you. You remembered when Belphie actually killed you.

All those times never quite left your mind, and you could still feel the fear you felt in each of those situations. Mammon was the only one of them you felt completely comfortable with anymore, as he was the only one who never seemed to lose control and attempt to harm you.

You decided you wanted to stand up for him like he stood up for you all the time.

"Actually, no, I'm not. What's wrong with you guys?"

Satan's eye twitched, and it was oddly satisfying. You could see all of the brothers about to speak up about what you'd said, though you didn't give them that chance.

"I don't understand why all of you keep calling Mammon a scumbag. Is it because he's greedy? 'Cause if that is the case, then I want to remind you that greed is his sin. He's the avatar of greed. And I mean, why get mad about him for that? As far as I remember, all of you don't ever try to deny your sins."

You didn't feel satisfied just yet, so you decided to continue. You wanted to make them feel just as horrible as you assumed Mammon felt each time they threw those words at him.

"I mean, Lucifer is a stuck-up little bitch with too much pride and he can't ever seem to apologize or see that it's his fault no matter how obvious it is. Leviathan is constantly envious of everything to the point it can be fucking unbearable. Satan has extreme anger issues, and gets angry at the smallest things and Asmo is constantly flirting with people and usually not stopping until he's in their pants. And please, don't even get me started on Beel. Then of course, Belphie just seems to never bother lifting a finger to help anyone. But I never see anyone complaining about all of that, do I? It's not like any of you do anything to deny the sin you are assigned to, so why do you expect Mammon to do it, hmm?"

You raised your eyebrow in a judgemental way, just to add that extra spite. You could clearly see Mammon's shocked expression.

You preferred watching the reactions of the others more though. Beel looked guilty to some degree, Asmo looked offended, Levi and Belphie looked annoyed at the whole thing while Satan and Lucifer looked downright pissed.

You could see that Mammon was about to say something, probably about how he was okay and you should calm down, and Satan looked ready to snap and attack you, again. Though neither of them had the chance to react before Lucifer stood up while slamming his hands down on the table, glaring at you.

"Excuse me? Run that by me again, won't you?"

You'd normally apologize and leave the room to do something else, but you were tired with their bullshit and this just seemed like yet another way you could call them out on it.

So, you gathered up all of your courage and looked Lucifer straight in the eye, glaring at him as well, despite the fact you knew it would have little to no use.

"Or what? Are you going to try and kill me again? Because let me remind you that all of you have attacked me before, except Mammon. Oh, and of course, one of you actually managed to kill me. Remember that, Belphie?" You shot him a mean look, and at least he seemed to have some guilt over the situation.

"And you know, Lucifer probably would have killed me before as well, hadn't it been for Lord Diavolo. Oh, but you never quite did apologize for that, did you? You never apologized to Luke for attacking him either, did you? And it's because you have so much pride. Because you're so high and mighty and you can never do anything wrong, can you? Ah, but nobody ever tells you that, do they? Because they know it's the sin you represent and they know it's a part of who you are."

Lucifer blinked at you, shocked, and nobody else seemed like they were going to say anything either.

"Actually, in my opinion, I think Mammon is the least 'scummy' and 'lowlife' person in this room. And he somehow managed to be the one with the most control. Seriously, at this point I'm certain that you all only ever say those things to him because you all know you're the real lowlives and you're just too pathetic to admit it."

You didn't want to stay there anymore, and since they all seemed to shocked to say or do anything, you stood up and quickly made your way to your room, though it wasn't long until someone was knocking on your door.

"Uh, human..?"

Mammon's voice.

You almost wanted to cry. He didn't usually knock, he preferred to just barge in with his stupidly cheerful attitude that never failed to make you smile.

"You can come in."

You voiced it quietly, a small part of you hoping that he wouldn't hear you and just leave instead, but seconds after he opened the door and let himself in.

He didn't say anything as he sat down next to you on your bed though, most likely trying to figure out what he should say in a situation like this.

What you weren't expecting was to hear the sounds of sobbing.

Worriedly, you say up and moved next to him, concern filling your entire body as you gently put your arms around his shoulders and made him lean on your chest.

"Hey, hey, shh, are you okay? Do you want to talk about it?"

You tried to make your voice as gentle as possible. You weren't entirely sure what to do, but you never liked it when he was sad. His negative expressions and tears always layed heavy on your heart, so much that it was almost unbearable.

"Did- did you mea-mean it-?"

He stuttered out after a few minutes of you running your hand through his hair in an attempt to calm him down. You frowned, not entirely sure which part he was asking about.

"Which part are we talking about specifically?" You questioned him, though you made sure that your voice was soft.

"All of it." As soon as he answered your question, he got out of your embrace only to put his hands around your neck for a hug. You grinned, hugging him back.

"Of course I was. You're the one that's been there for me since I came here, and while I can agree that you don't always make the best decisions, they don't always make the best decisions either. They are your brothers, and they should never be saying things like that to you. Actually, from now on, each and every time they say something mean towards you, I want you to come to me so I can smother you in my love and affection."

Oh shit, fuck, did you just-

"Wait- like- uh- no- uhm- like in a-a, uh-"

He moved away from you, and you wondered if he regretted that considering how red his face was. You'd probably burn your hand if you touched his face at this point.

"I'm sorry, but you're going to have to say that again."

You gave him a patient smile, wanting him to feel comfortable. You were almost certain that he liked you back, since he wasn't exactly very good at hiding it, but you hadn't wanted to act on it before now incase you made him uncomfortable or that you were wrong.

Though his reaction only made you more certain.

He took a few moments to collect himself, before trying to speak up again, though he didn't seem able to look you in the eyes.

"Do, uh- do you mean like- like in a, uh, a rom-uhm.."

"Romantic?"

You inquired softly, and to your delight he nodded, still not looking at you.

This wasn't exactly a side of him you saw often, since he would usually try and deny anything, but you were happy about it.

You moved to hold his face in your hands, though he still refused to look you in the eyes.

"If you want to. I'm not sure how you feel, since nobody but you can be certain about that, but I know I like you, and wouldn't mind smothering your face in kisses each day."

Your tone was playful, be genuine. You felt his face heat up even more, if that was even possible. He changed the direction of his gaze to look directly into your eyes, and you felt like you would get lost in the ocean his eyes had.

He leaned forward for another hug, and you grinned, barely taking a single second to process it before you were moving your hands to hug him back.

"I like ya too."

You grinned even brighter, squeezing him tighter. You didn't ever want to leave his embrace, and while you knew that you would have to face both his brothers and the world later, it would be a lot easier with him by your side.

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