#i will not survive the next three weeks

[not-you-30]

They ended this at the WORST scene possible. If these two don't get a happy ending next week I am gonna seriously riot.

#how should I survive next week? #HOW? #young royals season three #young royals #young royals season 3

[3amsnek]

new icon time bc the moment we hit double digits on the halloween countdown my brain genuinely straight up forgot it was still summer

#*changes my icon and immediately forgets so I get jumpscared every time I use hold to rb on mobile* #oh yeah and here’s this funky guy. haven’t posted him before #he exists bc my hand shook in the wrong direction when messing around with a completely different Weird Cat concept and I went o shit that’s #better actually #my art? #my oc art #character art #original character #oc art #furry #character design #ignore that this draft is almost three weeks old just don’t even worry abt it #life is. hahahaahaha. so much rn my summer has been Dog and Constant Stress and art is just. not able to be a priority rn #so ofc I have many ideas :’) someday im gonna be able to do things just bc i feel like it for more than five minutes again. someday #i do have like 4? i think? finished pcs of Bear Art from the past few months that i might post for fbw let me know if you want that perhaps #but that’s not for another month or two I think? i should know that im sorry brooks falls bearcam i have failed :( #there’s some stuff in the drafts i forgot I didn’t post too actually #maybe I’ll get around to that with my. very minimal free time the next couple of days (<- probably won’t) #on that note #if you commissioned something from me and I haven’t posted it pls don’t be sad i am simply attempting to survive the summer #my brain is not good in hot weather under the best of circumstances and this has not been those #I Do plan to post them they just take more brain than like. this quick silly doodle for myself to draft out #i know ppl probably are not worried i am simply. afraid. #anyways. look a creature

[snakes-oil]

god it just now hit me. i finally processed it. what the fuck do you mean NEW MUSIC NEXT WEEK????????

#you're telling me THREE of my faves are dropping shit next week now?????????????? #literally how will i survive #stfu #ignore me

[shrews-things]

On rain and daydreams

#art #my art #mental health #I guess? something like that! #comic #I've been feeling very burnt out from uni but it's okay I have my next exam in like three days and it's over for now ❣️ #I wanna draw so much more #I wanna live truly with my whole heart #the last few weeks felt a bit rushed and like survival and I dissociated a lot #but it's better now!!! #and I'm very very looking forward to doing fun and lovely stuff

[the-stray-liger]

man if anyone had told me I'd be looking forward to exercising I would've laughed

#i'm so excited about thursday #its gonna be a couple exhausting weeks #bc I have to go three days instead of 2 next week and the one after bc Id idnt go to the office this one #will I survive? we will see

[piplupod]

practicing mindfulness and wise mind by not worrying about how I haven't done the dbt homework properly like i was supposed to and i have the group today 😌

#this is half joke. i rly am employing dbt skills to not panic abt this and feel guilty abt it DHDJSLL #technically i did do it anyways but i just didnt write it down like i was supposed to fhfmdl #also i have ... family medical emergency ongoing. so i think thats a bit of an explanation as to why I've been scattered and havent done it #I'm struggling just to implement the first skill into my life fjdkdl they gave us like three all at once #mindfulness and wise mind and observing. maybe regular ppl can do all that in one week but i gotta do it one at a time #im trying to just practice One Thing bc I'm coming out of like. 22 years of constant dissociation for survival LMFAO #mindfulness is Enough For Me thanks! observation will come next! (wise mind is kind of just a background thing) #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[curiosityschild]

Same, goat puppet. Same.

#this is what it feels like when it's the the third rehearsal of the week #and it's a three hour show #and you're sitting through 45 minutes of notes #most of which do not apply to you #and you're still really enthusiastic about the show and everything and you love that it's still improving and coming together #and like you love the notes they're great but also it is approaching 10pm and you are so tired and also you have work tomorrow #two more days this week. and then next week is tech week. i will survive. #I am having so much fun seriously I am just also pretty tired

[brown-little-robin]

🌸

#A little update: #I'm doing better now! #that was a really weird sudden breakdown #& I had a TON of turbulent negative emotions for uhhh three days now? two and a half? yeah #but I talked to some lovely people #and have plans to talk to some more #and have done a whole lot of emotional processing #and I'm feeling lots better. #I still have to make it through a three day visit to a friend #(why did I sign up for this?? what was I thinking??) #but I'll survive!! #and next week I have a friend visiting ME! #and within two weeks... off to college! #I am dearly craving that lifestyle even though it's sad to leave my family again #anyway I really am doing so much better. can see the daylight again 🌸 #thank you everyone for your prayer!

[gojoest]

wish i could use a reverse cursed technique to fix my broken nails but i’m using nail glue instead like normal ppl do :,)

#— ai rambles #i have theee victims guys but they’re holding on #three * #my appointment is next week #they have to survive till then bc i’m not going to book another appointment just to get them fixed #and then go again next week #pls nails HANG IN THERE

[winnower-winnower]

If Savathun harbors imagery adjacent to/ generally reminds us of moths, y’all are gonna laugh at what Oryx and Xivu remind me of. And I WILL have a dissertation written as to why, I promise.

#so silly like I look at them and I’m like you three are all SO silly #destiny #must survive the next week for the reveal though must I must #said reveal will be accompanied by scientific illustrations for science purposes dw about it

[pepprs]

also not to double post it’s theeeeee LITERAL WAY that i had a meltdown in the office 3 years ago today over redacted redacted redacted for a single month.And look at me now. a) i came to the airport this time HA but more importantly b) girl you were crying over one month? try forever LMFAOOOOOO

#i come home every day looking like a raccoon because my stupid eyeliner isn’t waterproof and i either cry or sweat or both until i look like #ive been punched in the eyes and well… quite frankly i have. because i am experiencing a situation! and the next three weeks will be filled #with fucking situations. in THIS economy. in THIS space time continuum. in front of THIS salad. like……. 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #purrs #what am i gonna do though like seriously. how do i not go ballistic every day. it’s already happened. what does any of it matter. can’t wait #to tattoo the tassel picture on the inside of my eyelids and sob over it forever and summon eternal misted windows from the universe. #<- literally furious about redacted being an enigma and was just commiserating with redacted about it less than 2 hours ago even but is #bei ng enigmatic in ways that warrant fury. anyways. gonna dr*g myself with ******** and ******** and try to survive this somehow #when i finally just spit out what exactly is going on and stop veiling it in metaphors. then you’ll see. and you’ll think im cheems doge and #you’ll be right. because this is really not that bad of a situation but also i have sobbed every day about it. lawl #meanwhile my carpool search and quest to earn a learners permit and apartment hunt are all stalling. like i am dealing with this rn so i #can’t get myself out of here because i have ***** issues (could be interpreted in a myriad of ways all of which are correct HDHSKDHSKDHD)

[queridaz]

tryna plan my birthday dinner and just realized i can't afford it 😔😔

#ik i'm inviting everyone over but what if i made them pay for their food absjsks #i could make empanadas instead and that'd be way cheaper and i'd have enough for everyone #but that also means i'd have to spend my birthday making empanadas and the whole point of ordering food was not having to do work #also i really wanted thai food :/ #maybe i can afford it if i get the job i interviewed for this week #but def not at the moment #also mini rant since i'm on the topic of finances but man is it depressing to be here working two jobs to pay for groceries #meanwhile my roommate is on a full scholarship w/ free meal plan and rich parents and she eats the food i make or uses my ingredients #like she v def is not in the wrong bc i told her she could but it is depressing to know that i'm struggling to pay for college and survival #while she gets to be blissfully unaware of how much she has in her savings and bills are paid for her #she literally said that the other day she was like #''i don't know how much i have in my college savings. i just ask my mom to withdraw from it whenever a bill comes'' #(she has a full ride but she's out of state so there's like a fee or smth she has to pay but it's still essentially a full ride) #and i just sat there flabbergasted bc i know exactly how much i have in my college savings. $417.37. #and every penny will be gone by next sem to pay for those classes. and my 529 is v low bc of the stock market being bad rn #so i'm trying to avoid going into it until the stock market's up again but i had to dip into it anyway bc of my required arts class #aaaaaanyway the thought of her not even knowing what she has bc she doesn't have to worry abt it cause she's rich is so..... yeah 😔😔 #and then i turn around and like three of my friends get a monthly allowance from their parents meanwhile i treat them to boba #i can't ask my parents for financial help cause they're in a really bad spot right now #my brother called me the other day and said he was having waffles for dinner cause they didn't have any food #so like....... i think my friends should pay for my laundry #tea talks #tea vents

[jules-van-hering]

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#got triggered so many times this past month #somtimes super intensely #but kept trying my best #friday I got a dm on insta tho #from my abuser #after almost three years of no contact at all #and now I definitely slipped back into full on survival mode #I am doing better than I ever have in this mode tho #this time I got such a proper support network #and am so much better at asking for help #I don't even fear having a big break down in a few weeks #I actually believe in my ability to ask for help this time #this is new #feeling this confident while in survival mode is freaky to me #still wish me luck for the next weeks anyway #shit is going to be hard #gonna have headaches every day #how fun

[bosspigeon]

so i havent done anything worthwhile creatively speaking (sorry) but i did make a sims sideblog so i could ramble about my not so berry challenge without being annoying here

#pidge speaks #ive been off work for a week while my bosses have been out of town and i just kinda #went into hermit crab mode #mostly bc im between paychecks and broke and also bc im kinda slowly coming out of survival mode? #i also had to skip my t for a week again and its ufcked up my hormones and hdjshkjs #cant wait for december when i go back to having 3 paychecks a month instead of 2 #im being stretched real thin #friend is helping me w T so i should be able to get my shit back on track before i go to the dr next week #hopefully #my friend has been doing a lot to keep me level #ive been guilty af for being Insane #and theyre like u need to acknowledge the fact that the past two years have been INSANE for you #bc yeah they really fucking have #got so fucking sick i was bedridden for three months and lost my job #was out of work for like???? 9 months??? #moved in with someone who turned out to be fucking insane and abusive #got assaulted and then kicked out of my home #then i got covid??? #yeah i should #should definitely be gentler with myself but also Shit Is Hard #but im slowly starting to like #feel less like im waiting for the next disaster #ive got a stable job #i enjoy my job too #my bosses are nice to me and care about me #things are looking up #now i just have to let myself relax #anyway there's my update #im still here and that's a victory in and of itself right?

[warpstones]

decided to see if any of the schools in town needed an office worker and the central office literally just posted a receptionist position

part of me wants to go for it bc it'd be such an easy job but i also don't know if i'm ready to leave walgreens yet

#like i don't hate working there but they aren't giving me actual full time #one week i'll have five days but the next i'll have 4 #i need full time money and when one of the managers comes back from maternity leave i know i'll get cut even more #maybe i just need to make that jump before i'm left trying to survive on two/three days a week until i find something better #honestly it would highly depend on the pay bc if it isn't at least $15 i wouldn't do it #bc after i get my certificate in december i'm going to apply for an office position at one of the hospitals #maddox.txt

[wannabestark]

seriously, if I survive this week and the next one, I will never say that I want to be unplugged from this simulation again! I promise!

#am i lying #feels like i am #but idk two weeks can change people #i have an exam tmr #and yet here are i am #posting shit everywhere bc after three nights of no sleep #my brain cannot function #new resolution: #if i survive the this week and the next one #i will sleep for three days straight #I PROMISE #now that i can do #I'm sure of it #that's how you pace yourself friends #but still #will anyone unplug me from this simulation?