HIIII PINK!!! When I heard you were leaving I was so sad I even started crying and started to doubt myself on entering the void. I was like โhow tf am I going to get into the void without pink???โ I started procrastinating reading some of your post basically stalking ur page staying up til 4 in the morning (I was desperate ๐ญ). I realized that I already read all of ur post, nd I just was surprised on how much time I wasted trying to get into the void. And I always dreamt abt putting a success story in your inbox. I already had all the knowledge i needed so whatโs the point of more? I deleted tumblr and thought of anything that could help me get in the void. I did SATS while listening to my subliminal playlist, i daydreamed abt the void and my desires for fun, i affirmed for my void concept randomly throughout the day, feeling of the wish fulfilled, listened to delta waves when I was abt to sleep, and I meditated once a day for 10 mins. Meditation was optional but whateva ๐คทโโ๏ธ. I ONLY DID THAT FOR THREE FREAKING DAYS. And Im still mad at myself for wasting time procrastinating for 9 months. I was going to take a nap and I was in a drowsy state, so might as well affirm for the void right? I started saying affs like โIโm in the voidโ, etc etc. Once I started affirming, everything was just calm Yk? My body wanted to move but it was like it couldnโt cause the state I was in was calm asf. So I closed my eyes and just repeated the affs in my head over and over and over until I got this feeling like as if my body was floating, then I payed attention to it for a split second then ignored It after. I kept on affirming then I felt like I was being pulled then let go and it was as if I was falling. Everything got darker and quieter. So then I got scared and jumped because that scared me soo bad (Iโm a easy person to scare ๐). After that, I felt like I was actually a master at the void, I took a nap again and I had the same feeling but when I felt like I fell I kept my calm. Then I couldnโt hear my fan which was louddd, I opened my eyes to total darkness, I was scared for two seconds and realized I was in the void!! Ngl I had a whole list set up with my desires and I was ready to affirm and goooo!!! But I realized how calm the void is and stayed there for what felt like 5 minutes. I did affirm I had all my desires and that I was able to wake up in the void under 5 seconds. When I woke up from the void it was 9 pm and I took a nap at 2!!! I woke up with all of my desires nd shi. (I would explain in more detail in how I got in and stuff like that but I was in a rush and didnโt want to make this too long ๐)
BUT THANK YOU SMM PINK, IM GOING TO MISS U SM. YOU HAVE BEEN A REALLY BIG HELP WITH MY VOID JOURNEY, I TRULY APPRECIATE EVERYTHING U HAVE DONE FOR THIS COMMUNITY, MAKE SURE TO ENJOY UR SELF ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
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Hi love!!! Omgosh I'm so proud of you! This is so cute and you deserve this so much and I'm genuinely happy for you. ๐
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I think your requests are open ? I rarely ever ask anything so I have no idea on how it works. My request though is about an s/o with an above average body heat, a literal heater with Tingyun Kafka and if possible Serval. Have a nice day pal.
Ahhhh that would be soo cute!! But here you go, I hope you like it!
Your warmth.
Kafka x reader
Tingyun x reader
Serval x reader
Stelle x reader
Added Stelle cuz she my skrunkly- wunkly-dumpster diving, trash eating, little gremlin racoonโก
โจ fluff, slightly suggestive, established relationships, kisses mwah mwah
Requests are open
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Kafka
Kafka is in LOVE. Why wouldn't she be? You're basically her very own little personal heaterโค๏ธ.
After a mission or a rough day she'd be right by your side, hugging you like her life depends on it. And who are you to refuse?(you better not.)
Kafka is definitely a clingy women. So every chance she gets she's either holding your hands or clinging on to you. She lets herself relax as she basks in your warmth. A light and happy feeling coursing through her as she does so.
And this women is SHAMELESS. She'll be touching you all the time. Be it your hands or your thighs or anywhere in that matter. She just needs to have her hands on you. Your so warm and nice and warm and fuzzy and warm. She just loves you too much๐
So much for a so called criminal huh๐
Tingyun
The weather on the Xianzhou was always perfect. But that didn't stop her. Oh not at all.
She'd probably like lying her head on your tummy or your chest as she goes on spilling all the tea about her colleagues or her friends.(I'm in delulu era)
She usually loves sleeping on your chest cus she can hear your heartbeat and that's so sweet.
Tingyun too, is a clingy women me thinks. She hugs you whenever she wants, wherever she wants. (You better hug her back)She doesn't care about the looks the people give you both. You just feel so warm that she can't resist.
Oh and how she'd miss your warmth when she's out on business trips, she'd definitely call you daily to tell you how much she misses you and also to complain about her customers.
Serval
Winters in Belobog were cold even though there were several heaters placed everywhere. But Serval's got nothing to worry cause you're there! Good for her.
She'd wake up to your adorable face with a smile every morning. And as you stir awake she'd hug you and wish you good morning with the biggest smile on her face.
She holds your hand at every opportunity she gets and making her let go is a whole task for real. Even when she's kissing you for what seems like hours, she never stops cupping your cheeks. She enjoys how flustered you become and how your face is warmer than usual now. Thanks to her little smooches.
And on cold nights she's basically using you as a blanket. (Mode change, human blanket form!!.) You don't mind tho.( You better not)
(i can't decide if she's a girlboss or a girl failure.)
Stelle
I like to believe that Stelle has either a really cold body or a hot one(heh, get it? Cus-)due to the stelleron inside her. So let's just think she has a colder body rn
You are now Stelle's energy source. No questions asked and no negotiations. (Why would you even?)
After every mission, she's dragging you back to your room or hers to cuddle with you the whole day, your warmth giving her comfort and in her words, healing her.
On cold nights on the express, when she's feeling down she's relieved that you're always there by her side. Your warmth comforting her, literally.
You'd have to scold her and push her away sometimes when she tries to hug you after doing her daily routine of trashcan hunting tho. (i wouldn't really care if it's her tho. I'm down BAD) please don't hurt her feelings ,๐ she just bit silly.
Also. This girls gonna be latching on to you like a parasite all the time. There is not a moment she leaves you alone. But you're fine with that.(you better be.)
She'd also have her hands all over you all the time. There is never a time when she's not fumbling with your hair or your hands, sometimes trying to put her hands on yout chest(she would give a lame excuse like "oh i just wanted feel your heartbeat " Like.... girl?)she completely ignored your protests and acts innocent. She just likes how warm you are. It's like you we're meant for her โก
(like mother like daughter)
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I'm in my delulu era again.
Women.
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FIRST OF ALL WELCOME BACK BRIEEEEE
it did tickle me but...would've been a lot better if it woke me up at like...9am and not in the wee hours of the morning ๐๐
OFC I WILL VALIDATE YOUR OBESSION??? ANALYZING SOMEONE'S PLAYLIST IS TOTALLY VALID CUZ LIKE IT GIVES YOU SUCH A GOOD INTRO(?) TO THEIR CHARACTER AND WHAT KIND OF PERSON THEY AREEEE
you make me laugh ALL THE TIME brie pls remember that!!
YES I HAVE!! MY FRIEND USED TO READ IT ALL THE TIME AND IT WAS ACTUALLY KIND OF A TREND IN MY SCHOOL LOL (i was too busy reading harry potter but wtv...)
DARK HAIR GREEN EYES IS HE A TREE? completely unrelated question...would you climb him like a tree.
OOH WHATS UR FAV CDRAMA??? FEEL FREE TO DROP RECS AND LITTLE THINGS YOU LIKE IN THESE RESPONSES CUZ IM ALWAYS OPEN TO WHATEVER
ohhh thats so sad :( maybe one day they'll come to your city ??? if you do get to go to a con you should SO post a pic because i'd love to see more of you tbh (NOT IN A CREEPY WAY IDK IM SORRY IF IT CAME OFF LIKE THAT)
I SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO APPRECIATE MY GUY FRIEND YES. but like.....last week he called me ma'am......LIKE THAT HAS TO MEAN SOMETHING GOOD RIGHT??? WHEN I TELL YOU THAT I ALMOST THREW MY PHONE WHEN I SAW THAT NOTIF POP UP. he's kinda flirty and ig he's playing dumb?? i have no clue cuz he's SO hard to read but there were times when we totally could've left each other on seen but we didn't so i assume that's also a good sign..
I ALSO APPRECIATE YOU BEING SO STRAIGHTFORWARD LOL?? IT'S SO REFRESHING
STAY SAFE W THIS FRIEND GROUP OKAY??? you are probably NOT the problem....people that are 'in tune' with their emotions are usually still VERY unhinged and NOT in control (they're just good at acting like they are) and besides!! it seems like you have a lot more personality than them HAHAHAH
HMM ALRIGHT?? I GUESS SCHOOL IS THE PROBLEM THEN AHHAHAHA.....(it's never really that funny is it ๐๐) best of wishes to you!! you got this <3333333
OKAY BUT HOW DO YOU HAVE ENOUGH RIZZ (read: rizzness, taemin) TO EVEN PULL??? NOT LIKE A 'ew ur gross how did you pull' TONE BUT LIKE AN APPRECIATIVE QUESTIONING KINDA TONE IDK HELP I CAN'T DESCRIBE MY EMOTIONS
I'LL READ BASICALLY ANYTHING YOU WRITE BRIE DON'T EVEN WORRY ABOUT IT
-I MISSED YOU TOOOOOO (๐ซจ anon)
THANK YOUUU GLAD TO BE BACK!!!
If nothing else my favorite think to do is analyze mr. lee jihoon itโs a great self-study, my new senior thesis
HARRY POTTER IS SO SLAY ARE YOU A RAVENCLAW OR A HUFFLEPUFF THOSE ARE MY GUESSES FOR WHAT HPUSE YOU MIGHT BE WHATโS YOUR HOUSE
He is a treeโฆ. But heโs the mcโs so i will refrain from climbing him ๐ซ
LOVE O2O ITS SO CUTE I do love me a good lil cdrama DO YOU HAVE ANY DRAMA RECOMMENDATIONS
ILL SHOW YOU A PIC FROM ANIME CON AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS POST!! I hope that spn comes close to me sometime though! Iโd love to see them irl someday
Hmmm uh I donโt know how good him calling you maโam is tbhโฆ is he a sub IT WOULD BE GOOD IF HEโS A SUBโฆ kinda flirty and dumb huhโฆ. I donโt know if heโs flirty and dumb maybe heโs just a himboโฆ but i donโt know that last thing DOES seem like a green flag
YOURE SO SWEET THANK YOU ๐ญ I WILL BE VERY CAREFUL ๐ญ IM GLAD YOU LIKED MY STRAIGHTFORWARDNESS ๐ญ YOURE WAY TOO NICE ๐ญ
YOU ARE ACTUALLY SO FUNNY itโs never really that funnyโฆ. ๐๐๐
NO BUT ACTUALLY HOW DO I HAVE ENOUGH RIZZ TO PULL THAT IS SUCH A GREAT QUESTION THE MORE SELF-CENTERED ELITIST I ACT THE MORE THAT STRANGE MEN LIKE ME SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD EXPLAIN IT WHY DOES THAT GUY LIKE ME I LITERALLY BULLIED HIM ๐ญ
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Yes this is Detective ๐ฐ at your service, Your Highness. ๐ต๏ธโจ
"I enjoy you seeing try tho, maybe i shouldn't have given you hints so you can try guessing longer," too late ;D well unless you have other stuff that you want me to try guessing- try playing hard to get by being more cryptic with symbolisms and/or recognizable but subtle references. ๐ค๐ง Idk how to give an example but i'm used to doing that ๐ฐ maybe... Look back on our crazy ass drama when you haven't known who the secret mystery anon was yet ๐ oh how i missed those times when you're going through a crisis bc of me ๐ i feel like trying that again ๐ but if u really want examples id try to think of some by later or tomorrow after our first day of exams ๐ as your loyal advisor why shouldn't i give you some when Your Highness asks for it? ๐ฅฐ
I can relate with not liking your actual irl name tbh, my in-game name too is basically a name i'd rather like to be called or the name i put when games needed it ๐ and fyi since you have shared smth abt you, i have like 3 names. You and your siblings are really being ๐
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with that royalty references ๐คจ๐คจ if you're curious if im laughing when reading your messages: DEFINITELY. Im like cackling everytime bc it's so fun to talk to you ๐คฌ๐ like most of the time, i dont like how passive-aggressive ppl are on the internet (typical GenZ behavior tbh ๐ i mean i am GenZ too but i'm much more like a polite person bc im sexy ๐) but when it comes to you, Ein, it feels so funny and actually not offensive ๐๐๐ (this is coming from a person who gets offended easily by ppl who display rude attitude)
Thank u too for the goodluck wishes!! I gave up studying lmao it took me like 2 hours to finish one SIMPLE lesson bc i keep spacing out ๐๐๐ so yeah continuing is futile, i'd just speedrun it in the morning ๐๐ Gonna do my best and not die bc my Queen actually cheered me on ๐ณ๐๐จ i def wont leave u bc as your royal advisor, you might do more impulsive shit than ever before so u better consult me first if you have some tempting thoughts to actually act on ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ this is for your safety and so you won't regret anything ๐ฉ your kingdom would def be in shambles at anytime with one dumb mistake ๐คฌ๐จ so dont decide stuff with your goofy ass impulsively and without your royal advisor's approval ๐๐๐ Gotta get you married off to either Prince Vyn of the Richter Clan or Emperor Diluc of the Ragnvindr Kingdom ๐ so behave your self young lady โ๏ธ๐
I'm happy you're enjoying the playlist i sent you ๐๐๐ tbh im sorry to break it to you but like clair de lune and merry go round of life is too repetitive for me already so im so done with those popular pieces๐ there's so much more classical music out there SO ALSO tell me if i should send more playlist links bc for sure i do have a bunch to send you ๐ช๐ช๐ช
BONUS: *classical music playing in the mansion* "These music is my favorite" (what you said). "Actually you're my favorite music." (what diluc said). idk figure it out maybe ๐ i have your "voice" in mind but if you have other interpretations then that's cool. Yes it's cringe or whatever but anything for this man ๐ช๐ช๐ช
Also i think ur now experiencing my long-ass asks ๐ how do you feel about it ๐ค๐ค๐ค
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you're not only a criminal (refers to the mystery game) but also a detective now? i see๐คจ๐คจ
yeah ik, its too late now ๐๐ bae idk how to be cryptic when im a blabbermouth and a honest person๐๐โ๏ธnaurr bc i was just said the "come out and show yourself" as a joke but somehow you really did gave me hint and that's how it all started๐ง๐ง ngl i miss those times too (i sound like a grandmother reminiscing her youth days๐) examples would be very much appreciated, gl on your exams again, show the teacher who's the girlboss๐ผ๐ผ
us dissapointed on our parents now ๐ค๐ค๐ค but ig i got used to being called like that(my irl name) oooh three names? cant relate i only have one word name๐ถ๐ถ๐ถ
we are girlbosses๐ผ๐ผ๐ผ mom said we may not be rich but we are rich in terms of name. mom is the real mastermind here๐
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uhm as u should? im putting on my make up clown everytime i answer your ask and u won't laugh? thats offending maam๐คจ๐คจ (oh no what i have done to you to say things like this๐๐ but slayy๐ผ๐ผ) im afraid that one day i might offend ppl for acting like this so im glad you're finding it punny๐๐ป๐
tbh i dont study even though i have a big exams coming up, i just give my all to my stock knowledge (self reliance at its finest๐ผโ๏ธ) and somehow i still manage to pass when most of the time i just listen to my instincts (if the answer sheet is multiple choices)
i will dear advisor๐ (affectionate) but maybe i wont bc ik you will clean the mess i always do๐ฝ๐ฝ im sorry but im not dainty like those other young ladies so lemme do what i want๐พ๐พ and why marry one when i can just marry two and create a harem๐๐
ik merry go round of life is repetitive already but i still love it bc that masterpiece got me feeling like a royalty ๐๐๐ claire de lune isn't exactly my fav bc i prefer the ones with violin๐๐ go and send them to me anytime, i wont mind๐๐
i see your back into your fairy godmother agenda๐ง๐ง nah but that actually made me stifle a smile
*grabs the mic* okay so ehem ehem! it feels nostalgic actually *mic drop ๐ผ๐ผ*
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time really flows differently when you have to be awake early to do things and then you have some free time and then do things again and repeat and then i check the time and it's not even 3pm and i feel like i have been awake for 72 hours
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V meh day at work. BUT I asked if I can just read when I don't have work and he said yes SO.
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Are you planning on reading the follow up trilogy to Red Rising? I loved the original trilogy and was interested in whatever would come next but after reading some of the reviews idk anymore. Everyone says it's very dark and brutal compared to the first one and I'm not sure if I can handle more suffering for these characters when most things ended relatively well in Morning Star. Still sad over Pax though ๐
Anyway, i don't remember if you ever shared (sorry if you did) but do you have a favorite character from the series? Mine is definitely Sevro
Love your blog and take care ๐
So that Golbin for sure owns my heart too. Lmao Sevro is amazing and insane. I also love Mustang and Victra soooo much
I LOVED the first Trilogy. Like 5 out of 5 stars. I tabbed them up like crazy too. Lmao I run a book blog too where I post reviews and still rave about this series over there. Truly loved them! And would recommend them all the time! Just, please ask for or look up trigger warnings before you start! Lol
The continuation Trilogy (of which 2 books are currently out Iron Gold and Dark Age) is a very different feeling. You get a significantly large new cast of characters as well as still following some of our old characters. With focus on the original crews children at times now too. It takes place like 10 years after the end of Morning Star. I gave Iron Gold 3.5 out of 5 stars. I wasn't as interested in the story as I was before and the new characters didn't have my heart like the old ones did. The story also just wasn't as captivating to me as a reader. But I did still enjoy it!
I ended up not even finishing Dark Age though. I put it down. I can tolerate a lot of things that would be potentially triggering in the books I read. This was too much for me. My review of Dark Age was this:
"I made it 80% before DNFing this book because I was hating all the character arcs for characters I used to love, on top of being bored and not caring about all the newer characters. The insane amount of violence that had zero reason to be that extreme was painful to read and was in my opinion, it was WAY too much. And I just couldnt read anymore. It was clearly just darkness and brutality for the sake of darkness and brutality. There was no need for the amount of horrifying events that didnt even do anything to further push the plot forward. I'll look up an online summary and get the big plot points I missed at the end, but I'm so sad with how this series turned out since I absolutely loved the original trilogy."
*trigger warning and spoiler warning below*
The one that eventually made me stop and close the book even when i was so close to being done was the brutal and descriptive murder of a baby. Gave me nightmares.
*end of triggers and spoilers*
So Dark Age I clearly did not like at all. I also probably won't be reading the last book when it comes out either. I might just look up what happens to know what happened, but my interest is basically dead in this particular Trilogy. Lol BUT the first 3 books can be read as a Trilogy just fine on their own and I still will reread and recommend the original Red Rising Trilogy. I personally just wish the series ended after book 3. ๐
Some people did like it! I personally was not one of them ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ I don't want to influence your decision too much, but it definitely gets a lot darker and a lot more violent from what was already a fairly violently brutal series. So if that's not your cup of tea, I probably would just let the Trilogy rest as a Trilogy ๐ I would still definitely buy and give a chance to a new series if Pierce Brown ever wrote something new! His writing style is one I do throughly enjoy!
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