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#i wish i were dead i wish i weee dead i wish i wew dead i wish i were dead
peepo
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3 years
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#ok one last post
#i wish my mom would see all the complaining i do about her sometimes
#but like with her shed probably beat me half to death or kick me out so like i can’t do that
#it’s kind of funny like i keep wishing she hit me more because only ONE TIME she made me bleed. she’s hurt me woth slaps and belt whippings
#but only one time she hit my face so hard and so repeatedly it made my nose bleed. i wish she’d do it more!
#physical abuse hurts less and is easier to explain than emotional abuse you’ve had to deal with your whole life. i wish she died as well as
#my sexually abusive step dad numerous time.
#s. him more but i genuinely think about how happy i would be without her in my life. i’d cry and maybe kill myself because now i have no 1
#to live for but like... at least it would be most of my issues solved! plus i didn’t kill myself whdn someone else died but IG he didn’t
#have as much of an impact on me as a woman who’s been here my whole life. yet i still think about sawyer more than
#my grandfather and my friends sister and everyone else and i just wish i could trade in my life for his. he actually had something going &
#i’m just a waste of space do nothing accomplish nothing idiot who has no family to feel guilty for
#i wish i were dead i wish i weee dead i wish i wew dead i wish i were dead
#sorry but i genuinely do and i can’t deal with it anymore. i won’t do anything but it hurts so much and k can’t
#i can’t. i canr. i can’t do this i just want out of here and o know if i took all my pills i wouldn’t overdose and just be sent for more
#FUCKING bills at the ficking hospital because they want me to be indebt to them for my entire life
#i hate it i hate myself i hate my life there’s good things but the bad outweighs the good i have to deal with the bad everyday and wake up
#to it and cook for it and do it’s taxes and work and cleaning and resumes and job applications
#i have to take cate of its cat and make sure to not step on any toes and cry silently so that it doesn’t feel responsible
#it’s very painful. goodnight. my head hurts.
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