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cathyshifts · 2 months

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just gonna post my experience here even tho no one asked

Okay whatever happened was so chaotic. It was a busy day, I went out with my parents since morning, then when I got home i took a nap at like 4pm, and i watched asmr, trying to sleep. I was in and out of sleep, i couldnt actually sleep tho, like i felt sleepy but i could only close my eyes and kept trying to count down so i would actually sleep. at first it was fine, then i would kind of yanked awake (lol i just said i couldnt sleep) a few times, and probably by the fourth or fifth times, i started feeling floaty, but then i started hearing my family outside, talking and doing chores because they have woken up, and i was like ugh im not gonna let them disturb me. So i affirm that i am capable of shifting to my dr, and nothing can stop me, i also said that bc i heard my sister’s footsteps close to my door and i thought she would open it, so i said that affirmation and was just, fuck it. and then i kind of feel myself rolled over (u know that feeling when ur soul and body feel separated?) and everything turned white. (okay so it was all so hazy i cant really tell what happened first. hmm but idk when this happened but there was a moment where i felt my body siting up, throw the blanket away from my body to get up or sth, then i feel my soul or sth just flopped down, lol like literally just flopped forward). So everything turned white? And i started to enter a dream, it wasnt a lucid dream, and idk why but i probably have some beef with Puss in boots or sth, but i legitimately forgot i was trying to shift for miguel and thought i was shifting for puss in boots instead💀 Also i have a friend in that dream, who were talking about shifting, idk who he was, but he was so handsome. Anywho, we started laughing as i finally remember that i shift for miguel, but i cant remember what we talked about tho? Like everything was so hazy yet so vivid??? but then he said sth like, why haven't u gone already? And im gone? Into another dream🙄 still, i think i landed in Nueva York 😟 Anywhoops, cant remember anything other than me finding miguel, and we hug, and i kept kissing him, kissing his neck, although my brain was trying really hard to picture his body lol, and he laughed and we hugged and kissing (god it was sooo weird bc my brain keep picturing my sister as she was the only person i have ever hugged daily💀) i felt happy, but bc i cant imagine well so its all so blurry too.

Anyway back to the dream, it kind of abruptly ended there, going into another place but still in the dream tho. So i was walking in the park, it was nighttime, and then i saw a girl holding a camera, shes filming sth, and then a boy in a wheelchair? and she was filming her, and he was going to a park bench and staying there. So they looked like they were laughing and having fun, until there were some group of bullies? Idk but they were real mean, and they started getting mad at what idk, but they started to get close to her, and she was too afraid so she was still filming them as she looked their way, and lol idk why but i picked up a bicycle near me and throw it on the nearest bully’s face (they were mostly teenagers lol) and then i grab her and try to swing my way out there, but idk i guess my brain forgot that im supposed to have superstrength so we kind of fall into a pit (it feels like we felt into a pit but it was just i couldnt carry her, there was no pit) and then it turned into a full dream, a thrilling, somewhat horror movie, i swing my way through the buildings and sth bad happened, and she still has the camera, so we were back at my apartment watching it and shivering and getting traumatized lol. Then i woke up (what a ride😻)

#reality shifter #shifting #shifting community #shifting motivation #atsv miguel

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madame-fear · 8 months

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THE WAY I CHOCKED ON MY SPIT FROM READING: bitch you are a survivor LMFAOOOO

Also 12 y/o you should have given 12 y/o me some lessons because if I was in your situation at that age I would have cried

I’ve been living here since I was 5? I believe. More or less. Like firstly we moved from one country to another so we had to live in a small apartment with a friend of the family. That place never gave me any bad vibes tbh, even if the building itself was scary as shit

But since we moved Bro I could never sleep in my fucking bedroom?? Like my mother would always say it was because I never slept in my crib; i always co-slept with her as a baby so maybe that I had grown attached but I was sure as hell it wasn’t that because I always woke up at a certain hour or I felt like someone was fucking watching 💀💀💀 and that feeling remained for years and as soon as my older sister moved out I went to her bedroom and moved my stuff out

And I had the weirdest experiences, like seeing eyes and a child smiling whenever I crossed the hall and looked at the fucking door bro. Scary shit. And so I told my ex bsf that I had bad vibes from the room and she said it was a demon. I really thought it was a joke but NU-UH 💀💀💀 and she told me the child I saw and stuff it was her. I remember speaking to my friend on the phone and I always called the demon “he” because it just gave me those vibes and she said: ...it’s not a he, it’s a she LMFAOOO

I almost shat my pants too when I remembered my childhood bedroom had all my toys since I was a kid so that demon sure is having fun there

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EYOOO i thought i had posted this but my dumbass just realised instead of posting it i had saved it on my drafts??? 🤨

Also 12 y/o you should have given 12 y/o me some lessons because if I was in your situation at that age I would have cried

AHDJKDKDKS 12 y/o me was nearly shitting herself on her pants listening to weird ass creaking sounds and baby crying but clearly no one messes with my hunger and i 😭😭

Like my mother would always say it was because I never slept in my crib; i always co-slept with her as a baby so maybe that I had grown attached but I was sure as hell it wasn’t that because I always woke up at a certain hour or I felt like someone was fucking watching 💀💀💀 and that feeling remained for years and as soon as my older sister moved out I went to her bedroom and moved my stuff out

Ooh i co-slept with my mum as well! If my cradle wasn’t literally glued next to her bed, i was most likely sleeping on a pillow she placed next to herself while we napped (but there she placed the bed against the wall so i wouldn’t fall) — but i can reassure you that could NEVER be because of attachment. Those vibes of being observed is like a burden to you, overwhelming in a way because you can feel it all the time and YOU KNOW SOMETHING IS GOING ON ☠

And I had the weirdest experiences, like seeing eyes and a child smiling whenever I crossed the hall and looked at the fucking door bro.

Nah how the hell did you MANAGE TO LIVE THERE??? I FOR REAL WOULD HAVE JUST DIED 😭😭 like yeah i heard babies crying and someone walking down the halls in one of the houses we moved on temporarily BUT NEVER SAW A CHILD SMILING OR EYES

edit — i now remember, i DID see several times a dark shadow lurking on the big garden there was on one of those houses... and the way i shat myself all those times... 😭

I remember speaking to my friend on the phone and I always called the demon “he” because it just gave me those vibes and she said: ...it’s not a he, it’s a she LMFAOOO

NO WAY DURNDKIENSKSJS but it was rude of you not to name the demon??? smh 😤 No but seriously your intuition never fails when you sense something strange, especially from a small age and when you are seeing weird ass shit 😂 You LITERALLY LIVED IN LUIGIS HUNTED MANSION SJIDKD

I almost shat my pants too when I remembered my childhood bedroom had all my toys since I was a kid so that demon sure is having fun there

Oh my god i seriously cant believe this madness, i would never cope living there 😭 At least the toys kept the demon distracted and entertained from haunting all of you, right? 😅😂

#🔎 anon #lovely anons <3 #ask box #✧.* amiraverse #ask box messages #ask box open

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dayinthelifeofkoko · 2 years

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• SATURDAY 10 SEPT •

A weekend recap because it was a little crazy to squeeze in time to post. Saturday got off to a really good start. Alina and I were up early and missioned to get her costume for career day all before having to get home and prep for a family braai.

Although wanting to be a lion 🦁 metaphorically is a brilliant idea, she made a great decision wanting to be a fire fighter 👩🏽‍🚒 as her final choice. Trust my kid to be impatient and want to wear her fire hat through the mall the moment we paid for it 😂.

Baby girl was in the best of moods dancing in the Uber - well now that I think of it our drivers had the best jams playing so I understand. All the dancing and shopping got both of us down 30 mins after we were homebound.

I never take naps but my head hurt so bad I grabbed the opportunity to sleep with both hands the moment I saw Alina's eyes start to close.

So, 2hrs later Alina wakes up refreshed and mom is down bad bad. I knew something was wrong when the nap did nothing to take away my headache. Turns out my headache wasn't a headache it was a migraine from hell. At this time family was at our place all I could think of was to eat something and take pain meds. I tried to waddle around and be normal but the pain knocked me upsidedown 🤕

There I was, 6.30pm in my bed fast asleep while the family had a ball of a time, including baby girl 😂 thanks to @ray_of_sunshine_sa & @jaysamuelsrsa

I think I woke up at like 11.30pm when the last of the family had just left which felt quite weird. I had some lasagne, more meds, got Alina into bed did our bedtime routine - story, pray, sleep. Since I slept, I went into Sunday watching GOT and fell asleep eventually.

Honestly, I'm just glad Alina had a great time. She couldn't stop saying Chicken Laalu 💀🤣, maybe @jaysamuelsrsa can explain this to me.

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wuhhluhhhwuhhh · 2 years

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hello, i'm happy to report that i took a nap and woke up to find a streaming site that had the euphoria season finally on it. i am no longer seizing and foaming at the mouth :)

just kidding i have so much shit to say <3

spoilers under the cut!!

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HELLO?? HELLO DID ANYONE SEE THAT???? FUCKING-

OKAY OKAY OKAY ORGANIZATION UM

FUCK

FIRST OFF, FAYE, SWEETIE, I KNEW YOU WOULD COME THROUGH!! THANK YOU FOR THE BIMBO REPRESENTATION LAKSDHFGHKL I LOVE YOU AND AM GIVING YOU A KISS ON THE FOREHEAD MWAH <33

NOW IN MORE SOMBER NEWS

Ashtray :(

the way,,, they way fez is out here shouting about how he's just a kid and how they shouldn't shoot made me fucking sob

I was never the type of fan to scream and cry over fez and ash akdfhghk i like them, they're chill and likeable, but there are so many more interesting characters to focus on?? characters with more depth????

at the end of the day i think people liked them because they aren't as problematic as the others and because they're not that complex like say cassie rue and jules but laksdhgfhk oof just because i thought people were hyping them up too much didn't mean that i wanted them to die 😭😭😭😭

maybe it's for the better tho lmao what's this show without a little drama-

uM OKAY NOW ONTO HOW THIS EPISODE DID JULES SO DIRTY

ELLIOT IS OUT HERE WITH AN ENTIRE SONG (WHICH I WILL GET TO) AND SHE GETS A FEW HOOTS IN THE AUDIENCE AND A TWENTY SECOND SCENE WHERE SHE SAYS TWO LINES AND GETS LEFT ALONE IN AN AUDITORIUM

Like no okay Rue was right for walking away, she really does need to focus on herself but fuck man,,,, I hate elliot <33 His little song is stupid and the rhyme scheme could have been made by an eight grader alskdhgfhkl please 💀

Also is Rue not a lesbian?? Why was I expecting elliot to try and make out with her during that scene alskdfhhk i didn't want it to happen but god did i think it was gonna go there-

this entire season has people acting like that special episode with rue didn't happen btw and that pisses me off so much?? she's literally like cassie in the sense that she's so heavily reliant on male validation. the only difference is she was seeking male validation so she could conquer femininity and have people see her as a woman (smth most euphoria viewers probably can't relate to) and cassie was doing it to fill the hole her dad left in her life (smth they can probably relate to lmao shit dads are everywhere)

am i saying a lot of the hate jules gets is because of transphobia yes exactly u got it and i'm correct, she would not be getting this much shit if she was cis because then her issues with male validation would be like cassie's and thus more relatable but apparently no one is ready for that take ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

from an objective perspective tho oof elliot's song took up way too much time still and he had the audacity to say he was still working on it???? babe that was like three minutes and okay this tweet encapsulates it all actually-

i didn't look away from the screen for a second until he started singing lmao

dominic i know you're like part filipino askdhfghk this isn't personal at all lmao but god,,,, your character is shit <33 very unnecessary <3333

BUT OKAY NO JULES IS AN ENTIRE POST OF HER OWN IT'S WHAT SHE DESERVES AFTER SAM ASSASSINATED HER CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT AKSDHFGHKL

CASSIE

CASSIE AND MADDY

FUCK

for real tho this is me after a math test that shit is beating my ass every day of the week-

but god,,,,, oof. i really wish we saw more of maddy beating her up they could have cut the elliot song to do that oKAY I'M SORRY I'M DONE

I STILL,,, IDK BEFORE THIS EPISODE I COULD FEEL FOR CASSIE A LITTLE, HELLO FELLOW DADDY ISSUES BITCHES, BUT AAAAAA YEAH NO LAKSDHFGHKL THE WAY SHE HOPPED UP ON THAT STAGE READY TO WHOOP HER SISTER'S ASS HAS ME OFFICIALLY HATING HER MORE THAN FEELING FOR HER 😭😭😭

i think,, i think i'm done for now lmao see y'all in 2024 um.

i'm gonna go watch killing eve now <33

#ronnie rambles #euphoria #euphoria spoilers #screaming crying and throwing up please just give me self improvement from both rue and jules then give me rules

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