#i wont tell the title haha

[limpfisted]

being wyll ravengqrd is suffering bc he is DANGEROUSLY bisexual but also SO romantic and SO repressed at the same time

he wants his monster/monster hunter romance with the cute vampie elf man. probs had his awakening to monster erotica. and he immediately checks astarion off as a handsome vampire. he literally says “hes mire bite than bark” the very fiest time u see him, if wyll is recruited first. (and he will not stop flirting in a “im a monster hunter, im lawful good, u wanna roleplay sexual tension” way. even tho he never lays a hand on astarion, ever.) and astarion is so pretty he wont stop fuckinnnn talking about it

he wants his romance with the githyanki warrior. he loves the stars and dragons as much as she does, hes dreamed of what was out there his whole life. he makes comments on this when he interacrs with the telescope. literally since he was a little boy. and he genuinely finds her so so beautiful and FUNNY.

he probably flirts with halsin, probably, who is only into polyamarous open sex.

he flirts with shadowheart, who he GENUINELY LIKES AND GETS ALONG WITH? and does not jusge for he religion. hr just tells her matter of factly what he believes instead. and does also not jusge her or comdeacend to her when she silently kinda goes “damn thats right.” theres never an i told you so.

then theres karlach. who he calls a “beautiful, impossible woman.” a whole can of worms

gale. who wyll likes so much hes like “haha dont kys ur soooo funny and cool and powerful” and who he tries to give titles to,

but all these people. these hot hot hot people. want vastly different sexual and romantic experinces at least in his own eyes, than he is willing to give!

he is so attracted to each and every one of them, and yet, he wants a real romance, and he must stay true to himself!!! if u play his origin, that locks u out of every single romance being “canon”!!! just bc he doesnt want to have sex!!!

hes so horny. and so attractive. but his heart is the horniest of all. and if he cant take your heart…. he cant take ur body…..

rip laezel, my queen

#literally wyll is Ze most bisexual character of all time #he has a heart full of love #ooc #hc #so like. one ic post a day. im so sorry this is littwlly just a wyll fwnblog now LMAO

[suffarustuffaru]

im back on my reinhard/julius agenda but hear me out okay.

au where they become friends much sooner. childhood friends au.

julius’s whole world shakes when he goes to the knighting ceremony for children of noble knighting houses and he sees reinhard there—reinhard, whos powerful and Amazing and intimidating and it makes julius realize that hes far behind reinhard. it makes julius realize that he has to work harder to reach reinhards level of skill and power. but hes all starry-eyed, and he manages to catch reinhard after the ceremony and starts excitedly talking reinhards head off because reinhard is just so—awe inspiring—and ten-year-old julius at this point has way less filter and impulse control so why shouldnt he try and get close with reinhard of all people?

meanwhile reinhard is even more depressed after recently being 1. officially knighted and 2. officially given the “van” title and 3. his dad is gradually getting worse and he feels like its his fault, but julius is the first person around his age that actually shows interest in befriending him, so reinhard is just awkwardly going along with it because he doesnt want to chase julius away. hes super SUPER eager to finally have a friend. thats what they are right?? hopefully?? and reinhard is desperately holding onto this because yeah, julius likely wont like him anymore real soon, but itll be good while it lasts right?? he doesnt even mind that julius keeps asking questions about knighthood and training, because everyone does that anyway, so reinhard offers to help train julius and BAM they are now gonna meet regularly 👍

joshua meanwhile is Suffering even more than he already was because not only did julius develop an infatuation with reinhard, joshua also—like in canon yeah—faints during the knighting ceremony because FUCK I CANT LIVE VICARIOUSLY THROUGH JULIUS IF HES GONNA BECOME FIXATED ON REINHARD AND LEAVE ME BEHIND AND ALSO I HATE REINHARD AND JULIUS FOR BEING SO PERFECT, and then joshuas worst nightmare becomes true because reinhard notices this and offers to help joshua and julius home, and julius accepts of course, and joshua wakes up to reinhard and julius being buddy buddy and then reinhard starts visiting the juukulius mansion regularly so joshua is absolutely SEETHING. SEETHING.

anyway reinhards regular visits go great 👍 all he has to do is walk (Travel At Extremely Extremely Fast Speeds) to julius’s house and back 👍👍 and it doesnt take much time for julius to get out his favorite books and info dump excitedly to reinhard because reinhard of course will listen to all of this and feel all warm inside because 1. oh are we friends now? 🥺 and 2. aw julius is so passionate about this 🥰 but then it takes a turn because of course julius has his hero worship with REID ASTREA. theres a tappei qna that confirms that reinhard Knows what reid was like, and if reinhard knows that at this point, he just sits there awkwardly while julius goes on and on about how cool and awesome reid was.

reinhard then has to decide whether to break the news to julius or not, but given how in canon julius didnt know what reid was like until he actually met reid, reinhard probably didnt tell him if reinhard knew at that point. so little eight year old reinhard sits there and goes “aha yeah… reid… what an interesting person…” which then turns the subject to reinhards family, which then leads into some talk about julius’s family too—but while julius is more likely to open up a tiny bit, reinhard is more like “my father is a good person who tries his best 🙂” and julius is like “i hear that hes. kind of not. but ill take your word for it i guess haha i mean IVE never met the guy” (he recognizes reinhard getting Upset about this subject) and reinhard is like “my father is a good person yes 🙂”

meanwhile alviero juukulius is very aware of all those nasty rumors about heinkel astrea and the astreas in general and alviero is Very Aware about his nephew/adopted son’s budding friendship with reinhard, who now regularly shows up to the mansion via Speed Walking, but alviero is like. well reinhard is a very well meaning child, i just hope no drama comes out of this haha.

anyway one day little ten year old julius with his Reduced filter and impulse control (tappei has said that younger julius was a Bit of a troublemaker) goes “reinhard you should sleep over at my house please 🥺 and maybe we should sneak out of my house past curfew and go on an adventure or something lol” and reinhard is like going ??? because of course breaking rules almost never occurs to him and the idea of breaking one makes him anxious. but julius is like “cmooon please 🥺🥺 itll be fun 🥺🥺 we’ll be out and back here so fast, no ones gonna know, itll just be us 🥺🥺” and reinhard of course 1. cant say no and 2. julius would be very happy if he agreed, so he goes along with it. they go have fun they have some kind of adventure and for a moment reinhard forgets all about all the Various Pressures he is under <3

and then they go back to julius’s house and alviero is waiting there casually like “snuck out again julius? *insert exasperated sigh*” and reinhard FREEZES UP hes like “oh sir ahah its not julius’s fault. it was all my idea actually. all mine. i dragged him along with me. you should punish me instead. im really really sorry i broke the rules sir” because he’s afraid julius will REALLY get in trouble. and julius and alviero stare at reinhard like he grew another head because “jesus christ its not that deep, youre not in That much trouble. im just gonna like ground julius for a bit, its not like im gonna. kill him. or anything.” and also “JESUS CHRIST YOU ARE NOT OKAY??”

anyway yeah reinhard is a very welcome visitor to the juukulius mansion (unless youre joshua) but every time he goes home, carol and grimm help make sure reinhard’s visits arent noticed. but. well. one day heinkel will notice. its inevitable, especially when eventually reinhard and julius will officially join the knights together. and heinkel will probably give this nasty little laugh and go “well. have fun while that lasts.”

and it doesnt last.

#rezero #reinhard van astrea #julius juukulius #alviero juukulius #joshua juukulius #heinkel astrea #literally sobbing on the floor about this au. do u understand. #THIS IS JUST MY BASE PREMISE FOR IT you could definitely go deeper and such but this is my main idea for now 👍👍 #also yeah this au is also joshuas descent into madness ok. no way hes not going insane with reinjuli being friends so Early

[voasprofile]

vil with an s/o who is a singer and love music from their orig world

I could probably shorten the title but eh I'm new cut me some slack

being brought to whole other world without knowing anything about it can really take a toll in our little readers hearts

luckily they have their phone with them, music really brings comfort to people. especially because it was the only thing familiar to them. what's in it? well yk only the most heart swelling, gut wrenching, eyes watering, hair pulling music you could ever think of

either that or the most back arching, eyes rolling, butterfly giving music

or yk like a psychopath like me, both. on shuffle

ok neways

vil had known of the prefect, not very hard to

they were the talk of the school, from being magicless, to defeating what like 4 overblots, or being in trouble like every other hour

they were rather infamous to put it nicely

what he didn't know them from is their music

like holy hell, how tf did they get so popular? when did this happen?

well tbh he didn't find out until he saw people discussing about a new underground artist

after that he forgot to search up their name whoops

until he saw a vid from twistedtok raving abt this artist

so he was like eh why not and searched them up

it was yuu(pun not intended) he was kinda surprised like weren't you just fighting jamil 4 weeks ago?

browsing to yours list of song was like browsing through a teenagers diary

angst, angst, oh a horny song, and another one, and another one, and oh wait this sounds like- nvm it's angst

and it was just yuu recreating their fav songs and publishing it cause their phone died and twst doesn't have the same charger things

not me promoting but think somewhat this playlist of mine

you had garnered a lot of attention, for someone who plagiarized /j

don't tell anyone, but vil would totally listen to your music

i mean come on

but he wont admit it, that little bitch

during vdc camp, he would wear them small ear phones and would guard his phone with his life, like no one needs to know abt this

except rook knows, he always knows

and epel, because he once barged in vil's room for smth idk he seems like the type to do that

you only found out because vil asked you to play the song they were supposed to be practicing on. which was supposed to be the most recent one

but when you clicked play it was your song. let me put something totes not embarrassing for the both of you, hmm let's see

i wanna be your slave by maneskin yuu

the song was the next song as the practice song just ended a few seconds prior

silence engulfs the room your voice singing the most vile things anyone from here has ever heard you say

you kinda just froze like what were you supposed to be feeling?

why does it have to be this song?

so you were internally freaking out still frozen as rook puts it on himself to save two prideful beings egos. and walks to you and slowly gets the phone from your grip before pausing the song

while vil was witnessing the end of his life his career with an open mouth

"so you like my songs eh?"

"shut up literally shut up"

wow what a non-toxic way for the beginning of a beautiful bloom of a relationship

there was a lot of songs that reminded you of vil yet you only realized at like 2 months into the relationship

so you began dedicating love songs to him and only him cause like duh he's your so

but like the songs that are erotic and sad like real sad are literally dedicated to no one

cause your a moody little bitch who when even the slightest bit sad release a whole ass song with the most heart breaking lyrics

when asked in an interview on who hurt you, yuu were like

"haha myself"

or like abt those sussy songs

"i was feeling down so i had to cheer myself up"

or those songs dedicated to vil

"i am madly in love"

you two were almost the epitome of a picture perfect couple

almost(i thought abt making an angsty ending but i decided against it)

that bitch rook always steals your thunder

you were performing a new love song to vil and asking his thoughts about posting it

and rook comes up and recites a poem right. in. front. of. you.

you almost grabbed him by the neck and not let go for 30 minutes. by accident of course

so it was like a competition to the both of you

and the vibes were like yuu being like

"homewrecker"

and rook being like

"lmao what you talking abt neways. your skin as fair as snow and as smooth as porcelain-"

cue you throwing a vase at him

overall 10/10 would be a cute relationship

#twisted wonderland x reader #twst yuu #twisted wonderland #vil shoenheit x reader #vil x reader #vil twisted wonderland #twst x reader #twisted wonderland x yuu #Spotify #voa writes

[hungryhannya]

I am tempted to inquire by a lot of these titles (I might have to send a separate ask), but I have to push the bhf agenda first and asks for more of, "Death's Door at the count of 10 - Boxing AU" pretty please!! 🥺 👉 👈 💕💕💕

Haha, of course you would! Ty for the ask, I need to get back on this too! Feel free to ask for others too if you would like :D

Boxing AU or Death's Door at the Count of 10 is a modern AU featuring Coach Tardif and his rookie boxer, Damian - while both men lost their way and try to rebuild themselves on their own, both ended up at each other sides. Now they are both on the path to see how long can they last in the cruel world of boxing. It's way easier than fighting eldritch horrors but they still need to pay the bill.

Plan to add other DD characters too, like Margaret and Dismas, with a lot of boxing references. It was slightly inspired by a picture of Damian with a black robe - my mind raced towards "oh this is how he would look like as a boxer", and the story slowly started to form. It's definitely a fun project, hopefully can release sometime soon since first and second chapter only needs some editing. Hope to return to this one in the near future~

Ch1 snippet:

„Okay smartass. Last question: you remember what happened to you?”

The lunatics eyes focused on him. His expression changed to an unnerving smile – full teeth, ear-to-ear, the blood on the lips just adding to the maniac feeling.

„Ah, it was a fun night! It was such a lovely, lovely fight! Ended too soon sadly.” His grin shows off a clipped, no, a missing tooth. There was no blood there, not a recent injury – this wasn’t his first fight ending badly, Tardif guessed.

„Wouldn’t call getting beat up a fun night. You’re lucky they couldn’t take a hit, or you would have been in trouble.”

„Well, good to know a guardian angel showed up for me. Thank you for helping me out.”

Tardifs scoffs. Thats a first. To be fair to him, he was hit multiple times in the head not even an hour ago. He may or may not be concussed.

„So tell me – where did you take me, dear angel?”

Definitely concussed."

And for you Jozzyh, some ch2 (or ch3?) content! (sorry its still pretty rough!)

CW: a lot of swearing for no reason

There in kitchen he saw a tall muscular woman, her red hair tied up in a knot, now having a staring contest with a broken blender. Around her, there were sings of vegetable scraps thrown around – it was hard to determine if it was the cause of the blender or her.

„Good morning to you, Bobo!”

„Go fuck yerself.” The red-headed murmured, barely registering her roommate entering the kitchen. She was still focused on the broken piece before her, clearly lost both the fight and whatever food she was trying to make.

„Bad morning? Did the forces of the universe bend their will to make your life miserable?”

Oh how lucky she would be, he envied.

The woman, Boudica, turned to Damian, her vegetable scraps covered face showing killing intent. Damian always loved being the target of that look, but the forces this time spared him from her righteous anger.

„Blender broke down.”

„How unfortunate. Is this the third time? I hoped it has warmed up to our presence.” the man sighed, scratching his covered wound on his face. It stopped hurting a bit, might actually healed up faster than usually. The itchy feeling was stronger than usual.

„It cant warm up to us if that fucking whore of a woman keep selling me broken down shit.” Boudica swapped Damians hand off his wound way more gentle than her attitude and temper would make you believe she could do. „A good deal she said! I’m gonna strangle her next time i saw her.”

Damian looked over the broken blender, with its blades turning downside, with more cuts on the downside of the blender than the veggies around it. The plastic wrapper outside barely hold unto the base, only remaining still in place since Boudica was still holding it down.

„She can give you your money for it back, right?”

„If she wont, I strangle her even harder.”

She let go of the plastic, which fall down on the counter, some fluid leaving its contains.

The woman let out a low sigh, like a lioness letting out a low growl, seeing how her prey run away from her.

„Fuck it. Soup it is.” she started gathering the vegetable pieces off the counter.

„Want me to cut up the vegetables?”

„Be my fucking guest.”

He helped her clean up the blended out and exploded juices, taking the salvagable part out and into a pot, cleaning the remaining vegetables off the floor.

Boudica started cleaning up some carrots and cucumbers, giving it to Damian to cut them into sizable pieces, a familiar routine started form between them.

„Don't cut your fingers off.”

„No promises.”

#wip game #ask blog #Tarmian modern au #here's the roommate i promised jozz :3 #Boxing dd AU

[spacedhead]

homestuck rereading post #3: hivebent part 2

(im adding this part when im done with this whole thing but most of my text is referring to the image under it unless stated otherwise. but i think you can tell based on the spacing when that isnt the case)

im beginning to think these titles are too long. anyway LETS FUCKING GOOOO I LOVE TAVROS NITRAM

one thing about him is that he loves fiduspawn. which as we all know is an allegory for pokemon. is allegory the right word? sources say: probably not

:) hes clappingggg

do not answer that message. keep looking at your posters. if you know whats good for you you wont even look at your computer . throw that shit away

whats her deal????

⬆️ okay well that was actually a pretty tame first interaction. she was just like haha tavros im gonna beat you at this game L and tavros was like uhhh i think we shouldnt talk . but you know him. he continued talking to her anyway. like a chump or something

what is her deal!!!!!!!!!!!!! why does the story keep framing kanaya as this bugger/meddler/fusser . she is so cool though and Normal.

tell me why this is so scary . what is this a horror story. relax

/ROLLS EYES

me on the overwatch grind every damn day

karkat wishes he had even an ounce of the swag and rizz nepeta has. you will never be her.

this is kinda funny. but he is lame its true

TAVROS GAHH YOU KILLED YOUR LUSUS. FUCK

foreshadowing.... this is like in dragon ball z when goku and piccolo are fighting raditz and goku is like "well strength isnt the only thing that matters in a fight!" and raditz is like "you are a fucking moron LMAO"

it actually isnt a real thing to say. so

oh man this is so fucked up

man he cannot catch a break right now

this interaction between karkat and vriska is interesting to me cause its karkat being like a really awful person to vriska and i would feel bad but i JUST watched her paralyze tavros while berating him and laughing at him. so its like damn. i dunno how to feel ...

okay well . this is a little bit rude but whatever

this is so awesome . you love to see a girlboss winning

what is she waffling about

i have nothing to say about the equius stuff. anyway check out this particular interaction. ⬇️

⬆️surely no more stabbing in the back between these two.

me when someone tells me vriska has w rizz. idk . this is crazy though

oh Wow

she is fuh reaking out right now . someone please get her some therapy. also all of them? all of them need it

tavros is on that no hate grindset i love to see it

i wonder if i had different color blood if my fans would turn on me. some fans they would be.... i actually have no idea what im talking about right now but i love to ramble on and on about inane bullshit so

handshakes all around to those who made it this far.

WOOOO RESIDENT LESBIAN INTRODUCED. the crowd goes fucking insane

ROSE MENTIONED!!! gosh it feels like its been so long since ive seen her.....i miss those damn kids....

im being forced to end this one here (i hit the image limit) but im coming back with a vengeance soon because we are just getting started with this DAMN SESSION

#joff hs reread #i think im gonna make these super long because otherwise there would be way WAY too many parts

[beatriceeverytuesday-old]

🌹

I dug into my drafts (I have approximately 30+ haha oops I may have a problem) and chose this one for you! I hope to actually finish it someday, but here's a little preview of what I've got so far haha, I hope you enjoy :)

Pairing: Faith Lehane/Buffy Summers

Working title: Message in a Bottle

Working summary: When a younger and slightly more optimistic Faith throws a message in a bottle into the ocean, it washes up years later on the west coast and is found by fourteen year old Buffy. This is the start of an unlikely (and completely top secret – no one in Buffy’s real life can EVER know she talks to someone who is a total loser) virtual friendship. Months later, when some dude named Merrick shows up in L.A. with a message that turns Buffy’s entire life upside down, she finds herself turning to Faith of all people. She has to tell someone, and telling someone who doesn’t know her irl means it can’t ruin her life. And if Faith thinks Buffy’s completely nuts, well, that’s what the block button is for. After all, what has she got to lose? It’s not like this thing between them is real. (Modern AU)

Buffy rolls her eyes. Who is this girl? It’s just, okay, she’s insanely pretty. Way prettier than Buffy feels. How is she supposed to send a photo after that? Buffy definitely hates Faith. She’s kinda the worst. She’s pretty, and hot, and confident, and she knows it, which makes her super frustrating. Also, the amount of time it took her to send a photo, less than a minute, means she probably sent the first one she took. She’s effortlessly pretty, which is just infuriating.

Buffy: im trying to pick a photo

The one-hundred and seventy-seven selfies she spent the last ten minutes taking all got rejected. Why is taking a picture of herself suddenly so hard? Buffy’s Instagram is full of them. Taking live photos to prove they aren’t catfish is something Buffy now regrets suggesting. She feels like she has something to prove to Faith, which is stupid. She shouldn’t care what an internet stranger thinks of her.

Faith: tell me ur name while im waiting?

Buffy: nope

Faith: alright

Faith: ill guess then

Buffy: lol good luck with that

Faith: mary? sarah? emily?

Faith: roberta?

Buffy: y do u assume im a girl?

Faith: just a vibe i got

Faith: u seem kinda uptight and prissy

Faith: am I wrong?

Buffy scowls at her phone. Who the hell does this girl think she is?

Buffy: i am NOT either of those things. i am a girl tho

Buffy: and u r rude

Faith: so says the girl who promised me a selfie and now wont send one

Faith: im onto you joan

In spite of herself, that makes Buffy crack a smile.

#fuffy #faith lehane #buffy summers #btvs #fanfic #ask game #thank you for the ask!!

[plainemmanem]

kurt telling you he's doing "the best friend challenge" on youtube and he wants you to take part in it so you take pity on him bc even though he is BARELY a friend to you, you know he doesn't really have anyone else. but he totally titles it "doing the RELATIONSHIP tag with my GIRLFRIEND (NOT clickbait)"

ENOUGH. yeah you’re so spot on he is pathetic.

you literally met him ONCE through a mutual friend and the entire thing was caught on camera and after that first meeting you said to your friend something like “NEVER. bring that guy around again.” and he somehow finds your number or something and messages you under the guise of “a casual get together between friends😀” and you’re like ok fine if other people are gonna be there it can’t be that bad. and then you show up at his house and it is. empty. like literally just you and him and he’s like “oh yeah, everyone else just hasn’t shown up yet haha” and then he proceeds to set up his camera and his equipment and you’re like “umm??? what the hell is this???” and he’s like “oh don’t worry about it it’s just this little vlog i put together” and then he’s like “you wanna be in it? i’m actually doing like. a challenge of sorts, i was dared by bobby basecamp — he’s this really popular up and coming vlogger — and you like, ask questions to your friend and you see how well you know each other, it’s real casual.” and you’re like “um. ok?” and then he proceeds to cut up all your audio to make it seem like you’re his girlfriend and he titles the video literally something so stupid like “NEW GIRLFRIEND REVEAL!! TELL ALL INTERVIEW!! YOU WONT BELIEVE THE SECRETS SHE TELLS ME (*NOT* CLICKBAIT)” and you have to yell at him to take it down the next day.

#the interview is so awkward and at the end you’re like ‘are we done. is this over.’

[artsyunderstudy]

😈💋👀 for the ask game!

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?

Playfully mean? Mmm. Mmmmmmm. Pretty much just my cliffhangers. I like to whet your appetite for the next chapter, so I'm a big fan of the cliffhanger. I don't necessarily come up with actual plot points for the purpose of being "playfully" mean. Cuz I guess it's not playful, I wanna make you feel a thing. Because that's what I like when I read stuff. I hurt you because I love you, basically. (I'm Simon - I want to hurt you for the thrill of making it better.)

💋 First kiss fics. Love em or hate em?

Love! I dunno how I could ever hate that. Haha.

👀 Tell me about an up and coming wip please!

I have another long, serious fic I've been thinking about for a long time, since before I finished Mirrors. You wont see it for a while (taking a break to do smaller things), but it's currently titled "The Dwindling Pines" - it's an AU where Simon is living with Davy in a big, old house, and he's a really lonely kid, and one day he finds a portal in the garden that leads to a secret forest where another very lonely boy, Baz, is trapped. The story is a childhood friends to lovers scenario, and this song is basically the vibes. Also this one, specifically Baz vibes, because he really is the loneliest whale on earth. (Yep, lots of feels.)

Ask Game Questions Here

#ask game

[am-i-sans]

*And now back to our regularly scheduled angst filled horror*

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"My wrist hurts..."

...

"I did land pretty hard..."

. . .

"Are ok? You...havent spoken for a while..."

...

"Sorry....I...."

"No its ok. I get it."

"Do you think hes gonna come back?" "No...i think-"

"shit that hurts."

"Mr sans your awake!"

"We were really worried!"

"sorry kids. just got a little light headed."

"We uh we got to the door."

"It wont open though.."

...

"dont worry kids, al and suz will get it working soon."

"But that guy might come back an-"

"hey its gonna be ok. im up now. not gonna let that clown take my title."

"Haha yeah ok."

"now, how bout i tell ya a story to pass the time."

Long Ago, There were 2 races: Humans and Monsters.

#sans #noelle #berdly #utdr #rp

[loubouskz]

update on me(loubouskz) & my stories that are coming soon!

hey everyone! I hope y'all are doing well? How's winter doing you guys? I'm sorry I've been M.I.A(haha) for the last couple of months. That wasn't part of the plan at all. I was so ready to be posting stories on here more that I had planned. I was going to post my next one about I.N in October after I had gotten back from a concert bc I was so excited for it. but I got the flu the following week and when I get sick, which hardly ever happens, I get sick sick. bad sick. after all that, without going into too much. my mental state vanished and I was not in a good place at all, it still isn't. mainly bc of eating and body issues. so I haven't been on the internet of much, like I would pop on tumblr here and there. hardly got on twitter, insta, fb, etc. the only thing I have been on is youtube, watching Markiplier. I'm hoping next year, I'll finally get therapy like I've been wanting and needing. but I'm doing a little better, I feel a little better today. enough to start writing and posting again. I'm okay, I will be.

so on to the stories that have been in my drafts since the middle/end of this year. let me tell you about some of them. I have 4. and for the person who sent in a request with chan, don't worry, I saw it! It's coming and I love your request. and for anyone reading this, my requests are always open, even if it takes me a min to see. even if it is just a small one, I would love to write something for you. writing in general makes me happy.

1.) Yang Jeongin - it's called love for an angel. basically it's ab a guardian angel(i.n) that falls in love with the human their protecting(the reader), which isn't supposed to happen and isn't allowed. angels are supposed to be invisible, but one day the reader sees him and fall in love. and yeah, I don't want to spoil too much but I absolutely love it and is probably one of my favs that I've been working on.

2.) Lee Felix - it doesn't have a title yet, still thinking of one. it's where felix and the reader are best friends and roommates(and they were roommates. did anyone see the tiktok update ab that vine and the story broooo). oh wow, shocking! and the reader tells felix that she's hasn't had great sex and felix offers to try and maybe help her out. it's short, but I'm pretty sure I haven't written something smexy for felix yet. and if I did, I probably didn't post it...memory is kinda foggy still.

3.) Hwang Hyunjin - it's part 2 to it's gonna happen. I've only written a few sentences. It was the last thing I worked on before going M.I.A, so I didn't get that far. I have bullet points of what's going to happen in the story(and so I don't for forget what I was going to write) and from the looks of it wont be as long as the the first part. just kinda of any update of what happens next in this story. don't worry, I wrote down in one of the bullet points: "a lot a smut scenes" ehehe

and 4.) Lee Minho - the story that I've been working on for the longest time and so proud of. and that still doesn't have a name! 🫠 sadly, it is still not anywhere close to being finished. I really want it to be good so I'm taking my time with it. I'll give WIP updates about it soon. rn, it has 4k words. like I'm at the part where the reader and lino are having their first convertion...this fic is my baby. I love it so much bc it has space, and I love space and the stars. I'm fully ignoring my fear of heights and big metal objects that go in the air or under/on the water.😀

but yeh, that's it. guessing what fics are coming out soon. felix and jeongin's most likely. then hyunjin's then....maybe not the lino in space one. pffft. next year, I promise!

#loubouskz #skz #stray kids #skz imagines #stray kids imagines #skz smut #stray kids smut #skz fluff #straykids #stray kids fluff

[kenpachi-okami]

June 22, 2023 Thursday 11:23 AM

Title - I Don’t know

Today definitely is going great.

Everything is going by smooth, seems like its also going by pretty fast its already 11:25 AM going to be lunch soon but I wont be eating to be honest my stomach isn’t really feeling it and I already had something big to eat so I’m just going to keep myself hydrated strictly just water too.

Gotta stop myself from drinking soda its been the past few days already that I keep getting my fav drink DR.Pepper.

Can’t help it haha it taste like Cherry soda.

Anyways I’m feeling I don’t know what I’m feeling but I’m just a little bothered but I’m trying not to let it other me cause I don’t want to let it ruin my day at all. I just feel like I gotta write it down so it doesn’t stay on my mind cause if it does stay on my mind its going to build up to me being very aggravated then I’m going to have a face then I’m going to act a certain way like I don’t need myself to do that. Me doing this has actually been helping me out its like I’m releasing all that tension into words on my own personal I guess you can call my life blog that no one knows about except for random people that I don’t know on this app. Which I’m pretty sure they aren’t reading cause some of the stuff I put up is just way to long , but yeah I’m actually feeling a bit better after this. I think what I’m going to do is hear some music and draw or maybe think about writing a random short story.

Sincerely - Kenpachi Okami

11:42 Am

#self talk #self cure #self love #self motivated #self care #harmony #crazy thoughts #clear mind #Spotify

[suffarustuffaru]

I voted for Otto because while I do think Julius is the better boyfriend, Otto is the better friend no? At the very least my reasoning was that Otto has spent a year in proximity with Subaru collecting all sorts of small moments in addition to their bigger moments in arc 4, really forming the case for Otto to get the best friend title. Tho arc six really did make it hard to choose.

(for future reference this post is about this poll 👍)

HAH you raise really really good points yeah!! i honestly voted for julius as half a joke (arc 8 ch 24 to walk in the light was totally about otto being mad about juliemisuba if you squint. totally /lh) and absolutely if you took grown up subaru and told him to assign julius and otto as either boyfriend or best friend, julius would get the former (…..subarus attraction to julius is really really obvious HAHA) and otto would get the latter exactly for all the reasons you said as well yep!! ottos been living with subaru, ottos supporting subaru and their camp, etc etc hes been there more consistently, etc etc like otto is a very dedicated and loyal friend, but imo otto loses some points by arc 7-8 bc its the same dedication and loyalty that makes him shitty now :<<< mr otto “i walk in darkness” suwen, mr otto “im gonna not tell my friends about the tome or info that would save spicas life lol bc i want her dead” suwen, mr otto “its fine if 50 million people die” suwen :<<<<< at least julius is honest about wanting spica dead and he wont just let 50 million people die :<<<

but also you raise a good point bc otto IS a good friend in the sense that youll be alive as long as hes there bc he wont let you die. but will otto be alive by that point?? :<<<<<< will 50 million people still be alive????? will your previously problematic daughter figure be alive….??? a little debatable but hey hes dedicated ill give him that :<<< hes a good friend and he can definitely be kind and comforting and stuff but absolutely a questionable person BAHA and julius has got otto beat in the good person department LMAO. this is otto:

:<<<<<<< ottos Devoted……. but definitely not GOOD i think HAH. if dude worked on his moral code he’d be the bestest friend ever :<< like no person is not without their flaws yknow? ottos flaws just allow him to think about KILLING PEOPLE FOR YOU LMAOO 😭😭 its why i chose julius :<< that and i think it was really really funny to choose julius bc its the canon answer (see: otto punching a wall over julius like ok you asshole you can have your gay breakdown over julius and juliemisuba :<<)

but anyway ty for the ask, loved hearing your thoughts on the boy drama poll pfft. i think its a really funny poll for sure (and the moral dilemma side of the boy drama is interesting yes)

#rezero #re:zero #otto suwen #julius juukulius #ask #arc 8 spoilers #otto WOULD be the number 1 best boy friend for subaru if subaru wasnt the way he is HAHA #if you want chaos you pick otto. if you actually want something closer to stability you pick julius HAHA #but also yknow. julius has had the bulk of his development already and ottos developing in a new direction rn #hard to tell where otto’ll end up 👍

[tekkiri9]

TL;DR firebomb!!! firebooombb!!!

today epic games announced that they'll be "turning off online multiplayer services for older unreal titles"; in a post they described themselves, what they really mean by this is delisting and cutting off the last vein of support for every unreal game, you won't be able to download UT4 from the epic launcher anymore, the purchase pages have already been removed, and, effective january 24th 2023, you won't be able to use any online functionality whatsoever, you just wont, at all - this is nothing but a spit in the face and a "yeah, well, haha fuck you" to the people who've supported them the most, for the longest time over the years- and i dont count their janky attempt at a trendpander shooter (because it's all saturated nothingness, remove all sponsored elements and the ugly ugly cartoon elements ((seriously its fucking gross looking)) and you get a worse playing PUBG etc)

and im not doomerposting because 333networks will probably do everything epic couldnt do in about a week or less, but it just feels like theyre doing everything they can to save on money after their apple lawsuit or whatever- what with their golden child game nosediving in popularity and playerbase

evil horrid cliffy b be like grrrhhh i hate gaming and making popular and successful games grrghgh gotdamn xbox fanboys!

anyway deus ex multiplayer wont be dying because of this, which is good because it's died already once before, and is already in the process of rebirthing itself again

if any of you (2 people) are interested in supporting older titles like this, sniff out the 333networks and fanmade unreal discord servers, there's likely to be a lot of boomers in there, but if you look past that, there's solid games with deep mechanics and rich history to be plundered there, don't let some greedy sneezy company ran by a guy who lets cliffy raw-dog both his wife - and the company in question tell you when and when not you can play these great games, they're full of personality and ready to rock your world etc etc buzzword

#unreal tournament #epic games #unreal #i feel like death #unrelated to the post #gaming #deus ex multiplayer #im adding that tag

[chelleztjs18]

Hello almost healthy eyebag haha

That's cool, I start thinking of stories when I listen to music too, then it goes away when the song changes 😅 so, when you write, do you put yourself into the main character or it's all just their own personality?

So you think of the title after the whole story is written? How fast do you come up with the title idea?

And you are right, not all eyebags are the same. Especially those who sleep with one eye open hahaha

That's crazy! Yeah, she told me that she just wanted me to be right handed, and I didn't ask any other questions. I gave her a "you're weird but I love you" look because when she told me that, I was telling her that I may be dyslexic. So I don't even know why she brought it up lol

I can still write with my left hand but that's it. Everything else I mainly use my right.

I believe it too, but then I do a double take to make sure it is real ahahaha just kidding. No yeah, that's how it was with my partner.

So your ex girlfriend was she your first girlfriend?

-CuriousGeorge

haha yeah that's why mostly before I start to write something, I usually tries to find songs or playlist in spotify that fits with the vibe of the story or i will save it to mine n listen to it in repeat. so I wont lose the vibe or the ideas especially when the idea is flowing.

for the Y/n's personality, it's a little mixed of both. Sometimes i put my personal character in it but sometimes i put the character in general. I always try to bring my story as close as i can to reality. So i would think, what would I do if i'm y/n's shoes or what would someone do if they r in that position. what's the most makes sense, you know?

Fun fact, I always make Y/n's in my fics left handed, wear glasses and drinks iced tea / iced coffee. those are 3 most common things that I always put in my y/n's because that's me. I wear glasses, I was born left handed n wish I'm left handed, and I always drink iced tea / iced coffee. I dont know if you notice. I always try to describe it at least once or at least one of those 3 things, so maybe I can make it as my signature if people notice. lol.

for title it's 50/50. Sometimes I picked it before I start writing sometimes after the fic done. I dont know exactly how long it takes for me to pick the titles actually. :D I tried to keep it as simple as I can, or something that's connected or i try to pick the title that can be posibly in the line of a dialog somewhere in the fic or just in the line of the naration of the fic. sorry if i confused u.

Ah i see. what's funny is my bestfriend does the same thing to her son. it seems like he is left handed but she "forced" teach him to be right handed because of the culture thing.

There are things that I have doing with my right hand but then when i try doing it left handed, turns out i do them better such as archery shooting, hitting baseball, miniature golfs.

The latest thing that I try to do it with left hand to see if i do it better was bowling. I did it better left handed in accuracy but it wasnt hard enough. so I guess for bowling I will do it right handed. lol.

aawww that was sweet. your partner was your love at first sight, may i know when was your last relationship?

Yes, she was my first girlfriend. It was beautiful, i fell in love head over heels for her but ended bad n broke me bad. Do u read my lost in assistance series? if you do, y/n's story with her ex gf Gwen was based on my story with her but i changed it a little bit so it wont be too obvious, just in case she found my tumblr page. lol. because Gwen in that story was a shitty ex-girlfriend. lol. dont get me wrong, she was a sweet n great but slowly she turns toxic. :D

Cheerio!

#chellez answers #ask answered #anon answered #curious george anon

[wrestlezon]

aew rampage 10/21/22 liveblog containment zone

laughing my ass off at excalibur's reference (the attempt of trademarking the word "edge" for video games) he is truly The Gamer's Commentator

the acclaimed vs varsity... guys. tony nese and josh(?) woods. i forgot their title

oh no! billy gunn is ousted from ringside by the ref. golly! im unfocused. sorry acclaimed im trying my best to pay attention to your match its been a while since ive seen daily's place wood's fireman's carry into knee move...? bowens on the offense! they win!

cock and ball destruction ........caster thats obscene. dont fuck the belt on live tv!

backstage with tony schiavone and jade cargill

oh no! penelope ford... injured and out... i heard them mention this earlier but still :( i wanted to watch her fight willow!! wahhhh man jade is super mad! golly i do hope she fights nyla rose i wanna see nyla rose !!!!

watching the show Actually Live for the first time in a while means i can actually keep up with liveblogging it lmao... i need these commercial breaks to put words together

backstage with eddie and ortiz and death triangle

omg lmao ortiz put together an intervention for eddie. "eddie youre out of control" the lucha bros are here with encouraging words and eddie is just like :/? omg pac setting up pac vs eddie??? lmao poor eddie tho ;o; hes so blindsided

hook vs ari devari

those are some crisp printed hundreds i wonder how much it is to get fake film prop money whoa hook's getting beaten up classic threatening chin grab. love to see it whoa another pin break. will they actually make hook lose (no, but theyre not making it look easy!) oh theres redrum lol

haha vsk trying to fan him awake with the money redrum 2!!!! nooo dont put the money in his mouth you dont know where those crisp bills have been

backstage with the firm! ethan page and stokely

theyre bullying matt hardy ............ is he trying to outcringe them "by the time im done, you wont want me on your team"

willow nightingale vs leila gray

yay willow i wish penelope were here but ok... fighting! tackle! big scoop! big slam! theyre giving willow a lot of lore on commentary. which is funny because i know so little about leila gray in comparison ringside shenanigans! this match seems slightly awkward in its flow and pacing...? maybe im just looking too hard. or maybe leila is new? i dont know much about her so thatd check out "she aint no baddie! im the baddie" is that what was said there lol weird... match... maybe that penelope ford thing was a real last minute development. did they do dark matches before this show

OH!!!!!! WILLOW HIRED!!! yay!!!! i just uh... wish it wasnt after such a... weird match... oh... jade hijacking willow's celebration... i mean.. i guess thats heel behavior omg nyla and crew stole her car lol jade cargill killing every security guard

video segment with 10 and rush (and orange cassidy!)

oh lol theyre playing this on tv? nice. it was really good. i do think its funny that all the good segments they put on social media that i end up watching they also play on tv. better not to waste good segments to be lost in the social media oh they cut out the tony khan part of it lol he made a promise he wouldnt become an onscreen character after all

backstage pre-match with 10 and rush and orange

orange why are you with mark henry-- lmao why ARE you getting between these two guys' conflict jose i recognize your threat to orange but. i think punk has the honor of the shortest title run. twice over (😭) lmao orange has his own branded microphone... please tell me this is going to be a recurring thing stealing mark henry's bit again!!

rush vs 10 vs orange cassidy

andrade seamlessly deleted from the storyline i have such bad memory i have to keep reminding myself. *touches the earth* there was a guy here, once. i do this for punk and the elite as well i hope the elite and omega come back soon... yay!!! the best friends are here too!!!!!! :)c i love getting glimpses of my favorite guys in the background. imagine if i got to saw them wrestle :OOOO (theres plenty of non-conspiracy reasons for them to not have bookings. i understand. also they DID just wrestle in a trios match) (but that wasnt about them! it was about oc and pac!) (ok enough of that, its time for the main event!!!) he kept those glasses on for longer than i thought aoughh!! rush throwing beverage around! sticky cable choking! hm. its ok. i like the lime color watching 10 and rush fight, it makes me think that maybe oc turning this into a threeway gives 10 an out to lose but not lose his mask to rush thats a very charitable interpretation of the situation though. he also could just be being a funny little rascal oof!! solid table... unbreaking... 10 is so beefy. beef guy. real ooo i love me a good spear oh! orange is back in the ring the old nelson into pockets bit wow what a smooth beach break lmao why is open in-ring meddling legal in a three way i seriously love danhausen's curse-into-dickpunch manuever very mp100 reigan hypnosis punch energy rush trying to mess with 10's mask! are they going to reveal 10's canonically pretty face no! it will not occur. orange wins!

10 standing in the ring looking at orange... 10 looking at rush... lmao orange looking at rush like hes a weirdo

aww sad in memoriam bit at the end :(

the fite feed kept going but is glitched frozen. im missing out on the best friends being in the ring "theyre probably hugging right now" my friend does nothing but directly wound me

#livezon

[tendous-socks]

do you know, the muffin man?

platonic baji and chifuyu x reader 

title has nothing to do with the actual plot lol

not proof read

saber is my dog who passed when i was little and i missed him.

idk what's going on with the capitalization, 

a warm up of sorts ;)

“That's what a mommy’s boy would say” “Hey”

It was summer nights like these you'd never forget.

The crisp air that danced in your lungs when you took a deep, filling breath. Or the gathering of stars overhead that watched you as you made your way home. like your own personal guardian angels.

Lights flickered off one by one as the night grew older and the street lamps stood proudly in their stead. It was nights like these that made you feel at ease. So much so that you felt that saber, your fat, lovable mush of a dog would just love to go on a midnight walk.

Although midnight was… less than ideal, you didn't plan to stay so late at cram school, the janitor nearly kicked you out himself when he saw you so absorbed in your homework. the furrowed look etched upon his face when he asked why you were doing all that on a friday evening, when you should be home with your family, or out doing illegal things with your friends.

You gripped the straps on your backpack just tighter just thinking about it.

you'll just have to stay up and finish it later then, after talking your beloved golden out for his much deserved walk.

Rounding the corner, you spotted your apartment complex as it stood tall amongst the houses surrounding it. Almost out of place.

The lights illuminating the road almost like a pathway home as you continued on. Your silent footsteps duetting the chirping of cicadas.

Pesky little things liked to choir all night singing melodies of long before as they woke up from their decades of slumber.

my god you couldn't get home fast enough.

which wouldn't be a problem if you didn't hear an excruciatingly loud cackle from your complex.

and due to the light of the street lamps, if you could squint hard  enough you could see the silhouettes of two people sitting on the stairs that allowed you to go up…

damn it

this was gonna be weird 

as silent as a church mouse, you trudged your way over to them. Thoughts a second as you scratched your brain for something to say

something that you wont wake up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat regretting saying.

“uhm excuse me… i need to get up there so, yeah” you said, knuckles white as you felt your body heat up. 

You didn't bother to catch a full glance at them, only noting their black uniforms and that one had long, black hair and another had a yellow undercut.

“Oh yeah sure! Sorry about that..” You chuckled nervously as the yellow one scooched over a bit allowing you to squeeze your way up 

“Yeah no problem”

Taking the first few steps up, making sure not the disturb the two, you debated neither sprinting up or just quietly walking. Of course all plans were thrown out the window when another, raspier voice asked “why’re you out so late? “

Your foot stopped almost immediately.

What?

You gulped thickly. “ oh, no reason, i just had cram school and lost track of the time ya’ know?” No of course they don't know because they obviously don't go to your cram school !

Almost as if he had an epiphany, the longer haired boy shot up like a rocket as he turned to fully face you.

“ wait a minute- that means you're smart right?”

“Baji no-” “ hey you mind helping us with our midterms? I don't wanna fail them and make my mom cry again, wouldn't be right”

“Oi baji! Who said I needed help? I'm the one who's tutoring you!” the blondie argued back, voices echoing up around and through the staircase as you finally looked at the two of them.

chifuyu , who you now recognize as a delinquent and baji… who you've never seen in your life both apparently went to your school as you faintly recalled a morning announcement of both their names being called and summoned to the principal's office.

As well as the rumors that surrounded them both as you remembered the whispers upon whispers of gossip dripping from your friends mouth like sugar coated honey, too tempting not to take a bite out of.

All in all, they were trouble.

“Uh haha yeah, I'm sorry. I don't think I'll be of any use to you since I'm not the brightest of people, I'm sorry I have to go, have a good night though.”

And like cinderella you dashed off up stairs. Not even bothering to look back or hide your footsteps as you heard baji call and complain for you to come back and how chifuyu ruined his chances of passing his terms.

but of course, you were back downstairs… not exactly downstairs as you were on one of the landings that separated the floors, the soft fluff of sabers tail wagging excitedly as you held onto his blue, rope leash as you stared down the stairs wondering why exactly the two of them were  still. here.

You groaned internally as you took a step back, pulling lightly on his leash as you went to go back down the hall and into the safety of your apartment. Already thinking of excuses to tell your mom why you didn't take your baby for his daily walk.

Plop

…. 

You tugged on the leash a little harder, only to no avail as your lab stared up at you with a little smile..

This son of a bitch.

“C'mon saber lets go, I promise I'll take you on two walks tomorrow, so please let's just go” you whined, crouching down next to him as you went to softly push at his side. 

But like the anchor he is, he didn't budge.

“Please saber c’mon i wanna go home now lets go you fat little man” you moaned as you stole a glance towards the stairs, hoping to god you didn't alert the two.

But alas, you were met with a pair of blue and golden eyes staring at you curiously. Though the curiosity in their eyes didn’t overshadow the way they loomed over you and you little man, both of them blocking any whisper of light that tried to escape through as it haloed blindingly around them.

‘ oh it’s you- i didn't know you had a dog” baji said as a smile grew on his face as he slowly knelt down as your dog’s tail quickly went to whipping your side as you just gawked at him.

“Oi baji, you have to ask to pet him, er her. ``Chifuyu went to look at you, eyebrows raised as his friend simply ignored him and continued caressing your dog.

“do they bite?” was the only response you got from the black haired boy, his eyes meeting yours briefly as his smile stood pride on his beaming face.

“I do well, I guess it's fine. Don't worry about it, Saber, he’s really friendly and loves people, so he won't bite '' you spoke as chifuyu hesitantly went to start touching his golden fur, the dim midnight lighting doing him zero justice.

Though when you were nestled in your bed with your big ol’ security guard crushing your feet to the point where they'd both turn shades of blue and purples, you could really see how vibrant and golden his fur really was.

Smiling softly as the saber excitedly sniffed baji’s hand as the latter held a smile as big as the sun and eyes creased like a young boy who just got his favorite candy.

you noted how his other hand was scratching exactly where you knew your dog was ticklish, his leg going to scratch the same spot as he let out a low chuckle.

Quietly looking at chifuyu, you saw him quite engrossed in what baji was doing as he stared at where your dog was battling baji’s hand for scratching rights.

“ You really love him, yeah?”

“Hm? Pardon?”

“You’re dog…” “Saber”

“Yep. i can see it all over your face and his body that you spoil him like a little rich kid”

You laughed at his little comment as you went to play with his floppy ears “yep/ he’s my little spoiled brat who loves food and cuddles and will absolutely die if you don't take him on a walk or two during that day”

“ sorry about earlier, baji is just very… passionate about his grades” “ oh is that so?”

“ yeah, that and he doesn't want his mom to be upset about him being held back… again” With a light squeeze to the saber's ear, you took a risk as you opened your mouth.

“Oh, so he's a mama’s boy then?” “Exactly” “Hey I'm not! “

You and Chifuyu looked at each other and hummed in agreement.

#Tokyo Revengers #tokyo revengers x reader #tokyo revengers baji #tokyo revengers chifuyu #chifuyu x reader #baji x reader #tokyo revengers manga #toky revengers anime