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#i would like to do it before my birthday next year LOL LOL LOLOLOL but what if they HATE ME WHAHHH
1chaer · 3 years
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#i’m ranting again lol#all that’s left NOW is to find a time to come out LOL like i do feel like my mom & my sister have a sense of it atp from the way they talk#to me BUT does anyone else ?? i am never going to tell my dad lol i value my life ^__^ literally hes so weird like a couple years ago i#remember we were talking about gay marriage & shit & he was being rude as ever so it’s like....... no i don’t fink u need to know anything#about me LOL i’m so scared tho OMG i remember one time i was going to come out to my mom & i wrote it all out in my notes when i was like 11#HAHHAAAA well now i actually have to ?? well i mean i don’t bcus i don’t HAVE to but i would like for them to hear it from me#i’m not worried about my sister LOL she has to know by now rig ?? like the amount of shit i talk w her she should KNOW..... but i’m SCARED#GOD EHAT IF I BE A MENACE & DO IT DURING NEW YEARS LOL#where’s that tweet where it’s like i’m gonna ruin thanksgiving dinner by coming out LOL anyway that’s not funny zzz ehh yes it is#i would like to do it before my birthday next year LOL LOL LOLOLOL but what if they HATE ME WHAHHH#omg wait the one post where it’s like i’m not coming out if u don’t know by now then u will never know#BUT I WOULD LIKE TO GET A GF ONE DAY & BE LIKE HERES MY FAMILY#CAN U IMAGINE IF I JUST DIDNT TELL THEM & WAS LIKE THATONE VID WHERE THE GIRL WALKS IN THE ROOM LIKE HEYY HEY YALL HOW YALL DOING#DO U KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ANOUT.... Why am i yelling ??? anyway lots to think about before i go to bed#oh and i have a road knowledge test tomorrow ^__^ hope i do okay LOL#ehh okay self discovery is tiring i’m going to bed (that’s probably a lie)#this is sooo long omg i’m gonna ruin my tags T__T MYBTHING IS TJO... like i’ve consumed so much het media where i’m like EHH maybe men r ok#but then i think about myself in the future & i can not see myself ever going for a man#AM I WUESTTIONING AGAIN#no no no i’m not#OMAY IM A LESBIAN I KNOW WHYVDO I KEEP QUESTIONG THIS#OKAY NO NO / I AM / A LESBUAJ I KNOW THIS#GOD WELL NOW IM BORED SINCE I FIGURED THAT OUT#WAIT WHAT IF I JUST TEXT MY SUSTER LIKE IM A LESBIAN BTW#GOD WHAT IF I DO THAT RIGHT NOW#WHAT IF I WRITE A LETTER NO EJY AM I CRYING IM GETTING SO NERVOUS#i am going to OKAY i’m gonna write a note now to my sister and give it to her later or just tell her tomorrow#but i’m not going to tell my mom YET bcus i’m scared#yeah i’ll do that#okay goodnight
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osakaso5 · 3 years
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Nagi Rokuya Birthday Photobook Rabbit Chat Part 5: All Their Gratitude
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4
Mitsuki: It's midnight!
Yamato: I'm glad we got to give our birthday wishes directly. Congrats
Riku: Nagiiii!!!
Iori: Nanase-san, yelling his name does not count as wishing him a happy birthday. Happy birthday, Rokuya-san.
Riku: Congraaaats!!!
Tamaki: Nagicchi hbdddddd
Sogo: Nagi-kun! I'm happy I get to tell you this face to face. Happy birthday.
Nagi: 。゜(゜´Д`゜)゜。
Tsumugi: Nagi-san, happy birthday! It's so nice that you can all celebrate together this year!
Nagi: Cocona is here!
Tsumugi: Cocona-chan!?
Riku: We're all wearing Cocona masks!
Sogo: It's a bit embarrasing.
Tamaki: So-chan, your hair's sticking out of the mask, lol
Nagi: What a special surprise! Six Coconas! I love you all!
Iori: That doesn't mean you have to grope people's behinds when you hug them *angry* *angry* *angry*
Riku: You're still not used to that, Iori?
Iori: No, and I wouldn't even want to be! Neither should you!
Yamato: My face is getting sweaty wearing this thing.
Nagi: NO! Cocona would never sweat! You must alter your bodies to be closer to hers!
Mitsuki: And how are we supposed to do that, lololol We're still men, you know, lolol
Sogo: Um, if we have to become women... I think there was a potion for that in a black magic tome I read the other day...
Yamato: I'm kinda curious what that potion entails. Not that we're going to be trying that or anything.
Sogo: It seems the first ingredient is the blood of a live toad...
Tamaki: AAAAAAA I can't see I can't hear AAAAAAAAAA
Tsumugi: Those masks must be very warm, if you're already getting sweaty >< lol
Riku: Apparently we're not allowed to take them off for the next hour!
Tamaki: But then we can't eat anything
Sogo: I brought the magic tome, does anyone want to read it?
Tamaki: Don't even open it!!!
Nagi: What is this black smoke!?
Mitsuki: Did you really do some kind of black magic!?
Nagi: Will you summon Cocona!?
Iori: Of course he won't!
Riku: Tamaki! Tamaki! The naan bread we were making is burning!!!
Tamaki: Aaaaaaaaaaaa
Tamaki: This is all your fault, So-chan and Yama-san!!!
Nagi: A... Cocona naan bread?
Yamato: Nope (lol) We were making it for you, Nagi.
Nagi: Why naan?
Iori: Calm down, Rokuya-san.
Nagi: Gulp...
Iori: Apparently it's because "Nagi" and "naan", both start with a "na".
Mitsuki: Lololololololol
Yamato: Pretty funny, right?
Sogo: I see, so they chose due to how similar they sound! That was really nice of them.
Tsumugi: Um, are you making curry to go with the naan?
Mitsuki: Nope, it's just the bread, lolol
Tsumugi: What!?
Mitsuki: I'm not cooking this time, since Riku and Tamaki were so excited to feed Nagi their home cooking. Iori was charged with watching them though, lol
Nagi: Hearing that makes me feel like I need to eat all of the naan, even if it completely dries my mouth...
Mitsuki: I did make the cake, so at least you have that to look forward to!
Nagi: ┖(o゜∀゜o)┙ Wasshoi!
Nagi: Now I can finally outdo Iori when it comes to enjoying one of Mitsuki's cakes.
Iori: My parents own a bakery. Don't think you'll defeat me so easily.
Tamaki: It burned
Nagi: This... looks like a black hole, spewing out the evils of the world...
Riku: Sorry, Nagi... You can't eat this.
Sogo: It's because I brought up black magic in the first place... Sorry.
Yamato: Nah, I really don't think you're at fault here, Sou.
Nagi: Do not mourn while you wear Cocona's face!
Nagi: For the next 30 minutes, you shall have a test of endurance in which you do the Cocona ending theme dance.
Riku: I like that dance!
Tsumugi: I'll make some curry and bring it over in a moment, so feel free to dance until then! lol
Iori: You can't be serious...
Tamaki: I'm gonna win
Mitsuki: Since when is this a competition!?
Nagi: Your cuteness puts you in a lead, Mitsuki! Now, everyone do your best!
Yamato: I think I preferred the weepy Nagi from earlier...
Sogo: Don't say that, Yamato-san!
Riku: Iori, that's the Bon festival dance! lol
Iori: D-didn't the dance go something like this?
Nagi: It did not. Start over, Iori.
Sogo: He's very strict...
Yamato: Are you sure you don't wanna go back to just crying?
Nagi: I have brought you the Clos du Menil I promised, Yamato.
Yamato: Actually, dancing doesn't sound too bad right now.
Tamaki: You sure changed your mind fast.
Tsumugi: Nagi-san, as great of a dance teacher you are, it's about time for the usual!
Mitsuki: I wanna change clothes before he does, lol
Riku: Yamato-san, are you wearing a shirt that has dark patches around the armpits? It's very stylish!
Yamato: Riku, that's sweat... I wasn't kidding when I said these masks are hot...
Nagi: Cocona does NOT sweat!!!
Choices/outcomes:
1. Your outfit will complement the Cocona masks!
Nagi: Indeed. This is a dress code I will gladly abide by.
2. Are you ready?
Nagi: I am burning with excitement, as Tamaki and Riku's special birthday naan burned before me X-P
3. It's time to change!
Nagi: I very much enjoy the sound of that X-P
Tsumugi: Is everyone ready?
Mitsuki: Who got him these glasses, lolololol
Tamaki: Meeee
Yamato: Oh wow, lolololol Looking good, Nagi, lololol
Riku: I want to wear them, too! Let me borrow them later!
Nagi: Very well. I will be the adult for today.
Yamato: What, because of the moustache? lol
Iori: I think you and Rokuya-san are the only ones these glasses would suit, Nikaido-san.
Yamato: What's that supposed to mean, Ichi?
Sogo: Wow... I wonder if I'd look good in them, too.
Tamaki: Quit staring at them with those sparkly eyes. 
Sogo: I want to try the glasses, too.
Tamaki: Why???
Riku: Hey, we should all tell Nagi the thing we couldn't last time!
Nagi: !
Iori: Stop acting so nervous, Nikaido-san.
Yamato: You're not pulling any punches today, huh, Ichi...
Mitsuki: You trying to one-up me when it comes to heckling Nagi and Yamato-san? lololol
Riku: One, two, three, go!
Iori: Na
Yamato: Gi
Mitsuki: We
Tamaki: Lo
Sogo: Ve
Riku: You
Tsumugi: What a lovely message..!
Nagi: (´;ω;`)
Nagi: I have received a message of love from those dearest to me
Riku: We've been waiting to say it for too long!
Mitsuki: Congrats, Nagi..!
Yamato: ...Aaaand he's bawling again.
Sogo: Nagi-kun, I love you.
Tamaki: S-So-chan!?
Sogo: What? I don't think it was that out of place to say.
Tamaki: But you didn't have to say it NOW! Look how red you made everyone's faces
Sogo: Why would the rest of you be blushing, when I'm the one who said it?
Iori: It just feels wrong, somehow...
Riku: You didn't react like this when I said that to you on your birthday, Iori!
Iori: Why do you even remember that!?
Tsumugi: Nagi-san, your birthday has just begun! I hope you'll have many more happy moments!
Nagi: (´;ω;`)
Nagi: Well then, please post your other love messages now
Yamato: I guess I'll go first, then! Nagi, I'm glad I got to say this toi your face. Congrats. I mean it. Just when I think you're sly as a fox, you show this cute side of yourself that we all love. I hope you'll keep smiling for us.
Riku: I know you were probably really excited for this, but so were we! Thanks for letting us celebrate with you, and for making us so happy! Let's keep seeing the world and having lots of fun together! Happy birthday!
Tamaki: Congrats, Nagicchi. We're always doing dumb stuff and getting in trouble together, but it's all fun when I'm with you Let's have a blast today!
Iori: Happy birthday, Rokuya-san.
Sogo: Happy birthday, Nagi-kun. Even as a man, reading your photobook made my heart race. I envy you for being so charismatic, but I'm proud of you at the same time. Please keep singing with us.
Mitsuki: Happy birthday, Nagi! I know you've been doing pranks to make me mad on purpose lately! But I just can't be mad at you for that, lololol You always notice the important details. Sorry for relying on you so much.
Mitsuki: I'll have to become more manly, so you'll be the one thanking me for once! Let's go out and have cake sometime. Congrats!
Tsumugi: Again, congratulations and happy birthday, Nagi-san! We're happy just to have you around!
Nagi: I love you all.
Nagi: More than anyone else in the world.
Nagi: You are always there to welcome me home. You make me smile from the bottom of my heart, and you smile with me. When I want to cry, you cry with me.
Nagi: Thank you
Nagi: For giving me this home.
Mitsuki: Nagiii!!!
Riku: Waaaaah!!!
Tsumugi: Nagi-san..!
Sogo: We're all hugging Nagi-kun.
Yamato: Don't wipe your snot on my clothes!
Iori: Stop groping me!!!
Riku: It's not fair that only Iori gets groped! Do me, too!
Tamaki: Wait, I wanna be groped too
Mitsuki: Me too... not, lololol
Tsumugi: Nagi-san, everyone's sending you their birthday wishes online! Would you like to respond?  
Nagi: Of course, my dear Tsumugi.
Nagi: This day was very painful and sad for me before. I had not personally known the pain of being apart from those I love.
Nagi: But today, I finally know how important, how wonderful it is to be with the people dearest to you. I am grateful to God, my teammates, and all of you for loving me so.
Nagi: I promise that my love for IDOLiSH7 and you will never end. Do you swear the same thing? Fall in love with me, for all eternity. Tell me how you feel. I will be sure to return those feelings. You will not regret it. I love you.
Translator’s notes..? 
next up, Tenn’s Marie Mariage Rabbit Chats! 
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albatrossmuffin · 3 years
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Birthday Story: Nao
Translation of Birthday Story: Nao can be found...right here for once lol:
So this is the temporary home of Nao’s story until pillowfort gets its shit together; once they let me post there again I’ll post this there with the scans and stuff as usual (sorry I still don’t trust tumblr not to mark me mature content lol); at that time I’ll reblog this with the updated link here. 
Pillowfort has returned! Here’s the proper post.
In the meantime, I strongly suggest reading Natsuya’s first here, as they are directly related.
[Please forgive the weird spacing and nonsensical verb tense changing, it does that and I wanted you to feel my pain enjoy it as...intended? lol]
Birthday Story #04 Nao
In a gap in the clouds, I saw a rainbow in the clear blue sky. A seven-colored arch that stretches lengthwise. I feel like something good is going to happen today.
This year, practical training and assignments have increased, and the hectic days continue. On the other hand, I was able to once again meet Makoto and the others, who have come to Tokyo, so there is also a pleasant sensation.
Today I’ve been invited by Ikuya to Natsuya’s birthday party.  Very fidgety messages such as “Not yet?”, “Where are you now?” arrived from the starring player. Jeez, even though I’m sure I had told him that ‘today I’d be late because of a lecture, so I want you to start without me’. However, mysteriously I don’t feel displeased. Rather, I even feel relieved at the same-as-always Natsuya. By the time I realize, I’m caught up in Natsuya’s pace.
Come to think of it, next week I’ll have a birthday as well. Suddenly, I remembered Natsuya from around high school age.
“Rather, why don’t we celebrate our birthdays together? You see, these things are more fun when they’re lively, right!” 
In the end, the “joint birthday party” at that time did not happen. I too had passed it off as one of his funny stories. As for why I remembered a story from when we were in high school at this time, even I don’t know.     
Strength flows into the hand on the door of the building where Natsuya and the others are waiting. Now, with what kind of expression is the starring player that loves festivals awaiting with? 
“Happy birthday, Nao!” 
“Happy birthday, Nao-senpai!” 
Natsuya and Ikuya, and Hiyori’s smiles are lined up. I was involuntarily taken aback. That Natsuya, did he remember that time? 
“Why, what a surprise.” 
Murmuring that was all I could manage. Natsuya seemed dissatisfied with my reaction, and he protested with a snort of hmph. Ikuya and Hiyori are laughing happily. I pulled myself together and told them, “thanks.” 
The inside of the room was neatly divided into a space for celebrating Natsuya, and a space that appeared to be prepared for celebrating me. I discover a small aquaterrarium. It’s an item about which I had muttered, Should I buy it?, when I had gone shopping with Natsuya over a year ago.  Had he gone out of his way to buy it? I’m surprised by Natsuya’s memory and ability to take action. Even though he is this quick-thinking, why is he so clumsy, I wonder? 
In front of me, Natsuya and Ikuya are fighting about something like Natsuya ate the cake before he blew out the candles on it. I almost burst into laughter unconsciously. 
I talked with Haruka, Makoto, and Asahi, who had come earlier, about what’s going on in each other’s lives. Next to them were the students, which Makoto had brought along. 
“Coach Serizawa, happy birthday!” 
Saying that, Misaki-kun handed me a flower that he was holding with great care. Meeting his eye level, I accept it. Apparently he’d heard about today from Makoto, and had stopped by on his way home from the swimming club. 
“Thanks. I’ll come to see practice again.” 
“Okay, I’ll be able to swim much much faster than I can now!” 
I feel the growth in Misaki-kun, who smiles dependably, and in Makoto, who supports it, and my chest warms. This is why I can’t stop swimming. 
I heard about recent matches from Haruka and Asahi, and we discussed them including reflection. I keenly felt from the two of them the strength of their competitive spirit. The leopard can’t change…you know the rest.* I remembered when I was in middle school and grew nostalgic.
Even while enjoying the party, I was a little concerned if Natsuya was drinking too much. I thought I’d lightly chastise Natsuya who had, sure enough, begun to drowsily nod off, but I stopped myself. I’ll overlook it for today. Because it’s our first joint birthday party, after all. 
On the way home I lent Natsuya my shoulder. Natsuya’s body is quite heavier than it looks. Did he gain muscle again, I wonder? I’ve heard that inspired by Ikuya, the amount he’s practicing is increasing, too. 
Arriving at the station, when we were sitting on the platform bench, Natsuya murmured: 
“……Did you find out about it? I mean, the surprise……” 
If it was the usual, I probably would have replied with “I see right through a thing that Natsuya is likely to do.” 
However, at that time I just vaguely replied with “I wonder?”. I sensed that I was feeling a little peaceful. Surely, it was because of the gentle night breeze. 
I hear the sound of fireworks going up in the distance. 
Next year where will I, and Natsuya, be I wonder? It’s strange; because as I think such a thing, the sound of the fireworks, which should be stirring, sounds like a lonely sound in some way. With or without knowledge of my feelings, Natsuya suddenly laughed powerfully. 
“Next year I’ll surprise you even more.” 
“Okay. I’m counting on you*.” 
Natsuya surely doesn’t know that I have been saved by this smile. 
What will he surprise me with next, I wonder? I’ll secretly look forward to it.
 Notes:
“the leopard” – Japanese proverb time! Literally it says something like “the soul of a child of three (is the same) at 100,” meaning that the personality you have when you’re young doesn’t change even when you get older. The leopard can’t change its spots is the most recognizable translation option I found, so I went with that one. Also, he doesn’t say the entire proverb and cuts it off at the end, which is (according to the internet) a thing a lot of Japanese people do as a kind of nuance of both respecting that the person obviously knows the rest, and kind of avoiding showing off or being offensive by saying the entire thing. An interesting tie in to the subtlety of the linguistic culture I’d never heard before (like how people don’t say no directly).
“counting on” – this is one of the ways to translate this phrase but I don’t feel like it gives the full meaning so I must add lol; it has the nuance of “I’m expecting good things/I’m anticipating [it],” but in English I can’t have Nao say ‘I’m expecting great things of you/I’m anticipating you do this’ here without sounding like an asshole lololol
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galvanizedfriend · 3 years
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First Lines Meme
Saw this on the lovely @jinxedwood's blog and thought it was really cool!
Rules: List the first lines of your last 20 stories (if you have less  than 20, just list them all!).
See if there are any patterns.
Choose your favourite opening line.
Then tag 10 authors!
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1. Caroline's vision swims before her, spots of color dancing before her eyes. [The Wolf]
2. There is something fundamentally wrong, Caroline thinks, in pitying the white, rich, genetically blessed art gallery owner she lives with. [Speed Dating]
3. Klaus slumps back against his chair, a defeated exhale escaping his lips eding on a moan. [The Sound of Settling]
4. His eyes fly open as though a switch has been flipped in his brain and sleep has suddenly lifted off his body all at once. [Twenty Steps to Salvation]
5. By now, Caroline is so used to seeing His Highness's private parts that she doesn't even blush anymore. [Worst Things Have Happened]
6. "Proper vampires do not act like this," Caroline remarks halfway through a bottle of tequila. [This Quiet Company]
7. Caroline cuts a dark and dreary figure standing by her lonesome self, in black from head to toe. [Onto the Next Life]
8. Caroline should've known there was no way this was ever going to be anything resembling normal. [Dinner and Diatribes]
9. Caroline thinks she looks at least 10 years older as she studies her own reflection on the cracked mirrored wall behind the counter. [Gasoline]
10. The city of New Orleans is famous worldwide for its ghostly, macabre stories. [The Wolf II]
11. Caroline met The Worst Guy Ever about a year ago. [Random fic that I never posted lol]
12. Caroline slows down her purposeful steps and smooths out the concern creasing her expression into practiced aloofness before she enters the sanitarium. [The untitled Caroline-as-Rome's-Empress and Klaus-as-a-Gladiator drabble.]
13. It's 9:47 in the morning when Caroline boards the train. [Pendulum]
14. "I still don't see why I have to do this nonsense," Klaus grumbles, staring at his own reflection on the elevator mirror. [Issues]
15. Klaus can't remember what he was thinking when he decided to buy that thing, can't come up with a single reason why that might've seemed like a good idea, even in passing, so he simply ignores the box sitting outside his house for a whole week. [The Android!AU]
16. Their first wedding was the naive one. [Four Times Klaus and Caroline Got a Divorce and One Time They Didn't (Yet)]
17. "Nat, come on," Stephen drawls, burying his face in a pillow to muffle an indignant grunt. [About a Babysitter, the birthday crackfic about babysitter Nat and Baby Eve I wrote for @recyclingss]
18. Caroline knocks once, twice, and then on the third time she starts punching the door until someone answers. [Stay]
19. It's a rainy Wednesday when Caroline realizes it's over. [Home]
20. Caroline's voice booms across the house like church bells chiming to announce the commencement of the apocalypse. [The Politician!AU]
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Wow! First of all, even resorting to unpublished fics, I did not think I'd be getting to twenty, and I did! Didn't think I had this many fics, that's surprising.
Second, almost all of these first lines mention Caroline, even the ones that are not her POV. Out of 20, 10 are Caroline POVs, eight are Klaus, one is Elijah and one if Babysitter Nat lololol I really do feel much more comfortable writing Caroline, I guess.
I think my favorites are Worst Things Have Happened (probably the most hooking first line I have ever written lol) and Pendulum.
I'm tagging: @misssophiachase, @klarolineagainnaturally, @little-miss-sunny-daisy, @klavscaroline, @highgaarden, @labime, @helpless-in-sleep, @strangenightsofdaydreams, @idiot--wind, @imaginearyparties and anyone else who would like to participe! :)
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san-station · 4 years
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No more sad songs • Bang Chan
Pairing: Bang Chan x Reader
(Fluff & Angst)
WARNING: Broken heart.
↝Word count: 1,9k 
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The things you've done for your best friend were uncountable, you would go to hell and beyond to bring him back to you, just like Dante did for Beatrice on his journey through the nine circles of Hell. Having the Lee Minho as your Thing #1 was what people would say: a blessing. But sometimes blessings weren't as great as they sound. Your relationship was a mess, he was known as the mighty fuckboy of SKZ fraternity and you were "Lee Minho's fan", "the girl who chases the unreachable", "the groupie" and more names you've heard around campus. 
People didn't know that you've been friends since you could spell your name correctly, you went to the same school, you lived in the same neighborhood and Minho was the first one to approach the little shy girl who rather play alone with her dolls and paint some flowers than play with the other kids. Minho found you cute and weird (in a good way), you were the only girl that didn't want to give him a kiss or ask to be his friend, so he thought you were unique.
Over the years, you built a beautiful friendship based on him being the cocky fuckboy who dragged the bashful girl to parties; you being the responsible friend who dragged  him to his house before he passed out and gave him painkillers in the morning to get him to his dance major classes. Him, distracting you from your music major homework to watch his new choreography, and more.
Your friendship was like any other friendship... the problem was that you were deeply in love with Minho from the very beginning. You loved everything about him and it hurt, you were in love with the one person who will never see you as more than just a friend because he loved to party, to live the moment and forget about the past, to blindly look forward and annihilate everything in his path, it didn't  matter if his best friend was in the field, he'll destroy her without noticing and, even so, you loved him.
You've been through a lot due to that reckless behavior and he was oblivious, he didn't realize those sad songs you wrote were about him and the things he did impulsively. That time when he kissed the girl with the white dress on Lee Jeno's party leaving you all alone in a place where you didn't  know anyone and ended up calling your friend Changbin to give you a ride back home; the time when you were eating at a restaurant with your other friends to celebrate your birthday and he didn't show up because he was having some fun at the dance studio with his choreo partner and didn't even apologize; that time when he got pretty drunk and kissed you in a SKZ party and then said "I'm sorry, Y/N, I thought you were another girl! Ewwww, I kissed my best friend this is so weird" and started laughing his ass off. 
He never notice the tears in your eyes when he did all of that, he never stopped to ask how you were or if you wanted to go when you felt so unhappy on those parties. And you still did everything for him because he had your heart, yet, he was so stupid to understand it. All your friends knew it. Well, they all could read your lyrics and play your beats and be aware of your feelings towards Minho.
Now you were at the music studio with your fellow partners and friends: 3Racha, also known as Bang Chan, Seo Changbin and Han Jisung. Your appointment for today was creating two different beats with the same lyrics to see how flexible it could be, but all you were thinking were gloomy melodies and heartbroken songs.
The australian boy gave his friends a concerned look and text them on their group chat. 
∼3RACHA Bros∼
Chan: I think it's Minho again... 
Jisung: Yeah, saw him yesterday, he REALLY had some fun lololol
Changbin: Hyung, do something... this isn't working.
Chan: Why me???
Changbin: you're good with words :D
Chan: We all literally are good with words, Bin.
Jisung: c'mon Hyung, she'll listen to you, you have like a thing lol
Chan: ????
Changbin: Make her happy or we won't buy you food :D
Chan: I hate both of you...  
Jisung got up from his sit in front of you and you looked up at him immediately. Changbin stood up as well and smiled at Chan. 
"We're gonna buy pizza for the rest of the evening", Changbin said fixing the black beanie on his head. Jisung grabbed Chan's wallet over the table and he groaned.
"For real?", Chan questioned rolling his eyes and sitting back on his chair. The laptop in front of him stopped playing the track he was working on and stared at Jisung. 
"We'll be back soon", Changbin said again and, before getting out of the room, he turned to you and groaned. 
"And pleaseeee, I'm begging you, Y/N, no more sad songs", he pouted. 
Jisung pushed him outside the room and yelled: "yeah! I'm the sentimental boy of the group, please, be happy for once, girl!" 
You tensed and lower you gaze to your lyrics book tracing the words with your fingers. Chan sighed at the view of your dispirited body and sat next to you, closer.
"Let's talk about... the beautiful day!", Chan panicked a little and smiled at you brightly. You didn't see him, you couldn't find in yourself any strength to put a smile on your face or even willing to, it didn't worth it.
"I'm not in the mood, Channie", your voice sounded like a sweet whisper. If Chan wouldn't have gotten that closer, he wouldn't have listened.
"Would you like to talk about it?", he asked pouting. He really wanted to make you smile, it warmed his heart watching your amusement. Right now he felt sick watching you so depressed, he could feel as if all his energy would've left his body and needed proper sleep to regain the power or the enthusiasm he required for you to feel something more than sadness. He heard you sighed.
"Yesterday, in Mark's party... Minho was making out with like four different people at the same time while I was sitting on the couch waiting for him to go back home." You closed your eyes, images of last night travelled through your mind making you whimper. "It hurts so much..." 
Chan kept silence, his breath was heavy, his eyes were on your face as you finally saw his expression and you got worried.  
"Don't look at me like that, I'm gonna be fine soon!", you reassured him.
"It's just that... I've told you the truth about him so many times and you're still not over him, Y/N", Chan caressed a strand of your hair avoiding your hurt gaze. 
"It's not that easy, you know? We've known each other since first grade... I've loved him since...", Chan frowned and hummed for a second. 
"How could you tell it was real love when you basically were thinking about dolls and candies?”, he spoke calmly, pronouncing every word slowly for you to process the question. You frowned and opened your mouth, yet, Chan interrupted.
“Tell me something... Has he ever told you that he loves you? Has he ever thanked you for everything you've done for him?”, once again, he caressed your hair and stared deeply into your soul, his brown eyes made you swallow hard trying to remember a moment when all those things happened. 
“Has he ever compliment you about your work? About your incredible music?”, he continued as the voices in your head screamed the real answer. 
“Sometimes… I think...”, you finally mumbled and sighed in defeat. Chan was right, Minho had only said good things about her when she did him a favour, when he asked for things and she was there to help him; when he was tired of listening to her complains, he would say something nice to make her stop.
Your lips trembled as you tried to speak, but nothing came out, so Chan grabbed your hands and squeezed them. 
“Y/N, you love someone who's too selfish to realize you've been crushing on him for years, I think it's time for you to understand that you have to move on or you're going to keep hurting yourself even more than you are right now”, his voice, in a way, made you feel safe, it made you feel that the decision you’d make was the right one, that there are others who could make you a better version of yourself, make you believe you were loved. Chan’s voice was really one of those who you wanted to hear before going to sleep and when you wake up. Chan always took care of your feelings trying to make you smile even when you had to write a sad song, even when you cried the whole night because Minho forgot your birthday, even when you were so fragile you could broke by negative thoughts. Chan was there and that was the most important thing in your life right now. You sniffed and avoided his gaze, it started to burn your cheeks unexpectedly.
“The past sometimes brings us joy, you have your good memories with him, he’s your best friend, for God sakes!”, he scoffed in disbelieve and that made you chuckled, his eyes became crescent moons when he smiled at that gesture.
“The love meter you have right here”, his right finger pointed the left side of your chest. “...you need to low that status a little. From 'I'm in love with Minho' to 'I love my best friend as much as he loves me, as a friend' and keep looking forward because you're a strong woman, okay?”, your seriously thought your body was on fire, your hands holding his made your stomach growl and you giggled due to his words. 
“You are beautiful, Y/N, you are an amazing person and you have the kindest heart... Give it to someone who will appreciate everything you're willing to give and embrace real love…”, Chan died a little inside when he saw the effect of his words on you, you were shining, cheeks with a pink shade of embarrassment and giggling like a teenager girl. His heart was racing out of control but on the outside he seemed relaxed.
“Thank you, Channie… I really appreciate it”, you said trying to stop your smile from growing bigger.  
“I promise that, once you forget about that crush, you’ll find someone who would be there for you in the good and bad moments”, he pinched your blushed cheeks. He stood up and you thought he was going to sit on his chair a few meters away from you, but he actually grabbed his laptop and sat on your side. 
“So, what about we start making a happy beat for your lyrics?”, you nodded and opened again you lyrics book. 
Both of you began to work on the melodies and changed a lot of the lyrics as they were too depressing. An hour and a half later, Changbin and Jisung came back with the pizza they promised and watched the joyful atmosphere around you. At the end of the day, you made two flexible tracks for your appointment and ignored the messages Minho had sent you inviting you to another party. You laughed when Jisung was making fun of Changbin, you laughed as Changbin was complaining about Jisung, you laughed when Chan laughed, you were happy there having your own party and you couldn’t think of any sad songs anymore. 
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Blog Post Translation: October 20th, 2020: 658* Miimi and OMAKE CHANNEL!
Enjoy, and please don’t repost without credit!
Yaa This is Satoyoshi Utano!
Thank you very much for the comments and likes yesterday as well! <3 I read all of them! Let's work well together in the 3rd year of BEYOOOOONDS, too *
Today!!!!!!
What day is it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Miimi's birthday!!!!!!!!!!!! Congratulations, thank you <3 <3 <3 T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T
Okamura Minami-chan has turned 16 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Miimi is cute~ T_T T_T <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Did you see the costume for Mii's birthday event?!?!?!?! It's so cute that it surprised me, I thought I was going to drop my phone
It's super duper cute, and not only that, I was also able to feel how Mii has grown up, I thought it was super duper lovely, and I saved it to my phone (The nerve)
Recently, we did a photo shoot with slightly different costumes than usual, At that time, it happened that I was able to see Mii's costume up close, She was really, really mature, and I was like "woooooooow :O :O :O :O :O" Miyo took an off-shot and sent it ot me after <3 <3
It's wonderfuly that she's becoming more and more grown up but, Amongst that, there's still plenty of pure and innocent parts of her, and that's what makes Mii cute! <3 On the last day of AraBEYO, she brought a lot of chocolate and said everyone, eat it <3 :) T_T T_T T_T T_T I'm thankful for her supply of cuteness
I feel like I want her to stay as she is, and I also feel like I want to see more various sides of Mii......
She's always cute, cute But I think that her way of thinking and feeling is a mature, dependable Mii. She's really dependable, and I think that she's gradually becoming a wonderful older sister <3 :) <3
Have a fun year <3 <3
OMAKE CHANNEL!!
Have you watched it?? :O
https://youtu.be/3BihHa2aNX4
The moment of surprise LOLOLOL
Various behind the scenes stories? I want to talk about that time more, but this blog is long and overflowing with love for Miimi, So, I might do it tomorrow!! An eve festival LOL (t/n: because the next day's blog would be the day before the episode of Kasouken no Onna that she was in would be airing)
Everyone!!
Tell me a lot about what you love about Miimi!! M3 M3 M3 M3 M3
Let's share our "likes"~ <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Well then! I'll do my best tomorrow, too! Okay! <3
See ya!
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Nanase Riku: Wonderful Octave Rabbit Chat Part 3
7: Sorry to make you wait! We finished the presentation. 
5: Sorry that it took some time. I got the OK from Tamaki-kun so my request is okay as-is.
T: Good work! I’m glad the presentation was a success!
7: Since it’s a request corner, it’s better if everyone enjoys it!
4: Rikkun, you promised to definitely do a funny story,
4: And if it’s too scary, So-chan said he’ll plug my ears
5: It’s unreliable just with earplugs, so I’ll pat his ears.
8: That’s a solid guard (lol)
4: [Punching Pudding Stamp]
100: Sougo, you are a genius! If you use that, maybe we could do a horror movie night with Yuki too?!
1000: Can I close my eyes during the whole movie?
100: It’s fine! I’ll stand in front of the TV and be the wall! \(`・ω・)/
3: The meaning of watching it together lolololol
7: Oh yeah, there are a lot of people who are bad with ghosts huh… But they are unexpectedly frank if you talk to them!
1: They…?
9: Riku was liked by a lot of people since the past. 
10: Tenn, somehow you seem happy!
T: Since Sougo-san’s request was decided on safely, I’ll start managing the chat again! Mitsuki-san, can I ask you?
3: OKAY! From me it’s, “Tell us which IDOLiSH7 song you like the most!”
3: I wanted to ask what our center thought of the songs we’ve sung until now!
7: Uwaaaah! That’s a super hard question..!
7: Because I like all the songs. The songs where I’m the center, the songs where I’m not, I’m attached to each song, I don’t think I can decide!
5: Memories exist in the songs huh. Like the feelings will come back just by listening to the songs.
7: Right! No matter the memory, they’re all special and I want to treasure them preciously.
7: Does it have to be one song…?
3: Certainly, I also can’t pick just one song. It was too hard of a request huh!
3: Then, I’ll change it to “Which IDOLiSH7 song makes you cheerful?!”
7: If it’s that, I can choose! Hyped up songs like Joker Flag and Monster Generation might be good!
10: Songs that make you dance huh. It fits this season too!
100: It makes me want to do a live together~ (δ≧∀≦)δ
7: Ah, but, I can’t ignore Fure Fure! Even though it’s a unit song...
7: And we definitely have to sing Nanatsuiro!
3: Riku, you’re not choosing at all! lol
1000: You want people to listen to any songs right.
7: Yes! But I was a little bit too greedy lol
7: Mitsuki, I’ll think about it properly until the on-air!
3: Please do!
T: I’m looking forward to Riku-san’s recommended hyped up song!
T:  Next is the request from Yamato-san please.
2: From me it’s “I want a morning voice that I can calmly wake up to.”
7: You want to wake up with my voice?!
2: Right right. I want an alarm that wakes me nicely.
2: Because my alarm is violent.
6: What do you mean?
7: Maybe it’s loud!
4: Yama-san, you should buy a new one.
3: Yamato-san, don’t mind it! They aren’t understanding it at all lol
5: I’m sorry! I thought waking you up at once with a strong impact would be efficient...
2: I’ll work hard to be able to wake myself early...
1000: So IDOLiSH7’s alarm is violent huh
8: Yuki-san is also bad with mornings huh. What do you do?
1000: I’ve woken up in the car or arriving at the studio. Maybe there are dwarves near me.
100: v(`ゝω・′)
Okazaki: I’m the second dwarf.
10000: That’s a superior dwarf lol
T: Waking up early is hard huh! Next is the request from Yaotome-san please!
8: My request for Nanase is, “If you were to play with us, what would you want to play?”
7: Eh! You’ll play with me?!
8: Yeah. This is a job project but this kind of thing would be nice right? Plus occasionally I want to go play with Nanase.
7: Waaah! I’m happy!
7: [Spinning Pudding Stamp]
9: Riku, don’t follow everyone.
1: He would follow a stranger by being tempted with a single candy...
7: I wouldn’t!
8: Anyways, Tenn and Ryuu would come too. Because it’s a request about playing with “us.”
10: Take care of me, Riku-kun. Going out with everyone seems fun!
7: I’m happy! Please take care of me too!
9: I haven’t heard about that. Don’t involve me on your own.
8: Don’t say something picky. I said it now right?
9: [Glaring Pudding Stamp]
7: Tenn-nii, you don’t want to..?
9: Riku, that’s not it. If you pick Gaku’s request, we’ll go out together.
9: Because this is a radio show project, this is part of the job.
7: A job..?
7: Right. 
7: Because Tenn-nii won’t come play with me if it’s not a job. 
9: Riku
9: That’s not it, calm down.
9: That’s not what I want to say.
9: I’ll Rabbit Chat you later.
7: [Turned-Away Kinako Stamp]
9: Takanashi-san, please continue with the requests. 
T: Y-Yes! Right!
T: So then, can I ask for a request from Tsunashi-san?
10: Yes. From me it’s “Tell me what you want to try during the summer.”!
10: Don’t you want to try something new in the hot season? Maybe because it makes me feel like I’m open-minded?
7: There’s a lot of things I want to try! Even though it would be difficult to do an intense exercise...
7: Actually, I want to try fishing. It will be cooler if it’s a mountain stream, and it would be delicious if we eat the fish we caught with everyone!
10: If it’s fishing then I’ll teach you! I’m better at sea fishing, but I did river fishing too.
7: Yay! Thank you!
3: Ooh! You got a great teacher!
100: I’m good at fishing too(*>▽<)ノ
1000: Because Momo procured food from the river nearby before.
100: I fished and Yuki collected wild grass! That neighborhood riverbed helped us a lot.
100: Even though the children playing there watched us with suspicion lololol
1000: That brings back memories. Living in poverty was fun when I was with Momo.
100: If Yuki’s there it’s 100% HAPPINESS  っ。゜(。>ω<。)゜。
7: You can eat grasses from riverbed?!
5: It’s depend on the grass, but it’s mostly fine somehow. You can eat anything if you carry soy sauce.
T: Soy sauce…! I take my hat off to you for your hardworking…!
T: Next up, can we hear the request from Momo-san please?
100: Got it! From me it’s “Flirt with people using a romantic line!”☆
100: Because Riku’s charm is about your fresh straightness, so I thought a heart-pounding request would be nice!
7: Romantic huh… I’ve said it in dramas but...
100: Will you try practicing so you don’t fail on the real deal? At first, isn’t it less embarrassing in a chat than out of your mouth?
100:  Plus I’m interested in what you think is a romantic feeling!
7: R-Right! I’m nervous but… I’ll try a little!
7: Hello! I’m Nanase Riku!
4: I knoooow
1: Everyone knows that.
7: Thank you for listening to the radio. I love everyone’s cute smiles!
7: I’ll work hard to be loved by everyone from now on too. Please always watch me!
7: How was that?!
100: Pure type is favorable! But I think I want something more drastic?
7: Hmm, that’s hard! Ah, then, I’ll do something different!
7: Ban!! [T/N: Japanese SFX for “Bang!”]
100: Ban????
1000: Ban, he’s calling you.
10000: What is it, Riku-kun?
7: Th-That’s not it! It was fanservice! A gunshot-like bang…!
7: [Pudding Peeking From Behind A Door Stamp]
100: I see! It’s not a line tho lol. But this is cute, so I think it’s okay?
7: Yay! Thank you!
T: If Riku-san shot through people’s hearts, everyone’s heart will be throbbing!
T: Lastly is Yuki-san please!
1000: It will be a tip-off from me.
1000: I’ll talk about when I saw Riku-kun at TV studio’s green room one day.
7: Eh! In the greenroom, when was it?
1000: Last week, when I was called onto IDOLiSH7’s show. It seemed Riku-kun was alone in the greenroom tho. 
7: Ah! Perhaps it was when I was talking on the phone...
1000: You remembered?
7: You overheard?! That’s embarrassing..!
1000: That’s why I’ll talk ^^
8: To be that embarrassed, what were you talking about?
7: I had time so I was reading a script! I wanted a partner so I was talking on the phone… 
7: Their off responses were funny, so I started to talk to the phone…!
7: Waaaah! Actually, won’t you do something else after all?!
1000: It’s fine. It was interesting and cute.
7: [Sweating Pudding Stamp]
3: If you’d asked me, I’d have practiced with you lol
T: I wonder what you were talking about..! Lol Yuki-san, thank you for the interesting request!
T: So then, that concludes the requests. Everyone, thank you!
7: Thank you!
100: So then, next is the request from Riku to us right?!
6: Riku’s wish, I’ll grant it no matter what it is.
*T: Do you have a request for us?
7: Do you know what a secret takoyaki party is? It’s takoyaki where no one will know what’s inside! Let’s do that with everyone!
100: Riku, you’re cute after all huh (。>∀<。)
8: Since it’s your birthday, you can say more lavish things.
7: This is my number one request right now!
10: So then, let us celebrate your birthday with our all!
10: It’s a little early but, Happy birthday! Let it become a special year. Let’s go fishing together okay!
10000: Happy birthday, Riku-kun! 
100: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO (σ>∀<)σ RIKU♪
1000: Happy birthday. Have a good year.
Okazaki: Happy Birthday!
8: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Nanase! Let’s work hard together.
Anesagi: Happy birthday. I found a honey that’s good for the throat, so I’ll tell you later.
9: Riku, Happy birthday. Take care of your body.
T: Happy Birthday Riku-san!
7: Everyone, thank you!
7: My birthday’s a little ways away but I feel like I’ve received a special present. I’m super happy from the words of celebration and the requests!
7: We followed our senpais’ backs till now but... I want to become an idol everyone can rely on from now on!
7: I’ll give my all for “Twelve Hits!” I’ll make it a fun radio so please listen to it!
V2:
6: Riku’s wish, I’ll grant it no matter what it is.
T: Do you have a request for TRIGGER-san?
7: Please let me do a survey about what you’d be happy to receive on your birthday!
100: Riku, you’re cute after all huh (。>∀<。)
V3:
6: Riku’s wish, I’ll grant it no matter what it is.
T: Do you have a request for Re:vale-san?
7: I want you to teach me how to do fanservice well! Because I couldn’t do it well earlier...
100: Riku, you’re cute after all huh (。>∀<。)
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history3 ep15 summary - JEALOUS, WORRIED TANG YI IS A NATIONAL TREASURE
Oh wow we start off with the Tang Yi + CWH and wow Tang Yi is just totally smiling in a friendly manner towards CWH while Jack is all brooding and cautious - CWH is going on and on in a spiel about how being loyal landed him in jail for 24 years - Tang Yi sarcastically replies and hints that CWH bribed some of the men under TGD that year and secretly killed TGD - LOL this scene is intense man both Tang Yi and CWH all are speaking veiled threats under each ‘friendly’ barb it’s amazing - FINALLY THEY LOOK AND SOUND LIKE GANGSTERS
Essentially both Tang Yi and CWH are harping on an eye for an eye - in terms of both grudges and favours - and okay frankly this entire exchange is pretty boring for me but i know why they have to have it
LOLOLOL we get TGD AND CWH running around when they were younger this is damn hilarious HAHAHA - And here we see CWH is loyal to TGD and they’re obviously brothers and friends because they’re running away from bad guys and CWH tells TGD that later if they are caught, he should run and CWH will try to fend the bad guys off - He also talks about his girlfriend who’s about to graduate from university and also talking about his son, and how TGD will be the kid’s godfather (WOW OBVIOUS MUCH?!)
Okay I feel like this scene was kind of unnecessary LOL it’s a backstory ep of CWH and TGD - so here we find out why CWH went in to prison - he did it for TGD because TGD would’ve gone to jail if someone didn’t take the rap, but CWH is a loyal bro and knows that if TGD goes to jail Xing tian Meng is done and over, so he sacrificed himself in a sense - And asked TGD to keep the truth from his girlfriend/wife who I assume is Li Zhen Jie? And just personally wondering, what kind of frickin crime did they do for CWH to end up in jail for 24 years?!!!!!
And then CWH and Jack’s eyes meeting across the garden?!
Shao Fei is displaying his FINE POLICEMAN INVESTIGATIVE SKILLS and searching for files - Poor boy looks so conflicted and frustrated - AND THEN SO CONVENIENTLY HE FINDS A HIDDEN LAYER - GUYS IT IS CONFIRMED
IT IS TANG YI’S BIRTHDAY ON THE BIRTH CERTIFICATE AND A NOTE FROM LI ZHEN JIE TO CWH - so it’s finally confirmed that Tang Yi is LZ and CWH’s son
so shao fei is driving off (did any of you like know that shao fei can drive in the first 14 episodes?!!!!!! i didn’t!!!) into the dark misty night, and tang yi calls him (tang yi is in his kitchen) and shao fei is BRUTAL AND SAVAGE DUDE he goes: “hey, i’m busy catching a lead on a case and i’ll call you back later” and then HE FUCKING HANGS UP LIKE DUDE THAT’S YOUR BELOVED BOYFRIEND THERE
And LOLOL Tang Yi calling Shao Fei voluntarily and Shao Fei hanging up on Tang Yi it’s fucking hilarious to me it’s like Tang Yi wanted to call his boyfriend - AND OMG HE CALLS AGAIN AND SHAO FEI SWITCHED OFF HIS PHONE AND AHAHAHAHAHAA TANG YI TEXTED HIM - TANG YI IS SERIOUS ABOUT THE BOY FRIEND THING AHAHAHAHA
jealous boyfriend I love THIS!!!!!! AND TANG YI POUTING BECAUSE HE IS A JEALOUS CLINGY BOYFRIEND I LOVE IT I LOVE IT - FANFIC TROPE!!! OMG WHAT THE FUCK i love that we see jealous and worried and concerned and pining tang yi he’s like a highschool boy and it’s the most emotion that tangyi has ever shown oh godddd
tang yi goes from - confusion to worry to pining to highschool teengage frustration to like grudging anger and deadliness and then at the end, tender worry OMGGGGG
AND I LOVE THAT WE GET TO SEE HOW TANG YI TEXTS SHAO FEI - AKA TANG YI’S ONE SIDED CONVERSATION DEMANDING SHAO FEI TO RESPOND TO HIS TEXTS AHAHAHA - now we get the opposite i really liked that they put this scene in to kind of contrast shao fei being jealous of tang yi scenes?!!!!
anw tang yi turns up AT THE FUCKING POLICE STATION AFTER A SLEEPLESS NIGHT and IM JUST LAUGHING BECAUSE POLICE CHIEF IS IN A MEETING with everyone else and is the only one facing backwards, but everyone else sees Tang Yi and goes like GOBSMACKED YOU KNOW?!!! and police chief is like: “what do you want? here to report a case?”
tang yi, bluntly: “where’s my shao fei?”
police chief: “why should i tell you-”
helpful zhao zi: “-he’s on MC today!”
tang yi stares for a moment, then spins around on his heel and leaves the police station (I take it that zhao zi is damn loyal to shao fei and knows that shao fei’s boo will wanna know where he is so decided to let it slip because otherwise ZHAO ZI WHY U KEEP GIVING OUT INFO VOLUNTARILY LIKE THAT) - downstairs, tang yi texts and leaves another message again - he’s about to yell but then considers the venue then forces his tone to be TENDER i love it dammit
and then we get the scene that reveals where shao fei is - he went to find tang yi’s adoptive father - adoptive, ABUSIVE dad is regretful that he let tang yi run off like that then, and he seems all apologetic (BUT SRSLY, YOU WERE AN ABUSIVE DAD?! IT DOESNT JUSTIFY YOUR ACTIONS!!!) and explains what happened during the years when he and his wife adopted tang yi but anyway the point of this scene is that shao fei more or less gets confirmation that tang yi is LZ jie’s son (although it wasn’t exactly spelled out in this scene, so either there is an extended scene tmr or we just assume he got the clues he wanted somehow, as always with this script)
next scene, we get TANG YI AGAIN!!!! OMGGGGG I LOVE HIM - okay yeah so hong ye opens the door to his room and manages to catch tang yi leaving the last, TENDER VOICE MESSAGE FOR SHAO FEI: “if you don’t want to call me back, that’s okay. you’ve been awol for a day, and at least text me or something so that i know that you’re okay”
GUYS. CHARACTER. FUCKING. DEVELOPMENT. RELATIONSHIP. FUCKING. DEVELOPMENT.
and then hong ye comes in and is like all “bro, are you serious about this dude?” and tang yi is basically saying that he knows what her concerns are about him and shao fei, but he’s finally found someone he wants to spend his life with and he can’t let it pass by him - and hong ye because she’s finally happy with dao yi, gives him her blessings (although wow this was quite a quick switch like sis you got him shot like only 4 ep ago) - and anw she’s leaving in apparently 2 days with dao yi BUT WE ALL KNOW THAT AINT GONNA HAPPEN BECAUSE CWH GETS TO HER FIRST
next scene is JACK AND ZHAO ZI - okay i was really excited but i know it’s not enough a scene for you guys, but AT LEAST IT IS A SCENE WITH MUCH DIALOGUE OKAY THIS IS PROGRESS WE ARE STARVED OF JACK/ZZ CONTENT - he turns up at the police station just as zhao zi and jun wei exit, about to go for lunch, and jun wei’s arm is around zhao zi’s - zhao zi just says hi cheerily as if jack didn’t try to kiss him before, and then jack pointedly looks at jun wei’s arm around zhao zi’s shoulders and LOLOL jun wei totally gets the hint and he’s like: “uhhhh, zhao zi, i think i can’t go lunch with you today yeah, bye” - THEN RUNS. SMART BOY
so jack is trying to bargain with zhao zi - zhao zi is desperately trying to snatch the lunch box and jack is trying to ask where shao fei is AND U CAN SEE HOW DISAPPOINTED ZZ LOOKS: “ohhh... so you made me a lunch box today because you wanted information from me”
and jack is all: “no, i’m doing this as a favour for the boss, i made this lunch for you of course”
and then jack somehow asks if zz likes him, and zz panics and hurries off back inside the station to avoid jack, but then he PAUSES, AND THEN HE RUNS BACK, AND GRABS THE LUNCH BOX FROM JACK’S HAND. ATTA BOY. (writers are we going to like... idk deal with the jack/zz relationship?!!!! come on man what is this?!)
and then just as jack is leaving, CWH’s lackeys find him and invites him for a meal - jack turns up at the restaurant and CWH offers wang kun cheng’s drug deals and territory i think to jack in exchange for jack giving him detailed info on xing tian meng’s and shi hai (the legal company under hong ye)’s financial flows and info. - jack picks up his damn knife and just shakes and flips it in front of CWH 
in any case at the end of this scene, jack doesn’t drink the alcohol that would symbolise their cooperation - but we end there so we dk if there is a continuation to it BUT I BET MY EVERYTHING THAT JACK DOES NOT BETRAY TANG YI
also i realise that adam uni’s page is down, and @florbexter​ very helpfully pointed out where you guys can still get subs - for the purposes of beautiful jealous, worried and high school teenager bf tang yi, i will sub the tang yi/shao fei scenes & jack/zz scenes as videos by tonight! hopefully someone gets it out earlier for you guys, way before me, but just in case - i’ll still gif the thing ANYWAY hahahaha - hopefully it’ll be done in like... the next 4 hours plus?
edit: ADAM UNI IS BACK!!! REJOICE!
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flyingsculptures · 5 years
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50 Questions Tag
Tagged by @sadienita​, ur wonderful and ily
1. What takes up too much of your time? Stressing about doing things rather than actually doing them lolol
2. What makes your day better? If it’s been a bad day, then coming home and having a massive vent sesh with my roommate
3. What’s the best thing that happened to you today? My coworkers and I all get along, but this morning everyone was in a really good mood and joking around with each other, it was fun!!
4. What fictional place would you like to go? King Kai’s Planet in dragon ball z, that shit looks peaceful af
5. Are you good at giving advice? sometimes, depending on the topic
6. Do you have any mental illness? I do, issues with depression mostly, but anxiety as well, but things have been SO much better since I’ve gone to therapy and started medication
7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? YEAH BRUH SHITS SCARY
8. What musician inspired you the most? this is gonna sound lame af, but debussy. i’m a classically trained musician and playing his pieces shaped me
9. Have you ever fallen in love? i’ve been in love with someone once, but they didn’t love me back the same way. it hurt but i’m glad i’ve experienced what it’s like to feel that way about someone
10. What’s your dream date? tbh i’m a sucker for coffee dates, but only if i know the other person at least a little bit. otherwise, maybe a museum?
11. What do others notice about you? i dunno, you’d have to ask them i guess, but i’ve been told i can be stubborn and that i care too much
12. What is the annoying habit you have? sometimes i can run over the end of peoples sentences in conversations, i think. i promise it’s only bc im excited
13. Do you still talk to your first love? lol NO
14. How many ex’s do you have? two my dude
15. How many songs are on your playlist? binch which playlist, i’m a playlist QUEEN. I think my biggest one has over 300
16. What instruments can you play? i’m a classically trained pianist, started when i was 4 or 5. because i have such a solid theory base, i can usually pick up most things, at least a little bit
17. Who do you have the most pictures of? i have a ton of pictures on my phone rn of my parents when they were super young, but otherwise maybe my roommate?
18. Where would you like to go before you die? i would want to go back to ireland, but i would want to go with my family
19. What is your zodiac? both moon and sun in taurus, ascending in leo *finger guns*
20. Do you relate to it? I don’t know how much i actually believe astrology, but i do know i’m stubborn as hell, and fairly grounded
21. What is happiness to you? watching other people be stupid happy, like not in general, but experiencing something that just makes their face light up
22. Are you going through anything right now? all day erryday
23. What’s the worst decision you’ve ever made? trying to do what made my parents happy instead of what made me happy
24. What’s your favorite store? a local store called Stick it in Your Ear, they sell records and cds and stuff
25. What’s your opinion on abortion? Pro-choice, i can’t tell anyone what to do with their own body
26. Do you keep a bucket list? mmm not really, i don’t like putting that stress on myself lolol
27. Do you have a favorite album at the moment? i listen to playlists rather than albums these days tbh, so i can’t think of any
28. What do you want for your birthday? to see my KC friends, i miss them :(
29. What are most people’s first impression of you? i’ve been told i’m really intimidating when you first meet me, but once u get to know me you’ll just realize i’m a bit different (i’m NoT lIKe oThER GurLS)
30. What age do you seem according to most people? I get told a lot that i’m an old soul, whatever tf that means, i feel like i’m a living meme
31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? my mattress is on the floor, so plugged in next to my head
32. What word do you say the most? ”listen”, i tend to start sentences with it
33. What’s the oldest age you would date? probs, like, 26? so about 3, 4 years older
34. What’s the youngest age you would date? i’m gonna be 23 this year, so 21 would be my limit. any younger and they feel like a baby to me
35. What job/career do most people say would suit you? what would SUIT me the most? ur asking me about the thing i’ve struggled w most in my life, IDK
36. What’s your favorite music genre? pretty much anything that isn’t stadium country or absolute shrieking is a genre i’m cool with, but i really enjoy post punk revival, like modern baseball (and then of course kpop lololol)
37. If you could live in any country in the world where would it be? i don’t think i could permanently live anywhere else, i’m too attached to my friends and family
38. What is your current favorite song? Making Breakfast by Twin Peaks
39. How long have you had this blog for? oh goodness, im not sure (i just checked and holy shit i’ve had it since aug 2012, dam)
40. What are you excited for? im not sure, it sounds sad but nothing much right now. i’m kinda just coasting and keeping my head down, which isn’t bad
41. Are you a better talker or listener? i think both, but since i’ve broken out of my shell i tend to do a lot more talking which i’m not super pleased about
42. What is the last productive thing you did? TAXES HELL YEAH MURICA
43. What do you want for Christmas? time, just time
44. What class do you get the best grades in? in high school it was english, college it was design and media classes
45. On a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now? a 6 i guess, a bit stressed atm
46. What can you see yourself doing in 10 years? bruh i aint got the foggiest, i didn’t think i’d make it this far
47. When did you get your first heartbreak? i thought it was 18 bu the first genuine heartbreak was 21
48. At what age do you want to get married? idc as long as it’s before 35 tbh
49. What career did you want to have as a child? i thought it was fun to say a marine biologist lolol
50. What do you crave now? falafel. mmmmmmmmmmm 
this was neat, it was almost like a diary entry lololol, i want to hear more from @captainlokispeople @abbyarrgh @verngyu and @cult-of-time tho of course if you don’t want to or don’t have time then all is well!!
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kewltie · 6 years
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pls pls, gimme courtesan!deku set in edo period. 
where deku’s family has been serving bakugou house for generations and they grew up side by side but an accident took inko’s life and had deku sold into a pleasure house. the childhood friends were then separated but never forgot each other even as deku grew up and is train to be courtesan. 
deku never truly accepted his fate and is always dreaming of a world beyond the gates of this ‘floating city’ where he can never step out of it again. now, his life is in the hand of those who buy and barter his body... but deku is also a terribly BAD courtesan bc he is just really clumsy, awkward and bad at the whole subtle seduction thing. when he started training and learning the arts of the courtesan everybody realize how hopeless he is and normally that mean they would have drop him from the training but he work so hard on it bc even when he doesn’t want this fate deku can see the value and effort of these men and women who make a good thing out of bad position and they have a strong sense of pride in their job even as society dismissed them for their occupation. these people of the pleasure house (from the owner, the servants, and the other courtesans) become a sort of make shift family for deku and he loves them so much and wants to make them proud bc they could have dropped him anytime and sell him somewhere else bc he’s SO BAD GUYS SOOOO BAD AT THIS. but they love his kind heart and this shy kid who is so determine and stubborn that they knew they couldn’t give him away. 
SO YEA HE SET HIS SIGHT ON BEING THE BEST COURTESAN EVER FOR HIS ‘FAMILY’ W/O ACTUALLY WANTING HAVING TO ACTUALLY SLEEP WITH PPL which his master (the one who is training him and also the number one in their pleasure house) is like LOL cute, BUT YOU WISH KID. his master is always constantly worry about him bc how is he going to fare in this super competitive and harsh reality of the courtesan’s world if he refuse to take a costumer for the night but as he grew older and into himself, surprisingly he got a lot of suitors bc for all his terrible efforts at being the best courtesan (lacking all the grace, skills, and finesse of the job) his quiet sincerity and warm heart won a lot of people over. so 6 months before deku’s official debut as a courtesan which mean deku is going to have to take customers (which he had been dreading) and someone is going to buy his official first night. 
during this time that deku is training to be a courtesan, bakugou had been searching for deku for a long looooong time, never forgetting the boy with the green eyes. so bakugou is the heir to his clan, a daimyos house that is only second to the shogun in military power, prestige, and wealth. he’s loud and abrasive but man does he get shit done and is always fighting with the shogun’s son (todoroki). he is part of the new generation of kids of important figures who are going to reshape japan and as one of the powerhouses that everyone recognize ppl have huge expectations for him so when the rumor of the son of the bakugou clan became smitten with an insignificant courtesan the entirety of the city is in an uproar. 
so bakugou never visit the pleasure quarter bc he’s literally to busy rearranging the political landscape of edo (the old generation are traditional and want to keep it as it is while bakugou and his group of allies want changes and kick the old guard out), for his birthday they dragged him to to pleasure quarter for the first time and that’s where he bump into deku again. even all these years that they haven’t met as soon as red and green eyes meet, they instantly recognized each other. to bakugou’s horror the clumsy and useless childhood friend of his is a courtesan in training and much to deku’s eternal embarrassment he doesn’t want to face bakugou like this SO HE RAN.  
bakugou eventually find him again in his pleasure house but bc deku is still a trainee he can’t ask for deku personally so he pay for deku’s master instead so deku HAS TO BE THERE. and the first time they actually meet deku is so frustrated with tears by all bakugou’s effort to see him bc he wants bakugou to forget about him cuz he’s going to debut soon and he can’t have any past attachments, that he punch bakugou in the face when bakugou started yelling at him for running away DESPITE THEM MEETING AGAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 10 YEARS. 
which hilariously freak deku’s master out bc deku just punched the future head of the bakugou’s clan and the man who will become 2nd to the shogun. it did not calm deku’s master down when bakugou rises up and tackles deku to the floor and the next thing everyone see is the two of them wrestling like children until people start to pry them apart. the owner was told about all the commotions and came to apologize and about to send deku away bc obviously deku was the source of all the problem but bakugou level the owner a glare so ruthless it could cut a man down more than half his size. “if you dare touch deku and remove him from my side, i’ll rip this place to it bare bones to find him.” which is a dedication as any. 
deku’s master is number one oiran in their house for a reason and told everyone to leave so the two can have a conversation in private which is never given bc bakugou is a costumer and deku is still a trainee and he’s NOT SUPPOSE TO BE ALONE W/ ANYONE let alone w/ a costumer. but everyone understood that this is important to deku so they let him have it. 
with that time and space they managed to talk about their lost time and how deku got where he is now. deku admits that this isn’t the world he had dream of but he’s happy here with the ppl loves and cares for him and that they are his family now so bakugou doesn’t have to worry anymore he’s fine so bakugou can let him go now. bakugou is silent and eventually depart with the promise of coming back again to visit much to deku’s surprise???? he honestly thought that was the end of it bc bakugou had found him and know that deku is fine so why does he continue to be bother with deku anymore???!!! 
so bakugou keep on going back to the pleasure quarter to visit deku and deku’s master play the interim by being the courtesan that bakugou’s request so he can see and talk to deku. the months come fast and hard and bakugou and deku slowly rebuilt their friendship till maybe something more but this also mean deku’s debut is coming closer and closer and deku will have to spend the night with someone. so even though deku’s heart belong to someone else he is going to give his body to another and that break his heart. he keeps it quiet and doesn’t tell bakugou so when his debut arrived and his pleasure house got a lot of efforts but with the help of his master, deku is guarantee to have a familiar face for his first night bc his master had arranged one of his regular customers to buy deku’s first night. this customer is someone deku had seen often enough while serving his master and they built a camaraderie b/t them that deku thinks he doesn’t mind it so much bc at least he knows the man will be gentle and kind to deku. 
so when the night of his debut came, deku is mentally and emotionally prepare for it but also dreading it bc the one person he wanted isn’t beyond these doors. when he first step through and doesn’t see the face of the costumer his master had arranged but it turned out to be bakugou he is so shocked that he dropped to floors and cried. “hey, you’re going to ruin your make up and your master will yell at me for making you cry again,” bakugou murmurs as he crouch down next to deku’s trembling form. 
apparently all of this was secretly arranged by the owner and deku’s master bc they love him so MUCH and was prepare to take a dent in payment if it mean deku was happy but bakugou had no qualm about throwing a fuckton of money buy deku’s first night. 
“why are you here?” deku asks, once he’d stopped crying. 
“bc if i didn’t pay for you nobody else would,” he grumbles as though DEKU IS HUGELY UNPOPULAR (which is a lie, there were a lot of offers but bakugou beat them to it lol). 
anyway, they are still navigating the minefield of their feelings for each other so deku’s first night as an official courtesan??? THEY PLAYED CARDS AND GO ALL NIGHT LONG bc bakugou knows their first time won’t be force like this where deku’s emotion run high and he’s still a nervous wreck about it. 
so from then on deku became a courtesan and is allow to take costumers now but!!! bakugou never let that happen. incidentally deku became the number 1 courtesan in his pleasure house after his master retire solely on the fact that of all the money bakugou invested in keeping deku from other costumers lololol. he quickly rises in rank in the pleasure quarter bc of it and became famous as the oiran exclusively owned is by the bakugou katsuki. 
bakugou keep going to pleasure quarter to visit deku and since he can’t always leave his job behind he often bring his work when he’s spending a time or night w/ deku. which means deku become privy to the politics of the imperial court, underground rebellion against the shogun, and missions bakugou has to undertake and in doing so deku offer his advice and insight for bakugou which HELPS him tremendously bc deku spent more than half his life in this pleasure quarter so he knows all the best gossip and piece of information that flow in and out of the pleasure house and has all the shady connections bc how much ppl in there adore and are friendly to him. outside the pleasure quarter bakugou may be some one of import but here in this ‘floating city of hedonstice sins’ deku reigns supreme. 
idk what happen next but im assuming that bakugou despite many LOUD protests from his inner family decide to buy deku out of his pleasure house and bring him outside where he hadn’t step foot in for a looooooong long time, bringing deku’s connections and knowledge of the seedy underbelly of edo with hi. bakugou eventually take him as spouse after a lot of trials and hurdles bc YOU CAN’T MARRY A FORMER PROSTITUTE WHICH BAKUGOU DISAGREE BC HE CAN DO WHAT THE FUCK HE EVER WANTS AND ALSO DEKU HAD ONLY TAKEN ONE COSTUMER ALL HIS ENTIRE LIFE AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO AS LONG AS BAKUGOU’S BREATHING. 
so this is the story of how a prostitute became the spouse of one of the greatest figures of japan and the close personal friend of the emperor (i also assume deku wold eventually meet todoroki and they get along like a house on fire that bakugou get so pissed whenever he has to think about it lol). 
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callistawolf · 6 years
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my thoughts on Arrow 6x21
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WOOOOOOOOO finally a good ep. Let’s go! 
Kasnia… what the heck is Dig doing in Kasnia? Other than kicking all kinds of ass.
Oh. He’s grabbing a dude. And I can’t see his face but I BET YOU ANYTHING IT’S HUMAN TARGET.
Love the pushy press calling out “Mr Queen! Mrs Queen!” cuz yes.
Why is this rent-a-cop trying to sound like Diaz. Dude. No. 
Curtis has FOMO cuz he wasn’t SUBPOENAED?  Oh gimme a break.
I like seeing Dinah and Rene showing some contrition though. It’s about time. Or rather... right on time. I knew they’d push it to the end. 
Seeing Quentin like this is bittersweet. I’m gonna miss him but not gonna miss his stupid daughter storyline.
Poor Felicity looks so stressed out. Asking William if he’s okay… augh she’s such a good mom.
“How could everything go wrong so quickly for him?” cuz it’s Arrow, Jean, keep up. They live to torture this guy. Also: it’s May.
Noooo not Dr. Schwartz!!! DAMMIT. I like her!
Look at Dig, perjuring himself on the stand. SNIFF. I’m so proud.
WELP, Dinah just outed herself.
If… Siren didn’t want to testify that Oliver was the Green Arrow then she wouldn’t have said she would do it? Why is this a problem? WHY DOES NOTHING WITH HER MAKE SENSE.
Oooh a Raisa and Felicity scene! I HAVE YEARNED FOR THIS. Also… Raisa knows he’s the Green Arrow because of course she does.
OH MAN. Bringing in Zoe is just LOW. I actually feel bad for Rene.
Yeah. Diaz should die. I just decided, right this minute. Something painful. And humiliating.
YAS DIG. Push him again! Ugh, these cops sound like uneducated morons. If I was a cop, I’d be offended. 
I’m glad Oliver told his lawyer the truth. She shouldn’t be blindsided with that. She’s a good person.
Oliver’s reason for not outing himself actually... makes a lot of sense. I get now why he doesn’t want to do it. Which makes me fear that he might have to. 😬
Oliver not wanting Felicity to go on the stand, to risk her, is so cute. But so is her insistence that she has to in order to save him. 
I love one smart badass woman. Expert Witness! 
Oooh bringing up spousal privilege … nice one. But she takes this moment to profess her love which gets a soft smile from Oliver. Bless.
The pic from Russia! DAMMIT SUSAN. LOL Even now she’s a pain in the ass.
Wow that’s some great timing HumanTarget!Tommy! He looks so good in that suit. 👅💦
The corruption is so complete that they are actually gonna arrest a man who is legally dead. LOLOLOL. 
I know its not him but I just enjoy seeing Tommy so much. He’s so SASSY. Wait... no... CMON PUT THE MASK BACK ON. Aww. 
I miss Tommy already.
OLICITY SCENE. I love how Felicity knew it was Chance without Oliver having told her. But AWW at Oliver being shook that it was Tommy’s face.
So the whole Chance thing didn’t work anyhow. LAME. I hate Diaz.
Oliver telling Felicity he’s got a plan for her and William is just HURTING ME SO BADLY.
You know, kill Diaz and this whole thing goes away so lets do that, okay? I’m a big fan of killing him. I’m very open to methods.
Blah blah blah Siren blah blah blah. 🙄 I’m ready for her to leave the show. Again. Is it time yet?
Just for the record, Siren didn’t change her mind cuz she loves Oliver or anything those nutbars would have you believe. She did it for her not!Dad. I like it.
Of course, Quentin is totally gonna die for it, but whatevs. RIP, Lance.
Poor William. He’s so worried. But Oliver is being such a good dad and helping prepare him. “You are strong like me.” GOD THIS IS SO SAD. I hate Diaz.
HE’S GONNA CRY. IM NOT OKAY.
Jury’s back. That’s quick. Shit shit shit shit. What are Rene and John doing??
Shit. Guilty. Wait. What? Reasonable doubt? Judgement notwithstanding the verdict? WHAT.
FREE TO GO. HUGS ALL AROUND.
OH YES. CHANCE! HUMAN TARGET!JUDGE. I LOVE THIS GUY NOW.
Oh god I’m scared for Rene. I’m scared for everyone. HIDE, MY BABIES.
OLIVER! YAS. Aww… hug and make up guys. Orrrrrr handshake will do. I NEEDED THIS SCENE. HE APOLOGIZED. YAS. OMG. It’s my birthday. This is so good.
I don’t feel sorry for this judge. Not remotely. You go dirty, you get what you deserve.
About time she uses her cry on him. LORD ALMIGHTY. It’s been 84 years.
Ah shit. Sonic dampener. I knew it wouldn’t be that easy. Ah well. C’mon Diaz, CHOKE HER. KILL HER. LOL.
Oh man, next week is gonna fuck my shit up.
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Okay... let me clarify something about NTA and how I feel about that whole thing right now... NTA was never gonna be the same level as OTA for me. Even before this mess. I’m okay with that. I don’t care what other fans think, what the writers think, what the actors think... They can all think and do what they want, but I’m good with my opinion that OTA is on top, bar none. After the mess? NTA slipped seriously in my esteem but... that’s hardly surprising. But I also wasn’t interested in turning myself inside out over it. I didn’t care “what I thought the writers wanted me to think”, because I was secure with what I actually thought. My opinion is solid. 
I knew we were headed towards some apologies and conciliatory behavior from NTA at the end of the season. Soon as we knew about this episode and who was taking part, I was expecting... pretty much exactly what I saw. So it doesn’t make sense to me to get upset about something I knew was going to happen. Do I forgive NTA and Rene? Eh. I mean, I’m willing to consider that apology good and move forward. Just like Oliver, because I take my cues from him. I don’t expect the teams to reunite officially this season but it will happen eventually. And I’m just not interested in spending a lot of time being upset about it. It’s not a battle I’m interested in fighting. You guys can decide where you fall on the whole argument just like I have. Just hold onto your opinion and don’t let anyone talk you out of it. If you wanna keep hating NTA and Rene? Do it. If you’re ready to accept the apology and move on, then do that. It’s all gravy baby. 
NOW. Next week look SOLID. 🔥
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osakaso5 · 4 years
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Momo Twelve Hits! Rabbit Chat Part 3: Request Hits 2
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Yamato: Sorry about the disturbance. Can we continue now?
Momo: I'm good, but are you sure you are? lol
Momo: Iori and Tamaki didn't notice your whoopee cushion until it was too late, right? lololol
Yamato: We're good. We agreed that I'll make decorated school lunches for them on my next day off.
Iori: It's not that I fell for his bribery, I just didn't want to prolong this pointless fight.
Tamaki: It's been super long since we last got Yama-san's fancy lunches!
Yamato: I'll put in a little dessert, too.
Tamaki:
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Riku: Where did you get a whoopee cushion, anyway?
Mitsuki: Apparently he got it from a bingo at a wrap party, lol
Yamato: I did get it, but I wasn't sure when to use it.
Sogo: That doesn't mean you had to put it in the living room...
Yamato: I forgot I left it there (lol)
Nagi: Goodness. Sogo is right, the living room is not your personal locker.
Mitsuki: You're one to talk, Nagi! The merch you bought online is still lying around in there!
Nagi: Just think of them as decorations :-)))
Tsumugi: In any case, I'm glad the whoopee cushion incident has been resolved! lol
Momo: Yep! Let's get back to the requests, shall we! (^O^ゞ
Tsumugi: Right! Go ahead, Mitsuki-san!
Mitsuki: Gotcha!
Mitsuki: Mine is to recommend a game!
Mitsuki: You're really busy, but you play a lot of stuff, right? I figured you'd know everything from the most popular stuff to more niche stuff!
Momo: I'm not an expert or anything, lol I just casually play whatever catches my eye.
Mitsuki: You play  a lot of stuff, but aren't action games your favorite?
Momo: They're so exhilarating! When I'm in a bad mood, I play games to let off some steam, lololol
Momo: Plus it's fun to plan the allotment and pacing of my weapons and ammo when I play.
Nagi: So you are a strategical player, Mister Momo.
Gaku: Wow. I don't play games that often, but when I do, I just shoot at everything until I run out of ammo and lose.
Ryunosuke: I usually get surrounded by enemies and die because I'm too busy checking my surroundings...
Tenn: Even if it's just games we're talking about, it's worrying that two of our members are the self-destructive type
Kaoru: They're very on the nose, though...
Momo: Everyone's got their own playstyle, so I can totally see that (≧▽≦)b
Momo: I've also been playing mobile stuff lately, like escape games! I'll make a list of my top game recs later.
Mitsuki: A ranking! Awesome! I can't wait to see it!
Momo: If any of them seem interesting, try them out and let me know what you thought ☆
Mitsuki: I will!
Tsumugi: I'm sure Momo-san's game ranking will be very interesting!
Tsumugi: Yamato-san, you're next.
Yamato: I wanna hear if there's anything in particular that you do for relaxation.
Yamato: You're really good at stuff like mental control. I was wondering if you had some kind of trick to it.
Momo: Do you have anything, Yamato?
Yamato: I drink beer and sleep (lol)
Iori: It feels like all you do is drink...
Riku: There's always beer in the fridge!
Nagi: Yamato... Are you actually drowning some sort of sorrows in alcohol..?
Yamato: Nope, I mostly just drink beer because I love it.
Nagi: (´・ω・`)
Sogo: It's hard to tell whether you're drinking for fun or to relax... Maybe you could come up with some kind of signal?
Yamato: I don't exactly want to let everybody know when I'm stressed, y'know (lol)
Yamato: Well, Momo-san?
Momo: I don't think I do anything special to relax.
Momo: If whatever's stressing me out is something I can't control, I just close my eyes. If I need to eliminate whatever's making me feel that way, I do that.
Yamato: You say the scariest things sometimes.
Tsumugi: Mental balance is important. I try not to let stress build up, either.
Tsumugi: Yaotome-san, may we hear your request next?
Gaku: Mine is to do a one-man Re:vale show!
Momo: What's that supposed to be, lol It sounds really funny, lololol
Gaku: You pretend to be Yuki-san and host the show as if you're both there!
Yuki: Momo's going to pretend he's me? Great idea
Gaku: You did it for me off work just the other day, remember? Your so-called Supreme Hunk act was really funny.
Momo: I didn't want Yuki to find out about that, lololol
Yuki: Oh. Did he sound just like me?
Gaku: No, not really.
Momo: That's harsh! I feel a little hurt by that, lololol
Gaku: My bad (lol)
Gaku: It's not that your tone or the language you used were too different from his. It's just that the pose  you took every time you said  anything kinda overshadowed the rest (lol)
Momo: I know, but I couldn't help it...
Yuki: Now I really want to see that
Momo: It's too embarrassing to do in front of you, Yuki!
Yuki: I'll be praying that you end up with Gaku-kun's request ^^
Gaku: Thank you! (lol)
Tsumugi: That would drive all Re:vale fans wild! 
Tsumugi: Tsunashi-san, are you ready?
Ryunosuke: Yeah. Mine is to tell everyone  a weakness of yours,  if you have any! 
Ryunosuke: You've got fast reflexes and you're a great speaker, so I feel like you're kind of great at everything. I can't even imagine anything you couldn't handle...
Banri: Momo-kun's such a multitalent. He's got skill, guts, and courage.
Yuki: He never gets lost at a place we haven't been to before.
Banri: And he's good with bugs...
Ryunosuke: You must really be fearless, if you're even good with bugs!
Momo: I can handle bugs, but I wouldn't say I'm "good" with them, lololol
Momo: I've totally got weaknesses! Like the sound of two pieces of styrofoam being rubbed together!
Riku: Aagh! A chill just ran down my spine..!
Tamaki: There was a bad taste in my mouth just now..!
Sogo: These two are very sensitive to those sorts of things.
Momo: Sorry, lololol
Momo: If I said this on radio, would it have the same effect on the listeners!? I'll have to come up with an answer everyone can handle, lol
Ryunosuke: Thank you! I'm looking forward to it.
Tsumugi: I can't imagine Momo-san having weaknesses, either!
Tsumugi: Momo-san, could we hear your request for yourself next?
Momo: Okay!
Momo: My request is a super deep Re:vale talk, about stuff only I know! (*^▽゜)v☆ミ
Momo: The show isn't just for me, it's for our fans too. I figured it'd be a nice treat for them!
Yuki: If it's stuff only you know, does that mean it's something even I don't know about?
Momo: Basically, I'll be approaching Re:vale's charm from my own perspective!
Momo: Like the time Yuki almost dropped his phone in a pot because he was half-asleep, or how all of Yuki's pictures turn out amazing, even when I try to take them without warning!
Tamaki: You're only gonna talk about Yukirin!
Momo: Oh! Am I?
Tenn: That won't be much of a Re:vale talk
Iori: I suppose this is the impact of marketing yourself as a married couple...
Ryunosuke: I'm sure your fans will be happy to know how close you are!
Yuki: Re:vale is both of us. If you only talk about me, I'll be sad, and maybe even a little angry
Yuki: Maybe I'll get so sad that I barge into the recording booth with you
Momo: While I'm broadcasting!?
Yuki: No, not really.
Yuki: Even if I want to
Momo: Yuki..! I'm so sorry for making you sad! I'll make sure to talk about myself, too!
Momo: I'll tell you all about how important you are to me ☆
Gaku: Did he listen to anything Yuki-san just said..?
Tenn: Who knows?
Rinto: Yuki-kun has gone quiet...
Tsumugi: IDOLiSH7 could learn a lot from Re:vale's intimacy..!
Mitsuki: Nah, they're way too intense, lololol
Yamato: Our manager says pretty unhinged stuff sometimes.
Nagi: I do not mind doing a marriage routine with IDOLiSH7 :-)
Riku: There's seven of us, so it'd be really hard to decide our roles..!
Tsumugi: Lastly, Yuki-san, may we hear your request?
Yuki: Yeah
Yuki: Momo, try treating me more coldly
Momo: Huh!? You mean I gotta be mean to you!?
Momo: No way! That's too hard! Σ(T□T)
Yuki: I had a different request for you originally, but I changed my mind.
Momo: You change requests too fast! You told me the same thing just a while ago.
Yuki: That's good. Keep going
Momo: No! That wasn't me being mean, I was just calling you out!
Yuki: But it's not quite enough. Say something meaner
Momo: Yuuukiiiiiii~~~~~~ ・゜・(ノд`;)・゜・
Kaoru: Do you think he'll get mad and start sulking if you say something mean to him, even though he asked for it?
Yamato: Ugh, that's so annoying.
Rinto: This is Momo-kun we're dealing with, so I'm sure he already has the proper aftercare in mind...
Yuki: Say anything you want
Momo: I'm absolutely never gonna get this request!!!
Yuki: ^^
Tsumugi: What a passionate development..!
Tsumugi: I'm sure you've all got more things to say, but that's it for the requests. Thank you!
Yuki: Now it's time for Momo to request something from us
Sogo: If there's anything you want, let us know.
Choices/outcomes:
1. Do you have a request for us?
Momo: To keep playing with me, I guess! Thanks for being such good friends (○´д`人´д`○)
2. Do you have a request for TRIGGER?
Momo: We've got a tour coming up, so come see us if you've got the time!
3. Do you have a request for Yuki-san?
Momo: Change that request from earlier to something else right now, please... |ω・`)
Gaku: Those were some great requests!
Yuki: I hope they get fulfilled ^^
Momo: I was serious about all of them, so here's hoping!
Mitsuki: It's almost your birthday, too! I hope you'll let us celebrate it with you, even though it comes before the requests!
Momo: Yay! I've been waiting for this, lol
Mitsuki: Happy birthday, Momo-san! I'll bake you a cake later!
Ryunosuke: Happy birthday! I'm glad you were so excited for this!
Tamaki: Momorin, hbd! Make sure to get my request!
Riku: Happy birthday, Momo-san! I'm looking forward to your radio show!
Tenn: Happy birthday. Thank you for always looking out for us.
Kaoru: Happy birthday. I hope you have a good year.
Nagi: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Sogo: Momo-san, happy birthday. As both your fan and junior, I will be praying for Re:vale's continued success.
Iori: Happy birthday. I hope you continue to look after IDOLiSH7.
Gaku: Momo-san, happy birthday. Come see TRIGGER's lives, too!
Yamato: Happy birthday. Here's to many more years of being friends.
Banri: Happy birthday! I'll be cheering for you, as always. And I look forward to your upcoming live.
Rinto: Happy birthday! It makes me very happy to have celebrated all these birthdays with you. I hope I can continue doing just that.
Tsumugi: Happy birthday, Momo-san..!
Momo: Thanks for the requests and birthday messages! I'm super happy right now..!
Momo: Now that I got all this, I can head towards my birthday at full speed!
Gaku: Do you have any plans?
Momo: We have the afternoon off, so I'm planning to have dinner at Yuki's!
Yuki: It's too bad we don't get the entire day
Momo: Half a day is more than enough! lol I'm so happy I get to celebrate with you and Okarin (ノ*´▽)ノ
Momo: But I need to host a great radio show before that!
Momo: With all your requests, I'll make sure that my Twelve Hits! will be fun. Just you wait!
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phastelpink · 3 years
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i've been following you for years (definitely since spn) and the fact you fell into anime has me cackling (in a good way because i love anime too) and i just wanted to know what happened lol
oh my god, so long??? spn feels like a lifetime ago - you know what, I defo don’t wanna think about how long it’s been (but thank you for sticking around that long xx 💖)
tldr; it was my flatmate’s 6 yr old little brother’s fault and he didn’t even know what naruto is
MY GOD IT’S THE FUNNIEST AND STUPIDEST THING EVER AHSHbshdhdh like okay so, around this time last year my flatmate’s little brother was visiting us and I think he was around 6 years old then? anyways, they’d forgotten to pack his own kiddie PlayStation games with him and He Wants To Play Something Or Else so my flatmate is frantically going through her games to find something a kid could play? and hello, there’s this random naruto shippuden game that I don’t think she even knew she owned (bought a bunch of games and the console as a deal from a friend) and it was like the only game that had lower recommendation age than 16+ so... naruto it is? add here some jokes made about lololol naruto hahahaha this is so stupid, what if us like 15 years ago would see this
anyways, they start playing it and obv none of us have any idea what on Earth is happening and who the fuck are all these characters (why does that one dude have so much eyeliner???). he leaves the next day and we’re left a bit interested like hmm... hmmmmm...... and joke a bit more about haha imagine if we turned into naruto fans in 2020 HAHAHA INDEED, HA HA BITCHES ONLY IF YOU KNEW
but the interest Had Awoken and we LOAN FROM THE LIBRARY (happy to pay my city tax xoxo for once) the first couple dvds boxes and set out a date to my birthday weekend and suddenly it’s like 3am and we’re fucking hooked and then it’s lockdown time and we basically have nothing else to do but watch naruto and we power through like 700 episodes in like less than three months
(then I try to pretend that was Enough Anime for me until I’m v v bored during the summer and see someone I follow on Instagram post a story of “omg how cool fight!!” and I’m once again 👀👀, find out it’s bnha and I just.... keep watching stuff cause behold, before I even noticed I’d became an anime fan when i was 28 and basically kept watching everything I’d blacklisted since 2013 cause karma is a bitch, THE END
(also!! if you have anything to recommend, please do!! 👀👀👀 or what are your faves? xxxx)
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idolish7rabbitchats · 4 years
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Kujou Tenn: Wonderful Octave Rabbit Chat Part 3
100: Sorry everyone! Momo-chan has revived ☆(>ω・)v
Tsumugi: Thank you for contacting me! Is your phone okay..?
100: It’s fine! It seems it became a little slow because I took too many pictures. I have to get a new one soon huh~!
9: What did you take pictures of?
100: Yuki! He was pretending to give fanservice!
9: Pretending to give fanservice…?
100: Earlier, we were doing requests for Tenn right? So we were playing around with “Do bunny ears” or “Do a wink” and such. lol
100: There were too many moments to take pictures, so I couldn’t stop~!
100: Just Yuki being alive is fanservice!
2: You were taking picture while rabbit chatting? (lol)
8: You are skilled!
7: As expected of Momo-san!
1000: I took a lot of pictures of Momo too.
1000: “Do a staring contest” was the cutest so I’ll send it later.
3: As expected of Re:vale lolololol
Okazaki: I’m really sorry it took so much time…
100: Sorry~ \’’(´∀‵)
T: No, no! The log was also becoming long so I’m glad everyone could take a break!
T: So then, let’s continue with the requests. From Mitsuki-san please!
3: Got it! From me it’s “Tell me your everyday habits”!
3: It’s a little similar to Sougo’s request though. I thought I wanted to hear about your private life!
9: It often gets changed by jobs, but I try to lead a regular life as often as I can.
9: Like waking up at the same time no matter how late I go to bed.
3: Oooh, as expected of Kujou! You are stoic after all huh!
8: Even though you wake up early, you’re a little half-asleep tho (lol)
10: Like you were surprised when you brushed your teeth with face wash before! 
9: Aren’t you mixing me up with Gaku?
10: Huh! Was it?!
8: It wasn’t me!
9: [Spoons Pudding Stamp]
1: I wake up before my alarm goes off.
4: Iorin, you smug
7: Iori, you’re always competing with Tenn-nii!
1: What are you talking about?
2: Who even decided we have to get up in the morning. I want to stay in bed forever-.
6: I want to be praised just for waking up.
T: Being able to wake up with only one alarm is an amazing thing..!
T: So then, next is Yamato-san please!
2: From my request, “Please tell me your recommended play if you have”.
2: Sorry, it’s a serious thing. (lol)
9: Heeeh, unexpected. That the request from Nikaido Yamato is the most serious.
3: Because Yamato-san is serious basically.
1000: He’s just twisted
1000: Like a twist donut.
7: What Tenn-nii likes!
7: [Sparkling Kinako Stamp]
2: All outsiders please be quieeeet.
10: Seems like Tenn studied abroad, he could have lots of opportunities to see musicals overseas!
9: So you are interested in plays, not only movies huh?
9: I’ve watched many things from grand musicals to small theatre. Since there are too many good ones, I can’t choose which one’s the best.
2: I don’t mind how many you tell me; it’s more like I’d be grateful if you could teach me a lot.
2: It’s like just my hobby. And I’m also interested in what Kujou likes.
9: What I like?
2: Yeah yeah. I like Kujo’s acting. When you are standing onstage, it’s showy.
9: You’re really straight-forward today huh.
2: I’m always honest tho?
9: I also like your acting. I respect you.
9: I’ll think about what stage Nikaido Yamato would like. I have to be a little serious about this. 
T: I definitely want Kujou-san to tell me his seriously recommended play too!
T: Next is the request from Yaotome-san please!
8: From me it’s “How do you want your birthday to be celebrated.”
8: Because it’s almost Tenn’s birthday.
8: Even if I say we should do something because it’s only once a year, he won’t join in.
10: I’m also looking forward to celebrating Tenn’s birthday!
9: What do you think my radio is...
9: First of all, I’m not of an age for being happy about my birthday.
7: Eh! I’m super happy tho?!
4: I’m also suuuuuuuuuper hyped!
100: Me too! (δ≧∀≦)δ
Okazaki: Actually, I’m also a little happy.
10000: I’ll buy cake and such for it.
Anesagi: Should I give you my birthday?
9: Gaku is pushy.
9: But I’ll accept those feelings of wanting to go that far to celebrate me.
8: It’s fine with anything you want to try or what you want to eat.
10: I want to celebrate Tenn’s birthday with all our might! Like what we did before, “KJO main month”...
8: Thoroughly spoiling him huh. It’s been a long time huh.
10: Even if Tenn doesn’t give us a request, we’ll still make it the best birthday! lol
9: You’re really too pushy.
9: TRIGGER isn’t a group to have a cozy relationship right.
3: What are you saying now! TRIGGER is super friendly together tho lol
6: We love our members. Everyone is HAPPY!
T: It seems Kujou-san’s birthday will become a wonderful day!
T: So then, next is Tsunashi-san please!
10: From me it’s “Please tell us the parts you like about TRIGGER”!
10: I thought a lot about what I wanted to ask Tenn or what I wanted Tenn to do but… I thought a simple request would be the best.
10: I totally know that Tenn treasures TRIGGER though!
10: So then, I wanted to hear in words what kinds of things you like about us.
9: That’s a nice request where we can tell the fans about our group’s bond. I can answer with countless things.
10: Thanks! I’m looking forward to it!
1000: TRIGGER really is friendly huh.
100: Both Gaku and Ryuu’s request are straightforward; they love Tenn~!
9: Those words are what Re:vale-san says huh.
8: I think it’s true that our requests are straightforward.
10: I wonder if the members of the group think the same things like a family does! lol
9: It’s not the same tho.
8: That’s not the same isn’t it?
4: You answered the same way tho!
1: They are exactly like that.
T: Tsunashi-san, thank you for the wonderful request that we can see their group-love!
T: To continue, how about we hear a request from Momo-san?
100: OKAY!
100: From me it’s, “Can you guess? Tasting donut quiz!” (ノ・∀・)ノ◎◎◎
100: Sorry to change the atmosphere completely! lololol
9: A quiz about taste testing donuts? That’s the first time I’ve heard of that. 
100: Because it’s a quiz I thought up!
7: Maybe, like guessing the flavor of some doughnuts like chocolate or red bean?!
5: If it’s a taste, then it seems he could understand even blindfolded tho...
100: NON NON! That’s thinking too easily!
100: Momo-chan’s tasting donut quiz is about guessing “who made” the donuts, not the flavor~!
100: By the way, I’m planning to have Gaku and Ryuu help me as chefs!
10: Is that so?! I’ll have to try hard..! 
8: I’m not good at making sweets tho (lol)
100: It’s fine! When I cook occasionally, people comment that I’m wild★
9: I’ll be eating those wild donuts?
100: Look forward to it! I’m not that confident in the appearance but they’ll taste good!
100: Is what it seems like!
1000: It’s just what it seems like huh.
100: (・ω<)
9: [Sitting Pudding Stamp]
100: Actually, I thought it might be bad to ask Gaku and Ryuu to make donuts. Because I don’t know if you’ll pick my request and all.
100: But even if you don’t pick it, it’ll be OK as a birthday present right!
3: Is that okay to enter without being asked?
100: Of course! WELCOME!
3: Yay! Then, I’ll participate too!
4: How ‘bout the person in charge of eating them?
100: That’s for next time lol.
4: [Pouting Kinako Stamp]
3: I’ll make some for Tamaki too. Lol As a representative of IDOLiSH7, I’ll fire myself up to make the doughnuts!
9: I welcome Izumi Mitsuki’s participation.
10: Then, maybe I should make it with Gaku? Let’s do TRIGGER donuts!
8: Now I feel like we can win.
9: Who the hell would you win against..?
T: I’m looking forward to everyone’s masterpiece doughnuts!
T: So then, last is the request from Yuki-san!
1000: Yeah. For me it’s “Please tell me a smell you like.”
1000: Because Tenn-kun always smell nice when you pass by.
1000: I wanted to try asking if there was anything particular.
5: Kujou-san has a natural, fresh scent.
4: He smells like a soap
9: Maybe that’s a musk-scent. I like that it has a natural scent, I use it often. 
9: Because I use moisturizing cream after the bath, so maybe that’s the smell.
1000: Heeh. Which one are you using?
9: I’ll send you a URL later.
7: Yes! Yes! Tenn-nii, teach me too!
9: Riku is also interested?
9: But, if Riku uses it, wouldn’t we have the same smell.
9: And on top of that, things with smells are bad for your body.
7: I can’t use the same one?!
9: Not can’t but
8: Really, wouldn’t it be too embarrassing for Nanase to have the same smell? (lol)
3: Ahh… I might understand a little.. It would feel embarrassing if brothers have something that’s the same, you know lol
1: I’m fine with it.
7: I’m fine too! Oppositely, I’m happy!
9: I’ll send you the URL but get something without a smell.
7: [Smiling Kinako Stamp]
T: Many fans would be curious about Kujo-san’s favorite smell!
T: With this, we collected all the requests. Everyone, thank you for your participation!
7: Our requests being over means that next it’s Tenn-nii’s turn!!
7: [Excited Kinako Stamp]
10: If there’s something you want us to do, say anything. 
*T: Do you have a request for us?
9: I don’t have one in particular. If I say it, please be careful with heat and caring about your health. Also be careful with dust.
9: I did give some sort of request but, actually, I don’t wish for anything more than this.
9: For being the the strength beside me, I’m grateful from the bottom of my heart. Thank you.
100: Geeeez! Tenn really won’t say anything selfish! つД‵)・゜・。・゜゜・*:.。
2: You could say something you want. Even though I don’t know if I'm gonna give it to you. (lol)
7: Least, let me say happy birthday a lot!
7: Tenn-nii, happy birthday! Let’s work hard on this month’s radio! I love you!
100: (*・艸・)。+:*◯HAPPY BIRTHDAY TENN+:*◯
5: Happy Birthday. I wish Kujo-san andTRIGGER the best of luck.
10000: Happy Birthday!
3: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Kujou! Expect a lot from the donuts!
4: Tenntenn, HBD----!!!
2: Congrats. Work hard on the radio.
1: Happy Birthday.
1000: Happy birthday. It’ll surely become a good year.
Okazaki: Happy Birthday. Please take care of Re:vale from now on too.
6: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Please pull my request okay?
Anesagi: Happy birthday. You’re about to become an adult huh. I’m looking forward to the Kujou Tenn from now on.
T: Kujou-san, Happy Birthday!
9: Thank you for the celebration.
9: I received everyone’s requests with gratitude. I’ll make it a fun radio, so please listen to it.
10: From us, let us say congratulations to you on that day okay.
8: Think about what you want to do on your birthday.
9: If I pull your request, I’ll think about it.
V2:
10: If there’s something you want us to do, say anything. 
T: Do you have a request for TRIGGER-san?
9: Please stand on the same stage. That’s my only wish.
9: I did give some sort of request but, actually, I don’t wish for anything more than this.
V3:
10: If there’s something you want us to do, say anything. 
T: Do you have a request for Re:vale-san?
9: Please be top idols. We will catch up, and surely surpass you.
9: I did give some sort of request but, actually, I don’t wish for anything more than this.
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utanotranslations · 4 years
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Blog Post Translation: September 22nd, 2020: 630* 20-Uutan is Born!!!!!
Enjoy, and please don’t repost without credit!
Yaa This is Satoyoshi Utano
Thank you very much for all of the comments and likes yesterday as well! There was a lot!!! Today, I read them when I was on the train, there were so many that it was like I couldn't read them all, I was really happy :') <3 :) <3 I read all of them <3 <3
Today!!!!
20 year old Uutan, Has been born as 20 year old Uutan :) :) :) :) :) Yaaay
Last year, I said I was 19-Uutan, And this year, there were a lot of people who said that I was "20-Uutan" before even I could :) <3 I'm happy (What will I do next year)
I was really happy to get birthday wishes from the members and my Hello! Project seniors T_T <3 Thank you very much!!
So, Now that I've become 20 years old......
First, I want to look back on today's birthday event!!!!
The MC was Jojo Gundan's Sawayaka Goro-san! *
He really followed up a lot...... T_T T_T
In the "BEYOOOOOKasouken no Onna" corner, Sawayaka Goro-san was playing the detective, and I really like how funny he is lolol Thank you very much!!
Setlist
Dance Myouban, Gyarakushii Gekijou de / Angerme
Live corner 1. Yokonaka Barairo / Berryz Koubou 2. Watashi ga Iu Mae ni Dakishimenakya Ne / Juice=Juice (First show) Kagami no Kuni no Hinekure Kuuin  / Angerme 3. Maji Good Chance Summer / Berryz Koubou 4. Silver no Ukedokei / Morning Musume 5. My Days for You / Mano Erina
That's it!! <3 :) <3 :) <3 :) <3
Why I chose these songs, what I was aware of when thinking about the dance choreography, I think that I'll blog about it tomorrow or so, in a "setlist commentary" *
Under the circumstances, I didn't think that I would be able to see all of you on the actual day of my birthday...... I was really happy when the event was announced, And it was really good to be able to see everyone's faces like this today :') <3
Of course, I properly received the cheer ball from those who couldn't come <3 :) <3 Thank yoUutan
This year too, I did a "BEYOOOOOKasouken no Onna" corner and I did a corner where I challenged Hello! Project spoken lines on your request
The lines were recruited from everyone but, I was a little bit embarrassed since there were lots that were the cute type :O (I'm speaking out)
Even though I'm aiming to be a cute mature girl LOLOLOL I did my best to be cute
How was it~?? LOL <3
And, as usual, this year too, the other 11 members of BEYOOOOONDS were suspects (I did this freely) I did a mystery solving corner, And this year, the difficulty went up, and there weren't really any scientific elements  lol It was hard
As always, truly, thank you to all of the members for your cooperation <3 :) <3 :) <3
I said I would look back on the event, but I'll continue this tomorrow Now that I've turned 20, I should write what I want to convey to everyone *
As soon as I turned 19, I was really busy until around February of 2020, and I was thankful, I was able to give a lot of good news to everyone, And there were my usual (?) surprises, too lolol One by one, everyone In BEYOOOOONDS has grown! And next, we'll go BEYOOOOONDS! I'm happy to be able to tell you that.
However, since around March, There hasn't been much good news, This isn't anyone's fault, It's unavoidable, since the number one thing to is keep everyone, and ourselves safe, Even so, everyone still pours their love into us as always, I had a lot of time where I was anxious, thinking about what I was doing, And, while staying at home for a long time, I had a lot more time to think about "myself."
The result of my thinking is, To begin with, I'm not a perfect person, And I have a part of me that is kind of negative so, From there, I started to think like this! And, I donèt like this part of myself, so I will change it! And, I want to be able to chare my studying and thoughts as I become who I want to be!
I thought that I would post about it on social media, And sometimes, I've shared those thoughts on my blog
As a result, after a period of self-restraint, I've gradually decided more and more about what I should put out there, and what I want to put out there, I was 19 years old when I decided the direction I want ot go in **
I've become 20, but I really don't feel that at all, So I can have more and more fun with everyone, I want to like her! I want to cheer for her, I'll do my best so you can think that *
And, I said it many times at today's event but, From now on too, I want to walk together with everyone. I want everyone to be happy!!!
You might not be able to be happy but, So you can have a little bit of happiness, joy, healing, and so on in your life, I want to be a person who can be close to that <3 :) <3
Also, also! It's important to value what you "like" and what is "cute"!!!! When I was a student, I couldn't cherish it, and I pretended not to see what I really did like and want to do, So from now on, using the long and long "adult" time, I want to become completely honest with what I "like" <3
I'll always, always "like!" everyone <3 :) <3
Thank you very much for my 19th year!! And, please work well with the 20 year old Satoyoshi Utano <3
I love everyone~ <3 :) <3 :) <3 :) <3 :) <3 Love
Well then! I'll do my best as a 20 year old, too! Okay! <3
See ya!
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chefskissbby · 6 years
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Learning/Growing
Hello again to whoever (might be no one, for all I know. HAHAHA) may be reading this!!! Wow, finally the torturous semester has ended and we actually have time to breathe!!!!! Year 1 of MCM was… an adventure? A learning experience, for sure (I mean obviously, we’re here to obtain an EDUCATION). I realised many things. To quote @kingkyliejenner (a few years late, but…),
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I learnt so much, not just in the academic context, but about myself as well. The point of this post is about one of the many things I realised over the course of the past year.
With reference to the infamous quote by dear Kylie — I, too, like many others, thought this a vapid and dumb statement made by an equally asinine airhead (which I now know she isn’t, because the woman obviously knows how to capitalise on her fame and family name — case in point, Kylie Cosmetics). Surprisingly, this ostensibly silly quote that brought about a myriad of memes, was what I found myself thinking of throughout 2017, whenever I would “realise” something. Maybe I’m more of a bimbo than I thought, for having this sentiment, but really — this “realising things” quote speaks nothing but the truth and one I found so relatable and undeserving of the ridicule it actually received.
And the thing I realised is: I care too much of others’ opinions of me. To be more specific, whether their opinions are positive or negative. But because there are so many aspects of myself in which I care about others’ perception of me, I shall focus on one of the most important (to me, at least. You’re probably going to laugh when you read on… like, where are my priorities, right?) one — my looks. Or rather, how I appear, on Instagram. As of now — or since whenever I started using Instagram, leading up to present time — I’ve only posted pictures in which I looked good (or decent, at least). For birthday dedications (when I do post one), I’d rather just post a picture of my friend if I don’t look good in our picture together, because I believe that posting a picture for him/her in which I look good and they don’t is quite mean and dumb since it’s their birthday. (Although I think “bday dedis” are stupid in general. It is a dumb social obligation that is in no way indicative of one’s relationship with the birthday girl/boy, if they do/don’t post a “dedi” for him/her hahaha) But I digress.
Many a time, I decided against posting photographs from an occasion or event that I really enjoyed and wanted to commemorate on social media because, um. Some moments you don’t want to just immortalise in photographs, but also on social media? IDK LOL. But I didn’t do up a post, because… well, just because I didn’t look good in the pictures. And it was Instagram. Where, societal norms have stealthily ingrained in our young, impressionable minds that we have to look good all the time. And us, naive, self-conscious fools (not that it’s stupid to have insecurities), having internalised this unspoken rule, abided by it faithfully. Or at least I did. Case in point, as aforementioned, earlier in the paragraph.
It’s not just the pressure of looking your best all the time, though. It’s also all the comments of appraisal one would receive whenever he or she posts pictures in which they look fabulous. Don’t get me wrong though, such comments are absolutely pleasant and welcome. (And I’ve been on the receiving end of many, which I am very much flattered by and thankful for!!!!! Y’all are kind people <3)
Why is that??? :-/ Up until my most recent post, I found the alternative — putting up pictures in which one did not look their absolute best — unthinkable. Before posting that, I sent it to my best friend (as I’ve always done), for advice/approval (yes, as dumb as that sounds. I mean, idk. Is it??? I don’t think I’m the only one who does this right….). She wasn’t really keen on how my face looked.. and I agreed. But I went on to post it anyway, because I really liked how my hair and legs looked in it. LOLOLOL. 
Also, said friend — whose identity is fairly obvious to those who know me well but shall remain anonymous anyway (as will all my friends who may or may not be mentioned in future posts because who knows what will happen to this blog? Whether it will take off or flop… it will remain on the Internet forever regardless and everyone knows the Internet, even with all its boons, is a scary place nonetheless. So) — is one of my biggest supporters ever and I love her so much but I really liked that picture so much I went on to ignore her advice which I’ve previously, steadfastly taken and followed, and posted it hahaha. All this while.. I dared not post any picture that she didn’t really think was nice because like I said, she’s my best friend and one of my biggest supporters ever. If even she doesn’t like it.. needless to say, neither will my followers, right? 
It was then, that I got an epiphany. Perhaps a really superficial one, to most of you. But to someone who really cares how she comes off to others (sad, but true), it was a life-changing one. HAHAHA. And it was that I should just post whatever I want, since it’s MY Instagram. Although that’s not to say I’ll start posting nonsense like selfies of me on the throne, or a blurry picture that I took just so I could rant about the rude stranger I bumped into IRL (as I am wont to do, on my other account). But just that I’ll start posting pictures of occasions/people worth commemorating/immortalising on social media. Hopefully, I’ll get better at this aspect of my life (caring what others think) (not that it’s BAD, per se, especially when it comes to stuff like academic matters because it’s always good to receive constructive criticism!!! From educators and peers and whatnot) with age, as with other things!!!
So… yeah. That’s my great big enlightenment. HAHAHAHA. OK lah not really, it’s just something I’ve been thinking about for a while now. Take it as you will!!! This post is by no means a PSA/preaching/my telling you what to think or do. It’s really my reflecting on how I’ve been dumb when it comes to my social media presence, and how I want to improve as an individual!!!!
Till the next time~~
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