#i wouldn't have been so mad

[humbuns]

how my enstars experience is going rn tbh

#i reached the stage where even seeing them makes me mad because i love them too much now lmao (especially tsumugi............) #i'm also going through it alone since none of my close friends like enstars so i have to bottle up my thoughts a lot 💀💀💀 #though it's fun to see how past fans reacted to things when i go looking at info abt songs and events #i would have missed so many things and wouldn't haven't been fed so well with content #doodles

[dreadfuldevotee]

No cuz I feel like the fact that yaz can fly the tardis by herself is something thats just breezed past! she spent 10 months properly studying a different (presumbaly newer and less Fucked tardis) and then next time we see her in the holloween apocalypse, shes co-piloting with a clear understanding of what to do. Plus, even offering the solution when the doctor stands and looks confused. And of course, in Potd, shes doing a ton of planet and time hoping all by herself with a great amount of precision.

#yes i said literally today that its great that yaz gets to go home and face her reality after so long with the doctor #but also i wouldn't have been mad if yaz had gotten her own tardis teehee #i just love yasmin khan you guys thats honestly the entire post bask her brilliance #doctor who #yaz khan #yasmin khan #char.txt

[lgbtlunaverse]

I don't think we talk about xiyao exes to lovers enough. I understand that in canon the "breakup" ended with death and imo it was never going to end any other way (I have a lot of feelings about how jgy is doomed from the start) but even in aus where survival is an option I barely ever see their full potential realized. The fact that there is this heartbreaking gap that is between them now, and yet that, despite it all, they can't stop loving each other. When you have drama this good, why is the conflict relegated to outside threats and we end up with little to no exploration of internal strife, of the fact that these guys have been living a domestic lie for a decade (I cannot stress this enough, the amount of parralels between xiyao and jgy's marriage to qin su are staggering.)

And let me be clear I will NEVER begrudge anyone their hurt/comfort and wanting their faves who are denied happiness and peace at every turn to find it. god knows I need that sometimes. Or even the less healthy but so emotionally devastating fics where the caring isn't good, and it doesn't fix anything- might only make things worse, actually- and xichen ends up recreating his father's fate. I love all of those things. But. Man. This divorce was over 11 years in the making it should take AT LEAST that long to resolve. What do you do when the person you trusted the most lied to you for years? What do you do when the only person who's ever believed in you loses that faith so completely they'd hurt you over a lie without hesitation? I need me some xiyao who try to get over each other for 20 years and fail. I need them to meet after not seeing each other for years and have it hurt like no time has passed at all. I need arguments where no one raises their voice but that feel like a screaming match anyway. Do you see my vision?? Do you see what we could have?

(if fics that do exacly this are out there, recs are of course welcome)

#mdzs #meng yao #xiyao #lan xichen #jin guangyao #rs: i wish it could've been you #this might make some people really mad #at the idea that jgy has any right to have grievances with xichen but uh... #i'm not interested in arguing with jgy antis. go scream at a wall #or a different camp who DO like xiyao but who are like 'but xichen was lied to jgy wouldn't blame him' #the fact that it was a lie makes it WORSE you guys know that right? #some of you have never been the proverbial boy who cried wolf #and had people assume everything you say is a lie because you've lied in the past #and good for you! You SHOULD be honest with those you love i'm very happy for all of you #but also. lmao. you have no idea how that feels. #i have read aus where they break up and get back together of course #but i always end up feeling like people see the conflict as an obstacle? a thing to get past so we can get them back together #and not.. you know. the most interesting part. the selling point #I think in a slightly lower stakes au xiyao should wait a few years get back together because they love each other and then break up AGAIN #when they realize that the old relationship they had with that easy trust is gone forever. love isn't enough to bring that back #you can build something new. including a new kind of trust just as potent. but that old easy kind is gone. #and i think they should try to get it back because it was the best thing they ever had #and get fucked up about it when they realize they can't #and it should take them well over a decade to mourn it until they're ready to let it go and try to make something new of it #PLEASE let me talk about the xichen qin su parralels please let me talk about how rusong is nmj-coded #not in personality but in the function he has narratively as someone that can never stop haunting jgy. #the fact that nmj's death and rusong's birth were likely extremely close to each other timeline wise LET'S TALK ABOUT IT

[damnation-if]

Hi, I just played the demo and I loved it! I was wondering if you could give us an estimate of when the next update is coming?👉👈 (Or link a relevant post, if you already talked about and I just didn't scroll down far enough to see it 😆)

Also, I wanted to check, can you be in a romantic relationship with more than one character, and not just a sexual one? Because I might be in love with every single character in this game 🤭

hi, thank you! i'm glad you're enjoying the game :) i've answered the question about romancing multiple characters a couple of times in a couple of different asks but the posts all kind of link back to each other so you should be able to find all the info by. following the various links in each ask i think, starting here XD

i'm going to put the answer to your other question under a cut because some of it is quite emotional for me

i did Sort Of talk about this at the time when it happened, by which i mean that rather than making a post, i talked about it in the tags of an unrelated post i was using to distract myself (i think it was character playlists and how i'm not sure if it's a good idea to do them or not if i recall), but earlier this year while i was already going through a really rough time, my laptop died and i lost a lot of work on the game.

i knew my laptop was old and that this was possibly approaching so i made regular backups and the good news is that because i write in a separate word document and keep backups of those also i didn't actually lose any Writing. however. my twine has a problem in that every second or third game file that i publish from the build is Haunted - it contains passages i removed weeks ago, or writing that i deleted long before publishing it, that kind of weird annoying shit. (other authors have seen my files do this lmfao) and i just have to hope that the backups i make either won't be needed or aren't haunted. anyway... because hope is futile, the last backup i made was indeed haunted, and utterly useless to me as a recovery file. because it's just twine, i still have all the writing, as i mentioned... but i would have to re-code the entire chapter and put it all back together again because of how much the file did not export, which is a complicated and daunting process.

so i made a rambling explanation of this in the tags of a post and decided to take maybe a couple of days off and cool down from this specific disaster before getting into it.

i wake up the next morning to find the IF community absolutely plastered all over with Helpful Informative PSA posts about how Silly it is not to make backups and how if you just make backups you'll never have problems again and you should know better than to not make backups.

now. i'm not a catastrophist. i know for a fact that nobody was making or spreading these posts out of cruelty or a desire to make me feel bad. i also know that it's not particularly realistic to expect people who don't even know me to hunt down the source of a piece of hearsay that's like "i heard from someone that someone said that an author lost a bunch of their files and is really upset about it" to find out what the situation is and whether or not it's what they imagine. i don't even think the vast majority of people knew who it was that was the author involved, or who i am either.

but to already be going through an extremely stressful time and then lose my laptop on top of that and then be obliquely referenced by people i thought of as my peers as kind of just a big silly bumbling goose who didn't know how to manage my files and a "don't be like this person" attitude really, really hurt me. i can't express just how deeply it hurt me. one particular author was openly laughing at me and saying it was my own fault for being too stupid to make backups using a certain twine peripheral program.

so. there was a period of time where i could have found the motivation to just restart the whole chapter myself and re-code it in a frenzy because i wanted to get right back into writing it because. like a lot of authors, i LOVE writing. that's why i do this even when it's difficult. but that potential recovery was sandblasted away by the reactions of people that i thought of as my colleagues in some sense (even though i understand that they didn't do it with bad intentions, in most cases). and i hope people can understand that it greatly lengthened the amount of time i needed to spend away from the game recovering emotionally, despite being a Very Small issue to most people. i'm literally upset again just typing out this answer lmfao

however one other small piece of good news is that my laptop seemingly just lost the ability to turn itself on (because of its age) so i Think the hard drive is intact. meaning that i think i can get someone to pull all the files off it and just have them back fine once i do. the other piece of bad news is that my life is a trainwreck! and i cannot afford that right now. which is why i sort of pivoted to writing the 2000 follower celebration sidegame as a way to enjoy myself while i hurtle through hell sdjgbdfhfdgh

shortly after this thing with the laptop the house i was living in was sold out from underneath me, even though it wasn't supposed to be, and i had to find somewhere to live with my 18 year old cat, but the city i lived in had zero places that would allow cats (they're totally fine with Dogs though of course) so i had to move to an entirely new city on my own while worrying about her health. and right now i spend every fortnight desperately trying to scrape together enough to survive the next fortnight. there were entire months where i had no access to internet! it's been pretty Bad!!

so i get that people really want updates, and i'm really flattered that people do and it makes me happy that people like the game so much. but i am currently expending so much time and energy trying not to die lmfao, and i need to save up the money to get my files back around that. i truly cannot tell you when the next update will be, but i promise you that it Haunts me, probably more than you can imagine XD the sidegame will Definitely come out before it though, if that's something you're looking forward to.

thank you again for your message, and i'm sorry that i don't have good news for you. but i am trying, constantly. every day.

#what does the chaos mirror see #eternal-flame #i hope it doesn't come across like i'm mad about this question because i'm not<3 #it's just that my life is really terrible! and i constantly feel tense and upset about it! lmfao #i was SO nervous when i published the game for the first time that the build i published would be a haunted one lmfao #literally combing through every single accessible passage with a magnifying glass to make sure it wasn't #would it have been better to get the haunting out of the way with publishing the game or keep it for this backup problem?? i don't know #wish it just wouldn't do it i guess. but then again i haven't noticed it as a problem since getting my new laptop #so hopefully i won't have to worry about it in future #hurgh... still not over this properly i guess lmao

[mav-the-artist]

"I shall be the instrument of Armageddon."

#My art #Madness Combat #Madness Day 2023 #Madness Day #Jebus #Jebediah Christoff #Jeb #HAPPY MADNESS DAY YALL #I've been in the fandom since 2021 but I finally am participating for Madness Day this year!!!! :D #This fandom is such a tight knit community and I love being in it #I also made some great friends (u kno who u are ^^) #(Who have also been huge inspirations to improve my art skills tremendously) #Like seriously I wouldn't be where I'm at now without all these awesome art peeps #I never got so involved in a franchise before this one...I love this fandom SO MUCH #(shoutout to beemer - azazel - shroomoid - sienna - norskasai distressedwalnut - greeny - pestgremlin) #(SURGE - Dottie - Jackie Draws - TinyCatOwl - Doc - EVERYONE ON FRIENDS SERVER YALL KNOW THE ONE!!!) #(MORE SHOUTOUTS - 2bhankfan - Forest-wolfie - sealed-valkyria - outcast-shadow - aokicyber - ur-m0nster - zepumpkineater and krinkels!!!) #(and everyone in the MPN team/voice actors/etc!!!) #YALL ARE SO FUCKING COOL!!! #Ok I'm done now enjoy Jebus being a fucking badass

[squiremaximus]

WILLOW | 1.06 “Prisoners of Skellin”

#willow #kit tanthalos #thraxus boorman #willowedit #fantasyedit #tvarchive #smallscreensource #filmtvcentral #.gif #willow spoilers #i don't believe allagash OR boorman has told the truth about what happened #but i do believe that a. allagash was right when he said mads thought of boorman like a son #and b. that boorman does regret whatever happened #but he was young and probably Very scared and it's just so sad how he clings to the cuirass bc. he believes madmartigan died for it. #and if he could just Get It then that 'death' wouldn't have been for nothing #he hides behind his sarcasm and acts like he's just greedy but I Know The Truth boorman #q

[the-acid-pear]

Yesterday I was replaying Deltarune and I was going really insane about it picking up on things I missed on my first playthrough and something that fucked me up hard was this line here

The little ellipsis at the end, almost like you can hear the regret on their voice. Voice of an ad who is realizing maybe they fucked up on this one. But it also made me think of... The possibility of this being a reaction to Spamton's actions.

Because I don't think this was an automatic thing, I feel like their drifting off was gradual. Sure, their jealousy had won them over (I'd have killed the guy or myself if I was them so I don't even blame them) but Spamton was too getting busier and busier the more famous he got, and as they say, that never stopped. He only kept getting bigger, until it all came crashing down. And when it did it was one of them who tried to go find him, after all that.

But I digress, let's focus on the original quote from my favorite sigma enby themselves, Pink Addison. There's obviously not only the regret to it, but feeling like they were abandoned too. Both parties lost a lot and the real tragedy is just how easily it could've have been avoided! Or rather, how beyond their control it was...

But I'll get off topic if I keep speaking so I'll leave it at that. The sheer tragedy that there is to everyone involved just makes me insane. Like I said in a post previous to this; you cannot trace down a good guy or a bad guy in this tale, it's just desperate people taking awful decisions and living to regret their actions.

#luly talks #makes you wonder too like #THIS IS GOING ON THE TAGS BC IM JUMPING THE GUN TOO HARD #but after Pink says rhat they follw by saying ''even so he only got more and more successful'' and its making me FEEL something alright #that EVEN SO. like. were they expecting for him to... stop? to slow down? to give up his overwhelming fame to get them back? #there's so many things i just can't say because we know very little of the addisons and big shot era spamton #we dont even know if they were aware this is how he ended. we dont even know if Spamton tried to go back to them or if he totally refused to #it makes me sick it makes me insane i want to grab these colorful things and squish then on my palm #there's a lot of What Ifs but i think the answer wouldn't even matter because nothing could change anymore #its sososososososoooooo sad #like i see fandom woobify Spamton a lot and i HATE that sure he went thru a lot but he's a grown ass desperate man #he's not a poor uwu cinnamon roll he's insane and he's an asshole and he's a nuanced tragic character #and so are these motherfuckers!!!!!! #btw i originally had a paragraph about how mad I'd have been if i was an Addison but i ended up rewriting the whole post LMAO #anyway. yeah. it just makes me insane. #deltarune #Spamton #addisons

[vryfmi]

one day twitter's side of fandom will learn not to repost other people's art without permission

#im so tired of twitter/x #im this close to setting my twt account to private or deleting it completely #this trend of “credit goes to pinterest” when reposting fanart makes me fed up with fandom as a whole #and i know there are like. 5-10 accs max but everyone else that encourages this behavior by not calling it out don't help either #i thought that it subsided as of late. how wrong i was #disappointed but not surprised #and i wouldn't have been that mad if my comments were not ignored by said people. when im the artist of reposted work #lockwood and co #l&co #.mypost

[ch0kehold-ch3rry-pyth0n]

But fr your handle looks like a png??? If that makes sense.??? Chanya eat bricks /j

I know and I don't like it.

But hey, anything is better than the alternative option he gave me. I wouldn't be caught dead with the handle "I_Love_Jamil_Viper" or whatever it was.

#ask spirit #no but I was talking about this in a gc and apparently my bud Idia saw the post before Che'nya did and just couldn't think of anything funny #It could've been significantly less batshit insane and I'm so mad abt that #or more batshit insane #I wouldn't have known and I never will

[theinfinitedivides]

hey quick question how do you have Shah Rukh up for Best Actor in the Filmfares this year TWICE (once for Dunki, once for Jawan) and then do a 180 and pick Ranbir bc he starred in Animal and that f*cker literally just dropped in let me see. December or some sh*t like that. what kind of advanced era of nepotism has Bollywood entered into

#shah rukh khan #srk #ranbir kapoor #filmfare awards #bollywood #i mean. Vicky won supporting actor for Dunki that's great ig but what the f*ck actually. what do you mean Ranbir for best actor #for Animal does Shah Rukh and his dual roles and his ability to emote past the CGI mean nothing to you. are you f*ckers insane #i wouldn't be so mad if Ranveer had won instead for RARKPK. Alia won for Best Actress (ok. Deepika or Rani or Taapsee would have #been my choice but ok.) so Ranveer could have gotten something but no. Ranbir. manchild of the industry. for Animal. that misogynistic #train wreck of a film #and it gets worse. Pritam best music director for Animal. (Jawan and Dunki and Pathaan scream out in protest) #Bhupinder Babbal for best playback singer for Animal. (to be fair Arjun Vailly is a strong contender but Sonu and Dunki were robbed) #at least Shilpa and Besharam Rang came through for Pathaan in best female playback singer but i cannot comprehend the #popular choice awards for anything else. insane insane INSANE behavior that's all i can say

[sockeyesoren]

Who let the dogs out

#alex g #crywank #saint bernard #sign crushes motorist #birth day #I think I'm funny #not a dog person but these guys got my back #I've been listening to trick a lot for the past few months #It's such a shame winner isn't on spotify #sometimes is so good #I wait for you as well that song has me ripping my heart out #((but that didn't have a dog as cover so it wouldn't fit #boyhood is also such a good album #perfect for rotting in bed #I've been surprisingly better the last week #given the circumstances #maybe the thought that summer break is just around the corner gives me the will to actually push through #seeing friends helps too #anyway i don't know I'm just saying things at this point #I'm still mad at everyone #but less so #no not less so #it's not taking me over that's more what I mean #yes #okay bye #ignore this close your eyes actually #gossip from the salmon runs #anyway if you like these artists I recommend #fairies in our house #and blue smiley

[archduke-enver-gortash]

based on the latest patch stuff & larian's twitter answers i am assuming that they pulled some bullshit that will force me to scrap everything i'm gonna anxiously chew the skin off my lips until the update is released but i feel it in my bones it was nice knowing y'all 🫡

#i complained enough about this but. if this was really your creative vision and not an attempt at fanservice for the loudest masses it would #/SHOULD have been in the game since release. and then i wouldn't have made this story in the first place #and i wouldn't be so crushed about having to scrap my favourite creative project ever :') #literally all i want is for my interpretation to be good and actually make sense within the lore #bit sure just change it after release fuck people like me amirite #also. nothing against the people who are happy about this. i am mad at larian and larian only for this. love y'all

[uranium-city]

guys i really hate to say it but Abe's kind of been the highlight of the last two episodes for me & feels most in character to his S1 counterpart when compared to the other main characters 😭

ALSO him & Joan had more genuine chemistry in the one hospital scene than JFK & Joan have had all season & as a member of the JoanFK nation i am frustrated

#also why has his relationship with cleo not been mentioned once this season at all #i'm assuming they just?? broke up off screen?? but you're telling me Cleo wouldn't flip over her nerdy unpopular bf leaving her for JOAN?? #there's so much story potential there do the writers just hate Cleo or something why is she getting sidelined so hard #like is this just never gonna be addressed it was such a huge plot point in season 1 i feel like i'm going mad #& also for clarification i'm not trying to act like Abe & Joan's first scene at the hospital was inherently romantic in anyway all Im sayin #is that the two actually had a genuinely sweet & heartfelt one on one moment where Joan & JFK have pretty much just been “haha sex” “hahaha #open mouth kissing haha" & surface level cutesy flirting this entire season 😭. Like the reason i liked S1 JoanFK so much was because of the #genuinely heartfelt moment they had at the end of the season like where is that why has their relationship been watered down to #open mouth kissing & “look at how perfect & cute & happy they are hahaa they also make out a lot” it feels so forced imo 😭 #also also does anyone else feel like JFK has been pretty out of character this season #sorry if it seems like I'm being unfair I'm only being so harsh because I really really like this show & I want S2 to live up the the #original so bad & I KNOW it has the potential to do so. it's just a lot of decisions being made so far... I'm not really a fan #clone high

[couragehopelovefaith]

Whether you see them platonically or ship them romantically, I absolutely love how collectively pissed the TVD-fandom seems to be about how the writers handled the relationship between Stefan and Bonnie in the later seasons, especially during season 8. They both deserved so much better than they got in the end, both as individuals and as a duo.

#bonenzo and stelena will always be my main TVD-OTPs #but I definitely wouldn't have been mad if Stefonnie had developed into something more at some point #on the other hand I love their friendship #anyway my point is that their dynamic is so damn interesting #we deserved more content with them #but the further the show went on the less scenes they had :( #stefan salvatore #bonnie bennett #stefonnie #the vampire diaries #TVD

[shima-draws]

Saw your tags and omg HARD AGREE. Dragon Cry is SO bad nfkanmdsa

ME AND YOU SHAKING HANDS

Actually yes thanks for giving me the excuse to rant. Hold on. I'm typing furiously rn.

-Okay first of all they gave us the most ridiculously confusing plot I've ever seen. The twist with Sonya being Animus was kinda cool but they never really. Explained why she had a bond with him? She mentioned he used to be kindhearted at some point but we never see that literally ever at any point in the movie?

-The storyline is so all over the place it's a HOT mess. Especially the scene right after Natsu escapes the weird bird cage thing he runs off to find the others and suddenly they're all there? For some reason? Where did they come from. Why didn't they have a little reuniting scene. I literally rewound the movie to make sure I didn't accidentally skip a scene but nope they just made the most awkward cut/story progression in history I guess!!!

-The fanservice was so. SO bad. Like yeah the majority of the time I can at least tolerate it but this time it just made me extremely uncomfortable. Why are Erza and Lucy's boobs SO fucking large. Why did they have to make Lucy dance in like two strips of cloth. I thought I woke up in an alternate universe where Fairy Tail was a hentai. I genuinely wanted to vomit lmao

-The animation style really threw me off like I can tell it was either animated by a different studio or they wanted to try a different art style for the movie? But it just felt wrong and the proportions and faces were weird and. Yeah idk.

-What was up with the Three Stars?? Iirc we never got to learn their names or what their motivations were they were literally just. There. And they were built up to be these super powerful wizards only to get their asses kicked by FT like two scenes later. I get that being a movie obviously the fights had to be shortened but they literally did the same thing in Phoenix Priestess but WAY better. They really were like yeah uh we need some enemies for Team Natsu to fight let's just go with these guys and not give them any personality or backstory or motivations. (Except for the doll dad he was okay I guess)

-WHY WAS LEVY THERE. LITERALLY. ACTUALLY. She literally did nothing she served NO purpose in the movie she was just there?? Did they just want to shove in as many cameos as possible??? I know generally Levy isn't much of a fighter which is fine, I was kinda expecting them to do a Gajevy scene where Gajeel rescues her from some soldiers or smth which would have been fine but they didn't even do that. She literally just stood there and had like 2 voice lines. GO GIRL GIVE US NOTHING

-SPEAKING OF CAMEOS this is more personal beef than anything but man WHYYY wasn't Loke in the movie,, my boy my beloved my stupid idiot lion I'm so mad he wasn't even onscreen for like, 5 seconds

-I'm sorry but Juvia was so unhinged this movie her possessive/stalker behavior over Gray was actually super fucking creepy lmao

-What did they do to Happy. What the FUCK did they do to Happy

THEY MASSACRED MY BOY. LOOK AT HIM. HE'S GOT ANXIETY

-ALSO the scene where Happy and Lucy were crying over Natsu and we got tons of flashbacks from his POV of people who are important to him? WHY THE FUCK WASN'T HAPPY THERE?? They literally showed everyone from Fairy Tail precious to Natsu except Happy and I'm just sitting here like. HELLO?? You are SO wrong for that

-I will say I DID enjoy the little Nalu teasers we got especially the scene where Natsu showed Lucy the stars 🤧

But yeah I was here for this and this only:

The Nalu + Happy family bonding moments made it OKAY

Anyway sorry rant over. Dragon Cry bad. Natsu's brief moment of looking half dragon was a super sexy character design choice but the buildup is not worth it imo

#God damn it I just *clenches fists* hate Fairy Tail. That's a lie I love Fairy Tail. #Which is why I'm so mad this movie did it dirty #Shima answers questions #Phoenix Priestess was so good especially in comparison to this...... #Ughhh this movie could have been FANTASTIC if they'd actually written it better #Anyway it wasn't AWFUL it was standard as far as anime films go. But I definitely wouldn't recommend #And I'm definitely not going to watch it a second time lmao #Long post #SORRY IDK WHAT TO TAG THIS. ASK TO TAG. I don't want to put my negative ramblings in the tags #Negative #I GUESS?? IDK #Fairy Tail #FT #Nalu #Fairy Tail Dragon Cry

[letmetellyouaboutmyfeels]

Fic Status 2: Electric Boogaloo

Now that I’ve finished my Halloween fics (a moment of silence for the official death of my sanity) I decided to make a new pinned post just to keep people updated on my writing.

I am now including my original novels on this list because it's my list and I do what I want.

AND THE DESCENTS INTO MADNESS PROJECTS ARE:

Original Works:

Finish revising Horsemen: Pestilence and send to my beta editor. - FINISHED

Revise Brand of a Witch and send to other editor so she can feed it to her younger sister like watching one of those camper trash cans be tested by the bears at the bear sanctuary. - FINISHED

Finish the first draft of A Masque of Shadows (chapters currently being shared with my patrons on Patreon then posted a week later on Ao3). - FINISHED

Xedgin Fanfiction:

Alexa, Play "I Won't Say I'm in Love" from Hercules - 25k written, oh god, h e l p - FINISHED

Established Relationship Dungeon Crawl from Hell - 8k written, don't ask

Monsterfucking PWP - FINISHED

Buddie Fanfiction:

Fast & Furious AU - in progress, 3k written

Platonic Sugar Baby AU (blame @catdadeddie for this one)

Star Trek AU (blame @extasiswings and Strange New Worlds for this one)

Feel free to send me asks about my original novels by the way, if that's something you guys are into. I love talking about absolutely unhinged war criminal queer women my lovely precious protagonists. I promise, none of them bite.

All right fine Matthias and Frisco don't bite, the rest of them do.

Okay, public accountability out of the way, off into the ether I go again. Mwah.

#mads writes stuff #I made a promise to myself I wouldn't write anymore fic until the new year #so I can work on these original projects #and I'll be honest the Xedgin stuff is gonna come before the Buddie stuff #partially because my Xedgin readers have been patiently waiting for so long #partially because those are closer to being finished