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#i wouldn't mind ppl talking to me about this if they have something to share
komfortably-numb-me · 2 days ago
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Going to start clearing my thoughts so that it doesn't build into a toxic explosion.
Here's what I can't seem to shake. I dealt with this neighbor for 2 years.
All year I put up with communication issues. First she would text me back once a month and it was never in response to what I said. After we talked about it, she began texting more frequently asking to hang out. Anytime I would try to make plans she wouldn't respond/gave the runnaround. So I stopped. She would text me making me feel bad anytime she wasn't invited to something. So I started inviting her to things, never got back to me. So I stopped.
Second issue,anytime my husband or I would run into her she would talk nonstop and never let us get a word in. She would always make comments about how her husband doesn't feel comfortable around us because our son was developing differently from hers (our sons are the same age and her son had multiple issues since birth which caused delays in his development). Also anytime I mentioned buying a house she would make negative comments.
One day we ran into her after day drinking at the lake. I was super excited to share that we were talking to a realtor and looking into buying a house. And every thing I shared she had a negative comment about. She was also cutting me off frequently. I was tired, pretty tipsy and had quite enough of her negative comments and talking over me and couldn't get her to stop talking. So I just walked in. I reacted in the moment and yes it was rude. I later owned my mistake and apologized.
A few days later it's our son's birthday. She brought her whole family over exactly at the time the party was starting to give us our sons gift and tell us they aren't coming. She played the victim and stated its cause she doesn't want to ruin our sons special day.
Later they moved, ironically for buying a house. My husband and I decided to just quietly cut them off. For a few months she would message me frequently asking why aren't we eager to see their new house. My husband and I decided this is the absolute last time we attempt to make plans, which is to see their new house. I put up with another month of the run arounds, similar to what happened over the summer. After not getting a reply the day we were finally supposed to meet I just stopped talking to her.
I tried to clear my mind of negative thoughts about her recently by just shooting a friendly message wishing them well and asking how things were going. We went back and forth 1 time then she stopped responding. And was later blowing up social media.
So why would I put up with a "friend" like this? Is what I'm asking myself now as I finally hit the unfriend, unfollow, and delete # button almost a year and half later.
I think I just always felt bad for her. She would talk about how much friends would blow her off, stop speaking to her or would treat her bad. I wanted be the one positive friend in her life. She did so well at masking anything she did wrong as good intentions and ilanyone who had a problem was just purposely looking for the negatives but she was always acting on good intentions.
I finally realized how toxic she was and honestly she's not a nice person. She was very rude, had no social etiquette,and bad at communicating. Above all else, she intentionally made her whole family blow off an important day to us over a small issue between her and I. If there was a problem, I was always treated as the bad guy and I felt like I had to walk on eggshells with her and heavily sugar coat everything. I have never had someone get under my skin as bad as her. Like the littlest things she would say would urk me to the core. Or little things she would do would have us frustrated for days. Finally I realized she's not the victim and she just acts extra emotional to make ppl feel bad for ever having a problem.
I may have made one mistake, and maybe to her a made a few that I'm not aware of. But she has made several repeated mistakes that she has been made aware of. So I gotta stop letting her make me feel like the bad guy. Cut her off and focus in the positives!
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hi hi libra bestie <3 here to send you my birth chart for the ateez astrology ship, hope you have fun making it <3
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Hey hey hey hey sag bestie welcome welcome welcome [opens the door wide open for you to come in] it's good to see you again but on the other side. As you can tell, I took my time with this and it was SOOOO much fun to do, and it has helped me understand new placements and aspects so YAY, please take a Seat I have many things to talk abt w you 😳😳 ((P.s : this is all over the place))
I ship you with *DRUM ROLL*
HONGJOONG :
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from the very first glances at your chart, I thought you had a compatible chart with hongjoong. Basic right? That's what I thought too, as I also thought that once I get into your chart the thoughts of hongjoong will disappear ( spoiler : they didn't 😟) . You guys share rising signs so I was wondering if anyone have told you before that you remind them of hongjoong ? You radiate the same energy as him in a less intense way
Both scorpio venuses do well together imo, you're both intense and will understand that abt eachother ( I remember reading this observation of someone saying their scorpio venus sister got married to ANOTHER scorpio venus who has his sun in scorpio and the person who wrote the observation was like " their wedding was so intense ppl were crying left and right andd he literally said during his speach" I didn't say much but she knows that I'm saying million things on the inside" and I immediately thought " OK SO, HONGJOONG" akskdkvkvkv ) . There's also this theory that you like ppl who has your mars sign as their venus sign (your mars sign : scorpio, hongjoong's venus sign : scorpio. Theory approved ig 😳💯) . You two are always expanding your minds, always learning stuff and putting out questions..and YOU, our sagittarius sun in 5H queen, have all the answers, hongjoong as a sagittarius mercury would really appreciate/admire you for it. Your aquarius moon probably adores his gemini moon (as it will probably get rid of some of the detachment and anxiety caused by your moon placement) . You both are emotionally intense and have alot going on their and struggle to commit because you're afraid of overwhelming the other person (also, I remember you asking someone on here on why you attract alot of cancers. Maybe it's because of your cancer in 12H?).dancing couple !!!! me thinks and you're probably a better dancer than he is 😼😼. You guys are what ppl would call a powerful couple!. You hold just as much power as he holds and that's what's up.
Q : do you by any chance feel like you have the same music taste as him? Do you have a specific type of music you like to listen to? I'm not quite sure, that's why I'm asking. But I get the feeling that you guys would also be music buddies :((
Pls talk me through this and give me your feedback. I feel like I'm forgetting something so maybe with your feedbacks I can correct myself or remember few other things I might be missing
NOW. because of the last point I mentioned above (struggle with commitment) . I thought hongjoong isn't exactly the answer. And we need to have another choice that will help us SOOOOOOO.....
SEONGHWA :
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If it wasn't for his aquarius venus that would understand your aquarius moon in a way and for his aries sun. I wouldn't even think of him as someone to ship you with tbh. I thought he'd be overwhelming. THEN I decided to check his birthchart since now we know his rising and how the houses are set and all of that. And I'm so glad I did !!
You guys are similar in a way and it's because of the houses in his chart and how they're set.
Seonghwa has his moon in the 12H which is similar to your cancer 12H.He, also is scared of how emotionally intense he could be and won't show his emotions to everyone. But with the nature of his moon placement,he'll help YOU get comfortable with your feelings and help you open up about them ( just like he helped hongjoong throughout the years of their friendship). With his venus in aquarius, he'll understand your aquarius moon and vice versa. Not only that but also, since his venus is in the 8H ( a house ruled by scorpio) he'll be able to provide you the emotional intimacy you want as a scorpio venus&mars and vice versa ( he craves intensity, possessiveness and a meaning full connection 😟). You'll also help HIM take care of his health since he might not take it seriously ( considering his sagittarius in the 6H).. YOU, who has their capricorn in the 6H,you seem serious about your health and wellbeing so you'll help seonghwa take care of his health as well since he's your beloved and you care about him :((
This is all I have for now sagittarius bestie, I feel like I'm missing lots of points which is why your feedback will be important.I might come back in here and add more lil things if you want me to. I also want to say that my favorite placement in your chat is the leo ascendant ( 🧚🏻‍♂️funfact abt me 🧚🏻‍♂️ : I'm a leo enthusiast. I admire anything leo touches and think that it's the greatest 🤲🏻).it's everything..and your jupiter placement as well.. Woahhhhhhh😩💌💌💌💌💌)
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malortsev · 3 months ago
I mean hthaze also said that obvs larry isn't true and it's all just good fun and he wouldn't want rumours to make harry or louis not want to sing a song (I think he specifically talked about 18) anymore bc of the connotations soo... I just hate when ppl say larry stuff and everyone gets excited and then they backtrack immediately and say it's just fun like I'm sure he meant no harm but it just feels very belittling to me to hype up ppl and then when they're excited that you share their perspectives etc you're like 'haha no it's not real' and then also bring up the larries destroyed their friendship/larries makw them uncomfortable narrative
ok so i don’t think i’ve watched these videos so idk what exactly they said but u know... outsiders are going to take it lightly. i dont think there’s anything wrong with that. just roll ur eyes and move on babe it’s honestly not worth ur time to be upset about something like that. these ppl don’t know the ins and outs of things the way we’ve known for years so getting upset is pointless, esp when there’s nothing u can do to change their minds. i think ppl commenting larry shit in youtube comments is obnoxious bc the ppl making videos dont rlly... have context. and they don’t care enough to look it up, u know? best to leave it alone and let them say whatever they want and move on
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todomitoukei · 4 months ago
Ppl really took the "Rei wanted more kids" too seriously and literally. As if the situation and Endeavor's level of obsession have always been the same? As if she still couldn't wish her child wouldn't be alone? People claiming that the kids have tunnel vision in regards to their abuse, yet take a single chapter's word for it that He Was Acutally A Nice Guy because he didn't IMMEDIATELY start abusing his family is like. What. It's like they were just waiting for it
Some people really do take the wrong things too literal. Also, I don’t really see the problem with Shouto or Dabi being biased because like... yes, a victim is going to have their own view on the situation but that is absolutely valid.
I’m just going to expand on this a bit here because the other anon send me two more lengthy asks that I’m not interested in sharing so I’ll just sum up my view on the matter here:
My problems with that whole discussion is mainly that
a) it’s a fictional story and so while yes, we can take reality into account for this, you can’t always use how something works in the real world and expect it to be the same way in a fictional story. Horikoshi decides how he writes this, so even if Rei’s parents aren’t helping her, it might just be that Horikoshi doesn’t want to include them in the story because they aren’t relevant and therefore leaves them out. Is that good for a thorough analysis? Absolutely not. But that’s something you sometimes just gotta keep in mind and
b) I just... don’t like when there is a conversation talking about an abuser and then people shift the conversation away from the abuser and rather talk about other people that could’ve done something but didn’t. This isn’t to say that we shouldn’t talk about that, just that it feels like whenever anyone brings up Endeavor and what he’s done to his family, people bring up all kinds of other stuff to focus on instead.
Just let us have one conversation where we can say: Endeavor = bad; without people being all “but look at it from this perspective”
c) a common response is also that anyone who criticizes Endeavor comes from an abusive background, instead of looking at it from a law/mental health perspective. I’m generally not bringing up laws because, again: it’s a fictional story, all we can do is assume that the laws in the story are similar to the laws currently in place in Japan. But the bnha society is different from the real world (with quirks and heroes etc) so it’s difficult to make any proper arguments with that in mind. Aside from that, I’m not sure what the problem is looking at an issue like this from the perspective of the victims?
Either way, yes, several people can be to blame but the story focuses on the fact that Endeavor is the one his victims blame (rightfully so) and he is the one that started all of this.
And people can disagree with that just... maybe in their own posts instead of trying to argue with me on my opinions?
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necr0misis · 4 months ago
Hi! May I have a romantic heaven box BNHA matchup, please? :)
I'm Flo, a 19 years old bisexual girl.
Appearance: I'm 164 cm(~5'3) tall, with slim, kinda athletic body. I have medium long brown hair and same coloured deer-eyes(probably most attractive part on me), I also wear eyesglasses. I have thin mouth unfortunately. Also, I have a tiny little scar above my right eyebrow(I opened our car's door on my head years ago lolol), it's barely visible. I'm vain and always dress like a lady: so dresses and skirts, I have a classy, elegant or cute style, depends on my daily outfit. I wear light makeup, but not all the time.
Personality: Ambiverted, Virgo with Leo ascendant and Pisces moon. Slytherpuff. Needless to say, these already represent how confusingly dual my personality is. My behaviour constatntly changes, depending on who I am with: I try to sell myself, being two-faced, wearing a mask(sometimes I appear to be talkative, other times full-stoic), but to people I really do love, I'm quite blunt. Most of the time I'm caring and relatively kind person(but can be an asshole&harsh if tired emotionally). Highly critical, opinionated and rational-thinker, and I usually analyze everything: movies, books, other people, myself. HATE small talk, I always want to talk about some deep shit, sharing my opinions, thougts(only if you ask for it). Enjoy debating. Also, I'm the REALLY clumsy, like clumsy af and I have an invincible talent in getting myself into the most embarrassing, cringe situations. Hate appearing to be weak or crying in front of others(I never do), and generally I can get melancolic and depressed easily. I don't really trust even my loved ones, I always hide my deepest emotional(or whatever) issues, I just can't stand the fact being emotionally vulnerable. Also, I bottle up feelings well. But I can be soft sometimes which suprises people. One of my best friends said, I am suprising, always doing something unpredicted. Additionally, I stress over something all the time. About my humour, it's kinda ironic, dark, morbid, troll-ish; roasting, teasing people 24/7. Don't worry, despite my sometimes serious act, I can be a total dumb idiot. Selfish, vain, lazy,  snobbish hahah. Quite liberal, and I almost never judge people, I mind my own buisness. When I can talk about something I love or just sharing my opinion, I am passionate and be ready for a LONG rambling. Oh, I love alcohol and going out with friends, also I smoke those occassions. Plus, I have god-like hands, everyone told me that I could earn money bc of my massaging skills(I just know by instict how to touch people lol). Oh, and I daydream and zone out a lot. I love going out and drink alcohol with my friends(and sometimes somoke too), the drunken me can be a real asshole, but also hugs out of the blue, I get softer. Oh, and I curse fucking much, I have a disgustingly flithy mouth, bc of my rather innocent appearance and behavior ppl are suprised how much is... cruse.
Relationship: I don't really have a 'type' but I get bored easily: I takes a lot for me to really like in long-term a person, so I fall easier for complex and charismatic ones(but like I said, I can fall for other personalities too!!). I'm a quite difficult person to be with and to love, so I'm suprisingly flexible in a relationship. Only thing I need and without it wouldn't work at all: DEEP CONVOS AND SOME INTELLECT. Also, I have a quite roasting-bullying type humour, so my lover should understand and being able to handle that. Anyways, I'm not much of a PDA person(but I don't mid handholding, short hugs etc. if my partner really want to), and not romantic at all(also cannot flirt hehe), and for a long time I can be bit distant. Love language is words of affirmation&quality time, and if I have to express my feelings I'm best with acts of service. I love cuddling, ppl are suprised when I initiate hugs but tbh I love physical affection. I'm probably more likely the 'friend' lover. I need a lot, lot, lot alone time.
Hobbies/Likes: classical literature, theatre, politics, hiking, sightseeing, mysteries, reading about disappearances(crimes), trying out new things, yoga, running, horse riding, table tennis, listening to music, cats, thunderstorms, rainy days, cider, tequila
Music taste: Oh man, MIXED. I listen to literally everything except techno, it depends on my mood honestly. But if I had to say something, I think indie, alternative rock, electronic and psychedelic songs are the closest to me, but I've grown to listen more and more rap. Most of the songs are depressive as fuck, I mean I can be at my happiest, but I'd still listen some dark shit. But still, I enjoy pop(2000s pop at parties FUCK YEAH), jazz. Also, some occassions all my ears and mind need is some good ol' classical music. Some faves: Tame Impala, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Jack Stauber, Fink and some Hungarian bands that no one knows unfortunately. :(
Sorry if I was too long and more sorry if I've already requested before(my brain just rots lol), then just ignore me, hehe~♡
Did you,,, did you just copy paste like 3/4 of who I am
Man when I was reading your persona I was going “RinRinRinRinRinRin-“ but I decided against it UwU
ALL IN ALL you honestly sound like my type of person?? Like deadass I’d wanna befriend you. Fuck them small talks tell me what you think of the expansion of the universe and let’s talk about what if drugs are illegal bc they make us perceive true reality-
I’m going to match you up with... Shindo!
This one is a Battle of Wits, I swear. You didn’t trust him a single bit when the two of you first met, no one even thought you’d ever become friends. Shindo could practically see the gears turning in your head and quite frankly he was impressed?? You’re a highly intelligent individual who was able to keep your guard up and seclude yourself from others while not appearing TOO unapproachable? Boy was whipped and he didn’t even realize it. While others thought you were sort of cold and pragmatic, he thought you were the most well-balanced human in the world.
You guys 100% had an enemies to lovers thing going on, but it was slightly different. YOU started off completely uninterested in him, but while he made you think the feeling was mutual, I think Shindo found himself gravitating towards you. You can bet he secretly celebrated every little victory and step forward he made with you. Boy did NOT let up.
I seriously think he’s entertaining enough for you to keep interest in him. Shindo is as two-faced as you are (if not more), and he WILL change his behaviour within a second to keep your interest (somehow no one noticed his habit of doing that when he was crushing on you?? SUSPICIOUS). Also not a big fan of small talk; if he’s interested in you, he wants to know how you tick. He wants to know what you enjoy, what you like and what you dislike. And when you tell him while trying to still keep an emotional distance from him, he takes it as a challenge. No, he doesn’t think your relationship is a game, but he does think it’s highly entertaining and interesting.
When you start softening up to him, he won’t even grow bored. He’s worked so hard to get close to you and it finally pays off and he’s so happy??
But he won’t ever initiate PDA, just because he too has an image to uphold lmao if others don’t personally know you they’d never know y’all are falling for each other.
Songs!!
- One of My Turns, Pink Floyd (“don’t look so frightened this is just a passing phase one of my bad days” just hits different for the two of you?? I’m not saying your relationship is toxic bc it really isn’t but the VIBE is there)
- Do I Wanna Know?, Arctic Monkeys
- Dollar Days, David Bowie
- You Give Love A Bad Name, Bon Jovi
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paradise-creator · 4 months ago
Hi! May I have a romantic heaven box BNHA matchup, please? :)
I'm Flo, a 19 years old bisexual girl.
Appearance: I'm 164 cm(~5'3) tall, with slim, kinda athletic body. I have medium long brown hair and same coloured deer-eyes(probably most attractive part on me), I also wear eyesglasses. I have thin mouth unfortunately. Also, I have a tiny little scar above my right eyebrow(I opened our car's door on my head years ago lolol), it's barely visible. I'm vain and always dress like a lady: so dresses and skirts, I have a classy, elegant or cute style, depends on my daily outfit. I wear light makeup, but not all the time.
Personality: Ambiverted, Virgo with Leo ascendant and Pisces moon. Needless to say, these already represent how confusingly dual my personality is. My behaviour constatntly changes, depending on who I am with: I try to sell myself, being two-faced, wearing a mask(sometimes I appear to be talkative, other times full-stoic), but to people I really do love, I'm quite blunt. Most of the time I'm caring and relatively kind person(but can be an asshole&harsh if tired emotionally). Highly critical, opinionated and rational-thinker, and I usually analyze everything: movies, books, other people, myself. HATE small talk, I always want to talk about some deep shit, sharing my opinions, thougts(only if you ask for it). Enjoy debating. Also, I'm the REALLY clumsy, like clumsy af and I have an invincible talent in getting myself into the most embarrassing, cringe situations. Hate appearing to be weak or crying in front of others(I never do), and generally I can get melancolic and depressed easily. I don't really trust even my loved ones, I always hide my deepest emotional(or whatever) issues, I just can't stand the fact being emotionally vulnerable. Also, I bottle up feelings well. But I can be soft sometimes which suprises people. One of my best friends said, I am suprising, always doing something unpredicted. Additionally, I stress over something all the time. About my humour, it's kinda ironic, dark, morbid, troll-ish; roasting, teasing people 24/7. Don't worry, despite my sometimes serious act, I can be a total dumb idiot. Selfish, vain, lazy,  snobbish hahah. Quite liberal, and I almost never judge people, I mind my own buisness. When I can talk about something I love or just sharing my opinion, I am passionate and be ready for a LONG rambling. Oh, I love alcohol and going out with friends, also I smoke those occassions. Plus, I have god-like hands, everyone told me that I could earn money bc of my massaging skills(I just know by instict how to touch people lol). Oh, and I daydream and zone out a lot.
Relationship: I don't really have a 'type' but I get bored easily: I takes a lot for me to really like in long-term a person, so I fall easier for complex and charismatic ones(but like I said, I can fall for other personalities too!!). I'm a quite difficult person to be with and to love, so I'm suprisingly flexible in a relationship. Only thing I need and without it wouldn't work at all: DEEP CONVOS AND SOME INTELLECT. Also, I have a quite roasting-bullying type humour, so my lover should understand and being able to handle that. Anyways, I'm not much of a PDA person(but I don't mid handholding, short hugs etc. if my partner really want to), and not romantic at all(also cannot flirt hehe), and for a long time I can be bit distant. Love language is words of affirmation&quality time, and if I have to express my feelings I'm best with acts of service. I love cuddling, ppl are suprised when I initiate hugs but tbh I love physical affection. I'm probably more likely the 'friend' lover. I need a lot, lot, lot alone time.
Hobbies/Likes: classical literature, theatre, politics, hiking, sightseeing, mysteries, reading about disappearances(crimes), trying out new things, yoga, running, horse riding, table tennis, listening to music
Sorry if I was too long, then just ignore me, hehe~
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Hello and Welcome my Starlight!
The Haven box includes:
- Match up
- Sun drop
- Flashes of memory
- Such a loser
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I'd match you up with
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Bakugou Katsuki, Dynamight
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Sun drops
- Honestly it took me a LONG time to think who you would match with
- There was Momo, Jiro, Denki, and Iida. I just couldnt pick
- But in the end, I choose my first option, Bakugou
- With Bakugou, one is never bored
- His sarcasm and snarky attitude can prove to be entertaining!
- Though he may not seem like it, Bakugou seem like a type of person that will never do small talk
- He's more of a listener tbh
- At first the relationship may be rough but in the end it all works out
- Bakugo is a complicated character, it's hard to read him and that's what makes it exciting
- He isn't into pda but in private, expect some INTIMATE times
- AGRESSIVE COMFORT
- He finds you so cute and entertaining whenever you tease/Bully other people
- ROAST COMPETITION NO CAP
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Flashes of memory
Bakugou: Oi, Dumass!
Requester: Yes?
Bakugou: I Fucking love you so stop being a Dumbass!
Requester: I love you too and I'M NOT A DUMBASS
Bakugo: Your MY dumb
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Random guy: *Flirts with requester*
Requester: *Is trying not to kill the man*
Bakugou: TAKE THAT YOU PIECE OF SHIT! DON'T FLIRT WITH MY IDIOT
Kirishima: Ah, here we go again--BAKUBRO DON'T KILL HIM
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Bakugo: OI, NERD
Requester: *ignores*
Bakugo: OI DUMBASS DONT IGNORE ME!
Requester: *Continues to ignore*
Bakugo: Fine! I'm sorry for gatting you mad
Requester: That wasn't so hard now is it?
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Such a loser
"Oi, I heard from Shittyhair you've been criticizing yourself to harshly again. What are you such a dumbass?" Bakugou yelled as she stomped his way towards his girlfriend. "And what if I am?" She replied as she looked away from her book. The brown haired girl was just peacefully reading in her dorm. Nothing much was really going on, she was just studying. She has the tendency to be harsh on herself. And with classmates like hers, it often happens. And as a Boyfriend, Bakugou thinks it's his responsibility and his problem that if his love is sad or hurt or insecure, he will make sure they are loved.
"Get off of the fucking floor and go to bed. We're gonna cuddle and you can't say no as an answer," Bakugo growled. The girl sighed and placed her book down, it's not like she wants to deny anyway. So they went to lay on the bed. Bakugo pulled her head on his chest and wrapped an arm around her." You idiot! Stop being harsh on yourself, dammit," He said as he placed his head on top of hers. "You are already perfect. That's why you got to shut taht pretty little mouth of yours and accept that you are," He added.
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Author's note
Hello there! Sorry for the wait, I was quite tired but here is the Haven box as requested.
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missevi · 6 months ago
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the only rule
pairing: jj maybank x reader
summary: Two bestfriends are stargazing and one of them decides to open up about their feelings.
warnings: heartbreak, sadness, mention of anxiety
word count: 1.5k
gifs aren’t mine; credits to the owner
a/n: Hello! It’s so strange to post an imagine again after a while (a year maybe?) especially that this time the character is someone else too. It was difficult to decide whether it’s gonna be fluff or angst but as you can see I chose the last one. Lastly I want to say thank you for following me and for all the notes from you, I really love all of you!!! I hope you like this imagine and if you find any mistakes please let me know. Feedback is always appreciated.
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The midnight sky is watching down on us, little stars are twinkling around the moon's bright light as the early September's breeze touches our skin. It's quiet, only the moving of the gentle wind and the calming sound of the waves is hearable. I close my eyes for a second, deeply inhaling the fresh smell of the water as a peaceful feeling runs through my veins.
"Hey..." his voice finally breaks the silence. "...what are you thinking about?" he asks and even though my eyes are still closed I can feel his gaze on me. I shift my body, running my hands through the soft sand beneath us and open my eyes just to meet his blue ones. His light blue irises are much darker now and even his locks have lost their natural golden color thanks to the darkness of the night. He's barely visible, only the half of his face is illuminated by the moon.
The thing is, even if he's right beside me I'm thinking about him. I think about how and why we ended up like this, after a wild kegger laying on the beach next to each other. Normally it wouldn't mean anything to us, well to me to be exact but after those months it feels so strange to be near to him, to be beside him.
Because after years of our wonderful friendship I have fallen in love with him.
"Nothing." I whisper back.
"Bullshit. I know there's something on your mind, tell me." his voice is low and deep, almost like his morning voice just not as raspy. We trusted each other, after all those years Jj and I shared so many secrets even the ones that we were scared to talk about. We both found in each other the rock that we both needed in the worst times and the shoulder to cry on when it was needed. We found someone with who we can go on crazy adventures and with who we can stay inside the Chateau all day to enjoy each other's company.
I can't tell him this, he's too important to me.
"Did you know that when we're looking at the stars then we're looking at the past?" our gaze is locked, his eyebrows furrowing at my question.
"And how's that?" a chuckle leaves my mouth and move my head towards the infinite sky above us. In the corner of my eyes, I can see that Jj is following my gaze too, curiously waiting for my answer he slightly moves closer to me and I can feel the heavy beats of my heart.
"You can't see the stars, only their lights. The stars are so far away from us that it takes a very long time to reach us, to see them you know?" he nods. "So when a star dies we can't tell that because its light just reached us."
"What the heck? So are we looking now at dead stars?" Jj's voice is back to normal, even a bit high pitched. His sudden reaction makes me giggle, his eyes are back on me again.
"Yes, isn't it fascinating?"
"Hell no! It's not even romantic anymore." the words slip from his lips and my whole body is frozen.
Did he just say romantic?
The feeling of my heartbeat is getting faster and faster, it feels like it wants to explode inside me and I can't do anything to make it stop. Same with the warmth in my cheeks. As the seconds are getting by the redness on my face is increasing until it covers my whole face. Thank God it's night!
"What?" my smile widens uncontrollably, chest moving in sync with my breathing with loud thuds in it.
"I mean for couples stargazing is a romantic stuff to do together but now knowing this fact there's nothing special in it." his laugh fills the chill air, Jj's stare is still stuck on the stars, his eyes studying them. "Y/N.." my name rolls through his lips making it sound like it's the most beautiful name on the world. "... don't change the topic."
He knows me too well. Whenever I was trying to hide something I talked about everything just to make the others forget about it, but once when Jj noticed that I couldn't use my trick on him anymore. He was there to reassure me that I can talk with him whenever I feel ready and since then we couldn't keep any secrets to ourselves.
But this is a huge one, I can't risk it.
The comfortable silence between us is turning into tension and I'm sure I'm not the only one who can feel it. This secret of mine was pushing my heart for a while now and I need to let it out, to finally let it be free. But does it worth it? Does revealing my love for him going to make everything easier?
It's going to change the friendship we have for sure, it's just all up to him how this going to turn out.
I quickly sit up and turn my body completely towards him. Nervousness is taking over me and the nauseous feeling is squeezing my throat as I try to find the right words.
"Okay, so the thing is..." I start my speech but the dryness of my throat makes it difficult to continue, I breathe in deeply following by a loud sigh.
Meanwhile, Jj's figure is slowly sitting up next to me, his glare never leaving mine as he's trying to understand the sudden change of my behavior. His eyes being narrowed and head slightly tilted to the right, he is patiently waiting for me to let it out.
I can't do it. No matter how bad I want to let him know how my heart wants to jump out of me whenever he's close to me, how happy he makes me whenever he flashes a smile at me waking up those famous butterflies in my stomach.
But I can't hold it anymore, I want this feeling to be over. I want to know if he feels the same way too.
"I'm in love with you, Jj." the sentence is barely understandable, I tell him with a voice so low it's more like a whisper to myself. At first, I'm not even sure if he hears my confession but then I see his expression change; from narrowed to wide eyes, wounded lips strongly pressed together and his jaw is clenched.
I don't know what to expect, what to do. Usually, it's easy to tell what he thinks but right now I have no idea what is going on. Hundreds of questions are filling up my head and I try so hard not to pay attention to them but as time goes by the previous anxiousness is slowly returning.
"C'mon J, say something. Please." a weak smile appears on my face and I look everywhere but him. Out of nervousness, I play with the cold sand, my fingers lifting it up and letting it slip back to the ground. I know I messed up.
"Look Y/N I- ..." he gulps turning his head away from me and at this point I know I won't get the answer what I was hoping for. "...listen it can't happen and you know it too. I'm sorry."
It's more painful to hear it directly from him. Each word of his is like a knife that stabs my heart, tearing and breaking it to million pieces.
"You know the rule." his voice brings me back from drowning in my thoughts.
"No pogue on pogue mackin'." as I say it out loud I realize the mistake I made. Every pogue knows this rule and we have to stick to it no matter what.
"Exactly."
If I only listened to my instincts, the inner voice which warned me not to do anything stupid then no one would be hurt tonight. But no, I had to do the absolute opposite and tell him straight that I love him.
"It's very late, I should go home." I can't bear to sit here anymore, I need to be alone and as far away from him as possible. I quickly grab my bag and get up from my seat. After getting rid of the sand on my clothes I turn lastly towards him and Jj lifts his head up so we can look into each other eyes for the first time since that moment. The surprise is taking me over as our gaze meet, his eyes are showing emotions which don't match with his words, they're sad and I can't decide whether the moon or tears are causing the glossiness in them. “Bye J."
"Bye Y/N." his smile is small, lips pressed together almost like a drawn line. It hurts to walk away from him, leaving him here alone when we used to go on our own way together.
The midnight sky is still watching down on us. The breathtaking light of the moon covers the ocean's surface causing thousands of shining diamond-like spots on it. It's so mesmerizing and magical, If only I could appreciate it. Instead, I'm wandering home with memories replaying in my head and aching soul because tonight not only I got heartbroken, but I ruined our friendship too.
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sinkingwmyships · 11 months ago
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hEY BABY
im back at it again with
JJBA (VA) Purge AU (3)
yeeee this is the one abt the relationship scenarios ;)))
part 1 | part 2
i highly recommend checking out the previous parts first, if not this might be kinda hard to follow
between me and my 1.5 braincells we're trying really hard y'all so pls go easy on us show some support ;_;
OKAY
(oh yea a heads-up no ships are decided yet so treat all these relationship scenarios as hcs (yea imma make AUs inside an AU lmfao))
tw: (1 mention of) homophobia, referenced past abuse, bullying (??)
1. fugio
the first scenario that popped into my head is that Fugo and Giorno go to the same university (for some reason Gio's parents can afford to send him there, idk he probably got financial aid or sth, and then after he killed them (😳 awkwardddd) he's probably using their life insurance in fear of it running out). and Fugo doesn't really care for Gio bc he's a rich boye and he has his quality™️ elite friend circle so why bother himself w a nobody. but in reality all of Fugo's friends are either only on a social level (u know those ppl who you're friends w but u won't necessarily have deep convos w them or choose to hang out w them n stuff), or they're fake and only hang out w him bc of his wealth & status, or bc their rich parents are friends. plus (im referring to the anime backstory here), after the scandal w that professor who sexually harassed him, many ppl secretly hate him and talk shit abt him behind his back due to homophobia.
but anyway, Fugo's plotting against all those biches :) so where does Giorno come in? Gio, being this innocent poor boy who doesn't have a home to go back to, lives on dorm. and let's just say Fugo does too bc he doesn't have the best relationship w his demanding parents, so he was overjoyed when he finally talked them into letting him move from home into the dorms instead. (side note he prolly doesn't Purge his parents bc he needs their money.) so Gio and Fugo know of each other, but not acquaintances or anything.
and then
one day when Fugo's either
running into trouble with some authority figure at school again
just minding his own business and planning his Purge targets
Gio walks in on him, and he's either like
"omg Fugo r u ok do u need help what happened"
"omg Fugo idk what happened between u and ur targets but Purging ain't good, pls reconsider"
and Fugo, having the short-ass fuse that he does (plus probably having his pride wounded and just general mistrust of the ppl around him spurring him on):
"stfu u know nothing about me, but now you've seen this i guess it wouldn't hurt to kill you too"
"stfu u know nothing about me, ur probably one of those happy asshats that have no need for Purges, reconsider?? haha the only thing i'll reconsider is if i'll add u to my kill list" (bc if Gio reports him or sth, Fugo & his fam can get into trouble, since his targets are probably rich and/or influential ppl, but it isn't Purge time yet, so it can be considered malicious intent and/or attempted murder i guess, and so anyone who has any beef w the Fugo fam can bring them down) (i know nothing abt law don't come for me)
and then Gio is like "fuck dis shit im out" and he skrts tf out of there, but sadly Fugo ain't lying 😔 the day of the Purge comes, and Giorno was just trying to barricade himself inside his dorm room when suddenly, Fugo pulls an FBI OPEN UP and breaks inside using all his high-tech weaponry n stuff (i'll share my hcs for chara design later!!). Gio is freaking out so he jumps out the window into the streets, even risking going outside during Purge just so he can get away, but oh 🅱️oy is Fugo stressed tonight. and he literally hunts Gio down and almost kills him
uNTIL!!!¡!
2. abbacchio & giorno:
(SORRY I JUST LOVE DADBACCHIO & GIORSON SO MUCH)
Abbacchio is tasked w hunting down a certain rogue criminal, so he's la-di-da cruising thru Naples to get to Bucci's house, when suddenly this fucking kid comes running up to him with his hair and clothes all messed up and tears running down his face, and is like "pls help me sir i beg u i just need somewhere to hide pls i don't want to do this i don't want to die" and Abba's like "fuq??" but then he hears manic laughter and chainsaws revving and shit, and the kid sniveling all over his crisp™️ Purge suit looks like he can explode with fear at any moment (and plus Abba understands that nobody would ever run up to another person for help during Purge like this, unless it's really their last option), so he sighs, "fine. get behind me."
the kid drops to his knees and Abba can't help but think "aaahhhh fucking dead weight", but he said he'd help, so that's what he's gonna do. now ANOTHER kid rounds the corner but he barely looks sane, he seems almost possessed by something. *fighting ensues* but being a professional cop Abba knocks the kid out cold w a few swift moves, and when he drops to the ground that crazy expression finally leaves his face. he's already wasted too much time, so Abba turns to Kid 1 and is like "go back home brat and dont get into trouble again", but Kid 1 is still a trembling mess on the ground, and he says "i don't have any home to go back to."
subconscious Abba's like "well that's between you and god" but he knows he's basically this kid's god now (besides, there can't possibly be a god that would let things like Purges happen), so he's like, "fine. get in the car and DON'T get in my way" but THEN Kid 1 points to the passed-out demon child, "but we can't leave him here"
A: "he was gonna KILL you!!"
K1: "i know but he didn't mean it, he was just not thinking straight"
A: "Purges ain't where ppl think str8 kid, besides if he didn't really wanna Purge he wouldn't have geared himself up that well"
K1: “but he’s not a bad person. please, if we leave him out here in this state he’ll be killed for sure.”
at this point Abbacchio can't understand wtf Kid 1 is thinking, but for the first time in years he finds some of the humanity he was hoping to regain in Purge, so he's like "fine. haul him into the backseat. but you're sitting with him bc i got my shit in the front. and if he wakes up you're dealing w it this time. cool?"
Kid 1 nods, and surprisingly he has enough strength to shove Kid 2 into the backseat & get in after him. Abba is trying to decide what he wanna do w these kids, when his phone suddenly beeps, and in comes a new message from his superiors, "yo dawg u gotta hurry up and kill that Bucciarati guy, we'd better not catch u slacking" and he's like "yo Kid 1, can u fight?"
"uh, a bit. why?"
"well, that's what you're gonna do for me in return for my protection."
anywhooooo i imagine that later on, Fugo wakes up like "ugh wtf hello concussions????" and he sees Gio standing over him, and he snaps into defensive mode, sitting up and shoving Gio away and everything. but then he sees that Gio's hands are empty, save for maybe a bottle of water and a towel, and somehow Fugo's own wounds are all cleaned and bandaged, and he groans:
"dude, what the fuck are you doing? did i pass out? did you find help?"
G: "you got hit over the head pretty hard, don't move so suddenly."
F: "haha yea thanks i can feel that myself, anyway wtf were you doing?"
G: "uhhhhh... abbacchio patched you up but your face was really grimy so he told me to clean you up, and maybe give you some water?"
F: "no. i mean like what the fuck were you doing????? braincells hello?? kill me! i should be dead!!! is Purge over?? did the sirens go off before you can finish me?"
he suddenly notices how Gio just recoils and sits there with his eyes squeezed shut as Fugo shouts at him and flings his arms around. but he's seen how Gio defended himself against him, so he knows this guy can fight and is no stranger to Purges. this is the first mystery his 152 IQ has encountered in a long time, so Fugo reaches out to get Gio's attention, but then Gio jumps and slaps his hand away so hard Fugo feels his bruised brain jar. he pulls back immediately, holding his hands up, palms forward, finally kind of able to pierce together what's going on inside the blond's mind:
"sorry. wasn't gonna attack you. just... wasn't sure if you were listening to me, so i tried to get your attention."
"i was."
"okay. sorry." Fugo tries, but Gio is already standing up and leaving, glassy green eyes looking anywhere but at him. "wait! Gior— ugh??"
he almost faceplants the ground again. where's my stupid-ass helmet???? i need to be on balance mode stat. but then Fugo feels two arms helping him up, and he looks up to see Gio, frowning in distaste but still supporting him all the same. he feels bad for asking (as if he hasn't bothered this poor guy enough): "uh, so, what exactly happened while i was passed out?"
oh, honey...
a lot :)
BUT PLOT SPOILERS SO THIS ENDS HERE!!!!!! xD
ya know i might actually go w fugio after all :00 but if i do end up writing this, it will span over 12 hours / 1 Purge only, so even if there are ships they'll probably only be implied, instead of madly into each other by the end of everything :P
to be cont’d… 👀🔪 perhaps with other relationship hcs :0 or chara design?? who knows. suggestions?
feel free to drop any questions you have, or just scream to me in the cmts in general!! i’m happy to answer anything, from chara motives to backstory clarification, or anything else!! ik up to now these posts have just been walls of texts, so :’D thanks for reading thooooo 💖
part 4 | part 5
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