#i’m an anxious person

[operationslipperypuppet]

There’s nothing more junior year than getting a school email when you’re in the middle of something and immediately needing to also be stressed about school

#can you tell I’m an anxious person?? no?? weird #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year spoilers #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high #fhjy

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i just wanna be protected and cared for like i'm a tiny kitty with abandonment issues

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd problems #bpd #bpd vent #bpd mood #i lost electricity for two days and my fp said i could stay with him and his sister.. i love him so much #tho i can’t fall asleep because it’s a new space #so i might go see if i can sleep in his room in like a half an hour if i’m still awake #because i always get anxious when im in new spaces that someone is gonna break in and id be the first victim

[twinstxrs]

the way fantasy high evokes dread in me so easily should be studied because brennan describing how the bad kids are going to save the world again only to go back to school in three days and have to work just as hard for no reward made me so instantly stressed. combined with how tired fig & gorgug are in the promo for next week talking about school… yea. fantasy high my beloved so happy to be back!!

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fig faeth #gorgug thistlespring #maybe i’m just anxious as a person but it was so immediatrly sobering like jesus #*immediately #they’re all just sooo fucking tired in that promo my god

[spiderversegf]

my friend sent me a screenshot of an email i sent him last year and it made me laugh for several minutes so i had to post it

#🍜 #i was sending him a pdf of the first draft of my novel and i was nervous #but like girl….. girl. #maybe i’m not beating the prey animal allegations……. #reflecting on how multiple ppl have told me i’m the most anxious person they know…. and on my doc saying i was an incredibly anxious kid……. #much to think ab! <- will not think ab it ever again probably

[frownyalfred]

hold on…you attend galas, you’re obsessed with superbat, you have an encyclopedic knowledge of DC — are you BATMAN?

No encyclopedic knowledge here! I actually forget things super easily.

#asks #anon #personal #and I’m too anxious to be Bruce #or am I ???

[paimonial-rage]

Character Ask Meme

Lyney 14, 15 and 23

[Character Analysis Ask Meme]

Would Lyney be honest with you?

With his outgoing and fun personality, it oftentimes is easy to get caught within his flow. Lyney is the charming sort, after all, that one may very well forget that he is subject to the same struggles as the rest. Get to know him well enough, though, and you will quickly realize that this is not a fact he wishes others to know. More than a desire, he needs to be seen as someone in control, as someone without weakness. That’s his role as the big brother. And if that means lying, avoiding, and omitting the truth to accomplish it, then as an accomplished performer he will do as he must.

Does Lyney prefer to pursue or be pursued?

With a penchant for flair and dramatics, it’s clear to see Lyney prefers to pursue the people he’s interested in. Really, it’s one of the things he goes all out. With a trick up his sleeve, he won’t hesitate to dazzle you with flowers pulled from nowhere and fireworks from his tophat. He wants you to be enchanted. He wants you to be impressed! You are, aren’t you? You like it, don’t you? So focused on charming you that he often loses sight of much else. Fun fact, should you attempt to turn the tables, however, you can expect his mask of self-confidence to fall to reveal a rather flustered expression beneath.

Headcanons under the cut!

Headcanons

Self-focused - If there’s one thing that’s true about Lyney, it is that he is a very busy person. As a person with multiple masks and roles, his thoughts are often preoccupied with House missions, performances, new tricks, and things of the like. So, much to the dismay of others, it’s easy for things to become buried under the multitude of other tasks he needs to take care of. How often the simple things become forgotten—where he last left his wallet, tea time with his siblings, the sale on picture books at the bookstore. During those times, he really can’t help but appreciate his siblings and their ability to keep him on track. Really, he doesn’t know what he’d do without them!

Relationship-focused - It doesn’t hit you at first, but it doesn’t take you very long to notice how hard Lyney tries for your relationship. Normally this would be a good thing, but it is different with Lyney. Every day he tries to charm you. Every day he attempts to enchant you. You tell him he doesn’t need to try so hard, but that only seems to light a fire beneath him to do even more. You see it in his eyes. He needs to know you are still in awe of him, that you like him as much as he does you. And then it sinks in, doesn’t it? He doesn’t trust you. He doesn’t trust your feelings for him. You’re not sure if he ever will.

#genshin impact #genshin x reader #lyney #lyney x reader #my writing #character analysis #okay let’s talk lyney for a bit #i think the biggest thing to know about lyney is that at his core he is an insecure person #insecure and anxious #imo he’s extremely attached to his title of ‘big brother’ that he needs to fulfill the duties if such #he needs to protect his siblings and be a person others can rely on #this belief is so strong that he refuses to rely on arlecchino for help and snaps at freminet for trying to get him to open up #he really cares about the way he’s perceived #remember when the traveler found out he’s part of the fatui and he spends his time bending over backwards to try to get them to trust him #‘like me! like me! please. i’m trustworthy i’ll never lie to you please!!’ #honestly imo that’s just one if his faults like lyney is unstable #idk what possessed arlecchino to make him her successor like he’d crack under pressure #lynette is a way better option #but anyway bc of these things he would not trust his partner in a relationship. he wouldn’t rely on them #he’d never feel secure which would prompt him to keep trying too hard to ensure he’s still the person he thinks you fell in love with #the most important thing to remember with lyney is that he is a performer and the face he shows to the world is essentially a mask #on a separate note tho anon like… #you probably didn’t mean it but i am not a machine that generates text whenever you order me #answering these things takes time effort and energy #so like… if you’re going to send in an ask please at the very least say please or thank you #hell even a heart emoji would suffice LOL #sorry the headcanons are not the most romantic i’m no good with overtly romantic things

[nuppu-nuppu]

Ignore if you don’t want to read about me being stupid once again

#pls dont read if you cant handle venting and whining #once again i am here to say that i am the loneliest person alive and i feel like i can’t grasp the basic consept of friendship and do it lol #like idk how to be friends #i feel like i will forever be sad and lonely #and i know everyone will say you can talk to me and i know that but i’ve just been by myself for so long that i don’t remember how to have #actual conversations with people i feel like i am disconnected from reality #i feel like i am an extremely unlikeable person and that’s why i was all alone in highschool and idk i am oversharing on the internet again #because it’s the only place i kind of feel safe doing it #pls take care of yourselves first before comfoting me or anything im sorry i sound very pathetic #how do i start living again #how does one live anyway #im just in my head all the time #this was supposed to be hot girl summer but it’s once again summertime sadness #im so stupid!!! #im so anxious and depressed that i dont know what to do with myself #im so sorry for oversharing i have a therapist dont worry im kind of taking care of myself #but the eternal loneliness just wont let me go #idk how to be a person anymore #i’m just sad #thinking of going to a church and pretend to be a believer so i could have a community again lol

[theswedishpajas]

Bleh-a bleh-a bleh-a

#my art stuff #this was purely inspired by the fact I wanted to check out wario land 3 on my switch #and I looked through the desc and read “vampire wario” #peppino spaghetti #pizza tower #vampire #fangs #bat #anxious bb #CAPE #I’m so happy with him honestly #I haven’t felt this good about something I’ve drawn in SO LONG #it was so simple and fast and got the message across all while still looking good-! #i want an oldschool pizza tower cartoon so bad OTL #I know there’s a person doing some REALLY cool shit with that vibe #they’re making me hungry for MORE OTL #I FORGOT A TAG EARLIER #suit

[eponinesflowers]

being chronically ill and mentally ill like: is the medical professional telling me “relax” repeatedly because they do this with everyone or because i radiate anxiety from my very being?

#throwback to the time that i had to get multiple dental surgeries and my surgeon started prescribing me xanax after the first one #i thought that he did that with everyone #and then i was talking about it with my mom several years later #and she’s like ‘wtaf that’s not normal #you flipped out during your first procedure and he realized that you’re too anxious to deal’ #and i’m just like 🫥 #personal #spoonie

[rattusrattus3]

I’m

This close 👌 to quitting my job.

#the new schedule. the 2% raise after working there for 5 years #the fact I just wanna make things and sell them and work on YouTube and sell my DIYs #I’m just so anxious that won’t work out #but my god the new hours and being scheduled so often and being asked to come in constantly on days I’m scheduled to have off #ugh thin fucking ice #rabbit rambles #personal

[strawbubbysugar]

Ok seeing a few minors on the weed post & sending anons so like. This is a story being written by an adult for adults, there won’t be explicit content so you’re fine to read it just know that this isn’t being written with the idea of minors reading it in mind. The y/n is firmly in their mid-late 20’s. They’re gonna be able to do adult stuff.

#personal #just #gettin a lil anxious seeing a minor react to the joke post abt substances #I’m a grown ass adult and I don’t wanna dull down normal parts of adult life for the sake of making my au child friendly yanno

[honeypleasejustkillme]

every single time something good happens i’m always on edge, cuz it never stays good for long..

#i’m so tired of my life being so up and down #it makes me so anxious #i just got food stamps and medical insurance through my state and then i had an invoice from the state for over 1k like jesus christ #it can never stay good for long #i’m so tired of it #bpd shitposting #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd problems

[freak-accident419]

no cause i rush myself to finish a fic that i teased/announced before because i’m always afraid that out of nowhere some other author is going to post a really well-written smut before i get to post mine and like the concept and plot is SO uncannily similar and you think that they did better writing than yours so now you rely on the count of your notes for your writing’s worth

#i get really anxious and it’s not even a big deal wtf #like this happened with “high on you” and i was so afraid that this other person with the same idea that posted it before me would get more #traction because it’s female reader #i mean i love and support other authors but like #idk why i see stats and note count so important #like i know i posted about my plot and idea for a future fic i’m begging you not to copy it #IT’S NOT THAT DEEP #josh hutcherson #josh hutcherson x reader #josh hutcherson smut #derek danforth #mike schmidt

[musingsofmemory]

I think one of Todd’s worst fears would be first week of school ice breaker activities.

#oops I’m projecting again #please help me they’re making us take all sorts of personality quizzes and work in groups and stand up and introduce ourselves #it’s horrifying #you can’t tell me his socially anxious introverted self wouldn’t be positively SHAKING each period #musingsofmemory #dead poets society #dps #todd anderson

[placeinthisworld]

just had an interview for a job i really hope i get and the manager said i would be a “great fit for the team” 🥺 so i hope he hires me

#personal #he said he would get back to me early next week and i wanna throw up #i’m so anxious

[howdoyousleep3]

the true definition of “felt cute might delete later” but…🥺🙈

#personal #selfie #vulnerable posttttt #I’m trying to take more selfie as part of my self care self love plan #and I love this new shirt I got bc it’s big and fits the vibe lol #yes I still have my christmas blanky out my grandma gave it to meeeeee #and my kitty’s name is Ranger #some of you asked in my last selfie #he’s my old boy I adopted him in college when he was 6 #I have another kitty too but she was somewhere else #no feet pics for free 😤 #😂 #also a bean broke my glasses this week and these are my backups BUT I ordered more and I’m so excited it’s been so long #anyway #I’ll probably get anxious and delete later but 🥺