I feel like I’m drowning again. I’m falling back into old, bad habits, losing motivation to do anything again and my self esteem has gone completely out the window. I’m not sure how to survive this time.
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My life must be written by Neil Gaiman, because it’s falling apart with the backtrack of catchy 80’s music. Religious trauma and queerness included.
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Sorry for not being able to make good art anymore
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I found out gilyoung doesn’t call dokja hyung in the official webtoon and it’s killing me
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I’m down to 127.4lbs it’s not terrible, but i have far to go. i’m so mad at myself i got cocky and ate 324cals. now that i look at it it doesn’t seem like much, but i just weighed in at 131.0. did i gain? or will the number be back down tomorrow? i dont know,
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there’s only so much I can take
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I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay
God I need a hug I need to be treated tenderly and held while I sob. I need to be small enough to deserve love and comfort again so I can feel okay.
They say it’s better to feel pain then nothing at all- but I don’t want to feel either anymore. I want to be happy and loved and comforted and okay again.
What did I do to deserve to be so alone.
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I’m getting that sick feeling, deep in the pit of my stomach
It’s all ending
It’s all over,
The roller coaster is coming to an end,
I’m hurtling towards earth as I fall from the stars
I’m suffocating with the atmosphere in my lungs
I can see it,
After December my life isn’t mine anymore
I’m letting go
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do you understand?
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I really can’t do this anymore. I have no one. I have nothing. There’s no one who cares about me, no one who wants to see or talk to me. I’m so fucking alone and I can’t take it. It hurts too much. I’ve given everything and I can’t give anymore. I’m done.
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The holidays are already stressful stop making everything complicated when it doesn’t need to be!!
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I didn’t realize it wasn’t normal to live in constant pain every day until a couple years ago and I only realized it because my friends can still run and jump while I’m just deteriorating and can barely walk half the time. For perspective I’m only 20…
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LOOK AT WHAT I MADE!!
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if u also have glasses, steve gets lenses that match 🥸🥰
yeah🫶
they fog up and clack together while you’re making out and he will occasionally take yours off to clean them for you:) and he always makes sure you remember yours even when he can’t remember to wear his own:) and he insists on getting the same frames as you because he thinks it’s so funny when you guys are matching <3
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not rlly a dsmp meme, but it makes it into the meme category
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I’m just tired.
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