you ever get the feeling that you’re not really liked but just kinda tolerated?…like you don’t really belong anywhere and you’re just kinda always on the outside but you don’t fit in or wtv.
idk if it’s bcs i’m high rn but… is this lady giving abby anderson core like… idk who she is but she’s giving me like hockey/basketbawl player abby au likeeeeeeeee??
Ok but the accumulation of emotional stress Shiv endured just to fall down the only stair in the house in front of everyone—directly after being humiliated both privately and publicly by both brothers and everyone that respected her father—she just wants to grieve and people are celebrating and she’s a little girl alone in a room full of people with smiles stuck to their faces.
Haven’t had the brain capacity to get much writing done since Friday, but I did manage to tippity type a little something something for LA Lonely 🏙️ . So have some of Buck’s inner self deprecating thoughts.
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As the weekend rolls into Monday, Buck tries not to think about Eddie but somehow the guy has burrowed under his skin, an itch that Buck can’t scratch. He finds himself doing a double take at every fit, 6 foot brunette man that he encounters while on a call, both disappointed and relieved that they aren’t who he’s hoping for.
Not that he’s hoping to run into Eddie again. The guy didn’t leave his number or take Buck’s, and Buck’s been playing this game for so long he knows what that means. Because Buck is only good for one night, maybe a weekend if he’s lucky. No one wants to take a chance on him.
He’s used to it, so he doesn’t understand why he can’t get Eddie out of his head. The sex was good - incredible actually - and Eddie was hot. And kind. And his smile could light up an entire room. And Buck really needed to get a grip.
Eddie had his fun and then he left. Just like everyone else.
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“The Lovers is the card of dichotomies. It points to the contradictions that clash within each of us and of the challenge of striking a balance between extremes.”
Listen, If 16 year old me, who was obsessed with skinny emo boys that were so thin their veins bulged out of their arms, knew that this is what I found attractive on a carnal level now, she would have a brain aneurysm
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“The two Sydney dancers of the London festival Ballet, Amanda Wenban (22) of Avalon and Christine Keith (24) of Greenacre returned to look over Kings Cross.”
“Here Amanda gives an impromptu lesson to 6-years-old Jeannie No of Newtown in Macleay Street, Kings Cross. August 12, 1977.”
miles choosing one of the earliest solo songs he co-wrote with alex as his slow song to play in dublin
said song already having a special place as the record ender to his first album
said song also involving the lyrics “if you just get it together and read my mind” and “i have learned to wait and you have learned that you can make me”
miles posting black and white videos of him playing it with so much nostalgia and emotion i literally started welling up on the train