I feel like the disconnect people are feeling between the two versions of all too well is completely valid and please just hear me out. If you’ve ever been in an emotionally abusive relationship like I have you’ll also see that distinctive disconnect in the way you think and talk about the relationship as it was happening vs. years later. When that relationship is still ongoing or has recently crashed, you subconsciously feel like you need to protect the image you had of that person so badly. You end up saying things like “he did this but he’s a really good guy though”. You try to let the world see your person through the rose-colored glasses you saw them through because you loved them despite how they treated you. You do that to justify your love for them and your grief for losing them, you want people to understand. Not only that but you keep hiding parts of the emotional abuse and manipulation you had to endure because you’re still a victim to them and those tactics are still in full effect. At times you might be telling yourself the truth (like when she wrote the long version during the speak now tour in an attempt to vent and process her emotions privately) but you never dare to say it out loud (give the public access to it), not until time has made the image in your head much more clear. Only then you have the courage to talk about every aspect of the relationship that has bothered you and left a bad taste in your mouth from day one. So yeah, I’m sure she has always hated their age gap and the way he’d act ashamed of her around people. I’m sure she has always hated the way he made her feel crazy for being rightfully upset. She did not make that up for dramatic effects, it’s just that all the mind games had worn off for her to finally release what she had already written when she finally felt free enough and truly away from him
I hurt my own feelings thinking about this, so I’m going to take ya’ll with me. Luisa was probably four, just turning five, when Camilo and Mirabel were born. As toddlers are want to do, she loved holding them in her lap with guidance from her Tia and parents.
Then she gets her gift. Suddenly Tia Pepa’s anxiety won’t allow for Luisa to hold her little cousin anymore. She accidentally hugs her dad too tight. Soon she is too afraid to touch people, because what if she hurts them? We see in the movie that she doesn’t really touch people, except Mirabel. Mirabel is the only person we see her hug.
Julieta couldn’t fault her sister for trying to protect her child. She could be a guiding hand gently molding Luisa’s little fingers so that she could hold her little sister. Luisa probably remembers none of this, but she does know she’s afraid to hurt people, so she just doesn’t touch them.
# aot characters when you’re on your period!
jean, armin, eren, levi, mikasa, hange, annie
some of these are modern au and some of them aren’t??
x fem! reader !!!!
ok so we all know this dude is a SIMP™️
like he always treats you like a princess but this week??? oh boy
literally gets u everything
chocolate, heating pads, meds, tampons, pads etc.
will probably put his hands on ur stomach if that makes u happy
probably gonna use it as an excuse to lie around w u all day
literally ur personal butler
“imma go get some water”
“no let me get it for u”
“dude i can WALK.”
my sweet angel child
literally so observant it’s almost creepy
like if ur kinda sore or something he’s gonna KNOW
probably knows all the best medicines and techniques and is down to try them
the most knowledgeable out of the dudes fs
y’all r gonna watch disney movies idc
“ we should watch tangled”
“fuck no, the little mermaid is where it’s at.”
probably will read to u
it may be some weird book about astrophysics or some shit but his voice is <calming3
probably a dick the first time (on accident, bless him he’s trying)
yk the good old “jesus r u on ur period or something”
he makes up for it tho
pretty knowledgeable cause of mikasa so he can help u out
doesn’t spoil u as much as jean but he makes an effort
y’all will probably watch movies all day and he’s gonna eat just as much as u or more
if u get weird cravings hes 100% gonna try them with you
“you want pickles and whipped cream..?”
“aight bet let’s do it.”
def the most chill about it
probably pretty knowledgeable (idk why i just feel like he’d know)
more touchy then usual
cuddling a lot more and would probably abandon work early to come take care of you (ur THAT special)
pretty sure isayama confirmed he’d be shy around someone he liked (correct me if i’m wrong)
so i feel like if it was a new relationship he’d sorta just be helpful and there
but if it’s older relationship he’s gonna be a lot more touchy and soft
would make sure ur still eating healthy (unlike eren)
probably massage ur tummy if u want
LOTS OF TEA
overall just v chill abt it
we know this women is already PROTECTIVE asf
expect this 100x on ur period
someone bumps into you?
they better run for their lives as u attempt to hold back ur pissed gf
but w you shes like 🥺💗🥰😽💌💞
if y’all synch she’s gonna put all her energy into helping u and totally neglect herself
“mikasa let me help you”
“sit down >:(.”
100% will massage u and get u chocolates
ugh someone get me a gf like this
ok so we all know hange has a very loud personality
however they would turn that down for u when it’s ~that time~
they excitedly whisper about their day especially if u get headaches cause they’re v considerate <3
WILL SPOIL U
even more then jeanboy
literally you’ll wake up and it’ll look like christmas with the amount of gifts they give u
the gifts r probably kinda odd,, but endearing
long hugs (v gentle incase ur tiddies r sore 😔)
will just HOLD ur boob??
not even in a sexual way
put their hand there??
kinda comforting ngl
levi probably walked in on this
“OI FOUR EYES... oh”
hange is so chill like
THEY JUST DONT THINK OF IT LIKE THAT
anyways i love them goodbye
annie my beloved
the entire week she’s just
puts u in her lap and strokes ur hair
will literally do anything u ask
if SHES on her period??
“i just can’t believe how lucky i am”
“darling it’s 3am please sleep”
anyways back to u
literally will carry u everywhere (cause she’s super strong like holy fu-)
little thoughtful gifts 🥰
probably gives u a lil note everyday
“make sure u drink water today :)”
it’s that time of the month for me and all i want is a gf to cuddle up w me but nOoO 😔
i’ll probably do a part two w some more characters !! lmk if u wanna see anyone else