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jungwnies · 2 years

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wanting a baby — TXT headcanon

synopsis ― pranking txt saying "i want a baby" pairing ― fem!reader x tomorrow by together

warnings ― suggestive content + pregnancy requested ― yes, tysm anon for this request; it was really cute and fun to write >.< word count ― to be determined

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YEONJUN ―

"baby" your hand wraps around yeonjun's arm as you lean your head against his shoulder

"hm?" he says putting his arm around you as he made himself comfortable on the couch

you look up him, a sight easy on the eyes, "i want a baby."

yeonjun sits up straight and sits you up properly, his hands are on your shoulders now and he looks you dead in the eyes, "you're joking."

you shake your head, giving him the most serious look you could ever give him, "wouldn't it be so cute to have a little mini me or a mini yeonjun running around?"

yeonjun picks you up quickly throwing you over his shoulder, "babe where are you taking me."

"i'm taking you to a place where i can fuck a baby into you." he says walking towards the bedroom.

you bust out laughing and squirming trying to get out of his tight hold, "baby i was just jokinggg" you tell him still fighting his grip.

"then we can practice for the day you actually want a baby," he says throwing you onto the bed.

SOOBIN ―

"binnie, look at this video." you scoot over to your boyfriend and show him the baby video on your phone.

soobin giggles laughing at the small figure on your phone, and you look at him in adoration, "love, i want a baby."

soobin stops his giggles and looks at you, "what?"

"a baby, like a mini me or you running around, wouldn't a baby be so cute?" you say pushing the phone closer to his eyes

soobin laughs, "aren't we too young for a baby, and we're not even married, and i just want to make sure you're really ready for one, i just-" you cut him off halfway through his rant and place a kiss on his lips.

"i was just joking baby" you laugh putting your phone down to hold his hand.

"you made me panic" soobin pouts placing his face into the crook on your neck, he places a soft kiss on your shoulder.

you laugh and put your hand on his back, "you're already as high maintenance as a baby soob." you joke.

BEOMGYU ―

you and beomgyu sat on the couch comfortably watching tik-toks

with a little scrolling it wasn't long until you came across the infamous baby videos

"babe, aren't babies so cute?" you say as you watch the babies on your screen.

gyu looks at you with a disgusted face, "no." he jokes before laughing

you smack your boyfriend in the arm softly, "shut up, they're cute."

gyu continues to laugh before placing a kiss on your forehead, "not as cute as you."

a blush spreads across your face, "gyu i want a baby." you say as you put the phone down on your lap

beomgyu looks at you with an eyebrow raised and a slightly weirded out face, "don't you think we're too young?"

"age is just a number."

beomgyu laughs before calming himself down, "let's get married first, but we can always practice how to make a baby."

he leans into you placing a kiss on your lips, his arm snaking around to place his hand on the small of your back.

TAEHYUN ―

it was all just innocent netflix watching before a cute baby popped up in the scene, “awww tyun look at the baby it reminds me of you”

tyun looks at you in concern, “how does that thing remind you of me?”

you laugh, “you’re like a baby sometimes” you say to the boy before pulling him into your tight grasp smothering him in kisses

tyun tries to escape your kisses but ultimately fails, “maybe we should have a baby” you say pausing the show.

taehyun looks at you shocked, “i’m not enough?”

“but wouldn’t a mini tyun or mini me be cute?” you tell him with big puppy eyes.

“maybe in a few years, we’re twentyyyy”

“i guess you’ll do for now.” you say before smothering him in your kisses once again basically tackling him on the couch where you once sat comfortably

eventually he broke out of your grasp and tackled you playfully, “i love you so much.”

HUENING KAI ―

“hyuka you’re baby pictures are so cute” you told him as you scrolled through the big photo book

huening kai gives you a small laugh and points at one of the pictures, “i was like 3 years old here.”

you flipped through the book and looked at each page in complete adoration

“it makes me want a baby.” you say as you close the book fully, “it would be so cute to have a mini kai running around the house.”

kai looks at you with a slight blush on his face, “i can be your baby.” as he does some aegyo

you playfully hit his arm, “you’re getting old, i can see the gray in your hair already.”

kai laughs before pulling you into his tight hood, “arent my plushies enough?”

you laugh, “babe, a baby, A BABY.” you say pinching his cheek

dramatically he fakes cries, “but i want to be the only one deserving of your love.”

you plant a kiss on his lips before pulling away, “i’ll always love you.”

“maybe i’ll forgive you for breaking my heart in exchange for another one of those kisses.” he says pointing at his lips

you tackle him onto the ground smothering him with kisses before pulling away, “we can have a baby once my hair falls out.” he says as you put the baby albums away

“it’s already falling out with the amount of dyeing you’re doing to it.” you joke

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satoruyes · 2 years

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i’m glad

when you tell them youre glad you didn’t break up with them.

pairing: satoru, geto, nanami, mahito (sfw + gender neutral) naurt proof-read heh IGNORE TYPOSSS

m.list | navi

s. gojo

you watch his back muscles flex as he washes the dishes shirtless. You watch from the island counter seated on a stool. And that’s when you decided to give into the prank nobara has been pestering you to do to the sorcerer. “im glad i didn’t break up with you when i was,” you say while “absentmindedly” forking the food sitting on your plate. You bit down on your lip to stop yourself from laughing as you hear him drop the plate he was washing and turn off the faucet. He turns around slowly and says, “what was that?” you repeat yourself, while innocently smiling at him. His usually confident self seems more glum as he approaches you from behind, “my baby was gonna leave me?” you can feel him frowning into the nook of your neck. At this point you couldn’t help but laugh, he realizes it’s some sick prank and he moves back to the sink and wets his fingers and flicks water at you.

s. geto

you were lying down watching netflix in your room when the raven haired man comes to join you, pulling you to his chest. you inhale his scent and you immediately feel comfort in his smell “m’so glad i didn’t end this when i was,” you breathe out while focusing your attention back to your mounted tv. suguru snaps his attention from the tv and to you. “what? what are you talking about?” he questions while trying to meet your gaze, you ignore him and turn to the other side trying to not face him. “hey, you shithead what does that mean,” he says while gently shaking you. You stifle a laugh, well atleast you tried, it didn’t go by unnoticed, “are you kidding me,” he sighs while picking up on your “unfunny joke” he uses his feet to playfully push you off the bed, “hey! get those dogs away from me,” you say while falling off the bed.

k. nanami

you were washing your face while he was behind you in shower, “hey babe can you pass me the aftershave?” he calls to you, you grab the can and pass it to him through the shower curtain. You cherished moments like these when you were alone with your lover just in each other’s presence, enjoying it. and that’s how you cooked up a devious plan to ruin it (😈). “kento, im so glad we’re still together,” you say. “why wouldn’t we be love,” he asks, questioning where a such query came from. “well that one time when i was gonna break up with you, m’ glad i didn’t actually do it,” you reply back nonchalantly. You hear the shower curtain draw back., revealing your lovers face and upper chest. “when was this,” he asks, unaware of the joke you were playing. “like, last month i think,” you reply, just pulling lies out your ass at this point. the blonde huffs and turns off the water pulling a towel against himself, you finally melt and say, “kento, baby it was a joke.”

mahito

“im so glad i didn’t break up with-” before you could even finish your sentence you were disfigured. rip.

jokinggg

you were sitting on the beach in your swimming attire when you mention to the man, “hey i’m glad i didn’t break this off” you swear his head does a full 360 as he stares at you stoically. Then he says “y/n it wouldn’t be wise to pull childish pranks on me,” he says while throwing you over his shoulder “but you’re more childish than me,” you whine back while hitting on his toned back, he walked into the water and threw you in. He was way stronger than he led on.

hope you enjoyed lmaoo just how i think they would react but i’m seriously corny 💀

reblogs, likes and comments are motivating and appreciated

i don’t like this actually, mostly mahitos bit

#geto x reader #nanami x reader #gojo x reader #mahito x reader #gn!reader #thanks for reblogs and #likes

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sunlightfeeling · 10 months

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Oh! I forgot to tell y’all an interesting thing that happened to me like a week ago…

So I was at the grocery store and was picking out some milk, but there was this guy in the way. And he started apologizing and all this junk.

Anyway, I pick out my milk, oat milk, because I like to swap from dairy milk from time to time. And this dude is like “Oh, what do you use the oat milk for?” which honestly I almost wanted to give him a “What do you think?” look.

But because I’m pleasant, I didn’t. And because I’m not too bright, I didn’t just say “oh, lactose intolerance is a bit of a bitch.” (I’m not actually but it would have been a good way to cut off the convo there lol) What I do say is “…protein shakes…??”

And this guy ends up lowkey infodumping how he lost x pounds by eating eggs or something with his protein shakes so it’s more filling or whatever. And going on and on from there.

WHAT GOT ME is he goes “remember when you were in college…” (he was going on about some psychology thing, I think) and I lowkey wanted to start crying (okay joking, but I thought I looked young for my age still 😭 I always have). Part of me wonders if he said that to make himself feel a bit more at ease talking to a random girl that, to be frank, is old enough to be his daughter. I’m not even exaggerating! The guy was 60 (he actually told me…lmao…). But also I think the guy was deep in a ramble and not thinking too much about it lol.

Also, something that was really cute is he apologized after realizing he had been rambling, but that he was just really excited to talk about his regimen with someone.

I don’t know…it just made me feel nice that I might have helped feel a little less lonely(?)…

. . . .

Oh my fucking god, did I just describe an irl certified old man (I’m jokinggg, old isn’t until like…mid-70s, 80s for me) as cute…oyyyy…need to put a pin in that lol

#ramblin but not a gamblin man #this isn’t a common occurrence..actually I think this is the first #but I worry that I will someday morph into my mom..#who is all too often a ‘victim’ of random people dumping some personal story onto her lol

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whaliiwatching · 2 years

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hi can i request some dolores,luisa and mirabel?(madrigal)

you absolutely may!!

#encanto #mirabel madrigal #luisa madrigal #dolores madrigal #art request 💕#remember yall requests are always open!!!!!!!!#these three are among my favorites!!!#seriously i only actively dislike two characters and one of them i warmed up to in the end #i know they had limited time but i woulda loved to see the cousins more :0 #familial love……….. who’s that i don’t know her #exists only in art ig 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️#i’m joking. (i’m not) i’m JOKINGGG #magic family is very good!! very good #i’m still obsessed w the fashion n animation honestly

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whosharrystylesanyway · 3 years

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Capisce?

A/N: Hello!! I've been on a very long fic writing hiatus, but something about this fic slam by @oh-honey-styles has sparked inspiration! I do hope that you enjoy and please don't hesitate to let me know if you enjoyed it or not!! Thank you! Happy reading! P.S. this has a lot of talk of dishwashers for someone who doesn't use one.

Word count: 1.2k

“Ow, Harry!” you shout out, pushing him off your chest with as much might as you could muster up. “Your damn puberty stache is scratchy, you know!” You cover the bottom of his face with both your hands, which results in him biting the inside of your hand as retaliation.

He blows air out of his nose, “You know your leg hair is scratching me as we speak, but at least I have the decency to not mention it,” he jests. He dives back into your neck, blowing raspberries against the base of it, nipping occasionally just to get a rise out of you.

“You’ve got one more time to irk me and I’m out of here!” He rolls his eyes as if to say yeah right. You also don’t believe your own words as you say them. He finally stops his attack on your neck, turning over onto what you and him have both deemed as his side of the bed; the right side, he prefers.

Silence falls over your bedroom, a comfortable silence that 7 months ago would have caused you so much anxiety you would go home, but now, 8 months into this—whatever this is, you welcome it after getting to know Harry so well. Isn’t it crazy what mutual friends and a couple conversations over cocktails can turn into?

“Can I tell you something,” you ask him, breaking the silence. Vulnerability suddenly sinking in like it tends to do when you’re around him. He always gets you to open up like no other man has ever been able to before, you chalk it up to his overwhelmingly charming aura.

He hums a yes, turning back to face you.

“I think you’re very special, Harry. You’re so special, and everyone loves you and I don’t know, I-I’m scared that you’ll break my heart or something. This...this thing between us, it’s good right? I jus- I just want to be enough for you,” you huff out, pulling the sheets over your head in embarrassment.

Harry smirks and chuckles at your hasty confession. “You’re more than enough, love. Too much actually if I’m honest”

“Quit smirking at me, I’m serious!“ you whine at him. “That’s not very treat people with kindness of you”

He giggles that adorably boyish giggle, but looking at him anyone can see he is a man. A very important man who had admirers all over the world, but somehow you lucked out and he became your only admirer. You’re the one he looked for when he was on stage. The one he called at 2 A.M when he woke up in a completely different time zone, but wanted to say good morning regardless. The one who he always found an excuse to touch when you were out with your friends. The one who’s bed he rolled around in to leave his smell in it before he left.

“I’m jokinggg,” he quips. He wrestles you from out under the sheets. You elbow him in his side for his joking in your time of humiliating self-doubt.

“Well, how ‘bout this,” he takes your hands in his, pulling them up to his mouth and smothering small kisses to your palm. “Right now, in this moment, I promise to you that I will do everything in my power to not break your heart and you promise to do everything in yours not to break mine? Capisce?”

Harry has nothing but sincerity in his eyes waiting for your response. You wonder how you got so lucky to get this magnificent, magnetic man to be yours, in whatever capacity that happened to be.

“Capase,” you laugh out. You kiss him quickly, before moving to get up. Two very strong, very tattooed arms wrap around your waist, stopping you from your task.

“Where do you think you’re going?” he questions, pulling you back into his arms. Spooning you, resuming his attack on your neck like the pest he is.

You burst out into laughter, trying and failing to escape his grasp, ‘I need to go load the dishwasher!” Laughing harder as he begins tickling your side, showing no mercy.

“Oh no, ya don’t. Can’t leave me all alone in this bed, naked and….naked,” he whispers into your ear, moving his hands down further underneath the covers. And well, you suppose he’s right.

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The next morning, there in front of your dishwasher; unloading an already clean load of dishes, stood Harry.

You admired him for a minute. All 6 feet, broad shoulders and robust chest, of him that is. He pulls out a dish towel from your kitchen drawer, and you can’t help but notice how familiar and comfortable he is in your kitchen. You clear your throat to make yourself known.

“Wait a minute..” you begin walking towards him, as he turns around from buffing the forks off with the dish towel. “Let me get this straight? You’re handsome, funny, a millionaire, make the most amazing vegan omelettes ever, can give me four orgasms during only foreplay, AND you do dishes?”

“Correct,” he answers back smirking, moving to the island to finish chopping some fresh strawberries on the cutting board. “Problem?”

“Nah, no problem. Just can’t believe someone hasn’t wifed you up yet” you quip, while stealing one of the strawberries and trying to avoid his light smack on your hand.

He laughs while plating his and yours omelettes on a plate with the strawberries and buttered toast. “Maybe I just haven’t found the right husband material,” he jokes back.

With a quick wink, you simply replied, “Keep this up and I might not let you leave for tour mister”

You look up at him, shyly, wondering how he might take that sentiment. If it bothered him, it certainly didn’t show on his face. He just smiles at you, and lowers to give you a quick peck, tasting of strawberries and something all his own. “Maybe that’s my master plan,” he whispers against your lips, before going in for another kiss. Deeper this time, his intentions clear in how he grips your thighs and squeezes your hip.

He lifts you up onto the counter, omelettes pushed aside and forgotten, moving to kiss your neck and the top of your breasts. “Harry..” you sigh out, pulling his hair to get him to stop and focus on you for a second.

He looks at you with those evergreen eyes and lips flushed from how hard he kissed you before and it just comes out. You don’t mean to say it, in fact, you never thought of yourself as the girl who says it first. But there in that moment, you couldn’t deny what you felt. “I love you,” soft and faint, but you said it.

He stares at you for what feels like hours, but could only have been about 40 seconds. And then he says it back, as hushed as you did; raspy, deep and confident. “I love you too”

You pull him back into your mouth, noses knocking against each other from the force of your kiss. He swipes his pink tongue against your bottom lip, asking for your permission. You grant it undoubtedly.

Harry breaks the kiss, pecking against your jaw, your neck, your sternum…

“Here, let me show you how much,” he purrs into you stomach, kissing his way down your thighs, inches away from where you want him to be. Before he dives in, you hear him mutter

“By the way, I can give you five orgasms during foreplay, actually”

#HSFICSLAM #harry styles fanfiction #harry styles one shot #harry styles fic #my writing

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derireo · 3 years

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🌠 It's the best boi's birthday ♡ and I'd like to ask for Omi's reaction to being gifted with felt puppets of the whole Mankai by his s/o. They're not very good with picking out/making presents but they tried their best since they know how much Omi treasures Mankai.

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐬

Although they weren’t the prettiest, you were still pretty proud of what you had done. They were simple felt puppets of each member of Mankai, and although they weren’t too hard to make, it still took you around a month or two to finish before Omi’s birthday.

You didn’t put too much detail into each puppet, only adding in signature features of each character to separate them from one another. For example, Misumi had a triangle earring, Chikage had glasses to pair with his signature green hair, Juza had his thick, angled eyebrows, and Hisoka was dressed in his pajama wear.

You put more care into Omi’s puppet despite pricking and burning your fingers more than you could count; bandages wrapped around them to protect the wounds that were littering your skin.

Omi’s was the only one with a completely constructed face (no offense to the rest of the company!) with his defining scar and kind amber eyes, and you were proud.

Although all the puppets could have ended up looking better had you known how to actually make them, you were sure even Citron Jr. would be gasping with jealousy.

But with the reaction you received from Omi yourself-- you really felt like you did something right.

You weren’t the best at choosing gifts and even making something was kind of difficult for you, but you knew that this birthday, you wanted to do your best for Omi who had been with you through thick and thin.

“Oh...my God.” He had gasped to himself, marvelling at all of the puppets that you had laid across his desk in his bedroom. “Oh my God.” He laughed.

They were just the cutest things ever, your Citron puppet probably even better than Citron’s own Citron Jr. Seriously, it was actually hilarious how good everything looked even though they were so simple. He couldn’t help but bring you into a bone crushing hug when you asked him if he liked them.

“Like? I love them. So much.” He laughed softly by your ear and curled his arms around your waist to keep you there, lifting you up from the floor to twirl you in a circle. “You made these yourself?”

He set you back down on your feet to take a good look at your bashful face and he squished your cheeks in his palms, grinning happily.

You really didn’t have to make him anything for his birthday, but you still went and did it. He never expected to receive such a lovely present and Omi was afraid that he was going to have a difficult time keeping himself away from you for the rest of the day.

“Yep. Everything handmade by yours truly.” You grinned back at him and shoved a bandaged thumb into your chest with sparkles in your eyes, causing Omi to pause and bring you in for a brief, sweet kiss.

“You worked so hard.” He said gently, taking your wrapped hands in his to bring them to his mouth and soothe your aching fingers with his affectionate mouth. “Thank you so much. I mean it.”

“Oh, stop.” You smiled shyly, curling your fingers after he was done kissing each finger.

“Seriously.” He laughed, crushing you back into his chest for a hug. “I’m only a little sad that there isn’t a puppet of you.”

You playfully pinch his side. “No way.”

“Jokinggg, joking.” He winced with a chuckle, kissing your temple. “I’m going to show the rest of the company.” He said, making you slap at his waist.

“Omi. One of them might kill me.” You complained.

“Oh, I’m sure they’ll love it. Yuki might be a little mean, but he’ll be flattered, and Tasuku doesn’t have an eye for aesthetics. I’ll be sure to keep Chikage away if he’s actually offended though.”

“...Don’t show Chikage.”

#a3!#a3! act! addict! actors!#omi fushimi #omi fushimi x reader #bday boy omi #bday boy omi event

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purple-nana · 4 years

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Dear diary

pairing: crush!renjun x reader

genre: angst, fluff

word count: 5.2k (oof)

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Last year of high school.

You were sitting at your seat minding your own business, listening to your favorite album as you read a book. Yes, you have a lot of friends in your class. However, being the introvert that you are, it was exhausting to be hyper all day. And some much needed alone time is always necessary.

A lot of people were actually confused by your sudden change of behaviors at most times but what can you do? It’s a part of being an introvert.

“Hey Y/n.”

You look up from your book to see your friend, Aya. She was actually quite different from you. While you were reserved and silent, she was rather peculiar, not that I am saying that she was absolutely chaotic but— she is absolutely chaotic—nope scratch that she was a total disaster! Did I mention she was chaotic? Oh I did? Okay, she’s chaotic.

But that was exactly the reason why you like her, not like actually but love, you loovee her so much. There’s something about her that when she’s with you, somehow you get affected by her chaotic nature like it was a contagious disease. Unnecessary information I know but trust me, this is true helpful knowledge.

Anyways, now that you know that Aya was chaotic let’s proceed with my storytime. So, there’s thing that also happens whenever she approaches you. Apart from you catching her contagious disease, she also spills the tea sis!

Well, tea spilling doesn’t actually happen from time to time. Aya really respects your alone time and doesn’t really bother you unless, she has some serious tea to spill.

Like today.

“Hey Aya,” You greeted her and continued to read your book, “Let me guess, you have something to tell me.” You spoke while reading, a smile forming subtly on your lips.

“Yeah!” She says, pulling your earphones. If any other person did that to you except Aya, you will literally throw fists at them.

You roll your eyes at her in a teasing manner. “Is it really that important? Because if not imma whoop your butt Aya.”

She sat at the empty seat next to you, usually during break time your classmates will be talking to their friends and all that stuff, and you were not the talkative type, except for the people who were close to you of course. So, you were always left with no seatmates during breaks.

Let’s also add the fact that you were a very active student. You were a part of a lot of clubs and you were always in school activities. Since you were rarely completing a full day of school, it would be strange to see your seatmates sitting beside an empty seat.

You placed your bookmark to mark the page that you last read and neatly rolled your earphones while Aya stared at you in admiration, which weirded you out.

You furrowed your eyebrows at her. “What?” You ask, placing your rolled earphones to it’s case and faced her.

She shook her head. “Nothing,” She smiles awkwardly, “Why are you so organized and I’m not?” She frowns.

That was also one of your differences, if you would really take the time to make a list of your differences, you bet it would take 100 sheets of paper. But if you would write a list of why the two of you are friends—nevermind, it would take forever to complete that list.

Aya’s face brightened. “Anyways, so imma tell you something!” She squeals excitedly.

“I’m listening”

“Okay so, I just found out this a couple of minutes ago. I heard that someone was havingg a crushhhh on youuuuuuuuuu omaighad!” Note the tone, it was the sweet but annoying tone at the same time.

Your eyebrows furrowed further, if that was possible.

“What?” You leaned back, surprised.

Why would someone have feelings for you? Are they out of their mind or something. That person either have a bad eye sight or a very low standards for girls.

‘someone likes me? I look like a potato.’ you thought to yourself.

“Okay noww, I know what you’re thinking. Comee on Y/n you’re very pretty stop that.”

How does she read thoughts? Wow.

“Fine fine, who is it?” You said rolling your eyes at her, but you were actually curious and excited to find out who the person is.

So actually you’ve been hearing from some of your classmates the other day about a so called secret admirer so you weren’t actually that surprised, except if that person is the—

“It’s Renjunnnnnnn”

same one as before.

You plastered a scowl. “Aya i love you so much you know that but at this rate i might have to give you a punch.” you threatened, showing her a fist.

“I’m not jokinggg, we were playing truth or dare earlier you know the usual?” you nodded at her, “So Jeno let Renjun choose 2 options, it’s either he shouts that he is shit, which he wouldn’t do because his ego erm, i’m not commenting on that.” Aya explains while you just nod unconsciously at her words.

Aya squeals in a high pitched voice.

“Or what?”

“What?” She stops squealing and looked at you in bafflement then gasps in realization. Like I told you, weird.

“Or elseee.” she raises her eyebrows in a up and down motion, clearly she was trying to tease you but it wasn’t working on you.

“Or else what?”

“He would tell us who’s his crush and since his self admiration was so high, he wouldn’t even dare to call himself shit so of course he admitted his feelings for you and it was so cute only if you heard it, it literally made me go UwU.” She says then scrunching her nose as she say UwU, not say actually but rap. Her rapping caused you to miss her words and left you confused.

“And i literally did not understand anything except UwU.” you copied her expressions while she stared at you with a blank face.

“Promiseee I’m not teasing you or anything.”

She looks sincere though.

Okay, so here’s the deal. You’ve had a crush on Renjun for the last couple of years. But just to make it clear, it wasn’t you know like ‘like him, like him’.

It was just a teeny tiny infatuation.

And ever since he got placed in your section, your diary was literally all about him and no one’s ever made it into your diary except for your family and Aya. So you were sure that Renjun was indeed an interesting boy.

But you somehow can’t bring yourself to tell him about your feelings.

You’re pretty sure that Renjun does not like you in some type of way except for a friend, you’re not even sure if you were friends. So if Aya was indeed telling the truth.

You turned your head to take a glimpse of Renjun. He was roaring in laughter while his friend earn a hit on the arm for losing. He looks amazing as always.

Turning your head, you sigh.

You have to make things sure yourself

Dear Diary, August 17, 2017

i’m confused. Is it true? or was he just joking?

i am not sure if i will believe any of those. should i tell him?

i don’t want to fall, i’m afraid that if i did.

i won’t be able to turn back.

-Y/n

A lot of things changed after the day Renjun confessed his feelings, not directly to you but at least you know something.

Unlike last year when the two of you were still talking and interacting with each other. This year, you were still talking to each other—in your dreams. The both of you kept on avoiding each other for some reason. Only talking when it was necessary.

You weren’t actually aware that he was avoiding you at first, now that you think about it. He has been avoiding you ever since school started!

Renjun has a reason of why he was avoiding you but you can’t think of an excuse or an explanation as to why you were avoiding him.

Were you shy? Were you angry at him? You don’t know.

But one thing’s for sure that you feel weird stuff in your stomach whenever you get near to him. What was it called? The ‘butterflies in your stomach’ kind of thing?

You weren’t sure of why you were feeling those, stuff. But that was a more than enough excuse for you to keep your distance at Renjun, that was enough excuse, for you at least.

Today’s another day of school, which was actually not boring for you at all. In fact, you look forward to being at school everyday.

And if it was because of Renjun? Nope, he wasn’t the reason. You just like math, science with all those experiments and all those cool things—okay fine, he was actually the reason of why you go to school.

He’s just an inspiration okay? He’s nothing more but an inspiration, having someone as your inspiration is not bad right?

Anyways, so you arrive at the school gates. Heavy rain was falling so you wore your jacket before leaving your house.

Everything is the same today, a usual rainy school day. Heavy rain was falling, cold air was hitting your face as it was the only part of your body that was not covered with thick fabric to prevent you from being ice.

You held your umbrella tightly as you fastened your pace, the rain was getting stronger and you don’t want to be soaking wet once you arrive at your classroom.

You have passed the waiting shed that was located at the front of your building, it was a bit close to the gates and you were also confused on why the school placed a waiting shed inside of the campus. You closed your umbrella and was about to go up the staircase when your eyes caught a figure.

You glanced at the shed for you to see, Renjun. He was running towards the shed with his backpack on his head, obviously the boy did not have an umbrella as well a jacket.

As if on queue, the rain fell harder. From his position it would be impossible for him to arrive at the classroom without soaking himself.

You stared at him as he wraps his hand around himself in attempt to warm his body. You glanced at your wristwatch, 7:56. shit

Classes start at exactly 8 in the morning, once the clock turns to 8:01 and you are not inside of your classroom, there is no escape from detention. Not actually detention, but he locks the people who were late in a separate room until 2nd period.

Your professor was a bit strict with tardiness and you were glad that you haven’t been late. But it looks like you are getting your first offense today.

You look at your umbrella then at Renjun, who was freezing. It would make you feel so bad if you wouldn’t help him. You sigh as you open your umbrella and sprinted towards Renjun, forgetting your bashfulness towards the boy.

Other people would be late in this weather, right? I’m sure it wouldn’t just be the two of us who will end up locked in a room.

Renjun was bewildered with your arrival at the shed. “What are you doing here? You’ll be late for class!”

You rolled your eyes and grabbed him to shelter over your umbrella, you might have grabbed him a bit too strong that you ended up in this awkward position.

Him holding your hand, preventing you from falling. The both of you were too caught up in the moment that none of you moved until the bell ring.

You stood up and tightened your hold at the umbrella. “That’s the bell.” You sigh.

Renjun wears his back pack and placed his hand on the umbrella’s handle, just above yours.

“Let’s run.” He smiles at you then both of you started running.

You felt your stomach fluttering and your heart was beating in a disastrously fast pace you swear he will hear how loud your heart is.

You smile back at him as you both continued to run for your lives. You might have gotten late, but this day couldn’t get any better.

Which apparently weren’t true.

Because here you were, standing inside of a dim un-ventilated room with Renjun. Yes, that’s right. Your thoughts of other people being late were wrong cause no one other than you two were inside of that room.

The only thing that made your day was running with Renjun—ahm not that, but the faces of your classmates when you and Renjun arrived at the same time.

But you were also sure about the mixed teasing and clowning of Aya that was about to go down during lunch.

Gee you’re excited about that yay, that was sarcasm.

The room would actually be really scary if you were locked up by yourself so you were quite fine accompanying Renjun, not that you want to be locked up with him, it’s just that the room is really scary.

“Ahm Y/n?” Renjun breaks the silence.

You’re heart was beating loudly.

calm down, calm down he just called you there’s nothing to be excited about Y/n what are you thinking?

“Yeah?” You answered without looking at him.

“I just want to say thank you.” He calmly says.

“For what?”

Oh really Y/n? He was saying thank you because you saved his life! Stop being ignorant, he’s—

“For being late and accompanying me here.” He chuckles playfully.

You rolled your eyes at him and muttered a tsk, but you can’t help but smile at his chuckle.

His laugh sounds good wth?

“Your welcome sir.” You replied sarcastically, rolling your eyes at him again which he seemed to notice.

“You like rolling your eyes. Be careful you might not be able to roll it back once it gets stuck.” He teases you.

You didn’t reply to him but just let out a tiny chuckle, you were too busy listening to his smooth voice. You haven’t really gotten this close to him ever since you developed your sudden attraction.

This may be the chance for you to either speak up about your feeling or his sudden confessions.

You opened you your mouth to speak but nothing came out. Suddenly your mouth became so dry that you cannot get yourself to talk.

And just like that, the place instantly became silent. That’s how your first full conversation with Renjun ended. The footsteps of the people who were walking on the corridors were the only sound that was echoing through the four corners of the room.

The two of you just stood there, frozen in place.

Time passed swiftly, and before you knew it. The infamous bell rang.

Renjun immediately made his way to the door, as if he was desperate to escape the dim room. Can you blame him though? You feel the exact same way, you were also exhausted from the ear splitting silence.

You were relieved to be able to get out. Renjun pulls on the handle of the door. Which in particular, was not opening. That caused you to panic, thoughts of what might happen if the two of you got stuck in that room.

The professor is on his way right? he will not leave his students locked up in a room won’t he?

Renjun seemed to realize the same thought as you so he let go of the handle, and the two of you stood there in silence.

5 minutes passed...

Your professor was still not there.

20 minutes...

Still not there.

Time seems to be ticking slowly. It's probably best if you just let time pass, your professor should be here any minute now. Considering that almost 20 minutes have passed. You were getting anxious.

The both of you kept waiting in silence. Hundreds of footsteps and endless chattering continued to echo through the walls of the room.

None of you decided to mutter a word.

So you and Renjun waited, and waited, and waited. Until the footsteps slowly disappeared. Surprised that the noises disappeared you check your watch.

Your eyes widened. “Oh my god!” You gasp, covering your mouth in disbelief.

You dropped to your knees, you don’t care if your clothes get dirty what’s the point of it now. Renjun was startled by your sudden exclamation and immediately he stepped closer to you.

“Why what’s wrong?” He asks, clearly nervous by your depressed state.

You faced him with teary eyes and showed him the time. Renjun realized, his face softened.

You were supposed to be going on a seminar, which apparently was to make up for your missed project. One that you have missed because you were also in another seminar. Also add the fact that you were going to fail in that subject if you skip the seminar.

So when you find out that you were more than 30 minutes late for that seminar, your world crashed.

It’s over, i’ll fail history. like seriously is it even my fault that i was part of the student council so i have to attend seminars, damn it.

Renjun looks at you apologetically. “I’m sorry y/n, you’d be there if you weren’t stuck here with me. It’s my fault.” He stared at you.

“It’s fine Renjun, it’s not your fault. It was my choice to help you out. Even if—” You look away from him, his gaze was too intense,”we ended up here, locked.” You sighed.

“What can we do about it” you said.

“How about we talk.” He suggests.

You raised your eyebrows at him. “About what?” You asked.

“Well,” He smiles brightly at you, “anything i suppose.”

He sat beside you. “come on, i’m listening.”

You smiled back at him.

Looks like this day was not the worst after all

Hours passed and the both of you just sat beside each other, talking endlessly. You got to know Renjun more and if you were being honest, he had a very bright personality. He was a good listener, he was ready to listen to your stories.

You thought you already know a lot about Renjun since he was your crush and all but now you realized. There was more to Renjun that what meets the eye.

The both of you got out eventually. Your professor apologized to you for heck knows how many time, he even said that he will convince your history professor to pass you. So all in all, the day was a win.

It was really the opposite of what you had expected. But then again, you haven’t told anything to him.

maybe next time i’ll tell him.

Dear Diary, August 23, 2017

what i fear has happened. i know i didn’t want to fall

but how can i when all i think about is him? His voice,

his laugh, his face and everything about him! I think i—

i think i have fallen for Huang Renjun.

-y/n

It was finally December. Your favorite month of the year.

You like everything about it. The snow, family gatherings, the limitless amount of food and of course, the Christmas break.

But unfortunately you have a big competition up and it is exactly before the break. Your graduation will be held in spring and finals happen after the christmas break. Basically, there was no time for you to hang out.

Everyday is actually the same now if you were being honest. You go to school, attend your classes, go to journalism class, go back home, study, eat and then sleep, that’s your routine.

The only free time that you get is after journalism class however, the student council sometimes held meetings for the graduation party that they were going to do. Since you part of the council and was also a graduating student.

You have no choice but to go.

And on rare times, when there are no meetings nor plannings about the party and you were also not completely tired out. You ask Aya to hang out with you in a cafe which ends to a study session every single time.

Fortunately for you, you now had an acceptable reason of why you have to avoid the ‘Huang Renjun’. If you’d say that you were busy well, it’s completely understandable.

Actually you started to avoid Renjun more since that day you both got locked in that cursed room. Because to be honest, you were literally afraid of completely falling for him when all you might get is a fierce and a heart breaking rejection.

You keep yourself busy so that your thoughts of him will be replaced with exhaustion, you know that it’s bad to overwork but the break is arriving anyways so it’s fine.

You haven’t really been interacting with Renjun well, so does he. The only time that you will see him is either in class or the journalism training. Yes, he was also a part of that club.

Which is why he kept creeping into your mind, because you keep seeing him!

His presence keeps on reminding you to speak up about your feelings. Aya keeps on persuading you too, saying that “either you do it now, or you’ll regret it.”

That reminds you of that one day during the writing training. In each category there was at least 2 persons and for that specific writing exercise each pair will be given newspapers so basically, the two persons will have to share.

You were in the same category as Jeno while Renjun has Aya as her partner.

And the practice started, there were other people in the training room but you felt like only the four of you were in that room. For some reason, you kept on looking at Renjun and Aya’s direction.

Renjun must have noticed it and told Aya to scoot closer to him, and he literally had a smirk on his face!

this boy is trying to make me jealous, the audacity! He started this game, well fine let’s play along then.

You grabbed Jeno’s arm which startled the boy. You proceeded to talk about the topic while gently caressing his arm, it seemed innocent so Jeno didn’t mind but instead he discussed the topic with.

You might have probably let Renjun hit his limit, he abruptly stood up and flee to door.

You were a bit guilty but he started it so you just ignored it.

The next day when you and Aya were casually talking to each other, Haechan, who was one of Renjun’s friends sat next to you along with Jaemin, who was also Renjun’s friend.

They were saying that Renjun apparently got jealous and immediately threw his feelings out of the window. You aren’t gonna lie but that struck pain to your heart. You were hurt, but of course you didn’t let them know.

Anyways, that was old new because the latest new that you got right now iss. You won your journalism contest!

You feel so ecstatic and relieved, the only thing you have to worry about now is finals. Which you’re sure that you’ll nail it and even if you didn’t, your journalism adviser will save your ass.

So you were there, chilling at a bench. Away from everyone, who was currently taking pictures, some were even crying in delight. In these time you were really thankful that you were an introvert, as i would be very embarrassing for you to do those stuff.

You just sat there, your eyes closed, listening to peaceful music. You were absolutely sure that no one would disturb you—

"Heyy y/n" Renjun's voice echoes through your brain. You weren't supposed to be hearing his voice.

But guess what, he freakin pulled your earphones! Of course, you weren't joking when you said you'd hit anyone except for Aya, that will pull on your earphones.

And that resulted, to him getting a painful smack.

“Ow! That hurtt!” Renjun hisses in pain.

“That’s for disturbing me while i listen to my tunes.” you rolled your eyes at him.

He let out a chuckle.

“I just wanted to congratulate you, your writing was amazing no wonder why you got in the top 5." Renjun flashes you a genuine smile.

this guy really wants me to fall for him!

Your eyes widened and shook your head at him. "What? Noooo! You're the one who deserve the praise, like you won first placee!"

Yeah, Renjun won first place in his category. Which was Cartooning, like literallyy he was the best artist that you have ever seen.

That adds up the many many reasons of why you like him. You admire his artworks, even his doodles can be sold in a museum.

He became flustered. His cheeks were a blushing mess and of course Renjun knew that so he try to hide.

And that was completely useless, his reddened cheeks were still visible

cute.

"Haha thank you."

The both of you laughed.

Renjun leaned back and closed his eyes. "But you know, I just draw cause it's my way of expressing my self. I find words difficult," He stares at you, "that's why i admire you for being good at words." He then beamed you a smile, the brightest smile that he can give.

You stared back at him.

If i am indeed good at words, why can't i tell you my feelings?

You sigh, turning your gaze to your lap. Your fingers uncontrollably fidgeting one another.

You were nervous, this was the first time you talked to him after you heard that he lost his feelings.

That though, was still unsure and is making you bewildered.

Silence engulfed the both of you. You kept on fidgeting your fingers, he just stared at the sky. You wish that your mom would show up immediately so you can escape this awkward situation.

The heavens might've heard your silent pleas, you heard your mom's car honking.

As you were anxious, you wanted to leave the place asap.

This was the last time that you'll be able to see your teammates, especially him.

You stood up grabbing your bag and waved goodbye to your team, you didn't even bother to say goodbye to him.

But he on the other hand, thinks otherwise.

"y/n wait!" You felt his hand grabbed you.

He stood up and step closer to you. He hands you a letter which you were sure that he wasn't holding it before.

He leaned towards your ear, handing you the letter. "좋아해." And he runs away.

You stood frozen in place.

what did he say?

Thoughts stopped entering to your mind. You didn't even care if your friend's cameras were pointing at you.

A familiar honk woke you up from your reverie. You immediately sprinted towards the car and as soon as you got in, you breathe a sigh.

Your mom was looking at you teasingly and was about to say something.

"Mom i know what you are going to say and I'd rather not hear it." You spoke to her, a frown plastered in your face.

Your mom laughs hysterically. "I was going to ask you where do you want to celebrate your win, sweetie." She continued laughing, while you just want to hide in embarrassment

"Oh, ahm anywhere mom. I'm fine with it." You respond shyly.

"But i was going to ask about him though."

You widened your eyes at your mom. " MOM PLEASE!" you just earned a chuckle from her.

"Okay okay i'll stop," you felt relieved, " after i tell dad!" she continues, raising her eyebrow at you from the rear view mirror.

"MOM!"

~~~~~~~~~~~

You really intended to read Renjun’s letter after you arrive back home, but things got out of hand—let’s just say you and you were family were having a lot of fun that you had forgotten about it.

You even forgot to search what Renjun said to you, but it was fine you’ll remember it and look it up later.

That’s how the year ended.

The opening of the next year wasn’t even interesting to be honest. You were too busy, writing articles for the graduation paper, planning with the council and a whole lot more.

You didn’t have time because once you had finish all of your work, the finals came up.

Graduation came and go, you bid your farewell to Aya who kept on crying while you just snap pics of her saying ‘it’s memories’ with a cheerful grin.

Also, you didn’t get to say goodbye to Renjun. You last saw him at the graduation where your parents and his just exchanged congratulations.

You didn’t saw him since.

Now, you finally had time. You can relax all you want and a thought popped in your head when you were reminiscing your middle school memories.

Renjun’s letter!

You quickly get up from your bed and searched for the letter in a haste. Because the typical you who was dumb, had yet again forgot where she placed her belongings.

After minutes of scavenging you eventually found the letter and returned to your bed.

You scanned it for a brief moment. It was a plain white envelope, decorated with moonmin washi tape which you haven’t mention, was his favorite character. He literally draws it every single minute.

That made you smile because of his effort that he put into, even if it was simple. It means a lot to you.

You opened the letter and the first thing you noticed was his eligible writing, his handwriting even represents his personality. And it was a very long letter.

Dear y/n,

Hi y/n! I don’t think that you will even read this but i really need to say it. The past couple of years in middle school was absolutely boredom. i just go to school because i was forced to and i need to. i realized that my life was totally fucked up when even my friends cannot even make me happy anymore. until, i met you. my days got brighter just by seeing your smile. and to be frank, i kinda did the run-late-without-an-umbrella thing on purpose. haha i’m sorry but to let you know, i enjoy every second with you. and i’m sorry if you thought that i have lost feelings for you cause it was really the opposite. my feelings got stronger each and everyday. i wish i should’ve said it sooner but it’s too late now. we need to part ways, we can’t be together now. i guess we’re both afraid. i wonder what could’ve happened if i did confessed to you, will we end together? will you run away from me? i don’t know, but i know one thing is for sure y/n. that is, 좋아해.

-renjun

Your thoughts have stopped, did he really mean what he said?

Regret started to crept into your heart.

He did like me.

You should’ve said it sooner, you should’ve told him first. Did you really thought that the rumors were going to make moves for you? You were a fool.

Tears started to fill your eyes, you feel pathetic. You didn’t cry for your friend, but here you are crying for a boy, thinking the same possibilities as him.

What would’ve happen?

You scrambled to type the words that were unfamiliar to you to the translation box.

Korean: 좋아해 English: I like you

i like you...

You lost grip of your phone. You lost it, tears fell from your eyes. You should’ve listened to Aya, she was right all along.

i wish i told you.

dear diary, April 9, 2018

i can’t! i can’t! i was a fool!

why didn’t i tell him? why did i ignore my feelings?

something could’ve happened if i just made my move!

i-i fucked up.

-y/n

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