#i’m just real happy today

[whump-queen]

just… give me whumpees getting dehumanized to hell, getting gagged and restrained and manhandled and inspected and called pretty… give me a whumpee who gets treated like a toy, an accessory, a decoration, arm candy, a prize— I don’t care just make them exist to make you look good

#whump vibes #whump inspo #dehumanization whump #humiliation whump #whump prompt #idk if this even counts as a prompt #just the vibe i’m thinking about today #mm tasty tasty dehumanization :))) #I refuse to use real punctuation don’t @ me #>.< #happy balentimes u guys #💖💖💖💖

[katnissmellarkkk]

unpopular opinion maybe(?) but i’m so very happy gale did not die in mockingjay. i know a lot of fans across the internet really wish he would have died instead of finnick but that would have bothered me to absolutely no end. because it would have cheapened katniss’ choice. take away the fact that she would have inevitably grieved gale and that it would have broken her heart and that she would have ultimately needed time to process the loss before growing back together with peeta. take all that away and you’re still left with the fact that if gale was dead, peeta would have always looked like a consolation prize.

#thinking about this a lot today and my old otp from five plus years ago because they’re the real reason I hate this trope #anyways I’m just happy gale lived because it would have messed up my endgame otherwise #yes I’m petty like that #everlark #thg #hunger games #Katniss everdeen #Peeta mellark #gale hawthorne #text post ✨✍🏻🤎 #200

[that-was-anticlimactic]

one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t

#and that you’re a terrible writer and that no one cares aaaaaaand imposter syndrome kicks in and you just feel like crap #bc all your friends have been wriying recejtky so why can’t you??? cause they’re bETTER THAN YOU #lol idk why my head is so bad today #the feelings of inferiority and emptiness and idk worthlessness are strong and i hate it but i can’t stop it #i just wanna write!!! and like what i write!!! #but i Can’t and i haven’t liked anything i’ve written in Months and ugh i hate not being able to d something i wanna do #oh and now i’m crying??? why the frick am i cRYING litetally why is typing this making me Worse #sorry guys needed to rant #the inadequacy was strong today #something something students keep telling me how much they dislike me or how i’m whiny for asking them to be respectful and like #i Know i shouldn’t compare myself to my friends but gosh it’s hard when they’re all like. so much better than me. #and i don’t have a lot of time to be on tumblr bc of work so i just feel like i’m watching everything from afar and it’s no one’s fault but #my brain’s like no one is Doing anything it’s just my brain being dumb and i can’t stand it and I want to stop feeling empty and like i’m #missing a part of myself and like the words i write don’t matter gOD why can’t i just feel happy with where i am and not care what the kids #who hate me say or realize that no one cares that i’m not on much like i’m still Here and trying to interact it’s not like everyone hates me #for being busy or for liking side characters more than the main characters and just— #sorry #that felt good actually #idk what came over me #imma just. imma shower. then maybe delete my tags #sorry if anyone got this far aT ALL grace is either asleep or trying to sleep so i don’t wanna bother them since they slept poorly last nigh #okay done now for real sorry delete tags later sorry if you saw this and how freaking messed up ky freaking brain is

[giddlygoat]

i need some willard falls asleep listening to wallace think out loud at the workshop table ASMR

#for real though. i think willard would love the sound of wallace working downstairs at any given moment #it’s nice to be reminded of wallace’s presence and have that comforting expectation #like suddenly loud hanmering and power tool noises erupt from the basement and willard just smiles #even if he’s not actively hanging with wallace he just likes to know he’s working on smth and in his happy place #does any of that make sense i’m kinda zapped today HSJDJDJ #apple pie with cheese #aardman

[moldspicy]

i am feeling so blessed,,,,,,,

#mold speaks #I JUST GOT PETREL TODAY AND HE WAS THE ONE I VERY MUCH WANTED #I STILL CANT BELIEVE THIS IS REAL TBH #I WANTED HIM ANMD PROTON SO BAD….SO IM REALLY HAPPY RN;;;; #was lucky to get archer too!!!! he was the first silly guy I obtained !!! #now I’m hoping I can get Ariana so that they can all be together and be complete!!!! ✨✨✨ #now off to bed cuz im exhausted and they have been making me rot…………

[zainmalik]

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#well today i found out my adhd medication makes me more talkative #supposedly because i am able to organize my thoughts better and there’s a reduction in anxiety and all the constant stream of thoughts #i feel like i’ve talked A LOT today #i’m very sleepy but i still want to talk #it’s kinda funny i was already talkative but now it’s like i can’t stop #also being sleepy as a side effect #i guess it relaxes you? #but also the longer the day goes the medication wears off and it leaves you tired #yesterday i went to bed at 10 something pm #which is insane because i usually go from going to sleep from 2am to 5am #i’ve always had this anxiety about sleeping because it felt like i was missing real life #hmm something to discuss with my therapist next visit #but yeah i am able to organize my thoughts and my brain feels calmer #also happy to report intrusive thoughts haven’t bothered me!!! my brain is finally shutting the fuck up in regards to that #also i feel like i’m able to absorb information and understand better? before as much as i tried i just couldn’t #i really like that a lot #logan.txt #adventures in adhd

[peachyykira]

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#I don’t know how intentional it is #but the way he’s encouraging me and pushing me to take better care of myself in what feels like subtle ways just has mt heart all warm #this man helped me figure out budget friendly options for my groceries and is giving me different ways to put them together #I’m eating real food. meals. at home. for the first time in like at least a year? #he answers all my dumb baby cooking questions #he encourages me when i feel like idk what I’m doing (like today when I was making a breakfast bowl and nothing was done at the same time) #like idk how to explain it totally #but basically I feel CARED for. looked after. loved? #even though he’s 4 hours away #and like this is just one aspect! there’s so much more he’s doing all the time that makes me feel safer and happy #idk man. I just have a full tummy (of REAL FOOD) and am feeling feelings. #idk if or when he will see this but I just needed to get it out. I hope he knows how much I appreciate him 💜 #🤓 daddy #talking peach

[crookedblade]

Just realized I never posted this here lol

#room of swords #drew this real quick back when 218 came out and I’m still happy with it lol #those dumbasses in love really just make me so emotional #honestly with how todays been I could almost just turn this into a RoS art only account lmaooooo #gyrus axelei #kodya karevic

[stopitmeg]

the CORRECT dialogue options:

rank 4: “don’t get the wrong idea, senpai”

rank 6: “you’re charming”

rank 9: “you’re in love”

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#I KNOW WHAT REAL HEARTBREAK FEELS LIKE AND I FELT IT TODAY #obviously persona 3 portable is an older game and maybe i’m just stupid but #please don’t make the same mistake i did yall deserve a happy ending #akihiko sanada

[milo-is-rambling]

Me when I remember I’m 19 and not 18 and the entire last year and a half has felt like a dream

#ME SUDDENLY GOING WAIT HOW OLD AM I AND HAVING TO CHECK MY PINTEREST BIO LIKE YOURE TELLING ME IM GONNA BE TWENTY IN LESS THAN A YEAR. #IM GONNA THROW UP WHAT THE FUCK AHHHHH TIME IS PASSING IM STILL A FUCK UP I DONT THINK ILL EVER GET MY SHIT TOGETHER #I THINK ILL BE HAPPY BUT I THINK ILL ALWAYS BE AFRAID OF IT ALL CRUMBLING YKNOW I WONT BE NORMAL BUT ILL BE HAPPY AND ILL MAKE ART #BUT LIKE. FUCK MAN. ANOTHER YEAR ALONE #like ughhhh idk how to explain it. soemthing soemthing getting older but not growing up at all like I feel like maybe I’m 16 like that’s #when every one else suddenly became real people and I stayed the same between depression and 2020 that explains a lot and now I’m just like #frozen in my brain but my body is getting older but all of these years count and in the future I’ll look back and go yeah I don’t remember #what I did when I was 18/19 bc all I did was isolate smoke weed and be depressed #like wahhhhhh emotional today thanks weed and meds and period supposed to start today

[knifepervert]

💖💖

#mari speaks #I just got an exciting email today and it’s official #ya girl is a college graduate!!!🥹 #it just doesn’t feel real but i’m just so over the moon happy rn #I have worked my ass off for so many years for this degree #and it has finally paid off!

[yoohyeontual]

Not gonna lie guys I feel pretty depressed right now so I don’t feel like coming back soon 😭 I am not deleting this account it’s never gonna happen, but I need a break right now, even tho I miss you all so much 🥲 Ily all and I hope you are happy and healthy 💕

Please use my tag for your content so I can reblog them all whenever I come here for like 5 minutes bfksbd -> #Korimilook!

You can follow my Insta I post pets pics mostly -> alex_Korimi

#i don’t like saying depress cause idk if it really what I’m feeling but you get what I mean I’m not happy fkdbdjd #news tho I saw the doctor today she told me I most likely have anxiety probably TDAH and could even be autism #ADHD* I always right in English even when I talk french and now I write it in french fkdbdjd 😭 #she sending seeing a social worker to work on myself first and later see to get a real diagnostic cause a free psy is like 1 year of wait 😭 #it’s not telling anything yet but at least this is more clear jfbsjdjs #if you are also wondering what I’m doing with my life right now I’m like usual avoiding my problems #by playing Pokémon games and drawing fakemons cjbsjsns #I’m working seriously on my own region the bad part is I can’t draw any characters tho fkdbjdnd #but I least it makes me happy to imagine 🥰 #i have like 90 fakemons made not all draw but imagine at least #my goal is at least 100 like a usual new gen has aproximetely 100 pkms each #i may post some soon on my sb even if I’m not here lately #they are not getting enough notes for me to worry about reblogs on weirdos blog anyway we’ll see fkdbdj #love you all 💕 #if I don’t answer dm I’m sorry it’s not you I’m just not here :’) #I’m not really in the mood to talk #also if for Insta you don’t want me to follow back you can refuse I won’t be mad 🥰 but I will always ask to follow back hahaha #alex.txt

[nullians]

Yeah I love fate. I watched fate/zero, fate/stay night and unlimited blade works, fate/grand order and fate/stay night. And a few more, but i watch all of them because of gil lol XDDDD I love gilgamesh so much. My one and only true king. <3

Oh, that’s actually the same reason I got into it! I’ve started with UBW but it didn’t really click with me until I sat down and binged the entirety of Zero. It’s actually only thanks to Fate/Zero that I stayed for so many other Fate works, and while I enjoyed almost every character in it I must say that Gilgamesh was pretty much the highlight for me as well. Glad to know we both have sth to look forward to this summer! :D

#inbox asks for attention #happy hours for real #the new PV for fsf was the best news I got today #and I’m just glad there’s someone I pass on my dash who also likes it #and likes Gilgamesh too #heavens know it’s a 50/50 in Fate fandom when it comes to opinions on Gil

[floral-hex]

I’ve had maybe 3 or 4 hours of sleep since yesterday. I keep getting distracted. Need to remedy that.

Saw the audiologist today. He’s seriously one of the nicest doctors I’ve ever had. The appointment went about how I expected; no idea what’s really going on or why my hearing is fluctuating so much. Still, it was really nice to talk to him. He cranked up my hearing aids for whenever I hit another bad patch. Good visit. Or it was, until I was checking out and the ENT I saw last week came up to me and basically killed my mood. Lots of telling me I’ll just have to get used to it and that there’s not much they can do. So… that was a shit ending.

Except it wasn’t the end. About an hour after I got home, ENT calls me and says he talked to the audiologist. I had mentioned maybe having cochlear hydrops, we discussed my symptoms more, and apparently the audiologist wrote a note advocating for me in my chart. ENT admitted that there were some good points, so he prescribed me a new med to try out. It’s a shot in the dark, nothing fancy, but I felt so vindicated. So nice. I’m not expecting any miracles, but it’s nice to have a little hope.

#I also bought a box of cherry pop tarts so I guess you could say I’m having a pretty sweet day #I’m so tired #every time I start falling asleep I end up focusing on something else until it passes #I took a couple of benadryl hours ago and managed to push past their effects #I… am not smart #anyway I was just so happy to vent to a real person today #is that sad? it feels sad. #I need to get out more but I really have no where to go #it is what it is #I’m gonna eat some 3am pop tarts and then see about sleep #ok I love you take it sleazy #this isn’t important #text #hearing loss

[legisaskerator]

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#I’ll be real seeing all this anti romance onthe dash got me feeling a little weird #like go off have fun this day is for everyone for all types of attraction or lack thereof #but damn can I enjoy today as part of a couple? #shoutout to bisexuals in relationships today just trying to have a fun time I guess #i can barely scroll through my dash right now cause it’s all just bashing Valentine’s Day and alloromantic people #): #oh well don’t come at me for this. I’m not commenting on anything I’m leaving everyone alone so leave me alone #unless you’re here to be nice to me idk #anyway my boyfriend bought me TWO giant boxes of chocolate today and some flowers and I am so in love and happy