#i’m not bitter but maybe i am

[guinea-pig-enthusiast]

I keep seeing people talk about how it’s really crazy in-universe that ten year olds are beating champions who are like really powerful and much older, and children fight and capture legendaries that are in-universe deities.

This is actually a super subtle reference to how Pokémon is a fictional franchise.

#pokemon #I’m not bitter but maybe I am #like this should not be actual discourse. this is a joke you make once and then move on.

[pebblezone]

Took 30 years to get there!

#hellsing #hellsing ultimate #alucard hellsing #seras victoria #schrodinger hellsing #a #I’ve no fucking clue how his being gone works like wtf is he doing he has to be doing… something? maybe? maybe not?? #you see him in the street 💔 walking by himself 💔 talking by himself 💔 have pity 💔 #feeling deranged and silly tonight. they’re doing a PowerPoint thing in my dorm and on one hand I don’t think anyone is gonna go #but also free excuse for mascot slideshow I lost my old one and I’m very sad about that still #but now I have PowerPoint not just Google slides I can make such sexy transitions tee hee #but then also I could do beach boys rankings hmmmmmmmmm this is hard. #assigning every beach boys album a mascot. summer in paradise can be northwestern because I am bitter about its existence

[teamfortresstwo]

….The shot of Vox looking so afraid of Alastor makes me wonder if he’ll- if not have a redemption arc, maybe he’ll lean more morally grey somehow? I mean, it seems unlikely given *gestures at the “THEYRE GONNA DIE >:)!!” Trailer gif but like . I don’t know !!! That scared look is just not something someone evil would have !!!

#that and the way he seemed so insecure and also the hints at his past admiration of Alastor feel like they’re going to build up to something #idk maybe I’m just too hopeful because he’s my baby girl but like !!!! #hhhhhhh from just that little song alone I can tell he’s going to have so much fucking depth #and god I can’t wait to see his dynamic with alastor more often . like I know Alastor doesn’t seem to care for vox almost at all in the song #and again I’m probably just being too hopeful but like . #it *feels* like they’ll have more history than just that . I mean sure maybe Vox is just bitter over having been rejected but this fear and #the fact that he asked Alastor to join his team but now hates him so much… it feels like more went down than just a simple rejection . #maybe Alastor was more cruel with his rejection than strictly necessary? maybe Vox is just that insecure ??? I don’t know but god am I #excited to find out

[giddlygoat]

i love being silly! all i want is to throw heart hands and click my heels and laugh and smile without a care forever and ever. and this is great! it’s what i will continue to do, and i look forward to the never ending journey that is getting sillier, but sometimes it gets me really down when i look around and all i see is surprise and astonishment. people are always shocked.

coworkers i have worked with for months still can’t figure out why i laugh at what i do, or do it so often. it seems to me like so many people i meet are not easily impressed, and yet their jaws always drop at my natural inclination to be amazed by simple things.

cmon, what are we waiting for? give me one reason why a dog in the drive through or a shiny scooter in the neighborhood or a guy holding two blizzards or a couple with coordinated outfits isn’t good enough to laugh at. if the joys of everyday life aren’t good enough for you then how in the world are you going to experience whimsy? when do you get to smile?

sometimes i feel like i’m seeing all these colors while so many people are living in silver screen. an angry part of me wants to snap in front of some noses and get on my megaphone about it. people have said some truly outrageous and entirely untrue things regarding life and hope in casual conversation and expected me to nod along. do i look like i don’t apply any meaning to my life or treasure each moment? do i look like i don’t care so much it hurts?

#people say i’m too pure and polite. bro i am not some mystical anomaly that crawled out of a well #it’s called whimsy. read all about it #i feel like maybe this whole thing comes off as very entitled and bitter. i’m sorry if it does and i hope to learn and become better #i realize there are a zillion reasons to be unhappy in this world #i just need to see some people realizing that the same is true for the good #can we all just look up please. there’s a whole sky up there #no two clouds are the same. sometimes they roll in sheets or freckles #sometimes it rains. sometimes it breezes #isn’t that good enough?

[wideminded-dreamer]

I just think it would have been cool if these were sent to the people who were supposed to be at the Ypsi and flint shows since we got screwed with the cancellations

#am I bitter rn? #maybe #I’m just sayin boys #I know I was lucky to go to Toledo #but it wasn’t the same as my hometown show #greta van fleet #gvf

[sailforvalinor]

Just had a reverse “you think about your old writing through rose-colored glasses but when you go back to read it it’s kind of terrible” moment, I went back and read some of my pre-uni/pandemic writing fully expecting it to be terrible and was like “oh this is…pretty good actually?”

#there are certainly things I would fiddle with but not as horrific as I was anticipating. honestly I wrote so much faster back then #it was narnia fanfic btw #sadly probably never something I will ever go back to (even though my oc’s for it are very very beloved to me) as it was something me and #my ex-best friend were writing together and now she hasn’t talked to me for two years #it was also a bit sad to read because in some ways I’m not that girl who wrote that anymore. like I am and maybe in some ways I could get #her back but it’s been more than three years. that girl was dreamy and idealistic and was so happy to write something that might never be #published and now I still like to think I’m dreamy and idealistic but I’ve become so bitter and I don’t like it and writing is so much #harder (you think studying for a degree in it would help but it has the opposite effect) #and I don’t really have anyone to talk to about my writing irl anymore and I think part of the problem is that it’s all bottled up inside #and can go nowhere but the page (and that’s so much pressure!) #anyway ignore my tag rambling #maybe I’ll incorporate those narnia oc’s into something else because I really did pour so much into them #it seems a shame to let them die

[jocelynships]

I’m almost done with my current rewatch of WATXM and man. MAN. I’m never forgiving Marvel for canceling this show

#it’s so GOOD AAAAAAAHHHHHH #starts biting the bars of my enclosure #the only thing I did Not Like was them making Gambit a bad guy and Colossus appearing for like. 30 seconds and never coming back #also they had like almost half of season 2 written and had all this lovely concept art #and man. MAN. #I AM SO VERY BITTER ABOUT IT #maybe if the 90s cartoon can get a continuation maybe… MAYBE… #sorry I’m back on my x-men bullshit everyone just ignore me

[xxlumos]

Sooo, the Great Inquisitor and Reva could survive that but Trilla didn’t make it … I see

#she’s dead? yeah I’m your dreams maybe 🤨 #she could’ve been at least in that weird amber room where the other dead are displayed #i am bitter? maybe #give me trilla pLEASE #or a mention #or even Cal at least lol #anita rambles #kenobi #kenobi spoilers #trilla suduri #trilla #Reva #grant inquisitor

[gingersnapsblonde]

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#I don’t mean to sound #jealous because I’m not! #maybe a bit bitter but not about this #so #my sister got a car and I’m so happy for her #it’s huge and awesome and brand spankin new! and she’s so adorable in it #but #idk when I got my apartment and I kept talking to her about it #she shared absolutely no excitement for me :( #and honestly still won’t when I try to tell her about how much happier I am in it now that I’ve made it my own space #sighhh #I’m happy for her #I just wish she would try to be happy for me #sometimes

[emilbh]

Maybe this makes me a bitch but I literally couldn’t care less abt talking abt fandom stuff or things I like with anyone anymore

#q #my misery doesn’t make me a v nice or kind person unfortunately🗿 #am working on that🤓🤓 #I don’t see the point in talking abt anything tbh🤣🤣 #makes me feel worse every single time🤣🥰 #kind of sick of associating things with ppl ik or a fandom and it affecting my enjoyment of said thing #maybe that’s a bit dramatic but anyway i’m clinging to things that I keep to myself or enjoy from afar #I’ll just enjoy whatever by myself #who told me watching smth like nana w someone was going to end up good #not gonna introduce anyone to anything again lmfao #just one example but whejejks #I don’t want to share any thoughts abt anything let alone share thoughts abt things that make me happy #bc those will be taken away too #I promise I haven’t always been this bitter of a person

[girlwithakiwi]

I see this show is taking its pacing cues from Game of Thrones season 8

#house of the dragon #house of the dragon spoilers #are they really just in that much of a hurry to get to cgi dragons fucking shit up #the cast is apparently killing it but the cast of got did the same too #didn’t completely make up for the fact that it felt like we were watching a season on fast forward #am i just bitter that i’m not getting more gifs of harwin ‘big dick energy’ strong? #…maybe

[acesammy]

they should’ve randomly recasted sam in s6. Like whole different actor post cage.

Andksbdkenddj

I highkey disagree. I like jarpad as Sam. I just know he’s both not as good of an actor and not as pretty as Jensen and I 100% believe that is a major reason why Sam is wayyyyyy less loved than dean

That being said it would’ve been funny to have some random guy standing there in s6 while Dean goes like.. hmmm something is wrong with you Sam… can’t quite put my finger on it…

#Idk I’m just bitter again bc I am listening to a spn rewatch podcast and the ONLY time they mention Sam #is to dunk on Jared’s acting #so a little piece of me is like gd I just wish they would talk about Sam for his character rather than the actor #and ofc so much Sam hate on here is directed at /Jared/ #so it just makes me sad that we didn’t get someone who was a bit better of an actor so that maybe Sam wouldn’t be quite as disliked #And the early seasons are the ones that actually count in this regard #bc Sam is kinda just inherently likable in later seasons imo #Also my hot take is that Jensen just stops acting in late seasons so there comes a point where I think they flip #Anywaaaaays that was kinda a niche vent post earlier bc it was definitely influenced by the rewatch podcast I am listening to #lea speaks #lea answers asks #anon

[the-casbah-way]

i promise i’m not bitter but. it does kind of feel slightly gut wrenching seeing all my rich friends from high school doing really well with their lives when they’ve put in almost no effort but they’ve been given all these opportunities just because of their money and support networks meanwhile i’ve been working almost constantly since i left school and tried so hard at uni and i still haven’t achieved anything

#it’s fine. i’m not helping anything by being jealous or whatever. but maybe a little bit of bitterness is permitted. as a treat #and YES part of it’s my fault. i’m not smart enough to get where i want and i’m not likeable enough to have connections #yes i should have taken better care of my health so i didn’t have to drop out of uni so many times #but i am trying ive been trying really hard basically like forever. and uh i have absolutely zero to show for it

[urbanfiltered]

😋

(hearing The insect noises inside my brain again and being very normal about it)

#oh my god!!!!!! i’m so sick of being chronically exhausted all the time i miss the body i used to have!!!!!!!!!!! #what the FUCK!!!!!! #i’m annoyed!!!! why does it take me literally 12 straight hours of bed rest to recover from one (1) outing #i’m so sick of feeling fogged over all the time like i am just trying to live my LIFE but i have to build in these insane rest periods into #my schedule #it makes me a little bit resentful actually bc i compare what other people are able to do in their time off from work and i’m like #ok i can do maybe 40% of that if i’m having a Good Body Day #which is not up to me to decide lol #fun fact i actually used to cruise reddit to feel solidarity with other folks except they are all such bitter fucks #did u know they call trigeminal neuralgia ‘’the suicide disease’’ over there #i had to delete my account it was making me too crazy #anyways i’m bored but almost always in too much pain or too sleepy to do something about that so i guess i will just continue to Suffer #i did buy more concert tickets today so i now have Events to look forward to which is cool!!! #stressful too bc i’m like Ok how do i make sure that i can be in town for this #but a little bit of scheming is good for the soul