#i’m sad now

[maltedmilkks]

no because GUYS, it’s the same jacket. like, look closely. the buttons. the strap on the shoulder. it’s the same jacket. this just really solidifies that theory that neil left all of billy’s clothes to a thrift store where they would continue to be cycled through owners (definitely makes sense some old army vet would get it and add patches) until steve himself picked it up :(

#stranger things #steve harrington #billy hargrove #harringrove #steve x billy #I’m sad now #Neil hargrove #billy hargrove angst #harringrove angst #billy hargrove deserved better

[axeoverblade]

Wait you guys sad thought…

So in the Earth 42 universe, there are photos on the walls of Miles with his hair unbraided that are very recent (see my last repost) and it shows the braids were a recent choice…

Do you guys think he started wearing braids after his dad died, because he was so messed up over it that he stopped doing his basic necessities such as combing his hair/ basic hair up keep? Like we know his texture if left uncombed will loc up.

So do you think he chose braids to just keep his hair in a way that was easier to manage while he dealt with the stress of it all and it just ended up becoming his style ☹️⁉️

#42 miles morales x reader #spider man: across the spider verse #miles morales x reader #42 miles morales #miles x reader #miles morales #prowler x reader #earth 42 miles x reader #earth 42 #i’m sad now

[navnae]

Steve always twist and turn in his sleep because of the reoccurring nightmares that he gets in the middle nights. Sometimes they’re so bad that he wakes up with tears running down his face and reaching his hands out into the darkness for any kind of comfort. Eddie holds him tightly and wipes the tears away with his thumb softly before running his hands through Steve’s hair as he places his head on his chest. Steve feels at peace when Eddie sings him to sleep and placing a Goodnight kiss onto his forehead. He wraps his arms around Eddie and lays his head on his chest then slowly drifts into a deep slumber with no more nightmares. Eddie smiles to himself once he hears light snores coming from Steve meaning that he’s able to sleep peacefully, soon after Eddie is falling asleep with Steve in his arms.

#steddie #i’m sad now #what am i doin with my life #like fr #they’re my babies #comfort characters #love them #they deserved better #steddie headcanon #steddie hcs #hcs #steve headcanon #couple goals #eddie munson #stranger things #steve harrington #help lol #idk what else to tag #please #come on #manifesting #power #so cuuuute #lmaooooooo #that is so funny #wow #hmmmmm #omfg #i know what you are #be for real

[luz-bi-love]

ANGEL’S SISTER MOLLY IS IN HEAVEN?!?!

#hazbin hotel #hh molly #hazbin molly #molly dust #i’m sad now #hh angel dust #hazbin angel dust #hh anthony #hazbin anthony #hh arackniss #hazbin arackniss #vivziepop #vivziemind #vivzieverse #hazbin hotel angel dust #hazbin hotel anthony #hazbin hotel molly #hazbin hotel arackniss

[nick-close]

i go crazy thinking how nicky dragged his father off the floor to hide him from his baby- that his dad was there but only physically- but from glenn's perspective, he kicked open the door and was immediately embraced by his son

IT’S SO FUCKED UP. IT’S SO FUCKED UP. THE ACT OF NOT WANTING THIS TO BE HOW TAYLOR SEES GLENN FOR THE FIRST TIME. ESPECIALLY THIS KID LIKE, WHO THOUGHT HIS DAD WAS THE COOLEST IN THE ENTIRE WORLD FOR SO LONG. HE WANTS HIS KID TO SEE HOW COOL HIS DAD IS BUT TURNS OUT THE MAGIC FADES AND ALL THAT’S LEFT IS THIS MESS OF A TRAUMATIZED MAN SHOWING UP AT YOUR HOUSE TOO FUCKED UP TO STAND. GOD.

The worst thing is I do know that they do love eachother on some level- of course they do. But they really are like… like best friends who spent some time apart and lost the connection. Isn’t it FUCKED UP. IS THIS WHAT YOU WANTED TO DO TO ME????

#/lh #god #good ask #I’m sad now #dndads #dungeons and daddies #asks #dndads s2 #dndads spoilers

[teyamsgrl]

NETEYAM DEATH TW

i obvi recognized the foreshadowing of his death through some of the things jake had said earlier on in the film, but really thinking ab the way jake checked his back earlier on and then him seeing the gunshot wound in his back nearing the end like that foreshadowing 💔💔💔 ouch

#jade’s thoughts #i’m sad now #neteyam :( #avatar #atwow #avatar 2009 #avatar fic #atwow fic #avatar the way of water #neteyam sully

[colourstreakgryffin]

Angst ObaMitsu Scenario

*HOLY SHIT. THIS CONTAINS SPOILERS. THIS CONTAINS SPOILERS. ALL ANIMES-ONLY OR NON-COMPLETE MANGAS! PLEASE CLICK AWAY OR YOU’LL BE SPOILED*

Anyway. Re-read the ObaMitsu’s death panels and thought to myself. What would it be like if only one died, instead of both; So here is this very depressing scenario(s) I made up at 2am. I’m sorry, ObaMitsu fans.

Probably not the best thing to write as the first ObaMitsu post but whatever

Needed Warnings; mention of depression, mention of obsession, mention of seppkuku, mention of death, mention of mental health problems

If only Mitsuri died

Obanai woke up almost two months ago and is recovering finely

But Mitsuri hasn’t. She still hasn’t woken up

Obanai sticks by her bed everyday. Just hoping that she’ll spring back up any minute

He forgets to look after himself. He can’t continue whilst knowing Mitsuri is still so vulnerable and hurt

Giyuu has to drag him out of the room and pin him down so the girls can check up on her

It doesn’t work. Obanai breaks in and pushes Aoi off Mitsuri as she attempts to put a blanket over her. He is a complete mess but he needs to know what’s going on

Aoi sighs weakly. “I… I’m so sorry, Iguro-san. Kanroji-san… has passed away…”

Passed away? No. No. No. She must be joking

“We believe she did last night” “No… she can’t be… you have to be wrong!” Aoi only lowers her head

Obanai breaks down into a hysterical anger-mixed-sorrow fit. He refuses to believe Aoi is right but deep down, knows she is

Why did he have to survive and not Mitsuri? Why does he always end up escaping death when he deserves it?

Why couldn’t have he been the one who died?!

Giyuu, Sanemi and Tanjiro have to drag Obanai out, once again but this time, kicking and screaming

Eventually. Obanai cries

And he cries his heart out. The first time he has ever experienced such emotion

He gave everything he had to Mitsuri. And now, she won’t be on this earth to enjoy life with him

What’s the point of living anymore? He couldn’t stop the death of a person he loves so dearly

There is only two reasons Obanai won’t commit seppuku. One, Kaburamaru is far too important to him and two, Mitsuri always tells him to push forward

Every night. His dreams only consist of Mitsuri. Meeting him in the beautiful Sakura tree pathway they promised to find each other again in and pushing forward that he doesn’t take his life

“Wait! Obanai! Don’t do that to yourself! Stay alive. Please. I need you to! I— …I hate this too but do it for me. Won’t you?”

Obanai returns to the Serpent Estate broken in all forms for good. Sure, life is now much safer with the eradicating of demons but it isn’t colourful without Mitsuri

His world is monochrome. His eyes are basically dead, his voice is dark and lifeless. He is depressed

Obanai takes Mitsuri’s belongings. Every single thing she owned. Her katana, her uniform, her favourite hairclips, the keys to her estate, her cats. The Love Estate will end up empty

He protects her belongings like his life depends on it

Obanai looks after Mitsuri’s cats as intently as he looks after Kaburamaru

Obanai makes Sakura Mochi in his spare time. He never liked it but for Mitsuri, he started pushing himself to liking it

Obanai visits Mitsuri’s grave daily to sit in front of it and eat the Mochi he made

He pretends Mitsuri is talking to him. He nods and responds to nothing. He claims he can hear her talking

Whilst he can’t see anymore, no thanks to the irreversible damage of his eyes, he sees Mitsuri all the time

He is growing mentally unwell, the more he keeps up this routine. He is getting a bit obsessed with keeping Mitsuri in his life

He snatched Mitsuri’s fixed haori from Aoi and wears it over his shoulders all the time

He likes to pretend that Mitsuri married him. So, he sometimes calls the imaginary Mitsuri he talks to “my wife”

Obanai is more aggressive and sour after Mitsuri’s death. He can’t see himself making connections ever again. He is barely hanging on

He’ll live the rest of his broken life completely alone. No new love or no new friend. Just him, Kaburamaru and Mitsuri’s grave

No woman can match Mitsuri. They’re all pathetic, he can’t stand another woman after he lost the woman of his dreams

If only Obanai could sense the way Mitsuri cuddles his side. Her spirit, clings to him everytime he sits at her grave

Obanai always leaves beautiful rose bouquets and bowls of Mitsuri’s favourite ramen at her grave. Their always gone when he returns the next day

Obanai truly isn’t alone. Mitsuri is always following him around and pressing kisses on his forehead every night

Obanai, truthfully, is trapped inbetween fantasy and reality. Inbetween acknowledging that Mitsuri has crossed the rainbow bridge but yet refusing to admit in favour of pretending Mitsuri is still alive

Obanai treasures all the letters Mitsuri wrote about him. Sure, he can’t read them on his own anymore(Kaburamaru reads them for him) and he ends up crying and crumbling onto the floor

All he wants is Mitsuri back

If only Obanai died

Mitsuri wakes up in a hospital bed. She survived? But. What about Obanai?

Obanai… he isn’t in the room with her. Where is he?

She desperately climbs her way out of bed and clings onto the walls to walk through the hallway. She is in so much pain but she needs to see him

Busting into the other hospital room, Mitsuri is shocked by the sight before her

The Butterfly Assistants and Aoi are surrounding Obanai, putting a blanket over his resting body

“No! Wait! Stop! What are you doing?!” Mitsuri stumbles over when running to the bed and her head bumps against Obanai’s shoulder

Her heart almost stops and her eyes widened in fear

His bare skin is cold. He didn’t make any noise nor move

“I’m… so sorry, Kanroji-san… Iguro-san has… has passed away… we believe he passed away last night…” Aoi remarks gently

Mitsuri cries instantly and screams. She can’t hold back as she grabs onto Obanai’s arms and shakes him

She doesn’t want to believe he’s dead. He must be alive! He has to be!

Mitsuri shakes him until she has to stop, out of the extreme pain. Her heart shatters into pieces as she crumbles onto the floor and cries hysterically. She cries out his name, begging for the heavens to bring him back to her

The man of her dreams… has left her for good

Mitsuri never gets over this. Never. No matter how old she gets

She becomes semi-lifeless. Her smile is no longer genuine. Her eyes are almost grey. She becomes depressed

Obanai kept her smiling. Mitsuri doesn’t see any reason to pretend to be happy. She doesn’t care about her missing arm, she doesn’t care about the other Hashira

All she cares about is how she lost Obanai

Mitsuri eventually found and swiped Obanai’s repaired haori from Aoi and brought it with her to her hospital bed

She sleeps with it

And when she is released from the Butterfly Estate and returns to her Estate. She takes care of it like it has her beating heart in it

Mitsuri wears Obanai’s haori everywhere and every second of every day. Mitsuri never takes off Obanai’s haori for longer than changing. She’ll die wearing it

Mitsuri got Kaburamaru. She may struggle with separating Kaburamaru from Obanai but she still loves the serpent and keeps him with her as much as possible

Mitsuri visits Obanai’s grave everyday. She eats in front of it, she talks to it

She likes to pretend that she is still talking to Obanai. It’s her coping mechanism

Breaking her illusion will make her break down so don’t. Let her get it out of her system

It is so unhealthy but Mitsuri can’t bring herself to let Obanai go. She needs to feed her fantasies to keep herself from slipping further into depression

Mitsuri, however, is unaware of how Obanai is still with her. In spirit, laying his head on her shoulder as she forces out a laugh at her own joke

Mitsuri will definitely live the rest of her damaged life with no new love. Not a single man in Japan can compare to Obanai

She considers seppuku. At one point, she just wants to be in heaven with him. But Obanai talks her out of it

“Mitsuri! Put that down! Don’t hurt yourself! It’s not worth it! I know, I know you’re in pain. Please, stay alive… for me”

Can’t say Mitsuri becomes obsessed with Obanai after his death but she keeps basically all of his belongings and protects them with everything she has. His katana, his uniform, the keys to his estate, all trinkets of Kaburamaru’s, his favourite kimonos

Mitsuri even changes her last name to Iguro. It’s her way of dedicating herself to her one true love

Living in a fantasy where she married Obanai, despite the fact he is now above in heaven. Forced to wait for Mitsuri to come to him

But everybody can clearly see that Mitsuri’s sanity is chipping. She is losing herself in her depression, her grief, her regret

She is stuck between her fantasy and reality. She speaks outloud to Obanai’s grave when she is with it like it’s a person, but when literally anywhere else, she is relatively normal

Mitsuri still cries as hard when she reads the long letter Obanai wrote for her before he died. His battlefield confession replaying in her head as she keeps reading the most important parts. The parts that cements his love for her

All she wants is Obanai back

Changed the pic cause it was annoying

Well. Fuck. This is very depressing, Jesus and #firsteverpostpostedwithoutsavingittodraftfirst

#kimetsu no yaiba #demon slayer #anime and manga #kny hashira #kny imagines #iguro obanai #obanai iguro #kanroji mitsuri #mitsuri kanroji #obamitsu #kny angst #kny spoilers #i’m sad now #serpent hashira #love hashira

[ironmanstvn]

“…and I am Iron Man”

*snaps fingers*

#iron man #marvel art #artistic #artists on tumblr #tony stark fanart #tony stark #stevetony #winteriron #marvel fanart #marvel #i’m sad now #and I am iron man #ironmanstvnart

[bulldog-butch]

i’m realizing something. as a kid and through high school i never had a big group of friends but i always had one best friend that i spent so much of my time with and who was always free to hang out because i was also their best friend. and now i’m an adult and i have friends that i love dearly but i don’t have a “best friend” that i can call up whenever to hang out and i think that’s why i feel so lonely. its such a change from how i’m used to it being

#i’m sad now #like before my roommate/closest friend got a boyfriend they were becoming that person #but now they spend most of their time with him #bork bork!

[larissaoftarthweems]

for me hot chocolate is such a sapphic thing

and yes,

it's because of larissa

#larissa weems #hot chocolate #lesbian #sapphic #sapphic things #larissaweemsisalesbian #i made hot chocolate but i burned it #i’m sad now #okay bye

[mr-ghost-face]

I had a dream that they made a Ted Lasso spin off about Jamie called “Ted Lasso: the prodigal son” and it was filled with insight into his childhood and him and Roy growing closer and Ted messaged Jamie to check in on him and after matches and it was amazing and then I woke up and am sad cause it’s not real

#Jamie tartt #Ted lasso #Ted lasso spin off #dream #I’m sad now #roy Kent

[thegaycousin-upgrade]

What was the point if listening to Safehouse II for the 40th time still makes me cry? WHAT WAS THE POINT?!?

Man, the voice actors really did NOT pull their punches for this episode, huh? (Pun not intended)

#the bright sessions #podcast #joan bright #sam barnes #caleb michaels #chloe turner #damien gorham #adam hayes #frank sawyer #lauren shippen #fuck you #/j #i’m sad now #because Alex Gallner #saying #‘You're that guy’ #already got me #again

[el-im]

life is a loneliness that only star trek can kill

#I’m sad now #captain's log

[navnae]

Steve was always the one protecting others even when he needed to protect himself more, he’d give his life for anyone if it meant that he could be the hero because all his life he never had that. No shoulder to cry on or no one to run to for the problems he faces, he dealt with all of that alone and he always that it was going to be like that forever. Steve didn’t even cry when he felt the tears building up in his eyes and when he was at his lowest. He wouldn’t forgive himself if he even thought about wasting a single tear that involved his feelings in any way. When he met Eddie his first instinct was to protect him the best way he knew how and keep him out of harms way. Eddie didn’t allow Steve to put that pressure on himself when it wasn’t necessary, he showed Steve that it was his turn to be taken care of and he meant it. Eddie would invite Steve over to his trailer after working a long shift at family video and he’d set up the perfect dinner for him. The bath tub filled with rose petals while being surrounded by candles that were Steve’s favorite scent was waiting for him after dinner. Both of them would enjoy each other’s company as they played with the petals and give one another sweet kisses for the rest of the night. Steve getting nothing but massages whenever he was tired or stressed out made him feel appreciated and Eddie loved every second of it. He never skipped a beat when it came to loving Steve unconditionally, sometimes Steve would get overwhelmed with how much Eddie did for him it felt like he was living in a dream.

Steve’s been in love before and it was so easy to do because that’s all he wanted in his life. This time he meant it with every muscle, every bone, every breath that he was deeply in love with Eddie. He didn’t want to imagine a world without Eddie in it he’s already been through that and he wasn’t going to go through it again. Steve would often catch himself rambling to the part about how amazing Eddie is and his heart leaped just at the thought of his curly haired boyfriend. The sweetest guy he’s ever met in his entire life, Steve wished he would’ve met him earlier in life especially when things were getting hard. Now he didn’t have anything to worry about because Eddie became his protector, Steve could lay his head in peace with warm arms wrapped around him as he laid in bed without a worry in his mind.

#steddie #steddie headcanon #steve headcanon #steddie hcs #headcanon #hcs #i’m sad now #oh welp #that’s unfortunate #yup yup yup #i’m crying #I’m sleepy #i mean yeah #eddie munson #stranger things #steve harrington #help lol #idk what else to tag #please #come on #manifesting #power #so cuuuute #lmaooooooo #that is so funny #wow #hmmmmm #omfg #i know what you are #be for real

[zephyruswrites536]

I dislike Neil Gaiman…

He is too good at writing-

How dare he make parallels

I dislike it

Anyways-

A Nightingale Sang in Barkley Square plays at the end of season one and season two FOR COMPLETELY DIFFERENT REASONS

season one it’s a happy thing, it’s instrumental and though it’s downbeat or- I’m not a musician so don’t quote me on this- an offbeat(I’m trying to say it sounds mellow). They’ve had such a wild ride through the season, the calmness of watching Aziraphale finish eating with Crowley watching him is nice.

Now on the other hand-

Season two Crowley practically hints at it after the fight- or the thing- or the argument- whatever you want to call it. He says, “No Nightingales” and then walks out and waits for Aziraphale- who mind you repeatedly checks if Crowley is going to come back through the window- but it doesn’t officially play until they have both chosen where they are going. Azi to heaven and Crowley to- well- who knows.

Anyways- I had to take a break because my brain said “yknow they are going to play it” but I thought my intuition was wrong and then it was right and then I started hyperventilating so- I came here to spiel.

#good omens aziraphale #good omens crowley #good omens season 2 #good omens 2 #good omens #I’m sad now #hahaha #:(

[dqzaiie]

why is it that there’s no universe in which dazai and odasaku are both alive and well. why them specifically??? why are they cursed to be forever miserable? why are they doomed to be without one another? why, in a multiverse of what may very well be infinite possibilities, is there not one singular world where they are both happy together, as detective and novelist. what the fuck.

#dazai osamu #osamu dazai #sakunosuke oda #oda sakunosuke #odasaku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #beastzai #bsd beast #just thinking about them hurts #i’m sad now