#i’m safe

[applesauceshindo]

Guys

I just ordered my first binder

That’s all

#me talking #trans boy #binder #transmaculine #chest binding #i’m safe #trans #trans pride #trans rights #transmasc #transgender

[randombrowngirl]

Post Ian

#personal #my face #me #selfie #I’m safe #thank you for reaching out #we got power back #smiling on the outside #crying on the inside #cause I’m no longer considered a small #diet #fitness #need to get back at it

[ben-c-group-therapy]

Personal soapbox moment incoming:

I’M SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED AND NUMB AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME! ITS IRRITATING!

That is all.

#personal #soapbox #rant #trigger warning #tw #depressed #tw depression #bpd thoughts #bipolor #tw self h4rm #tw self destructive behavior #tw self harm #i’m safe #just fucking irritated

[the-cookie-of-doom]

I’m so tired I want to die, I literally can’t see

#cookie speaks #how unfortunate #girl is so so sleepy and so comfy but has to get out of bed #5:30 is too damn early #*cries* #12 hours to go #then I’m done #I’m safe

[lifblogs]

I have to wake up at 7:00 for family therapy at 9:00. I’d rather just die.

#aaarrrggghhh #family therapy makes me want to rip my guts out #oops that was gory #and uh not something i will actually be doing #i’m safe #personal

[casualdadnomad]

guys i was such a mako fan watching tlok the first time and also my rewatch in quarantine i wonder if that would change watching it now

#i’m hiding in my car bc there r girls i know outside of it and i want them to go inside before i do so i don’t have to interact #they scare me #okay they went inside #i’m safe #atla #tlok #mako tlok

[kimikillstar]

I wanna get away from my family so bad! Once I graduate I’m packing up and leaving for good! I love them but they always pick on me for being alternative. The guilt tripping and the shaming makes me sick. My mom and aunt just called me a devil worshipper because I want to drive a hearse. I love god and believe in him but the way my family wants me to be a bible thumper like them annoys me. I refuse to be a religious bigot and force people to believe in my beliefs. My mom thinks the “devil has a hold on me” because I want to dress goth and scenemo. And a couple months ago my mom said that I would “fall down a road of sin” because I listen to nu metal. I just wanna be myself and be loved regardless of my personal interests. If they treat me like this because I’m alternative then I’m terrified of what they’ll do if I come out. ( I’m straight and cisgender but I’m an ally to the lgbtq+ community. But if that changes and join I’m afraid of what they will say or do)

#religious #religious trauma #rant post #rant #tw rant #alt fashion #i’m safe #black alt girl #black alternative

[lighter-then-me]

Oh ana, I know you never truly leave.

But I can never decide if I’m happy or walking straight into the deepest depths of despair when you return

I know you can’t save me, but will you be what leaves me as nothing more than a body?

Deep in the soil? All alone?

Is it worth being skinny?

It’s not like you would leave if I asked.

That I know

I just wish I was well enough to let go

#i’m safe #anna miaa #bullima #bullimix #bullimyc #model thin #model thins #annarexx #body ch3ck #pro rexy #rexy girl #th1gh gap #tw ana thoughts #thinspiration #disordered eating thoughts #tw ed diet #tw ana stuff #tw disordered eating #tw ed vent #tw ana shit #tw ed relapse #trigger warning ed #ana trigger #rexiia #ed rant #i want to be a skeleton #pr0 ana diary #not pr0 just for myself #ed not ed sheeran #edblrr

[koushuwu]

embrace to void and have the courage to exist.

#i am home #i’m safe #i had a lovely trip #i still can’t believe i saw daniel howell live #it kinda hasn’t registered #he’s made an amazing show and i enjoyed it a lot #thinking about this quote of his a lot since last night #it’s worth remembering i think #» confidential

[strangeearp]

I don’t want to be alone right now

#personal #I’m safe #just meh

[champagneoceann]

I haven’t been this sad since I was a teenager. It’s devastation. It’s loss. I am living in hell and I can’t tell anyone.

#me #I needed to vent #I’m safe

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

Pros and cons of telling someone if they could watch any show to understand you better it would be this one and then shortly after quoting a line between two partners who take several years to finally admit they’re in love with one another:

Pros: if they were to ever watch it there’s enough episodes where it would take until at least the summer so you have permanently left the state

Cons: they will absolutely remember because you are so unaffectionate that anything you say like that is one in a million and will be quoted back at you bc u are unaffectionate and may very well connect the dots down the line

#i may have done a clown move but it was an objectively perfect line #it snowed for the first time tonight so I’m sitting outside typing this #after we had just gone on a walk and I was like no for real tho this character? me? she’s just like me fr #and I got this very sweet message afterwards #and for one in my life i was like. fine. i do care. a lot. and then I’m like man this line was so perfect beyond belief #no but 4 seasons? could totally take til the summer to get through #hmm. but that line is in the 3rd season. there may have been a miscalculation here #oh wait! no! it’s obvious they’re a thing but they don’t get together til the last 5 mins of season 4 #I’m safe #man. I don’t know what I’d take the read on that if I made the connection #it’s cold outside. I’m still outside. i should go in. but snow!! having fun with the snow #I’m probably actually gonna get sick lol I’m pretty wet from laying down in the snow earlier oops #oh fun fact this morning I was so irritated I cut off half of my hair bc of this same person lol #well. more so a mutual friend of ours. but still I do think it’s funny #this is the closest I’ll get to sappy posting on the blog lol #which oh god. worse. I’m like ah yes. character could explain my brain. and they’re like. wouldn’t your little diary blog do it better #they don’t know I have tumblr so the word blog was whiplash lol yikes #may they never find this blog or this post #soup talks

[shhh420]

just like you this chain is fake i wear it to distract you from the blatant sadness written on my fucking face

joker - dax

#music #mommy issues #mental health #sad boi hours #depressed #sober journey #colorado #minors dni #stoner #i’m safe #music heals #dax daniels #joker #rap

[everythangspeachyy]

Sunset

There comes a day where the weight is to much to handle. It feels like walls closing in. From top & bottom, left & right. No matter how much you fight & struggle they press against your chest, forcing any reminisce of air to leak out. No sun, no light of any kind. I miss the warmth on my skin. Not from the sun, but some where deep inside. There is the light I carried my whole life. My eyes were bright & clear. My laugh traveled through the air, light, but commanding the room as it drifted. My smile. Sweet, innocent to the eye. Happened so freely, so effortlessly. As easy as it is to pinch a flame of a candle, that is what you did to my light. My passion. My love. It felt like it was over night but looking back it happened slowly. Day by day. I lit the match only to watch you blow it out. I stopped lighting the match, to this day I don’t even bother to try. Fear is the only thing left. Fear that a soft wind will blow & blow out the flame, taking the shattered pieces left of me with it. So i am left a shell. Surrounded by the pieces you chiseled away. You stole my light & im stealing it back the only way I know how. In a way that you’ll never forget what you stole from me.

I will be there. Every morning & evening as a silent reminder. Golden hues peaking from behind trees & clouds.

#me #don’t worry darling #i’m safe

[angelbvn]

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm so like— this- person who i was driving myself crazy over just uh appeared again and- mmmmmmmmm not going to be dragged into that hole again (at least that’s what i say)

#yu.brainrot #it’s fine they won’t pay attention to me so #i’m safe #i #think

[the-endless-storm]

Talking about me visiting a mutual on the way back from the pub and my mum says “I’ve been researching my family tree, I have family from there”

NO! No no no no no! Do not reveal I am a distant cousin of the man I want to make cum cuddle.

#I said his name #she said he wasn’t #I’m safe