valentine’s day with shuri ❤️
i wanted to write a full oneshot but my exams are coming up so y’all get wholesome head-cannons instead <3
- aight so shuri in all honesty nearly forgot it was valentine’s day up until the night before
- and she started panicking cuz she knew you deserved the best valentine’s day ever
- so you best believe she ran out to get whatever she needed to make the day memorable for you
- usually you guys would go all out, get dinner at a fancy ass restaurant
- but you reached a point in your relationship where you didn’t really care what you guys did, as long as you got to spend quality time with your girlfriend
- both of you made an agreement before going to bed the night before valentine’s day, saying that you’d surprise her in the morning and she’d surprise you in the evening
- which was perfect for shuri since she got time to think about what you’d want to do most
- you woke up extra early to make shuri a fancy breakfast
- you made eggs, bacon, pancakes, and you even cut up some of her favourite fruit
- she got so happy and started kissing you all over your pretty face
- “happy valentine’s day baby, i’m so lucky to have you,”
- you gave her your present, which was a silver chain with her name spelled out in diamond encrusted letters
- it definitely made a huge ass dent in your bank account, but it was for shuri, so you didn’t mind at all
- after breakfast, both of you got ready to go out for the day
- you may or may not have showered together
- shuri thanked you for the breakfast by eating you out in the shower
- y’all could seriously get nasty anytime anywhere
- you went out to this garden and spent the day there, reading books, making each other flower crowns, just stupid sapphic shit
- shuri got ayo and aneka to distract you for a few hours while she got her surprise ready
- she took you to another room in the palace where she set up a crafts table
- y’all spent the night wearing comfy pyjamas and making cute things for each other
- she even managed to snag a jewelry making kit
- she made waist beads for you cuz she knew you love those
- you made her a shit ton of bracelets
- like seriously shuri has a whole drawer in her vanity dedicated to all the bracelets you made her
- she’s already decided that she’s gonna wear them all the time
- “i’m so lucky to have you sthandwa, i was so scared you wouldn’t like what i had planned,”
- “are you kidding me?? this was the best valentine’s day ever, as long as i’m with you i’m always happy,”
- y’all are such simps for each other
- seeing shuri get all excited when you made jewelry for her made you realise that you’re gonna spend the rest of your life with her
- and you wouldn’t have it any other way
@locoforshuri come over so we can recreate this
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the frustration of knowing what’s wrong with me and how to logically deal with it vs knowing it always comes back to feeling this way and not knowing what the point even is.
it always comes back to feeling this way and this is the longest i’ve felt this way it’s actually inescapable and everything sets me off and i’m so exhausted
i just want to function like a normal person , to be able to go out , to have a group of friends , to do well in uni and be able to work and just to be a real normal person
i don’t feel real , nothing feels worth it lol
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i just want to go out, make bad decisions, and end up making out with a girl and maybe go home with her
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How can people find joy in life? The amount of evil in the world is so unbearable. And even when you list the positives they never outweigh how frightening all the shitty things are.
I cant ever imagine being happy in this world. In this whole universe. I want to escape, i want to be somewhere else. I want to live in a disney movie or fantasy world.
But instead I live in this shitty world where I am slicing my flesh apart in the bathroom wishing I was dead and no one cares.
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