#i’m so fat

[tubbyrowboat]

Today's weigh in yeilded slightly better results with a loss of 1.5kg. this week. Unfortunately still a long long way to go! And doesn't make up for the initial weight gain or the binge I had this week.

I've attached the workout I did yesterday which I will do again today. The more aware of my stomach the less likely I am to eat.

Plus I deserve sore abs with how fat I allowed myself to become during recovery and lockdown.

If you've got any m34nsp∅ to throw my way go ahead! You're also more than welcome to provide a difficult ab workout that will make me regret being this out of shape!

Would love if someone could help hold me accountable for fasting and what I'm eating!

#fat ana #m3ansp11 #me@nsp0 #mean$p0 #meanspii #meanspir0 #meanspø #ana couch #tw ana thoughts #tw ed relapse #mean$po #meanspiro #m3anspo #m3ansp0 #m34nsp0 #i hate my body #fat belly #i’m so fat #belly fat

[winonagrlposts]

i honestly just want to hide my body all the time i don’t even know what to do like i have fallen so hard into hating my body

#i’m so fat #i literally can’t even stand what i look like #disordered eating #edshitpost #i have to lose weight #tw ana diary #diet coke

[memorybackupstorage]

Posting this right after bingeing!!! Feeling like such a failure rn ✌️🫶😀

#I’m such a failure #ed not sheeren #i wanna lose weight #why am i like this #i wanna be perfect #ana bllog #tw ed sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #ed behaviour tw #ana rant #ana trigger #light as a feather #i’m so fat #@tw edd #tw vent #@na vent #@n0r3xia #@na trigger #@nor3×14 #im so sick of this #im sobbing #im so sick of myself #i just

[chi-kit-star]

Binged... Please feel free to leave meanspo in the comments :P

#a4a diary #tw a4a #f4tsp0 #too f4t #i’m so fat #fatsp0 #fatty #just binged #imma kms #i should kms #i wanna kms #im going to kms #kms

[14lavenderhaze]

Please someone be mean to me in person or something bc I NEED to be thin, like stupidly beautifully thin by my swim unit in May

I REFUSE to look like this in summer. Ew. Honestly grossed out w myself

Stay ✨ beautiful ✨ girliesss

#i need to lose so much weight #b1ng3 #i need to be weightless #weight loss #@na vent #im so tired #thinspø #⭐️rving #⭐️ve #tw ana diary #ana rant #ana trigger #🕯️as a 🪶 #pro a4a #im a fatty #pro @na #@nor3×14 #@na motivation #@nor3xia #me@nsp0 #light as a feather #i’m so fat

[kzvrslive]

Hopefully ten cals for suhoor and another fifteen for iftaar 🙏🏾

#3ating d1sorder #i need to lose so much weight #i’m so fat #ed d!et #tw b1nge #pro for me not for thee #⭐️ve

[arianna1sworld]

Someone give me meanspo

#thin$po #i hate my body #tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #meanspø #meanspiro #i’m so fat #I hate mys

[averagemania]

i gained so much i am gonna commit a crime

#i’m so fat #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #tw ana fast #anna miaa #ana trigger #ed relapse

[not-such-a-happy-person]

My main Instagram account is currently suspended and will probably be disabled 😤 and today when my mom got home the first thing she told me was that I’ve gained weight 😣

#angel cake #small waist #dream body #i wish i was thinner #i’m so fat #not pr0 anything #orange juice #skinnytaste #thin arms #skinnii #th1n$po #thigh gab

[s1ck-b1tch-2]

I want to kms

#and I feel like shit #I’m so fat #ugh #I hate it #I don’t have a reason to live #no one cares

[depression-permanent]

My legs are making me feel really insecure today

#personal #4n4 #tw ed vent #edblog #4n4 relapse #ed vent #edblrr #3d blog #4n4blog #tw 3d #ed weightloss #4n4m1a #@na trigger #i want to be weightless #i’m so fat

[tubbyrowboat]

Saturday 24th September.

I was disappointed to jump on the scale to see that I'd gained. Logically I know weight fluctuates however, it still stings a little.

While my overall weight increased, my body fat percentage and mass has decreased. The reason for weight game is muscle mass which is a good sign. I'm getting stronger and losing fat!

I've always been super self conscious about my stomach size, even when I was skinny. Now it's worse because when I went through ED recovery the first time I wound up with stretch marks (guess where the water retention sat).

On the food side of things, I was going really well until I had to eat dinner with the family tonight not only did it take me from 700cals consumed to 1450cals for today, its triggered the physical hunger signals. Desperately trying to avoid a binge right now!

While m3ansp0 is welcome, any form of motivation or distraction is welcome!

#body ch3ck #body chex #m3ansp11 #me@nsp0 #mean$p0 #meanspii #meanspir0 #meanspø #ana couch #belly fat #fat ana #fat belly #tw ed relapse #34t1ng d1s0rd3r #obese ana #empty tummy #empty stomach #fat loss #i’m so fat #fatty #fat to thin #fat #fat stomach #hungry stomach #fat tummy #bloated gut #bloated stomach #feeling bloated #plus size ana #e4ting dis0rder

[djarinslover]

I feel like Eddie would love my chubby stomach

#late night thoughts #eddie munson #eddie my love #I’m feeling self conscious #I’m so fat #but I feel like eddie would love me regardless #kat shitposts

[chi-kit-star]

Today’s log

Breakfast

Strawberry-27

Greek yogurt-66

Matcha-0

Lunch

Protein pudding -100

Protein bar -65

2 chocolate biscuits-155

Dinner

Strawberries-27

Grape -24

Greek yogurt-66

Matcha-0

Beef-73

Fish-73

Lettuce- 24

Totals=720 cals

-59g protein

-76g carb

-20g fat

Oml my family I think are starting to catch on or something cause I’ve been asking for no rice at dinner for the past week and they’re getting worried or something

And now after not buying my safe foods (strawberries cantaloupe green grapes and Greek yogurt) for 3 days my mom is telling me to stop eating them because I’m sick every other week and she says it’s because I eat cold stuff first thing in the morning and last thing at night

Love that for me

Writing my own name down atp

#a4a diary #tw a4a #i need to lose this weight #i need to lose so much weight #pro a4a #i wanna kms #fatsp0 #cockette #the only thing i’ll lose in life is weight #light as a feather #im going to kms #i’m so fat #i wanna be skinnier #imma kms #i should kms

[beachdreams39]

Saved all my calories for the day so that I could drink whiskey tonight 🥃

#don’t eat #i’m so fat

[h3xactinellida]

#heh i have polls now #this is so stupid i’m sleep deprived #but give him a fat ass #poll #my poll