#i’m so useless

[sapphic-spam]

How do you handle being flirted with by an online friend. Asking for me. HELP!

Haven’t been flirted with since I was a “guy”, and in high school. This is uncharted territory for my college lesbian ass.

#send help #please help #lesbian #useless lesbian #gay panic #trans lesbian #she’s cool #but also long distance #and she recently had a massive break up #I’m so useless #give advice #queer #transfem #mtf #t4t #advice #im a useless lesbian

[h-f-k]

Nothing will ever top how cool and amazing the wind temple was in totk 😔✊

#water temple was fun but i miss the wind temple!!! #yes i started playing again stop judging how slowly I’m playing this thing #I’m so useless

[scrimple]

Worthless waste of space!!!

#bunny talks #It wouldn’t matter if I died because I mean nothing to everyone #I am nothing I am nobody I don’t exist I don’t I don’t I don’t #I have accomplished nothing #I have no goals or aspirations #I am just empty #Nothing #I’m not worth keeping around #I’m not worth anything #I’m so useless #I deserve to die. One less abomination in the world for real

[liorlen]

gale origin playthru from astarion’s pov or smth like that

#bloodweave #astarion #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #ihhhhhhhhhuuhhhhh bad idea to make a comic that’s not required for work #but finally fucking finished it. excuse the horrible lettering I cannot be fucked #tbh when Tara came in with that fucking ring of agility like #first rest I was like. girl why are you giving me something useful #and I rushed to find the most useless object I could #thank you Komira you’re a real one #also I’m so sorry to astarion for simplifying the swaggy gold decor on your outfit but I was not drawing that twenty times #also yeah this is like early act 1 no one knows about the netherese orb or astarion’s vampirism (supposedly) yet

[gendertroublemaker]

Why can’t I be good for something

#I feel rlly bad #I’m so useless #vent

[sezzyyy]

i hate being alive.

#mine #sorry #I’m so useless

[barbarian-angel]

The biggest fuckery the universe pulled was making me so goddamn attractive and also aroace. I’m sorry everyone that I’m soo fucking beautiful and pleasant to be around but please I am begging you. Don’t fall for me! It’s a trap! I will not reciprocate like you want!

On my knees in the most non-sexual way

#I’m like oooh #new friend #cool #then bam #blindsided yet again #it’s tough out here wielding so much power that is useless to me #aroace #arospec #asexual

[m0onjellies]

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#I’m so useless #ares.txt

[thepunkmuppet]

gwen and alice toxic workplace yuri I LOVE YOU

#I SHIP THEM SO HARD ACTUALLY YOU DONT GET IT #THEYRE SO!!!!!!!!!! #it’s very MAHTIN IS SO ANNOYING AND USELESS AND I HATE HIM #enemies to lovers you will ALWAYS be famous #also SHIPS INCLUDING TRANS PEOPLE #SO IMPORTANT TO MEEEE #tmagp #the magnus protocol #tmagp vague #tmagp spoilers #gwendolyn bouchard #alice dyer #gwendalice #calling it right now i’m gonna be a pioneer #manifesting this to end up being atmagp heritage post #WE CAN DO IT GIYS

[undeniablespice]

i remain sincerely, unshakably convinced that aeron’s one true talent is basketball. he’s 6’5” and built like a scarecrow i know he would absolutely destroy the westerosi bball circuit if it weren’t for the Trauma turning him away from sports towards substance abuse and religion

#euron nefariously sabotaging the ironborn chances of winning the asoiaf nba finals by [REDACTED] #i’m ignoring george’s weird piss thing here #i don’t even think aeron would like basketball. in fact he would hate it #every night he is like drowned god why would you do this to me #why would you curse me with this useless skill #it is his one great wish to retire and become someone’s weird orthodox uncle #but the drowned god spake and to his loyal disciple he said: you must decorate my shelves with sports trophies #so aeron sighs and puts on his gay ass jersey and absolutely demolishes the competition #aeron greyjoy #op #just putting that man in scenarios

[forestofsprites]

meg my best friend meg!!!!

(click for better quality + prints here!)

#girlfriend meg is also applicable #i love her!!!!!! #i do have another meg painting that i’d been working on but i just can’t get it right #painting middle aged men is easy. i am soooo objective #but unfortunately when it comes to people i find waaaay so very beautiful ??? absolutely useless women lover moment #i could keep working on paintings until i’m 24 hours in and utterly unsatisfied #ANYWAY #MEG!!!!!! #spn #supernatural #meg masters #meg masters 2.0 #spn fanart #supernatural fanart #meg masters fanart #my art

[wangxian-the-zhijis]

Whoever made Xiao Zhan and Wang Yibo (Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji’s actors) sing the main ost of The Untamed, which is 無羁 (wú jī)— had made the best decision in the entire decision making world.

Whoever decided to name it 無羁 (wú jī) and make it the WangXian version (from the books/donghua) of the live adaptation, and also the one that Lan Wangji canonically composed as a theme song for him and Wei Wuxian — had made the second best decision in the entire decision making world.

Whoever decided to make the official English title of 陳情令 (chén qíng lìng) as “The Untamed” which also means “unrestrained” or “無羁 (wú jī)”— had made the third best decision in the entire decision making world.

Like it was so genius? Knowing that whenever you listen to 無羁 (wú jī), it’s Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji themselves singing the song? Their theme song? And that even though they censored it, they still managed to make the song name a combination of their names (Wuxian + Wangji)? And that the literal English translation of 無羁 (wú jī) is “unrestrained” which can also mean “Untamed”?

#aside from wangxian #i’ll also be adding wuji in my tags from now on #the untamed #cql #lan wangji #lan zhan #wei wuxian #wei ying #wangxian #wuji #Youtube #xiao zhan #wang yibo #i’m sorry my thinking might be wild #but when i realized that wuji is also a combination of their names #the first thing i thought of was how wwx was written before lwj so it’s giving my bottom lwj rights 😂😂😂 #which is acceptable (but i think in cql only? since book/donghua fans rage about the thought of bottom lwj) #but if u look at cql lwj i think theres no problem 😂 #my useless essays

[bakedtato223]

My clethimpdubs hc

#impulsesv #bdoubleo100 #zombiecleo #etho slab #clethimpdubs #tato doodles #extra tags: #zombie cleo #zombiecleo fanart #impulsesv fanart #bdoubleo100 fanart #bdubs fanart #zombie cleo fanart #etho slab fanart #life series #life series fanart #traffic series #traffic series fanart #I have so many useless hcs about them #I’m so insane about them #trafficblr #🚦

[communistkenobi]

I’m reflecting on cesaire’s work again and one of the little flourishes he does in discourse on colonialism is that he says the west will have to answer for its crimes against the human community. and I especially love this line because he’s using the same bourgeois universalising language that the imperial core so often does (“human rights” “freedom and justice for all” “spreading democracy across the globe”) but as a cudgel against the west, to reframe the human community as all those who lay outside of it. anyway I think everyone should read discourse on colonialism

#I need to brush up on my post colonial reading I’m not as well read as I’d like to be #once I finish my coursework I’ll have more time for reading shit I actually want to read lol #like I’m reading so much stupid bullshit that does not matter for class #genuinely useless theory that I will never pick up again #I want to finish orientalism in particular. one of the most didactic books I’ve ever read #like said’s writing is like every sentence restates his central argument. It’s an unrelenting book in a really compelling way #Interspersed with him talking fine grain shit about a bunch of European intellectuals I’ve never heard of lol #book club

[necessarymeanstoanend]

spade represents the tip of a pike; an implement for killing

alex’s

white void of doom

sketch and background element/scribble that isn’t really visible but i’m sharing just in case anybody did notice it.

other details

#now i have to draw one for alex *sobs* #how tf do you guys come up with backgrounds for EVERY DRAWING?! oh my god. i’m not creative enough for this bullshit #two things i discovered with this drawing: 1) birds are hard af to draw. 2) wet black hair is hard af to draw #you guys have no idea how many purple hues are actually in this art piece #this is like if dream and jessamy happened to have met under way worse circumstances #anyway let me know if you guys have any ideas for alex’s (i have no idea when exactly i’ll actually get around to it but still) #bones and shit #a majority of this one was inspired by The Locked Tomb fanart and symbolism #6 hours and 34 minutes but i’m gonna guess that roughly an hour and a half of that was me trying to figure out a background #tom sturridge #like minds #murderous intent #like minds 2006 #nigel colbie #art #fanart #drawing #digital art #nigel colbie fanart #artist of tumblr #like minds art #nigel colby #<- including the old tag bc why not #somebody get this movie out of my brain #scoop it out along with all the other useless shit i keep in there #i was thinking maybe alex’s should be the complete opposite of this #like instead of his head being turned down it would be turned upwards #maybe he should be wearing the clothes he did when we first saw him with sally rowe (or maybe his school uniform) #i ​definitely want both of them to be side profiles and the theme is going to have to be somewhat consistent as well #<<‹ these tags are mostly so i remember my own thought process but feel free to leave your two cents

[ihearnocomplaints]

I point you all to my ko-fi page once more -> link

my parents, enraged that I didn’t sort a massive mound of clothes yesterday (after doing the other chores they asked), essentially decided they are going to start charging me rent.

So this is just in preparation for that moment when they do start asking. I’m still trying to save up to move out. It’s not a huge deal yet (idk how much they’re going to charge) so there’s no pressure to donate.

I work a full time job so I can’t really give much in return. But I can take doodle requests upon proof of donation! I’ll doodle any DCA you want.

Thanks.

#Idk what to tag this #i’m just so tired. #i’m just tired of my parents putting so much pressure on me #like 1) I did the chores they asked of me #2) The only one i didn’t do was because it was literally an overwhelming amount of clothes. The entire fucking laundry room is filled to the #brim with clothes. Literally you cannot walk in there without strpping on some #that’s 6 people’s clothes. Not even most of mine because I actually do my own laundry. other than the ones that get mixed in with the others #and they wanted me sort them. by myself. #I’m autistic and a massiver germaphobe and they wanted me to sort their grimey fucking clothes. #And when I don’t do it? call me useless and lazy #and then i fel insane because maybe i am just lazy and i should do more because they let me live here for free #sometimes i feel in the wrong. maybe i am in the wrong. maybe i should just suck it up and deal with it instead of complaining #I don’t know. I’m scared. I’m so scared #I don’t have anything to fall back on. I don’t have my own car. I have nothing.