#i’m sorry i’m in pain

[eggings]

happy disability pride month to anyone who has a disability from a condition that “usually isn’t a disability”. happy disability pride month to people with disabilities that aren’t often understood by able-bodied people. happy disability pride month to people who don’t have any official diagnosis yet. happy disability to people whose “labs look completely fine”. wishing you peace this july.

#first sentence is phrased a little weird but i’m mainly referring to adhd #and the amount that it is not taken seriously even when it majorly affects someone’s life #anyways sorry if i phrased anything bad these are all based on personal experiences #actually adhd #actually autistic #adhd #autism #ocd #pots #heds #fibromyalgia #disability pride month #chronic pain #sleep disorders

[nightgoodomens]

Sometimes I’m ok

Sometimes I remember this

And I’m not ok anymore

#this is the most painful gif in existence #what the fuck david Tennant #what’s that painful breathing #fucking hell #it’s like he knew aziraphale is going to tear him to shreds #crowley baby I’m so sorry #good omens #crowley #ineffable fandom #good ineffable omens #ineffable husbands #ineffable boyfriends #ineffable dumbasses #ineffable idiots #ineffable lovers #aziraphale #aziracrow #IM NOT OVER HOW GOOD THE ACTING WAS

[irlplasticlamb]

i’m waiting for you unbearably.

prints + merch + commission info

#vic.txt #my art #my angels i’m so sorry i got the worst cold ever i’m in sm pain i’m sorry if it looks kinda bad!! #crowley #crowley x aziraphale #good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens s2 #good omens 2 #good omens art #good omens fanart #art #fanart #illustration #artists on tumblr #digital art #character art #neil gaiman #ineffable husbands

[tadpal]

The Terror (2018) S1 / Black sails (2014-2017) VIII

There are no legacies in this life, are there? No monuments. No history. Just the water. It pays us and then it claims us. Swallows us whole. As if we'd never been here at all.

#sorry about the quality i’m like in a lot of physical pain. but bc it haunts me #the gates monologue x the terror it makes sense if you get it #the terror #black sails #tad talks

[flipppyflopp]

Adventure is out there…even if it’s not with you. 🎈

I’m sorry in the advance for the pain, but I’ve had this idea in my head for such a long time and I had to finally draw it. It’s hard to picture Silver and the others without Lilia, but sometimes I do think about it and make myself sad. 😭 I think Up really fits the dynamic between Silver and Lilia about making the most of the time you have because you never know when it will come to an end…Book Seven could hold so much pain and I’m scared 🤧

Anyways, I feel bad I reused some old lineart and coloring for the one frame, but I was just so ready to be done that I reused some old stuff. I hope you enjoy and look forward to what’s next!

#I’m sorry in advance for the pain #lilia vanrouge #silver #silver vanrouge #malleus draconia #sebek zigvolt #jade leech #epel felmier #rook hunt #twst #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland fanart #twst fanart #twst comic #twstファンアート #ツイステッドワンダーランド #ツイステ #doodle #fanart #art

[wistfullywaiting2]

The biggest misconception in the bsd fandom ever to me is people constantly portraying Atsushi as someone who trauma dumps excessively when he canonically barely talks about it at all.

The entire point is that Atsushi does not talk about his trauma he’s just constantly thinking about/reliving it. He can’t escape the memories of his past so he tries not to acknowledge them.

He only mentions it when asked, either directly or when someone asks him to explain himself.

Atsushi doesn’t even give a cohesive explanation for what he saw while under Dogra Magra, he just apologizes to Haruno and Naomi.

If Lucy hadn’t had her whole “you’ve never suffered the way I have” spiel then I doubt even the audience would’ve gotten to find out about his scars

If Akutagawa never asked him how it felt for the orphanage headmaster to die Atsushi would have never told him that he’s been hallucinating.

In the omake where Kyoka asks him why his hair is like that it’s clear he wouldn’t have told her that unless she had asked.

In 55 minutes Atsushi very briefly mentions sleeping on a dirty floor somewhere to Kunikida because he was trying to explain and justify his behavior.

And the thing is that there are scenes that implies that the other characters see Atsushi behaving strangely and are visibly confused because they do not understand what’s wrong with him.

Remember, we as an audience get to see things about characters that the main cast doesn’t. Just because we see into Atsushi’s mind doesn’t mean the other characters know what’s going on in there.

Also little footnote here that I think the scenes with Lucy and Akutagawa in specific are probably references to the moon over the mountain but I digress

#bsd #atsushi nakajima #bsd atsushi #nakajima atsushi #idk #on the floor wallowing in pain as we speak #bungou stray dogs #tagging is hard and i’m lazy #I love the Atsushi trauma dumping for no reason headcanon too #but I have to complain about it not being canon accurate #just don’t put it in fanfiction ok that’s all I ask #Guys let atsushi be painstakingly vague about his past in peace stop ruining it #atsushi #Atsushi hated pain #but pain had been an intimate- dies #anybody have fanfic recs with this concept or do I have to write them myself #idk guys you’ll just never catch me writing anything where the other characters truly understand Atsushi #sorry #Kunikida will never be written to know what the fuck is wrong with him for as long as I live #He just gives up #at some point

[soulubles]

Liko and Roy meet professor Gou 🤭💖

Since Gou’s VA also voices the new Pokédex, I like the headcanon that Gou became a young professor and voiced the new Pokédex as a side project 🤭🤭💕

#anipoke #pokeani #doodles #my art #pokemon horizons #pokemon journeys #liko #Roy #gou #pokemon roy #pokemon liko #goh pokemon #gou pokemon #pokemon #cinderace #man the anipoke names are such a pain to tag hahaha heeeelp #this headcanon is my life #back to posting here again sorry I’m prone to disappear

[thisiswhereikeepdcthings]

Bruce: everything the smog touches is our kingdom

Robin!Dick: what about that bright, sunny place over there?

Bruce: that's metropolis. you must never go there.

Robin!Dick: You can’t tell me what to do.

Years later

Clark: Everything the light touches is-

Jon, not even letting him finish: What’s that weird shadowy place?

Clark: *sighs, thinking about Batman’s upcoming rant*

Clark: That’s Gotham.

Robin!Damian: *emerges from the shadows and hisses*

Jon: I think I have a new best friend.

Clark: Just be sure to smile at Batman a lot. He likes that.

Nightwing, Black Bat, Red Robin, and Spoiler: *give the Supers a big thumbs up*

Clark, grumbling to himself: Batman never lets me call him my best friend.

Later

Bruce: And that’s why you’re the only who truly cares, and I-

Jason: Okay, first of all, eww. Stop. Secondly, I’ll be right back.

Jason, frantically dialing numbers and lighting signal fires on the manor roof: Where are you, Biz, I need you. Batman’s experiencing emotions.

Later-er

Batman: And that’s why we use the shadows-

Signal: Yeah, that’s not going to work for me.

Batman: Just please tell me you don’t have a best friend related in any way to Superman.

Signal: Uh, no?

Batman: Great. You’re my favorite child.

Signal: Cool.

#I don’t know what this is sorry I’m on too many pain meds rn #batman #robin dick grayson #bruce wayne #batfam #batkids #superfam #clark kent #superman #jon kent #damian wayne #dick grayson #tim drake #cassandra cain #stephanie brown #jason todd #duke thomas #bizarro

[sharpesjoy]

— The Frost, Mitski

#*mine #the haunting of bly manor #thehauntingedit #thobm #thobmedit #damieedit #damie #dani x jamie #jamie taylor #dani clayton #wlwsource #wlwgif #wlwdaily #tvedit #i'm in pain #lyricsedit #mitski #i think it’s kinda mediocre but it’s the first gifset i’ve done in months i’m sorry #i was sad got inspired

[sevibun]

happier days // bobby, we love you ❤️‍🩹

#i’m sorry i’m still grieving #i love them #pain pain pain #qsmp #qsmp bobby #qsmp fanart #qsmp jaiden #qsmp roier #qsmp eggs #jaiden roier bobby #artists on tumblr #mcyt #qsmp eggs fanart #parrot duo

[operationcaked]

twitter really liked this, so i’ll post it here too :))

#*ahem* sorry i meant x really liked this #bob’s burgers #wharf arts center (art tag) #actually here are some notes about my designs for them yay —> #gene’s shorts are frayed because they’re bob’s pants that he cut into shorts #(like he mentioned in either wharf horse or the wharfening) #his pockets are paw-shaped and linda sewed them on for him (they’re paw-kets!) #tina has compression socks on under her regular socks because i headcannon that she has rls and knee pains #< inspired by her thrashing in her sleep but also because i have rls and knee pain and i’m projecting #they each have friendship bracelets that tina made in tina tailor soldier spy (pretend she made one for gene too) #i’ve posted louise in my design before but i’ll explain hers too #added a brown undershirt and purple striped socks because i love how the colors go with her color scheme #also gave her socks because i hate the feeling of wearing mary janes without socks and she deserves comfort #the other bracelet louise has is one that millie made for her louise and rudy #that's all really any other changes were made just cause i think they look nice ^^ #gene belcher #tina belcher #louise belcher

[letsgolando-4]

#I’m truly sorry for this one #listen im a landoscar shipper first #but the whole dynamic of loscar #combined with the fact that the whole grid barely talked to him the whole 2023 season #pain #f1 #formula 1 #photos #lando norris #oscar piastri #logan sargeant #loscar #landoscar

[smokbeast]

Papyrus sketches from my book the other day!

I like to think papyrus is serious and can become angry when he wants to be, but he’s such a nice and genuine sweet character he wouldn’t want to show that to the character or others.

#Like he’s just so kind he wants to see the best in people always even when they’re bad and he holds back his own pain in hopes they come #thru to it. That’s how I saw it with undyne and frisk at least and how protective he became of them after you become his friend #He has the potential obviously. He gets mad at sans JDKFJr but he’s just really sweet and I love him;;; #I’m rambling sorry I love papyrus sm #he’s like the sun of undertale and IM BRAVE ENOUGH TO SAY IT #me being silly n cringe on main LMAo #art #my art #sketches #undertale #papyrus #undertale art #I almost spelled papyrus wrong and a mutt papyrus tag came OUT WTF DOES THAT MEAN #MAYBE I DONT WANNA KNOW DKDKGN

[swedenis-h]

Phoenix Tatooine day trip Goes Wrong™️ (X)

This is a little idea where Luke needs something (don’t ask me what) that he can only get on tatooine, so dinluke adventure ensues. The plan is to get there and leave ASAP, but then nostalgia hits and he needs to hit every shop and place he used to as a kid. But you know, “college kids comes back to hometown” syndrome hits and he realizes he’s changed too much. Think of how the holiday season doesn’t feel the same anymore now that you’re an adult, same feeling. AND YES ITS ALSO DUNLUKE BECAUSE I WANT THEM TO KISS AND TALK ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS AND ALSO KISS.

Heres some extras 🫡

#and also don’t ask me how I feel being back home for winter break!! #it’s irrelevant! #also tangent about Luke’s outfit: #I wanted it to look a little Jedi but also fit into Tatooine #in the fic in my mind he ditches the cape over time the more he embraces Tatooine again but you know #he’s been Changed By The Journey so he still looks like a Jedi #ANOTHER tangent: his HAIR #I have my usual color for his hair and I change it based on where in the timeline I’m drawing him #more blond around ANH more brown around and past RotJ #drawing him with ANH color pallet and his hair doesn’t match it as nicely… pain suffering I hate him why does he hurt me so bad #HE DOESNT FIT TATOOINE ANYMORE DO YOU UNDERSTAND #okay sorry bye #certified yapper over here YEESH‼️ #art #fanart #digital art #fan art #my art #star wars #star wars fanart #dinluke #sw #sw au #star wars au #luke sykwalker #din djarin

[akindplace]

Living with a chronic illness has made me develop a mix of a wistful way of looking at life itself at the same time I have a whimsy feeling about surviving despite of my condition which is something that still makes me look at the world with wonder.

Yes, I do struggle with a lot problems that a lot of people my age don’t, and yes, I have suffered way too much from my illness. But I still have hope. And I still keep going, even when things are hard, despite how difficult it can be to accept the fact that I will have to be dealing with this for the rest of my life. I am well aware of all the challenges of living with a chronic illness when the world is not always welcoming to people who have disabilities. But I’m going to keep going. Despite the pain, despite cruelty, despite the differences that sometimes made me feel isolated.

I’m still fighting. I’m still here. I’m still alive in the face of everything, and it’s very exhausting to keep trying, but I am here. And life itself can be so beautiful even when I’m in pain. Those two things can and do coexist. And surviving so much it’s a statement that my body might be different, but I can be strong in other ways.

So if you’re dealing with a chronic illness, I’m telling you I am so glad you’re in this world and that being different does not make you any less worthy of being here, of taking space, and that you deserve happiness. And that happiness is not something you have to earn by enduring pain and pushing yourself past your breaking point, but because you’re just as human as everyone else, and as equally valuable.

#cw chronic illness #cw chronic pain #self-acceptance #self-worth #on being human #original writing #had to edit my this a few times because I’m tired #very very tired but very very alive #sorry for the all the editing but yeah I’m very sleepy while writing this #it’s been hard lately

[andi-o-geyser]

Congrats, you’ve been episode 3’d!

#awwww look they’re already fucking up my emotional state together! #couples who leave the episode on a cliffhanger together stay together #i’m so sorry i make jokes to cope lol #welcome to the pain train everyone! #critical role #tlovm #tlovm spoilers #tlovm season 2 #tlovm s2 #the legend of vox machina #lovm #legend of vox machina #vox machina #percy de rolo #vex’ahlia #andis thought geyser