#i'll get up in a minute again

[sleepsucks]

#22.12.22 #3208 #books r still a great gift i just felt silly about it bc i 1/ got that for all gifts 2/ it was 100% last minute i hadnt managed it earlier #also i didnt actually read them after they were gifted though so eh #& hiiii hihi im back i got a new psu delivered fast and now pc works again so that was actually the issue hurray no sweat #postin this one manually and then i'll go fill the queue some more #the impending threat on it now though is i havent managed to keep up with coloring lately and i'm running out fast #but i'll get back to it its fine (probably)

[marblerose-rue]

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must be fall

#my art #eye contact #tw eye contact #scopophobia #scopohobia tw #furry #sfw furry #oc #let me know if i need to tw tag this more or give me the proper tags if im not using the right one!!! #i do not remember my oc tag bc when i went to look NOTHING would pop up . so maybe i'll edit this later and see #I HAVENT DONE ART FOR [ME] IN A REALLY LONG TIME which is why ive been working up to posting this AHBDFKU #BUT YEAH i am really happy with this. im having a fun time switching between the first sketch and the final product #im also eating a bag of blue raspberry sour patch kids like my life depends on it theyre so good #my hair is also getting pretty long i think and im debating on just letting it grow out or buzzing it again or a Short haircut #we'll see i'll probs figure out by the time october is over #ive been stalling the last 30 minutes to post this LMAO

[mishapen-dear]

skeppy who?

#mishapen draws #bbh #badboyhalo #qsmp #badboyhalo fanart #basically a study of narcissus by caravaggio but bastardized (badstardized) #sketched it freehand and then laid the sketch over the painting to fix it up #had to fix the positioning of the right arm + knees but overall not a bad bad #this is from that 5 minute bit he had with foolish near the end of stream on the 11th(?) of july where he drank a love potion #and fell in love with himself #took 5-ish hours #so maybe i'll redraw it one day and see if i can get it done faster #part of it was designing him on the fly #and figuring out the physics of fucking. clothes #which turned out to be really fun actually i think im starting to like them #if i were to do it again i think i would make his face even darker and use the helmet/his eye shine to denote where his features are #but it's also dark enough rn that it's hard to see on my phone so maybe not lmao #this has been: your artly scheduled mishapendear ramble #goodbye

[saintartemis]

I just had the realization that literally the day after the Parthenon marbles are packed up and shipped back to Greece (as they should be), some visitor is gonna walk into the British Museum, eventually go up to an employee and ask, “Where are the Marbles?” 

And after that BM employee carefully explains where and why that’s a good thing, that same visitor is going to ask some variation of: “Well, could you bring them back? I wanted to see them this trip.”

And I just feel for that museum employee so much.

#Oh I'll get right on that sir/ma'am let me ruin years of diplomatic work for you to spend 2 minutes looking at them #sorry they aint coming back #this will in fact happen #as soon as exhibit comes down someone is asking when its gonna be up again #its been 84 years it needs a break #museums #museum humor #museum life #British Museum #artemis speaks

[andthebeanstalk]

It's difficult to describe growing up my entire life thinking my copy of All Dogs Go to Heaven 2 was in fact simply All Dogs Go To Heaven.

The last thing I remember from this property was watching An All Dogs Christmas Carol.

I have located the first movie, which I have never seen.

THE TONE SHIFT. IS. RATHER JARRING, FOLKS.

Imagine if you always thought that The Secret of Nimh 2 was the actual movie The Secret of Nimh... and then one day you saw the original.

#original #all dogs go to heaven #don bluth #dom deluise #what the FUCK is going on?? did this dog jusf a #*did this dog just ADOPT A HUMAN CHILD #I'll be honest I'm skimming because I'm afraid of getting too sad right before bed. #it is by its nature about dogs dying so #but also it about HELL maybe #so #I mean so is the 2nd one but there were some weird 90s animated animal sequel Vibes that are a different flavor to this #this is like some secret of nimh shit. don bluth you old rascal you! #as I remember at the original secret of nimh is a super dark intense SCARY animated kids movie that I grew up on and have fond feelings on #and the sequel to this chilling tale of animal experimentation and mutation and torture and magic... #a big ol' MUSICAL with funny animal friends! - mind you it has been a minute... #the secret of nimh #secret of nimh #I remember the animation being fucking beautiful. I'll have to check it out again. #okay great [sarcasm] it's time for some racist animation bc ofc it is. skipping ahead to cat satan.... #oh jesus even on fast forward this is very bad #this dog is her dad i giess #*i guess #that's fine. i mean he's a bad father but #is Charlie a fucking mob boss what is happening i skipped too far ahead i will watch it thru later the edibles haaave hit #omg charlie is a terrible father #unrelated but the way they animate this anthro dog in this movie would have turned me into a furry for sure if i had seen it as a kid #which if anything is a missed opportunity. I'd probably be a better artist if i was! someday they'll accept my application...😤 #these dogs are gay

[jamesphillimoresumbrella]

Thinking about a lot of things but mainly of how Terry Pratchett writes tiredness.

(Which means I’m mainly thinking of Sam Vimes. Which is normal.)

But he gets it so right.

The feeling behind your eyeballs. Stealing time from your future self with coffee, and, when the coffee doesn’t work anymore, going on sheer bloody mindedness because you cannot stop, you can’t. Not being sure when you last had real sleep. The strange state of mind you land in where you should absolutely not be tested because everything’s on a hair trigger, and things feel like they’re moving through treacle and your ability to make decisions feels shot to hell so you can only hope that you’re making the right choices.

Not Terry Pratchett’s words, if course, but I can’t get to my bookshelf at the moment, and, if I could, I’m not sure that I can read anymore. 

I’m tired, is what I’m getting at.

And Terry Pratchett writes the whole spectrum of being human so brilliantly, but, damn, how he nails down being tired. 

#gnu terry pratchett #sam vimes #Normally I would be hard put to name a favorite anything #but Sam Vimes is my favorite #I ought to get off the computer now #but I had to send an email #one of my co-workers has been leaving me post-it notes about how sleeping is needed and work is optional #and I apparently look as bad as I feel because my boss repeatedly asked if I'm okay and do I need to talk about anything #I need to stop #I had more thoughts #on how much the world has changed while I'm still in it; how I feel fundamentally unsuited here west of the sunset #how exhausting it is to be advertised to every waking minute; how I feel like a dinosaur about technology #(smart devices in particular - I'll be damned if I schedule my next platelet donation via Alexa) #but those are for another time #I'm going to bed #and getting up again a few hours #holy fudgecakes #also thoughts on how worrying internet purity culture is; how it feels like lip service to ideals #with no examination (self or otherwise) and no actual action taken towards change #but again that's for later

[likesummerrainn]

SurrealEstate 2x10 Letting Go "Partners?" "Partners."

#SurrealEstate #syfyedit #syfysource #my gifs #GOD OKAY OKAY JUST. #JUST LIKE GIMME A MINUTE HERE OKAY. CAUSE I JUST. #i waited like two years for this show to come back and it CAME BACK!!! #AND IT CAME BACK JUST AS GOOD AS BEFORE!!!!! #and they spent this whole season telling us #'we may not have much more time together. so let's make it count' #and i just???? oh i'm so emotional #they're all moving on they're all moving up in their own worlds #and they probably won't be together again #but that's okay because they WERE together #THEY WERE HERE. and that's what mattered i guess. #luke's dad's speech at the end broke me. the Roman Ireland Agency broke me #all of this was wonderful spectacular fantastic better than i could've asked for #and honestly. if this really is the be all end all of the show. then i'm satisifed #do you know how rare it is to get a show's ending that satisfies you????? #goodbye my freaky real estate found family. it was a pleasure knowing you all. i'll miss you all dearly.

[frecklystars]

#ryan gosling #my gifs #love notes #does it count as love notes... yeah sure im Loving and here's me Noting it #you can't give me a monochromatic version of ryan gosling in THESE CLOTHES it just isn't FAIR #whatever this dude's name is. freddy??? kissed and thrown into the pile F/O I'll never think about again #he's a piece of shit but it's fine he gets a kiss and then he's thrown into jail <3 #he couldn't stop laughing for the last few minutes of this skit it's so cute #i love when he breaks character #to be fair this is one of snl's most ridiculous skits #which is really saying something #love how every single ryan gosling character somehow wears a watch #covering up that barcode tattoo 24/7

[becca-e-barnes]

MA’AM. please please please write more about subby dbf!bucky with a pain kink 😭😭😭 this literally killed me, I need to read more on how our man likes to get off on pain 😵‍💫 — 💫 anon

Oh God, okay, I'm going for it because I literally just fucking have to.

Having this submissive older man kneeling in front of you while you run your fingers through his hair and ask him what he needs just sounds so hot to me?

I love the thought of the hardwood floor making his knees ache, the position sapping his legs of their strength. The discomfort keeps him focused but it's not like his mind could wander anywhere more interesting than the sight of you in front of him anyway. He keeps his back straight, his hands clasped behind him and his head tilted upwards.

He needs this. He needs his focus to be on sensations that are anywhere other than his cock because he can feel it throbbing uncomfortably and his first instinct is to take care of it himself. He can't even begin to imagine what you'd do to him if he touched himself and a little spark in his brain tells him to find out. He manages to squash that thought though. It's probably for the best.

"What do you need, Bucky?" Your voice is soft and nurturing and it almost makes him feel uncomfortable supplying you with an answer that has any measure of truth behind it.

He doesn't need soft or nurturing. He needs your fingers that are so gently carding through his hair to clench into a fist. He needs you to let him give up control entirely, just for a few hours.

"I need you to take your frustration out on me." You knew that would be his request, it's the gentlest way he can think of to ask you to hurt him.

"I know, baby. I know that's what you need." You hum, letting your tone stay as light and delicate as your touch. Your hand runs over his flesh shoulder with a flat palm, making your way towards his neck. Around the half way point, you begin to dig your fingernails in. Hard.

His groan is pathetic and you can't help but fall in love with the way the muscles tense under your touch, an involuntary protection he knows he doesn't need. He's safe with you. This was all born from that sense of security after all.

"I-I need to you to take it all out on me. Pretend I'm every man who didn't deserve you. Tell me everything you've ever wanted to say to them." He gasps a little mid-sentence as your fingernails trail gently over his Adam's apple, digging in again when you reach his collarbone.

"You are worthless." You begin, stalking around him to stand at his back. "You never deserved me." You pull his hair back, hard, forcing him to look up at you. This is what does it for him. He's surrendered. He's yours. He loves it. He gets off on this.

"You were a waste of my fucking time. I should never have lowered myself to your level." Your other hand collides with his cheek, the sting of the slap only makes him sob out the most breathtaking groan. This is everything he was dreaming of and so much more.

"You never fucked me right. You were never enough for me." Your hand on his throat makes his eyes flutter shut. If he looks at you, he knows he'll lose all control. He'll cum untouched and how fucking embarrassing would that be?

The second he lets his head wander there though, it's all over. As soon as he lets himself imagine how humiliating it'd be if he came all over himself, just from being degraded and pushed around, it's all he can do. Shame burns so hot in his cheeks while his dick twitches and throbs, shooting streams of pearly cum over the wooden floor beneath him.

"Stupid little slut." You whisper, giving him another slap to the cheek and enjoying how his release seems to never stop. "Once you're done, you're cleaning up your own mess and then you're going to fuck it into me with your tongue. You'll be lucky if I ever let you inside me again."

#asks answered <3 #💫 anon #becca writes spice #sub!dbf!bucky #sub!bucky #if anyone needs me I'll be sitting in my corner screaming about this again #also HOW DID AUGUST CREEP UP ON ME?? #It's almost my birthday and I didn't realise #I wish I could go back to like 2 minutes ago #when life was better #and turning 23 wasn't imminent #Oh I don't like it #I'd take the day off and do a fun themed day but I know I'll just want to mope about the fact I'm ageing #OR #do I go get a couple of new ear piercings #that would be nice #I want my forward helix done again on my right ear #and maybe something new #that would be a fun birthday #but my bestie isn't free and I don't want to go alone ☹️

[skullzy20]

Entrati Lanthorns......

#warframe posting #Idk why i decided “Yeah I'll do max range xaku in the zariman and ill get enough” (< did not get any) #like. i should probably just keep running the new node because every 30-40 minute run I end up getting 2 lanthorns probably on average #I'd run like.... zariman bounties or something but...........too much work... #I was already so distraught after losing all that previous loot of mine and it kinda drained me </3 #tbf though i ran that node again 3 times in a row for over half n hour each #worth it though I need the goods

[svtskneecaps]

i still haven't gotten real baghera and rivers interactions have i........... like the barest of interactions......... a drought........... i was so fucking curious...... i am still so curious............ twenty minutes of conversation and i would be fed forever............ i'd never ask for anything again.... baghera wasn't even there when bolas was doing the whole hostage situation she was off doing her own thing.......... i'm so curious........... i want to know..... what would the dynamic be........ how would they interact............ i'll never know.............. crying...........

#qsmp #if they've interacted somewhere and i just missed it somehow i will be punching the table #and i mean like a conversation bc i have a vague memory of baghera introducing herself to rivers maybe???? #but like a CONVO not just hi bye YOU KNOW #you know what i mean. you know. #i'm pretty sure there are tags on my blog from pre-rivers saying: #'god i hope rivers can join (...) i'm so curious what her and baghera's dynamic would end up being' #and i sincerely hope the answer isn't 'nonexistent lol' please 😭 don't do this to me #literally one twenty minute conversation so i could chart a trajectory i'll never ask for anything again #this is a personal curiosity i'm just very interested in people and how they interact and the myriad of dynamics that form it's fascinating #rivers and baghera's personalities are really interesting to me in their own ways #what can i say i like throwing ingredients into the test tube and SHAKING THEM TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS #shut up vic #block game brainrot #there are no metaphors it's just 4 am and i'm grieving the gaping holes in possible interactions #also i just watched a slimecicle qsmp vod those always leave me somewhat unhinged. you get it. you understand. #long tags #((also rivers who speaks french and baghera who's picking up spanish SCREAMING can i hear ONE person on this smp who isn't a native speaker #say something in french that isn't PETITE BITE or VOULEZ VOUS COUCHEZ AVEC MOI)) #((i don't even have a personal stake in that battle tbh i'm not a native french speaker but sometimes i try to think of someone outside- #the 'french' w their translations box set to french and man. i come up empty. and it makes me bummed)) #((i get why i think but i'm still a bit bummed. would be nice to see the french speakers hearing a nonnative speaker in their language)) #((i think it would be funny if rivers spoke french to one of em. etoiles esp would be funny)) #(((if anyone's curious i'm avoiding specifics abt rivers bc i'm terrified of being wrong bc My Spanish Is SHIT))) #(((i certainly have thoughts but rather than Be Permanently Wrong On The Internet i will hold them in my chest and one day Die))) #damn these really are long tags hahahahahaha 4 am.............................. #anyway tl;dr i will never not be curious how rivers would interact w the smp as a whole i get very excited seeing her log in that's the pos #((and if anyone's worried no i don't message in twitch chats and i deactivated my twitter a year and a half ago lol)) #REMINDER THAT IT'S FOUR AM SORRY IF THE TAGS ARE UNHINGED AND FULL OF BAD TAKES I CAN'T BE HELD RESPONSIBLE

[phoenixiancrystallist]

Month 3, day 1

Once again, I haven't gone to bed yet, it's still the day I started working on this! :P

Still following the snowman tutorial, this time I had to do a bunch of troubleshooting with renders because even though the scarf is supposed to look all fuzzy now, it wasn't doing that, like, at all, even though I followed the tutorial steps down to the 100th decimal on settings. So that took an hour and I'm still not convinced it looks right, but I'll fuck with it tomorrow. ... "Tomorrow" meaning "sometime after I wake up" lol

#the great artscapade of 2024 #art #my art #blender #blender 3d #blender render #cycles render #I think the main problem is a hardware difference #something about the way my computer (Mac) processes things must be different enough from the instructor (Windows) to make a difference #either that or I modeled the scarf all wrong and I'll have to redo it again... again lol #I think what I'll do is up the samples for a better image and let that run while I sleep #not that I think it'll take all night #this render only took... eight minutes? I think? #but I don't want to stay up any longer than I already have I have to get my sleep schedule back on track since I go back to work on Monday #so overnight rendering it shall be

[mirrortouchedsea]

Day 5

Madara is running, mind trying to keep up with everything that just happened. Take a left and then a right, there’s a contact there that can help. He feels blood dripping down his arm but he has to keep going. The shouts behind him are getting louder so he takes a left instead of a right, hoping to find a place to hide for a moment and catch his breath. 

He has to make it to the meeting point and get his arm checked out before his date with Leo later. If he has to cancel again over this… He’ll make it. He has to.

Madara must have bled more than he thought at first. He’s stumbling and it’s harder to breathe and he almost doesn’t notice when he runs into someone else until that familiar voice cuts through the fog. 

“Mama? Mama are you okay?” Why is he here? Did he have something going on? Madara tries to turn around, find a different place to hide. He can’t talk about this right now, not with Leo. Leo grabs his hand and Madara is too weak to pull away. 

“I’m fine, Leo-san.” The shouts that were following him seem to be getting quieter. They must have taken the bait. He relaxes just a little bit. “I have somewhere I need to--” He collapses before he can finish, everything goes blurry and he has to force himself to focus on Leo’s voice. He can tell that someone’s speaking but he can’t tell if it's himself or Leo. Stay awake stay awake stay awake. 

He feels his lips moving and he’s trying to say something while Leo is on the phone and applying pressure to Madara’s arm. Please don’t leave. I love you I love you I love you. Leo places a hand on his face and forces Madara to look up at him. Leo is saying something but Madara can’t hear it. I’m sorry you had to see me like this. Leo looks stressed. Madara caused this. He needs to leave before he makes it worse but Leo pushes him down when he tries to stand. His arm is throbbing. 

Someone hands Leo a bottle which Leo then puts to Madara’s lips, cool water quenching a thirst he didn’t realize he had. His head clears just a little bit and he can hear Leo finally. Stay with me Mama, please stay awake. I love you too. 

There’s more talking and Leo is pulled away while the emergency responders put Madara on a stretcher and put him in the ambulance. He tries to grab Leo, get them to let him into the ambulance as well, but they just strap his arm to his side and begin to assess the damage. 

Madara wakes up in the hospital, Leo sitting in the chair next to his bed. Leo tackles him in a hug before he can say anything and the nurses are running in to check on his vitals. He’ll be okay but he won’t be released until tomorrow. 

“I’m sorry, Leo-san. I really wanted--” 

“What’s going on? Don’t lie to me.” Leo’s voice cracks. 

“I was… trying to protect you. There are a lot of people who want to hurt you and I can’t…” 

“I can make my own decisions, Mama.” 

Madara doesn’t speak. He opens his mouth but any words he could say die on his lips. 

“I know you want to protect me but I don’t want you to get hurt because of me either.” 

“I know.” 

There’s silence and Madara is afraid Leo might finally break things off. His cheeks are wet and he refuses to look at Leo. Instead, Leo grabs his hand and squeezes it. 

“I love you. I don’t want to see you hurting.” 

He was much more serious than the Leo Madara knew and loved. He couldn’t bear to see Leo hurting either, especially if he was the cause. 

Madara squeezed Leo’s hand and made a silent promise that he’d be more careful from now on. Something had to change and continuing to get hurt like this wasn’t helping anyone. Maybe someday they could be happy together with nothing to worry about, but he would have to work to make that happen. 

#shay writes #january writing challenge #madaleo #cw for blood/injury and violence (though the violence is just mentioned) #I'LL DO SOMETHING CUTE WITH THEM ON THE 8TH I PROMMY #HOLD ME TO IT #i just had such a bad day at work today oh my fucking god #it was so busy and we had two people who had to leave early #(they carpool and one of them got a call that their kid got hurt at school and he's already sick so. they went to go pick him up) #and then we just. got slammed from like 1-1:45 i didnt actually get a break or anything #i took 10 minutes to eat some food and that was my break #we were kinda slow from 2-3 but at 3 we got busy again #died down for 15 minutes and then another 10 cars in the drive thru and 5 people in the dining room #at least one guy gave us a little tip so that was sweet of him #i'm just so out of it but i had to write. i had to i'm determined to keep up with this #if i skip a day i'm going to lose steam so on we go #no guarantees for quality i'm falling asleep as we speak snork mimimimi

[pearl-kite]

Have as close to a sketch dump as I'll ever get, mainly because I cannot stop myself at sketches very often

An older fiddling with what I wanted David to look like, some more recent testing with Gavin and Avior, and Adrian ofc

#kirehn draws #haven't actually managed much more than a few minutes of sketching at a time lately and I don't think I've posted any of these #and I don't think I want to post them individually #I like how Avior turned out but he'll get horns if I draw him again #was testing an idea that I wasn't fond of how it turned out #oh and that bottom one was a possible gavin sketch that I ditched #going to stick with the original face claim I had picked for Gavin #no idea if I'll ever settle on a single appearance for David #any excuse to draw adrian :3c #actually was trying to come up with a base to test out adding more to their sleeve idk if it'll be this one #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redacted gavin #redacted avior #redacted david

[warrior-of-sunlight]

I just fucking love it when someone has dogs that are too strong for them and one of them is dog aggressive and not wearing a muzzle. Just love it. And don't get angry when I need to physically kick your dog away after it bit both me and my dog, be happy my almost 40 kilo dog listened to me and did not bite back. Fucking hell.

#good morning! #I didn't even have my coffee yet #Roef is too riled up for me to check him properly for bites #he looks tough but he's easily scared and he's pretty shaken #even after we walked off the tension somewhat by walking for an extra 30 minutes #there was some blood on my hand when I felt his leg but I can't see anything #will check again when he's calmed down #haven't seen any more blood so I think it's not that bad luckily #I have a bruise on my leg and a little superficial hole so it's not that bad #that dog wasn't there to make friends #I'm ashamed to say I kind of lost it #I yelled like a fishwife and cursed like a sailor #pretty sure everyone in my street is awake now #I do feel bad about kicking a dog though but I think the kick was nicer than having Roef actually getting angry and biting #I don't think I really hurt the dog that bad and he did back off long enough for his owner to fetch him so it is what it is #I could have been kinder to the lady because I'm sure she didn't want this either but I was so fucking pissed and just went off #maybe I'll have a talk with her once things have cooled down she only lives a block away so I know where to find her #liedeke talks #dogs #animals #roef #my pets #my dogs

[leefi]

growing up by chicago has spoiled me rotten. i visit any other major metropolitan city and my reaction is always …oh! is that it?

#the only other metropolis that’s ever truly impressed me was tokyo. good god i LOVED tokyo #though ​to clarify I’m talking specifically about metropolises (and what makes a metropolis good) here #there are tons of cities I’ve been to that are incredibly impressive by other metrics #(Istanbul’s unique location; Florence’s historical architecture; Seville’s food; etc.) #but Chicago is just a truly good CITY. perfect size diverse walkable on a waterfront gorgeous architecture nice people. i love it sm #London really impressed me as a teenager but lost the allure as I grew up (a lot of my moms family relocated there so I went often) #woof #anyway I’m in LA for the first time right now and tell me why it’s like 30 different suburbs shoved together #it’s only my second day so I’m not hardcore judging yet!! gonna let an opinion develop. I get the feeling #there’s tons of good culture here but it’s fragmented and you need to go looking for it #also the wealth inequality is horrifying. they weren’t kidding #it’s SO EXPENSIVE EVERYWHERE #some family friends took us out walking to santa monica pier last night and they had to take a break like 20 minutes into the walk #because they fucking drive everywhere!!! #anyways. i feel like i need to give nyc another chance too but i don't know when i'll get to go #anyways again. chicago sweep. best city in da world.