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keepingupwiththebananadramas · 1 year

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Xes, Lies, and Deceit

"Repeat a lie often enough, you'll start to believe it."

WARNING: IT'S A LONG ONE, SORRY.

DISCLAIMER

***all information stated in this post is alleged and not fact unless proven to be. All information stated in this post is based on tarot, divination, and intuition only and is done for entertainment purposes only.***

That's what this whole set of readings will be called. This relationship started with those ingredients. It is currently being used to keep the relationship alive, and it will be the downfall. I hated reading on them, this was worse than reading on Rachel + the pheasant. That says a lot, seeing how those two literally made me sick. At least Rachel + the pheasant were consistent and true to who they were.

These two don't know which way is up. I find it concerning when you have to manifest a relationship so hard, are your motives genuine? I took a few moments after doing this reading to tap into their energies. These two have lied so much to themselves, family, friends, staff, and the public that they are now believing the lie they are selling. Chris has met his match in Alba. Every time he love-bombs her, she follows up with a form of manipulation and starts love-bombing him. It's this vicious cycle and they love it.

How does Chris feel about his relationship with Alba?

First thing first I hate this deck but when I asked which one I should use, this one kept showing up. (9ofW, Hermit rvsd, 4ofP rvsd, Knight of Cups, Sun)

He is very overwhelmed with everything now that it's out in the open. He needs more time to reflect and reconnect to himself spiritually. He's started to cut himself off from people (the blocking on IG and Twitter). This is a lot for him to deal with and people are giving their opinions left and right and it's only freaking him out more. He's using this time to reevaluate things, his career, his family, his friends, and most importantly this relationship ship. He doesn't like that people are not responding so well to the relationship. Chris feels that he's put in hard work to make things work and doesn't understand why people can't be happy for him. He is very moody right now, if someone sneezes he gets annoyed. There seems to be a slight delusion going on that he is constantly telling himself so that he doesn't focus on the negative things people are saying or what he's reading. He should be careful because that delusion will result in him making a rash decision that he'll regret sooner rather than later. Despite all of his concerns, he has very high hopes that this will work out and not go south.

How does Alba feel about her relationship with Chris?

She seems very nervous, almost anxious. Like I couldn't deal the cards fast enough.

She's very happy right now and full of hope that this relationship will result in marriage. There seems to be a vast difference of opinions resulting in some heated arguments and conflict. She feels like she's accomplished something with this relationship. She manifested this relationship and is happy about the outcome. She has no plans for the relationship to fail and is determined to see what she's planned come true. But that's as far as she's gotten. She hasn't thought about what happens after she gets what she wants. There's a bigger picture here and she needs to step back and see it before going forward.

Side Note: when I saw her manifesting it was in stages.

Stage 1: I wanna meet Captain America. Stage 2: I wanna sleep with Captain America. Stage 3: no now I wanna date Chris Evans.

All of these stages happened at different points in her life. She manifested day and night for this to happen and now that she's gotten what she wants she wants a ring.

How does Chris's mother feel about his relationship with Alba?

I kept trying to swallow and for some reason there was a lot of spit in my mouth.

There is major tension, maybe even a few arguments that lead to things being said that can't be taken back. This relationship has done a number on their mother-son relationship. 😬 my gaw keeps clinching and I have to actively remind myself to let go. She's been doing everything she can to get him to leave her, but this time her persuasion is not working. She's very confused about the hold alba has on her son. She feels as though this relationship has and will ruin his career. It has also brought up how he's been supporting his mother financially, maybe he's been told to cut her off or cut back but money is at the center of this heated exchange. She is hoping that this will pass and she'll become another ex. Believes Chris is not thinking straight and being very impulsive when it comes to this chick.

What does Scott think of Chris's relationship with Alba?

Yooooo 🤣. I couldn't even shuffle due to a sudden burst of laughter. Also for some reason he wanted me to split my deck into and not 3 🤔.

They've gotten into it about this relationship, so badly that Scott had to distance himself. He's at a point where this relationship is for the birds and is moving on. His opinion of the relationship is very strong about his opinion of it, but like I've said he's at a place where he wants to move past it. He's very disconnected and unconcerned about the relationship. The top of the deck is the queen of pentacle reversed, he thinks Chris is very stubborn and sees the money he's losing. The bottom of the deck is the fool reversed he thinks that the relationship was not well thought out and is almost reckless. He sees the damage it has caused Chris and has tried to point it out but Chris has those rose-colored glasses on.

What does Alba's mom think about the relationship?

This is the first time I've seen all of the cards not reversed. (Hanged man, king of cups, 3 of pentacle, the empress).

She thinks alba is sacrificing her career for this guy and thinks they are moving too fast. But when she sees them together she sees how well they work together and believes that it's a well-balanced relationship. Again she sees them as a great team and feels that they are very supportive of one another. She believes their love will survive through all of their hardships and result in marriage and kids. 👀

Any other information about this relationship?

For this question, for some reason, I was shown the Celtic cross. Ugh, I don't like it because I am not confident translating it, but oh well I do as I'm told.

Right now they are enjoying the fruits of their labor. They will be taking or already have taken a vacation together that was planned recently. During this vacation, the subject of their public image comes up. The current problem is that Chris is falling from his good image spotlight due to the relationship being outed. They are both resisting a big change that has been poking its head in. Turning a blind eye to what's in front of them. They are about to celebrate some event, most likely an anniversary. The happiness will be short-lived. Despite the celebration, they are both thinking about how they are bored in the relationship which mainly consists of 🫨 xes. Unconsciously they are trying to be patient with one another and the relationship itself. Not sure how long it will take for the patience to wear thin. There is influence from family, and the fact that they are negative it is causing a lot of conflicts, and arguments between the two of them. Also include the fact that the public is throwing in their opinion, which is also causing unnecessary arguments. There is finger-pointing and blaming the other for their current unhappiness and doubt about their relationship. This relationship is built off lust, obsession, and codependency. There's that reversed hermit again 🤦🏾‍♀️. In the end, they'll both feel lonely in the room with one another.

Will Chris and alba get married?

It's like I have brain fog or something asking this question and shuffling cards. For some reason I couldn't grip the cards right, still deciding if I should read the card that hit the floor. The picture I've seen is that it's been on the table, then taken off, then back, and the cycle continues. It's like marriage is being used as a reward for good behavior and bad behavior results in one of them removing it 🤷🏾‍♀️.

Was told to pull 5 cards this time (ace of Wands, 5 of swords, 8 of Wands, hangedman, six of swords).

Personal note, I see Wands as magic/manipulation, and I see swords as a battle to get to whatever outcome, the hangedman I view as sneaky and up to something with their hands behind their back.

Now back to your regular programming: they are excited and very much in bliss (not love), remember there's a cloud of obsession and lust hanging over them. The air is still full of arguments from both outside influences and internal influences. They are in for surprises I don't see them as ones they want but as ones that someone has planted to cause them to break up and/or distrust each other. They are trying to rush things and the universe keeps telling them to slow down. The relationship will not get to the final destination of a wedding. When I meditated on this question before touching the cards I saw cherry blossoms as their ending. Almost as a sweet ending to their relationship, with no bad blood, it will happen in the spring and I saw it sometime in March between the 23rd and 26th. Will the public know about it, idk, and idk if it's 2023 or 2024 my internal clock/calendar doesn't show when doing readings. The card on the floor is 6 of pentacle there is support between the two emotionally and also financially, to what capacity 🤷🏾‍♀️.

What will this do to Chris's acting career?

I kept seeing the number 4, don't ask me why. I pulled only 4 cards (the lovers, page of swords reversed, the sun reversed, 8 of cups reversed).

This relationship is a huge test for Chris, he has some major decisions to make that will lead him down different paths. One way leads to a long break (4 years top) he comes back better. While the other way leads to lessons learned, and being booked and busy. He's very indecisive about which direction he wants to go, he's a man full of ideas that have no final results. His commitment issues also play a part in his side jobs. He's afraid of fully committing to one thing because he thinks it's going to fail anyways. He is in a very depressive state because he keeps getting doors closed in his face for roles. If he sticks with continuing to go through this dark tunnel he'll eventually see the light at the end. I tell you he's on the verge of quitting, giving up, and settling for someone available now. He feels like he hasn't accomplished anything in his career or love life. In this case, it appears that he's more so on the side of disappearing for a while because he doesn't see how he'll ever win or be better than he is now. This can change but that's where he's at right now.

What will this do for Alba's career?

While shuffling I started shaking a little like this relationship will shake things up for her.

That's a lot of pentacles, the most I've seen in one question so far. (7 of swords reversed, 6 of pentacles, 10 of pentacles reversed, queen of pentacles reversed).

She's gonna change how she's been making decisions about her career. I did see not too long ago that her friendship with JA gets tested from this relationship and could potentially result in him leaking info about her. She will see more people/companies taking interest in her. Earlier today I saw her revamping her whole team to show a new and approved Alba. (That 10 of pentacles makes sense now). She's losing money and doesn't like that so she cleans the house. (Anytime I see a pentacle upside down I see it as money falling out of your pockets). She's gonna have a hard time booking roles not sure how long but she'll hit a rough patch like Chris. For her, I saw 7 a lot, so it could be 7 weeks, months, or years when her career is at a standstill. The difference is that Chris has HW experience while she's barely getting started.

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#chris evans #alba baptista #tarot reading #banana pulls cards #I'm a little rusty #its theblove bombing and manipulation for me #the lies we tell ourself #for entertainment purposes only

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sevencardigans · 1 year

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20.12.2012 / 18.12.2022 - 10 years of winning World Cup races

“The biggest day in Mikaela Shiffrin’s very young career. Something tells me there’s more of that to come.” (x)

#mikaela shiffrin #alpine skiing #GOAT in the making #had to make this my first edit back after not having made gifs in 3ish years #I'm a little rusty #*#*alpineskiing

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cookinary · 2 years

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Fuck it

*posts WIP*

Stray but the cat is a space cat

#Stray game #Stray cat #B-12 Stray #space cat #Stray #damn i haven't drawn a space cat in 45 years #i'm a little rusty #lil' 6-legged buddy #i finished the game again today and I am STILL not over the ending #-go cry in a corner-

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suhndrie · 1 year

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[ 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ] harlebram

the words were spoke softly, faintly even. though from who spoke them was known without even turning to look, a chuckle rose from his chest warmly. " it's about time you asked, though three songs in must be a record i think. " helbram spoke while turning to face harelquin, slowly he raised a hand to slip into the one that was stiff in offer. palm in palm , helbram led his dance partner to where others twirled themselves.

bright orange eyes settled on king's, a hand gracefully swept across before him and laid upon his waist. a bow then, string of hair wisped from where it was gently tucked away. harlequin had done the same in return, his cheeks were a soft rosy color. helbram found it rather amusing still now, their hands intertwined and helbram stepped close. their chests gently bumped as harlequin began to lead them, and a smile crossed his face quickly, where a rosy hue dashed across his cheeks.

@kyousei

#kyousei #this is the first time i've written in months #i'm a little rusty #* ㅤ ‹ ㅤ 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 ㅤ › ㅤ ﹕ ㅤ helbram

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ghostquirkkid · 1 year

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Starter (thuganomxcs)

Neon found himself in a new place he was very unfamiliar with, he felt like he wasn’t in Japan anymore. “I never been in this place before, yet the air felt different.” Mumbles to himself, until he felt someone present, out of curiosity, he flew towards them.

@thuganomxcs

#I'm a little rusty #starter

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khytal · 6 months

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liar, liar

#apollo justice #ace attorney #khyt.art #I can have a little fun with the perceive mechanic. as a treat #side effects include headaches and tired eyes......much like how I'm feeling after working on thi—#anyway. hi HSFJHSJDH #I was not planning on doing this tonight but I've had the idea sitting around for a bit #aaaaaaaannnddd I haven't drawn apollo since the forehead reduction surgery post. so :]#I feel rusty n there's definitely mistakes and stuff but I don't wanna fix them lol #woe. justice be upon ye

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mobius-m-mobius · 18 days

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Good Omens (2019) // The Assembly (2024)

#michael sheen #aziraphale #the assembly #good omens #david tennant #sorry for giffing the same scene twice but duty calls and all that #down bad and down badder just take your pick 😉😂#plus i'm a little rusty with my go coloring and it's nice to take a break from the thousand layers in my next lokius piece lol #goodomensedit #msheenedit #dianagifs

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lunacias · 1 year

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statement of jonathon sims, regarding a childhood encounter with a book formerly possessed by jurgen leitner

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fudgecake-charlie · 10 months

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sorry it’s been uhhhh... oh god, like two and a half months. But I’m back! For at least a little bit, hopefully! I also haven’t drawn anything in that time, so here’s a little grian drawing done in aggie for you all :]

#art out the oven #grian #hermitcraft #aggie.io #me when i give him the little blonde streaks just to skyduo it up a little #im SO rusty!! but i'm trying!!#i also haven't. caught up much.. soon #i also have a commission to start #[yes commissions are. vaguely open! hopefully! you'd have to be really patient though]

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shining-latios · 2 months

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waddahell!! gay pink bug! 💖💖

#flight rising #fr art #aether dragon #my art #I'm still kinda teetering on being burnt out so I'm just doing little things to help stave it off and prevent me from getting too rusty sry

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keepingupwiththebananadramas · 1 year

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Xes, Lies, and Deceit

pt.2

Is this a PR relationship?

Nothing really occurred while I was shuffling the cards. But when I pulled 6 cards all of them were upside down 👀. ( Knight of Wands rvsd, Queen of Swords rvsd, 3 of Wands rvsd, 3 of pentacles rvsd, 3 of swords rvsd, the moon rvsd). That's a lot of 3s, definitely sticking to my March breakup, 3rd month of the year.

I am not seeing that this is a PR relationship but a badly taped-together puzzle. They are trying to fit two pieces together and decided tape would hold it together. They are a mess. It looks like PR to us because they are so out of sync.

The relationship is very unstable. Easily sparked arguments, and the relationship was not well thought out. I'm seeing that they were under the impression that the other was one way but they turned out to be not what they were looking for in a partner. The lack of pentacles in this is telling me that they are NOT benefitting financially. Yeah, there may be an offered role here and there but it's not set in stone. They are purely doing this for selfish reasons. In fact they are only holding on to prove people wrong, but they clashes will eventually get ao bad they are forced to step away from one another.

Why are Chris and Alba in a relationship?

Smh, xes and convience. They enjoy being together in that sense, and alba was apparently ready to leave her career behind for Chris. Chris is literally looking for anyone willing to settle and be a stay at home mom and she said yes when he asked if she was interested. Never settle for someone, NEVER.

Ugh. Cards (page of pentacles rvsd, the hermit rvsd, judgment rvsd, 5 of cups rvsd) 🤨🤨🤨🤨

This is all Chris. He doesn't enjoy the long dating period and having to be committed to 1 person. Now that he's 40 he's realized more and more that he's very lonely and doesn't want to anymore. His idea of what love should be is completely warped, so finding someone to pretty much submit and be what he wants was his goal. Chris is literally the mess. He's the drama. He's stuck in the past always what happened rather than trying not to repeat it he decides to avoid it all. He's trying to take the easy way out and it's only depressing him more because his subconscious knows what he's doing will only hurt him in the end.

Continue (1/19/23)

General reading for any info. I keep seeing them walking in from outside a sliding patio door. Chris is in front of Alba laughing. She is behind him with a straight face. He's said something that he finds funny, she seems really annoyed with him in this image. It's keeps repeating like a record skipping.

Very odd thing, I was asked to split my cards twice never done that before. My ears are warming up. (Temperance, 10 of swords, Knight of swords rvsd, 4 of swords rvsd, the high priestess rvsd, the star) 😳. I do not have a good feeling about this one. The swords back to back along with the major cards. Are they still arguing but worse now?

The universe keeps telling them to slow down and be patient with one another. There is a sense of betrayal going on, the stabbing in the back (I am sensing it alba). Whatever happened she brings it up and does not think about how he's gonna react. Whatever the betrayal is it leads to being the reason for the breakup. The image of them walking through the patio door her glare at him could burn a hole through his chest. The arguments are for sure very intense now and last a lot longer than they usually do. She's now seeing that he's been love-bombing her this whole time and she feels like a fool. The high priestess is being told by her conscious is telling her to trust her gut. Once she let's this off of her chest she starts to heal from being betrayed.

What does Chris want out of this relationship?

While shuffling I could sense that he wants to be taken seriously. The whole I want a wife and kids is getting old, and raising a lot of questions. He's tired of answering them and using this relationship as a way to deflect the question and change the topic. It also makes him appear to be serious about things rather than a party playboy if he's in a relationship with someone. Almost like he's being told that being single for so long raises concerns and is a potential risk for situations to occur.

Cards ( 3 of swords, page of swords, 10 of cups, 4 of Wands)

He's in denial and running away for what's next in life. The lack of acting jobs does eat at him. He won't realize that he's being taught a lesson right now, he just sees this as something that he can change. The image of a stable boyfriend shows that he's able to make some form of commitment. It's all about image.

#banana pulls cards #tarot reading #chris evans #alba baptista #i'm a little rusty #banana pulled some cards

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domi091 · 1 month

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Back at it with my Brother Bear au shit...

#HIS NAME IS BUCKY NOT BINKY #that was literally my favorite line of the whole movie #consistent art style? never heard of her #I'm rusty #i love this movie #i have so much thoughts for this au #i hope to actually post that someday #sth #sonic the hedgehog #miles tails prower #sonic the werehog #brother bear #wsatw #a little late but it's okay

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sunnysanji · 1 year

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kaveh hates your new blanket. what he hates even more is that he's the one that bought it for you.

he thought it would be amazing. you'd seen it in a shop and you couldn't stop talking about how soft it was, how thick it was and how the weight would be so comforting on you. one point that he particularly liked about this was that it would comfort you in his absences, allowing you to sleep when he's up late working on sketches and new proposals.

so, he bought it as a birthday gift and surprised you with it early. he even bought a larger size one that allows you both to use it when in bed together. you were ecstatic, and he was so excited that you loved your first (of many) birthday gifts.

however, he stopped being excited when you liked it a little too much.

"sweetheart let me in," kaveh lightly chides, shivering from the exposure of his bare torso to the sharp chill of your bedroom.

"i'm too comfy and it's cold, just use one of the other blankets," you argue into the plush of the blanket, concluding the argument by snuggling deeper into the pillows and the warm of the blanket. he hates that he feels his heart warm up at the sight and butterflies start to tickle in his stomach at the sight in front of him. he loves you so much.

"baby i want to touch you."

"i'm not in the mood, try again tomorrow night," you giggle into the pillow.

"oh my- you know that's not what i mean." he says, exasperated. kaveh had such a long day and the only thing he was looking forward to throughout his entire day was coming home to cuddle you and steal kisses before falling asleep in each other's grasp. he can't help but be frustrated that you're denying him the one pleasure he's able to find in his life. and he knows you're doing it just to tease him. "i missed you so much today, baby. did you not miss me too?"

"i saw you this morning," you refute. kaveh struggles to find the path between his mind and his tongue, ultimately failing and choosing to just let out something between a loud sigh and a strangled groan. he stomps to the linen closet outside the bedroom door and yanks out the old duvet that was on your shared bed before the new blanket showed up.

he throws himself down on his side of the bed and wraps the duvet tightly around himself, tossing himself to pointedly face away from you.

"i'm donating that fucking blanket the second you wake up tomorrow morning."

he receives no answer. he only feels the spot next to him dip and shift before he feels the warm skin of your hand slipping into his duvet, going to wrap around his waist. you pull more of the duvet around yourself and fully pull your boyfriend into your embrace. he turns around in your hold to return the embrace and he buries his fingers into your hair.

"i knew you wouldn't last long," his voice is significantly softer.

"whatever. you got really upset i thought you were going to start crying." you punctuate your sentence with a kiss against his adam's apple and then his jaw.

he scoffs at you, but contradicts this with a kiss to your forehead and then your warm cheek and finally your awaiting lips.

"i will cry next time. and i am donating that stupid thing tomorrow."

"i love you, kaveh," you whisper into his neck, grinning against his skin.

"i love you too, sweetheart." kaveh sighs.

#MARCY'S BACK #i'm so rusty at writing but this was so fun i love kaveh so much i want to shake him around in a little jar like a specimen #he is my girlfriend #kaveh x reader #genshin impact x reader #gi x reader #kaveh fluff #genshin impact fluff #genshin fluff #idek if this will show up in the tags but i do not care tbh

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