#i'm doing a sort of rewatch

[iredreamer]

the way I love this, the desperation, the need, the tenderness

#gentleman jack #gentlemanjackedit #perioddramaedit #gentlemanjackdaily #anne lister #ann walker #suranne jones #sophie rundle #gifs #iredreamer #i'm doing a sort of rewatch #they are too much #they are perfect #they are everything i've ever wanted on a tv show #fuuuu ck #cant believe the second season is almost over #i miss them already #so yeaaaah #season one rewatch it is #the way anne holds ann's head!!!! i cant #it's also 2 am right now so yeah

[brainfilehasstoppedworking]

Todd is an alcoholic, does drugs, lost his job. Yet could still afford TWO Androids??? I'm probably missing something, but something ain't right here. And he can still afford a house on top of that. I. Huh.

#sam's talky talks #detroit become human #<- Currently rewatching Jacksepticeye's playthrough of it and I just thought about this again #I mean. Okay then. #AND HE COULD ALSO PAY FOR THE REPAIRS ON KARA??? #WHAT IS HE DOING??? DOES HE HAVE SOME SORT OF JOB HE NEVER MENTIONED??? #AND HE WAS ALSO LEAVING TO CANADA IF YOU DON'T KILL HIM I–CJDBENBE #I'm gonna need to look for every detail because shit don't make no sense. Then again I'm stoopid so–

[glimblshanks]

In Room For Growth Mariner really does heavily imply that she'd finally do something to get herself kicked out of Starfleet if Brad's "Bold Boimler" antics got him killed.

#lower decks #lwd #marinler #beckett mariner #bradward boimler #sorry sorry #I don't mean to keep posting things about old seasons #but I'm rewatching everything with The Inner Fight goggles on now #Anyways it's interesting to me how in the context of season 4 #A lot of Mariners quippy one liners start to actually come across #as someone expressing very intense and frequent anxiety about death and abandonment #but doing so in a way that wouldn't be immediately obvious if you didn't know how much Sitos death effected her #like there's a lot of lines I laughed at when first watching the show #that now I watch them and I'm like 'oh no Mariner 🥺🥺🥺🥺' #like I'm actually sort of coming to the conclusion that she is - base level - more anxious and high strung than Boimler is #she just expresses that anxiety in a less obvious ways so the people around her don't pick up on it #might make a longer post about this once I've finished my rewatch

[s0fti3w1tch]

"Connection between sensei and studets" — those are your sons

PLEASE PLEASE JUST CALL THEM YOUR SONS 😭😭😭

#Buwan is rewatching 1987 TMNT again #I don't even remember if 87 Splinter called them sons in the series #I love these goobers so much #and I do like 87 Splinter #just *SHAKING HIM* #HEY SPLINTS #regular buwan blog #I got sick AGAIN 😭😭so I'm rewatching 87 tmnt through my headache #status update of sorts

[ahsoka-in-a-hood]

There is something in Sabine's big act of force manipulation was sending Ezra away again. She risked the galaxy and everything he fought for for this reunion, but then she let him go again, and was able to use the force to help him on his way.

#i'm going to need to rewatch the first scene she uses it.... there was the lightsaber scene #and the door #where she's focusing along with the other too and that's probably her first use of it? #in tandem #hmmm #anyway idk #i'm sort of focusing on stuff i like here but i do kinda think right now that the writing is sort of mediocre #not terrible but not brilliant either #an overall Mid. #ahsoka spoilers

[norcumii]

good news: watching a lot of Leverage means I am thinking analytically and questioning both figures of authority and the appearance of situations before me!

bad news: was still willing to default to “too fuckin’ tired to figure out in real time the questions I should be asking the cops.”

totally unrelated news: so apparently some dude was getting served a warrant, booked it down the highway, and made it into the area enough that cops and a short bus of dudes in military fatigues with automatic rifles (and dogs, by the sound of it) were clogging up the road right at the end of the driveway.

I am too fucking tired to deal with this bullshit today. 

#too fucking tired to deal with this sort of bullshit most days tbh #gonna be checking the evening news though #apparently he was caught by the time I ventured out to see what the commotion was #wtaf #real life #it is fascinating how strong a NOPE reaction a group of fatigue-garbed folks generate #wildly memorable though so it doesn't make for as elegant a con #why yes i'm rewatching leverage why do you ask? #leverage

[ectonurites]

almost 4am can't stop thinking about the meaning of the idiom 'to have blood on [someone's] hands'—to be responsible for a person's death—combined with the fact that Zach is the one we are specifically shown with Daryl's actual blood on his hands (once for real and once in a dream)... Not Josh who had been holding the sword Daryl fell onto, but Zach who took the sword out.

#super dark times #+ part of it that's insane to me is: Josh COULD have easily ALSO gotten (literal) blood on his hands—we see him go to check for a pulse #after Zach did... but we don't see his hands during that—they're left out of the shot! we just see his face. and when we see his hands next #there's no visible blood on them (if any got on he theoretically wiped 'em off ig? similarly Zach's hands when seen AFTER the shot of him #touching Daryl ALSO don't rlly show blood anymore—we see his hands in the leaves tho so it prob went there) BUT SO there was a CHOICE made #to give us a close up shot of ZACH pulling his hand away from the wound with blood on it... but to NOT do the same/smthn similar with Josh. #and yet ZACH is the one who CAN'T ACCEPT THE ROLE HE PLAYED IN ANY OF ITTTTT!!!!!!! GAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! #this post brought to you by me rewatching the Zach + Charlie on the phone scene and needing to just. stop and scream at Zach being #like 'Josh‚ or fucking somebody else‚ they went up there and if they found Daryl alive—' LIKE BRO. YOU *KNOW* HE WAS DEAD. #YOU KNOW. YOU KNOOOOW. YOU WERE THERE. YOU KNOW HE WAS ALREADY DEAD. the denial. the trying to find any fucking way that #there could be even a sliver of a possibility that it WASN'T even PARTIALLY his fault.... shifting the blame entirely onto Josh... #[plus like. the 'somebody else' only added in after Charlie was giving him shit for trying to complicate this more—at first he was #straight up saying Josh was the one that fucked with the body]... aghghghsfd he makes me INSANE #also fwiw. i'm forever a 'Josh didn't harm anyone on purpose until AFTER his fight with Zach at Zach's house' truther. that provides #at least SOME sort of motivation to push him over an edge into... the shit that happens. anything before that just fuckin' doesn't make #sense. To Me. ive already written a lot on my thoughts about all of that though [uhhh in the tags of my gifset of the fight at Zach's house #anyways. im also NOT trying to say 'ah so we should Just Blame Zach' because nah nah this whole thing was a fucked up accident. they're all #to blame. plus Josh did horrible shit at the end On His Own there's no way of getting around that—but the messiness of how Zach handled the #initial incident and how that ripples out across the whole movie is simply soooooooo... ghghGHGhghGHGhghghgh. To Me. #in conclusion: im soooooooo normal about the characters in this movie (<- lying)

[borbealis]

"I think I understand why you lied about the painting," Mike said. He pulled a worn and creased letter out of his pocket. "I wrote this not long after you left Hawkins. I was going to give it to you, but... I couldn't. I was afraid of how you would react, and I didn't want to risk losing you. Especially after how I treated you all summer... I guess I almost lost you anyway," he said quietly. "I guess what I'm trying to say is, here—" he held the letter out towards Will, "this is for you."

Lettergate fanart for bylerweek 2022!

#byler #bylerweek #bylerweek 2022 #mike wheeler #will byers #do i know what i'm doing? no. if that wasn't obvious allow me to point out how i forgot to add any sort of watermark or signature #not that i think my art is good enough to get stolen or anything #but its good practice to add some identifying feature. personal opinion #anyway. i had fun with this! #i actually like the end result even though I know it leaves a lot of room for improvement #maybe someday in ten years when i'm rewatching stranger things and falling back into the byler rabbit hole i will dig this up and redraw it #it will be fun to see how my art has improved and where my style has changed #that will be fun! #nikita draws #ALSO #that is the painting in his other hand. Not a baseball bat or anything haha

[tamsinbeybey-she-no-porcupine]

okay but seeing Fanny being a headstrong young woman who states that she has a mind of her own and wants to help her father with the business and is visible fed up with her mother for telling her that it's not appropriate and then comparing it to S1 Fanny... it's mindbaffling.

George absolutely and deliberately broke her spirit, didn't he? I mean I don't even want to imagine what she had to endure during the first few years after the marriage and probably later on to get to from where she started to who she became

So her saying "still the same girl underneath" made me quiet emotional because she finally is able to get that part of herself back.

#Same Chaos as always #I think he must have abused her #Fanny Button #Tw abuse #BBC Ghosts #Stephanie Button #I'm doing a rewatch and the feels got me #The Ghosts become less and less haunted #So im still convinced the Show will end with them moving on #Or Like i Said before with some Sort of end Scene

[sisterdivinium]

The closed window behind Mary is already reminiscent of prison, yet her comment is both a remark on how she can leave after visiting her own mother as well as a promise that she is definitely and defiantly going to leave Mother Superion to this jail all by herself — because, in this moment, Mother Superion is stuck there. Her own visit to Duretti has him coming in and later out of what is, to all intents and purposes, her cell, Swiss Guards on either side of the gate acting as her jailers.

She says she seeks guidance and, although Duretti says basically nothing, he does provide the moral guidance that completes the lesson received from Mary earlier. Mother Superion’s expression, as she turns towards us after seeing her “cell” being shut again, locking her in with her sense of obligation, her rigidity, her hierarchical position, her spiritual dead end, tells us all we need to know. Even the light comes in through the bars from the left of our screen, as it came through the window when Mary spoke: they’re on the same side, now, and the prisoner is freeing, if not yet her body, then her mind and resolve.

(here's part two)

#warrior nun #shotgun mary #mother superion #it was a bit on the nose but i still find it brilliant that they LITERALLY got mother superion inside a prison of sorts #i'm sorry that i'm such a mother superion fangirl but i can't help myself i love her #something else i love about mary's lines is how much she puts emphasis on duretti being A MAN #as opposed to. well. a woman as everyone else in the order for whom suzanne “cares too much” in mary's words #also i have a follow-up post to this prison theme because i went back and rewatched mother superion's scenes in s1 #and what do you know... the show backs me up marvellously #analysis and similar #exercises in observation

[tvrningout-a]

don't mind me, i'm just thinking about two characters being torn apart from each other unexpectedly and their resulting determination to find one another; the miles of terrain crossed, battles fought, letters written that cannot reach an unknown address, stubborn hope questioned by those around them; the reunion that maybe starts off slow, disbelief freezing previously eager legs, but then they can't simply be close enough, hands clutching, arms crushing, faces hidden in shoulders and joy muttered against familiar skin; " i never stopped looking for you. " " i knew you'd find me. "

i'm also thinking about two characters being torn apart from each other unexpectedly and that determination to find one another dwindling over the years, hope chipped away every passing season until they accept that they're lost and maybe always will be. they're miles apart but always on each others' mind, like a song they can't get out of their head -- life goes on, but they cannot forget, holding onto a memory perhaps to the frustration of those around them. maybe their paths nearly cross a few times, though they're none the wiser, until one day. one day they hear a familiar name, see a familiar face. or maybe they hear a familiar voice, pushing through a crowded street and searching, searching, searching --- all the determination returns, frantic as the beating of their heart. and there they stand, alive and well and older and different but still them.

i'm thinking about two characters being torn apart from each other and the connection between them that can't be broken by any force or amount of distance or time, and i am so so unwell y'all

#i decided to rewatch the first season of shadow and bone and eventually watch the second season #bc i gotta start picking up the stories i enjoy again uvu and now i remember why i love mal and alina's dynamic so much #in general i am so so so weak for this sort of plot #it doesn't even have to be romantic alright -- i loved this plot in the day after tomorrow too and that's a dad and his son #when one character would do anything to be with their loved one again i become so full of emotion i could burst okay ;;;;;;;;v;;;;;;;;; #i'm only two episodes in and i just needed to talk about this and put it in my wishlist bc my gosh i love it so much #the devotion the love the unwavering faith!!!! i am ill and sobbing!!!!! #i grew up on disney | wishlist

[grahamdollton]

#my peculiar wife #i'm not rewatching speaking of sex atm i just found this in the vaults (my screenshot folder) #then again i might rewatch it today because i feel like shit and seeing him in such a..... state..... might improve matters #at least yesterday wasn't a total bust #and by that i mean i actually had a decent day yesterday which i haven't been able to say in ages #i left my cave and went to an estate sale where an incredibly attractive middle aged gentleman with silver hair let me have #these two big wooden roll top boxes full of cassettes (many of which are sealed blanks!) for five bucks..... #i haven't gone through them thoroughly yet but it looks like there's a lot of early appalachian gospel #can't go wrong there......... #the man kept calling me sir #sometimes it baffles me that i “”“pass”“” these days because my hair is so damn long and i keep my face clean shaven #so that's nice #with how depressed i've been sometimes i hate to acknowledge when i have a decent day or even a decent moment #because i almost superstitiously feel it will act as a magnet for my depression to swoop in and feed on it #and out of that fear my depression has developed this sort of..... personified stubbornness #where i both consciously and unconsciously avoid what might allow for an opening for “decent moments”.. pleasure.. joy.. whatever might #might grant me relief from pain even just for a moment etc #i don't know what i'm trying to describe here all i know is i feel trying to announce or acknowledge any sort of happiness i experience #feels like i'm directly endangering it #my brain is too scattered right now to try to articulate anything and i don't know why i'm doing so in the tags of a photo of #my peculiar wife james spader #just trying to exist again and not let myself be a hermit to the extent of harold smith which is very much the path i've been on for a long #long time #and i'm chipping away at that nonexistence in strange ways but chipping away nonetheless.......

[glimblshanks]

The Marisom brain worms are so real

#beckett mariner #jack ransom #marisom #I don't even like ... have head canons to share #I'm just spinning the two of them in my head 24 seven #I feel so insane about them #like when I first got into the fandom I was sort of like #oh hahah wouldn't it be funny if these two hooked up #but the more I rewatch the show and engage in fandom stuff the more I'm like - oh my god #the way their relationship changes and develops over he course of the series is so good?? #and they get a minimum of one episode dedicated to their relationship per season #like we arguably got more Marisom content in season 4 than Marinler content #and also just like... the way Jack so clearly grows to actually care about Beckett #and he wants to see her do well and improve even when her trauma makes her resistant to it #he's willing to stick out the hard stuff to help her get there #and he also just like ... genuinely seems to understand her better than any of the other characters on the show #like yeah Mariner's friends and mom lover her and want her to get better too #but Jack is the only one who figured out that she had trauma around ranking up that needed to be delt with #he's the only one who noticed how much Mariner and Freeman hated working together #and despite Mariner insisting that he's stupid #he's the only character in the show that's regularly able to change her mind when she's already made it up #he pushes her to be her best self in a way no one else does #and Mariner is too in her head and dealing with too much in the show to really recognize and appreciate that #even if she does seem at least a little aware that they have good chemistry #but tbh what makes it a good ship is that Jack is so willing to wait for her to get there #anyways I know this is all delusional rambling #just ignore me

[captainsparklefingers]

Okay, thank God for whoever does the CR transcripts and puts them up on the wiki, they have saved my bacon. The Yussa stuff happens AFTER the Lavish Chateau, not before, it's an evening thing, not a day thing.

Okay. We can work with them. Got this planned. I can skim over things, this'll work...okay.

I can still be thrown into the sea though because I'm sure this is garbage and also it's stupid to be stressing out about this stuff.

#writing #writing woes #god those transcrips are the absolute best #I'm in this weird nebulous area where Id love to rewatch campaign 2 but Im alsp absolutely terrified of doing so #(because of the length and dealing with Molly's death again and a fear I wont like it as much the second time around) #(the length is the big one) #so having these helps so much. phew. #these stupid Kingsley fics are taking longer than I'd like them too #but I've always had shit attention span and focus and creative constipation so I guess that's not surprising #I just want to. you know. finish something. #feel like I actually did something even if its not a huge thing #there's so many huge things I need to do and am contemplating doing... it'd be nice to finish something and feel like I got a win of sorts #(I know nobody cares about any of this) #(I just need to get my feelings out somehow and this helps) #(god I hope this doesn't suck)

[hesmuchmoreimportant]

A place filled with magic and wonders beyond all imagination. Where anything is possible. Where we can be whoever we want to be. Sounds lovely. What’s it called? Wonderland. Right, then. Next stop, Wonderland!

#ouatiw #ouatiwedit #Once Upon a Time in Wonderland #ouatiw edit #Anastasia Tremaine #Will Scarlet #Cyrus #mine #mine: picspam #mine: ouatiw #iii #t #spent the entire weekend editing screencaps to further indulge my brain's fixation on this show ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #currently doing a rewatch to try and figure out the geographics of Wonderland #so I can like try to make a map of sorts for my fic #but it's an A&E show so like I'm only putting so much stock in what the show depicts #and I will likely just be deciding where most things are based on my own personal whims