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TOH SPOILERS AHEAD
I want to share something regarding my feelings about the Collector that I shared on one of the Discord servers I'm apart of. It's about his ending:
So I was spoiled beforehand about the Collector leaving and I was so so mad about it at first.
I wanted him to stay so badly. To have a family and not be alone again.
But... learning the context of why he's leaving, I'm really proud of him.
I was so worried about him being alone again but I realised something as I watched the ending: This is different from all the other times he's been left alone and abandoned.
This time, He's got people to go back to now. People who really care about him now who love him. Real friends and a real family.
He is not being exiled. He is leaving on his own accord. To learn and grow and to paraphrase his own words "got some growing up/maturing to do". He's no longer restricted and trapped in a mirror with his only company being that manipulative bastard Belos. He's free! And best part:
He's got people in his corner now. Luz, Eda, King. He's got people to go back to. People who really care about them, people who love him and understand him. They're his family now.
He's going out there to learn and understand, and that's so freaking admirable. And I'm so proud of him for it <33.
He won't stay away forever. He's gonna come back and visit once in a while, said so himself. And King (and this is a big thing that had me squealing) wants him to come back eventually and THAT is a guarantee Collector will make sure to visit.
What's happening right now is exactly the opposite of what happened before. He's free to explore and learn about the worlds, he's got people who genuinely care about him.
He's never going back to his siblings, I can't imagine him WILLINGLY going back. It makes no sense for him to go back after he literally expressed his hatred for what they did to his Titan friends. I think he's just going to travel and see what the universe has to offer. See what else there is to learn. And I bet he's going to have a blast.
This may not have been the ending we Collector fans have imagined for him. But I do believe this is a good one. He's free and despite the fact he is indeed heading out into the galaxy on his own, can we really say he's alone? When he's got people like Luz, Eda and King he'll go back for?
In the end, Collector got exactly what he and what we wished for him. Freedom and a real family. Its just not in a form we expected. And I, for one, am extremely happy for him.
Thank you Dana and the rest of the TOH crew for this awesome finale and a spectacular show in general.
And Collector, enjoy your journey lil' bean <3
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masterqwertster · 8 months
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20. “You’re right.  I don’t understand.  I may never fully understand what you’re going through.  But please let me help you get through this.” with Ashton and Orym please? Preferably with Orym asking 😁
For the Noticing Trauma prompt
Honestly surprised to have someone taking me up on the "Wait a month" part of my pinned post. But I'm a creature of my word, so let's go! Also slight spoilers for ep69
Orym finds Ashton seated, contemplating a rock held in their hand.
"Gonna try meditating again?" Orym casually asks.
Ashton flinches before turning to look at him, and Orym mentally berates himself for not being obvious enough in an approach from their left side.
"...Maybe?" Ashton answers, doubt and worry coloring his tone.
Orym wanders over to sit beside the genasi, near but not encroaching on their space.
"Would you like some company? I think some meditation could do me some good as well," Orym gently offers.
Ashton blows out a breath, the vocalization beneath it conveying something between annoyance and resignation.
"So I wasn't thinking, exactly, about meditating," he confesses, turning the rock in his hand, creating a soft clicking of stone on stone.
"Okay," Orym says, curious, and maybe a bit wary of where Ashton may wish to take this conversation.
There's silence for a few moments as Ashton purses their lips, obviously considering their next words.
"I don't want to give you more shit to worry about when we've already got so much going on. And I'm not falling down on this, so I don't need you to pick me up on it."
Yet, Orym can hear going unsaid. He can at least appreciate Ashton trying to hold to that promise they made in Issylra to keep each other functional and upright. Even though Orym's pretty sure that not catching Ashton before they hit the metaphorical ground in these situations will make pulling them back up much harder than catching them earlier.
The solution is simple enough, at least.
"I won't mind. It's kind of easier to face other people's problems than your own," Orym offers. "Plus, we're already doing all we can for the big problems we're working on."
Ashton snorts. "Yeah, I can fucking agree with that. Fuck."
Another sigh as Ashton's free hand comes up to rub his face.
"Alright. So, um... when I went to pick up my clothes, I, uh... I might have had a bit of a panic attack, in a side-alley," he confesses, voice lilting in that way that's begging for Orym not to be upset by this revelation.
"Oh, Ash," Orym says softly with sympathy. "We would have helped with that. You didn't have to-"
"I didn't want coddling," Ashton cuts through the reassurance. Not harshly, but still a solid stop. "I just wanted some space to freak out for a minute and pull my shit back together without being disturbed. Okay?"
Orym nods solemnly. With as many of his own panic attacks and other breakdowns as he's put off to maintain strength for others, he can't say he doesn't see the appeal of doing what Ashton did. To let it out and then put it back in its box without witnesses... he's done that a time or ten.
"Anyways. I had a panic attack, and while that was going on..." Ashton's gaze falls to the rock being turned in his hand, a small contemplative silence dropping over him again. "...And while that was going on, I think... I think I saw the bits of stone on ground near me... shaking. Vibrating. And I'm not sure if it would be worse if that was real, or if it was my mind playing fucking tricks on me."
It takes a few seconds for Orym to figure out why vibrating rocks while Ashton was having a panic attack is cause for concern.
"You think you were shaking them?"
"Seeing as I've apparently got fucking titan blood..." Ashton trails off, words filled with frustration, and a slight undercurrent of fear.
Orym's small hand reaches out, covering the rock Ashton's rotating in their hand, stilling it. He almost expects the rock to be rattling between their grips after that little talk, but no. It's just a normal, motionless rock trapped between his small fingers and Ashton's larger ones.
"I know I can't understand what that's like, what you're going through. That none of us really can. But I'm here, we're all here, to help you get through it, to figure it out. If you'll let us," Orym reassures Ashton, squeezing their fingers around the rock.
Ashton deflates, blowing out another deep breath.
"Yeah. I know. Having all of you is probably the main reason I'm not having a complete breakdown over this shit," they gently murmur.
Orym gives their hand another squeeze. Bells Hells has each others' backs, no matter what.
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jlf23tumble · 1 year
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here i am requesting your much fuller year-end fic list 🤲
And here I am, givin' it to ya! I was gonna link to my earlier top 10, but someone messaged me that one of those fics was stolen, so BOOOOO ON THAT "AUTHOR," behold, a full list of my faves from One Direction land in 2022--minus that one--under the cut!
H&L drabbles series, onlylearsfool, 1k, Please @god, let this series continue!
Hanging Around, @homosociallyyourss, 1.4k, Nesting alpha/alpha 4 life!
makes me wanna try her on, @mercutionotromeo, 1.6k, Sexting!
isn't it delicate, stretchmybones, 1.8k, FISTING, in this economy!
Open for Business, onlylearsfool, 2.5k, Frat house glory hole!
I love it when you do it like that, @likelarryfics, 2.5k, Fuckin' in the KFC parking lot!
Tossed Salad and Scrambled Eggs, yeah_alright/ @uhoh-but-yeah-alright, 2.6k, Boob squeezing in the kitchen like it's a dancefloor!
Heat of the Moment, anonymous, 2.6k, Trope city, this whole series!
she makes you want her love, enbyharry/ @non-binharry, 2.7k, BLs cry over it!
Blinding Lights, @lhhomefics, 2.8k, Angie!!
desperate times, anonymous, 2.8k, Addicted to lactating and stuck in an elevator!
Only Gonna Touch It, @lovingstheantidote, 3k, THE hottest bath in the world!
Feel my breath upon your thighs, cuckootrooke/ @larrydoinglaundry, 3k, This happened in this interview, I just know it!
I Can Be Your Vice and With Just One Look, @littleroverlouis, 3k and 4k
strawberry daiquiri, @justanothershadeofblue, 3.2k, Canon AND watersports AND gender!
brothers? @thedevilinmybrain, 3.4k, Liam's faux pas --> fun roleplay!
as if life were invented for love, daffodilsforlou/ @polaroidlouis, 3.5k, Harry is a MILF and MILFs are tops!
I Like Different Places (Nobody Calls It a Sin), YesIsAWorld/ @louandhazaf, 3.7k, Polyamory comin' out!
see or touch or use, @jishlerfics, 3.7k, Tender BDSM from the best in the biz!
Did You Ever Feel Like a Fire Hydrant (And all your friends are dogs), anonymous, 3.8k, Is as it says!
Patterned with Love, amistillthatgirl, 3.9k, Age play CANON, shout out to Harry Lambert!
honey, that's alright, enbyharry/ @non-binharry, 4k, Mommy likes to get high!
in the shallow water, you can swim around me (i won't mind), enbyharry/ @non-binharry, 4.6k, Put two fingers in your pussy, mommy!
seven hours behind, justanothershadeofblue, 4.8k, Phone sex and nostalgia!
Desperate series, anonymous, 4.9k, The kind of filth that reminds me of 2013!
Southern Comfort, @kingsofeverything, 5k, A girl direction GREAT from the wankfest!
complicated freak, @likelarryfics, 5k, Gang bang fantasies DO come true!
Compound O, anonymous, 5.3k, Hormones and humiliation!
Top of the Tree, anonymous, 5.3k, The 2013 polyamory/orgy energy--off the CHARTS!
The Referral, @disgruntledkittenface, 5.4k, Tom Hardy threesome, yeah boiiiiii!
Copy of a…, nonsensedarling/ @absoloutenonsense, 5.5k, Triumphant, SEXY return of the clone a willy!
Santa's Good Boy, wellington28, 5.7k, Is as it says!
Worth the Risk, @lhhomefics, 5.8k, Louis's crush on Lando IS canon!
right where you are, that's where I am, etherealbliss/ @givesuethemoon, 6k, Painfully on point current canon!
Your Skin on Mine (I'm Losing Control), livelaughlovelarry/ @loveislarryislove, 6k, Birthday kinks, activated!
fuck a titan, save the world, rainblou, 6k, Fave crack author alert!
sweat, @bluestgrey, 6k, Old-school PWP, snowballing even!
come my love be one with the sea, cuckootrooke/ @larrydoinglaundry, 6.4k, Mermaid Harry!
Down to Be a Distraction, quickedween/ @becomeawendybird, 6.5k, Always weak for footie!Louis/model!Harry!
with love on the line, @disgruntledkittenface, 7k, Polyamory negotiations!
Almost Easy, crimsontheory/ @ireallysawanangel, 8k, We're strangers meeting for the first time!
some time to borrow, everysingleday/ @sun-lt, 8.8k, The way this feels so real on every single level!
no one's gonna know, jishler/ @jishlerfics, 9k, All tied up!
Every night, I've got you in my arms., @monamourstyles, 9.5k, Should we just keep driving!
I Just Wanna Taste It (aka the Waffle Fic), larry_hiatus/ @larry-hiatus, 10k, Vibe = OT5 filth from 2013!
it's enough (to make a girl blush), @bluestgrey, 10k, Sundresses and public sex!
Larry Omo series, larrsyh0me, 12k, Omorashi, let's gooooo!
cut through the static, bellaritess/ @clumsyclifford, 14k, The sheer BANTER of this!
On Thin Ice, @neondiamond, 16k, Olympic hockey AU!
Medicine series, anonymous, 20k, WHEW, every installment, its own gem, especially no. 7!
thinking about you (little freak, jezebel), abaddxns/ @momrryrights, 21k, We love canon muffing!
You Can Lay Your Hands on Me, abaddxns/ @momrryrights, 37k, Part II, baby BDSM steps!
yeah, he's a looker (but i really think it's guts that matter), @thedevilinmybrain, 40k, Oli runs sex errands, jealously!
Golden Rose series, MushroomMushroom28, 120k, WHEWWWWWWWW, everything in these tags!
Of Mates and Men, @bananaheathen, 630k, Fic of the goddamned YEAR!
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ask-hannah-blog · 4 months
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Hey.... "Pretzel" again.
I'm gonna be honest this might be kinda TMI but I need to get this out of my chest real bad so here goes.
After that incident at the store, I've been trying really hard to just move on and forget about it. Still though to do that I knew I should delete whatever weird ass "Toe Cleavage" photos I took of this random woman's feet. The problem is, as soon as I open my phone gallery and see the photos I get so fucking embarrassed! I get red-faced from how ashamed I am and then, of course, the fucking clown brain gets me horny!!!
Then a huge fart comes out of my titanic tush and I instantly pop a boner!
FUCKKKK!!!! Ugh, so there I am rubbing myself up and down and eventually I can't take it and I just whip it out. I'm gonna be honest for the past few days I've been kinda neglecting to look after my dick and I think the poor thing was a little antsy to get some action again. So I got no choice but to alleviate my... "tension". I get to it and that's when I finally notice it. I take care of myself so I never really had a particularly smelly penis, but then the thing just hits me with its full-on musk and that's when I realize something else: my dick smells like a hot wiener. Joy.
I can't say I particularly cared at the moment though since I was busy coating my phone's screen with a gallon of cum. I dunno if it was the Estrogen, the clown flu, or me just not spanking it for a while but I was GUSHING.
So obviously once I was done I got to work wiping it all off, especially off my phone. Then a naughty idea struck me:
"what if you just licked it off your phone?"
Despite recognizing the foreign thought, I was still horny so I mentally shrug and go along with it.
Guess what? My jizz tastes like mayonnaise. Good mayo too. So when I'm done lapping that up and I'm nice and satisfied I sit there in my post-nut clarity with one extra craving in my mind: "I could use my own cum as dressing on the stuff I eat." That thought alone makes me feel all loopy and happy and giggly.
So yeah, it was a bit of a crazy evening for me. Have I mentioned how freaking weird clowns are? Cuz my God are we extra with the weirdness sometimes.
The gas is here to stay btw, so screw me I guess! Pretzel out. Have a great day Hannah. Hope I didn't get you too worked up with this.
Pretzel! 🥨
You’re getting so savory with your musky weinie and mayo cum! Hyuck! Or should I say Hyum! Hehe.
It’s always a pleasure to hear from you it sounds like you gave your stuffies quite the show! Next time you should get them in on the show, and put the in the splash zone! Maybe they’ll grow their own little stuffy dildos and fleshlights! Then they can join in on your act.
I think maybe the flu isn’t planning on helping you transition after all. I’m just saying that because generally TFs don’t change things they plan on getting rid of. So if you’re getting a hot dog musk and increasing mayo production, I think the transformation has BIG things in mind. Strange that it’s happening if you’re still on estrogen but I’m beyond trying to understand this mess.
Hehe it really must have some really hot toe cleavage if it’s enough to make you dumb and forget what you’re doing. I almost want to see it! Hehe.
Hmmm if looking at it is distracting you, how are we gonna delete it I wonder…hmmm. I’m open to tips from the audience at that one. My suggestion is to throw that phone into the cornfield and run! But not everyone breaks phones as often as me!
Hehe I’m thinking about your friend on the phone. I wonder if she can sense the crazed half-clown jerking off to her
HOT
TOE
CLEAVAGE
Hehe hyuck I wonder what she’d think. I bet she’d be freaked out, knowing her feet are getting drenched in gallons ofclown cummies every time you look at them!
Ugh it makes me so sad everyone in your little town thinks you’re a freak! I wish I could just bring you home and let you sleep on the couch.
I wish you had a friend over there, or at least a clowny little servant like my Daisy.
Hmmm…
If I did have any psychic clowny powers, I’d send all my vibes towards the lady in that picture. I’d bombard her with clowny waves, so that next time you see her in line she’ll be buying pretzels, hotdogs and Mayonnaise because she’s just been having the STRANGEST cravings! Then you’d know she’s ripe for plucking! Hyuck!
Hehe ha…
But yeah, that foot bomb is crazy with how hard it hits, I felt like I was going crazy at first. But having been though it I do understand what the clowns were telling me when they said it was inevitable I should just accept it, because being in denial of it, it just felt like it was growing and growing inside of me until I popped and became a foot fiend or something. But now I’m just like “Oh I just have a foot fetish, I can manage this.” At least so far, I know some people never get over that it and just become mindless feet fappers.
I guess what I’m saying is i recommend you accepting the hot toe clevage and seeking out material other than that poor woman’s foot so you can develop the fetish at your own pace and not exploding like I did. Just worried if your only exposure to it is an illicit picture you took of a woman without her knowing that behavior might get hardwired in. Don’t want you becoming some creepy stocker clown following ladies around with a camera for the perfect shot of their feet to add to your cum drenched photo wall.
Boy I have a lot to say, I just like keeping up with you Pretzel!
Okay last thing.
I love you just ripping ass before going to town on yourself. That’s just full on hedonism, pig stuff. Just announcing to the world “hey I’m here to fuck! Lol. You know, so long as you’re not just huffing your own gas while shaking hands with the mayor I think it’s fine. It’s a normal bodily function, so being a little gassy is nothing to be embarrassed of.
Until next time Pretzel! We’re all rooting for you. Hehe we’re all tooting for you! 😂
Ms Hannah!
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Watching Star Trek: Picard, s3 ep2 'Disengage'
Getting some guardians of the galaxy vibes with the music
FENRIS RANGER SHIP? IS IT SEVEN??!
Damn, it isn't
This Ranger dude is sketchy, and I don't think he's legit
I don't trust him as fr as I can throw him
Ah, Romulan Ale😂
Oh Jack, you're a sketchy dude but I respect it
OH SHIT, WHO TF IS AFTER JACK
I don't think the Titan Captain is gonna want to aid Picard and the Crusher's
"COMMANDER Hansen." I WILL HURT YOU YOU BASTARD THAT IS NOT THE NAME SHE PREFERS
The way everyone looked like they wanted to speak up on behalf of Seven but don't because they have to listen to the Captain 👀
What's so familiar about Jack?🤔 IS HE ACTUALLY WESLEY'S SON THAT BEVERLY RAISED
I SWEAR IF THEY KILL OF BEVERLY I'LL SCREAM
Oh Raffi😭 she looks so upset
"Here... We are." I'm sobbing the emotion in her voice has me sobbing 😭
She definitely seems to be at her breaking point with this mission Starfleet sent her on
"'Disengage?' No. Hell no." IS THIS WHY SHE GETS IN A FIGHT
"118 should you continue. Do not join the dead." I really think Worf might be her handler
"I guess I'm on my own." 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 You're on your own kid, you always have been
"I love how Seven "You could be the hero who saved heroes. Or you could be the Captain who let two Legends die." YEAH WHAT SHE SAID
Since they went after Jack, and Picard did the transport inhibitors, it makes me wonder if Jack isn't Beverly's son by blood, but was entrusted with him for his protection (it would certainly make sense why she kept him secret from her friends
YEAH BABY THE TITAN HAS ARRIVED!
"Bring em all onboard, we're basically a hotel now." 😂 Hotel Titan that just makes him a Hotel manager😂
WHERE'S BEVERLY
If they left her on the ship I'm gonna scream
Oh Raffi is so gorgeous
OH MY GOD IT'S JAE
"Gabe says you ambushed him at his baby's doctor." While not wrong, still rude
"Ambushed? So that's what my son thinks of me?" I'm sobbing she just wanted to meet her grandbaby
"I chose my son, my art. And that was enough for me. But not for you." I'm sobbing so freaking hard rn
Fuck, he's making her chose between her son and talking to the guy who could be responsible for killing hundreds of people, that isn't fair at all
Thank God they got Beverly
"She said not to trust anyone and you've basically brought, everyone." I like Jack😂
The way all of them turned when the Ensign said Captain 😂
I don't like this other Captain Lady, she's big creepy
Oh shit, they're outside of their justification
Oh damn, the Captain Lady just threw a ship at them👀
Holy hell, it tore a hole through deck 11👀
Love how Geordi taught his daughter that any law of physics could be broken
"The Fenris folk." I would like to punch you sir for how disrespectful you are being
I don't think he's a con man in that he's not Beverly's son
"And you? You are no better." FUCK YOU
"You are relieved of duty for insubordination." FUCK YOU YOU ASSHOLE
"This man is getting what he deserves, so is she." I HATE YOU
OH MY GOD, 'Do the math, Jean-Luc." OH MY GOD IS JACK PICARD'S SON
I'm screaming a bit
I love how Jack is calling Picard out on his bullshit
"Who is your father?" "I NEVER HAD ONE!"👀 The plot thickens
The fact Jar owns a bar is not surprising, kinda funny honestly😂
Haven't you heard Sneed? Smoking kills.
"In my experience, Artists are unknowable assholes who live in their head instead of the real world."👀
First wife? Does that mean he remarried?🤔
SECTION 31?!👀
I feel horrible for Raffi that she had to do a drug 😭
Oh my god, Sneed beheaded T'luco👀
HELL YEAH SHE STABBED SNEED!!!!!
Oh no, she's fallen🥺
WORF!!
I KNEW IT!!!!!!!!!!! I RECOGNIZED THE SPEECH PATTERN AND KNEW IT! HELL YEAH!
I get why Shaw doesn't want to endanger his crew and I respect that, but I still don't like him.
Love how Jack broke out of the brig😂
OOOOOOO RIKER IS WAKING BEVERLY!!!!!
I don't like this Captain lady, but I applaud the actress because wow
"That was some specific standing up, Admiral." 😂
Oh shit, the whole ship is now looking for him😂
"I don't give a damn what rank I do or don't have, I need a tac team to Shuttlebay ASAP." VOYAGER SEVEN VIBES!
"He's protecting his mother." HELL YEAH
BEVERLY!!!!!
Oh MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD
That look😭 she looks kinda ashamed that she kept him from Picard
"Because he's my son." I'M SCREAMING
Now that kid is protected because his dad is an Admiral
Yeah I'm loving this so much
AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Oh wait till Laris learns she's gonna be like a stepmom
So awesome
I'm screaming so much I fell off my bed😂
I WISH I HAD THE NEXT EPISODE ALREADY
Also, based off the body language, I feel like the Captain Lady is actually Moriarty
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mlobsters · 4 months
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supernatural s13e1 lost and found (w. andrew dabb)
metallica's nothing else matters for the road so far recap? mmmk. i loved the black album.* it's in my big playlist right now! and nothing else matters was very teen angst sad boy shit appropriate for me (album came out when i was 11 and i remember it featuring at middle school dances) but this song is way too downtempo for the clips/editing as it progresses before we get to the loud parts. weird choice. and maybe shows do this all the time and it's not with songs i know well enough to notice, but splitting the song up midway through is very jarring. i get cutting down the long instrumental intro, but segueing into lyrics differently? buh. stranger things did it with atmosphere by joy division and it wasn't terrible, but noticeable. but the scene/song combo was so impactful to me i didn't care because i was a mess
the overriding theme here with this song and clip selection is like 🚨FAMILY 🚨okay bro, i get it. calm down. is this why i see people harping on how the show is about family, not just sam and dean? is this gonna be A Thing? or am i projecting? both?? i have literally nothing else i might want do if i don't watch this. but i also don't really want to watch this. sigh.
and now i'm all distracted by them using some new fancy filming technique while they're driving where they're being paced and we're seeing the conversation from the outside and it was cool at first but it keeps going and now i'm just too busy trying to figure out where the camera is and where it's going and getting vaguely dizzy.
i get what and why they're doing this thing with jack being at the station with the sheriff but also. im tired
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all right. this also reminds me of hmm. combo leo in titanic and ...josh hartnett in pearl harbor?? o.0
glad sam is totally freaked out and afraid of jack, as he should be
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JACK (still fondling the wall) Lucifer? No, that's not his name. My father is Castiel.
LOL transcriber! fondling?? how about touching. anyway. papa castiel it is
MIRIAM I don't know what he's told you. I mean, I can guess. Some line about how he and his brother… (deepens voice) save the world. Grr. So macho. (she sighs and speaks in her normal voice) But really, he's not a hero. He's Becky. DEAN Becky? The roommate Becky? MIRIAM You take things and break things and piss people off, and just do whatever you want, no matter who it hurts. Also, you're a giant super bitch. DEAN Well, it takes one to know one. MIRIAM So, yeah, you're Becky, and Becky needs to die.
really odd choice to go with becky for this whole story business, unless they're invoking the actual becky from the show it's just confusing. i really hope it's not show-becky.
i think these are the angels that were in the script in 12x23? got 'em in now, i guess. so i thought carver was around for s12 but apparently it switched to dabb/singer as showrunners that season
....why did the angel just stab the sheriff's kid...? i know they're generally not big on humans but stabbing one for no real reason other than some distraction seems a bit excessive.
MIRIAM: Oh, sweetie. Almost anything. Castiel, he's dead. All the way dead, because of you.
rolling my eyes. that's a reach to try to induce a guilt trip
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conveniently got confirmation that jack can't be killed easily, as expected being how they talk him up like he's more powerful than anything basically for whatever reason
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DEAN Okay, Chuck… or God, or whatever. I need your help. See, you– you left us. You left us. You went off. You said… You said the earth would be fine because it had me… and it had Sam, but it’s not, and we’re not. We’ve lost everything. And now you’re gonna bring him back. Okay? You’re gonna bring back Cas, you’re gonna bring back Mom, you’re gonna bring ‘em all back. All of ‘em. Even Crowley. ’Cause after everything that you’ve done, you owe us, you son of a bitch. So you get your ass down here and you make this right, right here and right now.
being a cynical asshole but ok scenic backdrop for this praying to chuck that he could have done in the car. and he's giving my kids when they want something. need some foot stomping. punch something and risk breaking your hand instead, good choice
i think there's a handful of reasons** but i have never emotionally connected with cas and this... angsting and preparing to burn him and all, knowing that it's all going to be walked back at some point, it's just frustrating and exhausting. and now we're mourning cas, kelly, mom, crowley....
i didn't want to be sitting and stewing over pondering the logistics of how cas comes backs so i went and looked it up. and um, okay. i'm sure i'll have some thoughts about when it rolls around.
well, suffice it to say, i didn't particularly enjoy this episode. and had surprisingly little (for me) to say about it.
**his characterization that seems to change week to week is part of it and how the show talked up his relationship with the boys but didn't match up to what they were showing us for seasons on end. and unfortunately, how some sectors of fandom are about him also i think has an effect. which is a bummer all the way around
*oh james. i do enjoy your voice. i saw them live once or twice i think, but i don't really remember it. it was in the days of the album with the blood and jizz on the cover, which people didn't like. the songs or the jizz, i think
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according to wikipedia, james also didn't like the blood and jizz artwork, and says homophobic shit in his explanation. great!
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"You know, I can tell when you're awake. Even if your eyes didn't glow in the dark."
"it's not like I'm trying to hide." Freija found Sunny lying next to her head on the pillow and placed her hand at her edge. "Just can't sleep."
"Me, neither," Sunny joked softly, opening her front petals and closing them with little whirs.
Freija's eyes glittered with tears and she gave a few heavy sighs to keep the shuddering breath under control. "I keep wanting to talk about it and I can't even say half of what I can put words to."
"That's just brain damage, I probably put it back together wrong last week when it got splattered all over that castle in the EDZ."
Freija breathed a laugh and rolled over. "You still don't want to look at it."
"No. I don't. And I couldn't if I wanted to, I can't even think of us not being--" Her voice glitched as though a wire in her voice modulator was cut.
"Together," agreed Freija, and she cleared her tears. "We're okay. Same."
Sunny swept into the air to watch Freija roll uncomfortably, having discomforted herself. "I do want to talk," Sunny admitted. "But as much as I want to, so much of the idea is too painful to express."
"Yeah, I'm not gonna try and say I can talk like it makes sense," Freija agreed. "Descends to a bunch of, "No, no, no" with nasty pictures."
"We are frightened," Sunny clarified stiffly. "The bad kind, not the giddy kind."
"I guess?"
"We're not used to it."
Freija giggled. "We're okay," she promised. "Or if we're not, I'll just catch shit on fire until we are."
Sunny giggled weakly and spun her petals. "We read too much about Red War. Scared us."
"Shit was scary. I can't imagine losing my connection to you. And I die without my fire, we've seen me do it."
"You'd probably be less stupid if you knew you didn't have your fire," Sunny argued.
Freija turned on the lights and sat up. Sunny followed suit, hovering around and circling Freija's head. "We're okay," she said, swaying up in an attempt to be cute and cheerful.
"I don't sound that weak about it, do I?" Freija teased. "But we are." She covered her head and grunted irritably, standing to pace in the small bunk. "I'm not used to real fear," she admitted.
Sunny giggled weakly, but the electronic waver interrupted. "We're okay, we just have to let go of it."
Freija started to speak, then let it go and spun in place before she tried again. "We're okay," she echoed. "And there's nothing to be done. So right now, we're okay."
"Think if we say it enough, we'll believe us?" Sunny bumped her front into Freija's arm before she tucked herself to the broad palm.
The titan turned the weak sob into a weak laugh and threw herself back to her bed. "Damn sight better than what we're doing," she grumbled.
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It's occurred to me that the events of "tuesday" was going to flow into the next bit of story and therefore there's not enough time between then and next bit to have freaked out, but that wouldn't make for fun writing, now, would it?
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Shattered Hero ~ Origins of the Ink Demon : Episode Maka Finale (7/11) ~
[Abandoned Egg Carrier]
Seto : Heh. That doll was much more frightening than other demons that I'm not so sure About. When did the last time it jumpscared everyone after the curse was only a programming from previous data?
Solva : Gladly that we put up a show to stuffed doll. Who knows? It's likely what those programming of a doll can create a hellish realm of his own, it's not like that's gonna ever happen to us. So this doll was revived with demonic powers and was given the significant basics that was given the powers of body horror and Eldritch horror. I bet that mating with an eldritch horror is kinda disturbing about the bonds with humans and monsters. That totally freaked me out and give me the chills.
Seto : Well, it's programming was it to create the curse was simply not what it seems, but having powers that makes creepy, when did the mad scientist get that Annabelle stuff from where? Huh? Saya? Where did she go, and what is this place? Hey, Disk-Chan. What do you think of this place. Hey, Disk-Chan! Guess the whole place is empty except for the robot maids that are cleaning ship, I don't know why anyone doesn't work at this ship anymore.
[Behind them is Disk-Chan appearing from the monitor]
Disk-Chan : That's because this ship was abandoned after the incident of that liquid entity named Chaos that crashed landed on the ocean surface around 8 years ago. (Seto and Solva jumpsacre)
Seto : D-Disk-Chan! Y-You're here!
Solva : And how did you get your head so big?
[Emilia - Takuya Yasuda]
Disk-Chan : I might knew that you would figure it out. And my head's not big, I accessed it with personal data through the via network system. Grim told me that you, Solva, was supposed to lookout for the castle and I had finally notice that the two-tailed doll was snooping around!
Solva : Yeah, I might noticed that one. I didn't know that a two-tailed fox doll would be sneaky on leading us here to this abandoned aircraft. I look humble apologies to not lookout for Master Grim.
Seto : Say, Disk-Chan. How on earth did you do that.
Disk-Chan : Easy! I hacked into the ship's control network by lending a hand for Lain Iwakura.
Seto : Lain Iwakura, that weird famous computer girl from 8 years ago? Everyone heard the news said that she disappeared.
Disk-Chan : Didn't disappeared, she disappeared from Tokyo and relocated herself to an abandoned facility, used to be a launch base used by Deathscythe creator Professor G, but the place was built by under the supervision of Drawcial Family Corporation and NERV. So now that place where she resides is now called the "Iwakura-Maxwell Residence". Otherwise originally known as the Deathscythe Launch Base, a place that is much livelier than The Titans Tower in California.
Seto : Heh. Seems like a girl from the near end of the 20th century doesn't seems like lending a hand would be so cool.
Disk-Chan : What else is there?
Seto : Is this Lain person weird or something?
Disk-Chan : What? no? She's a genius and technological wizard! Besides she's like the witch of Data and Memory space. (clears throat) Gladly that you all survied the realm, That Tails Doll curse was nothing more than a typical programming made by Creepypasta.
Seto : Creepypasta? That Internet horror freak, the Tails Doll Curse was made up by data all along! I knew the Mad Scientist wouldn't create a stinking doppelganger that is supposed to be a Metal Tails or something, but why creating doll that is real fearful to people? Was it a demon or something?
Disk-Chan : Perhaps that the Tails Doll Curse was only part of it's programming, It's got nothing to do with the greatest Deathless that determines to be Shinigami!
Seto : Yep! See these guns? (flexes her arm) These are not just average arm and weapon to deal with a fierce creature like me! But where to find the exit? Hey, Disk. Does the ship have like any kind of transport?
Disk-Chan : Sure. I'll bring it down for ya. It appears that all of it's engines are still running, and I don't know why it just crashed landed in the ocean.
Solva : Obiviously, it was that blue hedgehog that came all the way to rescue that Pink one and then decided to trashed down the ship, but also, the the robot that was chasing down Amy and that blue flicky, I believe he caused a mess in the Hot Shelter, the only place that a blue hedgehog does not go in.
Seto : And why is that?
Solva : Because the only one that is running ship's functions are all running from this purplish robot that was transformed into a stationary defense unit, "E-105 Zeta."
Seto : So, umm, nothing's too damped around in this giant ship that was did not sink into the ocean, but crashed landed on the surface. What else is there? (We then cut to the girls seeing the ocean)
[Egg Carrier ~The Ocean~ - Kenichi Tokoi]
Seto :Wow! Talk about getting yourself lost on a giant ship with no to cruise for. I can see the ocean clearly.
Solva : So this is the Egg Carrier that we're on, but we need to get aboard to the halberd. Surrounded by oceans and swimming across is to get aboard, are filled with deadly sharks.
Seto : The Ocean's predators, from walking the plank to the Shark Attacks. No where to swim, no where to survive, but this place has definitely got no food or water over here. Just an empty feeling on getting something to eat.
Solva : Good thing I brought lunch, It's a Bento Box made from the Reaper's finest chefs. I got mine as well.
Seto : Oh, boy! Let's eat while we wait!
(scene changes to the girls sitting down on the central dome, eating their lunch from their Bento box)
Seto : So, now that we're waiting for the arrival. I always looked into becoming Shinigami, the title that I wanted to reclaim. It's funny that Botan was the previous Shinigami before Ichigo and then Ryuk, I've known Shounen characters that has ever seen a Shinigami or became the Shinigami. Me, yeah, I definitely wanted to become Shinigami because I was chosen the death gods and gave me a sword that can cut down any beings. They say that the sword I was given has the power to make me a God of Death, it was created and hand crafted by the Gods of Death. I used to be a part of the Mercenary Guild or something like that in the world of Needless, but eventually both you and solva died during the final battle with archlight and we ended up here in the 21st century of Real World AU. So the Shingamis did requested me on becoming Death Gods after our reversed Isekai theory made us to live in Real World AU.
Solva : That's wonderful to hear. Even though, I still have my personality, my true personality that is a deadly sadistic monster inside me. My parents, friends, and teacher too. I was outcasted and I only met you at the school. Do you remember the year you were born?
Seto : Well, ummm...
Solva : Seto, don't lie to me. What was the day when you were born.
Seto : Although I'm still looking alike 17 year old girl. But does that mean I'm born in...
*Clock ticking*
Seto : Wait a sec, I was born in 1987, but I nearly died during the space colony ark incident before I go Isekai again, but then Master Grim came and gave me the Sacred Sword of the Reaper, crafted by the Angels of Death.
Solva : Oh yeah, that's right. I used to work as a maid at an affluent place that you grew up at. But that's when I realize that I died during the final battle with Archlight and I was reversed Isekai to the real world. So I did too become a Deathless. We were the girls that became a Deathless Somebody.
Seto : Yep. That's right, I was once lived in a mansion full of affluent people, and I understand why I did not care about the money, although they attempted to get rid of me, but I slayed everyone, I killed the parents that I never had and left that to keep everything. Nobody would able to think that I don't even have a family anymore, the only family that I have are Darts, Kanna, Master Grim, and you. That is why I don't care about money, I care about you!
Solva : (giggles) Maybe you're right, you do care about me and not just greed. So I'm not a bit too shabby about personality, you were not the one who killed your parents, I did.
Seto : Eh? When did that happened?
Solva : My sadistic personality just made killed the affluent people and I was feel sorry for what I've done and then, I made you an apology sandwich treaty.
Seto : Well, that sucks. It turns out that my parents aren't affluents, they're low lives. And all the money they have were stolen, so I actually made money by working as a hero in the real world.
Solva : That's what I expected.
"later..."
Seto : Oh man. That lunch sure filled me up, I think that's what I represent a fine classy meal from the castle. Master Grim sure know how to make that delicious fine meal of that. That hit the spot.
Solva : It sure is! That's why I made it myself just for you.
Seto : ...!? Ehh...!? What? No! It's not like that it's...Umm...maybe I might be you're right. It was that lunch that you gave me, not to mention it, it was kinda tasty to have an important meal of the day. So, the arrival should be here soon. Hmm? What's this dead robot doing on the deck's central dome?
Solva : And I found another one. It's black and it has a some kind of symbols with numbers. This one's "Beta". The Alpha one is the Bird Catcher.
Seto : And this red dead robot that is lying on the floor is...
*flashing images of Gamma are shown*
Seto : The member of the elite crew...E-102 Gamma. And that one over there is his "Brother" Beta. These robots were just a couple of badniks that were serving for Dr. Robotnik to search for the emeralds, but during his time in the story, his brothers were sent away in different locations while Beta and Zeta remained only on the ship.
[E-102's Theme by Fumie Kumatani plays, various scenes of Gamma's memories are shown from Sonic Adventure]
Seto : Yeah, Gamma. That's the name Omega mentioned, he died right here at the deck, facing an ill-fated battle with his brother, E-101 Beta. Despite being a robot, these machines were powered by flickies and Gamma was never heard again until Omega mentioned them.
Solva : Oh my. That is pleasantly sad story! He was a cool robot and a good friend to Amy and now he's gone forever.
Seto : Can't say that he's been destroyed by his own brother for 8 years, so that's why Omega never met them. It's probably a shame that no one on this ship survived and then two robots were shown and got destroyed in an ill-fated battle. That Gamma Master Grim mentioned during the Space Colony Ark incident were only just copies of this one the original and for Chaos Gamma,during the Gizoid incident, yeah not the same one as usual. Inside on it's back, the two flickies were freed from being powered inside the robot, that's why his story was so tragic. Eggman had the nerves to keep it all a secret just make everyone a tearjeaker.
Solva : I know, right? Who does that to birds anyway, they're just machines. (hears a jet roaring) Seto, Look!
Seto : What could that be?
Solva : There! That might be our transport! Get a load of this! (Seto takes binoculars to see them through) Do you see anything what's coming down here? Is it a bird? Is it a plane?
Seto : (viewing from Binoculars) Hmmm...That's not a bird nor a plane. That's a spacecraft shape like a Phantom! That's the Falcon Flyer! (The Falcon Flyer arrives)
[Captain Falcon - Daiki Kasho, Alan Brey]
Seto : It's a Falcon? Well it's just like Samus Aran's spaceship.
Solva : But who's flying that thing?
Captain Falcon : Hey there, ladies. You need a ride to hitch? That little Pink demon went off to Meta Knight's ship to hitch a ride into space!
Solva : It's only that Mr. Falcon guy.
Captain Falcon : I heard that you were on your way to Meta Knight's ship, guess that means I'll take you there to head for the
Seto : Oh great, a smasher. Just what we needed. Well, you can say that we let this cat out of the bag. We're on way to stop a pseudo ruler that is the going to cover the galaxy in darkness. Do you think that we needed ourselves a ride to space? Could that be a great help?
Captain Falcon : Could it be? (laughs triumphantly)
Seto : (looks at Solva) You thinking what I'm thinking?
Solva : Always planned for a biggest trip ever. Going into the stars. (fist bumps Seto)
Captain Falcon : Next stop! Dark Nebula's domain in space! Hang to your seats cause it's going to be a bumpy ride!
Seto : Hang on Tight, Seto! We're going to Space!
Captain Falcon : C'mon! Go Falcon!
(the Falcon Flyer blasts off)
Gamma's Voice : (eyes turned on) Thanks for everything. That is what I wished for.
~ Act 32 : The Last of Gamma ~
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servin-up-surveys · 11 months
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survey #164
What books, if any, have made you cry? Johnny Got His Gun, Old Yeller, The Outsiders, The Notebook, A Walk to Remember, The Giver, The Hunger Games (you know the part), Of Mice and Men, and I KNOW there's even more, a lot that I surprisingly can't remember the names of; I cry very easily, and if you give me an emotional book, odds are super high at least a single tear is coming out.
How many times do you use a bath towel before washing it? Once.
What was your favorite thing to do as a little kid? Play video games.
Who was the last person to ask you out? Girt.
Could you call your best friend right now and tell them your biggest secret, and trust them to keep it? Oh I know I could.
Do you like watching music videos? Only Rammstein's haha, I really don't care about others'. Theirs are the only music videos I've ever cared about watching.
What kind of relationship do you have with the last person you kissed? We're in a serious, monogamous relationship together.
Do you have scars on your wrists? You can't see them anymore, no.
What is your least favorite color? A yellowish olive green.
What’re some movies you love that people wouldn’t expect you to like? Romance ones specifically, like Nicholas Sparks' book film adaptations, and Titanic. I genuinely love movies like those, when I'm in the right mood to get emotional lol.
Are you “in the closet” about anything? No.
Are you missing any teeth? Besides wisdom teeth, no.
What kind of sound or noise freaks you out the most and why do you think it scares you? Sirens really, really frighten me, especially the like, air raid or tornado sort of shit, but I find all of them anxiety-inducing just because of the associations with a siren going off. Also tires screeching on the road TERRIFIES me, because it usually comes before a car wreck.
Do you think makeup on guys is freaky or sexy? SEXY AS FUCK
Are you most comfortable with having short hair or long hair? Short, definitely.
Who was the last person you saw that you haven’t seen in a while? Miss Angela, my original best friend's mother, who works at the dentist I go to.
Are you a visual, audio, or kinesthetic learner? Very kinesthetic. Also visual, like especially for things like math, if you're just audibly explaining it to me, it's not gonna do shit, I need a combination of the other two.
What are your feelings towards glitter? It's obviously messy as hell, but I like it aesthetically.
Are the blankets that are on your bed now made by someone you know in real life? No, but that's such a cozy idea. My mom's been knitting a giant blanket since she was like LITERALLY 18-ish and I do hope she eventually finishes it before she passes away because I either want to keep it or have Ashley keep it for her kids to have, but seeing how she's been with Mom lately who knows if she'd even want it...
Would you ever have a child just to get someone to fall in love with you? lol that is NOT how that works, my guy, literally ever
Who in your phone has a heart after their name? Girt.
What do you think is creepy that society accepts as normal? Beauty pageants, specifically for young kids/basically babies.
What do you think is a good date other than dinner and a movie? My dream date is a picnic by a lake or something similar.
Are you biracial? No.
Which was the worst phase in your life? Late 2015 to the very beginning of 2017.
Does your ex’s new romantic interest know about the things you two did together? I don't even know who anyone is dating, if they are to begin with.
Do you ever tell your current significant other about the things that you did with an ex-partner? Literally only if it's relevant, like he asks a question or it's just a brief mention because it fits the conversation, but it's never in a wistful sort of way or anything.
Do you like holding hands or do you think it's stupid? I do, I don't think it's "stupid" at all.
What do you like about your birthday? I love getting to see family like my sisters and dad, and Girt of course comes over too. I also cut myself the most slack food-wise that day, I really do just have what I want that day; I'm just nicer to myself and let myself enjoy the day however I want to.
Do you like being home alone at night? No, that makes me uncomfortable; I can do it and have before, but I don't like it.
Has an ambulance ever come to your house? Not THIS current house, but the last one; that's how my mom got transported to the hospital and her cancer was discovered. She was as close to immobile as I have ever seen her, she was immensely not okay.
Whose pool did you last swim in? It was in our local hospital complex, the area where you do aquatic physical therapy.
What's the cutest thing someone's ever done for you? Oh idk, there's so much, both romantically and just as an aunt. I don't wanna pick a favorite.
How many people know about the last person you kissed? I don't know, it's not a secret and it's not new news either, we've been together a few months shy of two years.
How many different cars have you driven? Uhhhh... good question? Besides the car used in driver's ed classes, maybe like, two? It's possible it's actually only one, I can't even remember how long we've had the car we do now.
What door did you last open besides any on your house or car? Probably one in Girt's house?
Who is the person you have hurt the most? Ultimately, probably my mom. I suppose maybe Sara.
Who is the person that has hurt you the most? Jason, when it boils down to it. Sara has said things that hurt me more, way more than anything Jason ever said, HOWEVER I dealt with the severity of the loss of him astronomically worse and for a much longer period.
When you go to Mcdonald's, what drink do you usually get? Coke.
What’s the worst type of weather in your opinion? Hot and humid. It makes me want to fucking die.
Who last called you sexy? Girt, I'm sure. Not exactly something I hear from a non-significant other, lol.
Is it possible to "fall out of love?" I am completely and entirely confident that I myself have experienced this, so I know it is.
Have you ever had a crush on someone of the same gender? Yes, more than once.
Is your significant other of the same ethnicity as you? Uh, I thiiiiink he'd be considered biracial? His mother is your ordinary Caucasian, but his dad was Native American, however I don't really know if that's an independent ethnicity? Race? I get these words confused, ngl.
How cold does it have to be before you put on a sweater? If wind isn't a factor, it's gotta get to like, the low 50*Fs before I want one.
Kisses on the cheek or the neck? how much time we got LMAOOOOO
One word to describe your most recent ex? Overdramatic.
What’s the best food to have at a sleepover? OBVIOUSLY pizza.
Where was the very first kiss you had with the last person you kissed? My old house's living room.
As a kid, did you ever get in trouble for drawing on the wall? No, I definitely don't remember ever doing so.
Ever had to have someone help you walk before? Yes, after I fainted or when I’ve been very dizzy for whatever reason, but I think I most heavily did so when I tore a ligament in my ankle or something and could put a total of ZEEEEERO pressure on that foot, it took so long to heal and it was FUCKING miserable. I'd be fighting off crying even when I would lean on Mom, that pain was unreal.
Name 5 things you don’t believe in. Fate/destiny, things like tarot cards or fortune tellers/psychics of any sort, horoscopes, anti-vax inane bullshit, and soulmates.
In what circumstances do you feel most at peace? Mornings where Girt stayed the night before and he's still sleeping when I wake up and I still lay down with him and just listen to birds and stuff.
Have you ever worn a thumb ring? Yes, that's the finger I wore my friendship ring with Sara on, but I've since thrown it away.
Would you give someone a second chance if they physically hurt you? HELL fucking no
What are five things you inherited from your mom? Low metabolism, height, high cholesterol, skin tone and some freckling (primarily on my arms), and thick hair.
What are five things you inherited from your dad? I HATE how like him I have very little common sense/miss things that a lot of people generally see as very obvious, when my legs were fine I paced like he did (I won't at all be surprised if it's a habit I pick back up as my legs get stronger), I have an addictive personality, uh... I'm blanking after that.
Have you ever dated someone with longer hair than yours? Yeah, Sara's hair was much longer than mine.
Do you ever wonder what your ex or most recent “thing” is up to? I mean sure, I wonder, but I don't let myself check her socials ever. It's better that way.
What pets does your best friend have? He has one dog, a pit/shepherd mix named Charlie. I think technically he's his mom's, that's "Mom" to him, but Girt loves him to death and Charlie clearly loves him too.
Do you think somebody’s in love with you? Pretty sure yeah.
What type of tree is the most common where you live? Pine trees, by a fucking longshot. There are SO many pine trees.
Do you have anything planned for June so far? Yeah, my niece's birthday as well as her mom/my older sister's only a few days later. I don't know what we're doing for Ashley's, but I know Aubree's bday party is this month.
[TW: SELF-HARM] Do you know anyone who self-harms? I don't know about anymore, but I know plenty plenty plenty of people who have previously.
Who were you last in a car with and where did you go? My mom, we just rode to pick up our groceries from Wal-Mart.
Name the last three people you kissed and list one nice thing about each one. Girt is very loyal, Sara was a great creative, and Tyler, uh... he was generally sweet?
When was the last time you felt EXTREMELY depressed? Why is that? Extremely depressed, let's see... I'm not really sure, like sure I still deal with depression, but it's nothing like I shit I dealt with up until the start of 2017. "Extremely," for me and my experiences, means REALLY fucking severe, and I'm grateful I can't answer this confidently.
Who was the last person to kiss your forehead? Girt, I know he did this recently before he left and I was falling asleep.
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Hey! What's up? I was just playing this scenario of saving Levi out of love from the explosion in chap.114 before it happens and bringing him to the real world in my head that a question poped up for me, how do u think Levi would react? This is a really stupid question, but I remembered his speech when he said he doesn't mind playing the role of lunatic who kills the ppl that get in his way (of course I'm not saying he'd kill sb who wants to save him 😂) but still how do u think this will play for him? Gosh this is so stupid. Idk why this came up on my mind XD
Hi there! Don't put yourself down! We all have these fun, random thoughts :)
Sorry it took me so long to respond. Finally feeling like myself again.
I'm a horrible Levi fan as I don't quite remember him saying that but it sounds like him lol
Hhmm, so, I've never thought about this before? Does Levi know we love him? Are we from the real world? Did we time travel? We're gonna skip how lol and just gonna go with it.
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Levi is probably furious that he's lost his chance to keep his promise to defeat the Beast Titan, and very soon is freaked out over the things he's never seen before. If you happen to be from this time you'll try to explain, and if you're not you still probably get used to it faster than he does.
In between trying to survive here by finding food, shelter, etc, Levis probably still trying to find a way back. Back to his home and comrades, and to where he can fulfill his destiny as humanity's strongest.
While you feel bad about taking him away from his friends, at least you know he is save, and maybe there's a way to bring others over? But until things are calm you for sure don't want him going back.
Perhaps after a while when Levi finally starts accepting things, he realizes that maybe it's not his only objective in life to fight, but to live, and live happily.
When he finally lets his guard down and sees all you do for him and how caring you are, how you've always tried to be there for him even when he's tried to push you away and how positive you've always tried to be, it hits him, and he understands why you did what you did.
If he hadn't felt the same way before, he starts to slowly and learns to live peacefully in the now with you. He finally doesn't have to be the strongest, but just be.
Maybe in the future when things are calm you can both go back, or, bring some people to your time! (the ones who aren't going to cause trouble, of course lol)
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Not sure if that's where you thought this would go but it's what I got! Hope it's fine! If I should elaborate give me a little more and I'll try!
Also maybe I'm a werido, but this has me thinking of a completely different scenario. If I ever get around to it I'll reference this.
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Fandoms news?
Anonymous asked: Fandome news?
Black Adam: lol
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Flash Season 8: YEAH BABY. Haven't watched this show in years and don't imagine I'll be returning now but this is nice.
Aquaman and the Lost Kingdom: Wait, ep. 1's already dropped? This looks amazing.
Milestone: That program sounds good, and hell yes Brandon Thomas get that $$$
Suicide Squad: Kill The Justice League: Still no gameplay after all these years since their last thing, incredible. And I guess it makes sense the costumes would be that dumb coming from the Arkham Knight people, but jeez.
Peacemaker: This should be fun!
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Superman stuff: Would have taken seeing a presumably new costume over a house tour, personally. And why do the stairs lead nowhere, why wouldn't you just build a house? The Supergirl farewell was sweet and I'd never heard the J'onn actor's real voice before, the My Adventures glimpse as miniscule as it was still got me even more excited, and the Smallville reunion was nice even if it pretty much shut down the prospect of an animated revival. As for the new motto, sure, fine, I won't complain if this sticks but also they keep flip-flopping and tinkering with this so I dunno that I really expect any permanence.
Doom Patrol: I'm the moron who's still only seen most of the first season - I'm not built for binging! - but overjoyed to hear it's continuing and that therefore I have more time to catch up.
The Flash: ...was that motherfucker wearing a choker as some kind of pun about how everyone associates him with choking a lady. Anyway this looks fine I guess, curious about the two Millers and the new suit is of course inevitably an improvement even if the helmet fits badly, but Jesus.
Injustice: I swear to god this took up 25% of the show
Blue Beetle/Batgirl: Curious about both of these
Monkey Prince: Hell yes, very glad to hear this is in fact panning out.
Batwoman: I watched the first 3 episodes of the show and even if it's improved in every other aspect I had to quit for my own health, every second Alice is onscreen I can feel my brain getting smoother, possibly the actual worst baddie in superhero mass-media
Catwoman: Hunted and other animated things next year: I suspect the actual story is gonna be kinda trash but visually this looks like a ton of fun. Dreading what a DTV CGI DC movie looks like.
Titans: Hilarious. I'm guessing they adapt the friggin' Tom King run next without Bruce ever suiting up, and in the background they'll do Judas Contract or some shit.
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Batman: Caped Crusader: Oh no this sounds kind of awful now. It really is modern Bruce Timm running the show with nobody telling him no, and that's real bad everybody, that's real, real bad. I initially thought this would be the prestige thing while My Adventures was the all-ages but still thought of internally as kiddie show, and I guess that's still probably true in a sense, but now I'm really thinking these two might turn out to be a "All-Star Superman was announced as a footnote to All-Star Batman & Robin" situation. Also it's funny they have to call this GRITTY, HARDCORE show Caped Crusader because they ran out of other nicknames.
Young Justice: Phantoms: fuck you
Naomi: Of course they weaseled out of using Hoechlin or Routh; shame the leak about Superman being a fictional character in that world and her meeting him being her door to the multiverse was fake.
Shazam! Fury of the Gods: Fully expect this to be great but wanted to smack Zachary Levi across the mouth when he declared the costumes 'upgraded'. I don't care how much they're paying you dude.
Wonder Woman stuff: I guess we've got one more Jenkins/Gadot movie to (judging by the last one) endure, and Trial of the Amazons I guess would be tentatively neat if there was any creative team announced.
Pennyworth: hahaha what
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The Batman: Oh I love this freak. Great across the board - it defamiliarizes Batman successfully, it looks slick as hell, and it balances the tone of utterly brutal and horrifying with Riddler leaving behind his logo in his coffee. My only complaints are:
* Sound mixing was a little rough with a couple lines.
* Not wild about Batman being to effortlessly tank infinite machinegun fire now.
* The unseen prisoner is clearly Riddler but a friend noted it kinda sounded like Kevin Conroy so if I was obsessed with Hurt turning out to be the big villain of this trilogy BEFORE
All in all, a couple obvious exceptions aside this was a huge letdown: tons of "Excited to get a glimpse of ______? Well, we'll have something to show you...someday!", bland retrospectives, and the smallest of announcements. This didn't even feel like a quantity over quality thing, just a shrug capped off by Batman.
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Hi there! I saw that your ask where open! I was wondering of you could do a Reiner x female reader. Where she had to get a prosthetic leg at a young age due to a piece of the wall that the Armered Titen broke landing on her and cutting off part of her leg. They meet at training camp and she told him that's she has no anger towards the titen because she just wants to know why he did it. But she's the sweetest thing to Reiner. And when the wall is kicked again, he has to go save her because she lost her prosthetic leg when she was fighting a titen. I'm sorry, I know it's a lot. Feel free to not do it if you don't want to! Thanks! Have a nice day!
ooo i like this! i don't think i've ever seen a request like this before. i hope you enjoy! ♡
Reiner x Fem!Reader: I Don't Hate Them
Warnings: Spoilers to season 1-2
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"And your name?!" Shadis asked as he went around the line of the 104th cadets.
"(Y/N) (L/N) from Shiganshia District sir!" she replied and saluted.
He eyed her. "Shiganshia huh? Let's hope you make it out next time" he said and continued walking.
(Y/N) sighed with relief as he walked away from her, this whole training thing made her feel extremely nervous. She looked around at the different cadets, she saw a few people she knew from before. Eren, Mikasa, and Armin had joined the Cadet corps.
As Shadis finished talking to the rest of the cadets, she looked at this boy. He was blonde, had a muscular figure, and he seemed pretty tall compared to her. He stood next to a darker-haired boy. She thought the blonde was pretty cute.
"You're all dismissed! Head to the Mess Hall" Shadis yelled and looked around at everyone.
"Yes sir!" everyone said and began to make their way to the Mess Hall.
(Y/N) began to make her way to the Mess Hall, she felt a bit awkward. She didn't really know anybody else, she only really knew the main Shiganshia trio.
"Hey (Y/N)!" Armin yelled and waved her over.
She came over and smiled at him. "Hey Armin" she said.
He looked at her. "You got tall! I remember how short you were" Eren said and chuckled a bit.
She ran a hand through her hair. "Yeah I did... you guys changed a lot too." she said and sat down at their table.
"Good to see you (Y/N)" Mikasa said and looked at her.
She gave a small smile. "Good to see you too" she replied.
She felt a body sit next to her, she looked over and saw that blonde boy and his dark haired friend sit at their table.
"Hey Eren, mind if we sit here?" the blonde asked and nodded.
Eren shrugged. "Fine by me Reiner" he replied and smiled a bit.
Reiner huh? Nice name, (Y/N) was a bit shy around him. He felt so big next to her, she was smaller than him for sure.
"Hey uh.. (Y/N). Is your leg alright?" Armin asked and looked down at it.
She sighed. "Ugh not again" she said and started to fix her prosthetic leg.
Armin seemed shocked as she began to mess with it. "What's wrong with it?" Eren asked and pointed down at her leg.
Mikasa smacked the back of his head. "Don't say that" she said and crossed her arms.
(Y/N) laughed a bit. "Oh no worries! This is my prosthetic leg" she said and smiled.
Everyone seemed confused what it was. "What is it?" Reiner asked and furrowed his brows.
She felt a blush rush to her cheeks when he spoke to her. "Oh! It's basically a fake leg, it moves like a real one, it happened when Wall Maria fell" she replied.
(Y/N) had been trapped under a piece of the wall that fell, she thought death was going to happen to her since her leg was trapped. It turned out the piece of wall had severed her leg totally off, and she couldn't run away. Thankfully, a soldier had taken her in, and helped her.
She had gotten the prosthetic, she was very happy to still be alive.
"My leg basically got cut off by a piece of the wall, and I had to get this leg to be able to walk" she said and smiled.
Armin seemed amazed by it. "Woah! So you can totally walk just fine with it? I've never seen one before" he said.
She nodded. "Yeah I have a nub for my real leg, so it fits just fine" she said.
Reiner was amazed that something could exist like that, he never saw something like that before.
"I bet you wanna get revenge too... on the armored titan" Eren said and looked at her.
(Y/N) chuckled. "What? Not at all, I have forgiven that titan. I could never have hate no matter what, I just wanna know why" she said and smiled.
Reiner looked over at her with wide eyes. She forgave him!? Reiner kicked in the wall, and if he didn't she would have her leg right now. The guilt running through him was high. Bertholdt was freaked out as well.
"I could never be like you (Y/N)" Reiner said and sipped his water.
She looked over. "Huh..? What do you mean?" she asked.
He sighed. "I couldn't ever forgive a monster like that for doing something horrible" he replied.
She shook her head. "Nonsense, I just wanted to know why they kicked in the wall, but I guess we'll never know" she said and shrugged.
Those words would ring in Reiner's head often, even as the years went on in training camp, he always heard (Y/N)'s voice often. She treated him so kindly, Reiner never meant to get so attached to her. Bertholdt would always try and pull him aside to tell him that he can't do anything with her, but Reiner never listened.
(Y/N) had no idea that Reiner and Bertholdt were the traitors among them.
It was finally graduation day, (Y/N) had graduated in top of the class. Surprisingly she did fairly well, even though some people doubted her skills from the start. She wanted to prove everyone wrong, and that she was a great soldier.
(Y/N) stood on top of the wall with Eren and a few others. "I can't believe I actually did it" she said and smiled to herself.
Eren looked over. "Good for you (Y/N), you deserve it" he said and patted her back.
Sasha came over with drool coming out of her mouth. "Guys... we have to share" she said and took out meat.
(Y/N) stared widely. "Where the hell did you get that?!" she asked and furrowed her brows.
Sasha only giggled. "I got it in the Mess Hall, I'm gonna leave it here so we can enjoy it later" she replied and put into a box.
That's when titan lightning shot across the sky, and everyone's worst fear had came true again. The colossal titan had reappeared. The transformation had blown (Y/N), Sasha, and the others to the other side of the wall. (Y/N) was lucky to get her hooks into the wall quickly.
That's when a crash shook the wall. The colossal titan had broken the gate. "Shit!" Connie yelled and looked down with fear.
(Y/N) watched as titans began to flood into Trost. "Oh no" she said and looked up.
Chaos rained over Trost as titans began wandering into the city. Everyone was to be split into teams, (Y/N) got placed into a group with Reiner, Bertholdt, and Annie. The anxiety running through her was like a wildfire. She hadn't ever fought a titan before.
"We got this alright? Don't freak out" Reiner said and patted her shoulder.
When she finally got out there she forgot how huge titans were, the last time she faced one was when she got crushed back 4 years ago.
"(Y/N)! Split up! You can't remain in one spot!" Annie called and shot off in the other direction.
She breathed out and began to make her way over to the smaller titan. It didn't seem to difficult to take out, and it wasn't doing much.
"Let's do this" she said and shot her hooks towards it's nape.
She got behind the titan and sliced the nape open, she felt the blood from it liter her skin and evaporate quickly. She smiled as she saw it go down. Her first kill! She couldn't believe it.
She landed on a house and then felt her prosthetic move a bit, she wasn't too concerned, it happened before. She decided to just keep going, she had to do it no matter what.
Her vision focused on a bigger titan coming towards her, she decided to just take it out. As she shot towards it, she felt her prosthetic come completely off. She looked down as the leg fell onto the ground below, fear rushed through her and the titan was able to grab her as she was distracted.
"Shit!" she yelled as the titan wrapped its hands around her.
She watched as she got closer to the titans mouth. Was this how she goes out? She started screaming. "Help! Someone!" she cried.
She closed her eyes waiting for the end, until she felt the grip on her body disappear. She opened her eyes, and saw the titan go down. Who the hell brought it down?
(Y/N) felt herself being carried. She looked and saw Reiner with his hand around her waist. "(Y/N)! Are you okay?!" he asked and brought her on a rooftop.
She seemed distraught by the whole situation. "I think so" she replied and looked up at him.
Reiner was genuinely concerned for her. "You lost your leg... I can go get it for you" he said.
She sighed. "Don't risk it. There's a lot of them, you'll only get killed" she said.
He furrowed his brows. "You need it! If not you're just going to be chopped liver. I can't have that happen to you, so please let me get it and I'll take you to base. Please, let me help" Reiner said and crossed his arms.
She didn't feel like arguing so she gave him a nod. Reiner shot down to the ground, and picked up her prosthetic, he was lucky that it didn't get crushed. He shot back up and gave it to her.
"It's actually okay! Thank you Reiner" she said and began to put her leg back on.
He nodded. "No problem... just doing what is best for you" he replied and looked at her.
(Y/N) adjusted her prosthetic a bit. "It shouldn't fall off, or at least I hope it won't" she said and stood up.
Reiner watched as she walked around. "Make sure it's fine, we don't need another accident" he said.
She looked back and smiled. "It's fine, but thank you again really. You saved my life" she said and gave him a hug.
Reiner blushed as she hugged him, but he returned it back. "Yeah no problem" he replied.
"Now let's get going" she said and shot off.
Reiner watched as she shot off. "Yeah right" he said and followed after her.
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lilyclawthorne · 3 years
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Keeping Up A-fear-ance's Thoughts
I finished writing this shortly after 3 am after watching the new episode like three times because I simply had too much energy about it and I have so many thoughts because I simply live for clawthornes and also I tried to break it up with more photos this time sorry not sorry if it's a lot ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
YOUNG EDA!! let me just say I am quite a fan of opening with a flashback like we've done here and the last episode
"we have never seen a curse like this before" Lilith you had shit luck picking out curses huh
"cut it out if we have to" goddamn Gwen let'a calm the fuck down a bit.
anyways we've only really seen young Eda as a wild and confident and happy little child so I appreciate seeing this side of her with the anxiety and fear she's feeling here. I love seeing what the curse stuff was like for her as a kid
Gwen: I raised a perfectly fine kid
Me: no you didn't look at her she's got anxiety
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I'm guessing this is their backyard or just some woods behind their house?? wonder if the portal was placed there by another elder family member.
lmao I can't even begin to imagine what small Eda experiencing the human realm was like for the first time
Gwens giving me "I can't accept that my child is disabled/chronically ill/etc." here. y’know the kinda parent that'll put their kid through hell over something they probably will find a way to learn to live with (which Eda did do)
ok that's it I humbly request to know the story behind the fang now (also the noise she made when she put it in was freaking cute)
new dress! new boots! new dress! new boots!
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..yikes that fridge is empty
"calm down the curse acts stronger when you're stressed" Eda do you know who you're talking to here
confirmation losing limbs is in fact a side effect of the curse!! (y'know since Eda originally said it just happens when you get older)
please I love these sisters they're so sweet and make me wanna go 🥺
"suddenly curious about my past" "always. always curious" Luz says exactly what we all think
witchlet?? sweet flea?? she's got pet names for them 🥺 (although idk how much I'd like to be referred to as any kind of flea sorry Lilith)
ok Gwen is very much not close to what I expected and I'm kinda grateful for that
she's more like super caring but still managed to royally fuck up which was my original head canon for clawthorne parents so uh that's cool. but literally, look at their body language, Eda's pissed, Lilith's sad and making herself small. she's clearly messed up with her parenting on both of them along the way.
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"who knows what they put in those nasty concoctions?" mama clawthorne would be a fucking anti-vaxxer wouldn't she
ok I side with Eda here more than Luz and Lilith. just because Luz misses her mother, or Lilith hasn’t seen their mom in so long doesn’t mean Eda has to feel all grateful for the presence of Gwen, especially if the woman has caused her a lot of trouble over the years
I feel like the fact that its actually both Lilith and Gwendolyn have spent their whole lives dedicated to trying to find a cure could probably have held some kind of weight on Eda at some point. Even though she shouldn't feel guilty or responsible for that, I still feel like it's gotta suck knowing these people have spent so much time on something you know is likely never gonna happen, all for you.
Lilith 😞 her mother really just didn't pay attention to her all these years
hey if this guy does some next level healing magic then why isn't he more well-known, huh? why’d it take so long to come across him?? Gwen do you know what the fuck you're doing cause I think you don't
Lilith just because you're depressed about your mom doesn't mean you have to bring king down too 😠
SUPER irrelevant but is anyone else just bothered by the way Lilith is holding her spoon?? that doesn't seem like a comfortable way to hold a spoon. also is she left handed??
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"knife season came early" EDA WHAT DOES THAT MEAN. is this a boiling isles things or is this a it’s common for people to throw knives at you thing
also I want to be surprised Eda fell for the apple blood signs but I am not 😔 
Luz please trust you're gut on this one and not mama clawthorne
ok now I need to know why the fridge was empty but they had 18 cartons of ice cream this is why you guys don't have food you're wasting it all on ice cream.
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wow never thought I'd see the day hooty became the voice of reason
also, night market ice cream?? are they implying this ice cream is like, edibles of some sort?? Lilith does seem kinda high here ngl. idk man but at least she wants to stand up for herself so good for her.
PLEASE kings just offering her ice cream while she transforms
"first in a series" Gwen honey oh no. you've been duped. I think we can see where Lilith got her naïveté from huh.
Also, nice snatch Luz 😊
anyways love how this show is basically making fun of moms who refuse to give their kids proper medical treatment or listen to medical professionals here
EXCUSE ME why do we know Gwen's palisman's name before we know Lilith's?????
"I am a mother who'll do anything for her daughter" you're mom who's suffocating obsession with one daughter has left the other neglected and is currently causing her to turn into a full on beast ya dummy
Eda DOES have a right to be upset. it sucks that her own valid emotions that she should get to feel will cause her while body to betray her.
PLEASE I’M SO GLAD LILITH’S BEAST DESIGN LOOKS LIKE HER AND IS NOT THE THING FROM THE TRAILER THAT IS ACTUALLY IN EDA"S HEAD WHEN SHE’S TRANSFORMED
but also why is she SO massive?? also anyone concerned that this is her first transformation and the light glyph trick wouldn't even work??
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Gwen look at what you've done, you've fostered feelings of inferiority in one daughter causing her to feel the need for sibling rivalry that the pure instincts of the raven beast cannot suppress no matter how much their sisterly relationship had improved.
HOW COULD YOUR OTHER DAUGHTER ALSO BEING CURSED BE A PART OF THE PROCESS GWEN??
"after Eda was cursed, I joined the beast keeping coven" woah woah WOAH. you're telling me you only joined because of trying to help Eda. that covens existed, before Eda got cursed, and you very much weren't a part of one. combine that with "some words for belos" she has and do I smell wild witch theory still plausible???
anyways at least mama clawthorne is getting some sense into her head here
Morton c'mon help a girl out, that's some dang good art too what the heck dude
ok fine mama clawthorne to the rescue
no pls not raven beast Lilith crying im crying now
Gwen: I raised a fine and self-sufficient child
Me: no you didn't look at her. she's got, SO MUCH.
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GODDAMN THATS SOME POWER. ngl this only adds fuel to the fire in my head that there was some kinda reasoning these sisters were torn apart, that someone felt they'd be too powerful together (and they were probably right)
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"I heard you but I couldn't stop myself, I couldn't do anything" may be just because she's not used to the curse but again part of me is concerned that because she couldn't pull herself out of it even a little bit like Eda did that there's something wrong there. but she also could've been stressed beyond reasonably calming herself down too.
ok but this is sweet
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NOOO im so sad Lilith's leaving :( I literally cried ok
"you lived here?" fine OKAY king that was hilarious even if im sad about this
"reconnect with dad" excuse me where the fuck has this man been in the middle of all of this. curse shit is going DOWN and he's just chilling at home.
I am curious about people's thoughts regarding the whole Lilith regression thing and the fact that she's literally going to be living with her parents again. I feel like it could help nurture that inner child she's been reverting back to and help her out a LOT. but I could also be concerned about it feeding into the regression and making it worse?? idk and this show probably ain't getting that actually deep into psych anyways
"some day my hair is gonna be big enough to do that too" Luz I cannot wait for the day. also mood, I wish I could do that too.
alright who's holding the fucking pen for hooty we need a volunteer RIGHT NOW so we can remain in contact with Lulu
NOT THE ONLY HUMAN? my bets on the real azura rip never mind she said he
Titan’s Blood?? interesting. If the blood of the titan is around I wonder what that means regarding the titans existence, and how long its been since the titan fell.
AHH BABY LUZ PHOTO
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ALSO WHO THE FUCK IS THAT?? They're really gonna spring that on us like this??? Camila's gotta notice somethings wrong right??? Unless any differences she just chalks up to the camp?? oh god :(
well, anyways lumity shippers come get yo juice next weekend
anyways im gonna need to add a NOT canon compliant tag on that one Gwendolyn fic I wrote because it definitely do not comply anymore
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I'm so used to Dick getting hit because his family or friend was annoyed and decided he was the closest wall to punch that I never expect anything different anywhere, and then Young Justice s3 and Titans s2 caught me by the neck and threw me into a pool of unexpected catharsis. I never expected Dick to defend himself, I never expected the catharsis, I never expected how much it'd affect me. Although now that Titans s3 is upon us with a Dick vs Jason fight I'm back to the default.
I really, really, REALLY wish more people had even the slightest idea of the catharsis that can come from one character just fucking INTERVENING in a situation like we see happen so often in fics and the comics and just be like....no. That is not fucking okay. And like, without that, it literally is just...permissive? Like when Jason punches Dick in Grayson #12 after the Spyral thing, and Tim just stands there.....Tim's essentially saying its okay, he sees nothing wrong with what just happened. Which....dun dun dun....not all that surprisingly then turned into Tim punching Dick in Batman and Robin Eternal.....again with nobody upset.
Its why I've never even been able to like, go with the idea that Alfred or any of the Titans knew about what happened between Bruce and Dick in NTT #55, specifically, because like....I can't make peace with nobody saying anything about that ever. Bruce is a Big Time Superhero. Who frequently rubs people the wrong way. I don't buy that nobody's ever gonna throw that back in his face to make a point about how he's got no business being holier than thou about various topics. *Shrugs*
But yeah, unfortunately its not just canon. Like, I've read a fic where the prompt was literally like....people being glad to see Dick back from Spyral and getting actual catharsis for everything he went through instead of what we got in canon....so I went into the fic like okay, cool, this is exactly what I'm looking for. LOL nah, we got Jason STILL punching Dick anyway, even AFTER finding out about the events of NW #30 and Dick actually having died, and like, Jason was still so pissed at Dick for not TELLING them this that NOW, THAT'S why he just has to punch Dick before THEN hugging him and saying okay I just had to get that out, but now I'm over it and glad you're back.
And I was just like.....ummm. The author and people in the comments are treating this like an lol moment where all's well that end's well, and I'm like ARE YOU KIDDING ME, THAT'S THE EXACT SAME ISSUE CANON PRESENTED. Only now its WORSE, because people act like that addressed and resolved it, but with it STILL including Jason punching Dick cuz he was mad, and now with this even MORE formally being treated as like....something fine and necessary to repair their relationship. And all of this is packaged as like...the specific catharsis that people who were UPSET with how that all played out in canon like, came into this specific fic looking for....and this is what we got instead, with zero warning.
That's not even getting started on like, the super long super serious fic set during the Ric Grayson era that was supposedly about addressing Bruce's abusive actions towards ALL his kids, which FEATURED Ric as a regular character, but only ever actually DELVED into the times he'd hit Jason and then Tim. With Tim as an unreliable narrator making some reference to Bruce having hit Dick a couple times but that was different because Dick was an adult....and the author and narration at NO POINT pushing back against this to be like well actually Timmy, that's not fucking different at all, Dick is still his kid, Bruce was still taking out his anger on him, that was still abuse, and saying or even just implicitly framing it as NOT abuse the way it played out in Tim's head, when you're presenting this entire fic as a whole as like, an ode to actually acknowledging the abusive aspects of how Bruce has been written with his kids....
Again, SUPER upsetting to read and witness, because people are absolutely going to read that and internalize that as reinforcing their belief that the situations with Bruce and Dick WERE substantially different and thus not qualifying as abuse and belonging in a separate category the way Tim slotted it in his brain.....because why wouldn't they?
The author only wrote it that way because they perceived it that way, clearly, otherwise by their own stated admission of trying to tackle this subject honestly and completely, like....they would have actually made some kind of point or acknowledgment of it not being different at all and still very much abuse....and the fact that they didn't suggests they very much did see it as somehow different.....so why would readers perceive it any differently and why wouldn't its inclusion in a fic that delved into abuse so extensively NOT at least on SOME level potentially reinforce whatever leanings or perceptions they had in the same direction already? And meanwhile, this story like sooooo many others that wants to talk about abuse SERIOUSLY, all the while calls this their hobby that they do for enjoyment, so please don't criticize anything because that would ruin the HOBBY of it all for them, and its like....
And then there's the fic where its Dick hitting Jason while in the midst of a narrative that's bringing all of Jason's abuse issues and related triggers front and center, and this one is highly recommended as like, a great Dick Grayson characterization by an author who hates any and all canon renditions of Bruce being abusive and so doesn't include anything like that, and so you're going into it like okay, I'm not expecting any catharsis or anything along the lines of acknowledging Bruce's worse moments with Dick or Jason because clearly that's not what this fic is about and that's fine...but by the exact same token, I ALSO was not expecting that an author who is so vehement about how abusive Bruce is wildly OOC writing because the real Bruce would never do that and that's not how they perceive the characters, like....what I'm NOT expecting is for Dick, in a fic PRAISED for a good and complex depiction of him, to like....just fucking pop Jason one in the face and bring to mind how this makes him no different from Jason's abuser and then he runs and seeks comfort in Bruce who whether people like it or not, is canonically someone who has made Dick an abuse survivor himself....
And I'm just sitting there fucking BLIND-SIDED thinking wow, not only did I NOT want this recommended to me by the whole freaking fandom as a wonderfully nuanced portrayal of Dick Grayson, I would have kept a ten mile radius from it if it had say, a tag warning of sibling abuse, which is what they wrote between Dick and Jason, just the other way around. And its like.....I completely understand the author's dislike of abusive Bruce in canon and their desire not to engage with that content on any level, and would have been totally fine with that.....except, I naively figured there was no reason that same logic wouldn't extend to Dick, especially in so lauded a fic, because like, what? Bruce would never ever hit his family and its wildly OOC and simply not believable, even though its happened like five different times with Dick alone, but Dick hitting HIS family is a wonderfully nuanced and complicated portrayal of him? In what universe is that not gonna be a problem for some people??
But because we live in a fandom that's like, umm, this is just peoples' HOBBY, they're doing it for FUN, we're expected to be silent about stuff like this which are very real fucking problems to watch go unacknowledged in fics that claim to be TRYING to treat these topics seriously, but in reality only want to be entertainment just deep enough to move people but NOT deep enough to warrant criticism for having an undue influence on peoples' emotions or perceptions of various dynamics.....and we're supposed to be polite and just smile and say this isn't for us and let it all go, even though like, we would have KNOWN it wasn't for us and not gone anywhere near it in the first place if like, it had been tagged as sibling abuse or something like that. That would have been a clear advertisement to me that like, this is not something you want any part of.
Like, I go to fics that do acknowledge or reference Bruce's abuse to his kids because I'm LOOKING for the catharsis of having abuse actually called out as abuse....and what about that makes anyone think I or someone like me is in doing so LOOKING for characters who AREN'T already abusive to each other in canon NOW being abusive in ways that only the individual fic writer chose to depict them as? And by the same token, its not like I want to go into any fic and see more of the same thing as we get in canon, which is.....more instances of actual abuse being framed and treated as something that's just fine, actually, and nothing to worry about or take too seriously....
But meanwhile, back at the fandom farm, everyone's still totally convinced that they're so superior to canon and doing things so much better than them and fixing all their mistakes....and its like....well then why are you MAKING the EXACT same mistakes, and what the hell are we supposed to do about it with YOU guys if unlike with canon (where we can criticize but it doesn't do much good because there's no guarantee of the people who need to see it actually seeing it), we're not supposed to bring it to your attention as 'criticism-worthy' (thus making the opposite problem of where we CAN bring it to the attention of people who can see it, but we're not 'supposed to' because fandom etiquette)?
And back to the whole thing about using a sibling abuse tag as a warning for people to steer clear if this isn't something they want in their dynamics between the Batbrothers, not just Bruce and his kids....
The thing that fucking gets me every time here, is like......THIS WOULD BE SUCH AN EASY PROBLEM TO FIX, IF PEOPLE WEREN'T JUST SO FREAKING EMBARRASSED TO ADMIT THEY ACCIDENTALLY WROTE IT WITHOUT NOTICING WHAT IT WAS IN THE FIRST PLACE.
Like that first example I used....I very naively DID try to bring it to the author's attention when I was new to dipping my toes back into this fandom, and boy oh boy did that just exemplify how counter-productive that is as long as people can hide behind the DONT CRITICIZE MY WORK shield. I sent a private message on Ao3 so it wouldn't even show up in their comments, and just said very simply:
"hey, I really enjoy your stuff but I was wondering if you would mind putting a warning tag of 'sibling abuse' on your latest fic? I'm not trying to tell you how to write the characters and I figure you probably didn't intend it to come across that way anyway, but as an abuse survivor, I can't help but see that dynamic pop out as such for me in a way that I would at least have liked a heads up about, if that makes sense? Its just I do see how you paralleled how the canon presented this scenario and thus get what you were trying to do there I think, but I kinda only came into this fic for the specific lure of the catharsis we DIDN'T get when things played out somewhat similar in canon, with a lot of it having to do with that dynamic between Dick and Jason, and so...yeah. This part of the comics is obviously emotionally charged for a lot of us and I just know personally, this wasn't quite the catharsis I was after for that scenario and just a quick tag like that would have helped warn me of that. Anyway, sorry for this and hope you can understand my position, I'm not trying to be heavy-handed here or anything, but this was a problem for me and just in case it might be a problem for anyone else in the future, I thought I'd try and send a quick message about that for you to do whatever you want with."
I mean, I thought I was pretty reasonable there, personally?
Yeah.
The author did not.
She went off on me for constructive criticism which she did not ask for, and did not appreciate my insinuations into her character about her being an abuse apologist, because that's clearly what I was saying there. But I mean, that's what happens here. I'd bet anything that she was just embarrassed to have written the dynamic in such a way and then been called out about something she was previously oblivious to and then felt self-conscious about having overlooked or perpetrated herself.
But like....as understandable as that is, like....that's not my problem? And that's not a reason to shut down ANY avenue for people to raise the issue when writers unknowingly perpetrate stuff like this, in ANY way, no matter HOW delicately.
I get being defensive about someone thinking you INTENDED to write a pair of brothers as abusive and saying that was fine, and I even get how, being in a defensive mindset, she could have jumped to that interpretation of what I was saying rather than what I was ACTUALLY saying which was just....look, I don't know you, I don't know your own story, but for whatever reason you didn't pick up on this potentially troubling element of what you wrote in ways that I did because of my own experiences, and I'm just trying to point the issue out as delicately as possible because I KNOW that chances are, you WOULDN'T have written things that way if you had at all perceived the dynamic as I did. And I also KNOW that for people who don't have necessarily the same experiences or perspective I do, that they're not going to be as naturally inclined to perceive trouble spots the way I'm kinda....primed to notice them, and its NATURAL for some of this to pass by peoples' notice for a variety of reasons and like....I'm not freaking mad about that?? That's FINE. That's NORMAL. You're not a bad person for writing something a 'problematic' way purely because you LITERALLY DIDN'T SEE THE PROBLEM WHEN YOU WROTE IT.
Nobody has universal experiences. Nobody has all experiences. The problem is almost NEVER somebody just WRITING something in a way that they 'should have' known better than to, especially when it comes to topics like abuse or whatever.
No, the problem is ONLY when they get all up in their butthurt feelings about being embarrassed that they DIDN'T omnisciently know that and they feel self conscious now about how they think it makes them look now that the issue HAS been raised in a way they can recognize, and so they just fucking double down on pretending there's no issue whatsoever and whomever brings it to their attention is just overstepping and who even asked, anyway.
And thus a problem that can easily be solved in TWO ways....1) by adding a simple tag acknowledging the problem area for what it is, or 2) by editing the problem area to erase or write around the issue it raises that the author didn't perceive initially and likely would have avoided from the start if they HAD, because they AREN'T someone who wants to stand KNOWINGLY by that implication and what it says or suggests.....
Instead, this problem just gets turned into a generic fandom discourse issue about critique etiquette that addresses absolutely nothing, changes nothing, makes nothing about any of this better for ANYONE, just extends the problem to one likely to be repeated over and over again because it WILL never change so long as it remains something that isn't SUPPOSED to have attention brought to it, and all of this.
All of this.
Is just self-conscious defensiveness because people didn't want to be perceived as someone who either actually thought the things they'd unknowingly implied for WHATEVER reason, or didn't care/pay enough attention to notice as a problem in the first place....
Or else they just literally DON'T care enough about the content of what they're writing enough that they actually GIVE a shit about becoming better informed on it and thus better able to steer away from troubling implications or points of view in the future. Even if pointed out by survivors or people with personal experience as such that they recognize a problem even where the author didn't themselvse, no matter WHAT their own personal relationship with the subject matter is -
(because yeah, survivors of rape and abuse can absolutely perpetuate harmful viewpoints ourselves as well, because experiencing these things doesn't take away from our being exposed to just as much of the abuse/rape culture and apologia society and media churns out regularly enough that it can cloud ANYONE'S mind on this subject, without the addition or input of other points of view).
And either way, no matter what the reason is, when people aren't willing to even ENTERTAIN input, feedback, or potentially negative or even just AWARENESS-RAISING viewpoints in response to culturally influencing fictional content they put out via a variety of fairly wide-reaching platforms that can thus reach and influence any number of mindsets, from those of survivors to potential survivors to friends or families of survivors to people with no connection to abuse or rape whatsoever currently but for whom that could change at any time because we all meet new people every day and survivors could come into your life and be affected by your views and knowledge of abuse and rape culture and apologism at any point, even if you never become a survivor yourself -
(as is my ardent wish for anyone no matter HOW much I dislike or disagree with them personally. I don't expect or WANT people to be as fully informed on a lot of this stuff as I am personally, just like I'm not like, sad about not being MORE informed on the aspects or experiences stemming from it all that aren't personally relevant to my own life, because I'm additionally very aware that my own viewpoint is not definitive and not the monolithic voice for all survivors everywhere, I've literally only ever advocated for my own perspective on these matters and anyone of a like-mind which is an entirely opt-in POV that people have to decide for THEMSELVES if they feel that applies to them versus something that I'm CLAIMING on behalf of anyone but myself) -
Anyway. Bottom line is whatever the reason for WHY people are so avoidant on this topic, the end result is we've created a culture that says people are allowed to craft fictional viewpoints on any topic in any way to any degree...but the only impact that can ever be acknowledged is positive. Nobody can point out where things can be better. Nobody can point out where things are just fucking WRONG. The entertainment of whomever wrote the thing and whomever reads it and ISN'T bothered by it in any way, is eminently more important and worth protecting than the comfort of anyone who reads the thing and is not only troubled by the viewpoint made or claims presented on a matter they're intimately acquainted with in some form or to some degree themselves.....but then merely wants their viewpoint and concerns acknowledged and made part of the conversation so that both writer and readers can potentially apply that viewpoint and ANY additional perspective or information it contains to future works.
In essence, for all the free speech and censorship talk that gets thrown around fandom spaces....THIS kinda thing RIGHT HERE?
Is the most self-evident example I can come up with of ACTUALLY shutting down conversation and the spread and dissemination of information relevant to the topics being raised as points of interest every. single. day. in this fandom and most every other one I can think of.
So if peoples' ACTUAL goal was creating spaces where the people for whom fictional content is actually MOST relevant to are encouraged and outright TOLD to try and separate their feelings from that relevancy and treat it all as an abstract.....
Just so that people for whom this content already IS an abstract and nothing more, can refrain from having it made real and thus reality-impacting, and in doing so take away some of the escapism and FUN of it all, and make it a little more 'heavy' than they wanted when they turned to it for a bit of self-indulgent angst they never intended or expected to treat (or see treated) as anything more than that?
Then its like, congrats. You did it guys. That's what you've got here. That's what you've made.
Yay.
Go team.
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jason prequel fic
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of COURSE bestie!!! <3<3<3 thank u for enabling me. it's time to f,uckgin., Oh god i have no clue how to format this i didn't think i'd get this far
jason grace prequel fic stuff
(side note: may actually be multiple fics in a series, we'll see how wordy/invested i get)
about the it
i don't have a title for this yet (thus "Jason Grace Prequel Fic"), but essentially the goal is exploring Jason's life from before Camp Jupiter to right after the Titan War. written in first person and in Jason's perspective (usually...), i want to use the fic to develop and build Jason as a person to see just how much he lost after Juno had to spirit him away for his Gaea quest. (And, potentially, how much he may have gained afterwards.)
The Titan War is a looming threat that exists for the majority of the fic, even though they don't precisely know it's a war yet for part of it. Camp Jupiter had been facing some real rough times the past few decades apparently? I'd like to imagine that, at the point Jason joined in, these guys were buckling in and preparing for the worst.
I'd also like to explore the involvement of both the Lares and the greater city of New Rome. Where are these guys? What the fuck they doin? Pspspspspspsspspspsspp? i'd also like to explore the Roman side of the Titan army, that must be fun as FUCK considering all of the turmoil and bad feelings going around.
I will be creating illustrations and brief comic strips for this project because I'm just that unhinged. Don't talk to me (DO talk to me sorry for giving you a contradictory desire)
my wants
Jason get friends :)
exploration of Roman culture and their spirituality/religious practices/etc. I also wanna talk about how much these guys apparently loved agriculture most of their gods were dedicated to that. Gods bless (literally) they know what's important
i wanna talk about people who aged out of the legion too. Hehe.
Octavian stuff. I've already posted about my headcanon of him having shit parents & 7 other siblings, and we are gonna Get. into That.
i'm intrigued about Riordan setting up stuff about reincarnation and the Isles of the Blest. I'm gonna do something with that.
it's also been implied & off-handedly mentioned that there are mortals in the Legion and New Rome as well. also a bigger monster population! I'd like to include some perspectives of like, the implications of That!
also some headcanoned Legacy lore why the fuck not. the "photocopied until nothing special" comment that was written in Blood of Olympus about Octavian still rubs me the wrong way and i have some bones to pick (but not in the way you might expect by my tone here LOL)
forgot to put this in initially. WE ARE GOING TO TALK ABOUT REYNA IN THIS FIC. reyna ilu i am so sorry i forgot to mention you in the og version of this post. You are becoming real in five seconds.
Exploration of some major Roman gods that were just. Unexplored. In HOO.
in particular i'm thinking about Janus, they gave him a funny lil sonboy that did whore things (michael varus) and i love that for him. But also holy SHIT he was confused for a minor greek god in PJO and that's! SO! FASCINATING! TO ME IN A WORLDBUILDING SENSE. like. Percy happened to ask for a Janus Cabin in camp halfblood THAT'S SO FUNNY. THAT'S SO FUNNY HE'S ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT ROMAN GODS AND HE DOES HIS FUNNY LITTLE SONG AND DANCE TO ANNABETH, SOME GREEK FREAK BRAINCHILD OF HIS IN-SOME-MYTHS GREAT-NIECE MINERVA'S COUNTERPART, IN THE LABYRINTH AND HE FUCKS OFF AND THEY DON'T EVEN GIVE HIM A GREEK CABIN IN HOO BECAUSE RIORDAN REALIZED HIS FUCKING MISTAKE I LOVE JANUS PJO SO MUCH I NEED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM WHAT IS HE DOING WHAT IS HE UP TO DOES HE KNOW THAT HE'S AMAZING
What was I talking about.
oh yeah! Jason get friends :)
origin story
this project is coming about since hyperfixation hit me hard and there's a lot about Jason's history that i'd love to see expanded and elaborated upon. i'm of the belief that not everything in a story needs to be explained: some things are better left up to interpretation, or may stand stronger without trying to explain every last detail.
however, i feel there were a lot of opportunities and connections that came and went throughout the final product of Heroes of Olympus—a lot of which that came about in order to either preserve a status quo of "protagonists right, antagonists wrong," or have their cake of systemic critique and eat it too by never changing anything fundamentally.
we also do not see much respect—or exploration, really—of the Roman perspective, which troubles me as a lot of it seemed to be sidetracked. the Greeks are deeply individualist (sole heroes, groups of up to three on quests, frequent focus on one's worth as an individual rather than strength in numbers as well as singular people's achievements rather than working as a collective army, etc); the Romans provided an alternative unity that we just. never saw, as they were condensed into one collective "bad" that didn't want to be "bad" but were being led by OOooOOoOOOne bad LeeaAAAaaAAaader I'm bitter about this to the point of being incomprehensible
i don't have a lot of coherent thoughts honestly i just. Feel it. deep within my Bones. and i wish i knew more about greek & roman history & mythology to provide a more nuanced take. but i DO obsess a lot over the human condition and the extremes that one goes through; i think New Rome is potentially an amazing setting and i'd like to find a way to explain, in-universe, how Camp Jupiter became so melancholic and hollow (and, on some extent, how Jason seems to be this way as well. We never actually received clarification on if he got all of his memories back, and considering how he felt so Nothing over Octavian... well. let's just say i came up with a weird fanfic theory for it and we will be EXPLORING it god DAMMIT)
i have realized that i may have gone on a tangent for awhile and did not even talk about my OCs for this fic
i'm tempted to like. split this answer up so that the kids i wanna talk about get their own post? i think it feels appropriate. but it also might cause me to procrastinate on tlaking about them.....................
eh. fuck it gonna make another post LOL thank u for reading this far. i don't wanna get anyone's hopes up too high idk how well i'm gonna write this fic. I just have a lot of ideas and i'm trying to sort them out in a journal, i'm typically a pantser haha
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Another Jackson part 2
Authors note: i dont own any of the characters besides Parker and Alexandra this is only based off the first percy jackson book
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walk up to Mr.Brunner. He had this look in his eyes, one that I wouldn't forget easily. intense brown eyes that seemed like they could have been a thousand years old and that they had witnessed everything there is to see. "you must learn the answer to my question"
Mr.Brunner told us "about the titans?" Percy asked, it appeared both of us didn't know exactly what he meant "about real life. and how your studies apply to it" "oh" well that's vague "what you learn from me is vitally important and I expect both of you to treat
it as such. I will only accept the best from you two" I wanted to be angry but I couldn't not when the look he was giving us reminded me of a worried father. Then I thought about what must be running through Percy's mind he had both ADHD
and dyslexia while I only had ADHD and I got the easier road by having a photographic memory I put my hand on his shoulder not wanting him to cause a scene we told him that we'd do our best and that I would help Percy with this "you two
should head back and have lunch" he said dismissing us turning his head and took one long sad look at the stele like he had been at the girl's funeral. the class gathered at the front of the museum where we could see the traffic of all the cars overhead
there was a storm brewing with clouds that were blacker than normal but shrugged it off since the weather has been all over the place since Christmas. we split up I went to the side of the museum where parker was waiting for me while he headed to Grover in
an effort to not appear a part of the school, the school for loser freaks who couldn't make it anywhere else. While we ate we had girl talk "so far so good looks like you and Perce (A/N: it's pronounced pierce for anyone that's wondering) will be able to
stay for next year" "hopefully and if we do worst-case scenario seven years bad luck" we laughed at that until something caught my attention, Nancy was surrounded with water and in less than a second she was sitting in the fountain screaming "Percy pushed me!" I didn't even bother to
see if Parker was following I rushed to the scene knowing if anyone could get him out of trouble or in any less trouble it was me. I pushed through the crowd some kids were whispering "did you see that-" "-the water-" "it was as if it grabbed her-"
"are you guys okay?" I asked the two boys "yeah we're fine" Percy answered in shock "you sure I say examining them "Grover tells her, please" "he's fine Alex but me, on the other hand, I think I hurt my arm" "stop lying you big doof" " how did you know
I was lying" "well first of all you just proved it and you have a tell" "what where?" "I'm not telling you" "Mr.Jackson" "I know" he grumbled "A month of erasing textbooks" "come with me" "wait" it couldn't have been no matter how good of a friend
"it was me". Grover. I looked at him stunned and probably everyone else as well Mrs.Dodds scared him to death so it shocked me and Percy more than everyone else she glared at him as she said "I don't think so Mr.Underwood" "but-" "but nothing you-will-stay-here" "its okay
thanks man" "honey; NOW" the woman barked I walked with my brother "not you Ms.Jackson your brother only" "no anything that concerns my brother concerns me vice versa I will follow whether you like it or not." I said standing my ground leaving everyone shocked including my twin, no
one had ever stood up to Mrs.Dodds until now "very well Ms.Jackson as you wish" I nodded my head once in appreciation and followed them into the building at the end of the entrance at first I thought "okay so she's gonna make him buy Nancy a shirt
at the gift shop" but that wasn't the case. we followed her deeper into the museum leading us back into the greek and roman section. no one was in here except for the three of us. she stood in front of a big marble frieze of the greek gods as
if she was trying to intimidate us which was clearly not working. she was making this weird noise in her throat it kind of sounded like growling to me. She looked at the frieze as if she wanted to pulverize it if she looked at it any harder she just
might have. "you have been giving us problems honey" Percy did the safest thing to do and replied "yes ma'am" she tugged on the cuffs of her leather jacket as she simply yet vaguely stated, "Did you really think that you could get away with it?" there was a look
in her eye, one that made her look mad, evil, you name it. but she wouldn't hurt us, right? she's a teacher but I wouldn't hesitate to fight back if it meant defending us "I- I'll try harder ma'am" at that point Percy was scared, I was the only one
that could do that " we are not the fools you think are Percy Jackson. It was only a matter of time before we found you; confess now and you will suffer less" a flash of shock and fear flashed through Percy's eyes as he thought of the possibilities of things
they could have figured out that could get him in trouble. "Percy what's she talking about? what did you do?" "well?" Mrs.Dodds says completely ignoring me "ma'am I don't . . . " "your time is up" then the most bizarre thing happened. her eyes started glowing like burning coals. her fingers stretched
until they turned into talons. her jacket melted into leathery wings. she wasn't human. she was a shriveled-up hag with bat wings and claws along with a mouth full of yellow fangs and she was about to kill us. then things got weirder Mr.Brunner came in who had just
been in front of the museum he had just tossed Percy a pen and he tossed me a charm bracelet Mrs.Dodds lunged at Percy he yelped as he dodged and felt talons scratch at the air where Percy's ear had just been. He caught the pen in the air
and it turned into a sword immediately I caught the bracelet Mr.Brunner had thrown me hoping it was something that could help me fight against Mrs.Dodds "touch the sword charm!" Mr.Brunner yelled at me I touched it and it turned into a sword falling out of the bracelet's grip.
I caught it as soon as it appeared Mrs. Dodds Turned towards Percy with a murderous look in her eyes. of course he went after the "weak" one in this he was shaking I charged at her from behind and stabbed her in the back right where her heart should
be as if it was something that was completely natural the sword pierced through like water, at the last second Percy hit her shoulder in a second she exploded into yellow powder and vaporized on the spot leaving nothing but the smell of sulfur, a dying screech and a chill
of evil in the air as if those two glowing red eyes were still watching us. Percy hugged me tightly so tightly I couldn't breathe for a few seconds "are you okay?" he asks "am I okay are you seriously asking that question I should be asking you that!" " thanks
to you, yeah if it wasn't for you I'd be dead" "don't say that" "yes mom" I hit his shoulder as we looked around trying to find Mr.Brunner but we couldn't find him I looked down at Percy's hand to find him holding the pen our Latin teacher threw
at him with his hands shaking "hey, we're okay perce your okay" he shook his head yes. I noticed that the Sword I had transformed back into a charm and was back in its place in the bracelet making it seem as if this hadn't just happened but I know
what happened nothing would change that. it started to rain by the time we got back outside. Grover was sitting by the fountain using a museum map as an umbrella. Bobofit was still soaked from her little swim in the water fountain grumbling to her friends but by the time
what happened nothing would change that. it started to rain by the time we got back outside. Grover was sitting by the fountain using a museum map as an umbrella. Bobofit was still soaked from her little swim in the water fountain grumbling to her friends but by the time
she saw us she pointed her finger at Percy and said "I hope Mrs.Kerr whipped your butt" "that would be assault Bobofit" I said rolling my eyes "who?" Percy asked "our teacher. duh!" I blinked we had no teacher named Mrs.Kerr Percy tried asking Nancy but she just
scoffed and turned away I turned to find Mr.Brunner in the same spot that we had left him, he was reading his book under his red umbrella as if nothing had happened Percy went over to him he looked up a bit distracted in the end Percy gave him
back the pen when Percy came back to me he said "there's no Mrs.Dodds according to everyone" "but there is at least was we just slayed her there's no way" "it could just be our imagination" "both of us imagining the same thing not in a million years perce" "how else would you explain it" "I don't know okay! I just know it couldn't have just been our imagination".
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