#i'm gonna cry watching the movie

[polyphonial-old]

he's a 10 but he was destined to be killed by his best friend, who he's in love with, since the beginning

#satosugu #itafushi #jjk #(spoilers for code geass from this point on!) #this is about suzalulu originally but i'm tagging some others cause this is vague and it fits #code geass #suzalulu #code geass spoilers #code geass r2 spoilers #I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM #FUCK #ME: I DONT CRY WHEN IM WATCHING MOVIES ALSO ME WHEN GAY PEOPLE : ToT #DONT FUCKING WATCH CODE GEASS #HGHDSHGJHKDSJGHSJHJASHFJHKLDFJFJFJHLKJASHDHGDFKLJHSADGJSDHLJFDGUREJUHJDGJFKJHLLKJHASKJDFHJHLJDASHHGJHGJHLSDFJGDFJKAHLKJDFHAKLJDFGJKHLSDKJLH #FUCK THIS SHIT #THE WAY HE TENDERLY HELD SUZAKU. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK #THE AMOUNT OF FIX IT FICS IM GONNA NEED TO RECOVER. FUCKING GOD #I HATE HOW IT'S SO FUCKING SYMBOLIC. HE IS ZERO AND HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN ZERO AND THOUGH SUZAKU IS WEARING THE PHYSICAL MASK IT'S LELOUCH WEA #RING THE MASK OF A DICTATOR #AND HE'S WEARING IT FOR JAPAN FOR NUNALLY FOR A KINDER WORLD JUST LIKE HE ALWAYS HAS NOTHING'S CHANGED #HE IS ZERO AND ZERO IS HIM AND IT'S STILL ALL HIM EVEN IF IT'S SUZAKU BECAUSE HE PLANNED IT. IT'S SUCH A NICE VISUAL METAPHOR #HE KEPT ON THE MASK UNTIL THE FUCKING END AND HE LIED AND LIED AGAIN TO KEEP IT UP SO EVERYONE COULD HATE HIM BECAUSE IT'S EASIER FOR THEM #THAT WAY #GOD. I NEED A FUCKING MINUTE #i hate it here #fucking hell #ollie talks #ollie watches code geass

[doctorharleenquinzell]

I'll be minding my business and all of a sudden I'll think of the claustrophobic scene from Nope and I

#nope #nope 2022 #nope movie #IT SCARED ME SO BAD IT HAUNTS ME #i cant wait to watch it again and scream and cry and throw up #the sound designer for this movie better win an award or I'm gonna riot

[existencebringsonlypain]

god fuckin damn it man that video got me

#game theory #matpat #i didn't watch his theory videos all too often. a bit too high energy for me #but i watched his gtlive videos ALLLLLLL the time. #i can quote a good chunk of the ddlc videos #man. some people really don't like him but tbh from the impression i got of him he's just a passionate n kind guy #and i'm gonna miss him. to be totally frank. #ik it's a thing for utdr fans to dislike him but i don't think i can #i'm gonna miss him. #i'm full on crying right now. jsyk #i'll probably still go rewatch some of the gtlive videos i particularly liked #when i first saw the thumbnail i thought it was. like. a fnaf theory but framed oddly. no he's retiring #other ppl are gonna run the shows now #i hope he has a great life free from the shackles of content creation #i love this guy. he's a sweet dude and knows what he likes and i'm gonna miss him. #and slightly off topic but i'm glad toby fox wasn't still angry about whatever marketing thing the game theory channel did #or gtlive i think #and they're both willing to joke about the whole sans is ness theory. there's an entire segment in his video joking about it #matpat is playing the role of ness in earthbound kinda. he's also ness in the fnaf movie. which means he's sans too. it's a whole joke #a mock thumbnail n everything #i'm getting off topic. sayonara man. you did great. hoping you have a good life out there #existenceunrelateds

[sonego]

can i complain about my life again promise you all won't hate me

#(i know everyone already does most likely so i'll do it and just feel bad about it but) #it's not that i don't love my family and i'm not happy to go back home to have dinner w them and all but #god after like 3 hours i'm already exhausted #i feel bad about it but they're just SO exhausting and this house is SO suffocating #i did it i left i did it. why do i still feel trapped #quite literally can't even stomach watching football rn bc i just wanna sit in the dark under my blanket and fucking. idk. cry maybe #and it makes it all so much worse that it's so painfully obvious my mum is tired and probably sad and surely fed up w my father (and my #brother to a lesser extent) #every time i come home i just wanna say sorry. sorry i left you. sorry you're alone. you're not alone but you're alone against the world #and she dismisses my worrying bc ofc she does and i do the same with her worries we've played this dance all our lives #it's just. how do you let someone worry about you when you both know there's nothing you can do to make it better #when you both know the source of the misery and exhaustion is inescapable #god i wish it was. like. i wish this was a movie. where people actually help you in these situations. where there isn't that BIG big big #obstacle that feels wrong to even call an obstacle but it will always forever make it impossible to do anything about the problem #i wish the people who said they'd help gave even half a shit and actually did (it was their fucking job) #going from sad to angry to hopeless to exhausted every 4 seconds i'm so #the thing is i'm not gonna stop coming back home you know? i'm not i can't #i don't even want to #but i wish it wasn't so fucking soul crushing every time bc i don't wanna keep having tiring tiring weeks #and then go back home on weekends and feel the opposite of rested #ok. i should shut up. sorry. i really don't know why i'm even alive atm #delete later #i never remember to delete these (when i remember to tag them in the first place)

[trijuiceofnature]

Finally saw the movie and look I know most people are locked into the Raph and Leo shit in this movie and yes it absolutely came for my soul especially near the end oTL But I could NOT for the life of me get over how EVER SINGLE FRAME MIKEY IS IN HE'S DEADASS SO SAD PL E A S E ??????

#I could make a capstone brother #Like PLEASE #oTL #He's too empathetic for this SHIT #3.5/4 of this movie is just him sad or crying or worried #I'M SICK #Me a mikey kin watching this movie: 🧍 #He literally DEPENDS on Donnie for emotional support this whole movie #I'm gonna throw UP #rottmnt #rottmnt movie #Also unrelated but #this movie is GROSS #they had no REASON to animate the krang sludge like that #like 🤢🤢🤢 #I was really donnie and mikey in that one scene #but for like the whole movie #YUCK

[cluescorner]

Started crying over the Batman Beyond Animated Movie concept art. I am so normal.

#do they want my left or right kidney? they can have that one and my appendix as I don't need those to survive #I'm saving my uterus for Silksong if it needs more funding. I'm not gonna use it so might as well. #/j #about selling my organs not about crying over Batman Beyond Animated Movie #I think a Batman Beyond Animated Movie could fix me. Or make me even more autistic about it. probably both. #Batman Beyond is what got me into Batman. it was the only Batman related thing my library had and I thought it looked cool #so I would just watch Batman Beyond for like 5 hours minimum every day during my surgery recovery #so if you're wondering why I am like this...that's why. Batman Beyond did it. it's still my comfort media and i always go back to it #THAT ONE IMAGE OF INQUE CHASING TERRY?? OH MY GOD IT'S SO GORGEOUS #oh my god I am so ordinary and neurotypical #THE FUCKING PRODUCTION DESIGN GUY ON SPIDERVERSE POSTED THEM?? #sav eme Batman Beyond Animated Movie #it will fix me I promise #if it is made I will forgive Bruce Timm for his weird thing for Batman x Batgirl. #SPIDERVERSE OF BATMAN MOVIES?? OH MY GOD #Derek Powers on my movie screen #THE SHIT THEY COULD DO WITH SHRIEK??? HOLY FUCK #I hope to god they still have the cold open on old-man Batman (world-weary and brittle-boned) almost shooting somebody in a panic #because THAT is the only compelling reason I have ever seen for Bruce leaving behind the mantle #I love content where its like 'oh when he gets older he becomes the Alfred to a new Batman' or 'he'll retire because Gotham will be better' #but I'll be honest. I do not think Bruce is capable of retirement. I do not think he would ever hang up the mantle willingly #unless he almost became the very kind of person who got his parents killed: a gun-wielding coward. the pain in his eyes. #I could see that. Bruce realizing that he is incapable of being Batman. That he will do more harm for Gotham than good. #if they don't want it to be the opener that's fine. but I want that damn scene. #ajdfl;dksajfl;kjdsfl;kadjskl;fjds Terry my friend Terry on my movie screen #I am going to explode

[curiosity-killed]

Me: I just found out I have to cancel the trip I was really, really, really looking forward to and lowkey clinging to while having a kind of shitty year and stressful time at work and I am upset

My sister: wow you got so lucky on getting a future flight credit, when they cancelled my flight i was just SOL

My mom: so are you going to wait till 14 days before our family trip (that we still haven't actually planned) (that wasn't supposed to be a family trip) to try to renew it???

#jesus christ #is it any wonder i don't ask these people for comfort #jesus #the emotional intelligence in our family would leave a thimble dry #personal #anyway #my goal to get through today without crying just got completely fucked over #me: i'm not going to cry on the anniversary of my brother's death even if i'm feeling a little tendie or if i AM it's gonna be while #watching a dumb action movie and thinking of him #universe: lol BET #fuck i am. really really upset haha

[vee-tdc]

Its been 6 hours since I walked out of the theater, and I'm still crying about Barbie like holy shit

#first of all aroace barbie for the win #second of all. I can't believe how much this movie has just made me realise how both wonderful and horrible it is to be a woman #how wonderful it is to be feminine and pretty and to love things that sparkle and things that glitter and how much drive and power we have #as women who are so driven and so hardworking and who are so confident in how they see themselves #but also #this fucking patriarchy #being a woman is enough grounds for some people to immeadtly see us as not worthy of being human #like getting human treatment is something to be earned and how dare we ask for anything more than the acknowledgement of our existence #god it hurts #to be so powerless but knowing the power is within us all and we can't be stepped on anymore #and if I had a nickel for every time a Billie Ellish song made me cry for days on end I'd have two nickels #maybe three #whish isn't a lot but its valid that it happened thrice #I'm gonna be thinking about this movie for so long #maybe I need to watch Oppenheimer to cleanse my head of these thoughts of self worth #please go watch it #barbie 2023

[simptasia]

so yesterday, a friend of mine died. her name was kiwi. she was 27. i’d known her since 2018. she was smart, funny, talented and utterly sweet

goodbye kiwi

#i was an utter fucking mess yesterday #and now i'm just depressed #kiwi was a good friend. not just to me but to the rest of our friendship group. and to anybody she was friends with #we played games together and watched movies together and i keep remembering all the convos we had #she also is responsible for me meeting my best friend katie. for that i'll be eternally grateful #okay. i don't wanna talk about this anymore. at least not here. i had some pretty painfull crying fits yesterday #and now i just. yeah. you understand #so here's a blanket ''thank you'' for all the condolences that are gonna be sent my way #i just don't feel like being social. i expressed my pain very powerfully yesterday #and the thing to do another that is just. go on #within reason i mean #i'm not going to church stuff for a bit because i don't have the strength to pretend i'm okay #and i know myself. i'll probably start crying in random bursts. thats typically how i am with grief #went thru denial anger and bargaining within two hours yesterday. i figure now i'm in depression #anyways. yeah

[britneyshakespeare]

when the closed captions on a piece of media go too fast OOOOH!!!!!!!! STOP THAT RIGHT NOW

#im watching henry iv part 1 on kanopy #the closed captions for richard ii (directed by david giles... theres another blasphemous production w no ccs at all!) #were fine... but his henry iv is going way too fast #just in the opening scene. i even turned them off bc i found it too distracting #but w shakespeare i really like to be able to read as i watch. bc you know. the poetry #the difficulty of just hearing the language and letting it skim by you without slowly understanding #that's why ccs tend to help people who aren't hard of hearing anyway! it helps w comprehension #so for me when i watch shakespeare it's absolutely essential #tales from diana #this better not keep up the whole movie or im gonna cry #if i keep them on i'm too distracted and if i have them off it's like i'm not really getting all of it #;____; #honestly i might just keep them off #my favorite production of antony & cleopatra from my former community college's library #had the worst closed captions and watched it several times w it off and it was fine #well 'fine' not ideal but fine #:(((( but i like them.... pleeee-ease

[greppelheks]

Healing and growing and experiencing new things is so great, but it's also so damn overwhelming. I'm feeling so overwhelmed with all the decisions I have to make, all the things I need to think about, all the setbacks and joys I need to process, all the emotions that are a part of that. All I wanna do today is cry and sleep.

#Which is exactly what I'm gonna do tonight #I'm just gonna have a few drinks and watch a movie and CRY because my body needs the release #personal #I just got texted that there's an apartment opening up and that I should call TONIGHT if I wanted it #and I just started Sobbing because I can't make another decision at this moment #Gonna let go of all my responsibilities for tonight and just have fun #I cancelled my plans for tomorrow 'cause I can't deal with the chaos and worry and depression at my sister's house right now #'cause I've been overwhelmed and worried about her for the past few weeks on the daily #I hope I can put some stuff on paper and figure some stuff out #I miss... a few weeks back when I was optimistic about it all #I'm just insecure and worried now #I'll be FINE but the process is... a process #couch! blanket! fall food! alcohol! period drama with keira knightley!

[hauntedfalcon]

I'm going fucking inSANE no one FUCKING listens to me and I get to fucking SUFFER for it

#ranty rant rant #husband bought tickets for kid to see the T*ylor Sw*ft live movie whatever thing in the theater! said he'd go with her! #now keeps trying to get out of going!! she asked to go by herself and he SAID OKAY????????????????? #my guy no one who pays a million dollars to go to fancy ass movie theater wants to sit next to an unattended minor #there are LITERALLY RULES ABOUT IT #I've got D&D and can't go and would never have agreed to go if this was part of the discussion from the fucking beginning #now he asks me for a favor! wants me to pick her up when it's over because he'll have to leave early for a thing! #a thing he knew about when he bought the fucking tickets and said he'd go!! #my dude! she's gonna get kicked out before she gets to finish watching the thing! she's gonna get kicked out before I'm done with D&D!!!!!! #she's gonna get kicked out and I'm gonna go pick her up and she's gonna be crying and miserable and we both get to SUFFER but NOT HIM #dont FUCKING change plans on the day of! don't FUCKING DO IT don't FUCKING DO IT #don't fucking make stupid fucking decisions don't fucking do it don't FUCKING do it

[welcometogrouchland]

It's either coming up to my period again OR I've just developed a disease where I get misty eyed at even the most banal sequences and scenes in ghibli movies. I was crying during the early parts of ponyo

#ramblings of a lunatic #ponyo is not a very emotional movie i just kept being like #OUGHHH LITTLE BABY...LITTLE BABY HAS TO TAKE CARE OF HIS MOM WHILE HIS DAD IS AWAY AT SEA...OUGH LITTLE FISH GIRL #nothing as bad as when i was crying during every scene in kikis delivery service tho lmao #i still haven't seen very many ghibli movies but they're all pretty wonderful #i had another art exam today so i think I'm gonna chill for the rest of the night now that's i watched the cute fish movie #I'll watch something new soon (i am eyeing that movie ever after 👁️👁️ sorry i still can't kick the fairytale spinterest revival rn) #but until then I'm gonna have fun #be silly hehe #I'm also at a weird place with my toh hyperfix where like. i went through intense pre-grief (is that?? what it's called) #like. near the beginning of the month #just being so so sad about it ending and the inevitable fandom dwindle that'll come with that (OBJECTIVE WORST PART!!!) #but that pre-grief was so intense that now I'm at a weird place of peace with it #once the shows over I'll probably start being able to actually like. watch and read other things now hsbdjdhfk #but i imagine it'll stay my main interest (to u guys. I'm more complex irl) for a good while (i wanna make more art i wanna try writing!!!) #just with other stuff spliced in as it comes (i wanna get back on reading sailor moon. maybe check in on deltarune again) #(TRY and get back into tlt again. hell maybe I'll check in on comics again! who knows) #but tbh as long as i find toh on my dash i doubt I'll ever really leave it behind lol #again- a relatively positive fandom experience plus a deep connection with the work is a recipe for me being Not Normal forever #I'm. making less sense as this goes on #anyway. you get it! I'm a big cry baby but also I'm at a state of peace for the moment. yeehaw

[pa-pa-plasma]

what is it about older queer movies that make them so much more real & fun & fabulous than modern ones

#i just watched to wong foo & i think it's honestly up there with Pricilla & But I'm a Cheerleader for me #the only queer movie i can think of off the top of my head is Love Simon & that's mostly anxiety & angst #the ones i mentioned obviously have homophobia/transphobia in them but like. they dont alienate queerness so much? if that makes sense? #in Love Simon they almost make it seem like. a 1 in a million thing. & also blamed Simon for his friends shittiness & being blackmailed #like. that just alienated queer people so much. like it's our fault people hate us #in Priscilla & To Wong Foo & But I'm a Cheerleader it was like. oh. people are gonna be shitheads. but we can still live our lives happily #& dont owe anyone shit when it comes to who we are & who we love #also btw the little latin boy in drag was crying cuz she lost the drag competition

[perrypixel]

It’s a crime that it took this long for idina menzel to sing in an enchanted movie

#disenchanted #text post #i just finished the movie and i was not expecting to cry THIS MUCH #FUCK #IT WAS SUCH A GOOD MOVIE #go watch it #i'm just gonna assume that they wanted her to sing in enchanted #but they scrap whatever song they were going to use

[mysticwiki]

watching the barbie movie tonight with a group of friends, but my mom also wants to watch the movie and alas the theater is booked up.....

so i ended up booking 2 tickets for her and i for tuesday after i’m done with work so uh. i guess i’m watching barbie twice within the same week time frame :’)

#mari speaks #watching a greta gerwig movie with my mom again? gonna die #i watched little women with her and it broke me #i do NOT like crying in front of my mom and that's what happened #tho maybe on tuesday i'll be more prepared since tonight i'm going in blind #god im so excited tho #im convincing her to wear a pink shalwar kameez