#i'm gonna think about that and try to get some serotonin out of it or something

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for laughing at my conservative uncle?

This is an incident that made half of my family go no/low contact with each other, and some still think I was an asshole for it (I think I wasn't), but I wanna get tumblr's perspective. I was 24(F) when this happened, my uncle was 58.

Thanksgiving 2021 my family wanted a big weekend long get together after not being able to do Thanksgiving in 2020 due to lockdowns. Family members took time off work and drove in from out of state so we could all hang out from Thursday to Sunday.

We all have that one uncle who spends every family event saying the most out there racist/sexist/homophobic/transphobic/whatever shit, and mine I feel is worse than most. He has some truly shitty takes like "It should be legal to hunt the homeless for sport", and "If a woman doesn't wanna get raped she should get married at like 16 and never go anywhere without her husband," and "If I ever saw a man pretending to be a woman I would kill him with my bare hands, and most of this nation would agree with me". Truly a piece of shit. Meanwhile my family knows I am extremely progressive, so they do their best to keep me and my uncle separate during family events or else it could (and has in the past) lead to shouting matches.

But here's the thing: I would happily avoid him and not talk to him during get togethers, but he loves arguing. He seeks me out. He'll follow me to the bathroom and bring up transphobic things happening in the news. He'll get up from the dinner table to walk over to me and shove an news article about Trump in my face. If he sees me enter the room he'll start talking LOUDLY about his political opinions. He WANTS to argue with me, and the family considers it my duty to ignore him and calls me an asshole when I engage, because that's just giving him what he wants. But he somehow never gets called out for hounding me, because "that's just how he is".

So it's Thanksgiving 2021. And maybe it's because of the therapy, or maybe it's just because I'm getting tired of avoiding him, or maybe it's the lockdowns that eroded my social graces, but I see him spot me from across the room and get that "ohhh I'm gonna make her sooooo mad" little glint in his eye and start to make his way over, and I don't find it infuriating anymore. I find it deeply funny that this divorced, no job, no bitches, deadbeat dad, that everyone secretly hates, has decided the only way he can get a drop of serotonin in his sad miserable life that HE ruined all by himself, is to turn to reactionary politics in a desperate attempt to get a rise out of his niece.

He starts in on the regular vile transphobic shit (I don't need to repeat it we've heard it all before, imagine the worst anti-trans rhetoric you've ever heard and yup. That's what he was saying) and I don't try to counter his points like I usually do. I just laugh. He keeps going, looking more and more puzzled, and I keep laughing.

He thinks I didn't hear him right. No no, I heard it all, and it was funny. He decides I must be too triggered to speak. No I promise, I'm having the time of my life. He guesses I'm not as smart as I think I am then, if I can't come up with a good counterpoint. Oh I'm plenty smart, and you're plenty hilarious.

Long story short he gets madder and madder that I won't engage until he's red faced and yelling. Family members are trying to calm him down and telling me to stop. I don't. I'm not mad that they're again blaming me for the interaction when I was just standing there and HE came up to ME, it's just really funny at that point. Really funny that the entire family walks on eggshells to protect his precious feelings when they could just laugh in his face like I am. My uncle punches a hole in my grandmother's wall and storms off cussing. The mood of the entire Thanksgiving weekend is ruined, and even my most left leaning family members think I'm an asshole because I KNOW how he is and I should have just walked away.

Should I have just walked away to save everyone's Thanksgiving weekend?

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole

[burbur-49]

Scarred Love - Chapter Seven: Sun And Moon

a/n: finally got some motivation and finished it, enjoy <3

Word count: 1,516

Cw: Ghoap x f!reader, soulmates, talk about scars, tiny mention if kidnapping[in a joking way] (Tell me if I missed any)

Ch1, Ch2, Ch3, Ch4, Ch5, Ch6, Ch7, Ch8~ Masterlist

Soulmates. You have them. They’re yours. All yours. How is this real? The happiness flowing throughout your body has made you energetic. The boys have taken you to a café to celebrate. Your entire body is still except for your mind and your leg that won't stop bouncing with adrenaline. You still can’t believe it’s real.

Johnny must be able to feel how the adrenaline is pulsing throughout your body with the way his hand is placed on your knee. You can tell he’s feeling the same way by the giddy smile on his face. Simon gets up to get your drinks once they’re ready, and when he’s back, he places your latte in front of you and Johnny’s mocha frappé in front of the two of you.

“I don’t think the two of you need any more serotonin in your systems.” He says with a huff as he places his own drink down; Earl Grey tea.

“We’re jus’ happy, ye’ big oaf.” You laugh at Johnny’s words.

The three of you spend a bit talking about small, mundane things before the topic of family is brought up. Oh no, you forgot that you had to meet their families… And they have to meet yours. Your family isn’t a big fan of them. All your family knows (thinks) is that your soulmate(s) didn’t give two shits about you and caused you a bunch of pain. That’s half true, they didn’t care about you because they didn’t know you were hurting with them, they didn’t know you existed. 

You can see it now; your mother red in the face, on verge of tears, a mix of joy and a mix of resentment, your father sitting on the couch acting like they don’t exist, keeping himself from yelling at them, your older sister looking at them with a look of jealousy and trying to figure out a way to steal them from you even though her soulmate is right next to her, the poor girl is so sweet, your younger brother wondering if the same will happen to him, but with two women, for the rest of the family; you can only imagine.

“Lass? Lass?” You’re pulled out of your train of thought by Johnny tapping your shoulder and calling for you. “Lass, you okay?”

“Yea… Just worried about the two of you meeting my family is all.” Johnny notices the truth behind your words by the sigh you let out and wraps an arm around you.

“Don’t worry Lass, me and Si can handle ourselves, right Si?”

“Right.” He huffs out.

You let out a sigh, “I believe you guys can handle yourselves, I do. It’s just that my family doesn’t exactly have… Nice opinions of the two of you…”

“Not nice opinions like how?” Simon says with a cocked eyebrow.

“Well…. They think you’re self-centered assholes who don’t give two shits about your soulmate and want to cause as much harm as possible to them.” The boys let out low whistles in response.

“Tha's no good…” Johnny mutters under his breath. “Could ye elaborate, Lass?”

You take in a deep breath, “I'm gonna say their hatred towards the two of you stem from the fact that not only was I born with a couple of scars, I continued getting small ones while I was little,” You hear Simon say something under his breath, you think he might've said “Curse that old bastard.”, “And between the ages of eight and now is when the scars and physical pain increased. I was badly bedridden for quite a bit.”

You can see the gears turning in both Johnny and Simon's head. What are they thinking about?

“Luvie, how old are you?” 

You look at Simon as he speaks to you, realizing you've never told either of them your age, and vice versa.

“I'm twenty-one, why, how old are the two of you?” Your curiosity is peaked, how old are the two men you're supposed to spend the rest of forever with?

Johnny sighs, “I'm twenty-six and Si's thirty-one.”

“Oh, that’s not that bad, only a 5 and ten year difference.” You say with a giggle.

“Yer still a kid.” Simon huffs out, which you take offense to, “I am not a kid. I can drink, drive, smoke, and vote, thank you.” You say, the attitude heavily present in your voice.

“A kid can do all that with a fake ID.” He counters, “Yer brain won’t fully develop ‘til yer twenty-five.”

You dramatically gasp at his response. The audacity of this man, “Then by that logic, Johnny’s brain just recently fully developed.” You snap back.

“Johnny’s a doofus, but the horrors of war matured him.” Johnny takes playful offense to Simon calling him a ‘doofus’.

The horrors of war, you might not have seen them, but you sure as hell felt them. The proof is literally etched into your skin by the hundreds of scars that are littered all over your body. A large one on your ass cheek for god’s sake, the recovery for that one was hell; you were either constantly standing or laying on your stomach. You couldn’t sit for weeks. It’s debatable what’s worse; seeing and feeling what’s happening to your body as it’s happening, or not knowing what’s happening, just being in pain. You don’t know what horrors they’ve seen, what plagues their mind, memories, and even dreams.

You sigh, you’re not going to argue and be stubborn, as much as you want to, you know whatever counterargument they have could easily prove you wrong or start an argument. So, you decide to use pure fact against them.

“Actually, due to brain metabolism, a woman’s brain develops three years faster than a man’s. Meaning, by next year my brain will be fully developed, and you guys know what horrors caused your scars, I don’t. I don’t know why I have a bunch of ragged lines and bullet wounds littered throughout my body. This may seem like an excuse or guilt trip of sorts, but it’s not. It’s just facts.” You say with a sigh.

Johnny and Simon just look at you, and it dawns on them that you were ten when Simon was eighteen, fourteen when Price recruited him for Task Force 141. Nineteen, with terrible scars that only multiplied when you were sixteen and Johnny twenty-four, a year into his military work and being recruited to the 141. Your scars only got worse and more visible, but instead of detesting the two who had caused you so much harm, you had walked up to them and spoke to them so shyly, thinking they wouldn’t believe you.

The strange silence is interrupted by a call you get, it’s from Eve. Holy crap, you forgot to call her. It’s nearly three in the afternoon. You look at the boys.

“Hey, this is important, I gotta take this. Do you mind if I take it at the table?”

“Go ahead.” They say in unison.

You sigh and answer the call, not too sure how Eve’s going to react, “Hello?”

“Girl! Why haven’t you called or texted me? I’ve been worried you got kidnapped!” She fussed, “It wouldn’t be hard…. Those two are freaking huge…” She mutters under her breath.

“I haven’t been kidnapped.” You respond with what seems like a sigh mixed with a giggle, your response makes Johnny and Simon raise their eyebrows, “I’m actually a legal step below being married and have full citizenship in Great Britain now.” After you say this you instinctively pull the phone away from your ear expecting her to happily squeal.

“Oh my god! You’ve found your soulmates!” She squeals out loudly, just as you expected her to. You can hear all types of giggles and congratulations from your other friends that are in the room with her, “You have to send us a picture of them!” She happily suggests.

You look over to Simon and Johnny before asking them, “My friends want to see a picture of the two of you, could I take and send one?”

You get an affirmative gruff from Simon, “Only if ye set it as yer lock screen after.” Johnny says with a grin, which you take as a yes.

You quickly pull up your camera app and position the camera correctly, “Say cheese.” You ring out playfully. Johnny smiles, pearly whites on full display, and Simon does smile, you can’t see his mouth from under the black surgical mask he’s wearing, but you can see the way his eyes crinkle at the corners. You quickly take the picture and send it to your friend’s group chat.

The other line of the phone is silent for what seems like forever before you get a response, “Ho-ly Hell they are good-looking. They compliment each other so well, like the sun and the moon. You can be their Earth, their bringer of life.” Eve says with a giggle.

“Oh my god, ew. I’m hanging up.” You said with a giggle before hanging up the phone.

“So…. Kidnapping, pictures, and bringing life… Interesting topics…” Simon chides.

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#ghoap x reader #ghost x soap #ghost x soap x reader #soap x reader #soap x fem reader #ghost x female reader #soulmates #Scarred Love

[callmemrskenway]

I’m back with yet another request! Thank you so much for the yandere one w our main boys btw, it was amazing! But back to what I originally wanted to say, could you do some headcannons about mk, red son, Wukong and Macaque having a shy/quiet and easily flustered s/o?

I know you said headcanons but I decided to do this in brainrot format so I hope you don't mind! And yes, I'm glad you enjoyed the Yandere headcanons, I really loved writing them!

MK:

Golden retriever boyfriend with a shy rabbit s/o is all I see and I AM LIVING FOR IT. I can see MK being intimidating to you at first but then he sees he makes you feel uncomfortable so he tries to tone down his energy a little bit but, GOD, does he think you're absolutely adorable when you get flustered. Like, yeah he likes it when you smile but when he compliments you and it makes you go red in the face, GOD, does he think it's adorable. He wouldn't fluster you on purpose and he literally doesn't even have to because you kinda do that to yourself already. Sometimes you try to join in on a conversation and you trip over your words a little bit due to your excitement but also because you're focusing on trying NOT messing up so when you do, you just hide your face and get a bit more fidgety which he honestly finds cute and assures you there's nothing wrong with being shy and messing up a little which makes you go from embarrassed to relieved because MK just has that effect on people.

Red Son:

He'd absolutely be the funniest choice to pair up with this type of person because he is a lot less soft spoken than they are and has literally no chill, well, sometimes he does. Red Son genuinely tries to be a bit more chill and toned down because he doesn't want to scare you off but he also believes that you should be a bit more assertive of yourself and will occasionally try to push you out of your comfort zone but not too far, just doing little things like making you order your food first but if you get too overwhelmed, he wouldn't mind doing it for you. He does get a bit easily flustered himself so let's say he's yelling at MK again, his hair aflame and his eyes are too, you want to try and calm him down and you just shyly give him a peck on the cheek and suddenly, he's just instantly chill and absolutely blushing. If his outbursts scare you, he really doesn't mean too and will apologize later for startling you. Also, if anyone makes fun of your shy demeanor then he will go off on them.

next up is these mischievous motherfuckers.

Wukong:

He's having a field day with you, honestly. Expect lots of loving teasing and him just absolutely trying to resist not pinching your face because you're literally so precious in his eyes, he can't help it. He doesn't judge you for being soft spoken and quiet, he can cover you on that aspect because he can run his mouth and you envy that but also worry for him over it. The both of you are useless when it comes to performing in public like if you did couples karaoke together, both of you just stare at the crowd and are panicking before Wukong just grabs you and runs out of there. But honestly, he'd absolutely adore you because you're literally so precious and fun to mess with, how couldn't he not want to? If he catches someone else making you feel bad about the way you or someone else is trying to fluster you then yeah, he's gonna be throwing so many hands it'll be ridiculous.

Macaque:

Yeah, no, he also would like messing with you because you're too adorable for your own good but he's also really good at easing you and your anxieties when you're in a public setting and you're nervous or anxious. But yeah, like Wukong, he likes seeing you flustered because of something he did. It gives him such a rush of serotonin honestly to see you like that but if you're feeling insecure or uncomfortable then he'll lay off but if you don't mind, expect him to be 10x more suaver than he actually is. He also doesn't mind you being soft-spoken as well, he understands. But like, if you're too nervous to say something, he'll say it for you and sometimes it doesn't come in the...nicest way possible, honestly. He likes it when you get talkative too, though, especially if its about something you like and he just listens to you with the softest smirk on his face and you notice the way he looks at you with such love that you get flustered and he just chuckles at how cute your reaction is.

#lego monkie kid #lmk x reader #macaque x reader #sun wukong x reader #red son x reader #monkie kid x reader #Lmk Macaque #lmk sun wukong #lmk red son #lmk Monkie Kid #Mk x reader #lmk macaque x reader #lmk sun wukong x reader #lmk monkie kid x reader #lmk red son x reader

[cluelessatthispoint]

Hello hello, im aware that you made a platonic Yandere!engie recently and probably don't want to make another but I can't stop thinking about this idea.

Recently I managed to convince my friend to play TF2 with me and it was...something?? They quite literally spent half an hour trying to "deactivate the smoking" while they played as Spy for some reason and kept shooting at me while they played Engie bc they were trying to get my Spy to stop smoking. It was fun, they got disappointed at the realization but played with me anyways haha.

I was wondering if you could write some platonic yandere!engie with a spy!reader, I just think is a very funny idea for Engie to constantly to try and make them stop smoking is all, specially with Pyro who is nothing but delighted to light reader's cigarettes.

(once again I apologize for bad English from my part and for making an ask about a fairly recent character, hope you have a great day!)

AAAAAHHHH! Yes! YES! platonic yandere Engie gives me serotonin and a reason to live! He is such a weird yandere because of his kindly disposition. THANK YOU! I really like this ask. :)

Warning: Platonic yandere, smoking.

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Taking a deep breath, you sigh as you walk through the base. Having won a particularly grueling battle today you could feel some pride well up in your chest as well as a creaking in your bones. It was going to be a rough day tomorrow. Thank goodness it was the last battle of the week. Tomorrow you could rest easy and relax. Thinking about all the plans for tomorrow you smiled to yourself and hummed a happy little tune. The way that the battle was won today was incredible. The soldier did his part phenomenally and you think about how you backstabbed the enemy medic so many times he ended up paranoid around his own teammates. It was a sight to behold. Just thinking about it made you smirk and chuckle slightly.

Just one thing was off....during battle the Engineer on your team kept looking at you. It was weird. It wasn't a mean look or anything...but it gave you the chills. You didn't think he was mad at you. You didn't even do anything to him. As far as you can tell, you both are on pretty good terms with each other. Just the way he acted; it was off putting. Sighing softly, you round the corner and almost bumped into Pyro. The smell of burning and something sweet fills your nostrils. Looking into the gasmask you see your own reflection being reflected back at you.

"Ah, hello Pyro....good job out there today."

He doesn't say a word but holds his hand out with a lighter in it. Flicking the lighter on and off you look at it and let out a small sigh of relief.

"Oh...thank you."

Taking out a cigarette you light the end of it and bring it to your lips. Taking a long slow drag of it you let out a pleased sigh as you feel your body relax. Pyro seemed just as pleased. Clapping his hands together and practically hopping on his toes his happy mumbles break the silence.

Leaning against the wall you and Pyro relax for a while. Pyro looks more to your left and then takes off without a word. You roll your eyes at his antics and continue smoking. Leaning back and closing your eyes you don't notice the sound of someone walking closer until a hand is on your shoulder. Opening an eye you look to your left to see the Engineer.

"Hello Engie...how are you?"

He sighs heavily and reaches a hand to your mouth and plucks the cigarette from in between your lips and drops it on the floor and stomps on it with a huff.

"I hate seein you smoke those things."

You feel your eye twitch, a swell of anger rises within you and you give him a piece of your mind.

"Engie...don't you dare do that again!"

Your words coming out harsher than you liked. The look in his eyes looks dark and hurt...it scares you. Swallowing nervously, you lower your head and apologize softly.

"I-I'm sorry Engineer...I...I didn't mean to-"

He sighs and crosses his arms.

"I hate seeing you hurt yourself this way...If you keep this up, I'm gonna have to hurt you."

His thick Texan drawl mixed with uncharacteristically unkind words made you laugh hard. You look up at him through tears of laughter and stop cold. A pit of dread settles in your stomach...He wasn't laughing....he wasn't even smiling...You looked him in the eyes and freeze. His cold eyes pin you in your spot. Hearing your name being called from down the hallway you took this as a sign and took your chance to escape. You walked away slowly. Leaving Engineer staring after you in the hallway and a feeling of fear in your stomach.

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I hope that you enjoy this! I finished my finals and I'm so happy! :)

#tf2 #tf2 mercs #team fortress two #team fortress 2 #tf2 engineer #engineer x reader #engineer x spy reader #platonic yandere #platonic yandere engineer #don't smoke #your poor lungs #ahhhh #tf2 spy #engineer #spy #x reader #tf2 one shot #oneshot #tf2 requests #tf2 fanfic #tf2 request #thank you anon

[poppet-seed]

Gonna say fuck it n come out of anon since I was the one who asked if i could let out all my brainrot ghsidfosdofs-

WELL HERE YA GOOOOOOO

A lot of these are spontaneous ideas and most are set in the sort of TL where Y/N is just constantly stalking the Celestial Star. i also wanted to put out more shit but brain emptyyyyyy so take what was floating around in there for a while.

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-Y/N hounding off other sirens who have their eyes set on the ship. This usually happens at night so Moon gets the brunt of seeing this BS. A couple of warning shots are enough to get them to fuck off if Y/N doesn't shred them to pieces. Moon's still irritated that this one siren sticks around, though.

-The first time it happens is completely baffling for the brothers, but is prolly all the more reason to be on guard with this siren. Out of everyone though, Sun is probably the most open to possibilities outside of this one siren planning some sort of giant takedown Nah, it's just Y/N being possessive RGJSDFJOS

-okay bUT Y/N SAVING ANY OF THE BOYS FROM DROWNING- Idk how this would happen, and Y/N at first could be keen on taking one of the brothers down with them if they fell, but then hearing the other two brothers call for them would override that because then it'd occur to Y/N that this brother is hurt and well, maybe they'll gain approval if they brought them back? Plus, it'd be better to have all 3 at once, so Y/N could wait another day!

-I'm just a fan of Y/N being a lil helper in the very background. Them helping out cryptically by causing disruptive damage to any opposing ship and usually luring and taking out certain members of the opposing crew days before the boys take action to make things easier. The boys notice the strange victorious streak they got going on lately, but fundamentally bigger issues usually overtake that concern. At least it helps them relax a more little by little. Y/N doesn't want them to be stressed!

-Y/N has once tried singing cryptically to try and comfort a stressed Moon. It did the exact opposite.

-IDK if this would be in character but idk man the thought of Y/N secretly giving lil trinkets to any kids on the ship (if there are any?? feel free to debunk) to give to the boys gives me a lil serotonin. The brothers notice some kids being more confident on the deck lately, and they don't know the real reason why. Not that they're complaining though. Sun especially has fun with them!

-Listen/ Y/N DIRECTLY protecting one of the brothers from another siren. Like. Fucking guard dog kinda shit. I AM DOWN BAD.

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Submission was by @waayix

OKAY SO I'VE NEVER HAD A SUBMISSION BEFORE AND MY DUMBASS JUST PRESSED POST WITHOUT EVEN THINKING

SO I'M TRYING TO EDIT THIS SO FAST. PLEASE BARE WITH ME!!

Omg your ideas are making me go FERAL!!! Especially the idea of there being children aboard the celestial star!

There reasons for being there won't be a happy one. (Shipwreck survivors or child traficing) but they're safe with the Captains and Crew. Everyone aboard is pretty passionate about kids. That's why they're pirates after all.

The children wouldn't stay for long. They'd be dropped off at the nearest orphanage for the authorities to help. A Pirate ship isn't exactly a place to keep kids. BUT THE IDEA OF GUPPY ENTERTAINING THE KIDS SO THEY DON'T STRESS FROM THE WHOLE SITUATION IS GOLD!!

I had to doodle something for it!!

Yes guppy is using sign language. Sun teaches them how later down the story.

#submission #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf y/n #sundrop #fnaf sun #y/n #siren pirate au #siren pirate au sundrop #pirate au #pirate sun #captain sun #siren y/n #poppet asks #THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR THE SUBMISSION #I'M SORRY I WAS DUMB AND POSTED IT EARLY #AAAAAA #waayix #lillie oc #y/n x sun #y/n x sundrop #guppy knows sign language later down the timeline #poppetart

[hunsa-jars]

my overall little thoughts on HW2

I think Steel Wool did a wonderful job with most of the models here, bots like Baby and Ballora and Lefty and Scrapbaby look amazing

They're really getting there!

Love that this game functions as a bridge, during and after Security Breach but just before Ruin- like don't get me wrong, i'm also starving for answers after Ruin, however not immediately charging into the next big chapter and instead letting this game be a.. "small clues here and there and having some fun time at the plex before we have to leave it behind" situation was the right call

Let's talk about the animatronics for a hot sec, my mind is so full of them

I'm a Sister Location truther, so having this many levels with my favorite murder machine gang is giving me extra serotonin

Did not expect Yenndo to show up, like at all, it makes me so ridicoulusly happy

The Bidybabs and Minireenas had their time to shine as well, and BALLORA!! Missed her so much in Helped Wanted but she's here now so can't complain anymore

The ice cream moment with Baby was so oddly... bittersweet? Still have to digest that one, honestly. Oh- and the voice line about how she doesn't want to leave because it's safer here (the Sister Location bunker) stood out to me, it feels so.. Fazbear Entertainment altered, SHE WOULDN'T SAY THAT, YOU CAN'T FOOL ME

They brought back Ennard and i can't be happier, thank you for thinking of us starved fans. THO his model is pretty off, and his eyes not being the right colors really bug me, STILL i'm just gonna enjoy my food, thank you

Loved Glamrock Freddy's mini game and voice lines so much, he's sooo

And that hot comment- they know. They know us.

Gotta adore that they made Glamrock Chica sillier and more endearing. Is it just me who finds her super endearing here, like her little mannerism and how she's watching us make f- no? Alright.

Showing us how Roxy got her mask she wears in Ruin was so clever, now people can stop complaining about how "her endoskeleton does not look like that"

Suspiciously no separate Monty mini game, i know we had the mini golf one and the shooty one in Ruin already, but come on please

Can't believe they brought BONNIE BOWL back, it's nuts

And the fact that they're gently trying to imply that, yes, it was YOU KNOW WHO did that, it's shdnhns, okay

I have a newfound love for DJ, he's actually so cool?? Forget being the Glamrocks' or the Daycare Attendant's handler, sign me up to him please

Poor Helpy just can't catch a break, i feel so bad for him :<

Pigpatch was the last person i expected to see, good for him honestly, but wish they referenced the other Mediocre Melodies too

(or you know they could have had all of them sit around in the room with you. The attacker should have been Molten Freddy or Scraptrap but oh well i'm plenty fine with this too, no i'm not upset-)

LEFTY AND SCRAPBABY LOOK SO GREAT THANK YOU

I'm gonna miss the Staff Bots so much, thanks for giving us more time with them, those goofs

The Log Ride is insane. The Carousel is also insane.

It's always good to see Foxy again, he can also jumpscare! How neat is that

What is Mystic Hippo's deal? Genuinely, i have no clue

(Do the cards have any serious symbolic meaning? It's kinda driving me crazy)

Can't wait to hear the fnaf theorist youtubers misinterpret Candy Cadet's story, yippeeeee

SUN IS A PETTY BITCH AND I ADORE HIM TO DEATH- it's hysterical how some people are turned off by it when it makes so much sense that he is this way! Like... he's always been a perfectionist. While he wants kids to have fun creating and playing he expects perfect work from YOU, an employee. It's your job after all. He gets irritated if you misbehave or make a mess, it's pretty in character. He's impatient and rushes you. He talks so much smack.. and yet you can'tdeny he starts out giddy. The giddiness fades when you start making mistakes. BUT he also doesn't actually want to hurt anyone for no reason (gestures at the last arts and crafts level) Not gonna repeat my previous rants, but yes, he's perfect

Moon.. yes SW, give us more Moon pspsps-

Jack-O-Moon's design is so pleasing, people yall know what to do

Very fond of Carnie, don't know why yet but i'm sure i'll figure it out eventually and this mouse is gonna be pretty sad if he turns out to be a one-off character-

Glitchtrap only popping up here and there because his influence weakened is cathartic, i'm not gonna stop thinking about it any time soon

The memory collectables.................... yeah.....

THE BONNIE MASK WHAT DO YOU MEAN STEEL WOOL COME BACK

The whole Princess quest segment was so cool, i'm glad it went down the way it did. Cheered when Vanny crushed Glitchbastard, yes queen

(My only frustration with this game is here... the graveyard. The order you have to light up the torches. I don't know how to feel about it yet)

THE MASK BOT ENDING IS EVERYTHING ACTUALLY

And Cassie's new model, she's so cute!! My poor daughter

In conclusion

Great game, I'm very normal about it

#random squeak #fnaf #help wanted 2 #help wanted 2 spoilers

[yooniesim]

any suggestions for becoming a sims based blog? I used to do it back in the hayday of sims 3 but it's been YEARS and I still absolutely love making sims, but I'm too shy and nervous to interact with the community ;;;

hi nonny! this is a complicated question that I'm not sure I'm the best person to ask lol but let me try it out. I think I'm gonna separate it into two parts for ease of reading. And sorry if it's a bit more cynical than you probably expected. I've just learned a lot i wish I had done from the start, lol. So here we go.

Sims content

Post whatever tf you feel like. If you love making sims, post the hell outta them and don't worry about what anyone thinks. There's no one perfect type of content to appeal to everyone; the community is made up of a million smaller niche ones. Editors, sim makers, gameplayers, storytellers, cc makers, etc. If you're passionate about it, you'll find people that love your posts. So don't worry too much.

Don't get too hung up on editing, if you want your pics to look "better" then use gshade/reshade and/or simple psd actions to your liking. Don't let it get stressful cos it ain't worth it. If you don't enjoy editing, don't do it at all. (I wrote more about how I edit & make it easier in this post)

Try your very best not to worry about notes. I know it's hard. Everyone wants their stuff to be seen, but when it comes to engagement on here, you're aiming for quality over quantity. A few awesome mutuals commenting on your stuff is way better than 600 silent likes. Also, having more attention sucks bc it brings the vile swamp rats out of their holes to see what shit they can stir up. The brief serotonins aint worth it. Just aim to find a few cool ppl to talk about your sims with cos thats all that matters.

If you want, find bachelor/ette or similar challenges ppl are doing and submit sims for them. And once you get some mutuals/followers, open sim requests so you can make sims for people. It's super fun and awesome to see your sims in other people's games! And you don't have to talk too much if you don't feel like it, but it's an easy way to get involved with others.

Social stuff & safety

Comment on peoples posts often if you like them. Engage with ppl. Reblog posts you see you like but don't really have any reblogs. I know you said you're shy but, this is most of the way to actual have mutuals that enjoy talking to you and comment on your stuff as well. You can just not talk if you want but it'll make it harder to have any engagement unless you're really good at edits or cc making.

Don't get involved with drama/discourse, it means nothing and amounts to nothing. If you're going to boost someone else's post, look into it first and look for evidence that it's even true before you reblog. If people hate on you in your inbox, block the anon and don't respond even to laugh at them. Block anyone that gives you bad vibes. They look at you funny, breathe wrong, use a color you don't like. Block. If anyone tries to start shit with you, block & completely ignore them & don't comment on it. It hurts, but there's nothing you can do about it, and people will move on if you ignore them.

Don't reveal any personal info about yourself on here or to anyone in DMs. Don't use your real name. Don't have anything connected to your other socials. Don't trust anyone on here with your vulnerable emotions, past trauma, etc. And don't say anything in DM you wouldn't feel comfortable with everyone else on the internet potentially seeing.

If you pledge to people on patreon, be aware that your email will show up on their end when you do. Dont use your real name as your patreon username.

If simblr is causing you stress, you feel like your mental health is suffering, take breaks. Log off or delete the app for a while.

And... I think that's all I can think of for now. If there's anything else detailed you wanna ask about feel free. But these are just my general thoughts. Good luck, nonny :)

#asks #anonymous #ceci speaks #i feel like this anon is so nice and hopeful #compared to how i sound lol #sorry if i got scary or something #😂 #its really not that bad on here #if you block all the weirdos #but #keep yourself safe #all the same

[safewavess]

I present; 99 Castoff Incorrect Quotes. Don’t ask why

(Part 1 (This one)) (Part 2) (Part 3)

(1)

Rori: I didn't know that air fryers are a real thing. Used to think that they were made up by the internet as a funny joke and that their purpose was to "fry air".

Frankie: WAIT, BUT IT FRIES THE AIR TO FRY THE FOOD??

Rori: I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS A KITCHEN APPLIANCE, MY FIRST ASSUMPTION WAS SOMETHING AKIN TO AN AIR CONDITIONER!

Vector: IT'S NOT LIKE AN AIR CONDITIONER????

Sage: You guys clearly don't own an air fryer.

(2)

Vector: Sometimes I talk to myself for no reason.

Vector: Me too!

(3)

Arianna: Damn, the power went out.

Frankie: Don't worry, I got this.

Frankie: stomps foot

Arianna: What-?

Frankie: Sketchers light up

(4)

Arianna: And if you have any suggestions, please put them in the suggestion box.

Vector: That's a trash can.

(5)

Vector: I personally don't think it's possible to come up with a crazier plan.

Frankie: We could attack them with hummus.

Vector: I stand corrected.

Frankie: Just keeping things in perspective.

(6)

Arianna: The path to inner peace begins with four words... not my fucking problem.

(7)

Marina: What do you call disobeying the law?

The Squad: A hobby.

Marina: crosses their arms

The Squad: That we do not engage in.

(8)

Marina: Arianna, don't go picking a fight with Sage. Don't forget, they're powerful, they could make life difficult for you.

Arianna: Wow, I wonder what it'd be like to have a difficult life.

(9)

Arianna: Ew. What kind of tea is this?

Rori: I boiled gatorade.

(10)

Marina: I made this friendship bracelet for you.

Arianna: You know, I'm not really a jewelry person.

Marina: You don't have to wear...

Arianna: No, I'm gonna wear it forever. Back off.

(11)

Marina: What is the one thing I told you not to do?

Rori: Burn the house down.

Marina: And what did you do?

Rori: I made dinner.

Marina:

Rori:

Marina:

Rori: And burnt the house down.

(12)

Vector: Here you go, Arianna, a nice hot cup of coffee!

Arianna: It's cold.

Vector: A nice cup of coffee.

Arianna: It's horrible!

Vector: Cup of coffee.

Arianna: I'm not sure if this even IS coffee.

Vector: C U P.

(13)

Frankie: Operation no more distractions is a go!

not even 10 seconds later

Frankie: Oh, look! A butterfly!

(14)

Marina: Thank you for not saying "I told you so."

Arianna: When you're as right as I am, you don't have to say it.

(15)

Arianna: Answers phone. Hello?

Rori: It's Rori.

Arianna: What did they do this time?

Rori: No, it's me, Arianna. It's actually me.

Arianna: What did you do this time?

(16)

Arianna: What's this?

Marina, hugging Arianna: Affection!

Arianna: Disgusting.

Arianna: ...Do it again.

(17)

Sage: "Ignorance more frequently begets confidence than does knowledge" - Charles Darwin

Arianna: What the fuck? Begets isn't a word. Quit trying to make up words, fuckface.

(18)

Vector: Frankie, say aluminum again. It's the entire source of my serotonin during these trying times.

Frankie: sigh Only for you, buddy. Alyoouminnieeum.

(19)

Arianna: Act natural.

Vector: For this kind of situation, the most natural thing would be to panic, so technically I can panic.

Arianna: NO, that's not what I meant! Act like it's a normal day!

Vector: My 'normal' days of late, consist of a lot of panic.

Arianna: Will you just cooperate?

Vector: When a person is panicking, they are not apt to cooperate very well!

(20)

Rori: My life isn't as glamorous as my wanted poster makes it look.

(21)

Arianna: I don't want to talk about it.

Rori: Good, I don't wanna hear about it.

(22)

Arianna: Self-care is suppressing all your trauma until it comes back and hits you in the face with the force of 7 very large trucks.

(23)

Arianna: How long do you think it'll take?

Frankie: I don't know, three or four.

Arianna: Three or four what? Days? Weeks? Months?

Frankie: Yeah, maybe five.

Arianna: Five what?!

(24)

Sage: Hopefully Arianna has learned a lesson about respecting other people's feelings.

Arianna: Oh, shut up and die Sage.

(25)

Rori: Hey Marina, can I get some icecream

Marina: Only a spoonful!

Rori: Proceeds to pull out a comically large spoon.

(26)

Marina: You look mentally ill.

Arianna: I am. Let's go.

(27)

Rori: watching their house burn down

Rori:

Rori: starts filming Waddup, guys, welcome to my vlog, today's topic: how to get away with accidentally committing arson because you forgot Spaghetti O's cans are metal and thus non- microwavable! Step one: deny everything.

(28)

Arianna: The only thing keeping me from running away and hiding from society for the rest of my life is spite. I could disappear forever, but there are some bitches whose downfalls I have yet to witness, and I wanna be around when that happens.

(29)

Arianna: Why is it that I always lose things as soon as I need them?

Frankie: Actually, it's not that you lose things when you need them. You lose them a while before. It's just that you LOOK for things when you need them.

Arianna: Okay yeah thanks Frankie, that's great but WHERE'S THE FUCKING FIRST AID KIT?

(30)

Vector: Come to think of it... You've always been nice to me.

Vector: I mean, you listen to all my problems-

Arianna: No, Vector I just simply stand here while you talk, there's a big difference.

(31)

Rori: It's not like I try to blow things up, exactly. It just sort of happens. You've got to admit though, fire is fascinating.

(32)

Rori: Are you ever going to listen to me

Arianna: Yes. Absolutely.

Rori: When?

Arianna: When you're right.

(33)

Frankie: You know what I learned from my friendship with Arianna?

Vector: There's no such thing as too mean?

Marina: Never let your friends know for sure if you like them?

Rori: Always hold a grudge?

#castoff #castoff comic #incorrect quotes #heyyyy *pulls out comically long sheet of paper that holds 99 incorrect quotes* #don’t ask why i did this #i read the entire comic in the span of a day and now I’m attached #in total there are 99 incorrect quotes but the first part only contains 33 #sorry to anyone who follows me and sees a comic they’ve never heard of lmaoo

[sculptural-renaissance]

SGU Week Day 4 (Yes, 4!!): Favorite Ship

This is my new OTP. Idk exactly what it is, but buddy, I will take my serotonin from wherever I can get it these days.

Just kidding, I know exactly why I enjoy this. Most of it is that I just really, really like Amanda (don't hate me; despite what my memes may lead you to believe, I am not a Rush Enjoyer, because I know he would make me cry every day if I had to interact with him lmao), but OH MY GOD am I a sucker for The Grumpy One Is Soft for the Sunshine One. I love seeing them feel so safe and comfortable together. I love the ease of their interactions. I don't think anyone cares about spoilers at this point, but good Lord, she almost killed him and he wasn't even mad 😂

I NEVER enjoy canon ships because they feel like forced hetero nonsense. Another reason I enjoy this pairing so much is that to me, a demisexual, it feels very much like a demisexual love story. Think about it. Falling for your best friend, pining for the same guy for years... that's not unique to us, but it's definitely part of the demisexual experience (I'm not a piner, but most demis I meet seem to be). Im aware that they were originally supposed to sleep together in Sabotage, but, again as a demi, I'm glad they ended up taking a different route. I don't enjoy seeing characters who barely know each other hooking up, not because I'm prudish, but because I have no investment in the characters. This... We had to work for this. 🥰

In searching for other fan content, I've discovered that Rush and Amanda aren't a well-liked pairing (go figure, I like a canon ship and it's one no one likes lmaooooooo). I've found that I see this pairing quite differently from its critics; to me, it felt very female-focused. Yes, Amanda clearly only exists to be The Main Guy's love interest, but I found that, apart from the fridging, the ship was very much focused on her desires. She was not a thing to be pursued. She had agency and took initiative. She felt like a whole person to me, not just a pretty doll.

I also enjoyed the hell out of the awkwardness. I don't get secondhand embarrassment. I get the opposite of that. I LIVE for cringe. fr what even was this scene???

"So, you wanna make out or something?"

"Yes, obviously, I fist bumped you. That's pretty much 1st base."

God what a fucking dork

"No, 3rd base is not when a man rolls up his sleeve so you can see his forearms."

I drew them~ They're gonna hold hands bang >:] As you can see from the date, I drew this last year, very shortly after watching Seizure for the first time (I colored it yesterday, though, for this). I liked this pairing right away, and honestly, I was hoping Rush would pay Amanda a visit on earth via the stones after Sabotage. I'm not exactly thrilled that the writers chose to go for two double-fridgings, but the computer ghost thing creates a lot of possibilities for fanfic. I'd also like to have seen them interacting on earth before the Icarus mission.

As a final thought, I also love seeing someone who has been so deeply hurt learning to love again. I'm so disappointed SGU didn't get more seasons, because this would have been interesting to explore further with Rush and Amanda as a proper couple once she got off her bullshit and accepted that he did love her oh my God Mandy he killed that guy for you don't stand there and try to tell him he doesn't love you godddddddddddddd

Anyway, here are some of my favorite meme comics I've made. ^^

They were close friends for years. You cannot convince me that she didn't know exactly what he was like, nor can you convince me that she doesn't love it. 😉

"I'm not codependent! I'm obsessed with you a normal amount!"

In my experience, the key to a successful relationship is to find your person, and then you just annoy the shit out of each other for the rest of your lives (consensually, of course).

I also fully believe that there is no way on God's green earth that Rush would ever willingly watch a Syfy Channel original movie.

He does like Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid... Through shitposting with friends, it has become "canon" that Bonanza is one of like, 3 TV shows Rush actually watches. The other two are Nova and House. Amanda, who watched a lot of classic sitcoms with her grandparents as a child with no social life, is unfortunately not a fan of westerns.

That's okay. He can fix her. 🤎

I have an ongoing series (up to 5 parts now) where Rush Definitely Understands the Trolley Problem. This is the first one.

I should really post those here.

She knows his secret >:]

Jim-jams

Also this takes place in the future so they're married now shut up let me have this they're cute

God what a lightweight

That's okay nothing's gonna stop her from getting white girl wasted on Brody's moonshine #YOLO

This was inspired by a fun exchange I had with a friend. It's "canon" in my comics and in progress fic that Amanda watched Wormhole X-treme to prepare for working at the SGC (she is so normal), and read whatever mission reports she had clearance for when she wasn't doing Mega Serious Spaceship Work.

If Rush can bully her into watching cowboy shows, she can bully him right back into watching space shows. This will backfire spectacularly. 😂

#sgu week #Nicholas Rush #Amanda Perry #rush x amanda #they live in my head rent free #god they are CUTE #CUTE CUTE CUTE #stargate universe #shitpost #sgu shitposting #demisexual #i don't even exert effort to make these #my brain just does this #maybe sgu was cancelled but they live on in my head doing the absolute dumbest shit #and they are happy

[still-a-morosexual-help]

I'm finally playing s5 of love island the game and they really made this whole thing just to psychologically torture the new mc huh? MC's gonna leave the villa needing 10 years of therapy to get over this shit. I'm all for exploring toxic characters and dynamics but holy shit??? Isn't this supposed to be a game? Aren't games supposed to be fun? I'm just sad and frustrated the whole time, I'm playing S2 in-between S5 chapters just to get some serotonin.

Seriously they introduce her shitty irl ex who she was with for a long time only for him to cheat on her with a waitress he spent months flirting with

Then they reveal in a challenge that MC bought a ring to propose to him with just a day before she found the pic of him with the waitress on his phone

Then they introduce the girl he cheated on her with!???

Remember when S2 had a whole discussion about how "no means no" and even if the person doesn't directly say the word "no" if they're uncomfortable and showing signs they want to stop/be left alone that should be respected and when one of the LIs gets too forceful when flirting with MC, he gets called out by both MC and whoever she's dating at the time and then he apologises... REMEMBER THAT? Why is S5 MC's cheating ex so insistent on flirting with her and even after she says no he's like "i know you i know you don't mean that" bitch leave her alone this has been going on for almost the whole game and I'm so frustrated and at this point it's become weird and creepy. And the fact that all the others characters think MC still likes him even after she says she doesn't??????

The fact that she decides to get serious with the guy she's coupled up with only for her to walk in on him kissing another girl (his best friend's "girlfriend" btw) less than a day later????? Because he thought she cheating on him with her weird clingy cheating ex?????? when in reality creepy-ex was trying to flirt with/kiss MC and she was trying to get him to leave her alone???? And when MC gets pissed at current-boyfriend for kissing another girl he begs for MC to listen to his reasons but when she tries to tell him the truth about what happened with her ex (which her current partner didn't even witness for himself and only heard a rumour about from the villa's most unreliable gossip) he says he doesn't want to talk with her???????

KILLING SPREE. K I L L I N G S P R E E. Babygirl pls go on a homicidal rampage i'm begging

I can't put into words how frustrating this whole thing is. This isn't even all of it. This is nowhere near all the bs s5 MC has got to put up with pls girl just leave no amount of money is worth any of this the only thing you'll be able to use that money on anyway is a good therapist

#s2 wouldnt do this to me #bobby wouldnt do this to me #s5 mc is stronger than literally anyone ever #i would have had several breakdowns at this point #love island the game #love island the game season 5 #litg #litg s5 #litg s2 #love island the game s2

[shsl-fander]

While I'm Away - Logince Oneshot

Heavily Inspired by the comic by @menace-sama,please check them out!!

Pairing: Roman x Logan

Trigger Warnings: Blood Mentioned, Depression mentioned, Small implications of eating issues

Word Count: 1491

Summary is basically the comic linked below

@spacedouterri @autisticlogankin @chemicallyimbalancedroman

Logan never really understand the point of a stuffed animal ever since he has gotten older. He knew that the act of snuggling something warm towards your body could cause serotonin and positive simulation, however it was never really something that had been impactful for him.

So when Roman rushed towards him, shoving a stuffed animal towards Logan, it's bug like plastic eyes staring into Logan's soul, he was clearly puzzled to say the least.

Roman grinned, beaming ear to ear as he presented Logan with a plush version of himself, every minor detail from head to toe made to directly replica himself. "Ta Da!" he exclaims with pride.

Logan glanced ahead towards Roman, allowing his gaze to fall down to the stuffed toy itself. He raised an eyebrow, looking back at Roman once again. "What is this?"

Roman's smile dropped, the corners of his mouth falling to a frown, "What do you think it is, Nerd?! It's me!" he exclaimed, gesturing towards the toy that was now plopped into Logan's hands.

Logan sighed softly, shaking his head as his hands clasped around the plush, giving it a gentle squeeze. "Pardon, I suppose what I should have said is why?" he exasperated.

Roman gently nudged his boyfriend's side," Look I'm gonna be gone on another trip to the imagination for a while and I, " he fidgeted with his hands," I thought you might want something to keep you company. Since you obviously are just DISTRAUGHT without your prince Charming here to accompany you, " he laughed, though there was a hint of something else in his voice.

Logan blinked, rubbing the doll's hair, which appeared to be made of some sort of soft fabric. "So you've given me a replacement doll?" he repeats.

Roman's eyes widened, he gasped, stumbling backwards in disbelief. "How dare you replace the best with a mere doll?!?!" he yelped in offense.

"But no, I'll be gone longer than I was before and so I don't want you to be lonely."

Logan frowned,"But didn't you just return?" he muttered, raising an eyebrow. He was trying to hide the disappointment in his voice, though that was harder than intended.

Roman nodded, "Alas I did, but Remus seems to be really persistent about this one," he started, "Who even knows what he's doing now waiting for me," he chuckles sadly, scratching the back of his neck.

Logan placed the stuffed animal onto his shoulder, hoping it wouldn't fall as he stepped closer to Roman, ghosting his hands onto Roman's shoulders. "Is everything alright, Roman? You seem to be leaving more often, as of late. And while I am not aware what you do there, it still sometimes leaves me in concern for you."

Roman stammered, shaking his head before forcing himself to smile,"I'm fine darling! I'm a prince, you really think you have to worry about me in the imagination?" He removed Logan's hands, booping his nose.

"I'll get going now, see you in a couple days Love!" Roman sings, before rushing out the door towards his room to pack a few things.

Logan gave a meek wave in response before slowly glancing down at the stuffed animal sitting on his shoulder. Logan burried his face into the plush, hugging it close to his chest.

And then all that was left was an uncomfortable silence lingering in the room as Logan just slowly sunk down onto his chair. He sighs, tossing the doll onto his bed. "I have work to do, I'm sure Roman is fine," he insists, opening up his laptop.

Roman stumbled into the imagination, dragging a bag with him in his left hand, while his right hand had a tight grip on his sword,the blade newly sharped. The sun's glare glistened on the edge of his sword, highlighting its metal edges. He could tell, one falty slip and Roman could split his entire hand open, blood gushing down his palm.

The creative trait shook his head, trying to erase that image from his mind while he hesitantly tiptoed through the grassy land. His breath hitched at any nearby sound, for he was here to fight successfully, which meant being ready. The worst thing you cam be at a fight, is unprepared.

He felt bad for lying to Logan, though it wasn't necessarily lying it was more like acting! Acting like everything was okay, like this was just helping Remus with something again. But thats not really what it was, even if Remus would be coming here soon to assist.

He hopefully would only have to stay for a few days, just as long as it took to rid the imagination with all of those...creatures. Kill them before they spread into the rest of the mindpalace, lurking in the shadows of every corner like how they were here. Infesting Roman's safe space to create, filling the air with a dark, gloomy feeling. For anywhere Roman seemed to go, he was greeted with a mist of black, draining all his energy the closer he got. The less distance between them, the quicker Roman's vigor would drop.

The shadowy figures lurk behind, closing off the dazzling light to reflect a darkness even on what appears as the sunniest of days for Thomas. They were used as a blocker, pushing creative yearning out and blocking motivation and passion to create from entering Thomas's mind at all.

And these creatures, they aren't easy to spot. They're hiding underneath quiet patches of leaves, or behind tall booming trees, that watch over the land. Waiting underwater in a creek for the moment you're least expecting it, to drag you down with a echoing thump, consuming you.

They weren't always here! For the longest time, the imagination was truly the only place where Roman felt free, released from the chains of normality. A place where he could roam endlessly, living his fantasy filled dreams in every moment. Roman was able to transform fiction to reality quicker than a blink, able to make dreams come true in every breath. The imagination was his home. And it was Remus's home too. A place they could share, in harmony.

And when he would come here before, he'd never have to stay a night. He never left his boyfriend worrying about him, because he knew he could safely come back the next day as long as Thomas felt a creative urge. Which should happen everyday, at least once. At least once someone should feel open to create or consume art, especially someone like Thomas.

But once Thomas developed his depression, all his creative spark seemed to fade away, and eventually these creatures in the imagination started to form. Now Roman's job was to protect those he loved by getting rid of them while he can.

He just hoped he wasn't causing too much worry while he did so.

Meanwhile, Logan was once again sat at his desk just like days prior right when Roman had first left, trying to keep his focus on his work scattered in front of him. He huffed, slouching miserably as he reached for Thomas's planner.

Logan glared, face palming at the imense amount of plans he knew they weren't prepared for.

Logan groaned, "why does thomas keep agreeing despite his busy schedule?! Theres just so much to adjust," he complains, narrowing his eyes.

However, his expression softens when he catches glimpse of the Roman plush that was tossed onto his bed earlier. Logan slumps in his seat, before a smile tugs at the corners of his lips. Logan sighs lovingly, slowly propping himself out of his chair and onto his bed with the doll.

Once Logan adjusts his position in bed, shifting to where he was comforting, he grabbed onto the Roman plush, tenderly holding it.

Its been days, he thought, that worry bubbling in his stomach as the butterflies swirled around, I wonder how you're doing.

I hope you remember to eat, you're so easily caught up with work, you often forget the essentials, Logan just gazed at the version of Roman that was in his arms as he let his thoughts wander and continue.

I hope you're resting right now, instead of charging into something when your body demands rest.

Logan slowly sighs, reaching over towards his lamp to click his final lights off. He bit his lip before hesitantly placing the doll exactly where Roman would sleep in his bed, on the left side of him. Normally, Roman would insist on cuddling close together, and Logan really didn't mind this at all. In fact he missed it right now, but at least having the doll sleep where Roman normally slept was enough.

"Good night Roman, I love you. Please stay safe out there," he whispers under his breath.

He couldn't wait for him to come back.

#sanders sides #logince #logince fanfic #logince fanfiction #fanfiction #sanders sides fanfic #sanders sides fanfiction #logan sanders #roman sanders #tw depression #ts logan #ts sides #tssides #thomas sanders

[gingerjunhan]

Hi hi!! 🧈 Anon again and I just wanted to request a quick like, what are they called... Fic headcanons? Like headcanons that go along with a story? Idk

But I wanted to request maybe Jun han and gun-il (separate) with a teen idol. Like JYPs youngest idol that kinda has the same vibe as the last idol I requested? Like they're part of a metal band and can do the death growl and such.

I'm a teen and so seeing my two biases interact with someone like me in a platonic way just brings me so much serotonin ^^

Please and thank you - 🧈 anon

☆彡 🧈anon… your mind? Amazing. This request is basically asking for Gunil to go Dad Mode™️, and dad mode Gunil is one of my personal favorites. Sorry this one took a little longer than usual to get posted- I’ve definitely been experiencing some writers block this week. I hope you enjoy!

word count: 450 (roughly 220 each) | pronouns used: none | genre: sweet sweet platonic fluff | cws: vague mention of eating w/ Gunil

We’re gonna start off with Jun Han for this one. Despite what other people may think, I think Jun Han would be a great help and companion in the JYP building- especially for younger idols who play a string instrument like the bass or a six string.

Lets say your band is fairly new, and you- being younger and probably somewhat new to an instrument- are struggling a bit with rehearsals. I could see Jun Han going out of his way to give you some pointers. He most definitely knows how it feels to be new to music, so he understands the frustration you would be going through. He would tell you everything he knows, and everything he wishes he knew when he was just starting out.

“I know you want to be successful, but don’t overwork yourself. It’ll only frustrate you and make things harder.”

When Jun Han did his “one riff per day” challenge on Bubble, he said he had to stop because it became too much for him. He would advise you to not do things like that, but he would definitely share any benefits a shorter challenge like that would have if you wanted to try it. Musically, Jun Han would be on your side for every step of your idol journey. If you needed help with the more “personal” parts of being an idol…

☆

That’s when you turn to Gunil. (Again, we’re going Dad Mode™️.) Gunil understands the stress that being an idol can put on your life. He would always be there for you, helping you take care of your stress, and making sure you’re taking care of yourself.

“Have you eaten yet today? Make sure to take some time to relax!”

Do you need advice from someone who isn’t a member of your own band? Gunil’s door is always open. Worried about your first performance? He has breathing exercises you can do before going on stage. Missing your friends or family? Gunil knows the perfect trick for beating homesickness. No matter what, Gunil is always on your side.

Gunil can see that you’re much younger than him and the Heroes, so he wouldn’t want you to be in the studio or practicing all the time. He would ask you about your weekend plans, making sure you were taking the time to go out and have some fun. Nobody should be spending all of their teen years cooped up in a practice room, so he’ll suggest some fun activities for you to go out and do with your bandmates or friends. He would almost view you as a younger sibling- always being there for you if you need his help no matter what.

#xdinary heroes imagine #xdinary heroes x reader #xdh x reader #xdh fluff #xdh imagines #junhan x reader #gunil x reader #xdh scenarios

[constellationofaries]

Hey kiddo!

If you wanna do some stuff story wise again, we always have our boys waiting for us up in the skies, those who hide a fair way underground in their labs, perhaps even the ones with their illegal dealings?

The story never stops. It's just that sometimes the ink runs out, or we need new paper. It's okay to take a break from things and step away to better yourself. Don't feel as if a story is wasted because of one chapter! <- I'm not just talking about DSMP here ;)

Love you, kiddo. If you ever need anything, my door is unlocked, there's food on the table, and my arms are ready to hold you forever. Healing is a process, but you don't have to go alone.

🩵

hey dad wtf i'm gonna start upgly crying at you. thaynky oyu

i genuinely hope you don't mind but i need to air this out in some form or i might not be able to sleep tonight i think

Okay well. Uh. I'm pretty weirded out with the knowledge that buffoon:

a) placed HIS mental bullshit on me as if my sole purpose in life was to give him attention and 100 reblogs on a 5 minute sketch when i deadass got 2 jobs & ( at the time had a scanlator to commit translations to & ) 3 dogs & MYSELF to take care of & OTHER friends who are not him (ie. you, Raven, Seto, Vulture, Ru, Connor, etc),

b) got prissy that I have friends who give enough of a shit about me to get his ass away from me for my own health despite my reluctance to fully cut communication in every way possible,

c) proceeded to block me on here for a few days and vague about me on his main as if he was the victim,

d) unblocked me to try to send me a message that goes roughly "hey you don't need to reply it's fine if you block me, but i want closure" as if he was the one that was having abandonment issues triggered from almost being forced repeatedly into survival mode to try to keep up when there were clear signs I have severe chronic fatigue and exhaustion,

and e) got prissy and started stalking me on some other account i haven't blocked him on yet and is vagueing me on his main in some extremely gaslighty ass ways ("that's crazy" "you're crazy" "i know i'm not a bad person you're just crazy" <- HELLO?? TEXTBOOK GASLIGHTING)

i know fully well his ass is gonna read this anyway but i frankly have Ceased Caring About This to a degree and will give it no further attention online once I post this.

Moving on about Vincent!

I've (THANK GOD) got my creative groove back by simply doing what the fuck I wanted to do to begin with: OCs and DND! Featuring Ru!!! And Merihem and Práxi!!! And Raven and Atthanli and-

Apparently impromptu campaigns with little to no planning is one hell of a fun way to DM when you've got an attention span about the size of a speck of sand. We accidentally hyperfocused for 3 hours in one session alone. Thank christ for the solo player's toolboxes even though I genuinely want to die sometimes trying to find what I need

My note taking with paper is efficient enough I could genuinely treat them as an outline to a story! So... mayhaps? Who knows! Either way, serotonin is slowly rising again and certainly in far healthier manners now that I'm in better hands (and in a better state of mind all in all)!

I could even pick up my stimboard blog and gifmaking blog back up if I don't have too much on my plate with my campaign with Ru I think!! It's on the back burner for sure though, I miss gif hunting and gif making and editing gifs :(

honestly - i will heal from this and i will move on from it as you've seen me do time and time again. you know it is damn hard to keep me down!

#aries answers shit #grimmygrim #vent post below the cut

[leopardom]

i've been listening to everybody's waiting and best year of my life on loop since they got released last midnight and oh boy the feeling i get from both songs is quite heavy but also... liberating??

why heavy? well, last year was anything but the best year of my life. it pretty much started with me realising (with some help) that i had fallen in love and, long story short, i got my heart broken very badly. at the same time, my mental health was deteriorating and as a result i started closing up and also lost one of the closest people to me. we're in good terms now, but never talked about what happened and we drifted apart like that. and it's been almost a year ever since

while losing that close connection with my friend proved to be helpful, the road to accepting this along with other things was very painful and i had to mask any negative feeling i had in order to keep functioning somehow and not make the rest of the people close to me uncomfortable. and i also had to focus on my thesis in order to finally get my bachelor's. and i did. but along with the new lows i had reached mentally, i reached and passed the point of burnout

my close ones were supporting me through my rants and i'll always be gratefull for that. but at the same time they still were telling me how good it would be when i'd be done with uni and how i would be able to get a proper job and make my own money and maybe do a master's etc. they all were waiting for something, they were waiting for more than i was already doing. they had been waiting for more than 3 years actually, but last year i was a lot closer to the goal and the pressure grew a lot bigger. and all the support i had was coming from a distance, i was still all by myself most of the time

from April til the beginning of July i was breaking down on a very regular basis, the panic attacks also became more frequent and my mental health was at the very bottom. and i couldn't even go to therapy anymore because i didn't have any time or energy for that. in the span of three months i had changed so much both physically and mentally that it made my head hurt and i couldn't process it

all i wanted was a hug from someone and to be told that i'll be okay. i didn't want everyone to tell me how things will be as soon as i graduate and how free i will feel yada yada. i only wanted a fucking hug, which i never got

after defending my thesis and graduating i blacked out completely. i can't remember myself feeling anything for the next couple of months. i only had a brief break when i went to Helsinki in September, attended all three of the jo finnish gigs and got to spend time with my friends in Finland. and when i got back from that trip i blacked out again. now i have a job and i make some money, but mentally i haven't recovered from the burnout and the high pressure. and people are still expecting things from me, from my students to my family to my friends to myself

lately, however, i kind of have started feeling again. my feelings are not usually nice and i cry a lot, but now there are days when i think that maybe things will get better with time and maybe i'll get there. a few months ago i didn't want to do anything at all and i was acting like a robot. now i want to do things, i'm trying as much as i can to do things that give me a serotonin boost so i won't have to rely only on my meds

to conclude, i still haven't gotten that hug i wanted so bad all these months ago. i'm not gonna lie, i still want it. but these two songs feel like that hug now. everybody's waiting is telling me that i'm not alone in this, there are people like me out there and we manage one way or another. best year of my life is telling me that i may have been and still am a mess, but you never know. maybe something different and even better is yet to come. and i have to be here to see it

#basically rambling but i needed to get this out of my chest #sorry for the emo hours #this is emma speaking

[devotedtosadpoetry]

Geez I think might be my first ask, not gonna become an anon cause I want you to know who asked this question, and also theory cause yis also just so you know how messed up or calculating my head is.

Okay, question first littered with a few tiny questions: Did we know how exactly Bishop knew about the turtles/ Leo? Like the invasion or something like that cause im not entirely sure if we know it (or we do and I'm just stupid and I wasted your time) like Also how did you come up with this idea (im pretty sure you answered this, again im sorry, bad memory) also im so happy your in the comp! I wish you luck, and I hope you win!

Now onto the theory I guess, so I think I know what's going to happen in the following days, like leo is gonna die in like 4-5 days if he don't get that drug, also it would be foolish of bishop to not put a tracker on Leo, so I assume he has a tracker, any even if he doesn't or donnie deactivates it, leo is a feral beast at this point (poor child) with some things being permanent (probably his eyes and his DAMN POOR SPINE) so I think what's going to happen is one of two things, one: leo is gonna freak out (already happening) and trying to run back to his "mother" (I hate saying that) or two: bishop is gonna make a deal, cause the turtles don't know that they have been feeding leo DAMN DEATH DRUG! Like I said before, it's only a matter of time before leo dies, which is HOLY MOLY BAD! I also wonder if one of the other turtles is gonna get captured, you said in another ask that's its gonna be comfort, THEN DEAR GOD THE ANGST, then back to some comfort, in e9rried about the chapters that follow now.

TL;DR leo is gonna try and escape, or bishop is gonna make a deal, or the other turtles are gonna get captured by damn bishop.

Sorry for the long ask, have a cat for powering through it!

hi leon!! thank you for le ask don’t feel bad that’s it’s long, long asks or long comments always make me v happy so thank you for the serotonin and the cat <3

How Bishop met the turtles is a VERY GOOD QUESTION to ask, one you definitely should be asking, especially because it hasn’t been revealed. your answer shall come soon enough.

i came up with the idea one day when i was doing a one week job that required me to be away from home, so it almost felt like a writing get away. i was in a really sadistic mood and couldn’t write any of my current works so i just decided to let it all out, and since i didn’t want to torture any of my characters i picked on leo. the surgery scenes came first, and then suddenly i got ideas for what is happening with the brothers and then it expanded into the big drama we have going on now.

i’m happy i’m in the comp as well. i do not expect to win lol but my goal is to at least make it past the prelims and i’ll be satisfied 👍 and if that doesn’t happen i’ll put all my rage back onto leo again

your theories are valid, they certainly make sense, and as for my response, you get this emoji: 🤐

thanks for the ask leon 😚

#devotedasks #devotedrambles #down with the stockholm #rottmnt #writer #fanfic #leonardo angst #rottmnt fanfic #writeblr #writers of tumblr #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #unpause rottmnt #rottmnt angst #rottmnt fanfiction #rottmnt au

[sp00kymulderr]

22nd Oct.

Hm this week has been weird. It started off well, it's ended pretty nicely (the SNL surprise really gave that much needed serotonin boost). But in between was kid of...meh. I have a few weeks left of my contract at work and the looming end of my job is definitely starting to weigh on my mind. I am so so lucky that I have a job to go back to after this one but I'll be moving down from management to entry level, losing pay and going back to full time work so there's a lot to consider next month.

I had an (kinda unsuccessful) date this week, but it was nice to get made up and go out at least. I really do need to keep on trying with this dating lark, it's nerve-wracking but...there's a bit of hope in me still. I watched TUWOMT for like the millionth time for a happy boost (Javi G baby ily). Oh and I got this bracelet lmao I have been wearing it everywhere

Reading wise I had all these plans to read a bunch of fic and really catch up on the 100+ in my tbr now but unfortunately life got a little in the way!

I did however read these fantastic pieces and I'm obsessed with all of them honestly:

Three's Company by @pennyserenade

This Javi P giflet by @suzdin

Oh Honey pt 1 by @lincolndjarin (I neeed to read pt 2, I think that's gonna be my start to the week fic!)

Also absolutely utterly adored reading These Pedro boy sexuality hcs by @perotovar - So many interesting opinions and Erin gave me lots of thoughts about our boys and just how I see them. I'll post my own soon too :)

Of my own work, I really thought I'd finish Our House of Flames pt 3 but again it's been put on the back burner because I've forgotten how to write genuinely hot smut. I gotta work on it some more, but it's coming together slowly.

I didn't post any fic, but these little bits and pieces made an appearance:

A little sneak at my new Dieter WIP, Icarus

Dieter (and one Joel) phone backgrounds

A Pedro phone background

This NSFW thought (still trying to decide who to write this for)

This week ahead is going to be a long one. I'm covering a lot at work, doing extra hours and trying to have a social life. I would love to know how other writers balance life, work, socialising and writing fic?

I'm also officially back at the gym and training properly after a couple weeks away too which eats in to a lot of my time, but is also the thing that keeps me most sane. Excited to work on some heavy lifting for the first time in a while, aiming to get my 100kg deadlift by the end of the year!

The aim for creativity is to finish OHOF pt 3, have that posted by next Sunday, and also read 5 fics this week - but I'm not making any promises.

Wishing happy, lovely weeks to all! Thanks if you read my stupid rambles!

At least we have this gorgeous photo to get us through the week eh?

#beating the sunday scaries #gideon rambles