#i'm just so fucking done

[veganpige]

I have been looking up a LOT of horse footage for art purposes recently (I draw a lot of centaurs) and it's SO difficult to just find anything without riding or worse (racing, dressage, all that shit). I hate how laughed at abuse is with horses. Horses give all these signals that they just fucking HATE carrying humans around on their backs and yet people either see it amused or as a challenge. It's gross. It makes me uncomfortable. My girlfriend was one of these horse girls in the past and even she admits that, in hindsight, it was pretty abusive and clear that horses did not enjoy most of it. For example her horse would hold its breath when putting on the saddle so it would be loose and slide off. She found it funny back then, or annoying, but not for a second did it stop her.

'My horse loves it' fuck off man. It doesn't. It just fucking doesn't. I'm sure if you were kept in a tiny ass box for most of the day you'd be happy to get out too, even if it means carrying this fucking ape around.

#i'm just so fucking done #and don't even get me started on the 'sport' shit #UGH #it's one of these days where I just can't #but yeah #sorry #small rant

[griffsursparker]

hhhhh none of my posts from any of my blogs are showing up in tags, my main isn't showing up in notifications, I'm literally,,,, like I like having somewhere to ramble but the real joy of tumblr is having somewhere to be SOCIAL I'm literally gonna cry I fucking hate this if I wanted to ramble to no one I could get a fucking diary

#like my mutuals and followers still like my posts and ilyall sm for that #but I can't even have a fucking conversation with y'all anymore #because I can't comment #and my reblogs don't show up #and also I miss the feeling of spamming marvel posts and then getting a ton of engagement #not bc of numbers or anything just. because of community #I like feeling like we're experiencing something together #and now instead I'm just #sitting here on the outside screaming and no one can hear me #and I hate that #because that's what real life is like for me #I'm just so fucking done #tempted to try a whole new account and see if that fixes it #but I like this account I like my history and my mutuals and my url and my everything #not to mention I'd have to use my email I don't want tumblr emails to #I'm just so hhhhh this is genuinely making tumblr so much less fun for me and I hate it bc I love being here #but I can't INTERACT

[sage-nebula]

Seeing Ash is going to be in PokéMas like

#i'm just so fucking done #fans of the game characters can't have shit to ourselves huh? #the TRio were bad enough but this? UGHHHH #at least he's just an NPC for now but it still sucks

[rainey-staerie-daize]

I wanted to watch Monsters Inc. this morning, so I opened Disney+ and clicked on my profile. Since it's been awhile since done so, mine is still one of the ones that needs that email verification thing Disney+ has started doing.

I pick up Mom's phone for the email, and nothing more. She's sleeping, and it's dead, so I put it on the charger and turn it on. I get the code from the email, close Gmail, and lock her phone again. Left it on the charger and didn't touch it again.

Cut to a few minutes ago:

She wants to know who was doing something with Disney+, and I tell her that it was me. She gets mad that I was messing with her profiles and accounts, and that I did something that charged her money.

Kinda shocked and horrified, kinda doubtful, I ask how much. Because we've done this before with other profiles and it does no such thing.

She (of course!) avoids the question, and tells me to not touch her stuff. So I ask if I should get off the TV then, because I was watching Dog with a Blog. Note: I asked that in a flat monotone. Zero sass.

And she calls me dramatic. Asking a genuine question because I'm confused (because her own words often contradict themselves!) apparently means someone is dramatic.

Excuse me, but I don't think I'm the one being dramatic, Ms. "YoU'rE cOsTiNg Me MoNeY."

#this bullshit of today combined with the fact that she decided not to take me out at the last minute yesterday... #I'm just so fucking done #i have a job interview the day after my birthday #weirdly enough the same day they're interviewing my sister #let's get the fuck outta here #raine's daize

[genderfluidgothwitch]

Great. I'm over her fucking sobbing because I can't even bring myself to take a fucking shower because I don't have the motivation or energy

#I'm fucking done #I'm just so fucking DONE

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt in Memes 5

Once more, have a prompt entirely in memes because I'm too lazy to properly write one right now lol.

#dcxdp #dpxdc #prompts #De aged dan #de aged ellie #dad danny #mom danny #Fuck it make this a Hazmat Au too with a hint of eldritch Phantom form #Hence why no one realizes Danny Fenton & Phantom Dark are different people #No Danny is not ghost king he's just a little shit #Jazz is in Metropolis & Danny is around depending on where the “field trips” are #Sometimes he's in Gotham because Scarecrow or Ivy offers a lecture #Most of the time they're in Central though because it's safest for the baby villains in the making lol #Danny is taking classes for both medical stuff (thx Frostbite) and engineering #A couple of time travelling villains ADORE him and his kids lol #“So u a monsterfucker?” “What” “I mean I saw that ghost hero & I'm just sayin that's not human y'know-” #Tucker stop laughing at him #Tucker and Sam and Val are also in the same villain school but taking different classes #Save for Tucker also being in an engineering class #Sam is fighting for that Ivy internship #Val is in the specialized Anti-Hero course that focuses on teen heroes who are done with that bs #She got in by telling them (not lying) that she's going to take down a branch of government even if she has to blow the whole thing up #Evil College Au #Danny made a mistake & now everyone thinks that he Val Sam AND Tuck were in a relationship with Phantom at some point #Eveery other student now refers to them as the Petty Exes #memes #meme

[blubun0309]

I've only ever seen people talking about how short Lucifer looks here

BUT??? CHARLIE????? GIRL IS TALL AF I LOVE THIS ACTUALLY

#hazbin hotel #charlie hazbin hotel #charlie morningstar #vaggie hazbin hotel #chaggie #chaggie hazbin hotel #lucifer hazbin hotel #lucifer morningstar #oh yeah btw this was posted by the official hazbin twitter account #i've heard they leaked episodes 1 and 2 and i'm just so done #it happened with owl house and it's happening now #I fear for my life...and for spoilers #FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO LEAKED THE EPISODES GODAMMIT #:[

[bixels]

This Twitter MLP human redesign drama is a mess, leave me the fuck out of it.

#saw people posting my designs to put down other artists' designs saying that i'm the “correct way” of doing things #don't do that #i don't give a SHIT if people are redesigning these HORSES to be fat or “”“ugly”“” people they're all valid #this whole thing is so dumb just say “i don't like the art style” and move on #“hey op i spent 4 hours of time and effort to redraw your shitty redesign and show you how it's really done” you're fucking weird #you know that right? dedicating that much time to cash in on a hate trend when you could be creating something unique and original with lov #your insistence that human redesigns need to be attractive and symmetrical and anything deviating that is woke psy-op brainwashing #is fucking weird. saw an entire tweet reposting my designs listing off how i “got it right.” bullet point: “looks like real people” #the black fat pinkie design with braces that went viral looks more like a real person than any of my designs you asshole #or maybe you spent too much time in high school bullying people who look like that to notice #personal #delete later #do not use my art to belittle artists who've done nothing wrong this legit made me really angry today

[inkskinned]

oh you know it's all latestage capitalism but the thing is. how are you supposed to be a person inside of this. a person trying to be a better version of yourself.

oh, you started working young, which was kind of hard, but it's just the way stuff works sometimes. and it was 2008 and your family couldn't afford heat. but it's fine, you grow a spine and get used to the professional world and besides it was the suburbs we're talking about here, like, your life could have been actually hard, so what if your father lost his job and you can't afford to move or turn the lights back on. and once you start making money, it's good. you keep doing that. because now they're relying on you. so you have to do that.

oh you were in thousands of dollars of debt at 17 years old so that you could go to school, because you have to go to school if you want to get a "real" job. you even did it "right", you worked parttime and attended community college before you transferred to a public school. you were under so many merit scholarships.

which is fine. you pick yourself up and you say like, okay. i graduated college. i'm holding down a job. i'm doing the Adult Thing, which looks and acts like this, according to all the books i've read. you start with the shitty job and then you climb that corporate ladder.

but the shitty job doesn't cover rent and you stretch yourself too-thin so you get sick. good luck with that. the shitty job no longer pays for your meals. everyone asks why you don't just move, but there's nowhere to move to. and with what money are you going to be moving? and then the loans come back, because they were never going to forgive them, because you were 17 and trying to do the right thing, which was stupid. people are now saying you shouldn't have even gone to school.

which is fine. but because you have no other option, so you do the shitty job, and you apply every day for like 5 new ones, and despite the fact everyone says "there's no one who wants to work!" it's actually just that nobody is fucking hiring so you can either work for 13 dollars an hour in the shitty place you know (where at least you have a passingly friendly relationship with the manager) or you can start from scratch again with a different 13 dollars an hour without knowing how much abuse from the new job you'll be taking.

and if you quit you lose your insurance. if you quit you lose your housing. if you quit, you'll be another burnout kid. the lazy ones. these assholes, look at them!

and you come home to a family dinner and you hear from your father the same old thing. how he worked hard at his job and yes it sucked for a while but he was able to provide for the family and then the house and the dog and the rest of barbie's dream vacation. how the insurance did cover some of it. how you just really need to start speaking up more in manager conversations so they know you're a go-getter. you want to tell him - did you know we're actually doing more now hourly than any previous generation? - but you can't remember where you heard that statistic, and you're far too tired for the fucking argument. and then he starts in on his usual bit. where's the house? where's your kids? where's your ambition.

the same job the same money the same hours doesn't do it anymore. the same nose-to-the-grindstone now just shreds your face off. there's no such thing as upwards mobility, not really. and as far as you're aware, the money certainly is not trickling. you do the soulless stupid shit you signed up for because you fucking have to or else you literally risk your life (food, the apartment, the insurance), but it's not getting you anything. you download the stupid "save more" app and you budget and you do every right thing and then the price of eggs is 7 dollars and you say - oh great! another thing i have to fucking worry about now!

and you go to your stupid job and everyone in your father's generation just tells you to be better about being an adult. they have their homes and their savings account and their bailout and they say. well have you tried not drinking starbucks. well your generation just spends too much on clothing. well you might just be too addicted to travelling. and you - because you need the job - you bite your tongue and don't say i am being held prisoner and you're suggesting i stop pacing my cell if i don't like the scenery and you don't say what the fuck do you think i've been doing with my money and you don't say i haven't spent a cent on something nice in literally forever much less coffee you arrogant asshole. you open and close your bank app and check your loans and check your credit score and check fucking zillow and ziprecruiter and apartments.com just one time more. and still they give you that demeaning little grin and say - see, what you need is -

what you need is for your meds to stop being so fucking expensive. what you need is for the housing bubble to explode into dust. what you need is for billionaires to choke on their wealth. what you need is actual help. what you will get is more economic advice from people who are older-and-wiser.

and above you, almost in a glimmer, you can see the wedged smile of your debt getting toothier, wider.

#i hate when people try to tell me i didn't do it right #what should i have done better #i did it ALL the right way #(not that there is a right way) #it's just that others feel comfortable believing that THEY did it the right way and that's how they made money #whereas i must have just committed a sin somewhere in there! i MUST be doing it wrong!!! #and i'm not a victim!!! im simply experiencing consequences! #and im like. where . where. wherewherewherewhere #i graduated top of my class. i was almost the student speaker. #i have always excelled at work and i work hard #i have been working since i was 13 #WHERE !!!!! IS MY FUCKING !!!! MONEY!!!!!! #ps please do not make the assumption i am ablebodied or neurotypical. #i am neither of these things. #it DOES get worse if u are either of those things. so fuckin much #but @ the one anon who was like ''u could be X that would be worse u don't know how lucky u are'' #.... don't i? #do i need to be luckier than someone else #or is it possible we are BOTH victims? #and that we need to work TOGETHER to resolve it #not just wave it off since it COULD be harder for someone else... it can be true we BOTH deserve better

[barghest-land]

drew arthur with a little friend. they're talking about life and death

#rdr2 #rdr2 fanart #barghestland #arthur morgan #art #artists on tumblr #this week life was so fucking horrible i'm on the edge of having a little breakdown #and when im sad and stressed and done with life i just draw arthur #cuz his depressed ass would understand #u know.. yeah :( #i hope whoever reads it is having a better time #if u want u can tell me smth nice in tags or anywhere really<3 #like tell me silly names of ur pets or facts about ur favorite bugs #i'd be happy to hear that

[riinoaheartilly]

It's been a month since I started watching The Clone Wars, and this is what I have gathered to be their widely accepted fanon relationship.

The OG:

#commander cody #commander fox #commander wolffe #the clone wars #swtcw #coradoodle #I saw the meme and had to quickly doodle them #i'm here for them though #got lazy with the background but didn't want them to just be floating there in the void lol #wolffe is just so fucking done with their bullshit #future edit: WHY DO PEOPLE LIKE THIS SO MUCH?!?!? TUMBLR EXPLAIN

[gae-ta]

jesus fucking christ.. words can’t describe how much i want these two coming weeks over and done with 

having a boss that is doing the top down leadership thing might be bad, but having one that doing the top down leadership while insisting that there is no actual hierarchy in the workplace is the absolute fucking worst

like, what the actual fuck is the part of starting a discussion Linda if you’re just gonna ignore all my objections and do it your way anyway?!?

i fucking swear... when i die and go to hell-- if there isn’t a extra hot place meant for autocratic bosses that insist on acting like they are your buddy.. then i’m gonna dethrone the devil myself and take his place 

#shouting into the void #i'm just so fucking done #either you are a boss or a buddy-- you can't be both

[yesmissnyx]

An Unsexy Post About Censorship

Sooo...gumroad is shutting down NSFW content sales because of Stripe and Paypal. This is also why Wishtender has been down as well, if you weren't aware. And why Patreon is also cracking down on anything remotely kinky.

(If you're wondering why your favorite FICTIONAL sexual content isn't allowed on most platforms, it's payment processors.)

Please be extra kind to anyone who works with NSFW content right now, whether it be art, writing, audio, photos or video. Whether it be tasteful erotica, or the kinkiest BDSM porn you can think of, we're all in the crosshairs right now.

And, judging by trends from these past few years, this is only going to get worse.

Support NSFW creators where you can, whether by tipping or buying our content (where you still can) or just helping boost content on sites where algorithms want to drown us out.

Call representatives where you can and complain about payment processors acting as arbiters of what YOU are and aren't allowed to pay for and enjoy.

This may be about porn right now, but censorship of this caliber doesn't just stop with porn. Any transgressive (read: non-conservative) media is fair game.

Fight against it where you can. Support creators where you can.

Art is important. Reflections of our sexuality are important. We don't want a world where people aren't free to make or see the things they love and enjoy.

#nyxrambles #Warning: I'm going to get kind of grim in the tags so peace out of you have to. #This bums me out so fucking hard! #I have artist friends who are struggling because their content suddenly goes against these stupid fucking guidelines! #I'm going to have to take my stuff off of Gumroad even though it was previously allowed! #It's hard to not feel like everything is just spiraling toward fascism sometimes yanno? #I am usually opposed to slippery slope arguments but the goal of moral conservativism is to destroy everything that isn't in line with it. #They will not stop until the world reflects their narrow ideals. Like...that's the whole point of it! #Sorry guys I'm just having a rough one. #Between this and being sick for months I'm getting pretty fucking Done. #I'll be okay but I'm not going to pretend it isn't hard and scary.

[bakudekublogblog]

the way katsuki just IS izuku's first love drives me nutty. like he just had a big ole crush on him with his huge-ass heart eyes and he chased him around with maximum puppy-love smitten energy

#bkdk #bakudeku #izuku chasing after katsuki with the biggest wettest heartiest heart eyes ever and katsuki is like FUCKER IS LOOKING DOWN ON ME HOW DARE YO #like no bby so close he's down BAD for you i can see where there could be some confusion #it just drives me nutty!!! that's his pookie bear bitty baby boy #it just makes every other ship feel so irrelevant bc katsuki is izuku's first love and fiercest #like fr do we think izuku is getting over katsuki especially now #especially after all bakugou has done for him #how many times has bakugou saved him and in so many ways #my headcanon is that izuku's baby puppy love crush faded but never really died #it was always there #and then they're thrust into each other's lives and katsuki starts growing and training with him and izuku is like fuck fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK #and he just keeps falling for him over and over again #izuku sees him standing on the UA island and is like yeah ok i'm never getting over him he's it for me #he's always been it he's always been the one

[angryducktimemachine]

I watched the Granada Holmes Hound of the Baskervilles and this is my explanation (and defense ?) of Holmes just absolutely horrible looking stew.

[ID: a digital drawing of Sherlock Holmes. He's walking across a moor with his hands behind his back, holding a letter. A thought bubble above him reads "I forgot my damn stew by the fire." /End ID]

#he just horribly overcooked that stew i know it #like my man I'm german I've eaten lots of gross looking stews in my life but this truly is #the worst anyone has ever done #Sherlock Holmes #the whole scene was soooo fucking funny tho #watson tries so hard to politely deny on trying the stew but Holmes seems so proud of it and keeps telling watson to try it #and watson just :|

[glassedplanets]

a few months ago giffy was like "haha hear me out, what if tattoo au" and then we blacked out and talked about nothing else for like three weeks

#my art #one piece tag #zosan #if you've been here since 2012 then a) i'm sorry. thank you for your service. b) PLEASE have a Sensible Fucking Chuckle with me about this #honest to god the ufnniest possible thing that i personally could have done in the year 2023 #if you're wondering what happened in 2012 then please leave that stone unturned. tghank you #anyways this whole thing brings me INSURMOUNTABLE joy ask me any question about anyone and i am sure i will have an answer #we have meanings or reasons for just about everything visible here and uhhhhh soooo so so so much more (ask me questions.. ask me....) #fitting the general fuckbonkers insanity of one piece into a modern au was both challenging (fun!) and INCREDIBLY hilarious #giffy is the funniest fucking person on the planet for coming up with half the situations that we shoved everyone into #(i did these in.. october i think?? maybe earlier? during the time i limited myself to sketches only) #tattoo au tag