#i'm literally so confused though

[silusvesuius]

steer clear of ....the illigitimate child of... nvm

#skyrim #oc #nelavis #my art #the OC art i make spanning across seasons just cus i wait for it to pile up and then not draw anything LMFAO #if u remove 1 letter and switch move one his name is literally n*lvas so i'm thinking in another universe he's their child #and it fits! #n*loth would impregnate t*lvas just to see what happens (❓❓) and then throw the child out #t*lvas is really heartbroken but nothing comes before his education. but he visits him sometimes #that's why nelavis can read and write and do a lot of things #nelavis will tell you sob stories of his broken family and how his mom is always being abused by his dad with a big smile - #- over at his house during tea and cracker hour #while you're confused about the weird smell coming from the basement #that's not canon though #anyways enuff of that.. maybe i'll post more OCs in the future maybe not; i actually think about them quite a lot lol.. #i'm Shy

[kuroo-hitsuji]

(Minor?) NB Spoilers (lesson 35 (normal))

I'm losing it over the fact that I spent literally the Entire beginning of the train dinner situation telling my partner that I was gonna throw Lucifer out the fuckin window

And then Mephisto shows up and Lucifer says something about fucking throwing him out the window--

Please this Keeps happening fjsjgdxj stop stealing my lines, asshole

#obey me night bringer spoilers #obey me nightbringer #obey me lucifer #obey me mephistopheles #thinking out loud #genuinely this situation would be so funny though #just 3 of the most annoying prideful bastards stuck in a box together #like all things considered Kuroo is at the bottom of that scale but they're still butting heads Severely at the smallest transgressions sfjs #tfw you have to be on your best behavior so you can convince Lucifer yo make a pact with you #but the fucker has literally Said Put Loud that he thinks he knows you better than you know yourself #and has been acting like it ever since #and that's like your biggest I'm Going To Fucking Kill You triggers-- #sitting there in the dining car in the clothes he picked out for you in his color #immediately fantasizing about throwing him out of the damn train when he goes and orders for you without even letting you look at the menu-- #motherfucker i am autistic my food sensitivities are Vast and Confusing you cannot just Do That I can't Trust Like That sgdhxlhx #like order for me absolutely the less i have to talk to strangers the better but LET ME PICK PLEASE GOD #hgkd anyways then Mephisto shows up and is more annoying than ever and now Kuroo and Lucifer have a common enemy to consider defenestrating- #I've just been thinking about it a lot it cracks me up

[juice-enjoyer]

can you guess which level i got hopelessly lost in

#these are my only clears......i have stuff to do now but i will come back and p-rank these TONIGHT #but fr though i literally did 7-2 backwards. went ok! lets not go in the clock tower and just go straight to the building over there #and then got all confused why the payload wasn't dropping #so ran around #found the other area and went. hey what the fuck how do i get in there #then ran around more before noticing the big fucking hole in the clock tower and went oh i'm just dumb. got it #txt #ultrakill spoilers

[brutalmasks]

bunny mask is literally the living embodiment of songs like ' dog days are over ' by florence + the machine and ' rebel girl ' by bikini kill. and no, i will not be taking criticism

#SOMETHING FEELS AMISS: musings. #LET ME TEACH YOU: headcanons. #HEAVY on dog days are over though. because the dog days of summer are often the most hot and miserable... so saying that they're over means- #that even though it may seem like these days are never going to end... they will and your spirit of happiness will return. #i don't think there is a solid interpretation out there as to what it's about but it is VERY MUCH a song that is about overcoming- #something difficult and / or overcoming depression to me. and that represents bunny mask pretty well i think. she was literally trapped in- #cave for what felt like FOREVER and wasn't sure whether she'd ever be released but she was + she was given a new start with her life in a- #way because of that. and i'm not trying to overinflate bunny mask's character here but... hey. whenever it comes to ' rebel girl ' - #bunny mask is VERY much a girl's girl so i feel like it's equally as likely that she feels the same kind of admiration for other women that- #the singer does and firmly believes that women should lift other women up rather than bring them down. plusss... this song kind of has- #an underlying message in it about the confusion between friendship and sexuality whichhh i could kind of see bunny mask experiencing? #because she is still trying to wrap her head around the different kinds of love that exist and whether if you like someone so much that you- #want to BE THEM... does that mean that you just really like them as a friend or that you're in love with them?? idk but i just love #bunny mask being unapologetic about defending and loving her friends. so yeah. bunny mask is just very special to me okay

[starsandthorn]

feel like i need a corkboard and red string to make sense of the narzissenkreuz stuff

#personal stuff #thorn plays genshin #it's not too confusing it's just. a lot. and in bits and pieces #but yeah. the artifact set. the order of skeptics questline and both of the big world quest questlines in fontaine. #also head in my hands. elynas. i have nothing to add but like aughu. auuuuuguuh. dead sentient dragons. #elynas. durin. does orobashi count. #going bonkers i love how someone said ''since apep pretty much said the natlan line we'll probably get dragon lore there'' #and i went yeah that make sense. #then boom fontaine. hydro dragon. elynas. dragon lore. what the fuck #presuming. elynas is a dragon of course but what else could it be #but i was right about the melusines being born from its body!! #but........not like apep i don't think. they weren't alive before elynas died #REALLY cool questline btw and i'm not just saying that because i love the melusines [lying] #but i wasn't expecting it to meet up with the other world quest #so when she was like ''mister jakob--'' i literally fucking gasped aloud. #getting to take both of the companions back to the narzissenkreuz ordo was really cool though. i liked that #everyone say thank you to that random guy who tried to scam us and leave us for dead at the bottom of the ocean!! #never would have been able to unlock this loredump without you <33333

[elvhendis]

Why are some people saying True Resurrection wouldn't work on Astarion? He's been a vampire for less than 200 years, not more, no?

#i feel like people are mixing this up? #i've also seen some people say he's 39 and others that he's 139 #<- referring to his age when he died #which is it #getting so confused #pretty sure Astarion himself said less than 200 years though #and true resurrection works up until 200 years since death so #also (spoiler) at the end of the game Tav can literally tell him that they're going to look for a cure for him #don't take that hope from me i'm so serious rn #astarion #baldur's gate 3

[inloveanddepth]

love these guys

#i like how cringe they all are. like all of them are flawed & immensely cringe. no one's main is safe #they're cringe in different ways & some more than others but they're all cringe. love it #why are the fans for my two favourite soul fighter champions the autistic-coded ones !! #why are the autistic-coded ones the most unhinged.... #though tbh i think you could make an argument for all 5 of them being autistic 😭 #sommer's homemade jhin cosplay is so cute #they somehow managed to capture the exact brand of weird that jhin fans are. bravo #i think the funniest part about him is that jhin would not be able to stand him lmao #him wearing a shirt with the same art that's on the print he's holding makes me crack up for some reason #obsessed with the jacked yordle named rizz.... she's everything #also can i just say i love the crop top on guy. fantastic creative decision. so many crop tops in soul fighter i love it #kiri is crazy though what do you mean she's literally selling rpf at an event that the people she's writing rpf about are at #her repeatedly trying to get samira to read her fanfiction is kind of hilarious #& then she tells samira she's going to write fanfic about her. which is kiri's way of praising her. she is nuts (affectionate) #the way she keeps casually mentioning pyke totally kills people in this universe & she still adores him #she's the worst kind of fangirl (which is the point. they're all parodies) but it's hard to hate her lol she's so silly #my only issue with her is that she's a jhin hater.... how rude #i know her tumblr game goes crazy #the only character i'm confused by is jade. the lux fangirling felt really forced to me #it's not reflected in her design at all; honestly she looks more like evelynn #especially when riki guy & rizz & sommer are all clearly emulating gwen sett & jhin respectively #plus jade's shtick was more about parodying true crime & political content creators it seemed. the lux stuff felt tacked on #i guess it was because dema is after lux & jade doesn't like dema but it felt over the top at least #on top of the fact that it's pretty hard to make sjw characters actually funny #they should've made a dema bootlicker character tbh. for funzies #i think riot should publish some of kiri's fanfiction on the universe site. wouldn't that be silly #they could do one for each of them! a transcription of one of jade's podcast episodes; guy & rizz's training regimen; a poem from sommer #hope some of them show up in LoR sometime. just for fun #league of legends #soul fighter

[damsxlette]

ranting in the tags ⬇️

#hiii #I’m not dead just busy as shit #going through it between class work and my fucking sinuses acting up #i wanna draw like personal shit but honestly my uni is fucking overloading me with work 😩 #I have no time for like anything 😭 #I’m literally like three weeks in and I already need a vacation #anyways I'm thinking of changing my name again #mostly because I follow junjunjunko and everytume they mention their oc cherub i get confused 😭 #thought about just doing “cherry” but i also like “petri” like petri dish #i like names rhat are like kinda odd or unconventional #also I clearly like names that end with that ee sound #if anyone has any name ideas though like let me know #anyways I’m gonna q this to post sometime when I’m sleeping because I get embarrassed about people reading my rambling #love y’all<3 #note: my blog name would still be the same btw! i would just be changing my tag names with my name in them #though of another name: i could also do cosette with the nickname cosy #or i could just do cosy honestly #so many choices...

[nightmareonpeachstreet]

Genshin 4.1 spoilers below

Neuvillette: *talks about the weird random laws of Fontaine, including that you're not allowed to name your domesticated animals after Furina*

me, who is literally adopting a new puppy soon and had already decided prior to this news I was going to name her Furina: I don't believe in that law I think someone else made up that law specifically to thwart Furina. did you see her playing with that cat? she loves animals.

#listen. the puppy is not even in the house yet but I don't know what you want me to say #her name is already Furina there's no changing it (even though again she literally hasn't learned her name yet) #new headcanon: Neuvillette made that law because Furina wasn't getting any work done #because she kept asking fans to send her pictures of her godchildren (animals that shared her name) #also because vet clinics were getting really confusing because half the animals were named Furina #this is the real reason why Furina is depressed #um anyway that part about adopting a dog wasn't a joke that's actually happening (I am genuinely naming her Furina too gfoidngdinohgdof) #I'm really excited...my dog I had for most of my life passed away last year #and I didn't think I'd be able to get another dog for at least a couple years due to certain circumstances #but my mom got it cleared up and now I can have a new lil puppy...she's so cute I'm gonna post pictures of her when she comes home #Genshin Impact // #Genshin Impact Spoilers #4.1 spoilers #Furina // #Focalors // #Neuvillette //

[stairset]

I realize this could get me crucified in certain circles but as good as Andor was I really do think its fans can be truly insufferable.

#i'm sorry but so many andor fans just have this snobby ass attitude about it #and feel the need to act as if it's The Only Good Star Wars Thing Ever Made #and every other star wars thing should copy it #because clearly if the show's style works for THAT story it MUST work for every story right #it was annoying when the show was airing and it's annoying now #like idk maybe the people who described it as ''star wars for people who hate star wars'' weren't that far off #i already talked about all this in another post a while back #but y'know a new show just came out which means i have to put up with it again #even though there's really no reason to compare andor and ahsoka outside of ''they're both star wars shows'' #and most of it is just people bitching that ahsoka is more reference-heavy #which as i've also pointed out in previous shows. it's a sequel. #a sequel continues the story of a previous work that's literally the entire fucking point #like i'm sorry but when it comes to this show specifically i do not give a solitary FUCK about the casual viewer #it has been very explicitly and unambiguously billed as a direct sequel to rebels from the start #and it was announced 3 years ago which is more than enough time to get caught up #no one is forcing you to watch the sequel before the thing it's a sequel to #as far as i'm concerned if you watch a sequel before the first one that's entirely on you #you knew what you were getting into and you have forfeited any right to bitch about being confused #but anyway back to andor i'm not gonna let people being annoying about it affect my enjoyment of it #cause it IS a good show and i don't wanna end up resenting it just cause people are pretentious asses about it #but yeah i think certain people could maybe stand to get off their fucking high horses over star wars spin-off shows #shut up tristan

[serkonans]

the way we handle medical leave in the states even for people with good benefits is cruel

#the number of hoops i have to jump through. the way that my requirements for one surgery are apparently different from another surgery #even though there's nothing in the paperwork to indicate any need for that and the surgeries don't differ all that much #the way that they lost my initial letter and now i'm up against my deadline next week and they haven't even told me what day next week #so i'm worried that it's literally tomorrow #the way i am not receiving ANY pay for an entire month because of all the delays so i'm having to live off my savings #the way that every single person i've talked to has said something different about what is and isn't required #the way that for a lot of this i had to be navigating it while high on painkillers immediately post-surgery #the way that the group my employer contracts through has two different emails and names and flips between them constantly #the way that my healthcare provider does it differently than every other healthcare provider so i need special forms from them #instead of the leave group but then the leave group doesn't seem to accept the forms that they send #the way that the doctors office has seemed incredibly confused by my requests #the way that the ROI office told me they'd send over a completed form and never did #the way i literally don't even know who to call next to try and sort this out or if it's possible TO sort out #like i guess i'll call the leave group tomorrow and cry and beg for an extension. i guess i'll grovel bc it's the difference #of getting a few thousand dollars or not and i can't just be like oh well guess i won't get my short term disability pay #especially bc none of the hospitals have billed me yet and i'm getting scared bc i don't know what my ER bill is going to look like #bc they did xrays and a CT scan and they gave me a splint and a sling and a lot of drugs #so i do need the money. just sitting here like. idek what to do lmfao. #not tagging this bc i'm on desktop and i can't do the accent mark easily and idk where my phone is rn sorry

[timegears-moved]

im gonna cry about mipha a little bit because as mad as i've been about the treatment of the champions in totk at least mipha managed to leave somewhat of a legacy. i mean the zoras moving her statue from being the centerpiece of the domain to their backyard still leaves a bit of a bad taste in my mouth but mipha's death having an impact on sidon and giving him a fear of losing anybody else that he loves is what i wanted (not the trauma thing sjhsbsjhse, just their deaths having an impact). i'm glad at least one champion got to leave something behind.

#bwark #totk lb #though it just makes yunobo's case all the more confusing to me #i'm assuming that his case is similar to riju's where he's a descendant but never met daruk to form any sort of personal bond #but like. why does he not use daruk's protection anymore? riju uses her own style of urbosa's lightning which is fine #but yunobo's ability is literally slamming into rocks. he could've still used it. they didn't even have to draw attention to it #like just make it so that he activates it when he smashes into stuff but it doesn't have to be name dropped if they're so averse to it #like just having it there to see and not serve any other purpose would've been SOMETHING #sorry i know i keep talking about the lack of legacy for the champions but aside from mipha and zelda's picture in her house and riju #mentioning urbosa in her diary it's just really sad for me #like even being able to get their unique weapons doesn't feel the special because totk implies that they're mass produced now

[vilevampire]

someday in this fandom I'll get dragged into drama over controversial ship opinions and when that happens I want you all to remember me fondly because frankly I will drop dead on the spot

#there was a thread on twt like qrt with your opinions on these ships #and I checked some of it and I. so many ppl dislike kalrobin actually. including ppl who follow me?????? #honestly I'm used to my fave ships and stuff having no content like c'mon I'm a viewtiful joe fan I'm super used to it #but seeing ppl hate on my fave ships is kinda heartbreaking actually #especially kalrobin and jazzllocer like ugh ugh ugh those r my otps #and I'm not a fan of the most popular kalego ship outside of the context of kalego x robin x balam #I'm just waiting for the day somebody gets beef w/ me for not liking kalego with balam or jazz with lied or iruma with amelie #or for being annoyed at certain aspects of iruma x azz #literally most popular ship in the fandom. I feel like I could make so many people mad with that one #I'm very niceys though I hate fandom drama I don't want to buy a fight with anybody I just want to make content for my rareships in peace #I am!!!! a little sad!!!!!! kinda bummed even!!!!!! #yk on mairumatwt there's this one guy that's also called lucas and he's also brazilian #but he hates kalrobin and sees jazz and allocer as brothers. I've never interacted w/ him but I think he's my evil doppelganger #actually I'm the evil one. like hello guy litcherally named vile over here #anw. kind of a little very sad I think this is the first time I've seen so many ppl hate something that makes me really happy. #and I have no idea why some of them follow me it just confuses me hddgijdgd #lucasings

[werewolf-transgenderism]

bad news: started twenty page paper at like 1:30 pm on the day before it's due and then had to spend two hours annotating a source I thought I'd already pulled quotes from

good news: in the past three and a half hours I've written eight pages and that means there are only 12 pages left to go AND I'm gonna format it into chicago so I can use footnotes to take up more of the page space AND the prof specifically asked for larger margins so he can leave comments :)

#upping the margin size and adding footnotes will add so much length to this for real #don't ask me why I did this to myself it's because I'm writing about william blake and literally didn't even figure out my point #until like this morning #because blake is soooo confusing on PURPOSE and like I'm still not 100% sure I know what's going on in 'jerusalem' but #as long as I'm confident about it I can get away with it #this prof really likes my writing even though every single thing I've turned in has been entirely pulled out of my ass at the last second #like I'm not stressed about this paper and I probably should be but you know how it is #I can bullshit twelve more pages I have barely touched on the actual text it's just theological background on the prelapsarian androgyne #good thing I love leah devun's work on premodern nonbinary sex and already have so much info about this #anyway the next two days will be 'miles liveblogs procrastination consequences' #but after that I'm FREE from COURSEWORK and will be doing the actual phd part of the phd #anyway.

[roobylavender]

if i really scratch my head i think maybe the one thing all of this could stem from is mere discussion of the fact that talia and selina's histories with bruce sort of operate in the reverse and inevitably that factors into any contention with either relationship. like it can't really be helped that bruce and talia were married very early on into the latter's history and that this is integral to analyzing talia's entire dynamic with bruce, her evolving perception of her own place in the world, and her eventual decision to break free of bruce entirely. the constraints of a marriage with bruce as desired by her father are foundational lore to the early aughts of her character in a way that selina's settled domestic life with bruce is not. if we're talking about the golden age what was foundational to selina's dynamic with bruce was his ability to recognize above everyone else her consistent capacity for mercy despite her villainous goals on the surface. in post-crisis that was translated along the lines of a class struggle specifically. the villainous goals were interpreted to represent a defiance of men and the state and their collective violence, and they also formed a means of survival. what was initially merely a recognition of selina's capacity for mercy now became a potential recognition of bruce's own hypocrisies. selina acted as a symbol for petty criminals in gotham whom bruce would otherwise have written off as immoral wholesale bc to him the law was the law. and the remarkable thing about it was that none of it required selina giving even an inch to bruce. she was who she was and that was what made her utterly compelling to him. it's not a slight against selina that neither marriage nor a close civilian relationship formed the basis of her relationship with bruce and i don't understand why anyone would take it as one. marriage and domestic life for talia was a mark of the utter tragedy of her relationship with bruce. it was a fantasy and a delusion and it could never have given her what she wanted nor lent her any kind of agency in the long term. and i think when we meander into the realm of comparing the relationships we really start to diminish why certain aspects are important to either. why are the various patriarchal restrictions on talia's agency so integral to her character arc and its exploration of freedom? why is selina's existence in a sphere of life entirely distinct of bruce so integral to her character arc and its exploration of class? the constant back and forth between shippers on either end trying to equalize in terms of what either relationship has gone through in canon like it's a checklist to romantic validity is a bit absurd and i wish we would move away from it when analyzing the relationships or the characters

#it reminds me a bit of when i said that i think selina becoming a millionaire was a stupid development #that was insulting to everything newell and grant and moench had tried to build up about her in the early 90s #and people got upset and called me a hypocrite bc talia is rich. like my guy. can i help it that talia is rich #i can't erase her foundational character traits to make some sort of even playing field.. #and frankly the fact that she and bruce are rich /is/ precisely what drives the whole argument about duty between them #they are in no position to complain or grow tired or languish in their reams of wealth #there is a duty they owe to the world while they have power and they have to suck it up and uphold that duty #it is the absolute least they can do and they know that. hence why talia is repeatedly on bruce's ass about it #it is also not lost on me that the above complaint may largely stem from the lazarus affair #where talia was portrayed to be ridiculously haughty and more than willing to show off her wealth #even though she didn't do that in like. any other comic in her pre-assassination era #and the lazarus affair as i have said so many times was a ridiculous comic anyways bc it setup talia and selina to be #combative ship fodder to fuel disagreements between dick and bruce. it is literally the first comic where they were ever #pit against each other. despite the fact that they had co-existed in harmony for a decade prior #and denny o'neil had gone so far as to establish both of them as bruce's definitive love interests in the 70s #like idk man it's not hard to entertain a little more critical thinking and poke at why the comparisons between them are nonsensical #a lot of it. a Lot of it. is stemming from people wanting either ship to one up the other. and you shouldn't fall for it #to be deleted #anyway. not making this rebloggable bc i'm sure you're all annoyed already but this whole thing has really confused me. so i've rambled